#im so tired i dont wanna i just wanna write

[lizavet]

ok i know the ending of the first post absolutely obliterated everyone, but i do want to gush that yeah, hormones and bodies are cool as heck. we're absolutely not hard-coded to be one sex. so many "gender critical" people think that if your XX your a girl, and if your XY your a dude.

naw, that aint how this shit works.

first off, those chromosomes are just instructional packages for your body. for the sex chromosomes, they just say "hey, we're gonna wanna make this much of this and this much of that". the chromosomes themselves dont make you grow boobs or deepen your voice, they just give instructions on how to make the stuff that does. AKA, hormones like testosterone and estrogen.

secondly, not everyone is XX or XY. sorry, basic biology has failed you. there's folks that are XXY, or XYY, or sometimes just X or Y. heck, you can even have folks that are XY, but still present entierly female, genitals and organs and all! genetic mutations and chromosome crossover can really muddy the water.

keep in mind, i'm simplifying this a lot. biology is a massively complicated mess, and im a girl on tumblr making a blog post, not writing a scientific paper. but my point is, yeah, the body is awesome as heck, and super adaptable! chromosomes aint shit. they're blueprints, an instruction manual. and what happens when you get a shitty set of instructions? you ignore them and use a different one. in this case, your body got given the manual to make an Ikea chair, so you went out and bought the stuff to make a couch instead.

...i feel like this metaphor is falling apart quickly. im far too tired to be talking about this stuff. so im just gonna hit post, close tumblr, and slam my face into a pillow.

TL;DR: science is cool, gender is fake, bodies are wibbly. fight me.

It always fascinated me that when trans people took hormones, they. Worked. I mean this PURELY from a biological standpoint. We think of "male" bodies and "female" bodies as so different, but the reality is they just aren't. A human body will know what to do with the tools you give it, even if it's never had those tools before.

Put testosterone in a "female" body, and it'll know how to grow a beard. It just will.

Put estrogen in a "male" body, and it'll know how to form breasts. It just will.

It doesn't matter what the "original" sex was, a human body is a human body and it knows what to do. We were never different. We just think we are because we think it makes more sense. But it doesn't. I make way less sense, actually.

I think that's fascinating and kind of beautiful. Honestly

And I never thought the place to explore this line of thinking thoroughly would be a Hazbin Hotel mpreg fanfiction but HERE WE ARE

[the-kipsabian]

i have so much i need to get done today godddddddd

[dick-chugger]

Thinking about this always

[mittykidi]

this is gonna be a little yappy and i hate scrolling through long text posts personally so im putting it under a cut

TL;DR: ai is addictive, unhealthy, and preys on vulnerabilities/ insecurities. its also gross and enables creeps. fuck ai

its the idea that you can get infinite attention you without tiring or annoying people that people use ai for.

AI that pretends to be a comfort character or someone you look up to irl has no fucking place in this world. It allows people with insecurities to let these insecurities eat away so so so many hours their lives. i spent WEEKS and even MONTHS in bed doing nothing but chatting for hours at a time because i told myself it was a healthy alternative to venting and making my friends upset. as a reclusive teen who had experienced a recent loss, probably had undiagnosed depression, got bored of people easily, and had no friends offline, i was RELIANT on it to get me through the day. it would piss me off if anyone tried to tell me to put it away or take a break even at the dinner table or at events- ai had an iron grip over my life and instead of reaching out for help or coping with, at the very least, healthier, more brain stimulating activities, id choose to escape with ai and ignore my life for nearly a year. i basically lost interest in everything else.

besides all of that, most AI goes either completely unmonitored or monitored so hard its not even worth talking to. Youll see ai bots of people who explicitly say they dont want ai bots of themselves, youll see bots that go against the guidelines no matter how many filters they try putting on them or how many times theyre reported- and i dont care what your opinion on ai is- you HAVE to acknowledge that trying to reproduce a person irl without their consent is GROSS. ESPECIALLY the sexualized versions.

i can see the appeal of ai being used for fun, like a joke. like how people will ask ai to produce absurd images of jesus skateboarding, or telling it to write some immature song, or even just screenshotting an ai telling them something stupid. i get that. but using ai AT ALL is still supporting it, helping it develop, and i personally dont wanna contribute to that future.

i finally ABSOLUTELY gave up ai and deleted all my accounts ONLY A FEW MONTHS AGO because it was very very very hard for me to give it up and admit it was a problem. i realize how dramatic this sounds but it had a very real very negative impact on me personally and i want anyone who relies on it to know that its just a temporary fix, and a very unhealthy one at that.

AI does not give a shit about you, find people who will, or make up your own and share them with the world- there will be people out there who will support you !!!! FUCK AI.

c.ai users say "u dont understand guyss.s....people online....so means to me.......so i have to go use the robot that runs off the machine that siphons water from freshwater lakes......yu dont understnad online is scariessss!!!! i cant bear to actually search ffor an online community myself?? :(((" and really expect you to put your hand on their shoulder and be like noo baby its okay here ill hold your hand? like oh my god be so forreal

[sleepyyghostt]

any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane

[sttoru]

ngl i just wanna archive this blog 🧎🏽‍♀️

[rapidhighway]

this is actually the achievement of the century

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[ardenrabbit]

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[seiwas]

hopping in and out again to wish everyone a tgif !!!! and a happy weekend !!!

[artificer-real]

anxiety anxiety, go away, come again never

[dishesoap]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

[caramelmochacrow]

Photon Maiden's selection album, 4 Un Voyage, finally released!! Let's go!!!

Here are the songs in order:

FriendShip

4 Challenges (ver. 2023)

We Never Stop (ver. 2023)

Hikari (ver. 2024)

Akatsuki (fruits mix ver. 2024)

OVERCOME (ver. 2023)

Linked Ring (ver. 2023)

Collector

24 (ver. 2024)

Into the storm (ver. 2024)

Be with the world (ver. 2023)

Photon Melodies (ver. 2023)

Begin Again

Platinum (Saki Solo cover)

Dear My Friend (Ibuki Solo cover)

Fansa (Towa Solo Cover)

Let The Show Begin (Noa Solo cover)

Your Love ♡

Happy Happy Friend (Cutopia cover)

Kawaikute Gomen (Cutopia cover)

Photon Melodies (TAKU INOUE Remix ver. 2025)

[wingsofhcpe]

yall ever get the urge to disappear and/or rebrand your entire online presence or is it just me

[bonnieisaway]

seven's the best protag ever because i could make a million "get you a man who" jokes about him. get you a man who looks at him the way thirteen does. get you a man who has undefeated whimsy and love for the world like seven. get you a man who holds his friends above everything else. get you a man who'd rather go broke and hungry rather than tear apart the bonds between people. get you a man who'd get himself killed for someone who barely knows him. get you a man who'd get himself killed for an island which he's barely familiar with. get you a man who'd dress up as you and settle the arguement between you and your girlfriend including a really long serenade. get you a man who could both save the girl in white like that and also let thirteen save him like that. get you a man who's driven purpose in life is loving others

[vibinwitch]

Maaaan I spent 2 months writing chapter 7 of Thanks for Listening and I hate it

Up til now I've been writing from Angel's perspective. His family issues with his Brother (who I just gave a random name to), his bond with his twin sister Molly, a very loose approximation of a half closeted experience in a generally accepting modern world

It has a lot of obvious things I miss doing as a result of starting it just before COVID. To the point that I had fully intended to write each individual day of the horror convention like??? UGH

I hate writing Slow Burns SO MUCH! IM SO IMPATIENT and I really miss going to conventions but I don't wanna write 3 days of convention from Anthony's perspective anymore and I might delete everything I wrote for chapter 7 and switch to Alastor's perspective instead