#im so happy i can actually read that lol

[cin3maa]

あたしヴァンパイアいいの？吸っちゃっていいの？「もう無理もう無理」なんて　悪い子だね 試したいな　いっぱいで吐きたい　まだ絶対いけるよ!!!!!!!!! 🎵🎵🎵🎵

YES ABSOLUTELY COULDNT HAVE SAID IT BETTER MYSELF

[xxplastic-cubexx]

sorry if you've already mentioned but what (re?)ignited your love of comics/x-men/cherik? curious because there are so many different adaptations of them

i think im gonna speak for a few (or a lot of) people when i say that TL;DR the wolverine x deadpool movie that came out this summer is what pulled me back into comics and i COULD leave it there but i will go into excruciating and unnecessary detail instead because i love an origin story and i love oversharing.

under the cut tho because im nice sometimes (there's also wxdp doodles in here. if you want to see that)

ironically (and probably commonly), growing up i was more of an avengers kid. Kinda. Loosely <- binge watched the cartoons and movies and read copious amounts of comics and fics and i am hoarding fanart in my old dresser as we speak ok 'loosely' is a modest lie.

embarrassingly i remember getting into discus cause of captain america LMAO so yeah needless to say i was a Humble Fan- me joining my school's comic class/club didnt help either (shoutout to my teach from that she was the realest one out there for. A Multitude of reasons). she definitely is was inspires me to even draw still and make comics and i often think bout the tips i learned from her class tbh she was great

back to the movies t and comics tho, i got into em because my brother would offer to take me and that's how we'd hang out (i rarely saw movies in theaters and i even more rarely went anywhere as a teenager. still kinda like that today tbh ooops) and yk. it just snowballed after that.

my brother and i have always liked comics- he just more than me for a while (though he still very much loves comics and As We Know From My Posts we still talk about them whenever i see him To An Exhausting Degree)

durin then i was really into stony and i have a few surviving doodles i made but those are between me and god. and anyone who asks tbh LOL

'snap can you make this related to x-men again this is long' ok so fast forward to This Summer again I Still Don't Really See Movies but my brother offered to take me and this was the first time i'd actually seen an x-men movie in full

as a kid i only remember seeing the 'perfection' scene between erik and raven in first class while i was channel surfing. pretty sure i changed the channel after seeing mystique naked cause i was scared my parents would get mad at me if they caught me watching it LOL

BUT MOVING ON As A Kid i think it's also natural you'll sometimes watch 92 if it's on And I Did though evidently it didn't stick too hard (i do remember really liking beast and gambit though.... still do really): my knowledge of x-men was. INCREDIBLY sparse. like diabolically so so i didnt have too much expectations (aside from the fact i vaguely liked deadpool beforehand).

tbh i dont know why my bro never took me to see any of the x-men movies. it's not like he doesn't Also like x-men (90% sure nightcrawler's his favorite but my brother will be caught dead saying he has absolute favorites like that)- he owns a bitch load of deadpool comics/omnibus sets too (of which ive read over the years and reread this year) but Shrug moving on

Much Like Most Of The Internet i fell down the rabbit hole that way. i have some doodles i made a couple days after seeing WxDP that i now have an excuse to throw at all of you Look And Perceive

and so. As I Do. i got curious and told myself i'd binge watch all the x-men movies the week before i went back to school And Then I Did ft. My Brother Sometimes and then i said i'd binge watch all of '92 and And I Did That ft. My Brother Sometimes But Less So and now we're here. currently watching Evolution...

once i got to school i realized i lived near a comic shop and started getting into the comics that way (the first ones i got since going down this rabbit hole was Magneto Was Right!, The Resurrection of Magneto, and The Trial of Magneto. if you were curious !!!!! clearly i didnt care too much about context i just needed to see My Guy jelvejlkvj i have no regrets and Evidently ive read more since)

i'm pretty sure what dragged me into cherik specifically was the fact i saw a clip of The Famous ending to 92 where erik's aghast at the notion jean even has to question his love for charles. i think that was what officially had me refocus my lens on them: not a single poolverine thought after that LOL (all the cherik posting i saw on twitter definitely helped too but that was the nail in the coffin for any other interests i had: i was locked into cherik and x-men in general now)

that clip specifically, i was surprised at the fact they- frequently even- have the x-men franchise say erik loves charles and vice versa so bluntly. even if it's not meant to be romantic, i fear im just a fan of how casually the word's thrown around with them two and i got tender bout it all. Then Yk. i just live for the drama. the hilarity even. the sincerity .... they make me sick if i think of them too long so im gonna end it here

before i go tho ironically enough, the first x-men issue i owned was This one (story a this is that while stuck in some wacko dimension charles accidentally gets himself trapped in logan's mind while utilizing his astral projection. if you were curious). pretty sure i got it for free with another comic set i got years ago since our old comic shop loved to do that, but it's poetic aint it. maybe ill doodle something referencing it..

i should probably look into finishing this arc someday im Dummy curious to even know how it started and how it ends.....

[jimmyclueless]

aaa greenscreen dress :]

[girlthativealwaysbeen]

pata hai last kuch din i was very busy with my project kyunki final dena tha and binding karni thi etc to wo karwayi then i went to the bookfair bekaar tha then parso submit karne jaa rahi to subah accident hogaya (bhai ki bike skid hogayi and we fell down) and now i have a big ass blue bruise on my upper thigh and my parents don't even know lmao and kal ek science conference thi to i had to sit in an auditorium for 6 hours listening to accomplished people speak. that's what you missed now your turn

omg i knew everything in this except for the accident cause i stalk your blog vigorously everyday are you okay!!!!!!!!!! did you get tetanus shots!!!!!!!!!! also on your upper thigh oh no that's where future jiju is supposed to write MINE na as per our beloved song guilty as sin?

[goofyjelly]

in actual tears over a Columbo fanfic yall

[skitskatdacat63]

Fanart for @mwebber's NAYQ!Seb

The outfit descriptions have been stuck in my brain, so I drew them!

[orcelito]

ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.

like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo

i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[hontou-baka]

god even just READING the messages from my ex before replying is SO DRAINING

[lesbiangiratina]

… there are 2 testament centric chapters id love to scan even just for my own enjoyment but the thought of taking these books apart makes me sad. Maybe if i just. Squish it down hard enough itll look okay. I just want to have new testament images

[elegyofthemoon]

ik the point of that anon ask like a day? two days ago (idk what day it is o 7 o) was not to respond but whoever sent that 'letter' ish you stole my heart and i'd buy you a bouquet if i could with your favorite flowers

[torgawl]

the arguments homophobic people make against same sex couples raising kids makes literally zero sense considering they raise no problem to single parent families. the problem really isn't that there's an absent gender, because if it was they would chase and/or blame single parents and they don't.

[funnywormz]

mr wormz your complimentary tags on my red dwarf stuff tonight has got me blushing in the club. like idek what to do with myself you're too nice, thank you :')

IM SO GLAD MY SILLY TAGS MAKE YOU HAPPY but also bro i am just telling the truth! i don't leave nice tags on any post that i don't think is awesome! you simply just make very good content and i am glad i get to see it and i like to express my appreciation for things i enjoy in tumblr tag format LOL <3 your videos and posts rule i love to see them

also more ppl need to call me mr wormz from now on i love that........ my official title............

[california-112]

Schrödinger's Question

Teen And Up Audiences | Graphic Descriptions Of Violence | Gen | English

Fandom: The X-Files

Characters: Dana Scully, Fox Mulder (Mentioned)

Additional Tags: Episode: s04e24 Gethsemane, Episode: s05e01-02 Redux (X-Files), Implied/Referenced Suicide, Cancer Arc (X-Files), Angst, Introspection, No Dialogue, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Suicidal Thoughts

Summary:

She preferred being able to think that he was just asleep, even though he never slept; that he was just out, although he had nowhere to go; that he just couldn't hear her knocking from the bedroom that he didn't use. She preferred to wait for a bit, rubbing her thumb along the jagged edge of his door key until it almost bit her, before turning and leaving the box unopened. Taking a pill and sleeping until morning, when she didn't remember the pain of the previous night until Mulder called her to say that he was downstairs with coffee, and would he have to drink it for her? And by then, all that didn't matter, because he was there, warm as the Styrofoam cup he handed her and suit just as crinkly when she suddenly gripped his sleeve, needing to be sure he was really inside it. -or- Scully has a lot to do in the day following Mulder's suicide. That night, she finally gets a chance to process everything. A slight AU of the Gethsemane/Redux transition. SPOILERS FOR S04E24 'GETHSEMANE' AND S05E01 'REDUX'

Link to AO3

[elviratheepic]

I was ready for my life to change when i was diagnosed with cancer. I was so grateful i had my life and i expected it to change. Just. In some way. I would take anything.

I wasn't ready for things to go back to how they were before. Things are so much the same i could forget anything ever happened. It feels wrong. Things shouldn't go back to how they were after something like that. It feels like it should mark you for life. I wanted something - anything to change, for better or worse.

Now I'm just older. But i don't even feel like it.

I almost get nostalgic for it. Being ill. I feel bad because it was awful for the people who care about me, and a lot of it definitely sucked but like. It was simple? Not simple but like. I just had to hang in there. My one job was getting better and I could do that. I got good at being in hospital. I got good at being ill. Whatever that means. Staff and patients liked me, people cared and I didn't feel like i was failing for once.

I was good at hospital life.

I'm not good at whatever this is.

It feels like i must just be mind bendingly lazy. Preferring to just let stuff happen to me than to figure shit out and make something of my life when i have so much support to do so. Idk man.

[britneyshakespeare]

You know the Riverside Shakespeare 1973 was not a comfortable book to read sitting on your lap or lying down in bed but the RSC Complete Works Second Edition 2022 is noticeably worse. The difference in size isn't very significant; the RSC uses a different kind of paper but I'm not sure it's even thinner (they're both very thin, somewhat see-through paper) (not because they're cheap, but because it's more practical, considering these are unwieldy tomes exceeding 2000 pages). But since the RSC doesn't have double-column text on the pages like most Complete Works do, the extra margin space given requires somewhat more pages for the text. I'm not gonna check exactly (these are searchable though), but if the Riverside is about 2000 pages, then the RSC is about 2500. You'd think I had managed enough comfort with the Riverside over the years that the adjustment wouldn't be that terrible. No, it's terrible.