#im so shaky
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im so close to actually dropping out of this performance bc i cannot stand for the six minutes it takes for the monologue 😭 which like sucks but i think my stage fright is too bad anyway
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I got laid off in April.
I have an interview tomorrow.
My first interview since July.
With my old company for a management position, a big step up.
When I say I need this to work out, I mean I NEED this to work out.
Nervous doesn’t even begin to cover it.
#I’m going to puke#im so shaky#I’ve done nothing but prepare for the past 6 hours#I need to sleep#but I’m so scared#I don’t think I can handle another rejection#this is my last hope
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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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a dm's lifelong dream realized.
-Critical Role Campaign 3, Episode 110, "In the Shadow of War"
+ bonus
#figured id gif this cause im sure folk will complain but i have never ever seen them esp matt so happy as in this moment#cr spoilers#campaign 3#critical role#matthew mercer#mine#shaky gif#fast gif#critteredit#criticalroleedit
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I kept debating how to end this short little mini comic. In the original script, they were gonna hold hands (scandalous, I know lmfao), but I didn't think it hit quite right in comic format when I tried to make it longer. Hence why it ends... like that.
Anyways I wrote like a ton of comic scripts for COTL comics that just didn't hit right / I couldn't commit to making and then when driving home from work last week in the pitch darkness I thought about how nice it is to see like actual stars. And I feel like with the cult grounds being kind of among a lot of trees and all that it might take a short hike to get a really, really, really good view of the night sky and stuff. Thus. This.
It's arguably not my best work (I'm out of practice drawing good night skies and all that) but I'm happy with it. Enjoy this thing I made
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb lambert#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(that's mostly for tagging / filtering purposes... this isn't inherently romantic but it can be read that way i cant tell ya what to do)#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#also i like the idea of narinder having like. wrist pain and shaky hands and iffy grip strength upon joining the cult?? cuz chains n stuff#im sure someone has already come up with that somewhere else but like. it's a neat concept. the consequences of ur actions and all that#and cuz. like i gave the lamb a lot of my feelings and stuff. so it's narinder's turn and he gets my wrist pain lmfao#but that's a tangent. anyways enjoy this silly comic it was fun to make
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was no one gonna tell me its his birthday…….at least according to some book or something idc ill take any excuse to draw him. 🎉🎉🎉
#this is based on a shaky source with very inaccurate timeline but i like oct 24 i think it suits him so im going with it#star trek tos#star trek#leonard mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#star trek fanart#doctor mccoy#dr mccoy#bones mccoy#ive been busy i havent had enough time to draw him properly… (not really i have a low threshold for what qualifies as busy)
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cramps
#im on my period so he must also be.#hands so shaky rn but im dragging him down with him#my art#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#art#vox
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He’s so cute he brought us flowers I love him pls
#the quality and lighting is bad bc I took this using my phone with shaky hands#i cannot handle this#the man on his first face to face meeting with us#told us his real name#complimented us#brought us flowers#im literally bringing put a ring wtf#i love him husband material real except hes so bbg wife#a date with death#lock-ing onto death
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A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN
This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops
But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.
So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D
@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa
@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez
@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid
@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff
@cacaocheri
(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)
AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT
@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn
@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts
@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1
@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide
[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]
#nebula art and doodles#should. i even count it as that-#nebula birthday time#fuck it birthday tag go brrr#also if i. didnt tag you it is 100% because i'm. a fucking coward <33 and am not sure if you'd like to be tagged in a silly thing like this#(or i don't. know you. that also but shaky thumbs up)#god. this year has been. insane dawg#my goofy ass going through canon events like it's a buffet /silly#jokes aside#the fact that im still like. here. right here#posting or reblogging goofy shit#still in the process of making my fic (i prommy im working on it)#and just. managing to make friends with people despite shit happening#it's so wild to me#i know for some people i've tagged we either haven't talked that much or haven't talked in awhile#and to that i say#fuck it we ball /j#but seriously it's. honestly bc getting to interact with you guys at all makes or has made my day that much brighter#even if it's been awhile like i mentioned or for whatever reason#this is. getting long as hell and i need to go to bed oops#anywhooooo#gotta go fast or some shit#OH- and thank you all so much for. almost 3k. holy shit#where the fuck did you all COME FROM HOW DID WE GET HERE#big heart emojis and sending love to you all#thank you so much
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i think im too nervous when im alone :(
im at a skate rink goooddddddd i shouldve practiced im so unstable
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drunk alhaitham who yaps about the improvements the sumeru education system should make & kaveh, also drunk, attentively listening- the literal most beautiful man in whole of sumeru, with sparkly red eyes, messy blond hair, and a soft blush across his cheeks, with his full attention on the autistic scribe. flustering alhaitham to the point he stops mid sentence, averting his eyes, "oh fuck."
#THE GAYS#guys literally alhaitham would be drunk#with no filter#and that would make room in his mind to focus on how fucking drop dead gorgeous kaveh is#i should write this#alhaitham x kaveh#haikaveh#kavetham#genshin impact#drabble#fluff#they're adorable drunks#your honor#also no im not writing alhaitham here as if he got turned on but just flustered by the sheer beauty this man has#how fucking dropdead beautiful kaveh is#i am alhaitham alhaitham is me#kaveh is AAAAAAH#alhaitham 1 minute flat of silence later: you're so pretty#another; alhaitham remembering this is his boyfriend and putting a hand over his mouth in shock as he recalls#shaky pupils as he realizes he could just kiss him rn#like he could do that#no one would stop him#enter alhaitham panicking#kaveh smiles as he observes his bf just being quiet#alhaitham sees him smile AND LOSES IT COMPLETELY#A BLUSHING MESS INTERNALLY SCREAMING
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They made hyoga look so much cooler in the anime hes just standing there , in the manga theyre all dripping wet and bedraggled and senku is dying as usual
#Dr stone#isnt it cute that he was holding onto tsukasa for dear life for that whole sequence .....#after hearing his name called so weakly im sure he would not have let go of tsukasa come hell or high water ... he was covering his wound#with such a shaky hand like he was so fucking stressed out but he couldnt let tsukasa be swept away from him he had to keep both their head#afloat the whole time they were fighting against the current and tsukasa is also twice his size and complete dead weight#ALSO HANG ON WAIT I JUST REALISED SOMETHING#HYOGA... wanted to get senku alone to talk to him but he attacked tsuaksa ... and when hyoga wanted to hit tsukasa he attacked mirai#thats scary because he immediately identified that theyre ride or die together ... hyoga is the original tsukasen shipper#hes like oh you guys love each other ? Well that makes it easier for me#also this was the first time i noticed he wears short shorts and leather thigh high boots. omg slay queen where did you get your boots !#they wanted to make him a classic withdrawn coolguy with a samurai-esque work ethic but actually hes mega camp and a sweety (killed someone
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“I’m still a little scared of the ocean. Why? When I was in elementary school, I was a boy scout. But one day, Joon Pyo forced me to join the Sea Cadets. But the kids from other schools hazed me in the ocean. With you was my first time back to the ocean after that. Boy Scout, Girl Scout, youth association, and Sea Cadet. Everyone has trauma from those places.”
THE EIGHTH SENSE (2023)
#the eighth sense#jaewon x jihyun#im jisub#oh juntaek#여덟 번째 감각#kdrama#kdramaedit#kbl#my gifs#''to give you trauma'' and then 2 mins later he does just that aaaaaaaaa#but 🥺❤️ invented love#also this is so shaky it's giving me motion sickness hdfjkdhsj
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Just thinking about how Pathologic 3 might be about cinema and time as opposed to the previous ones being about theatre and having no time. Unlike a theatre production you can edit a film which I'm sure is how the new time travel mechanic will interact with the meta. Instead of "scrapping the whole thing and trying again" Daniil gets to edit the movie if he fucks up. Also could serve as a metaphor for how the game has innovated and changed over the years, just like the media around us modernise. Exciting stuff!
#I'm so ready im so ready give it to me#Cant believe i get to study film history at the same time#give me silent film star daniil dankovsky#give me black and white analogue shaky camera#more more#keep the vibes coming#pathologic 3#pathologic 2#daniil dankovsky#the bachelor#route#film#cinema
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pt 2 of memes that vaguely relate to the ambiguous nihilism theme essay and stuff except this one is a lot dumber
#something something nobody has actual proof of consciousness but that doesnt mean you should treat people like garbage something something#something something monika had no idea the rest of the club was sentient and therefore could do whatever she wanted even though she really#shouldnt because what if they were sentient and also why does something definitely existing even matter if she has proof of nothing in life#admittedly a lot of this is more shaky and unrelated than the other one but i also think this meme is really funny to me so im doing it too#also made this in like ten minutes idk why i decided to edit a crappy dye job to my pencil sketch but i need to get this out into the world#doki doki literature club#ddlc#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#tempestarttag
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when the new upload has the streamer acting terrified for his life and speaking in a hushed whisper only to immediately manically scream insults at the Thing that was chasing them once they realize that, for now, they’re safe and also has them slowly getting more and more irritated and fearful and very clearly insane from getting torn apart again and again but yet not being allowed to die only escaping with his body not his soul>>
#if you cant tell i watched the new slmccl upload and Im. So Normal about this.#(HIS ACTING IS SO GOOD THE WAY YOU CAN /HEAR/ THE DESPERATION AND INSANITY GROWING EACH AND EVERY /MINUTE/ THE WAY EVEN THOUGH ITS JUST HIS#VOICE YOU CAN HEAR THE PURE UNFILTERED PANIC ON HIS FACE DURING THE LIBARY SECTION AND THE AGONY AS THE MONSTERS RIP HIM APART ONLY TO BRIN#HIM BACK AND THE MANIC LAUGHTER AND SHAKY BREATHING BOTH GROWING EVER MORE LOUD AND INTENSE AS THE VIDEO GOES ON ITS ALL JUST AHHHGGGG>>>>)#anyways chat im soooo normal trust#rainee enjoys things#rainee rants about the most obscene topics#slimecicle#backrooms
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