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Y'know something I really love about Tumblr is that it's one of the few sites I can actually SHOW my art.
Everywhere else restricts you to squares or specific rectangles and it's so frustrating. So much art is in all sorts of unique aspect ratios and shapes that most social media is extremely hostile to or straight up won't even allow!
#just. thinking about it.#i cant post most of my art on Instagram lol#also sorry idk why im posting so much this morning#yes i do. tired can't sleep bad days the oast few days and about to see my family#so posting is keeping me awake before i gotta get going
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Based on a this ask
#TYE Spoilers#March#Eko#Iddy#Messar Robin Bastar#should I tag Kai and Gugu? they’re technically there (Hairo too. if you squint)#My Art#To Your Eternity#To You The Immortal#Fumetsu No Anata E#Getting some practice in drawing some of the other goobers#if you can believe it I have the most trouble drawing March out of any of em lol#Like Gugu’s difficult but it’s because the mask is so intricate#but March has that round little face and sometimes when I draw her hair she just ends up looking like a pear lol#Messar’s hair was pretty tough too but I also wasn’t looking at too many references so that one’s on me#anyway I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC IM SO GLAD WE GOT TO SEE THEM ARGUING AND MARCH NAGGING HIM AUGH#and Iddy having March’s back with the receipts lol like AH I imagine they’re like partners in crime sorta (or Justice I suppose)#Messar was gonna be yawning all ugly to show that the conversation bored him but I guess I succumbed to his charm cuz he turned out real hot#like. idk what happened. I guess i want him now 🫶#sad i cant post this on Twitter or Instagram at the moment cuz my friends still haven’t finished Season 2#so y’all are getting the first look 👍#as soon as they catch up all of this is fair game tho
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hi im rowan ! ✿
i made this account to catch up with the ninjago fanbase; i started watching for the first time at the grown age of eighteen. i cant control my hyperfixations so i just follow where the autism takes me lol.
i'm feeling a little lost among all the people who have been here since childhood, but i hope to make some friends and have some fun nonetheless. here's some info about me:
✿ 19y libra
✿ afab demigirl
✿ this account is heavy on the zane julien brainrot lol. some of the ships i enjoy are braincell(!!), glacier, samurai, techno, jaya, bruise, polyninja, etc. otherwise, i like lots of characters and ships and i love to see everyone's interpretations 🙏🏻 interact and let's be friends!
✿ most of my time and social media is dedicated to the palestinian liberation movement. i suppose im using tumblr as a fandom space so i can save my other accounts for more important things. for activism-oriented content you can follow me on instagram and tiktok at @. raydioisotope !
✿ DNI: zionist / pro-israel. dni if you post lloyd x ninja or nevershipping. and uhhh idk haters fuck off ig im just living my life
✿ ART TAG: #rowan's arts
✿ YAPPING TAG: #rowan talks
#rowan's arts#rowan talks#ninjago#lego ninjago#zane julien#i swear i am cool pls be nice to me#ninjago fanart
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will you still be posting your art on tumblr with the ai scraping etc? :(
For now the answer is yes, of course! most of the people who want to see my stuff are here, and i like it here. i cant take back whatever midjourney already scraped from my blog before the announcement, and all my blogs now have the 'prevent third party w/e' thing toggled on (make sure yall do that too to protect your posts! any reblogs will still have that protection as long as the OP has it toggled btw so dont stop reblogging art lol), which i trust will provide me at least as much protection as posting images on the open internet did before lol. I might increase my watermarks? idk
I did sign up for both Wafrn and Cohost just in case, and I'm also fairly active on instagram (still beansprean everywhere), but IG SUCKS for posting comics because of the aspect ratio lol. I still plan to transport My Familiar's Ghost over to AO3 eventually (very time consuming)! You can also follow my Patreon; some posts there go public after a bit if you can't pay for early access!
i will let yall know if anything changes, but for now im here im queer and im not getting out of this chair!!
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Okay so
I did some research and apparently this "tumblr is dying" thing is KINDA true
What it is is that, Automattic, the company that runs Tumblr, is moving all employees off of tumblr and onto other places. Some are saying this means they have a "skeleton crew" running it, but there's more.
Apparently Automattic ALSO just posted about job openings at Tumblr! So what the heck right?
The way I interpret this is that Atumattic isnt writing off Tumblr yet, but they're changing the management of it in hopes of making it profitable. Which means whats coming most likely isnt Tumblr getting taken down...but instead, Tumblr becoming EVEN MORE like other social media sites. Something I've been predicting for years; after all, to corporate upper management, they see our user numbers (which are still quite significant), and the lack of profits, as a failure to monetize properly. Which is why i WAS against all this "dont give Tumblr money they suck lol", not because they didnt suck...but because it can get a whole lot worse. But again, in search of a great thing, we squandered a good thing. Such is how capitalism works; if you cant pay the tithe for mediocrity then they will make it worse and enforce the tithe MORE. Capitalism never seeks greatness, it only seeks control. I do understand the completely valid hatred of the management Tumblr had, but trying to make it perfect was always a fucking fantasy. No matter how much you withhold your pay, they can always replace you with people who wont.
Anyways. I'll probably stay here unless it gets controlled by republican loonies. If it DOES get controlled by them, well, you can find me on Bluesky. I'm also gonna start back up on Instagram I guess. But both of those are going to be for business/art. Socially, well. No place left to shitpost in a way i enjoy, i'll probably try to get more into discord, where my name is pixeljade, same as here. I guess.
Honestly i'm hoping forums, and other independent online spaces come back. I'm sick of corporations. I hope every corporation explodes and dies. They only seek greater control in desperation to please their bloodsucking shareholders. Death to capitalism.
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your art is gorgeous and deserves all the notes in the world. i love all of your fashion and outfit designs and the way you draw poses and facial expressions is always so perfect. don’t let the internet fool you into thinking more numbers means more liked. i think your art is some of the most beautiful art i have ever seen
oh thank you!! i definitely think you're right that it's good to face what we want and that there's no shame in wanting attention. i've been trying to not be so ashamed of everything in general because i've realized that most people deal with that too, and that being at ease with myself helps people be at ease with me too
but in general, i am very happy with the amount of attention and kind words i get, and i definitely agree that more numbers =/= more joy. i used to chase certain milestones and think that i would reach a point where i'd be content and satisfied, and reaching a milestone is cool but it's still just numbers. ultimately, it means more to me to get thoughtful feedback, or when an artist i respect likes it, or to see the same people stick around for months and years :-) i do notice that & i love to see it
and not to be mean, but i also really don't vibe with how some people i follow on instagram, that are popular artists, act very demanding of their audience's attention and money. i don't think following someone online means you pledge your eternal loyalty to them, and i never would want people to think that if they scroll by an art piece of mine without interacting, or just liking, it's a deep betrayal lol. it's fine! ultimately, my feelings are mine to deal with, and it's not on anyone else to provide validation to me at all times. i really don't want anyone to feel guilty for that
like people are not entitled to free labor from artists, but artists are also not entitled to a "fandom". i remember being really not impressed back on deviantart with how popular artists talked to their followers and tbh i think some people are rude to feel more like rock stars. it's not cute.... i don't like it... i feel like the respect has to go both ways
also im kinda glass half full-ing my way through life - if something doesn't work out, i'm like well, this is a good way to practice failure and emotion control. can't go through life with everything going smoothly at all times, that's just how it is. i cant control what happens, only what i do about it. if i post something and it doesn't work as well as i thought, oh well, it's ok, i'm learning to detach value from notes, i'm going to be just like the buddha very soon
god this is so long. im sorry, i have so many thoughts re : being an artist online and handling metrics and so on. the TLDR : i really love being there on tumblr dot com and i feel really lucky that so many people like my art, like my original characters, and it's a pleasure to be there :-) thank you again!! <3333
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Watching oshi no ko s2
(Previous post)
Ep4
Whoa she traumatised him not cool 0.0
Is it just me or does the shadow thing look like aqua when he was a doctor in his past life? Im guessing that is deliberate. Probably because as a doctor it was his duty to keep ai safe
Anyways this episode was so good, aqua's emotions and panic were portrayed so well in such a haunting way :(
Ep5
WHOAKAY
Kana absolutely destroyed her D:
Bonding! :D
I love the animation in this episode! The colours! The way its so fluid and bouncy! The eyes! So good! I can also see a lot of kaguya sama vibes from aka akasaka whoch is so fun! Also while i was kinda meh about akane, im kinda starting to see more character traita from her that i like, i love how she is becoming more fleshed out.
Ep6
Not much to say about it other than than the MUSIC IS SO GOOD!! I loved it so much and it sounds sick playing loudly in my earphones, especially since its very different from the music in other episodes.
Im so glad that the website im watching from has the sub have background talking in a smaller font or else i would be so lost all the time =_= (also glad it translates everything important, and also in the colour of that text in the animation)
Melt went in a full on magical girl transformation 0.0
I liked the development tho, so cant wait for next episode
Ep7
Is... okay
I guess interesting to see the reasons behind the conflict between arima and akane but this episode wasn't that engaging. I cant wait for next episode though. I kind of really liked the focus on the other cast members tbh.
Ep8
Again it was fine ig but
Hehe
Ep9
WHOA this episode is good! Finally another episode that i like, i was worried since i was kind of bored with thw previous few!
Love the lil peep into when ai was still alive 😭
This is crazy how everything is depicted. (Seeing ai alive feels like one of those "A.I. vine continuations/au trend that my sister has been showing me on instagram, lol)
😭😭😭
(I wanna and probably will draw this)
Kana's pure look at aqua bridal carrying Akane XD
Also "im gonna go ho-" "im going with them" "im in" is hilarious XD
Well okay... 0.0
Im excited again :DDD
(Im kinda dissapointed by the ed. Its nice, and it sounds good, but it doesnt have the energy that makes the ending of each episode just pop. Mephisto made every ending of each episode just go so hard, and i feel like this season also kinda needs that feel, especially how the ed starts during the episode's last min. I get that ppl think it is "op is aqua pov" and "ed is ruby pov" and it does fit that theme, but it just doesmt go as hard as mephisto :/)
(Not me seeing the tumblr posts for this ep and the official art and just letting the most littlest squeals because there is family around but i physically cannot contain myself)
(Unrelated to this episode but i can feel how much the akane nation has grown with this season, this season writes he so well and makes her less unintresting like how she was to me at least in s1)(dont get me wrong, she was cool or whatever, she just failed to keep my intrest in her 0.0)
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#i do a little ramble#oshi no ko#onk#my star#aka akasaka#anime#manga#onk aqua#onk ruby#onk kana#onk akane#onk ai#onk melt#onk himekawa
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I thought about using Twitter when I was originally on Instagram, so I can post my art on more platforms. Then Elongated Muskrat bought Twitter.
Now I am here cause Instagram wasn't my thing, and the communities are a lot nicer here, despite this being a hell hole.
Anyway, I love the way you draw Sonic! The Twitter children can go get their binkies and blankies and cry about it.
thank u so much wagh...
yeah twitter is where my most active followerbase is so i unfortunately cant leave or else i'll lose all my income 😭 BUT. usually it isnt like this for me, today was just...weirdly full of hateful people for some reason lol
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19 and 24 for the asks
19. you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...
i cant think of anything i actively like despite my better judgement at this current moment in time. so i guess im mad/ashamed/horrified at myself for sticking out through h0hw for so long and being like "well it has its flaws but it's soooo well written, i can look past the issues!!" like i should've fucking known. when the author threw in the transatlantic slave trade for edgy flavor or whatever i was like yeah ok i shouldve seen this coming.
(obligatory "dont send the author hate" disclaimer like harassment is not the answer here. i am criticizing a fic on my blog but that doesn't mean i condone hate.)
24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse
izzy hands and race lol. like alex sherman said that the writers hadn't written izzy to be explicitly intentionally racist and that apparently gave people the right to shut down anyone who wanted to analyze like, subtext or the connection between "izzy's revenge" and "montezuma's revenge" and the historical significance of that joke. and on the other side of it, some fuckhead heard "izzy hands is racist" and jumped to "that means anyone who likes izzy is racist! im going to go harass izzy likers and anyone who even reblogs art of izzy–" (hi, that's me, im an izzy hater who got called racist for reblogging fanart of izzy lol) "–right now so that they stop talking about izzy."
OR alternative possibility, someone who likes izzy hands wanted to derail every single conversation about izzy hands and race ever so they started sending asks that stole "izzy critical rhetoric" and now nobody can, for example, make a meta post about izzy and homophobia without someone coming in the comments yelling at you for putting your post about izzy hands in the izzy hands tag. or whatever.
like idk who was harassing the fandom on twitter and instagram and tumblr for months but the one thing they did succeed in is derailing what started out as a thoughtful analysis of izzy that was primarily being led by fans of color. every time i see the phrase "izzy critical rhetoric" i lose braincells because the majority of that "rhetoric" came from fans of color, but those interpretations get brushed aside because someone on anon used their arguments in a death threat.
🔥choose violence ask game🔥
#ofmd#our flag means death#anon discourse#wearfinethingsalltoowell#ask#mine#if this post is in the izcourse tag no it isnt u just dont know how to use tumblr#txt#ask game#ofmd fandom crit#og
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WOW, I CANT BELIEVE ITS THE FIRST BLOG POST!
Or lets call it what it is, BASICALLY this blogs pilot episode.... i gotta a LOT to blog about, but posting without a proper introduction first? now thats just plain tacky!!!
ANYWAYS, HIYA! my names churro :D youve somehow found my little not-so-daily life blog! most likely through my personal fun website, which if you did i commend you for it ... ANYWAYSS this blog isnt really like, all that personal, just somewhere where i can post my random thoughts without outting it right next to my art :p i mostly plan to just talk about my day to day life whenever i feel like it, i used to it a lot on instagram when i was a young teen but i miss it! and well. i miss posting about something other than my art AHHEJEHJ
WELL, all you need to know is: im a big fan of The Nanny (Fran Fine my fashion icon), i live in Mexico, im a student (and its killin my brain but.. LETS GET THAT DEGREE LADIES), i really love One Piece, Halloween and Christmas are my favorite times of the year, Legally Blonde is my favorite movie and UHMMMMMMM I have three cats! ye :p thats it basically LOL
Anyways, shortly after this Ill be writing todays post so... FIRST POST CELEBRATION WOOOO
#blooging#putting two os because truth be told. i want this blog to be like. tiny LOLOLOL#THERES my official blog tag yall! maybe ill tag by year too who knows :P
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Shitpost I made a bit ago instead of doing hw. The message is not a joke, do go drink some water! Looking at you @bamsara
#I cant be mad#but this post is the most liked thing on my instagram#im glad it spread the hydration message lol#invader zim#zim#dib#iz fanart#fanart#hydration#water reminder#vt art
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what makes you think they’re not baiting us?
well.... they've been shady for awhile since their return and the louis re-release. i will do a throughout recap for you anon:
if you need background on louis connection and past campaign with polari i recommend these posts
- prior to this year, polari had been inactive on instagram and did not sell clothing since 2019.
- polari returned nov 9 with a 2022 clothing line. they immediately began teasing a re-release of louis’ 2017 campaign. they also changed their pfp to the ferricadooza art
- on nov 12, the day of the louis launch, the acc posted these messages. the first message has been deleted, the second one is still up
many things to note about these!!! letters missing due to misspelling, capitalized letters, language reminiscent of dykwya, they are also screenshots of a word processor on a computer (i cant figure it out which one), Look into Polari *harry voice* “we’re all trying!!!!!!”
i also think the writing of these is very interesting which is making me think they’re coded. i tried the polari dictionary, looking into polari writing methods (like letter writing), and even cyphers and cryptography but haven’t found anything :/ tl;dr i have no clue how to decode these past their literal meanings
- after the louis re-release (nov 12) the colour of their pfp had changed about every 24 hours to a different colour used in their 2022 line. this included: peach, yellow and lavender. they skipped green. there is speculation the pfp change was every 28 hours, which is also possible as each colour was up for more than a calendar day
- on nov 13, this was commented under their most recent photo x
- the acc then posted cyan / turquoise, to their feed. it was quickly deleted. what colour is this??? blue or green??
- polari started their non-binary campaign on nov 13. they also added they/them pronouns to their bio. and another message was posted (now deleted)
- since the release of their non-binary line, louis campaign shirt and sweater are back on their website for sale. those items had been previously removed from sale on nov 13.
- harry has also been posted on the acc a few times (on both their feed and story) since they started their non-binary campaign!!!
other important things to note:
- before they unfollowed to zero, polari followed both louis and harry
- the quality of the pictures they post are TERRIBLE. i have no clue why they would post such low quality pics, especially ones that belong to their own campaigns. they’re so bad they’re joking about it in the comments and captions of their pics lol
my thoughts: no anon, i dont think they’re baiting us. personally, i think this is a lead up to louis is doing another campaign with them, considering they continue to post pics of him (and now harry) on their feed. polari was an insane thing louis was able to pull off at a very interesting time in his career, and considering its history, i think it was a very important project for him. i don’t think they are simply using us or louis for clout, considering all these posts are making the brand look utterly insane to most people. cryptic messaging does not draw people in, it draws US in. we know what to look for and if its worth sticking around. considering the amount of work put into all this, and that its continued for almost a month, whoever is running this acc must be very familiar with louis fanbase.
#it’s coming up a month since they relaunched so I’m looking 👀#and I’m still thinking about those messages lol#also#im interested in more academic reading surrounding polari so if you come across papers books articles send them my way!#lt polari#lt#long post
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It’s not really “I thought long and hard on this” it’s more “my brain thinks at 100 mph and you all must suffer the consequences”
…Lysa is that anti vaccine Facebook mom… I see it, it’s terrifying… She’s one of those women you see on Dr Phil…
Instagram Cersei is HILARIOUS every picture would have some type of brand in it, Gucci, Luis Vuitton, Prada any big luxury brand name.
Jamie has his own insta and would post thirst traps and try and photo bomb Cersei’s pictures without a shirt on. She doesn’t find this amusing.
Joffrey tried taking a selfie with Nymeria.
Ned is that dad in the rink with just a t-shirt and shorts insisting on ‘he’s not cold’ while you and Cat and huddled under a joint blanket shivering. Sadly, Lyanna, Jon, Robb and Arya share the same ‘I’m not cold’ mentality.
Lyanna, you and Cat at Arya’s hockey practice… Lyanna is the loudest and has been kicked out of games for profanity (“KICK HIS ASS” being the main culprit) while you and Cat hold up a sweet little banner ‘Arya is coming’ or something corny.
…I’ll stop now, I’m sorry XD
LOL i will gladly suffer esp since modern!au is my weakpoint
Jaime being a thirst trap is just canon akskdkd he makes the most ridic tiktoks .... sir youre over 30 ....
I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT THINK OF LYANNA shes a terrifying hockey mom and probs coached Jon's hockey and soccer team when he was a kid. She means business!!!! ... but she also brought lots of ice cream for the kids if they lost and gave them encouragement to improve. She'll GO AFTER parents giving her kids a hard time. She totally got tossed out of a few games when Jon was in HS for cussing out parents from the opposing team 😂😅
I like to think that Cat was also active in Sansa's cheerleading or softball in HS but she's a lot more lowkey there compared to Arya's hockey lolol. Probs helped raise money or design team shirts. Ned helps out where he can and gets doted on by all the moms .....
I can see p much all the Stark kids in sports but only Arya really sticks to it thru college. Maybe Jon??? And Rickon because VIOLENCE. Joffrey is signed up by Cersei for all this shit but sucks plus has a bad attitude. Tommen is more interested in art and Myrcella has an alright time with softball or tennis. She mostly just sticks to it bc her friends play.
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Hello 👋! How about 4, 7, 11, 14, and 19!
hii deear! thank you for the ask :) and sorry for the late answer :/
4. an account on social media whose posts make you smile
I developed an addiction to instagram accounts for twins, triplets, quadruplets+ lol, its just so cute and i love babies so much
my fav are @ helloquadruplets and @ gods_divine_nine
7. your favourite board game
i love play rummikub with my family!
11. a tip or hack you’ve learned that makes cleaning or tidying easier
i suffer doing "boring" tasks, idk i just cant :( and i always ended up doing everything i needed in one rush day.... but then i start spliting my tasks between days so i dont get overwhelmed, also i always play music or youtube videos while i clean so i dont think too much abt the task
14. an artist (of any kind) whose work you look forward to seeing
i just love @feefal art!!! i cant get enough from it
19. the sport or exercise you enjoy the most, and what’s helped you get better at it
dancing!!!! both my parents are PE teachers and i have always been a more chubby kid so i never liked sports and exercise bc of the pressure, but dancing was something i fell like its mine. I did ballet classes when i was little and now i get into Street Dancing, is soooo fun and my teacher is the best (i stopped dance bc of the pandemic and she call me to comeback in the first opportunity)
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*inhales* Yellow cyan violet black gray claret penny ash jade pecan wine cherry ginger rust honey frost coconut fulvous mauve erin
Sorry not sorry I’m a curious simp
Oki, wow, this is a lot, aight lets do this lmao :)
Yellow: Name of an artist you think is underappreciated
oh god idk, hmm, @bigeloo? Idk im in a ninjago discord with them and sometimes they send their art there and its really cool
Cyan: Are you Religious? Spiritual?
I was raised Catholic but im now Agnostic (meaning I don’t know if theres a God or any Gods and im not gonna pretend to know)
Violet: Are you a part of the Lgbt+ community?
Yup :) Im nonbinary, im asexual, and i might be panromantic, or demiromamtic, im not sure, still questioning on that part tbh
Black: Would you ever try going vegetarian or vegan?
Im currently vegetarian, tho I dont care if yall eat meat or whatever, im lucky to be in a situation where I can be vegetarian and I completely understand that some ppl can’t or just don’t want to, besides, theres way bigger problems on this earth right now than wether people eat meat or not. I doubt i’ll ever go vegan, because cheese and chocolate is very tasty, but maybe someday when the vegan substitutes for those things improve, then maybe I might :)
Gray: How many Languages Do you speak? Do you want to learn more?
Mostly English, and very minimal French and Spanish from school. I’ve tried to learn Japanese before too from like duolingo, so i know a little bit of that, and I made myself memorise how to say ‘sorry, I don’t speak much of [insert language], do you speak English?’ in a few languages for if I ever end up traveling there before learning to speak the language. But im only really like fluent in English lol
Claret: Do you play an instrument? do you want to learn to play any?
I did piano lessons for about a year until quarantine and I’ve learnt a few songs from those youtube tutorials, but other than that I dont know any. It would be cool to do singing lessons, because unfortunately I am a little bit of a theatre kid and would love to randomly start singing ‘Michael in the bathroom’ from Be More Chill
Penny: Icecream or cake?
Both are poggers, probably icecream, but oh my fsm, my Mom makes the best cakes ever, she could do it professionally, they are so nice, yall have no idea
Ash: Can you do your own makeup?
Yeah, i love doing makeup, i once tried to have a makeup instagram account, it didnt go too well (i quit after about a month) but i still love doing it as a hobby :) (im actually trying to do makeup less at the moment though, it was making me a little bit dysphoric, but as an occasional thing, like being a drag queen, its great!)
Jade: Ever written fanfiction?
Yeah, mostly just one shots and little drabbles though, and I haven’t in a while, might start doing stuff again soon, maybe, idk
Pecan: Shuffle your playlist, what’s the first song that comes up
It was this: https://youtu.be/DGTDcZxs0ww (“Sub Urban- Cradles (slowed)”)
Wine: do you have a ‘type’?
Kinda debatable,, most/all the people I’ve dated have had similar vibes, but wether I actually liked any of them is a different question 😳😳😳
Cherry: youtubers you enjoy watching
Maybe Jessie Paege? Or Pm Seymour? To be honest, most of my youtube recommendations are somehow tiktok compilations, because my tiktok fyp has always been really weird so instead of actually using tiktok on the app i use it via youtube
Ginger: any sideblogs?
yeah and im embarrassed of them, yall will never know 😳
wait theres one yall can know about, i have the url “Wohira” but I’ve never like posted anything there
Rust: form of art you enjoy doing?
As well as makeup which i mentioned before, theres also digital art, which i do the most often :)
Honey: your thoughts on magic? Does it exist?
I think it’d be very cool if it did, and i hope it does? Like ive never seen magic stuff ofc, and i have my doubts that its real, but it sounds fun so like idk, maybe it is? I’d like to believe it is?
Frost: a -core you enjoy
Looking at the aesthetics wiki, i think maybe mostly bloomcore?
Coconut: a subject you enjoy learning about
Psychology, its all really interesting and i wish they taught it at my school, because where I am you have to take it as an option that only starts in 11th grade (currently in 9th grade)
Fulvous: another name you think would suit you?
Buddy im still trying to find one, im currently going by Rae and that seems nice maybe? but oh my god ive used like 20 names before now and not a single one of them seemed right lmao
Mauve: any unpopular oppinions?
I probably have a few, but i can’t think of them off the top of my head, and im not really looking for discourse,, so,,, no?
Erin: What Was/Is your best school subject
Ive already answered this one, i’ll copy/paste it? Oki so
Maybe maths? Or art? Tho honestly, none of my grades are consistent and I can go from an A to an Ungraded and back again in a heartbeat 😎 (and not even an F, an ungraded, like they litterally cant grade it its so bad lmao 🤩✨) I think it depends more on what teacher i have for the lesson and how tired I am on the day of any tests more than subject itself? If that makes sense lol
And its done! Heck yeah! :)
#this legit took an hour lmao#oh well it was fun 🤩#tysm for the ask!#edit: wait i didnt put this in any of the usual tags why is it visible in the ninjgao tags wtf
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It has occurred to me that Tumblr can be a void with friends so my problems arent unheard, but they are out I my head
Hey howdy poodle, it's me, snickerdoodle.
What's good my fellows.
Compadres.
Amigos.
Frendos.
Frens.
Howdy.
I am very glad you exist.
Thank you for existing and caring for me.
I love you so much.
Bless you.
Thank you.
I am coming down from a 12 hour panic attack/mental shutdown/depressive episode where I was nonverbal for 8.5 hours, and when I finally started calming down I had to speak with people and stand up and walk and make food for 2 hours. So all in all. Not great.
But better.
Anywho, so There Is A Reason for my inactivity.
I mean, there are several, but theyre all highly personal and meh.
So my fam and I spent the last.. 2 months? Or more? Moving 1800 miles across the country. We have 99% of all our stuff in one (1) storage unit that is still at our old town. (We took 1 suitcase and several bags of our stuff. That is it. For months or maybe even a year. Clothes and stuff included.) I had to leave my desktop BUT I have a laptop.
I mean it's literally held together by tape and can't be unplugged and overheats faster than Satan's flambe kitchen in high summer, but it works and I can write so it's mostly good I guess?
And I have my (bad and outofservice) phone, AND ALSO AN AMAZING TABLET SOME FRIENDS COLLABORATED AND BOUGHT FOR ME AND I CAN DRAW ON IT AND I ALREADY HAVE SO MANY PICTURES I CANNOT WAIT TO POST THEM RKSLDNNFJSLSMJFKSLSKDBJDJSKSNDJPAMAJEK
But.
We... Kinda have been living in a hotel for... What, 9? Days? Bc my parents cant find a place to move to in the city we're in, and the fact I am basically Tiny Tim with art skills and a good leg doesnt help...
Anyways.
Tumblr is a silly fun way to escape reality but I dont have the energy or mental capacity or time to respond to people if they tag me (unless it's 1 sentence or less but that is still pushing it) or write or anything or even post.
I havent been sleeping well, (lol thanks asthma, allergies, depression, anxiety, insomnia, and altitude y'all are doin amazing) and I had to leave my entire irl friendgroup back home. A lot of them dont have Instagram or ways for me to contact them aside from texting.
We moved to my previous home when I was very small, but it took me almost 12 years to finally feel like I was home. And that was because of the people I met and cherished and loved. I finally had a support network.
And then I got the news we were moving 1800 miles away.
I have left the life i've spent 12 years rebuilding. Heyhey, depression when did you get here? 16 years ago? Dandy.
Long story short, i've been through all the stages of grief already but I'm still on shakey ground. (The anger stage was the fastest? Bc I dont get angry? Except at people who are genuinely bad or disrespectful towards their audience for no reason other than petty revenge or ego. I'm talking about Thomas Austruc, in case it wasnt obvious. Friggin Miraculous...) I accepted what happened, and have accepted it since about 2 weeks after I heard. I accept and adjust to things quickly and easily. Doesnt mean I like it, but I can and do adjust my mindset and lifestyle to the winds of life.
Kinda sucks at times tbh.
Bc my brain shoves the whole messy business of 'processing' side to acknowledge and move on.
Anyways, that's not the point.
Point is, I am mentally royally screwed atm. I am not medicated for any I my issues, (ADD, major depression, multiple severe anxiety issues, to name just a few of the 'nom-physical' issues) which means life is about a billion times harder to exist in. So in short: my online status will be steady but my posts? Only time will tell.
I would like to apologize for everyone who follows me @un-romancible-npc for my Chance Maribat MariDami/Daminette AU, I am working on it, but I'm also aware of my own issues right now. And I can get about... 500 words a week at the most? Because we're so busy and I'm studying for my driver's test (several years late sadly but when you can barely afford food every month it isnt as much of a concern. Dont worry, we're better off now but it's still a struggle.) and organizin everything at home, and looking after my 2 younger siblings and my big bro, who is currently practically bed-ridden and puking his guts out. Basically... I am very sorry but I cant work on it. I CAN get a snippet out once I finish the freaking 'Mari meets everyone in the lobby' scene. I havr almost 3k words for that and some stuff that follows but the friggin LOBBY SCENE I SWEAR TO PASTA--
Anyways.
Yeah.
That's why I've been gone...
HEY HOWDY HEY NOW IT'S TIME TO TAG EVERYONE I LOVE VERY MUCH AND CANNOT COMMUNICATE WITH PROPERLY BC I'VE BEEN BUSY BUT I READ ALL YOUR POSTS AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH THANK YOU FOR TAGGIN ME IN ALL THE STUFF I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE ALL GORGEOUS / HANDSOME / STUNNING AND I LOVE YOU
@rogueinkglitch
@im-here-for-the-content
@kceedraws
@da-tasuky
@lady-charinette
@hetalia-lover-is-here
IF I'VE FORGOTTEN YOUR BLOG NAME I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU I JUST CANNOT REMEMBER NAMES
I WOULD FORGET MY OWN NAME IF PEOPLE DIDNT CALL ME BY IT ALL THE TIME
#personal?#personal#Thank you all so much for existing#and being patient with me.#bless you. for real.#chance au#chance update#life update#sorry guys#sorry for this#it's not my fault i know...#but it is still rough
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