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murder and regular ole torture aint enough i need to put this bitch in a fuckin' saw trap
#personal#home life#when i tell you i nearly put my foot on her neck#and the ONLY reason i didn't#is because she was holding my niece#im so fuckin tired of this#she can't keep getting away with it#honestly....i gotta get a lil controversial here but#police brutality don't ever get the right ones#the amount of times we don called the cops on this girl#im so fuckin tired yall#legit wrecked my evening#my brother aint scott free#but like#how do you have a baby in your arms and are still capable of this vileness?#matter of fact#how do you hear your baby crying bc ur in a SCREAMING MATCH#and you don't stop?#i don't have the means to raise a kid#but i would adopt her in a heartbeat if i wasn't 99% sure they're just gonna have more#take her far away from em#FUCK#i wanted to write tonight#but i guess im just gonna spend it crying and wishing my niece had better parents
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songtember day 13: BROCKHAMPTON - J'OUVERT
#brockhampton#catgirl#illustration#drawing#art#oc#yuno#songtember#IM CUTTIN IT CLOSE HERE folks. im so fuckin tired from the concert#listen to these fucking songs btw
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Whole cake textposts but it's just blackleg sanji





bonus : sanji and his boyfriend

#lord im so fuckin tired of watching sanji going through it#*slides universe $20* yea can i order 1 ounce of happiness for blackleg sanji#whole cake island#whole cake arc#text posts#one piece textposts#one piece#one piece sanji#black leg sanji#kuroashi no sanji#sanji#vinsmoke sanji
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Once again......... a REMINDER:
you are free to dislike things but please don't be rude under a creators' hard work on the media they love
#personal tag#gifmakers#gifmaking#im tired boss..... so fuckin tired#esp cait.... do ppl not realize i am also extremely biased for her.... the more cait hate i see the more gifs i will make of her you know#honestly surprised that ppl DONT KNOW im a caitvi simp LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#love being a gifmaker bc i can make what i want yeeeeee#to the rude ass ppl.... bye
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the star of the show
#i wanted to redraw this shot so bad you dont even know. it broke me.#this is so goofy honestly but idc#i needed to get it outof my system#clippy#virtual assistants#gijinka#object head#the truman show#doodle#and yes the clouds are from That :)#man the implications here. bro almost fuckin died right before this#could i make this into a full on AU? possibly. but idk#ignore the wonkiness im tired#webcore#digital art#i forgor something but idomt care actually
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i am OBSESSED with that one yandere hantengu clone art! but i do wonder, did you change their appearance a bit to make them look alike but at the same time not? this is hard to explain, but i observed the clones nose shape, sekidos hair being more different than the others, and facial structures making them each being different. very sorry if this doesn’t make sense it’s hard explaining what i noticed (T ^ T)
I think I understand what you mean, don't worry! you did wonderfully!
and basically, yes and no!
Some things were probably accidental (like facial structure), but the purposeful tweaks were their eyes and hair yeah!
I wanted the viewer to be able to tell the difference between them without being explicitly told who's who.
[design yapping under the cut]
I've heard that depending on what expression you're making often, it changes how you rest your face, and I wanted that to translate into how i drew them!
that and if you look REALLY closely, there are some subtle differences between them all in the anime/manga, so i accentuated those and added my own spin to it too.
So, if i were to draw the four making a neutral expression, it'd look something like this!
And that would HOPEFULLY be enough to give you an idea about who's who while also keeping their faces EXTREMELY similar yet a little different at the same time
but knowing me....... i'd probably still make it super obvious.......
I changed their nose because Hantengu had a sharp nose, and I thought it'd be hot cool to see them with one! I have no excuse for the eye bags and dimples.. they look like they have the type of hot guy aura to have those traits............... orz
i try not to forget small details but i probably do sometimes making them look different //slams head against wall
#null rot#null brainwash#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#cloaked cult member#WAAAHHHH TYSM BTW.... IM REALLY HAPPY THEIR DESIGNS CAME OFF THAT WAY#MY ATTEMPTS WERE A SUCCESS AND I CAN ONLY HOPE TO CONTINUE ACHIEVING THAT#FUCK#i hope no one minds this little expression ramble. i really like faces and how they move#maybe thats why i like them sm....... theyre like my guineas pigs....#im tryin so fuckin hard not to fall victim to same face syndrome bUT THESE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE LITERALLY THE WORST CANIDATES FOR THAT#STILL THOUGH. IM STICKING W THIS#their thick brows bro...... ouGHHHHHHHHHH#tired eyes............. oooUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#there are also small things i didnt mention. but i wonder if any of you can spot them? if not. then its no problem.#its one of those little details i'll keep to myself and subconsciously use to indocrinate you further#GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED#null gospel
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Happy pride month.
(reference under read more)

#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#kimharry#i just relized that I forgot to color the fuckin tie#im tired so lets just pretend its another tie he has that's just green#mesh tank top my beloved#i used to have some really good body hair brushes back when I used clip studio all the time#i miss those brushes and I don't have the patience to draw individual strands of body hair#so if someone reading this has a good body hair brush that works on procreate... pls send me a link#i love drawing body hair but i am very impatient#also send me dumb meme references and I will probably draw them
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On Jutty Taylor and the new era
It's been roughly five months since an alleged victim of Jutty Taylor has come out accusing him of inappropriate conduct. With the dawn of a new era for Ghost and Taylor seemingly having been kept in the band, let us refresh our memory on the story.
This is not going to be an essay in defense of Taylor; I have no stake in this game and win nothing by sheltering a possible predator. I simply want to present the facts, as they are, as logically as possible, giving both sides the benefit of the doubt required, as in a court of law. The decision on where to stand is ultimately yours.
I will preface this with a disclaimer: the alleged victim is fifteen years old. I realize children aren't the most apt at relaying important details about complicated subjects such as a legal case or police investigation, so I will be extra lenient on their relaying of said details because it's entirely possible for a frightened child to constantly misspeak.
That being said, it does unfortunately make the case even more murky. The account should have been handled by the victim's parents, especially after backlash against the victim swept through social media. The fact no legal guardian has stepped in at best paints a disheartening picture of the victim's home life, and at worst weakens the case against Taylor.
As for me, I'm admittedly no scholar and this is a different justice system than my country's own, but I am a law student and know a thing or two which, I believe, would help offer a more in-depth view of the situation.
Finally, I cannot stress this enough: believe victims first. Yes, I fully stand by that statement. I do not however stand for "believe victims always, without or against proof", and while I am again not here to prove one point or another, some details about the case do not add up and it important to get the full picture, all the facts, as they are. That is my entire goal here, I cannot stress enough how little I want to get into a spat about this. This is meant to be a full report and only that.
Moving along-
On October 10th of 2024, the victim, named Grace, made this thread to Twitter, alleging that on March 8th of that year she attended a Drag Talk show, where she met Taylor. While taking pictures with him, she claims that Taylor's hand "fell on her backside", that when she tried pulling away his hand moved to her waist and that he pulled her closer, and that finally he put his hand under her jacket and groped her chest.
This is the only picture of the incident that Grace has provided, and according to her the only one that was taken that night. She also clarified later that behind them is a mirror, not the rest of the room.

Grace's friend Kuro has also posted these threads providing additional text conversations from after the incident, between them and Grace as well as Grace and another friend, where Grace recounted "feeling violated" and obviously distressed:
Thread one
Thread two
After this, several other accounts have come out making various allegations, none of which are of the same severity but which are of course equally important to take into consideration. These are as follows:
A thread by user olliesoleil alleging predatory intent in messages exchanged with Taylor. It should be noted that as of 2024, Ollie was 19.
A thread from another 19 year old named Logan, in which he claims that Taylor made flirty comments toward him.
An alleged message exchange from Taylor's ex girlfriend, aged 23 in 2024, no date or context given for the messages provided. Of note however is that they seemed to have been in a relationship around the time she turned 20.

Of note is also that no conversations with any ex-girlfriends were ever shown.
On November 24, Grace followed up by informing people following the story that the police were informed.
As of writing this post in March of 2025, there have been no more updates on this case. Grace has also urged any other possible victims to speak up and to reach out to LAPD or their local police force, but no one else seems to have stepped up since.
That is the last update we got from Grace.
Moving on to the other party involved, Taylor himself posted this one day after the allegations were publicized, following it with a more in-depth post and apology the next day.


On March 5th of 2025, Ghost has also posted a music video for their first release of the new album Skeletá, which features Taylor, implying his continued involvement with the band. The actual date of filming for the video is uncertain, as is whether or not Taylor's contract with Ghost has been renewed for the upcoming tour, as we all know the Ghouls are tour-only members and not officially a part of Ghost.
Taylor has not posted on his Twitter or Instagram since, and has not had a public presence online. None of his friends/bandmates have spoken about this either.
And now comes the difficult part: dissecting and putting everything in context fairly and coherently.
From the evidence shown, one thing we can reasonably agree on is that Jutty Taylor has a penchant for dating younger women, or is at least not put off by being involved with them. From videos of him and his stage demeanor it is also clear that he skews on the flirtier side, and is infamous for being very physically close with his bandmates regardless of gender.
That being said, all of the people involved here, save for Grace, are of age. Morality of age gaps aside, none of this falls into the sphere of illegality.
Furthermore, Ollie and Logan's claims are based on subjective interpretations of conversations. Logan has not provided as much as a paraphrasing of the "flirty comments" said to him by Taylor, and Ollie's conversation (link 1, link 2) shows them matching Taylor's level of enthusiasm, and in their thread they state that they thought nothing of the interactions at the time, only revising their stance in light of Grace's story coming out. All of which is, of course, valid. However, they were of age, thus nothing in the text exchange is illegal, nor can stand as evidence of predatory intent; it is purely a subjective view.
Similarly, Ferlizee's claims are offered without context or proof, and she was also of age throughout the relationship. Any assertion in the thread surrounding her that Taylor knew her before she was of age are unsubstantiated, as there is simply no source for them. She has since also deleted her accounts, which makes investigating the matter more difficult.
All this is to say, the only conclusion we can extract from these three accounts is that Taylor is perhaps overly friendly, that his sense of humor is perhaps easily misconstrued, and that his preference in partners skews on the younger side- although it should be noted that the only actual confirmed partner of his that we know of is Ferlizee, who was again of age. Any claims that he was or is currently dating Olivia Morreale are pure speculation and have never been proven, and she, too, is of age.
This is important, and I will make an aside about it, because it is a problem running rampant in the fanbase: we don't know anything about the ghouls' private lives. Nothing is black and white, and even the things they share with us may have more layers than initially apparent. Regardless of how close Jutty and Liv seem, we have never received confirmation that they are involved in any way besides being friends, and implying otherwise simply because of said closeness is a narrow-minded, puritanical way of viewing relationships between men and women. It is also massively invasive to dig into their personal lives.
Putting this through a human lens however, yes, it does not build up a case in his favor. If I may be subjective for a moment, it's not exactly the most moral thing to date 20 year olds in your 40s; but it also does not prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are a child predator. Twenty year olds are also capable of making informed decisions, and while protecting a demographic who has historically been victimized (ie young women) is important, it is also important not to infantilize grown adults. Determining whether or not Ferlizee or Liv are mature enough to be dating a 43 year old would require knowing them personally; in the same vein, determining how mature Jutty is and the kind of power he holds is also impossible, as despite his seniority he does not have the same base level of leverage over a person in their twenties that he would over a child.
So, alright. We've established the other alleged victims' cases are perhaps a bit shaky. What about Grace?
To start, she recounts that the picture offered was taken before the show, which, while uncommon for musicians to do and contradicting with Jutty's own statement, is still possible as either party's memory of the event may be poor. She also claims that there was a mirror behind her and Taylor's backs as they took the picture, in which you can see several people, at least one of them facing the incident. Now, this is important because it gives us witnesses: the friend taking the picture, and at least one person poised to see the event. At the time the picture was taken, Grace recounts that Taylor's hand was on her backside, which is credible as the mirror doesn't fall that far down, making it so the perpetrator could act unseen.
It should be noted that Taylor's arm doesn't appear to be angled toward the victim in a way that would suggest he was touching her, but it is still possible his forearm was bent toward her backside. That is important!
Next, as recounted, Taylor grabbed the victim by the waist, then put his hands underneath her jacket to grab her by the chest. The duration of this sequence of events is not specified, so it's unclear whether this could be passed off as an accident as Taylor claims, or if it was definitively an intentional case of groping. In the latter's case though, this was (once again) happening in the middle of a venue, with witnesses around and the victim's friend either holding or having just held a camera pointed at the scene. The fact no more pictures were taken is of course believable, but the fact no one else- not even the friend that was present- have come out is cause for doubt. A majority of Drag Talk fans have come from Ghost and travel from other states to see the band; they may not be a huge sensation, but they've gained some traction lately that would ensure at least one witness present would have taken to the internet to expose Jutty as a predator.
Messages between Grace and said friend were also very limited and the friend's response was offered incomplete, and it would appear that they remained somewhat lukewarm to Grace's feelings, which is a questionable attitude for someone who witnessed a full on sexual assault. That can however be written off as shock, we're talking about young teenagers here.
In terms of Taylor's own statement on the matter, if we assume these were fleeting gestures and that the part where he allegedly put his hands into Grace's jacket didn't happen, one can make the argument that he was attempting to initiate some friendly physical affection with a fan, which backfired purely by accident with his hands falling where they shouldn't have, a gesture which was misunderstood. This doesn't change the fact Grace felt violated, but it would also not make Taylor the perpetrator of a crime, only irresponsible.
Moving on to the legal case. As mentioned above, Grace claims to have reported this to the police, who have filed a case against Taylor. However given the evidence presented, the police would not have been able to do much beyond filing a report and possibly questioning Taylor about it. The evidence given is not strong enough to build a case on, especially for the LAPD, which is notoriously terrible with sexual assault cases.
To put it simply, the likelihood of Jutty having been investigated at any point is minimal. Even if the complaint fell in the hands of a serious officer, there is nothing to build a case on. It is possible Grace has more evidence that wasn't posted to Twitter, though it is doubtful as she is only fifteen, handling this on her own, and facing major backlash- all of which would have pushed her to offer everything she had, or to at least specify there was evidence she would only give to the authorities. Otherwise this would be a "he-said-she-said" situation, which would go nowhere with the police.
It is also possible however that she misspoke or misunderstood what was happening, and that police were involved, despite charges never being formally filed. In that case, a cursory investigation is the most that could have happened.
The lack of updates over the past five months offers some credence to this theory, as despite the legal system working slowly, if an investigation were to happen and charges filed, Jutty would risk being placed on the sex offender registry, which, while by itself doesn't ban him from travel altogether, would make him unable to enter certain countries- which of course would be detrimental to a world tour with Ghost, leading Tobias to terminate his contract. He has done so with Chris Catalyst over (as far as speculation goes) administrative issues with employing a UK citizen after Brexit, so he's not averse to firing ghouls for purely fiscal matters, should the morality of working with a predator not be enough of a motivator.
It must be reiterated that we don't know whether the music video for Satanized was filmed before or after the allegations, and whether Taylor has been hired for the upcoming tour; but it does stand to reason that, should these charges be credible and should there be a legal case against Taylor, that Tobias would have at least had his cameo in the video edited out or the video re-shot. Again, even if you don't believe Tobias would have done so because of the grisly nature of this crime itself, he would have surely done it to protect the band's image and profits. It stands to reason then that Taylor's presence does not pose a risk as Tobias himself has no reason to consider the allegations credible.
Now yes, being put on the registry happens after a conviction- but again, should there be credibility to this case, Tobias would have fired Jutty before a conviction happened so as to spare himself the financial and legal troubles, as Jutty would not have been able to reliably attend work due to court dates and a potential conviction looming over his head. In short, he would have been a liability that Tobias would simply not take, had this actually gone to the police. So why would Grace make this claim?
A minor additional point is that this case has not been publicized anywhere in any capacity, and that any attorney's first course of action would have been to advise Grace to scrub her account clean as, should justice rule in favor of Taylor, he could then use her posts to sue for libel. This advice is pretty much industry standard.
On the other hand this of course does not change the reality of whether or not he is guilty, as the legal system is massively fallible, especially in cases of sexual assault. I'm certainly not putting my faith in either the police or other men, because we know they tend to protect one another at any cost. Taylor's friends continuing to stay by his side and work with him aren't the strongest judge of his character, as bias exists.
In conclusion, what do we have? What's the TL;DR?
In truth, not much. This came out of left field and rocked the fanbase because it is obviously a horrifying possibility, and I command each and every one of you for the dedication to call potential criminals in our midst out. It takes a lot to demand accountability from someone you admire.
What is my opinion? I am no judge, I can't rule in either direction, and I am not interested in airing out my subjective views. This report has been composed as impartially as possible, using the circumstantial evidence available and doing as little speculation as possible, in order to offer people a full overview of the story. If you only knew of this from hearsay, now you have all the evidence arranged in one post for easy consumption. If you think you may have been influenced in one direction or the other by someone, now you may form an opinion of your own.
Moving forward I think the right course of action would be to stop idolizing celebrities, and to indeed stop viewing them as anything but ambiguous strangers from a moral standpoint. Even working under the assumption that Jutty is completely innocent, he still seems to be someone of more questionable morals than fans initially thought; which, while not a crime, is understandably disappointing. To prevent such disappointment in the future, I think we ought to remember we will never know these people personally, and that people are fallible and complex and that mistakes can happen, and that it's always important to take a critical eye to everything you see or hear.
That's all I had to say, goodbye and goodnight and hail our new Papa V.
#the band ghost#jutty taylor#jutty ranx#ghost bc#swiss ghoul#idk fuckin. more tags! woo tags be upon ye!#please don't send me death threats im so tired
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mc lmao...
#everytime mc tried to be sneaky i was like#HE KNOWS HE DEFINITELY KNOWS#he can literally read minds ajhajsjsjj#anywahs yea#i played this and now its 1am#i only unlocked 2 endings#i was kinda eh about even starting cause im not really into superheroes#but i got sucked in omg and played through it in one sitting 😭#and when it ended i was like NOOO#its so good#u got me to admit to another blonde guy being hot#its getting scary#but seriously#like WHAT WAS THAT TENSION BETWEEM HIM AND MC#that was intense#and then one of the endings i got had me kinda in awe#it was distrubing but i like that it exists#im being so fuckin vague rn#but yes this man is scary as hell#and he scares me the most when hes in his hero getup#anyways ill go back later to try for other endings#im definitely missing out on a lot of stuff#ray got that tired rizz fr fr#look at him#when he laid down next to mc after they begged him to get in bed with him#im not gonna lie that scene almost made me explode#the tension the tension...#the casual mention of mc feeling his dick twitch#BRUH LIKE im shocked those two did not fuck each other lmaoo#binary star hero
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any other spoonies or people with fibro/chronic fatigue/myalgic encephalomyletis/adhd/etc start just *trying* to think of the steps to a complex mental task have an immediate brain shutdown and get sleepy/fatigued/feel drugg/ed and physically exhausted immediately after doing so bc i feel like im going crazy and googling/duckduckgo-ing yeilded only like, mayo clinic articles defining chronic fatigue so. lol
#pls fuckin help me#chronic fatigue#me/cfs#MECFS#spoonie#autoimmune disorder#text#tbd ........#myalgic encephalomyelitis#this is the whole reason why most of the time i literally CAN'T draw when im not physically tired its bizarre#and has gotten worse so gradually over time that i didn't notice it really didn't used to happen until recently#it happens with almost anything intricate but especially with anything creative#like taking trazodone or a heavy dose of xanax but nothing actually happened#it gradually fades over the next hour unless i keep trying to do something that takes a lot of brainpower#which is unfortunately most things
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abled people resting: wow i am so glad to be resting, i am feeling so comfortable and recharged right now.
disabled people "resting": goddamnit im sick of being sore/tired/fatigued. i dont actually feel rested or relaxed at all, im just not flaring. >:[
#im sick#and its not helping#and i feel so tired#and have felt so tired all week#no energy for me#i cant do fuckin anything most of the time rn#cane user#physical disability#hypermobile#hypermobility#physically disabled#ambulatory cane user#ambulatory mobility aid user#adhd#neurodivergent#spaceship rants
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This how that one scene shouldve gone like
#kano x erron black fanart#erron x kano#mortal kombat 11#kano#klassic kano#erron black#art#artists on tumblr#mk11 fanart#mk11#fanart#digital art#my art#sketch#wip#might color/render later im so fuckin tired rn#good night yall
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what if the power of each of the Evanuris is what's keeping the veil held up, and Solas' ritual was drawing upon their power and binding them to their idols (or just stealing their power?) in order to tear down the veil and keep them contained at the same time? he did say in Inquisition that he had contingency plans for the gods, to deal with them at the same time as tearing down the veil

i think he's doing tbe ritual here because the idols are directly linked to the Black City/Golden City where the Evanuris are trapped. see how the idols look like they're in a ritual circle that once belonged to a grander city? the Solas idol lights up when the cutscene starts, probably because he's imbued his power into it

it looks like he manages to get all the idols to light up except for one, the one Rook knocks over and destroys to stop the ritual, which frees two of the gods

so by stopping the ritual you may actually have just made everything worse, because now there are two really powerful, really angry elven gods on the loose...
#the fact that some guy literally nicknamed Rook. the Rookie. came in and just fucked shit up lol i love it#dragon age#evanuris#dragon age dreadwolf#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#veilguard#solas#also. its 4am here and im dead fuckin tired so i hope this actually makes some semblance of sense#shar.txt#datv
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this was always gonna happen ¯\_(ヅ)_/¯
#sketchbook stuff#jude's wips#jude's ocs#phineas campbell#gerald parker#gutmouth#oc au#little shop of horrors#i want to draw actual full illustrations but im so fuckin tired all the time aaaaaaa
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fuckin…. im a bit grouchy today, but reading “omg someone who draws, draw this extremely complicated and time consuming idea I had for free teehee just throwing this idea out there” makes me want to chew concrete, this isnt cute, you arent coy. just the flippancy of it rubs me the wrong way, “teehee im not asking for artists to draw for me for free, im just throwing this idea out there teehee”
Drives me up the walls, you want your ideas drawn, animated, whatever? Fucking pay an artist
#text post#certified vent moment#ive just been stressed out over how artists are treated in general#we are simultaneously put on a pedestal ‘omg what you do is so incredible youre so creative i cant even draw a stick figure’#and devalued to absolute shit#even among leftists that talk a big talk about supporting workers#will use shit like AI and when called out on it will whine ‘oh i cant pay artists poor me boohoo’#we arent even seen as workers by people#but our labor is still exploited all the same#im tired man#anyway i had to read someone post ‘pls some artist out there make this amv for me teehee’ on a tag I follow#and it pissed me off#A FUCKIN AMV BRO???? DO YOU KNOW HOW TIME CONSUMING THAT SHIT IS????
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"I remember when we first met..."
im so late for day 1 but here it is! ; v ; First Meeting for Radiostatic Week
#radiostatic#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel alastor#staticradio#hazbin hotel fanart#radiostatic week 2024#mittyart#im so fuckin tired ahhhhhh#voxal
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