! rant !
tldr: i hate when nothing can tell me if something is real or not, example, the backrooms. it fucks with my paranoia and makes me have breakdowns, and its not like the userbase on here is any better with their paranoia inducing jokes.
absolutely HATE when theres no clear source that tells me when something is fake, i had a fucking panic attack last time i tried to search if the backrooms was real and was so convinced i was going to no-clip out of reality into the backrooms, that i had to do goddamned breathing excersises and now i cant go anywhere near backrooms content because it makes me panic. like fuck even google didnt tell me jackshit and i had to have my headmates assure me that the backrooms werent real so i wouldnt fucking sob and cry myself horse.
im saying this because i am fucking pissed at the lack of accesibility for people with delusions / who have difficulties telling what is reality and what isnt. i dont feel like having a panic attack or nightmares and more aggressive paranoia because somebody decided that it would be fine or funny to not put anything stating that the fake thing was fake.
and dont even get me started on the "im in your walls" or "the shadow people" [these are examples, not me saying these are there] shit on tumblr, i cant fucking go anywhere anymore, i just wanna fucking exist in a public space but no i cant because the goddamned userbase sucks ass with making things accessible for all.
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Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!
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tenderly holding your boyfriend roommate's corpse and begging it for forgiveness in front of your friends who just killed him #romance
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anyway.
pueblo, aztec, maori. correct me if i'm wrong but that seems to be the most overt sources for their designs/character insps. super lazy edits but i'm away from home atm and my laptop is busted so y'know🤷♂️
[pleASE read tags before you interact /gen /begging.]
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plain and simple i am not going to be able to remain in this fandom long-term if i have to keep putting disclaimers on every single one of my posts that say i don't condone dennis' bad, bad actions and that i am in fact aware he's got a history of sexual assault and dubious/nonconsent. the entire gang has done heinous shit. why is dennis the only one who needs to be treated like this? if some rando wants to post about how dennis is pookie pie that doesn't automatically mean they're blind to his crimes. every single member of the gang is a piece of shit. that's kind of the point.
draw dennis with cat ears who give a shit
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maybe this is just me being annoyed but whenever i try to talk abt my ocs here [which i very rarely do for this exact reason] it always gets zero engagement whatsoever. like i dont come here for Attention i come here for interaction which do kind of go hand in hand but. getting like 7 likes any time i pour my heart out about my guys is. disheartening. and it sucks because talking abt them is part of the way to get people to care! but i dont have the motivation for comics all the time [and when i do they dont get much attention either]. i feel like i should just stick to discord but im soo desprate to be heard and i feel like its hard to find The Right People to talk to
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bro both of my main interests rn blowing up WDYM ITS ALWAYS BEEN PORTER. WDYM SEACASTER MANOR IS FLYING AWAY. WDYM ITS ALWAYS BEEN THERE SINCE THE BEGINNING, PORTER, JACE, THE FUCKING PING PONG BALLS. WDYM THEY CUT THE BUDDIE KARAOKE SCENE. WDYM THEY USED ALL OF THAT SHIT TO PROMOTE THE EP JUST TO CUT IT OUT. WDYM TOMMY IS GONNA BE AT THE BACHELOR PARTY.
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