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#im so mad abt this rn
ribbonzregretz · 2 years
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! rant !
tldr: i hate when nothing can tell me if something is real or not, example, the backrooms. it fucks with my paranoia and makes me have breakdowns, and its not like the userbase on here is any better with their paranoia inducing jokes.
absolutely HATE when theres no clear source that tells me when something is fake, i had a fucking panic attack last time i tried to search if the backrooms was real and was so convinced i was going to no-clip out of reality into the backrooms, that i had to do goddamned breathing excersises and now i cant go anywhere near backrooms content because it makes me panic. like fuck even google didnt tell me jackshit and i had to have my headmates assure me that the backrooms werent real so i wouldnt fucking sob and cry myself horse.
im saying this because i am fucking pissed at the lack of accesibility for people with delusions / who have difficulties telling what is reality and what isnt. i dont feel like having a panic attack or nightmares and more aggressive paranoia because somebody decided that it would be fine or funny to not put anything stating that the fake thing was fake.
and dont even get me started on the "im in your walls" or "the shadow people" [these are examples, not me saying these are there] shit on tumblr, i cant fucking go anywhere anymore, i just wanna fucking exist in a public space but no i cant because the goddamned userbase sucks ass with making things accessible for all.
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Vivisections are like gay sex to me
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why-the-heck-not · 5 months
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Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!
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wyrmswears · 5 months
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gguys im so fucking serious id die for a flashback episode following at least one member of the team in the immediate aftermath of the merge
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pigeonxp · 2 months
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if u say ur a fan of 911 and u call buck "evan" i can with full confidence say that youre dumb as rocks
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attyrocious · 1 year
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to that guy who left a long ramble of tags in my old OPxLoL art, you got me thinking so here's more
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boytoyhalo · 11 months
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tenderly holding your boyfriend roommate's corpse and begging it for forgiveness in front of your friends who just killed him #romance
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the-random-phan · 6 months
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Shi Qingxuan~ <3
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puppyeared · 1 year
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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hollyisanonymous · 2 months
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anyway.
pueblo, aztec, maori. correct me if i'm wrong but that seems to be the most overt sources for their designs/character insps. super lazy edits but i'm away from home atm and my laptop is busted so y'know🤷‍♂️
[pleASE read tags before you interact /gen /begging.]
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dennisboobs · 10 months
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plain and simple i am not going to be able to remain in this fandom long-term if i have to keep putting disclaimers on every single one of my posts that say i don't condone dennis' bad, bad actions and that i am in fact aware he's got a history of sexual assault and dubious/nonconsent. the entire gang has done heinous shit. why is dennis the only one who needs to be treated like this? if some rando wants to post about how dennis is pookie pie that doesn't automatically mean they're blind to his crimes. every single member of the gang is a piece of shit. that's kind of the point.
draw dennis with cat ears who give a shit
#ada speaks#i'm not vagueing this is a constant thing ive experienced#i still have angry anons sitting in my askbox mad that i didn't explicitly condemn him last time i got into this#i'm really not a fan of the tension in the fandom the last few days#and like. i know its a hot button issue rn. everyone's going back and forth abt mac and dennis' SA#but this fandom genuinely does have an issue SPECIFICALLY MENTIONING things mac does to dennis and uwu-ifying them#when they are explicitly classified as SA in canon (which is an actual present issue i think needs to be addressed)#rather than like. just the mere MENTION of dennis outside of his SA is somehow condoning his actions#im sorry but i really do not feel the need to constantly talk about him assaulting women#everyone knows. everyone sees it. just bc i am dissecting other parts of his character does not mean i forgot he's a horrible person#it just means im trying to understand where he's coming from (which obviously does not change the facts.)#viewing dennis as a person with unresolved trauma stemming from elsewhere doesn't negate the damage he is doing to other people#he's not a real person where humanizing him does tangible damage#so i am going to continue to look into shit. when i talk about the CSA he went through it's not a justification.#but it does explain his actions in a character motivation type way which is what i am interested in#seeing what makes him tick#i think most people who follow me understand this by now. but i also don't think shit we see him do constantly in canon needs bringing up.#it's the subtle stuff that ties everything together and i want to put it all together to solve a puzzle
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waywardsalt · 2 months
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picked up a copy of and read the king in yellow (signalis reasons) and going in was like hmmmmm this probably wont end up being something i take inspiration from for the fic it’d be too on the nose to take inspiration from the king in yellow and i dont want much horror inspiration haha. and then like half of the book is romance anyways im so fucked either way yayyyy
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quinn-pop · 1 year
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sorry for the metadede flood lately um. anyway i think dedede officiates waddle weddings. if they even have them lol. it’d be funny and cute
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skybristle · 6 months
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maybe this is just me being annoyed but whenever i try to talk abt my ocs here [which i very rarely do for this exact reason] it always gets zero engagement whatsoever. like i dont come here for Attention i come here for interaction which do kind of go hand in hand but. getting like 7 likes any time i pour my heart out about my guys is. disheartening. and it sucks because talking abt them is part of the way to get people to care! but i dont have the motivation for comics all the time [and when i do they dont get much attention either]. i feel like i should just stick to discord but im soo desprate to be heard and i feel like its hard to find The Right People to talk to
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pigeonxp · 5 months
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bro both of my main interests rn blowing up WDYM ITS ALWAYS BEEN PORTER. WDYM SEACASTER MANOR IS FLYING AWAY. WDYM ITS ALWAYS BEEN THERE SINCE THE BEGINNING, PORTER, JACE, THE FUCKING PING PONG BALLS. WDYM THEY CUT THE BUDDIE KARAOKE SCENE. WDYM THEY USED ALL OF THAT SHIT TO PROMOTE THE EP JUST TO CUT IT OUT. WDYM TOMMY IS GONNA BE AT THE BACHELOR PARTY.
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spiderrcakezzz · 2 months
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Must be nice to be an adult right abt now,,... . (/hj /hj)
(this is abt Sparklecare Btw)
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