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a meme from magma @knightklif @im-scavvy-owo

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chubby :]

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When I'm not drawing, I spend time playing games. I love the world of HZD/FW and the world generation of minecraft.

Recently I thought that I would like to share this with someone, so I created a second blog where all the screenshots from my virtual adventures will be stored.

Maybe someone will find something as a reference for art, or maybe someone will find something to put on their desktop :]

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today I became a year older

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a few more gifts

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I got the opportunity to draw on a regular tablet and now I’m getting used to ibisPaint again, because this is the only application in which I was comfortable working before

I drew a few Gifts while I was selecting brushes and fiddling with the settings :]

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- who even drinks beer on New Year's?

- well, I do

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Who's your favorite NPC from Ori? Have you ever drawn them?

It was hard to choose, because I treat all the NPCs in the game quite indifferently, but Opher and Twillen are probably my favorite guys.

Unfortunately, I've only drawn Moki and Ori all the time, maybe in the future I'll be able to develop my skill to portray more characters.

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What do you think would happen if Survivor and Ori met each other?

It wouldn't be so scary in a Shaded Citadel : ]

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This year tearfully and tensely tried to draw backgrounds

maybe the most of you like it all, but i personally can't say that I'm content with the results, I still have a lot to learn. The real problem is that i don't have mental resource for learning, for drawing the so-called study-artworks. As i have said, I feel like a sour battery that can't work adequately and heats up wildly at the slightest effort.

Maybe I'm just making excuses that way. I don't know if I can't or don't want to do anything, or maybe it's all together

Besides somewhere in the middle of the year my ability to analyze... has gone awry, Idfk, and because of it when I look at my works in progress for me they become disproportionate, with dirty render, weird shadows, glares and so on And I get pretty upset about it

Also I never ventured to start actually take commissions adequately or at the very least to sell out the RW sticker packs stack that I have had since last year. Overall since the beginning of this year I only wanted to close myself off more and to not contact people any more than necessary, only rarely crossing paths with my close friends in chats and games. I am afraid of people and society and I am dejected about the fact that the time that I can live at my kinfolk's expense will be at it's end sooner or later, and I will never be ready to live on my own

alright, aside from my snotty mental splash

Of the positives in my art, I can still sort of praise myself for at least some improvements in the proportions of characters, there certainly were some artworks that I liked and that appealed new people, which warms my soul. My Tumblr hit it's first thousand, a good number of people also came to VK, even thought in the end I decided to leave that... creation

there were a few co-ops that I have unedited and maybe one day I will draw previews for them and will upload them on youtube so that people could laugh and get scared by my unstable voice, which at one particular moment ruptures the eardrums (I apologize for that)

Even despite the lack of snow outside the window, there is still an awe of the new year holidays and decorating my apartment and the christmas tree inside me. My inner child is still alive, as long as I am alive myself.

But I am also frightened by the sudden speed-up of time and, in general, by future years that seem to bring less and less positive things and more and more destruction, forbiddance, rot, bile and other excretions.

All in all, thank you for being here, following my art, writing kind words or just watching.

i am glad to be walking this path with you

i really hope that the future doesn't consist of radioactive ruins

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I've been laughing from this mask for ten minutes now

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Can you try draw Moki?

with joy! :]

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- Excuse me, but are you really following the path of enlightenment?...

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let's imagine that the Train Lizard is still young and its shoots have not yet grown

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Lying and freezing