#which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!
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pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍
#i thought it was just a stray hair on my elbow under the blanket and kept trying to shake it off#and then i finally went to brush it off w my hand and felt a bump there#and then it was unbearably itchy so i turned the lamp on to apply some anti-itch stuff bc it was driving me nuts#and i was trying to see where it was on my elbow bc wtf when did i get bit#and then i looked at it and it was very pale like a fresh bite and then there was some skin torn like a spider bite#i cant tell if theres two little holes or not and honestly idk if spiders always leave two fang marks fjdkdl#but it doesnt look like a mosquito bite unless i tore the skin myself from scratching at it#but the way it is looking... very similar to past spider bites#anyways i just removed everything from my bed and methodically searched Everything. looked all around the bed too. cannot find a spider#so. shrug. <- actually very afraid#but the thing that makes me Really think it's a spider is that the bump was super pale and now after a little while it is regular skintone#so that makes me think it was a brand new fresh bite the way it was a different colour and now its normal looking#which is uhhh scary! to have had a spider possibly in my bed!#and I can't find it so i simply do not Know and that is going to make it so hard to sleep tonight fjfkdl#man i barely ate today too so im just... really not doing well at this very moment fjfkdl#i cant eat anything rn though bc i already brushed my teeth and i dont want to do that again tonight fjfkdl#but i am. so hungry. augh. idk what I'd even eat anyways im too anxious to stomach anything#WHERE IS THIS SPIDER. WHY DID IT CHOOSE MY BED TO BE IN 😭#im in bed so often ... it should avoid places where ppl are ....#i feel like such shit rn fjdkdl i just rly wish i didnt have to deal w all these bugs#in the past month I've had a couple spiders and Several(!) weevils and a centipede and a clicker beetle and a couple earwigs#im just so tired of bugs i rly am fjfkdl idk why they choose to come inside and idk HOW they're getting inside#i hate living in a basement!!#i just want to sleep so i dont have to deal w being awake for a while fjdkls but now im all freaked out#i want to curl into a little ball and blink out of existence I'll be so honest rn. im just. idk.#✨ I don't think I have a place in society ✨ i am not a good enough person to exist in the world ✨#i dont want to go to sleep bc what if the spider comes back fjfkdl i wish i would've found it so i could've trapped it#and then let it outside tomorrow! i wouldnt have even killed it. the universe should've given me that one bc im so niceys#unfortunately the universe doesnt play nice w me fjfksl#spider tw
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Right! Let’s go! (Anyone who is new, I usually put long asks like this under a cut so it doesn’t cover your dash... unless you’re on mobile... in which case... Sorry, I still love you!)
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?Yeah, I do, for the most part. They can frustrate me and get on my nerves, but overall, they’re great and support me in every way and I am so thankful for them
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?Not gonna lie to you, I have no idea... I said it to many people last night in a state of loopy, vaguely in pain, emotional weakness... I’m good now, dw
03: Do you regret anything?All the time, I regret opening up because I think people think I am looking for attention or something... In terms of stuff in my life, I do regret losing contact with some people...
04: Are you insecure?Heck ye.
05: What is your relationship status?I’m single...
06: How do you want to die?Changes on the daily, but quickly and as painlessly as possible.
07: What did you last eat?Nutella sandwich *takes another bite* Fucking good...
08: Played any sports?I played a bit of football as a kid, until I got tripped down a hill... Ofc I played stuff like netball, handball, rounders etc. in PE classes, but never for my own enjoyment.
09: Do you bite your nails?Yup, even now that I paint them I do!
10: When was your last physical fight?Uhhh... years ago, confrontation and phsyical harm are scary things...
11: Do you like someone?Ehhh... kinda? I’m too emotionally fucked atm to be thinking about it, but I definitely have some crushes, yeh
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?On multiple occasions. My record is almost 4 days.
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?I hate a lot of people... mostly people that don’t know me...
14: Do you miss someone?All the time.
15: Have any pets?I wish! I want cats. All the cats.
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?Um... numb is probably the best way, I’m kinda not really feeling anything atm...
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?Nope. I’ve only made out like twice in my life... fuck i’m lonely...
18: Are you scared of spiders?YUP. LET’S NOT TALK ARACHNOPHOBIA PLZ K BYE.
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?To see how stuff was, yea. To change shit, nah fam.
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?In said person’s bedroom.
21: What are your plans for this weekend?Cry and try to get assignments done.
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?Not my own, but adopting, fuck ye. Idk how many tho, start with one. See how it goes.
23: Do you have piercings? How many?I don’t. I have a terrible pain threshold and I get super scared of almost anything new and unknown... but I want piercings because they’re so cool.
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?Surprisingly, Science... and Performing Arts...
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?Oh hell yes.
26: What are you craving right now?A hug... and more chocolate *sadly eats sandwich*
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?I don’t think so... but maybe?
28: Have you ever been cheated on?Nope, but it was pretty close...
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?I don’t think so...
30: What’s irritating you right now?Myself. Why do I feel nothing atm? I want to be feeling something goddamnit!
31: Does somebody love you?I’d hope so! People say they do... but platonic. I don’t think anyone loves me any other way.
32: What is your favourite color?Black. Blood Red. Light Blue. Neon Pink. Deep Purple.
What? I am indecisive and can’t choose just one! Stop judging me.
33: Do you have trust issues?*laughs* yes.
34: Who/what was your last dream about?I.... have no idea.
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?I mean, I told @not-so-innocent-bi-sander I was crying the other day when I was talking with her... does that count? If not, then my parents probably?
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?In some cases, yes... In others, fuck you no.
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?Forgive. I can’t forget stuff like that, for some reason...
38: Is this year the best year of your life?LOL NO. IT’S BEEN FUCKING HORRENDOUS LMAO! But it’s the best year in terms of making new friends... so that’s great
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?Uhhh... like end of Primary school/beginning of Middle school age? I can’t remember how old I was ffs.
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?Probably as a very small child. Once I developed actual thought and selfconciousness about my body, HAHAHAHAHAHA! You’re so funny!
51: Favourite food?Cliche, but either pizza or burgers.
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?When they happen to me, yes. When they happen to friends, fuck no they don’t deserve all the bad things!!!
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?Message people... I passed out while messaging last night, oopsie!
54: Is cheating ever okay?...Seriously? Is... is this a question?? I mean, on a spelling test, sure fuck it.
55: Are you mean?Probably. A little.
56: How many people have you fist fought?Like 0.
57: Do you believe in true love?Idk... I did for a while, but that fucked me over hardcore...
58: Favourite weather?Chilly but not too cold, heavy rain and thunderstorms, seeing the lighting through the dark, having the wind be audible and heading towards the window.
59: Do you like the snow?HELL YEAH! if i dont have anywhere to go...
60: Do you wanna get married?Yeah, if I have the right person.
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?Depends... Sometimes, the context is... *pukes*
62: What makes you happy?Friends. Kingdom Hearts news. Chocolate. Friends.
63: Would you change your name?Nah, I like it
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?Yes... extremely. Because I really want to, but I know they don’t.
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?Uhhhh... Remind him that he’s gay af and that he’s basically my brother omg what the fuck?
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?Yup, and he is basically my brother.
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?@seventhdisaster
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?Either people in discord chat, or @authordreaming13
69: Do you believe in soulmates? I mean... I’d like to? But I feel its very... optimistic and unrealistic... but then I’m a lonely, cynical asshole so what do I know?
70: Is there anyone you would die for? Sure. Multiple.
Well some of these got fucking deep and sad...
Thanks!
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