#im so thankful for her for so many reasons
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
https://www.tumblr.com/crooked-wasteland/772318292242284544/im-not-going-to-post-the-whole-thing-because-it?source=share
Thank you for this sane and rational take on the situation.
The amount of pearl clutching going on made me feel crazy
IMO, yes, what Limus did was weird, but the reaction towards what she did is SO disproportionately ?????
Alex is a grown man??? Why are so many treating him like he was held at gunpoint and forced to sign it??? Even other critics were jumping on this and I was so confused
I've pointed out repeatedly on Twitter how Brightman stopped a Q&A when it came to his attention that a child was present. He asked where the parents were and, since they were there and okay with what was happening, he let it go. It's obvious that the situation was uncomfortable for him, but he reasonably recognized that it wasn't his child and other people can screw up their kids however they like. But that is an example of Brightman having his boundaries and exerting them at a convention. To a much larger scale than a one-on-one with someone asking for a signature. He is not helpless, nor forced to do things he is strongly opposed to.
But the fandom is just creating a narrative based on Medrano's posts. If you ever questioned if Stolas was a self-insert, here is the confirmation. It's genuinely amusing to me how her "Fee-fees" are what are injured by this event, but she projects that onto Alex Brightman. And now the fans are creating this fallacy of him being forced into signing this piece of paper. This whole situation is exactly how the shows function on a narrative level and all the character flaws seem to be rooted in the personality of the creator.
I cannot deny this is at least a little entertaining to see how life imitates "art".
27 notes
·
View notes
Note
Detective, might you assist me in finding a post?
It starts off, I believe, asking the reader's favourite colour of the sky.
Except, instead of being the infamous post, it is a rickroll. I had flung myself four posts down my dash before I realised.
this one woulda been rather hard... had i not already found it. lemme explain.
see, a while back, i had stumbled upon this post while tryin' to track a different post. and i had sent it to Madame Curator, given she's the Queen of the Sky and the Master of Rickrolls. so, trackin' this one back down was rather simple. i just retrieved it from her and filed it away.
here ya go! enjoy torturin' the timeline with this one! have a great day!
Post Case: Closed
#color of the sky posts are so easy to find when you know madame curator#rickroll posts too#im so thankful for her for so many reasons#do you love the color of the sky#ask#hellsite detective#post case closed
30 notes
·
View notes
Note
Thoughts on Padmé x Anakin x Rex?
Padmé and Anakin are so mutually obssesed they would first have to check into that before trying to bring another person to their carefully-balanced-kind-of-damage or something it's going to explode.
Honestly it's a fun ship! But I don't have too many thoughts about them because when I consider them is usually in very low-stakes-fun-AU-scenarios.
And I'm actually a bit of a fan of Rexwalker myself! Athough I tend to like them more as very good buddies, the covering-for-you-dynamic it's so funny for them, lol It's also angsty and complicated because, y'know, the power-imbalance and unchecked trauma? Is funny that the clone that's actually a slave for the republic is the most normal if you bring him into the anidala romance circus.
Also shout out to @phoenixyfriend , she has a lot of rexanidala fics and recs for anyone interested reading this!
#I have rexwalker wips somewhere in my endless wips folder although im generally very lazy to draw or care about ships unless i REALLY dig it#which is why you see me mostly drawing anidala despite the fact I do actually have lots of ships i like/consider#anakin is such a strange character he's hard to ship around bc look at him his social circle consists of 4 ppl#and padme's impressive social circle are her coworkers and her decoys#which is impressive bc SW has SO MANY characters lol#also sorry i ramble a lot just to answer 'it's a fun one'#thanks for the ask!#rexanidala#anakin is also such an anxious and intense guy he would need a LOT of talking and reassurance and stuff#bc otherwise he would feel guilty as hell like the three of them could have agreed to it and he probably would feel like he's cheating LOL#the thing with rexanidala which is the most interesting to me to wonder about is how padmé got into rex#she's actually a very closed person and part of the reason she fell for anakin that hard was over mutual trauma bonding#so i wonder i wonderrrr#but also generally the thing with me is that i tend to lean more into non-romantic dynamics and platonic stuff believe it or not#so if you see me doing lots of art for a ship (like anidala) it must be bc i really love them both otherwise i'm more into family or#complicated relationships stuff probably because i'm aroace and a ship must have some incredible complex thing going on for me to care#with rexanidala the biggest brownie points it gets to me is all the AU possibilities the ANGSTY AU possibilities bc it would change A LOT
25 notes
·
View notes
Note
what's your favourite seok-ryu and seung-hyo moment so far??
omg my favourite??? my favourite ONE???? gosh there are so many good moments between these two, what's yours???
it's so difficult to pick just one but if i absolutely have to have to then it'll probably be this one:
it's just!!!! such a beautiful moment for so many reasons bc seok ryu is having an epiphany about what she loves and it's intoxicating and she can't help but smile about it and seung hyo is simultaneously having an epiphany about who he loves and it's also intoxicating and he too can't help but smile! and it's such a cute lil spin on the *person a*: "it's beautiful", *person b, while looking at person a*: "yes, it is" (one of my favourite tropes mayhaps it gets me every! time!!) and also how seok ryu says she's been there for all of his "firsts" but here we get to experience first-hand seung hyo being there when she discovers her her very first dream!! and the fact that she gets to be so unabashedly happy about it bc seung hyo is her safe haven; one of the only people in her life who will not only unconditionally support whatever she decides to do, but also genuinely be just as happy for her alongside her. she doesn't need to hide, she doesn't need to pretend. it's such an emotionally raw and vulnerable moment for the both of them, and it's so pure and joyful it makes my heart melt
#i think the whole build up to it is so lovely too#when tae hui makes him realise that he doesn't know it but he smiles when seok ryu does#also the fact that he removes the stain on her shirt!!!!#he sits on the floor and washes her stained shirt with rice and vinegar shfrjhb the domesticity of it all KILLS ME IM OBSSESSED#he gets loudly mad at her when she's hurt then he quietly washes her shirt and quietly admires her when she's happy#they're just so!!!!!#frenemies to lovers ult superior trope!! for a reason!!!#for so many reasons!!!!!#love next door#ithinkhobiknows#💌#thanks so much for the lovely ask tasha!!!#your turn your turn what about youuurrr fave moment???
21 notes
·
View notes
Note
Your post about misogynistic/patriarchal women really resonated with me and I empathize SO much girl I would be rich if I had a dollar for every single time i’ve seen a woman say some variant or another of “women are WAY worse than men!!!!” and wholeheartedly mean it. It ESPECIALLY makes me feel like the Joker when I see women who by all means carry themselves as feminist/progressive say shit like “misogynistic women are way worse than misogynistic men!!!” or some other misogynistic gaslighty bullshit that came straight from the ancient misogyny playbook.
I wish there was more of us having the space and drive to criticize our own sex class’ actions in a fair and just way without carrying the guilt of how our sex class is treated & without also following the subconscious path of least resistance (woman bad, man good). I wish there were more outlets for us to just be so fucking for real with each other, but in the way of respect, maturity, empathy, dignity, and accountability. I wish we all had more self awareness about the patterns we perpetuate.
It sucks when you not only have to cope with 50% of the population automatically hating you because of the morally neutral biological sex you happened to develop as in the womb, but you also have to deal with the members of your OWN sex perpetuating the cycles of subjugation and working against their own interests on top of that because of how deeply the knife of misogyny is plunged into our stomachs. As an individual girl/woman in the world, you have to incessantly deal with and mentally prepare for the indiscriminate bombardment of misogyny that is almost guaranteed to sneak up on you from every single direction possible. Feeling like you have close to no true allies, or only very few of them on a global scale. It’s a brutal, harrowing feeling.
It definitely gave me more insight into how the human mind copes with pain and injustice in bizarre and miserable ways, I guess. Newlyy I am ripping off the skin of my face thinking about this, it truly is suffocating. The patterns, the cycles, the history repeating itself!!!! I see you and I get it
exactly. you're completely right. no notes.
#one note i was on tiktok this morning#and saw a tiktok of a guy who was like idk fucking 40 or something and hes like showing his house which is still like#decorated like a college guy apartment like he ued a hockey stick as a curtain rod for example#and he was being self deprecating but clearly thought it was more charming than embarrassing#but anyway his voiceover is like 'guys if youre in your twenties and have a girlfriend lock that down and marry her or you'll end up like m#and it was so annoying cause like first of all male no one is forcing you to live like this. you could choose to live like an adult even#though you thankfully dont have a mommy--sorry a wife#second its so annoying that hes like telling other guys hey be sure to marry a girl so she can do all these adult things that you dont want#to do#but finally#the reason im sharing this here#is because there were soooooo many comments from women being like 'dont worry! youre some womans cup of tea! just keep looking'#or like 'wheres the green flag guy?' referncing a guy i guess on tiktok who like takes note of green flag male behavior#to be fai there were other women in the comments saying like thank god you aren't married. no woman should have to deal with this#i just hate when women baby men
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do
#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me#like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that#and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already#bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back#and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess#but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because.#idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise#and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help#and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out#and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao#and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw#like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way#and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt#and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years#to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad#she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it#long ass tag story sorry
8 notes
·
View notes
Note
Anon with re: Vivienne post
Ah, got you, got you! My bad, haven't put all the ideas you outline together, but yes, I do feel like with Vivienne it is a very unpleasant display of prejudice towards black woman with. I won't call it character flaws strictly? With nuanced personality maybe?
Have a feeling that if she was white or, even better, white guy the reception would have been maybe not dramatically, but definitely different. Certainly more room given to express opinions players would disagree with.
She is nuanced, that's true, but I think I can consider her loyalist stance a flaw to me personally, it's generally something that for many players who are pro-mage puts her into a morally gray area--the same way cassandra being a super cop seeker and сullen being an ex-templar does--but I'd argue she's much more sympathetic because actually Vivienne cares deeply about mages and the tranquil too if you care to learn more about her. Probably the same way Sera cares about the poor and doesn't want to see any more blood of her people. (we do love cass btw even if she gives us nothing as a divine). And she also truly cares about you if you befriend her.
But if we're talking actual flaws there's her cattiness (which is just fun most times let's be real), her envy (towards Morrigan), and then there's classism too (towards Sera and Solas, there might be more tho?), and as a Divine she still pretty violently dissolves the College of Enchanters formed by independant mages if you had an alliance with them during the game. Don't get me wrong, Dorian is at fault with most of those too, and listen my guy literally excuses slavery at some point which is. yeah. not great. it's a product of the society he lived in and he does change his views, but i think he doesn't do this until like tevinter nights afair and I've barely seen people grilling him on that, he's still one of the most adored companions
Reception totally would be different. I mean, reception to Сullen is way more positive than to Vivienne overall, and he's not even a loyalist mage, he's pretty much a templar who has a clear dislike of mages (unless you romance him and you're apparently not like other mages). No hate to сullenites btw... just making a point. but also if you like сullen but hate vivienne what's your excuse lmao
Either way all dai characters are flawed in some way but most times it just makes them more realistic unless we're talking plainly bad writing of course. It's just Vivienne gets more heat for it
#truly--people can't handle black characters who are not perfect (i mean wasn't it the reason larian rewrote wyll?)#and then when those flaws are eliminated as they wanted they call them boring. [in it's free real estate guy's voice] it's racism#i truly could talk more about vivienne so thanks for giving me this opportunity#her banter with cole makes me insane!!!!#also i think there are so many similarities between her and morrigan in the way they cope with things and adapt to the world#i haven't seen this explored yet but maybe it's a me problem and people have been writing about it#also regarding the tranquil: i dislike the way they were presented in dai but yeah viv's care for them shows a great level of empathy#dragon age#da posting#asks#txttag#does it make sense? im pretty tired and not very good at articulating my thoughts rn
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
heyheyhey. do you guys wanna know a secret :}
#a reason i like yoimiya so much; especially compared to other fem characters; is because she has more obvious proof of a journey through-#-femininity. this is also a reason i like shikimori so much!#becaus etheres an entire episode where we learn about shikimori's journey through femininity#she is such a major reason i realized that i need to go on one myself#and yoimiya idk. like. i don't really care much for genshin lore BAHAHAHAH#and i haven't looked at her voice lines in a bit but#idk. she just. theres a lot more to her than there is in canon idc she's more than what she was made to be and i love her for that!!!!#but yea elaborating on honestly not usually liking fem characters as much as masc ones. even though i dont even like guys im a lesbian JDSF#but it's because they're all made just to be people. and i lvoe all hte characters i love#but i feel like so many fem characters could be so much more than they were given the chance to be if there was a hint of a journey in her#so many just feel too hollow; especially compared to the masc characters they interact with#shikimori by herself was just a fun character. a strong girl who enjoyed being soft#but getting the background of she did karate because her brother did; she left because her brother did; she followed every trend because-#-everyone else did; she kept her hair short because her brother did; she never did anythign her brother didn't explicitly do or tell her to#and then one day he told her to be more. and so she decided to be more.#idk i just think more fem and honestly masc characters should have hints of a journey through any sort of identity!!#whether it be gender or sexuality or general personality or presentation via fashion or anything!!!!!#show me them at a young malleable age and show me them growing out of that and becoming a beautiful person but beautiful in a way only THEY#-could be. and while we didn't get that for yoimiya#i can stillfeel it. maybe im just making stuff up but. like i said earlier; she feels like so much more than the canon made her to be#adn i really love that :)#i should sleep soon but i just got my spotify workin again and catabolic seed is playingg#i lov eyou all <3#thank you for reading my rant haha#:shroom is typing...#:shroomiya:#kisses kisses!! <3
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i fr need some sort of (probably queer) friend into world of warcraft so that the person i directly talk to about it isnt my brother. cause on my life his opinions suck and his gameplay kills me a little inside
#my post#world of warcraft#my brother is obsessed with basically just running dungeons and raids and the fighting parts of the game#so much so that everytime he sees my screen he wont shut the fuck up about me changing everything#about my characters specializations and my action bars and blah blah and its like#holy fuck man take a hint. i dont want to change anything because im doing just fine how i am thanks#also he just calls everything trash except for like. death knights and demon hunters. which is such a cold take like#thats the one thing that ive seen everyone loves is those 2 things lol#i love the exploration and the worldbuilding and the cool looking races and just. augh#i mean he even told me the other day something about like. scouting maps that just uncover all the maps for me and its like#wheres the fun in that. i mean i think he was talking about if i ever got around to classic but consider: WHERES THE FUN IN THAT#dude the ENTIRE reason i want to play classic is to see how drastically different that the map is before cataclysm. entirely the exploration#ive talked a lot i just have so many thoughts and my brother is a professional irritater to say the least.#btw theres nothing wrong with liking to run the dungeons and raids like theyre a major part of the game for a reason#but thats ALL he does and he acts like its the only acceptable way to play the game. he cant stand how i play the game at all#even earlier he was asking why one of my level 70s that i was playing on was still 70#since i have the new expansion and could easily level her to 80. my answer? i was doing whatever i wanted (collecting hunter pets)#(he didnt need to know the pets part)
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
I do always love consulting fantasynamegenerators.com for inspiration, and they have a whole generator for specifically Dragon Age races, including dwarves, if you're still looking!
https://www.fantasynamegenerators.com/dragonage-dwarf-names.php
bold of u to assume i do not have at least one fantasynamegenerators tab open at all times
#i have so many tabs open for this#a lot of german royalty. do you know how tempted i am to throw in the towel and call her Theophanu for no reason#of course she was byzantine by birth so its not the vibe at all but a splendid name#i think im leaning too german and saxon in general and not norse enough but i always struggle drawing on norse for some reason#ANYWAY. thank u for advertising fantasynamegenerators anon we love to see it
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
if im being honest and allowing myself to vent a bit about it ... another red flag was when the DM went 'wow i love the detail of your backstory but idk what i can do with it tho ):'
#[static]#it immediately made me feel bad for trying to make a character work with the aesthetic she had given us tbh#i could already tell she didnt seem to be super character story driven so i just made a pretty simple drifter-type#for a post-apocalyptic setting n such and made a group that tied into the whole over-arching premise#i also literally just did bullet points cuz i could tell she wasn't gonna want to read one of the backstories i usually do#and as someone who has mostly dm'd in the past i did my v best to make a character that was super easy for the dm to incorporate in any way#like a solid reason for being there a reason for wanting to adventure with strangers a reason for seeing the mission through no matter what#made a whole small faction and connected them to the overarching theme and plot in multiple ways#wrote down lore and npcs she could use for the faction if she didnt want to make up her own#like all the works and all i got was two sentences back about it ... one of them being like 'cool but i dont like the extra details'#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh#ok im done yelling now i just need to vent for a second#i feel bad for feeling kinda bummed about the experience because this is the first time i got to play at a physical table in years#and i know how hard it is to DM#but also when you come to the table with zero notes for the first session its ... probably gonna be disappointing jkfghdf#i DID have fun however because the party banter was hilarious and it was fun getting to hang out with ppl!#but communication between DM and players was not great#also let me be clear she did like that i made so many connections and hooks into the story and it helped her a lot#she was NOT interested in my character's past like ... jobs or npcs#but also u could just Not say anything about it and just be like 'sweet cool thanks for the info' LMAo
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 216
Adjective: Pink
Noun: Peach
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Pink: of a color intermediate between red and white, as of coral or salmon; (of wine) rosé; (informal) (often derogatory) having or showing left-wing tendencies; of or associated with gay people
Peach: a round stone fruit with juicy yellow flesh and downy pinkish-yellow skin; a pinkish-yellow color like that of a peach; the Chinese tree that bears peaches; (informal) an exceptionally good or attractive person or thing
#sorry for being late again#at this point i dont know if i need to say why cos its almost always the same reason: accidentally falling asleep#which is the case this time#as for what happened today i met with our executive director for quite a few reasons#but pretty much the main one was for me to talk to her about how my supervisor has been treating me as of late#(specifically the past couple of months but especially this past week)#cos making me cry once and nearly making me cry another time right as im about to head to court for a hearing with a client is fucked up#and not at all how we should be treating each other (especially supervisors to their subordinates) at a domestic violence agency#and it seems like my supervisor is being so passive aggressive and outright mean to me because my coworker got fired#(shes shown favouritism toward that coworker)#(and im worried she thinks i got him fired when i was only one of many people to bring up to our executive director)#(the ways in which he was harming clients and doing things that are prohibited in our employee handbook)#but my conversation with our executive director went extremely well and made me feel validated and heard and safe/comfy#when it comes to the prompt i know it seems a little redundant or too straightforward#but there is something about it that strikes me as it being mystical or almost cottagecore in a way#it is very aesthetically pleasing to me and the feeling i get from it is nice#i just have absolutely no idea what to write about still#so im hoping something comes to me in due time#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
My favorite part of being into stuff is that i bring things to my sister and we like things together so a lot of content i like i send to her, so she has a lot of in jokes from here in her hands bc i send jokes and things from my mutuals to her.
#i just sent her a fanfic recommendation for zutara thats going to kick her pussy in and its sooooo freeing and nice#shes spent her whole life being the good responsible kid for everyone#and ive been the youngest who didnt have to do it so i was a weird kid and she was a cool kid and my brother was funny and thats#like where we lie#but she was cool bc she made the choices to do those things she did as part of her ide tity and bc she felt like she needed to be that#and now shes just an adult taking care of herself and i come over sooo much and bring her things she likes and can enjoy#and relate to her and deliver so many things that are unabashedly cringe but now she doesnt have to be what she wss before#so now she just openly enjoys things#its craaaazy to me that being a kid really does suck that much and that being an afult and just liking things bc you like them is so much#easier now#like if someone makes fun of me as an adult im like 🤨🤨🤨 what the fuck are you even saying dude#like we were sooooo humiliated by so many things as kids that there was no reason to be embarrassed about....#thank god were adults now#anyways ive spoken to my sister at length about aizawa and ryuji
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
different anon btw but just out of curiosity (tone clarification: not judgemental just pursuing info in like a bit of an analysis/contemplation/seeking differing opinions way) have you done either of e!'s story quests? and if so was it just confusing, or you didn't like them for some other reason?
(if it's too much effort to elaborate of course no pressure, but id be interested to hear your thoughts! & don't worry about being too harsh, she's my blorbo but i agree the inazuma arc kind of made light of a lot of war stuff and felt a little shallow, and a lot of people i know didn't like her at all bc of that)
~🍓 (signing off with an emoji in case this turns into a conversation later)
Before I go into this, I just wanna say thanks again for approaching this in such a genuine and calm way, I sat and thought about this on and off since I got it and it's kind of made me step back and look at how I consume media (especially in this game) and the kinds of characters that I tend to enjoy.
I have done both of her story quests, but as with a lot of the pacing in the story quests, I found it pretty confusing and hard to follow, with heavy dialogue and exposition that I struggled to retain. I'm sure she as a character is extremely nuanced and interesting, I just struggle to feel anything more than disdain for her after seeing how her actions affected the entirety of Inazuma and the people she was supposed to be protecting.
I'm sure I could be convinced into liking her (as is the case with most characters that I 'dislike') or at least tolerating her, but the way the information was presented to me in canon felt a little ham-fisted, and I struggled to parse it all when it was just kind of tossed at me in a jumbled pile like that.
I think some of the ways this game handles really heavy topics seems to be almost... dismissive, at times. I understand that it's a game that's supposed to be marketed towards a broad audience and there are some concessions that need to be made to keep a smooth gameplay experience. This isn't a knock at the writers at all, just an observation. These huge events seem to happen in canon story and they seem to be dropped soon after apart from a few hints and side mentions, and I wish it was explored more?
Sorry that's kind of offtopic, but going back to the character at hand, there's just something about the rules she enforced and the things she let happen that just... yucks me out a bit. (again this is nothing against anyone who does happen to like her! This is all personal opinion and meant to be very lighthearted) I feel like they're trying to write all the Archons as 'good guys', but with E! it feels ...viscerally wrong, everyone seems to forgive her very quickly and have no hard feelings about what she put her nation through, even if that wasn't what she'd directly intended to do. I think if there had been some kind of main story scene where she really acknowledged the harm she caused and admitted her wrongdoing to her citizens id be a little more ambivalent towards her, but i genuinely cant remember a scene like that (though please correct me if im wrong).
The way her character lines refer to some others, too, kind of icks me out. Especially when it comes to Kokomi, who she still seems to be intending to discipline in some manner, and acts as if allowing the people of Watatsumi Island to worship their god is some gracious and generous act of kindness that she's doing as opposed to the basic human right of believing what you want - something about that especially sits pretty badly with me.
#asks#general barks#general howls#im so sorry for the ramble i just have Many Thoughts aha#thank you for initiating this discussion though /gen id love to hear more if you have stuff to say (including your reasons for liking her!)#🍓 anon#i think theres just something a little odd about how much the game wants us to see the archons as good guys if that makes sense#and sometimes it falls into like... the uncanny valley of writing. does that make sense.#as always what ive said here is open to (polite) discussion because i really do genuinely enjoy having proper conversations about this game#and its content despite my usual blorboposting#long post
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Horribly easily to tell if my dads drunk
#vent! annoying vent!#like. the fact that everyone’s mood is ruined being a massive flag aside#he has so many tells he thinks he’s slick lmao#voice slurs and sticks at certain points#nasally. very nasally#he talks over you and starts sentences multiple times#repeats a lot of points#it sounds like he’s constantly on the verge of a cough#and he’s just a bitch in general#the very regular tells of a drunk person but I think it’s easier for me to notice now#idk I used to think he was just tired and snappish as a kid then I discovered the concept of alcohol and ojhhh. so that’s what does that#to be fair he used to take me to alcohol warehouses. when I was not even in middle school. I shit you not#I think? I dunno starting from the point where I realized that my brother indulged in a wee bit of cocsa my memory kicks the bucket a#little bit everyday#whatever idc. I say. whatever#yea I think there were alchohol warehouses? I don’t. I can’t find any when I google them now#they don’t look like what I remember so it could just be me trying to fill in the gaps with what I have#but I know he used to take me and my sister there to get Jack Daniel’s or whatever it was#I still think about that one really bad fight we had when he was drunk#I asked him if he loves me at all etc if he cares about me beyond my grades#and he just gave me one deadpanned long look and said no#like. ok okay ig? thanks for the answer king i loved that#another fight we had. well. no it wasn’t us fighting he fought with mom#their fights r the reason im more active at night and hate sleeping tbh#anyways I ended up locking myself in the bathroom and screaming myself hoarse because I couldn’t just fathom why he seems to just. hate her#which he doesn’t. I don’t think he does. they love eachother they really do but it’s like miserable at times#esp when he’s drunk#like I had my mom asking if me and my sister would be happier if we moved away from him#I don’t remember what I told her I was honestly more worried about if she’d be happy and if she could support us#ope. tag limit. Penis penis balls cock
1 note
·
View note
Text
october's replay 🎶
#apple music is superior for so many reasons but the monthly stats thing is so 💋#like no im not waiting until the end of the entire year for u to give me a weird skewed playlist thank u tho<3#also laughing @ brooke making it to no5 cuz spiral came out on oct 25 FJKLJFKLS#im kinda surprised rosi made it on top artists too tbh LMAO i feel like i havent been on her that heavy.....#*#🎶
0 notes