#im so full of emotions rn
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talked to school bestie 2 hours on phone god im out of breath with my chest hurting but it so worth the talk
#she was so patient with me listening about bcg#like i do not talk anyone about my relationship because why would i#but i talk to her and everything related to him flows out naturally#because she's know me since i was 9 and we've gone through all these years together knowing each other's personality like no ones#and ofc i didn't start out of nowhere she really wanted to know she said this is serious for us#and i giggled because yes all the times ranting to each other about silly crushes but this is a serious thing#and i could let her know everything and she was so patient so listening towards me#so considerate so tender i almost wanted to say how i miss seeing her face everyday and talking shit until we're both panting with all the#talking#i miss her being in her life actively#god im so grateful for her#she understands me so much not to mention she knows parts of me better than me#i need to let her know next time this everything i mean i have couple of times but yk#im so full of emotions rn
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I've been thinking about this for a couple of days but there's something so beautiful about how from the very beginning, Siffrin is loved.
In the final time loop, after Siffrin has said horrible things to his family, they still go after him. They still go to rescue their friend. Their family. They still say how they want to stay with Siffrin and everyone else.
There was never a need for all the friend quests. There was never a need for Siffrin to solve all of their problems. He never needed to be useful. Because there was already a long journey before the start of the game, the start of the loops. And on that journey these characters grew to know and care for each other.
Siffrin was always loved.
#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin isat#i tried vocally explaining this to raven and started tearing up#I'm so full of emotion fuck#anyway im sick rn so if this doesn't make sense blame it on covid
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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*sobbing, overwhelmed with emotions* hoot growl... hoot growl... hoot growl...
#how FHJY got me feeling rn.#im so full of emotion rn /pos#fantasy high junior year#d20 fantasy high#d20#fantasy high#dimension 20#FHJY
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i just read the most heartbreaking bkdk fic Ever and i feel like throwing up. i legit feel so sick
#i don't even have words for the fucking raw emotion i feel rn#im not crying but im so fucking close to full ugly sobs i can't take it#i feel like a train run me over no joke#i need to read something happy and lighthearted or i might go mad#mha#bkdk#the yappening
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sorry for like annoyed posting on main but not being able to use my card for anything including necessities and emergencies because my bank neglected to send me a replacement card like it’s Supposed To Do and not knowing if they’ll actually be doing so and not having the time to go get a replacement from the bank on monday due to reasons is really :) frustrating
#deity dialogue#I want to cry.#also I can’t vent elsewhere because I don’t feel like trying to exist in the servers im in rn because it’s not worth trying.#im having so many emotions rn between feeling like im not a wanted present in the servers im in#and my household constantly being full of yelling and people taking out their shit moods on others#my period starting and now this#im just like I want to cry#also it’s so fucking noisy in the house rn
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reading dazai, chuuya, age fifteen for the finally and now i'm just mad i didn't read it earlier like
first of all why does this have the best first chapter of all time ever like this french waiter lookin ass nameless grunt looks like he smakes cigars and shotguns with hiroutsu tell me i'm wrong you can't
and chuuya chuuya chuuya chuuya chUUYA OH MY BELOVED i am suddenly personally connected with dazai on a spiritual level because i too would become obsessed with this dude if he stomped on my face. i'm already obsessed without him stomping on my face.
ALSO WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT THIS WHY IS THE ENTIRE FANDOM SLEEPING ON THESE PANELS


"what's wrong? i'm just on my tippy toes" chuuya sweetie i am going to go fucking FERAL
ballerina chuuya agenda real
also


everyone else go home like i'm sorry i really am. kunikida babe i love you with a gun dazai you look good with one too tachihara you're my baby but like none of you ever use bullets again please your fully grown asses are embarrassing once i've met fifteen year old chuuya catching bullets in his mouth and blowing back a literal kiss of death back at you like look at his hand at the end there, i'm losing my mind
#also the artstyle if fucking GORGEOUS im going to riot#i am so full of emotions rn idk where to unleash them#HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME YOUR HONOR#look how pretty he is#look how BABY he is#smol chuuya hijacking planes and doing pirouettes so true#also the skk implications here as well like wdym this guy took down a whole plane and literally bit bullets before even finishing puberty#is now doing rich girl impressions in falsetto to make your traitor ass laugh after four years of no contact#bsd makes me feel unwell iidek if i can finish this manga without throwing myself into traffic#bsd#nakahara chuuya#dazai chuuya age fifteen#bsd manga#the sigma show#my post#reading bsd 15
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im feeling like. patriotic about splatoon right now. anyone else feeling like that
#splatoon#serena.txt#im just soooo full of love for this franchise rn im literally so emotional#EVERYONE PLAY SPLATOON I LOVE SPLATOON FOREVER AND WVER AHHRHGHGHH#grand festival
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OKAY so this is the alley rose byler analysis, here you go!
Btw this is purely from will's pov :)
I picked you up from the corner store
Your eyes were red and your lips were torn
So much to say, that's subject sore
So much you'd change since you were born
You wrapped your fingers around my neck
And pulled me into your desperate breath
The way you kissed me hot and fast
I knew it'd be the last
Okay i imagine this to be the post vecna defeat, right after they win. And we get the ✨️post-war suspense kiss✨️ bc just let me, okay?
You told me "I'm just so nervous, dear"
Well, how the hell do you think I feel?
I waited all year at your feet
Like maybe you'd love me
Imagining this to be the season 4 airport scene bc mike was so nervous there, no straight boy is hesitant to hug his best friend of a decade. Also Will pining for Mike for a whole year.
And I don't even care if it makes me sound insane
I ran my fingers through your hair
And I thanked God to touch the flame
'Cause I swore necks were made for bruising
I swore lips were made for lies
And I thought if you'd ever leave me, that I'd be the reason why
Definitely Will being sappy and in love post getting together while also being insecure bc he thinks he can't have good things in his life.
And I don't even care if it's just a summer fling
If it's all experimental and you go back to safer things
But I swore hands were made for fighting
I swore eyes were made to cry
But you're the first person that I've seen who's proven that might be a lie, so
Again, Will being insecure about having things for himself and thinking Mike could still very much go back to 'safer things' *cough cough* heteronormativity *cough cough*
And also, Will being abused by Lonnie mention, but they last three lines? Its definitely a metaphor for his abuse and also all the upside down stuff goung down, while Mike beung the only one who nakes him feel safe and NOT A MISTAKE
Don't leave me hangin' alone again
I thought that i was your only friend
Oh, where'd you go, go?
Alley Rose
Oh, where'd you go, go, go?
This is the chorus which is repeating multiple times so I didn't mention it above. Everywhere i can see it as season 3 and season 4 pining bc Alley Rose (Mike) is gone.
AND THAT'S IT
God i hate them so much (affectionate)
They literally make me so sick
Anyway, conan is a byler and byler is endgame. Amen
#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#song analysis#if anything doesnt make sense im blaming it on being sick rn and being so full of emotion at this song#im literally aroace why is a love song affecting me so much i have never so much so had a crush let alone a break up#its byler which makes me believe in love i swear to god
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That scene in Electric Dreams when Edgar is learning to make sounds
#i dont have any normal pics of it and i wanna show it off rn!! look!!!#i got a stylophone !!#<3#des-shitpost#the first song I've decided to learn to play was Daisy Bell#obviously#first song to be sung by a computer you get ittt im emotional!#it needed to be done#tbh it was a tough choice between daisy bell and Hello world#because i love hello world so much too...#but i were kinda just playing around and realized that what im playing sounds like daisy#and i just went on#i only have the last line to play and it'll be a full cover!!!#i think I'll post it on youtube if possible; it'll be the only DB stylophone cover on here if im correct#anyways yay!!#thanks for coming to my ted talk jjj
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No pictures for this one but I just finished shippuden ep 478
Finally saw it all for myself. Everything. The ways that Naruto finally got through to him. The moment where Sasuke finally Realized. Accepted it. There's got to be a gif of it somewhere. God it was such a well animated expression. Really drives it home for sure.
And their talk afterwards... lying bloodied together... Sasuke mentioning it'd be better if he was dead, and Naruto immediately refuting him by saying he should live and help him instead... Sasuke continuously offering more arguments, but Naruto shooting down each one so matter-of-fact... and when Sasuke runs out of arguments... and he starts to cry... and then it zooms out to reveal that they were lying on the crumbled statue pieces, which fell to create the union sign beneath them...
It's so......... God, I can't even put it into words. It's everything to me, though. It really is.
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#and when sasuke laughs. after hes had his realization. his Acceptance. and naruto's eyes just Widen...#sasuke admitting defeat. and admitting to acknowledging him. the thing naruto wanted all this time.#god & earlier in the episode where sasuke admitted he was Jealous of him. all this time.#emotionally constipated boys for Sure... i am so emotional 😭😭😭#one more episode left of the main story. and idk if i want to watch it rn hfkshfjd#im. so tired. but also i want to know what happens to them... oughhhh#maybe i'll just Start it... and see whether it grips me enough to watch the full thing...
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all of us @ bi buck being canon
#evan buckley#im crying actual full tears#im queer so seeing any sort of rep feels good and im sort of overwhelmed by my emotions rn not going to lie#oh my god#911 abc
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HE'S BAAAAAAACK!!!!!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT

🤍🖤🤍
#Im vibrating at the speed of light rn#I cant believe my eyes#Ive been losing my shit for a solid hour im literally clawing the walls#Have to stop myself from screaming out loud cuz its 3 am#Gravity is the only thing stopping me from breakdancing on the ceiling#Yes im going full hysterical cuz he's BACK#OG ANTI-VENOM!EDDIE IS FUCKING BACK#Im going to explode#I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH AND HES BACK#AND DRAWN BY COELLO???!!?!?!!!! IM EATING#HES SO GODDAMN GORGEOUS I CANT#AND FLASH IS THERE!!?!? AS HIMSELF AGAIN!!?! NAKED??!??!!#THEYRE TOGHETHER?!!??!!? SMILING AT EACH OTHER???!?!?!!!#This is. Perfect. Its perfect. Hes perfect. Theyre perfect#I never would have believed this could actually happen#I had no hopes of him coming back#What is this#And whats this fucking timing#The world is falling apart and thats when my ultimate blorbo dreams come true?? The fuck is happening??#Ive spent the past few days in a state of emotional shutdown. Completely dissociating. Only just started to actually feel stuff again#And then THIS hits me outta no where??!!?#Cranking my joy from 0 to 100 in .5 seconds#The emotional whiplash has me actually reeling#Nothing feels real rn#And while joy feels almost...inappropriate at a time like this#Fuck it#Im not gonna deny myself happiness rn#Tag rant
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no matter what they could NEVER make me hate you (season 8)
#reading the fan wiki rn for fun and i dopnt think i realized How short a season it was#but fuck i miss it like a Wound everyday </3#the story aspect FUCKED so hard and for me made everything way more memorable and distinct#the shared mega/giga bases (in general shared basing!!!!) slapped so hard#and combined w voice chat like. everything felt so fucking alive!!!!!!#EVERYONE was close and working together and it FUCKED!!!!!!!!!#plus the lack of a shopping district imo helped bc it encouraged more travelling to each Others Places bc thats where they put they shops#idkkkk idk im just. im full of emotions and feeling Good i will never understand the s8 hate. learn whimsy abt it or something
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fuck man. cirrus has been clouding my thoughts nonstop and it's starting to influence what media i consume
#i need him. i need him to Treat Me Like That forever fuckfuckfuckfuckfffuck#i cant even enjoy fluff as much. it HAS to be twisted for me to enjoy it right now#im gonna cry i need cirrus. so bad. i need more GAIS. I CANT EVEN DRAW HIM RN BECAUSE IT MAKES ME TEAR UP BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS#it's so embarrassing lmao#i open fireaplaca and think about how i wanna start and i get stuck thinking about him instead and i just. sjisbslshlsbsksnvsjsnvusjsbsknsu#im so obsessed with him i need. assistance.#obscura vn#I EVEN. IT'S NOT BUTTERFLIES IN MY TUMMY. MY GUT IS FULL OF LOVE AND FIRE AND DREAD AND COMPLETE AND UTTER DEVOTION#i am so glad he isn't real because he has me acting up.
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the desire to want to walk around my own home in just pants and underwear (no bra) is so overwhelming. i shouldn't need to have a flat chest to be able to do this....
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