#could i make this into a full on AU? possibly. but idk
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the star of the show
#i wanted to redraw this shot so bad you dont even know. it broke me.#this is so goofy honestly but idc#i needed to get it outof my system#clippy#virtual assistants#gijinka#object head#the truman show#doodle#and yes the clouds are from That :)#man the implications here. bro almost fuckin died right before this#could i make this into a full on AU? possibly. but idk#ignore the wonkiness im tired#webcore#digital art#i forgor something but idomt care actually
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Sidra trying not to scandalize people at the party || Sid embracing her demon side & having a little fun with her pet(?), Shadow
Willa in pt. 2 of her Dark AU, finally getting a little vengeance đ || Celeste a few months after getting turned, getting chewed out by Lucian for getting blood on her brand new clothes he just bought her :/
Tagged to do this cute meiker by @adelaidedrubmanâ and @baldurrsâ ty!
Tagging @inafieldofdaisiesâ @clicheantagonistâ @socially-awkward-skeletonâ @direwombat (sorry if yâall have been tagged already!)
#sid is rarely that covered up like shes gotta let the girls breath :// so she changes outfits then goes out to hunt down whoever offended#her at the party#shadow is .... not really a pet?? idk what he is but yeah. normally he takes the form of a cat but sometimes you gotta upsize đ¤ˇđťââď¸#willa & sid covered in as much blood as possible then theres celeste... doing her best to limit the blood spatter but its hard! the stuff#comes out real fast when people are full of adrenaline okay! shes a baby vamp leave her alone lucian youve got two centuries of experience..#oc: sidra navros#oc pet: shadow#oc: willa rook#au: dark willa#oc: celeste night#also ive been trying to find this meiker so i could make willa's dark au self but i couldnt find it so ty for the tags lovelies!
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mission failed weâll get em next time đđđđđđđđđ
#i literally canât quit omg i feel so fucking bad. it wasnât so bad this time but also HE LITERALLY FORCED ME TO COME OUT LKKE GIRL HELLO???#he cornered me and asked me if redacted had to do w my s*duality and i was like ummmmm. yeah 𫣠and he was like now why didnât you say that#the first time 𤨠and i was like âŚâŚâŚâŚ. đł. AND THEN i asked him why he asked me that and he said heâs been waiting for the right moment to ge#it out of me and he always suspected it LIKE HELLO I THINK THAT IS POSSIBLY WILDLY INAPPROPRIATE I WANTED TO DIEEEEEE#and i lied right to his face abt stuff w my mom and also the redacted situation bc i always feel in trouble whenever i talk abt them w him#and also he asked how things were w my mom and i told him and he was like thatâs great but how are things with YOU and yoir mom đ¤¨. UGHHHHH#and i canât leave bc his supervisor is gravely ill and they havenât talked abt doing inter generational therapy w me yet which is what they#want to do <- hasnât looked it up yet and doesnât know what it receals about me. and he also is like yet agai. trying to get me to separate#myself from data expunged AND ITS LIKE OMGGGG NOTHING IS HAPPENING WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW AWAY A GOOD THING THAT IS WORKING FOR ME JUST FOR#THE SAKE OF CONFORMING TO SOME STUOID MENTAL HEALJT STANDARD. so yeah ummmmm idk what to dooooo i know im not getting the best possible car#and this whole thing has been a cluster fuck but he validated my reaction to something for the first time like EVER today and he has plans#and what if they work. and like omg if i drop it on him heâll be so hurt and surprised like it will really come out of nowhere and i donât#want to look like even more of a fool to him than iam. but he says i canât withhold stuff bc itâs doing me a disservice and we need to see#the fullness of who i am to get to the root and solve problems and stuff but itâs like uhmmmm⌠but you donât make me feel safe for reacting#the way i do or wanting things to work out in a way you disagree with so how can i bring out all the parts of me if you donât make me feel#safe and unjudged for doing so like. lol. the thought of leaving him makes me feel so guilty and stupid bc it s like why are you throwing a#away sliding scale therapy that could turn out to be really useful and running away when ppl tell you things abt yourself you donât like to#admit and force you to look at your hard ugly truths. but also the thought of working w him until july after already having had 16 weeks of#this literaly makes me fucking insane so idk what to do and finding a new counselor would be so hard and i donât have time or money. UGHHHH#purrs#delete later#like how am i gonna walk out on him when we just spent all this time talking abt how this new technique will bring me into a new season. AU
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as I feel out things with dre.amlight valley inserting, I'm getting hit with concepts of a k.h crossover. (and that wouldn't include the k.h insert stuff for that bc mixing that lore with this is too messy for me tbh.) such as characters like xem.nas. and that works especially bc I don't need to have complicated reasons for why he's alive in this, bc in dre.amlight the characters aren't the original versions of themselves, are instead a dream, a memory and personal impression of the original, y'know?
#there's also k.h's levels of unreality that could contrast and compare in interesting ways with what dre.amlight has going on#but also i think about the contrast between dre.amlight's villains and xem.nas#the current ones didn't really go through development in their og contexts or got worse i guess#and they did change in some ways in dre.amlight especially with the angle of not fully causing problems#not bc they got better morally but bc doing that shit makes things worse on a grand scale bc of how the valley works#whereas in the og context of k.h xem.nas did go through a form of development or revelations (especially in k.h3)#and tbh i don't really see him going back to committing his old grand plans even in the context of dre.amlight#bc of what he went through in k.h y'know?#but idk rotating it all#mind you I'm not creating a full and offical au for this but i do love running through the possible what ifs
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someone to be thankful for
DBF! Joel Miller x Female Reader
summary: Itâs Thanksgivingâwhen dinner with your nightmare of a family goes south, you find comfort in the person you least expect it from: your fatherâs best friend, Joel Miller.
warnings/tags: 18+ only, MINORS DNI. (AU, NO OUTBREAK) non canon, DBF! Joel, AGE GAP (reader is in her 20âs, i do not specify her age, but sheâs a recent college grad so do with that what you will, not everyone graduates at the same specific age ya know? Joel is in his mid-ish 50âs). Readerâs a teacher, she is visiting her suburban childhood home from a big city. Readerâs parents are religious and practice traditional-ish gender norms (i.e father is head of the household kinda thing) readerâs family celebrates Thanksgiving (sorry) several mentions of food and alcohol, readerâs parents suck, she has two brothers who come with names, a lot of her relatives come with names, watch out for Aunt Ines sheâs a bitch. (TW) body/weight shaming (twice) PLEASE BE MINDFUL if this could be triggering. mentions of and implications of childhood abuse (not graphic) readerâs dad gets in her face, implied infidelity (readerâs dad), implied toxic marriage (readerâs parents). soft, caring, protective Joel. Joelâs recently divorced, mention of Sarah, mentions of the ex-wife. SMUT. oral sex (female receiving) p in v sex, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it) reader states sheâs on baby blockers (birth control), creampie, DADDY KINK (bc reader clearly has a few daddy issues), LOTS of pet names (darlinâ, baby, pretty girl, sweetheart, honey), size kink (ish?), cockwarming. think i got it all?
PLEASE HEED THE WARNINGS. if this isnât your thing, that is fine but just keep on scrolling.
MOODBOARD FOR AESTHETIC PURPOSES ONLY, READER HAS NO PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION.
word count: 11.5k
a/n: yeahâŚidk. this was very delayed because it turned into a whole thing. if anyone actually reads all 11k of this, i will bake you muffins.
You take a deep breath and look in the mirror.
Skirt pressed, not a wrinkle in sight.
Hair brushed, not a single strand out of place.
Makeup done, not a blemish to be seen.
And somehow, someone will still find something.
Something to point out.
Something to comment on.
Something to criticize.
If not your appearance, itâll be something else.
Because someone always had something to say.
âShould you be eating all of that?â
âAnother year gone and still no boyfriend?â
âDonât you want to get married?â
âWhen I was in my twenties, I had two children.â
Boundaries didnât exist on Thanksgiving.
Actually, for your family, boundaries didnât exist at allâsomehow, they are still scratching their heads and wondering why youâd decided to up and leave the minute your high school principal handed over that diploma, your ticket to freedom.
âSweetie!â Your motherâs shrill voice calls from the kitchen downstairs. âI need a hand! Our guests are going to start arriving soon and there is still plenty left for us to do before they get here!â
You groan outwardly.
Thereâs still plenty left to do?
Howâs that even fucking possible?
Youâve been cooking and baking since sunrise.
âDonât you think itâs too early?â youâd grumbled at five oâ clock in the morning when your mother had pulled you out of bed, declaring it was time for the big dinner preparations to beginâeven though itâd be several hours before your family came over and gathered around the table to break bread. She had pulled the turkey out of the freezer a few days ago, a massive, thirty-pound whole bird that looked big enough to feed a small village. In addition, she had picked up a ham and a brisket. âMom, whyâs there so much food?â Rubbing the sleep from your eyes with the sleeve of your robe, youâd started making your way over to the Nespresso only to realize that the coffee machine was hidden behind paper bags full of groceries. âAre we cooking for all of Texas or something?â
âVery funny,â she had glared at you. âOf course we arenât.â She started unwrapping the turkey. âWeâre simply making sure we have enough food and that we have different options for everyone to enjoy, so knock it off with the wisecracks and get to peeling those carrots for me for the stuffing. There is not a single minute to waste today, you hear me, missy? Weâre hosting a dozen people, so everything must be absolutely perfect. I wonât accept anything less than perfection today, do you understand me?â
Thirteen hours later, sheâs still driving you insane.
Youâre only home visiting until the end of the week and then itâs back to the Midwest. You can survive her for three more days, right?
You hear her calling your name and exhale a small, frustrated sigh. âIâm coming, mom!â you call back. Itâs difficult to mask the annoyance in your tone of voice, but somehow you manage it. âOne minute!â
Smoothing down your pleated plaid skirt, you take one last look in the mirror to make sure everything is in orderâthere is a loose thread on the sleeve of your brown, knitted sweater and you carefully snip it off with a pair of scissors before sliding your feet into the comfiest pair of ankle boots youâd packed and head downstairs, nose leading the way as you follow the warm, delicious scent of the made from scratch biscuits and rolls baking in the oven.
You find your mother standing at the center island counter garnishing a charcuterie board with sweet gherkins and sprigs of fresh herbs. Sheâs donning a festive apron embroidered with fall leaves over her designer dress, and her hairâs still up in rollers. âFinally, there you are,â she huffs out loudly the second she hears you walk into the kitchen. Down the hallway, your father and two younger brothers are shouting at some football game on the flat screen television in the living roomâmen donât lift a single finger on this day, at least not in this household. âI need you to start setting the table for me. I have place cards in that bag over there. Make sure your dadâs at the head of the table. Oh and donât forget to bring out the childrenâs table for all your little cousinsââ She glances up, letting out a small gasp when she sees you. âWhat in the world are you wearing?â
Frowning, you look down at yourself. âClothes?â
Her ruby red lips purse together in a tight thin line.
âHoney, that skirt is too short. Itâs inappropriate.â
You resist the urge to roll your eyes at her. âItâs like an inch above the knee, how is that inappropriate? Itâs not like itâs a miniskirt, mom.â As she eyes your skirt with disapproval, you decide youâre not in the mood to argue and say, âOkay, fine. Iâll go upstairs and change into something else thenââ
âNo, no, forget it,â she shakes her head. âWe donât have the time for that.â Your mother whirls around, picking up the bag of place holdersâsheâd special ordered little turkeys carved out of wood. She also takes a marker and a notepad, shoving everything into your hands. âHere. I wrote down all the names of everyone whoâs coming for dinner. The children get place holders too but make sure the little ones are sitting beside someone older to help them. Oh! Did I already mention putting your dad at the head of theââ
Tuning her out, your eyes scan down the guest list and if thereâs one thing to be thankful for today itâs the fact that your motherâs given you the power to seat everybody wherever you want. Halfway down the list, you see the names of several relatives that you donât want anywhere near you at the table. An Aunt Miriam who smells like the inside of a casino; a cousin Jennifer who refuses to acknowledge her forty-eight month old is actually four years old; an uncle Richard who always has one too many beers and winds up spewing antigovernment conspiracy theories, ranting until heâs passed out somewhere, such as on the floor of the guest bathroom.
You get to the bottom of the list and canât help but raise an eyebrow in surprise. âJoel Miller?â
She nods, returning to her board.
âYou remember Mr. Miller, donât you, sweetie? He and your father went to college togetherâheâs one of his oldest and dearest friends. Donât tell me you forgot about him? Youâve met him plenty of tiââ
âYeah, I remember who Joel is, mom,â you mutter, cutting her off. âDidnât he and the family move out to Arizona like, four years ago? To Phoenix, right?â Youâd been away for college then. Taking a second glance at the list, you notice she had forgotten the names of Joelâs wife and daughter. Surely, itâd just been a mistake on her part, though. âI had no idea they were in town visiting. Dad didnât mention it to me at all.â
âTheyâre not.â She lowers her voice, as if someone else is standing in the room listening. âJoel moved back to Austin, heâs been back for a few days now. He and Connie, they umââ Pausing for a moment, she reaches up and clasps the cross hanging from her neck before whispering, âThey got divorced.â
Taken aback, your mouth parts slightly. âWhat?â
âI know. Joel and Connie were the last people that I ever thought would get divorced. Such a shame,â your mother remarks, shaking her head. âI ran into Mrs. Adler at the super market and she was telling me all about it. Thinks they could have saved their marriage if only those twoââ
âWould get right with Jesus,â you finish, biting the tiny smirk tugging at the corners of your lips. âShe says that about everything, mom.â
âWell, she isnât wrong! The sacrament of marriage is a lifelong bond that shouldnât be broken. Itâs not right.â Dropping her hand away from her necklace, she crosses her arms over chest. âAnyway, Connie stayed in Phoenix. Sarahâs spending Thanksgiving with her. Your father didnât want Joel spending the holiday alone and invited him over for dinner. That means I need you to be on your very best behavior tonight. I donât want you embarrassing your father in front of his closest friend. Is that understood?â
You canât help but scoff a little. âIâm not a child.â
She narrows her eyes at you and scoffs right back, planting her hands on her hips.
âNo, youâre a smart aleck. Need I remind you what happened last Thanksgiving with Aunt Ines?â
Of course she didnât have to remind you about last yearâs fiasco with her insufferable bitch of a sister.
âThatâs an awfully big piece of pumpkin pie,â sheâd remarked loudly, eliciting snickers from everybody sitting at the table. âDonât forget, dearâa moment on the lips, forever on the hips. And you have quite a few forevers on your hips already, darling.â
You had smiled sweetly at her, your fingers itching to fling your motherâs fine china at her. âI wouldnât really worry about my pie, Aunt Ines,â you had said as soon as you realized that nobody, not even your parents, would be coming to your defense. âMuch less when your husbandâs stepping out and eating someone elseâs pie when heâs away on all those so called business trips. Worry about that instead.â
That comment hadnât gone over all too well. Three months later, Aunt Ines and Uncle Louis started to see a marriage counselor. Whoops.
âWell?â
âShe deserved that,â you say, shrugging lightly.
âSheâs family.â
âSheâs a jerk.â
âYou crossed a line.â
âShe crossed it first.â
Before your mother can respond, the sound of the doorbell ringing echoes throughout the house.
âJesus, we donât have time for this!â Your motherâs eyes widen when she tries running a hand through her hair and realizes she still has her rollers in. âOh no, people are arriving and Iâm still not ready!â She makes a beeline for the hallway. âGet the door and greet our guests, Iâll be down in five minutes!â
She disappears upstairs into her bedroom and you hear the doorbell ring again. Your father shouts for someone to go answer it, someone other than him or your brothers because it is the end of the fourth quarter and they just canât possibly miss that.
You make your way through the foyer and open up the front door expecting it to be one of your family members, but itâs not.
Your throat instantly goes dry at the sight of him.
Heâs broader than you remeber, so much broader.
The fabric of his sage green dress shirt is nice and snug on his frameâstretched taut over the planes of his chest and his wide shoulders. Heâs holding a box of store bought something or other but youâre much too preoccupied with the way the sleeves of his shirt are hugging his biceps to notice what it is although you assume itâs some kind of dessert. He looks far more delicious than whatever sweet treat could be in that white box heâs got in his hands.
After a minute, you realize youâve been gawking at him and the heat rushes to your cheeks. âHello Mr. Miller,â you greet him politely. âItâs very nice to see you again. Please, come on in.â
He smiles, his brown eyes warm and sweet behind his square, black-rimmed glasses. âYou remember me,â he states and the syrupy richness of his voice sends a pleasant tingle up your spine. Stepping off to the side, you allow him insideâas he steps past you over the threshold, the tantalizing scent of his cologne almost brings you to your knees. Notes of a citrus accord like tart grapefruit, fresh bergamot mixed with the woodiness of vetiver and musk; itâs intoxicating, something you could easily get drunk off of if youâre not careful. âIâm surprised. Sâbeen a real long time since you last saw me.â
âIt hasnât been all that long,â you reply, closing the door behind you. You speak to him in the steadiest voice you can muster, with nonchalanceâas if you arenât one missed heartbeat away from feeling like a silly little schoolgirl with her first crush. âHas it?â
He thinks about it. ââBout four and a half years.â
âThatâs really not that long.â
âSânot,â Joel admits with a chuckle. âBut with how much Iâve aged in that short amount of time, I just wasnât sure if youâd recognize me, yâknow? I look a lot different than I used to.â He pauses and laughs, shaking his head. âI must look like an old geezer to you now, donât I?â
Grays lightly pepper his thick dark brown curls, his beard and his mustache. Heâs got crows feet when he smiles, he has worry lines and creases between his eyebrowsâhe does look a lot older, but heâs so goddamn handsome, wrinkles, fine lines, and all.
You toss him a playful eye roll, prompting a grin. âI donât think you look like an old geezer, Mr. Miller.â
âWell, youâre sure as hell makinâ me feel like an old geezer by callinâ me that, darlinâ girl.â He gives you a little wink and youâre not quite sure if itâs that, or if it was the way heâd used a pet name that knocks all the wind out of your lungs. âPlease, just call me Joel.â
You nod and shyly agree to it. âOkay, then. Joel.â
âSâmuch better.â His grin widens and a prominent, deep dimple appears on the left side of his cheek.
Thereâs a silence that follows, but itâs not awkward or weird. Itâs comfortableâbeing in his presence is comfortable. His sweet disposition makes you feel so calm, so at ease.
Joelâs always been a nice man of course, although your interactions with him had been limitedâkind, quick helloâs in passing on Sundays whenever heâd come over to watch football with your dad, maybe a polite how are you here and there if you bumped into him at gatherings like a backyard barbecue or birthday party. But youâre older now, no longer the child who greeted her fatherâs best friend because it was bad manners if she didnât. You donât want to throw him that kind, quick hello or that polite how are you and then scurry off the way you used to as a little kid. You actually want to talk to Joel Miller.
But you suddenly remember heâs not here for you.
Heâs here for your father.
Joel!â Your mother screeches, five-inch high heels clacking loudly as she descends the staircase. She had ditched the apron and hair rollersâand put on one too many layers of her heaviest perfume. With a delighted squeal, she rushes up to Joel and pulls him into a bone crushing hug, almost causing him to drop the box heâs still holding. âOh, it is so good to see you! Itâs been far too long!â
You force back a small, amused snort.
As if she hadnât been judging the man for a failed marriage just minutes ago in the kitchen.
Itâs performative, too over the top to be sincere.
âSâgood to see you too.â He steps back and laughs as he adjusts his glasses with one of his hands. He holds out the box to her with the other. âPicked up a pecan pie on the way over here. I wouldâa tried to make it myself, but the kitchenâs still all packed up in boxes.â He pauses, laughing again. âThen again, I ainât really much of a baker. Store bought was for the best I reckon,â he admits, sheepishly. When he shrugs his shoulders, his shirt strains a bit over his frame and even your mother canât help but stare a little.
Lightly clearing her throat, she takes the box from him and reminds him, âDidnât I tell you that all you had to bring tonight was a nice, healthy appetite?â
Joel lightly pats his stomach. âBrought that too. In fact, I didnât eat a thing all day long. Iâm absolutely starvinâ right now. Could eat a whole horse.â
âGood! Dinnerâs going to be served soon. Williamâs in the living room with the boys, watching football game after football game. Come with me, Iâm sure youâre eager to see him.â Your mother spins on her heel and hands you the dessert. âSweetie, will you be a gem and go put this in the kitchen for me?â It isnât a request, itâs an order masked as a requestâitâs the kindest sheâs been to you all day. She takes Joelâs arm and leads him down the hallway, calling out over her shoulder, âAnd please set the table!â
You do set the table, and when you do, you decide to sit yourself right next to Joel Miller.
Your mother lightly clinks her knife against the rim of her wine glass and clears her throat. âEveryone! Itâs time to join hands and say grace before we dig into our meal,â she announces, her voice breaking through the loud, buzzing chatter at the table. She waits until thereâs complete silence and then takes her seat, the chair adjacent to your fatherâs. Youâre on his opposite side and Joelâs right beside you. âI think you should do the honor, William. You are the man of the house, after all.â
Nodding, your father begins the prayer.
âHeavenly Father, bless this food we are aboutââ
Youâre not listening. Youâre distracted by the jolt of electricity that zips through your entire body when you put your hand in Joelâs. His hand dwarfs yours and itâs rough and calloused, but somehow itâs the most gentle, soothing touch. Heat prickles at your face and neck when you feel him sweep his thumb across the back of your handâyou open your eyes and glance over at him, wondering if that had just been an accident. Youâre convinced it was, until he does it again, running his finger over each knuckle one at a time. Slowly, like heâs savoring the touch.
Biting your lip, you give his hand a gentle squeeze.
His head is bowed and his eyes are still closed, but a faint smile tugs lightly at the corner of his mouth and he firmly squeezes your hand back. Thereâs an unmistakable desire thatâs already burning deep in your lower belly, a flame you canât extinguish even when the angel on your shoulder reminds you that not only is Joel Miller twice your fucking age, he is also your fatherâs best friend. His best friend.
ââŚthrough Christ our Lord. Amen.â
âAmen,â your relatives chime together in unison.
You force out the declaration. âAmen.â
âAmen,â Joel murmurs, opening his eyes. He turns to you and his gaze flits to your hand in his and for a moment, it almost seems like he doesnât want to let it go. It feels like Joel doesnât want to let it goâand he doesnât. He doesnât let it go until the sound of your fatherâs loud, booming voice announcing it is time for him to carve the bird startles the two of you apart. Clearing his throat lightly, Joel turns his attention forward and reaches for his cabernet. He gulps down half his glass in one easy swallow.
Dinnerâs fairly uneventful.
You eat in complete silence, as does Joel.
Part of you wonders if itâs because youâre sitting in between him and your father, the only person that heâs most comfortable conversing with. Assuming this is the case, youâre just about to ask him if heâd like to trade places when he turns to you and says, âYour dad told me you went to school in Chicago.â
Heâs just being friendly, you remind yourself when your heart starts to flutter wildly at the notion that he wants to talk to you. Heâs friendly. Thatâs all. It doesnât mean anything.
âYeah. I did.â You pick up your glass of wine, taking a sip hoping itâll ease the nerves. âI graduated over the summer and took a teaching job out there.â
âYou became a teacher?â
âYeah. I teach kindergarten.â You smile proudly.
âCan you believe that, Joel?â Your father lets out a scoff and shakes his head. âI spent thousands and thousands of dollars to send her to school. All that money and for what? For her to learn how to teach little ankle biters how to color inside the lines?â He rolls his eyes and gestures to your two brothers on the opposite side of the table. âNow my boys, they are smart. Chose good careers to pursue. Brandon starts applying to medical school in the spring. Oh and Matthew? He got early acceptance to Yale. He plans on studying law.â He shifts his attention over to you once more and shrugs. âNot too sure where I went wrong with this one.â
You stare at him in complete and utter disbelief.
âDad.â
Chortling, he waves a dismissive hand. âOh, come on, honey. Iâm just kidding around. You know that I donât mean it.â He then reaches out, pinching your cheek roughly. âDonât be so sensitive,â he tells you before turning his attention back to his plate.
But he does mean it.
His comments hurt, and you hate that they hurt.
Joel nudges your arm with his. âYâknow somethinâ, it takes someone real special to become a teacher, âspecially to kids that age,â he states in a matter of fact tone. âSomeone whoâs real sweet and patient, someone real smart too. Someone just like you.â
Warmth radiates through your entire body. Itâs not just his words, but itâs the sincerity behind them.
You shoot him a small, grateful smile.
The two of you wind up talking to one another.
Joelâs moving his contracting business, bringing it back to Austin from Phoenix to run it with Tommy, his younger brother who you vaguely remembered meeting a time or two in the past. He mentions his daughter here and there, but doesnât bring Connie up onceâperhaps itâs too painful for him? Itâs hard to tell. He seems to be in good spirits and truth be told, it doesnât appear heâs mourning his marriage; but itâs difficult to believe heâs not missing her, the woman heâd spent three decades of his life with. It shouldnât even matter to you whether heâs missing his ex-wife or not, if there are residual feelings still lingering around. But it does matter and you donât know why. Or maybe you do know why, but youâre too ashamed to admit it.
âDo you like Chicago?â Joel questions, curiously.
Shrugging, you respond, âYeah. Itâs a cool city.â
âYou plan on stayinâ out there permanently?â
âIâm not too sure,â you admit. âItâs too expensive. I donât want to live with a roommate forever. Unless teachers start getting paid more, I donât think that Iâll ever be able to afford to live alone in Chicago.â
Joel seems hesitant about his next query. âDo you ever think âbout cominâ back to Austin at all?â
Suddenly, youâre not too sure about that either.
Youâve been itching to go back and get as far from Austin, Texas as possible, but now, it means being far from Joel Miller. Thereâs a deep, sinking feeling inside of your chest at the thought.
Realizing heâs still waiting for a response, you have no choice but to tell him the truth. âI donât think Iâll ever come back here, to be honest. Not to stay.â
âOh. I see.â He sounds disappointed. âAre youâdo you plan on visitinâ home again for Christmas?â
âI do. Iâll be here for Christmas and New Yearâs.â
Heâs being friendly. Heâs being friendly. Heâsâ
âItâd be real nice to see you again then.â Flushing a deep shade of red, subtle regret flashes across his features, as if heâd said it without thinking. Picking up his glass, he drains the rest of his wine and you can swear heâs nervous. About what heâd just said, and about whether or not your parents, who are in such close proximity, had overheard him. Because what business did he have in telling their daughter it would be nice to see her again?
Theyâre both much too preoccupied. Your father is attempting to be slick checking his text messages underneath the table and you can tell by the smirk on his face that itâs one of his secretaries. Heâs got a penchant for perky blondes in tight pencil skirts. Your mother is well aware of this. She is also aware heâs on his phone, but she turns a blind eye just as she always does and distracts herself by being the perfect hostess.
Feeling foolishly courageous, you turn back to him and nod, heart pounding against your sternum. âIt would. Itâd be very nice, actually.â
Relieved, he nods and murmurs quietly, âWeâll talk âbout it later, then. That okay, darlinâ?â
Not wanting to seem too eager, you nod again and turn away from him, teeth sinking into your lip in a futile attempt to hide the giddiness in your smileâbut the soft chuckle Joel elicits under his breath is a clear indication that itâs useless.
He knows how heâs making you feel. He likes it.
Your mother returns from the kitchen carrying two baskets of fresh crescent rolls, one for each end of the table. She sets one of them down right in front of you and you reach out to take one when a voice, one that sounds as awful as nails scraping down a chalkboard, remarks loudly, âShould you be eating so much bread, dear?â Ines, whoâs sitting a couple chairs down, next to your grandmother, looks over at you and raises an eyebrow. Thereâs a smug little smile on her face, almost as if she were daring you to run your mouth like youâd done last year.
For as much as it pains you, you make your choice and decide not to take the bait. You pull your hand out of the basket of rolls and pick up your glass of wine instead, chugging it down like itâs water.
Frowning, Joel picks up the basket and takes a roll that you assume is for himself, but itâs not. Putting it on your plate, he shoots her a frigid glare. âDonât you listen to her.â He says it loud enough for her to hear him. âYou just enjoy yourself, alright?â
Your aunt bats her eyes, innocently. âWell, Iâm just saying. If my skirt was that tight on me, I would be thinking twice about what goes into my mouth.â
Hushed laughter sweeps across the entire table.
âAre you fucking kidding me right now?â You slam your empty glass down so hard onto the table that the entire dining room goes completely silent. The little ones at the childrenâs table stare with big and wide eyes, mouths full of food hung open because a grown up had just used a naughty word.
Your mother says your name warningly. âDonât you start,â she hisses, shaking her head. âBe quiet.â
Angrily, you round on her. âSeriously? Youâre going to let her say that to me? You donât care that sheâs making comments about my weight?â You almost laugh. Of course doesnât care, she has never cared and she never will. âIâm your daughter! Would it kill you to defend me for once in your fucking life?â
âShut your mouth!â Your father stands up, shoving a threatening finger into your face, so close the tip of it almost touches the tip of your nose. He hasnât put his hands on you since you were nine, but heâs as drunk as he is angry, and you find yourself back in the shoes of the little girl who would curl up into a ball in the corner of her room as she begged and pleaded for him not to hurt her. âYou hear me?â
Joel stands and walks around your chair. Placing a hand on your fatherâs chest, he mutters, âHey now letâs take a step back from her, alright?â He guides him back down into his chair. âAinât gotta be in her face like that, Will.â
âIâm sick and tired of her ruining everythingâcanât get through one dinner without her screwing it up! Always has to run that fucking mouth of hers! She still acts like a goddamn fucking childââ
You canât bear to sit there and hear another insult.
Fighting back the hot tears that are threatening to spill over, you quickly stand up and rush out of the dining room. You make a beeline for the front door and step outside onto the porch. Itâs about sixty or so degrees in Austin and the cold nips at your bare legs, but thatâs the least of your worries. Without a place to go, you descend the porch steps and find yourself walking towards the swing thatâs hanging from the old bur oak tree in the front yard. You had asked your father for a swing when you were three years oldâit wasnât until your brothers asked for a swing a couple years later that heâd hung one up.
You sit down, hands curling around the rope thatâs so old and weathered itâs beginning to fray slightly but not so much so that youâre concerned about it snapping. Youâre so busy trying to keep it together that you donât notice the sound of crisp, autumnal leaves crunching under a pair of boots behind you. A hand gingerly touches your shoulder. You let out a startled gasp and glance over to see itâs Joel.
âHey there, darlinâ,â he says, gently.
You stare at him in surprise.
âWhat are you doing out here?â
âNeeded to make sure youâre okay.â
âIâm fine,â you grit the lie through your teeth.
Joelâs expression softens. âYou ainât gotta pretend with me, sweetheart.â
His concern is genuine. Itâs real.
You donât quite know how to handle it. Accept it.
âIt got real ugly in there, âspecially with your dad.â
Tears prickle at your eyes all over again. âFuck, Iâm sorry, Joel. Iâm so sorry.â
âSorry?â Baffled, Joel walks around the swing and a minor labored grunt escapes him as he squats in front of you. âThereâs a few people who need to be apologizinâ for what happened, but darlinâ you sure as fuckinâ hell ainât one of them.â
Itâs odd. Feels foreign, even.
Youâre not used to someone being on your sideâit prompts more tears to spring forward and despite your best efforts to fight them off, itâs useless. You manage to whisper his name. Itâs a feeble warning, one thatâs telling him to go back inside before heâs caught in the torrential downpour of emotions you are mere seconds away from unleashing on him.
But he doesnât budge. He waits. Joel knows youâre about to break and heâs ready to catch the pieces.
Finally, a tear slips and rolls down your cheek, only to be followed by another and then another. Youâre holding onto the swing for dear life now, emotions that youâve been holding in for your whole life now coming to the surface. The rope digs painfully into the palms of your hands. He reaches out and curls his fingers lightly around your wrists.
âSâokay to let go,â Joel encourages you and youâre certain heâs not just referring to the swing. âListen to me, darlinâ girl. I ainât gonna let you fall, alright? Iâm right here to catch you. You can let go. Iâve got you, okay?â
You allow Joel to take your hands off the rope and he guides them around his shoulders as you begin to crumble. Leaning forward slightly off the swing, you wrap you arms around him and bury your face into his neck. âJoel,â you choke out his name as he wraps his own arms around your waist, pulling you closer into him.
He feels like stability.
He feels like security.
He feels like safety.
Your entire body shudders as you cry, cry, cry.
âSâalright, sweet girl. Iâve got you. Iâve got you.â
He repeats his reassurance over and over again.
He wants you to believe it.
And you do believe it.
Joelâs as patient as can be. Itâs growing colder and his knees are begging for a change of positon, but couldnât care less about the discomfort. He rubs a soothing circle into your back and waits until there is nothing left except little hiccups and sniffles.
âShit,â you mumble when you pull back and notice youâd left behind a wet spot on his shirt along with light traces of mascara. You wipe at your eyes with the sleeve of your sweater. âI ruined your shirt.â
âSâokay. Nothinâ the dry cleaners canât take care of for me.â Joel chuckles and lets go of you. âYou feel a little better now, darlinâ?â
âI do.â You glance over your shoulder at the house, then exhale a sigh and turn back to him, admitting quietly, âI donât want to go back in there, though.â
He rises to his feet and pulls out a set of keys from the pocket of his black jeans. âWell, yâdont have to go back in there,â he states. âIs there somewhere I can take you? Friendâs house, maybe?â
âMy best friend Megan went to Puerto Vallarta for Thanksgiving. Most of my other friends left Austin like I did,â you explain, sighing again. âAnyone who didnât leave is spending their time with their family tonight and I donât want to bother them.â
Joel hums, mulling it over in his mind. âWell, donât know how comfortable youâll be with the idea, but my place ainât all too far from here. Ten minutes or so. Less if thereâs no one out on the roads.â
âJoel, thatâs so nice of you to offer, but Iâve already ruined your dinner tonight. The last thing I want to do is put you out even more,â you say, sheepishly.
âSweetheart, you didnât ruin a fuckinâ thing for me tonight. And you wouldnât be puttinâ me out at all,â he promises. âSâgettinâ late and truth be told, I just wanna get you somewhere warm.â Holding out his free hand, he adds, âAnd comfortable.â
âBut Joelââ
âI can be real stubborn too, yâknow,â he teases you with a playful grin. âWeâll be out here all night long freezinâ our fuckinâ asses off.â
He isnât going to take no for an answer.
âOkay,â you relent, accepting the offer.
You place your hand in his and he helps you off the swing. He doesnât let it go as he leads the way to a sleek, black Dodge Ram thatâs parked behind your grandfatherâs silver Mercedes. He gives your hand a gentle squeeze before dropping it. âSorry, sweet girl. Itâs a bit of a trip up into the seat,â he remarks, chuckling as he opens the passenger side door for you. He gives you a boost into the truck; the scent of new leather is mixed with that of his cologne. It is all man and couldnât be sexier. âGood up there?â
âYeah, Iâm good.â
Joel closes the door and hurriedly walks around to the driverâs side of the pickup, climbing up into his seat with ease. âSeatbelt,â he tells you as he sticks the key into the ignition. The first thing he does as soon as the engine roars to life is turn on your seat warmer. He switches on the heater as well, waiting a minute before asking, âYou warm enough?â
âI am. Thank you, Joel.â
ââCourse.â He nods and pulls away from the curb.
As Joelâs driving you further and further from your parentsâ house, all you feel is sweet relief.
âMâsorry the place is such a mess.â
Joel leads you into his living room and touches his hand to the back of his neck, embarrassed.
Amused, you raise an eyebrow at him and say, âIâd hardly call cardboard boxes stacked neatly over on one side of the room a mess, Joel.â You take a look around his townhouseâmost of his furnitureâs still wrapped up in plastic, except for the black leather couch and the rustic, acacia wood coffee table. He has a flat screen mounted over the brick fireplace; heâs been sleeping on the couch, or at least, thatâs what the pillow and Texas Longhorns fleece throw tells you. You turn to him. âIf you want to see a real mess, you should see my apartment in Chicago.â
You watch him as he takes off his glasses and puts them down on the coffee table.
âSâit pretty bad?â
âMy roommateâs a kindergarten teacher too. Youâd be surprised at how many popsicle sticks two girls in their twenties can end up bringing home. Not to mention all the glitter.â
âIf youâre tryinâ to make me feel better, itâs workinâ like a charm.â Joel picks up his blanket and drapes it over the armchair adjacent to the couch. âGo on and make yourself comfortable, darlinâ. You thirsty at all? Iâve got water or I can make coffee. Also got a pack of beer in the fridge,â he adds, jokingly.
âWhat kind of beer?â you ask curiously as you sink down onto the couch.
He seems pleasantly surprised by your interest.
âLone Star.â
âIâll have one. If itâs not too much trouble.â
ââCourse itâs not too much trouble. Not at all.â
Itâs hard not to stare as he walks away towards the kitchen. Your thighs clench togetherâhis back, his shoulders, those unkempt salt and pepper curls of his that tuft at the nape of his neck right above his collarâthis man is the epitome of utter perfection. Your mind wanders and you canât help imagine the way your legs would look thrown over those broad shoulders. How his large hands would feel on your plush skin as they wrap around your thighs to hold them in place against his chest while he fucks yâ
âHere you go, darlinâ.â
Joelâs deep voice shatters your train of thought.
Heâs standing beside you, holding out the bottle of beer, which heâd uncapped along with his own.
Blood rushes to your cheeks. âThank you,â you say as you accept the beer from him, trying not to lose the sliver of composure that youâre holding ontoâit wavers when your fingers accidentally brush his.
âSâit too cold in here for you?â he asks. âI normally keep the thermostat pretty low.â
âItâs a little cold,â you admit. âBut itâs not a probââ
Itâs too late. Joel walks over to the fireplace and he manages to strike a match and light it with just his free hand. After tossing in a couple logs, he makes his way back over to the couch and he takes a seat beside you. âThat a bit better, sweetheart?â
âYou didnât have to do that.â
He shrugs. âYou said it was cold.â
He takes a long, generous swig of the golden lager before setting the bottle down on one of the green ceramic coasters on the coffee table. He sits back; an arm stretches out over the back of the couch in a casual manner and his legs spread open causing your thighs to clench together once more.
âYou feelinâ alright?â
âHuh?â You then realize he is referring to what had happened at dinner. âOh. Um. Yeah, Iâm alright.â
Joel peers at you, his concern evident, clear in the depths of his dark brown eyes. âYou sure?â
âNo. Not really,â you confess, tracing the mouth of your bottle with your index finger. âBut Iâll get over it. I donât have a choice but to get over it.â Another lump starts forming in the back of your throat and you swallow it, quickly chasing it down with a gulp of beer.
âMâguessinâ your familyâs got somethinâ to do with why you decided to leave Austin?â
âBingo,â you deadpan. âI was so sick and tired of it all. How I was talked to, how I was treated. Like Iâm such a fucking disappointment.â
He frowns. âYouâre not a disappointment, though.â
âMy parents think Iâm a disappointment. My dadâs never told me heâs proud of me, Joel. Nothing I do, nothing I have ever done is good enough for either of them, but especially not for him.â There is a dull ache that settles in your heart and all you can do is silently will yourself not to breakdown again, not in front of him, at least. You sigh. âDo you know what itâs like, not feeling good enough for someone that is supposed to love you no matter what? Someone whoâs supposed to love you unconditionally?â
Joel knows itâs a rhetorical question, he knows itâs not something youâre expecting him to answer.
But he does answer, because he does know.
âI do, actually. I know all too well what it feels like.â
He looks down at his left hand, which is resting on his thigh and you do too. Your eyes flicker over the fading tanline on his fingerâwhere he once wore a wedding band. You donât even think twice about it and reach over, sweeping your own finger over the patch of pale skin. Without missing a beat, you tell him, âYouâre good enough, Joel.â
He canât help but laugh a little. âSheâd disagree.â
âSheâs wrong.â
âYou donât know what happened.â
âI donât have to know what happened.â
âThat ainât how it works, sweetheart.â
Stubbornly, you lift your chin. âI donât care.â
Joel laughs. âYâthink you know me, darlinâ? Yâthink you know what kinda man I am? Hm?â
âI do know.â You place your hand on top of his and his jaw clenches. âYouâre a good man, Joel Miller. I know that youâre a good man.â
âYou couldnât be more wrong âbout that.â Thereâs a brief pause and he hesitates before confessing, âA good man wouldnât be sittinâ here just fuckinâ dyinâ to kiss his best friendâs daughter.â
You freeze and grip your bottle so tight, you would not be the slightest bit surprised if it shatters right in your hand. âYouâyou want to kiss me?â
âSince the moment you opened up that front door and said hello to me.â Joel shakes his head. âSânot right.â Heâs riddled with guilt, with shame. He pulls his hand out from under yours. âI ainât a good man at all. Youâre half my fuckinâ age and I shouldnâtââ
You cut him off, softly uttering his name. âJoel?â
âYeah?â His voice sounds hoarse. Strained.
âCan youâwill you kiss me? Please?â
You need more than just his kiss, so much more.
You need him to unravel you in every way possible, but beggars canât be choosers and if one kiss was all youâll get tonight, then youâll fucking take it.
Joel swallows dryly. âThat really what you want?â
His eyes flicker down to your lips and then back to meet your sweet, innocent gaze.
âYes,â you breathe in reply. âPlease. Kiss me.â
He leans in, and thereâs brief hesitation on his part and he stops mere centimeters from your face, his nose lightly brushing against yours. âWe shouldnât be doinâ this.â His warm breath fans over your lips; theyâre parted, eager to meet his own. âI shouldnât let this happen. IâI should take you back home to your family before I do somethinâ real stupid.â
Your heart sinks. âThat really what you want?â you parrot his own question back to him and hold your breath, knowing thereâs a chance his answer could be the answer that you donât want to hear, the one that could end up crushing you.
Joel lifts his hand, cupping the side of your face in his palm. ââCourse itâs not what I want.â His thumb strokes your cheek, his dark eyes taking in each of your features. Heâs studying, memorizing them, as if heâll never get another chance to be this close to you again. With the line heâs about to cross, youâre both about to cross, that just might be the case.
The tension seeps through your skin and into your bones.
You exhale shakily. âThen just kiss me already.â
He moves his hand and gently curls it around your chin, holding you steady as he leans further in and closes the gap of space in between you. He moves slowly and heâs gentleâtoo gentle. You want to tell him youâre not made of porcelain, but youâre much too preoccupied with how Joelâs mouth feels, how perfectly it molds against yours. He delicately nips your bottom lip with his teeth. Itâs a silent request.
He wants more, more, more. Your lips part for him, granting him the access heâs seeking. Joel doesnât waste a single moment and he explores every inch of your mouth with his tongue, eliciting a whimper from you. Without breaking contact, he takes your beer and somehow he manages to lean over to set it down on the coffee table without dropping it. He then pushes you back into the couch and the next thing you know, youâre lying on your back and heâs settled in between your legs, using one of his arms to keep himself propped up, while the other wraps itself in your hair. Your own hands clutch at fistfuls of his shirt, fingers gripping the fabric so tight, the skin over your knuckles stretches painfully thin.
You whimper out again, the noise prompting a low growl to rumble through his chestâsuddenly, heâs not being so gentle. He isnât being rough. But he is hungry, heâs possessive, and heâs letting it show in the way heâs swelling your lips with his kisses, how his fingers are gripping the hair at the base of your neck as he firmly tilts your head backwards to give himself better access to your mouth.
Your mind is racing, and yet, you canât think at all.
Itâs not until his hips buck into you and you feel his bulge through his jeans against you that you break away from him. âJoel,â you gasp his out name. You grip his shirt even harder, chest heaving as you try to catch a much needed breath of air. You can feel the arousal pooling between your legs. The flames burning in the fireplace are nothing in comparison to the ones that are burning deep in your belly.
âFuck,â he curses, pulling back. âMâsorryââ
The last thing you want is for him to be sorry.
âNo! Please donât be sorry,â you rasp, gazing up at him. Your eyes are glazed over with a lust you have never felt for another man before. âI want this, you know I want thisâdonât you?â
Joel sighs, brushing a soft kiss to your temple. You wish he could take a peek into your mind, see how badly you want to be wrapped up in his armsâyou want to get lost in his embrace, feel him all around you, inside you. You want him to write his name on your bare skin with his tongue, whisper his secrets into the spot where youâre aching for him most.
He sighs again and lightly shakes his head.
âBaby, yâneed to think real hard âbout thisââ
âI want this,â you repeat yourself. âI want you.â
Relaxing the death grip you have on his shirt, your hands release the fabric and move to the buttons. Your fingers tremble slightly as you undo each one of them; after an embarrassing fumble or two, you manage to get them all and push Joelâs shirt off of his shoulders. He sucks in a quick, sharp breath as your greedy hands begin roaming, exploring every inch of smooth, tan skin on his upper body.
Your touch erases all the uncertainty heâs feeling.
âWanna feel you too, baby.â Joel takes the hem of your sweater and gestures for you to sit up slightly so he can pull it over your head. Carelessly tossing it somewhere behind him, he glances down, blood rushing to his cock as he takes in the sight of your supple curves clad in sweet, delicate white lace. âChrist, you look so fuckinâ soft.â
He doesnât even realize heâs saying it out loud, not until he catches the flirtatious little grin tugging at the corners of your mouth. You sit up slightly once again and reach behind you to unhook the lingerie and take it off, adding it to the ever growing pile of clothes on the hardwood floor. Licking his lips, he meets your gaze for just a moment before dipping his head down, wrapping them around one of your hardened nipples. âJoel,â you mewl his name as he flicks the pebbled flesh with his tongue.
Joel releases it with a lewd, wet pop and he tosses you a smirk before he moves to the other to give it the same attention. Heâs a biter, you find out as he takes it between his teeth, nipping over and over.
Your throbbing center clenches around nothing.
âJoel, please. I need youâI fucking need you.â
He tears away from your nipple. âWhere, baby?â
You open your mouth to answer him, but your own gasp cuts you off as he starts trailing his lips down the length of your body until he comes to a stop at the waistband of your skirt. One of his hands finds the zipper on the side and he looks up at you, as if asking for permission. Desperate, you nod. Pulling the zipper down, he slides the skirt, along with the pair of lace white panties youâre wearing off of you and discards them, leaving you completely naked.
Your insecurities begin to trickle in, but Joelâs able to halt them right in their tracks.
âYouâre too fuckinâ beautiful, sweetheart,â he says, his reassurance calming your nerves instantly. âSo beautiful. So beautiful and so fuckinâ perfect.â
You watch as he makes himself comfortableâwell as comfortable as he canâin between your legs. He shoots you a sheepish look.
âKnew I shouldâa put the damn bed together. But I been puttinâ it off and puttinâ it off all week long.â
You giggle breathlessly. âWho needs a bed?â
Chuckling, Joel feathers a kiss on your inner thigh.
Your smile is all but slapped right off of your face.
âJoel.â
Any traces of humor vanish. Youâre both reminded of the next wall thatâs about to be broken, the next line thatâs about to be crossed.
He looks down and groans. âSuch a pretty, perfect little pussy,â he remarks, his voice low, husky. âBet sheâs nice and wet for me, ainât she baby?â He lifts his hand and drags the tip of his finger up your slit slowly, your slick coating his digit. He smirks up at you. âOh, sheâs fuckinâ soakinâ, sweet girl. Sâthis all for me?â
Foreplay wasnât in the vocabulary of guys your age and while part of you wishes Joel would hurry, you also find yourself enjoying the fact that heâs taking his time, teasing youâmaking you really want it to the point where youâre willing to fucking plead him for it. Joel Millerâs the only man youâd ever beg for.
He skims your other thigh with his nose and kisses it just like heâd done with the other. âTell me darlinâ sâthis where you need me? Right here?â
Frantically, you nod your head.
âWords, honey. Gotta use your words for me.â
âYes!â you choke out. âThatâs where I need you. So bad. Need you so fucking bad. Please Daddyââ
You freeze and momentarily, he does too. Truth be told, you wouldnât really blame him if he just stood up, gathered your clothes and tossed them at you, demanding you put them back on and leave.
Joel raises an eyebrow. âDaddy, huh?â
Your face is on fire. âIâit slipped,â you stammer. âI didnât mean to call youâIâm so sorry, Joel. Iâm not even sure where that came from. Iâve neverââ
Youâre on the verge of panicking, then notice there is a certain glimmer in his eyes and realize he liked it when youâd called him that. Youâre taken aback.
He fucking likes being called Daddy.
âSweetheart, there ainât nothinâ to be sorry âbout. I promise. You can call me that. But on a condition.â
You stare at him, no idea what the condition could possibly be.
âAinât allowed to call anyone else that. Ever.â There is a possessiveness in his tone and it nearly makes you come on the spot. âThat understood?â
You nod obediently. âYes.â
âYes what?â he prompts.
âYes, Daddy.â
âGood. Thatâs a real good girl, honey.â
For a split second, you canât breathe.
This man will surely be the death of you.
Joel plants one final kiss, this one on your mound.
âPlease,â you whimper, the heat in your lower belly growing and fizzling out to the rest of your body at the feeling of his breath over your aching core.
âPlease what?â he murmurs into the sensitive skin as his arms curl around your legs. âTell Daddyâtell Daddy what you need baby, so he can take care of you.â
âYour mouth,â you beg him, desperation mounting with each passing second. Your hips buck upward; his biceps flex as he tightens his arms around your thighs, pinning you down in place. âYour mouthâI need your mouth. Please.â
Joel moves his head to the junction of your thighs, his mouth hovering right over where you needed it the most. He looks up at you with hunger, like heâs a ravenous, starved man who hasnât had a thing to eat in days. âWhat a good girl,â he praises, dipping his head even lower. His mouth waters at the sight of your glistening folds. âBet you taste as delicious as you fuckinâ look, donât you, pretty girl?â
He flattens his tongue and glides it up your slit, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your thighs as he gets his first taste. You gasp out when it grazes your swollen, aroused clit and your head falls back onto the couch. âOh fuck,â you whine, reaching for his hair. You weave your hands through his graying locks and pull his face closer. Another swipe of his tongue causes your back to arch up off the leather and the edges of your vision to blur.
He pulls an arm from around your legs and drags a finger down your drenched entrance, lips securing themselves around your clit. His gaze stays locked on you as he pushes his long, thick digit into youâyou feel him smirk as he curls it upwards, pressing the pad of his finger firmly against the soft spongy spot inside you, making you see stars. Joel slips in a second finger and curls it along with the other to double the pleasure. He begins thrusting his digits in and out of your warm cunt, eliciting what had to be the sweetest sounds that heâd ever heard in his entire life from you. He combines it with with slow, firm, and precise stokes of his tongue on your clit.
âFuck, yes, just like that,â you encourage him, your loud, breathy moans bouncing off the bare, freshly painted walls of his house. âYes Daddy, fuckâfeels so fucking good, please donât fucking stopââ
Itâs not like you have to tell him what to do.
Joel knows exactly what heâs doing, and he knows it too. He listens to every single one of your moans and feels every single buck of your hips. He is sure to pay extra attention to when your hands pull and tug at his curls; he remembers what combinations of licking, sucking, and fucking make you squeeze your plush thighs tighter around his head; reminds himself of which technique brings your body off of the couch, what makes your toes curl. Joelâs quick to learn your bodyâs cues, each and every last one. He already knows when to give you more, when to give you lessâwhen he needs speed up, when it is time to slow it all down.
You sing his name over and over again, pressure of an orgasm already building between your hips. His tongue swirls around your sensitive little bundle of nerves as his fingers pump in and out of your cunt and you glance down. You almost choke when you catch a tiny glimpse of the muscles in his forearm, the way they flex underneath his skin with each of his movements as heâs fucking you. Your gaze flits to his face. His own eyes are fixed intently on you.
Youâre milliseconds away from release.
âJoel, Iâm so fucking close. Iâm gonna comeââ
His arm squeezes your thigh in encouragement.
One last, broad stroke of Joelâs tongue on your clit sends an overwhelming wave of pleasure crashing over you. Strangled cries tear themselves from the back of your throat as your velvet walls flutter and convulse, squeezing his fingers. Joel, whoâs face is still half buried in your pussy, takes it upon himself to help you ride through the high. He peppers soft, delicate kisses onto your swollen clit as his fingers continue to slide in and out of you slowly. He waits patiently until your loud cries dissolve into nothing but breathless little whimpers before he crawls up, positioning himself on top of you, a hand on either side of your head. His beard and mustache glisten with a mixture of saliva and slickâand somehow it it ignites another fire and youâre ready for more, so much more.
âSweet girl,â Joel murmurs. Leaning down, his lips meet yours and you taste yourself on his tongue
You place a hand on his chest, right over his heart, which beats strong and steady against your palm.
You start dragging your hand down his chest, your fingernails raking over his skin. It travels lower and lower, gliding over the softness of his stomach. He tenses when you brush the waistband of his jeans.
Tearing away from you, he grits out, âBaby. No.â
You immediately snatch your hand away from him.
âYou changed your mind?â you question, stomach sinking at the thought of it being over already.
Youâre just so fucking greedy for this man.
He offers reassuranceâand an explanation.
âNo, that ainât it at all. Sâjustââ Joel pauses briefly and flushes a shade of red. âSâjust that, well, I ainât got condoms on me, darlinâ.â
Relieved, you assure him, âItâs okay. Iâm clean.â
âMe too. But that ainât what Iâm worried about,â he admits, his face going from red to maroon.
You smile, finding his embarrassment endearing.
âIâm on birth control.â
Joel clenches his hands into fists. His cock strains against his zipper at the thought of itâtaking your cunt bare. âYâsure you want this?â He rasps out. âI need you to be a hundred percent sure âbout it.â
âIâm a thousand percent sure, Joel. I fucking need it. More than anything Iâve ever needed in my life.â
Thatâs all he needed to hear.
Joel stands up, his gaze never leaving your own as he kicks off his black leather boots. You sit up, and it takes every ounce of strength you have in you to remain composed as he unbuckles his belt, unzips his jeans and pushes them down his legs. You bite down on your bottom lip and try not to stare at his bulge like itâs your first time ever seeing a dick, but if heâs as big as he looks in his boxer briefs, maybe this would end up being a lot more than what your body could handle.
He hooks his thumbs underneath the elastic of his boxer briefs and slides them off, allowing his thick, hard cock to spring free from its confinement.
You swallow harshly. Heâs fucking massive.
âLike what you see, sweetheart?â Joel chuckles at the expression on your face as he kicks aside all of his clothes. His length rests on his lower abdomen and precome smears the skin there. Wrapping one of his hands around it, he gives it a couple strokes, just a hint of relief until you come into play. âHm?â
Licking your lips, you nod and stand up. You take a couple of wobbling step towards himâJoelâs cock hasnât been anywhere near you and youâre already fucking walking side to side. âCome here,â you say to him, taking both his hands in your own. You pull him back to the couch and gently guide him down into a sitting position. Swinging your leg over both of his, you straddle his lap. You gingerly place your hands on his shoulders, nails digging into his flesh softly when you feel him brush against your pussy; the contact makes you both moan in unsion. âThis okay?â you ask him, breathily. You canât be sure as to why youâre suddenly feeling a bit shy, like youâre not planning to ride his fucking soul out of him.
âMore than okay.â Joel brushes your hair over your shoulder and then drags his hand down the length of your body, committing to his memory every one of your curves. âGonna be a real good girl and ride my cock, baby?â
You gift him with a cheeky grin. âYes, Daddy.â
The shyness begins to dissipate and you dive your hand between your bodies, wrapping it around his cock, causing his breath to catch in his throat. You lift yourself slightly off his lap, teasingly gliding the head of his cock down your drenched slit, then up, letting it graze over your clit, which is still senstive to the touch thanks to his lips and tongue.
Joelâs hands find their way around you, running up the curve of your spine. âWasnât aware that my girl was such a little fuckinâ tease,â he remarks in a low tone. He slides his hands back down and his large, warm palms cup your ass, fingers kneading flesh.
âYour girl?â you repeat, your heart skipping a beat, stomach fluttering at the idea of being his. âIs that what I am to you, Joel? Your girl?â
âSâthat what you want, honey?â Joel whispers, his eyes finding your own, two hopeful gazes meeting in the deepest, most intimate moment that youâve shared all evening. âYâwanna be my girl?â
Leaning forward, your reply is preceded by kiss, so soft and so sweet his heart swells inside his chest.
âI do,â you mumble against his lips. âI really do.â
Still gripping your ass, Joel eases you up and lines himself up at your entrance. He bucks his hips and slides the head of his cock past your folds and into your heat. âBreathe, baby,â he whispers, his hands moving to your hips, thumbs grazing your skin. He slowly guides you further down his shaft, grunting as you sink down, taking him inch by inch. âChrist, youâre so goddamn fuckinâ tightââ
The initial stretch is almost too much for you. Your nails sink deeper into his shoulders as he pulls you down further down onto him. âJoel,â you whimper, biting back a loud cry. Youâre fully seated, his cock completely sheathed inside you, his head pressing against your cervix. Youâre so full of him.
One of his hands abandons your hip and slips over your lower belly.
âThis where youâre feelinâ me, pretty girl?â he coos gently. âThis where you feel Daddyâs cock? In your belly?â
âYes,â you sigh out contentedly. âFeels so good.â
You lift yourself off of him, then slide back down in a slow, languid motion.
Joelâs head falls back onto the couch. âChrist.â He mutters the word, his chest heaving. Staring up at the ceiling, he takes a moment to catch his breath and silently wills himself not to explode. Once heâs managed to somewhat compose himself, he looks at you again, pupils blown so wide you canât find a single trace of brown. âGo on, then,â he rasps. âGo on, sweetheart.â
The living room fills with the sounds of low moans and panting breaths as you move, alternating your maneuvers between rocking and bouncing on him in a frenzied, fast paced rhythm. The friction of his pelvis each time you grind into it winds up the coil between your hips and suddenly youâre desperate, so pathetically desperate for another release.
âYeah, thatâs it baby,â Joel encourages, feeling the beginning of his own climax building quickâmuch too quick for his liking. âJusâ like that, honey. What a good girl you are for me, so fuckinâ good for me. Just like I fuckinâ knew you would be.â
âFuck,â you whine. âYou feel so good, Daddy. Feel so fucking good inside meââ
Leaning back, you firmly plant both your hands on his thighs and arch your body, head falling back as you pick up the pace. The burning fire casts a soft, orange glow around you and his jaw falls slack. His eyes drink in every single fucking thing about you, watch you with an adoration that, for the first time in your whole life, makes you feel wanted. Actually wanted.
âJoel,â you whisper his name over and over. Youâre both beginning to lose track of where you end and he begins. You can hardly hear the praises that are spilling from his plush lips over the squelching wet sounds of your cunt sliding up and down his cock. Thereâs no chance to warn himâyour mouth parts in a silent scream as you come undone on him.
âMâso fuckinâ close,â Joel grunts. He feels his cock twitch as your pussy grips him like a vice. âWhere? Where do you want it, pretty girl?â
âInside me. Please, I need you to come inside me,â you plead him, the innocent tone of your voice the last thing to push him over the edge heâs teetering on. âFill me up, Daddyâplease, want every drop of you inside meââ
Joel reaches for your arms and yanks you forward, into him. Throwing them around his neck, his own arms wrap around you and roughly slam you down onto him, holding you firmly in place. He bucks his hips upwards, balls tightening, his cock pulsing as he comes. Strings of hissed curse words and deep gutteral groans muffle when he drops his face into your collarbone. Still holding you in place, he spills his load into you, his seed filling you to the brim.
He sags back against the couch and pulls you with him. Wrapping his arms tighter around you, he lets himself stay buried inside of you, the primal in him relishing the heavenly feeling of his come dripping messily out of your pussy and all over his thighs.
âYou alright, sweetheart?â he asks after a minute.
âMâperfect,â you mumble against his chest. Youâre not sure if itâs because youâre coming down from a high or if itâs because heâs tracing patterns on your shoulder blade with his finger, but you shiver in his arms.
âLet me get the blanketââ
Joel starts to move to get up, but you stop him.
âNo, please donât,â you say, pushing him back. You put all of your weight onto him, as if he canât move you off to the side if he really wanted to. âIâI want you inside me for a little while longer. Please.â
âBut baby, youâre coldââ
You donât bother explaining to him that youâre not.
âJust hold me. Please.â
And thatâs exactly what he does.
Snuggling into him, you close your eyes and Joelâs hand strokes at your hair. Between that, the thrum of his heartbeat against your cheek and the sound of the fireplace crackling behind you, youâre nearly soothed into sleep.
âJoel?â
âYeah, darlinâ?â
âI hate Thanksgiving,â you admit, smiling tiredly to yourself when you feel a laugh rumble in his chest.
âDo you, now?â
You nod. âI do. But Iâm really thankful for you.â
Giving you a gentle squeeze, Joel kisses the top of your head and murmurs, âWell, mâthankful for you too, sweet girl.â He pauses momentarily. âI ainât all too sure how Iâm sâpposed to just let you go home. I know I have to butââ
Lifting your head off of his chest, you take the side of his face and cradle it in your palm. You meet his gaze, heart sinking when you see the sadness that has replaced the lust from earlier.
He doesnât mean home to your parentsâ house. He means Chicago.
You graze his beard with your thumb. âIâm coming back in a few weeks,â you remind him, gently. âIâve only planned to spend a week out here just for the holidays, but I can visit sooner. As soon as the kids go on winter break, I can come back to Austin.â
âYouâd do that for me?â
âOf course I would, Joel. Iâm not sure how it would work what with my parents and all, though. I donât want them catching onto us.â
âCâmere.â Joel brushes your lips with his before he makes his promise. âIâll figure it out, baby. Leave it all to me and Iâll figure it out.â
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wave | lee donghyuck (part two)
part 1 | masterpost | full fic not split in two
pairing: lee donghyuck x fem reader genre: college au, academics rivals to lovers, kinda fake dating, forced to work together on a project, smut, fluff, humor (idk), music major!haechan, music major!mc | not really requested but thank you đ anon for the inspo summary: your indifference toward Lee Donghyuck, also known as Haechan, becomes rivalry when he decides to sabotage you. The battle turns into a war, the war turns into a plan, and the plan, well, the plan fails miserably... or succeeds wonderfully. After all, itâs all about points of view. Or, Haechan thinks he found a way to distract you and be better than you, but doesnât think it thoroughly and screws it up. warnings: smut, weed/alcool consumption, thigh riding, oral (receiving, giving), unprotected sex, teasing, etc | inclusivity notes: reader wears different hairstyles (no mention of texture, type and color), no mention of body type (but haechan lifts her a few times), no mention of skin color, no use of y/n wc: 20.3k (out of 42k)
a/n: hereâs the second part. please if you liked it leave feedback (comments, reblogs, asks), i love knowing your opinions and it keeps me motivated to keep posting my writing. enjoy!
After too many dates, too many studying sessions together, and in general too much time spent together âeven with his group of friendsâ you feel like this is a relationship that simply hasnât been named, yet. Something about everything doesnât feel like just sex and hate.
Youâre fine like this, for once believing you can let loose a little and still do well in your studies.
Haechan, instead, thinks his plan is going amazingly. He knows he has you distracted, he knows he takes away your time, and he knows everything is technically perfect. But the plan is not the best made of his life, and the more time passes, the more he forgets about it, and the more he thinks about you.
He never planned to use you, that had to be clear. He just wanted to distract you with sex âsomething you both wanted to haveâ and give you a boyfriend experience so you could write the song in the best way possible. But in doing all that, he is more caught up in you âand not only because of the plan, he is just caught up in youâ than in his studies.
Itâs nine pm on Sunday after he dropped you home around four pm this afternoon. He made you meet his girl friends too for lunch and then you went back to his place to stay together for a while. But even if you spent almost the entire day together, he still misses you.
He rolls on his back as he goes into his contacts to text you again, he doesnât have to scroll down, youâre second on the list since he last annoyed you forty minutes ago but you still havenât replied.Â
haechan: can you answer me?
haechan: i miss you : (
haechan: you didnât even let me eat you out
haechan: you looked so pretty in that skirt i think it looks better with my head underneath it
haechan: fuck and now iâm hard thinking about you
mortal enemy: the only hard thing should be the books you should be studying on, remember we have a test tomorrow?
âFuck,â he screams, sitting up. âWhat?â
He never forgets these things. He always writes them down in his agenda that he maniacally reads every day to make sure heâs always on time with his studying schedule. He canât have forgotten about it. But, apparently, he did.
His thumb quickly wipes to call you and your answer doesnât let him wait.
âIâm studying,â you huff annoyed as you pick up his phone call right away.
âWhy would you go out with me if tomorrow we have a test?â
Your chuckle reaches his ear through the phone before he gets to hear your voice again. âWhy not?â
âDonât you want to be the top one? What about your grades? This adds up for the finals.â Panic fills his voice, heâs hoping you remembered just now and havenât been studying since you went back, but youâre too relaxed for that to be true.
âYeah, I know,â you reply, too calmly for his liking. Was his plan working? No, because you knew about it. And he completely erased the test, too busy thinking about you.
âAnd you go out?â He asks again as anxiety starts to take over him.
âWhy would I lock myself up before a test? Itâs not even that serious. Thereâs the topic you pick, and then like four questions that will surely be the main things we discussed in class, Professor Kim only knows one way of making tests.â
He groans, he canât believe youâre always so ahead of him. âHow do you know these things?â
âI use my brain,â you reply nonchalantly. Â
âSo you started studying⌠when you got home?â
âLast week.â
âLast week? Are you kidding me?â He screams so loud that heâs sure you have to move the phone from your ear.
You sigh, rubbing your temples, Haechan knows it, you always do that when he pisses you off somehow. âYou didnât open the book at least once until now?â Â
âIâŚâ I would usually read through the notes at least once a week, but Iâve been too busy. âIâve⌠I read the notes, until some weeks ago. I got busy, okay?â
âWere you perhaps distracted by something Hyuck?â You ask teasingly, and he can see you twirl the end of your hair in your fingers while your tongue pokes at your cheek.
âNothing distracts me,â he mutters, frowning even if you canât see him.
âThen hang the call and try to read the notes at least, Iâll send you the recordings of the lessons, play them all night maybe something will stick to your brain.â
âOkay, bye. Wish me good luck, please,â he says, and you chuckle. âNo seriously, donât manifest against me, I need all your good energy.â
âI will, Hyuck. Just give it a quick read and then try to get as much sleep as possible. You have a brain and youâre smart with it, itâs better for you to be active tomorrow than force information that just wonât get in, alright?â
He hums, weirdly feeling a bit calmer at your words. ââkay, goodnight, babe.â
âGoodnight.â
Haechan sighs, slumping on the bed, boner long gone and anxiety on his chest, until the screen lights up again and a few messages from you show up.
mortal enemy: 10 audios + 10 files âmusic theory notesâ sent the audios anyway but my *perfect* notes should be enough to not make you pull up an all-nighter also donât stress too much, I appreciate the act of chivalry to make me top this class grades again :;
He forgot about an exam, he didnât study for it, yet heâs smiling like an idiot because of you.
Haechanâs screwed.
âSo, how did it go?â You ask, blocking Haechan as soon as the bell rings and Professor Kim dismisses the class, letting you know the results will be in next week.
Haechan glares at you, and you suck your teeth. âCome on, it wasnât that difficult,â you say, sitting on his desk, as he looks for something in his bag.
âI did great, I just donât want to admit your notes are perfect and were enough to save my ass,â he says, and you canât hold back the smile.
âYouâre welcome,â you say, standing up and kicking him playfully with a swing of your hips.
âHey! You couldâve made me fall,â he jokes, grabbing his bag before taking a step back so you can lead the way out of there. âAnd thank you.â
You chuckle, lowering your head to hide that dumb grin on your face. âYou know, I wanted to ask you why we never revisited music theory but I thought you wanted to do it on your own, maybe you were scheming something against me.â
âWhat? I would never scheme against you,â he says as you start walking to lunch.
You stare at him with a raised brow, and he huffs. âIt was in the past and you did it too. Also, what would I scheme?â
âI donât know, maybe you sneaked into his office and stole the test to already know the answers?â
âThat would be cheating, not beating you. Thereâs no fun in that,â he says, holding the door of the cafeteria open for you.
âYouâre such a fair rival,â you joke as you head to the buffet to grab something to eat.
âWait,â he stops you when your plates are full. âWhy donât you sit at our table? I hate seeing you eat alone.â
âHave you ever considered I canât stand how loud your friends are?â
âOh come on, you already deal with them when you come to my place.â
âExactly.â
Haechan huffs, standing in front of you to stop you from going toward your table. âWe can go to yours today.â
You furrow, lightly tilting your head to the side. âWe donât have anything to study.â You try to decipher his expression and think if you could get so distracted to forget something you had to work on or revisit. Â âThe song?â
He shakes his head. âI mightâŚâ he pauses, trying to find a way to say what he wants to say thatâs not so humiliating, but then he gives up with a heavy sigh that rolls from his lips. âOkay, I need help.â
âYou?â You scream, attracting some attention on you, and Haechan glares at you, pulling you to the sides so that the curious gazes can linger away from you.
âYes, me,â he replies through gritted teeth. âItâs just a small thing, but I donât get it.â
You smirk smugly and he rolls his eyes. âFine, I canât wait to tutor you,â you reply, starting to walk to his group of friendsâ table.
âWhy canât I ever win with you?â He whispers, shaking his head and following you.
Youâre not sure Haechan told you the truth. He is smart but he isnât the best actor ever, and when he came to your place to try to understand that small thing he didnât understand in sociology, you were pretty sure it was just an excuse. You explained it in less than five minutes, he got it too quickly and immediately started messing around.
You donât mind it, though. You enjoy spending some time with him. Heâs a good distraction. Surely you wouldâve fixed some notes or listened to some lessons instead of⌠well, instead of being on his lap with your fingers in his hair and his hands on your ass, grinding on him.
You hold in a moan when he concentrates on your neck, kissing, biting, and sucking the spot that makes you shiver. And youâd like to go on like this, but you need more. So you shift on top of his thigh, while yours presses against his hardening dick and makes him growl.
âWhat are you doââ
âShh,â you shush him quickly, pressing your thumb on his lips before replacing it with your lips. âOuch,â you gasp when he bites on your lower lip. âWhy did you do that?â
Haechan chuckles, shrugging before leaning close to you again. âWhy not?â
You frown but have no intention of carrying it any further. You can feel your panties stick to your skin and you just want to come, not really caring if itâs just like this.
But the moment of intimacy, if you could call it that, gets interrupted by the buzzing of his phone in his pocket.
âGod, just answer,â you yell when Haechan ignores the third call but whoever is on the other line has no intention to stop trying.
Haechan rolls his eyes as his right hand leaves your ass to search through his pocket and huffs annoyed when he sees the name on the screen.
âJaemin, what?â Haechan groans as you keep moving on his thighs, ignoring his deadly glare. âNo, Iâm busy.â
You faintly make out an angry reply from the other side, but you donât care enough to understand what Jaeminâs saying.
âNo, I canât go out with you.â
âWe can,â you reply loudly enough so that Jaemin can hear while Haechan scowls at you again, muttering a scold under his breath, but his anger is quickly addressed to his friend on the other side.
âYes, Iâm with her,â he huffs, rolling his head back, trying to stop your movements but failing. âDonât ask questions. And yes, fine, fine.â
When he hangs the call after mumbling a quick, annoyed goodbye, you chuckle. âThought you didnât want to hear my annoying friends?â Itâs all he asks, leaving a small, teasing slap on your asscheek.
âWhat were we supposed to do? Stay inside all day?â
âYes, we have everything here,â he says, spreading his arms to point around. âAnd youâre still grinding on me.â He looks down, eyes narrowing as he stares at your hips.Â
âIâll finish and then weâll get out,â you wink, starting to move faster but he has no intention to get back into the mood, not yet, at least. Â
âYouâll stain my pants and where do I come?â He huffs, and youâre sure heâs trying to find an excuse to donât go outside rather than one to donât fuck with you. He would never say no to that, especially when you two are already in the middle of it.Â
âTake them off,â you urge, jumping off him, waiting for him to get undressed as you do the same, your panties the only thing staying on. Â âCome on. You donât want to be late.â
Haechan groans, âyouâre so⌠so greedy. You just want everything.â
âYeah, am I allowed to have one flaw?â You bat your lashes at him, grinning when his eyes roll in the back of his head. âOh, will I stain the underwear, too?â You ask when his lower half is completely bare to your eyes.
âHoney, Iâm not coming inside my boxers, canât wear your panties to hang out with the boys,â he says annoyed.
You chuckle, climbing on his thigh again, watching him whimper when your bare leg brushes against his dick and you press on him to be as close as you were before.
He doesnât know why you didnât take the panties off, but he knows he doesnât want them there. He wants to feel you on his skin. As hot as this is, he wants to feel your pussy drip down his thigh, and your panties are stopping the full experience.
âOh, for fuckâs sake, Donghyuck!â You scream when the sound of the fabric ripping hits your ears and the chill air of the room hits your warm core.
He groans. âItâs so hot when you say my real name with an angry tone, makes it hard to hold back fucking you.â
âYou need to stop ripping my stuff,â you complain, trying to hide how hot you found that, the ripping of the panties and that fucking smirk on his face now that he lays back against the headboard of your bed, so proud and snotty that is hard for you to hold back fucking him.
âShut up, you love it,â he says, pulling you into a rough kiss, pushing your body closer while his hand rests on your hips to guide you in the movements. âAlso they werenât a good pair, if you were in lingerie I wouldâve asked you politely to take them off.â
âYou will never see me in lingerie,â you retort, pulling away as your hand sneaks down and starts moving up and down on his throbbing cock.
âFuck,â he groans, âat least warn me?â
âIâm half naked, grinding on top of you and I have to warn you when I grab your dick?â You ask. âIf you donât want, I wonât make you come.â
âNo, just âfuck,â he glares at you when you concentrate on the tip, âdonât be a bitch.â
âSorry, sorry,â you chuckle but still move your hand quickly, following the steady rhythm of your thighs. Your head rolls back when one of his hands creeps under your shirt and cups your boob, his thumb brushing against your hard, sensitive nipple.
Haechan sucks in a deep breath when your thighs start shaking around his and your cum drips down his thigh. âFuck,â he moans, eyelids fluttering as he looks at you, head reclined back as you hold onto him with only one hand, the other still busy taking care of him. âThis is so hot, you are so hot.â
The compliment pushes you closer to reaching your high and when he lifts your shirt to wrap his lips around your sensitive nipple, you lose it.
You whimper and quiver, hips moving messily as you keep riding your high, breath getting stuck in your throat when he accidentally bites you as his orgasm washes over him unexpectedly.
âFuck, sorry,â he mumbles, and if you werenât still so lost in your pleasure you would let him know you liked it.
When your hips still, and the dizzying sensation calms down, you lay your head against his shoulder for a while as his arms wrap around your waist.
âCan we stay in?â Haechan pouts when you try to get away from him, reaching for your hand to keep you next to him before he rolls over when you shake your head and jump off the bed. âPlease.â
âWe canât always fuck and study and study and fuck,â you reply, cleaning yourself up, holding in a sigh when you realize he stained the cover of your bed with his cum. Â
âWho said I want to do either of those things?â He says, looking up at you with puppy eyes, pushing his lower lip out to pity you.
âI know you,â you reply, glaring at him before pulling your pants back on, not even caring about putting on another pair of underwear, you wouldâve had to wash all those clothes anyway after taking a well-deserved shower, but for now you only had to pick some clothes to go out with the boys.
âNo, letâs stay in and, I donât know. Should we sing?â He proposes, jumping on his feet and putting his discarded underwear on.
You laugh, staring at him in shock. âYou want to sing?â
âYeah, you have a guitar, right?â
You nod, turning around the corner where your guitar is.
âDonât you want to hear my angelic voice?â
You take a deep breath at his brag and then exhale loudly. âBut Jaemin?â
âFuck him, I donât care,â he says while a small victory grin already starts widening on his face. He knows youâre about to give in. Â
You huff, rubbing your temples and giving up fighting him when his fingers are already typing on the phone to tell his friend you two canât come anymore.
When he puts the phone away and smiles at you in anticipation, you sigh. You really are stuck with him, arenât you?
âWhy donât we prepare biscuits?â You suggest. You wanted to bake something for a while now, but you never really find time to dedicate to the kitchen.
âBiscuits?â
You nod, stealing his sweatshirt to wear on top of your shirt before walking to the kitchen âthat space you consider the kitchen.Â
âIâm a mess when it comes to cooking, you know, right?â He confesses as he leans against the countertop, watching you move around to grab all the ingredients and tools you need.
âYou? Admitting youâre bad at something? To me?â You ask with a teasing tone, but youâre genuinely surprised he let you know without turning even this into a competition.
He fakes a laugh. âVery funny,â he says. âI just donât want to hear you complain if I make some mistakes and ruin your perfect biscuits.â
You chuckle. âCan you weigh the ingredients and then put them all in a bowl?â
âAll at the same time?â
You nod, handing him what he needs and showing him where the scale is. âIs not that hard, even you can do it. Plus, it will be another thing I teach you today,â you wink.
âCareful, baby. Donât start thinking youâre so much better than me,â he says, starting to weigh the ingredients and putting them in each separate bowl.
You scoff. âHoney, I wonât start thinking that,â you say, resting your head on his shoulder, âI already think that.â You leave a teasing kiss on his cheek before he hits you with the flour and you gasp.
âOh, no, weâre not doing that,â you warn, taking a step back, seeing how heâs ready with another handful of it.
âThen take it back,â he says nonchalantly.
âI never take back the truth âoh, Jesus Christ, Donghyuck!â
He laughs loudly, bending forward as he glances at you, flour on your face and well, his sweater. âDonât call my name like that again, though. I wonât resist this time,â he says when he finally stands up and stands right in front of your face. âNow, will you take it back?â
âNever âAh!â You scream when he lifts you up without a warning and sits you on the table before he starts tickling you. âNo, no, please,â you babble, shaking your head and trying to stop his hands on you but heâs faster. âOkay, fine, Iâm not better than you â Iâm not better than you!â
âGood,â he says, stopping his torture and smiling proudly. âI love it when you listen,â he jokes, kissing you again.
You should hate it âor at least donât like it so muchâ when he kisses you like this, out of nowhere, for no reason at all other than wanting to shut you up, or maybe to feel you. But you truly donât mind. Actually, you lean in for another one, and another one and another⌠until you feel this is once again going in another direction and, as much as youâd love to indulge in the moment, you want to prepare those biscuits.
âEnough,â you say, pushing him away and jumping off the table. âNo more food waste and weâre doing this together.â
You discover you and Haechan work better in the kitchen than in other fields, maybe because thereâs no tension pushing you to do better but you are listening to each other, teaching tricks, and simply having fun. And this atmosphere stays with you even when he grabs the guitar and starts playing the tune of your song, you sing some bits of the lyrics and then jokily propose to add some about baking cookies on a cloudy spring afternoon, expecting him to laugh at it but he just smiles and tells you to go on. And you do, mumbling something about being in the kitchen, humming, baking, and laughing. You think itâs too clichĂŠ, and you will surely go back to it obsessively until it comes at you like you want it, but he loves it.
Then the oven rings, signalling the biscuits are ready and none of you can believe they came out good, nothing burned, and theyâre tasty. Somehow, those cookies, feel like the biggest achievement you two ever made together.
âMaybe we should stop fighting each other,â he mumbles, after chewing his last bite. âWe make a pretty great team.â
You smile, cleaning your lips with a napkin, crumbs falling on the table. âHate to agree, but we do,â you say. âI mean⌠we kinda teamed up months ago, donât you think so?â
âWe want to kill each other, and you call that teaming up?â
âItâs our way of teaming up,â you reply, handing him a clean napkin so he can clean himself, and he takes it. âWe just like to keep the flame alive, if we stopped bickering at all, it wouldnât be so funny.â
Haechan shrugs, he guesses so. âNot like anybody else ever stood a chance with us on top.â
You chuckle. âImagine if someone is using our rivalry to get to the top and we never noticed them.â
âHoney, trust me, I wouldâve noticed.â
Once youâre done eating, you push him into the shower. Thereâs flour, and dough on all your clothes, and you still need to wash off the sex of before. Youâd opt to shower separately but youâre tight on water and you have to make the best out of the confined space, reason why his plan to fuck another time fails.
âWhy are you wearing my pink robe?â You turn around two seconds to grab the towel you prepared for him, and he betrays you. âThis was for you,â you say, holding up the white towel as you stand there naked.
âI already put it on, itâs wet,â he says. âCome on, itâs pretty.â
âYeah, thatâs why is my favourite robe,â you pout, but still wrap the towel around you because you donât want to freeze.
âIâll make it up to you,â he says, and, before you can even think how, you donât feel the ground under your feet anymore. Your arms immediately wrap around his shoulders for more safety as you let him carry you outside. You have no idea what is going on today, but you like this, how heâs taking care of you âin his way, of courseâ and how this feels good.
âYou have to change it anyway,â he says when he drops you on the bed and, as soon as you open your mouth, he knows youâre about to complain about the wet towel on the dry covers. âIâll help you change it later.â
While you change into your new clothes, your pink pyjamas with small black hearts as a pattern, you watch him walk around as if heâs so familiar with the place ânot that it would take much for anyone to know where everything is, considering how small it isâ but something about it makes a feeling of comfort and warmth spread in your heart. Nobody else had ever been inside that place.
But then you snap out of it and realize heâs naked, and his clothes are dirty, so you rush to the closet to find something to give him.
âSo, mhh,â you say, making the things you grabbed fall in front of him, whoâs sitting at the table. âI have those sweatpants and a sweater, or these pyjamas if you want it, itâs pink, but it doesnât look like you care much,â you note, looking at how much heâs rocking your robe.
âPink pjs! Weâll match,â he says, eyes lighting up as he wastes no moment getting out of the bathrobe.
âOut of the kitchen!â
âThereâs not even a wall?â
âStill, get out,â you say, pushing him with force away from there. âBetter.â
He rolls his eyes but still grabs the shirt and pulls it on him, blinking when he sees a pair of clean boxers. âWhy do you have these?â He still studies them, thinking he has seen them before.
âBecause theyâre yours,â you say nonchalantly while fixing your hair in a braid.
âTheyâre mine? I left them here?â
âI mightâve accidentally dragged them with me once,â you confess, looking at him with a big, awkward smile.
âWhen?â
âWhen Jaemin almost pushed the door down and we had to rush to get dressed. I just stuffed everything in my bag and your underwear was next to mine so, ta-da,â you say, stretching your arms and shaking your hands to complete the sound effect.
Haechan sighs, nodding. âOf course, it must have been because of Jaemin, somehow.â
âWell, it turned out useful, just put them on. I donât want to see your dick more than necessary.â
Haechan scoffs and bites back a comment as he finishes getting dressed. âYou have to admit I look really good in pink.â
You look at him up and down while he twirls, and you smile. âYou would be my favourite Barbie at the mall if they sold you in boxes.â
âGod, youâre so annoying, canât ever make normal compliments,â he complains. âCome on, help me with the bed. It wonât clean itself.â
Making the bed with him is tiresome. His weird way and theories about making it lead you two to bicker more than you should and remake it twice to see who is right âyou, obviously. So, once youâre done with it, laying on it with him by your side, you know not even God himself will make you stand up to cook dinner. You donât need to say a word, Haechan already has his phone out ready to order, and you couldnât be happier. Â
You spend ten minutes deciding what movie to watch and another five bickering because you donât want to eat on the bed, but he insists you wonât make a mess, and if you do, he will help you clean up. It ends with you giving up and the bell ringing with your order ready.
You never have nights like this. You always try to cook on your own and donât waste money on eating out, and you also never finish the movie or the series you start, either too tired halfway or with something more important to care about, for example, some notes to copy, or lessons to listen.
But this is nice.
You two joke, laugh, eat, and then you start to feel the sleep take over you, and you donât think about sending him home or falling asleep on the pillow.
And as you rest your head on his shoulder, Haechanâs more and more sure that his plan failed.
âYouâre playing with me, right?â You ask when Haechan messes up for the nth time. The end of the year is approaching, and you two are getting ready for yet another test, the last before the finals, but right now heâs testing your patience not getting a single answer right. Youâve been stuck in his room for hours now.
âI wish I was, my brain is fried,â he huffs, throwing his head back on his chair.
Youâre speechless and you shake your head. âItâs super easy, you were better than me in this class, what the fuck is wrong with you?â You snap.
âHey! Why are you so pissed? Shouldnât you be happy youâll beat me even in this?â
âBe serious,â you say, sending him a deadly glare. âWhat are you thinking about?â
âIâmâŚâ he huffs, shaking his head, and turning around in his chair to avoid you. âIâm just stressed for a lot of things. Iâm tired, I didnât sleep tonight.â
âYou struggled even last week. And when the Professor asked you something in class you gave an answer that is just not you,â you say, cutting off his bullshit, grabbing the armrest of the chair, and forcing him to face you with a rough tug on the chair.
âThere are too many things to remember,â he says, after frowning at how harsh you have been. âItâs not that I donât know, itâs that I mess it all up.â
You sigh, rubbing your temples. âDo I have to motivate you?â
He lifts his head, staring at you with a furrow. âWhat do you mean?â
âLetâs play a game,â you say, sitting better on the chair, and Haechan gulps when doing so your skirt âshort skirt, incredibly short skirtâ rises. He will never tell you, but the way you show up on your dates is another reason why he canât concentrate. Itâs May, itâs so hot. Itâs your excuse, but he would bet youâre also doing it to mess up with him.
âNo,â he replies, already fearing your proposal.
âWhy not? You didnât hear it, yet.â
He sighs but signals you to go on with a quick movement of his fingers.
âSo, weâll revisit once again, Iâll try to explain all your doubts. Then, Iâll ask you a question, if you get it right, Iâll take off one piece of clothes, if you get it wrong, youâll take off one, and vice versa.â
âHow studying with you butt-naked would make me learn more things?â He almost screams in a high-pitched voice.
âSee!â You say. âYouâre already starting with the idea youâll lose.â
âBecause I canât get anything in my brain, and if I get it right then youâll have to take something off and all Iâll think about will be⌠you.â I already only think about you, heâd like to add, but thatâs too humiliating. Just like the grin on your face. He hates how weak he is. He hates how easy it is for you to win battle after battle. And he hates even more that his plan is showing flaws with each passing day. He doesnât want you to be his Waterloo, but heâs not sure he can come up with another strategy soon enough to beat you.Â
âFine, then no study-strip-poker,â you give up, but the smug smirk on your face doesnât drop when you start to think of something else that could motivate him, it only grows bigger when you finally get it. âIf you answer right to at least ten of the fifteen questions, Iâll suck your dick.â
Haechan gulps. His eyes immediately fall on your lips as his brain starts to wander on lands he shouldnât think about, not now at least, not when he has a bigger obstacle to face if he wants to get there.
âHey,â you call his attention, snapping your fingers and waving them in front of his face. âIt has to be motivation, not distraction. Do you want me?â
He huffs, throwing his head back. âCanât we just fuck and then weâll start again?â He pouts like he does every time he wants something from you.
âNo,â you reply sternly, stealing his sweatshirt from his chair and putting it on you. âYou donât get the prize if you donât win.â
âThatâs not fair. And why are you covering up?â
âSo you canât distract yourself,â you say. You might like to tease him with more revealing clothes, but your intent is never to get him to be this distracted. You donât want to be the reason he will fail this last test.
âYouâre not my distraction,â he scoffs, diverting his gaze, and moving closer to his desk.
You decide to ignore him, you know the truth, and as much as the idea of him starting to lose because heâs too busy thinking of you, sends you on cloud nine, you also donât want him to do terribly, especially in a class you know he loves and is good at.
âI know the theory,â he says, stopping you from going back to the start. âI wouldnât be able to produce songs if I didnât.â
âYeah, but you just failed to explain how you create and add effects, and you forgot the basic difference between the dry sound and the wet sound, so revisiting some theory wonât hurt.â
Haechan sighs but soon gives up as you hand him your notes. He always thought you were crazy for also having printed pictures of how the software works but now that he needs it, he couldnât be more grateful that youâre so precise with everything.
You start explaining things once again, cutting short about the most basic notions and diving deeper into the last lessons, as you try to stop as much as you can to make sure heâs still following you. And, after almost an hour, youâre done.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks when you take off his sweater again. âWhat about my concentration?â
âI needed your focus while I was explaining, now you have to answer even if you have distractions.â
He huffs loudly, throwing his head back. âBut donât play dirty, you canât touch yourself or anything like that.â
âIâm not that cruel, I just want you to answer me,â you say. âSo, letâs start with an easy one, should we?â
Haechan answers the first questions with ease, not like he usually would, but itâs still better than the mess of before. And he would be so close to getting the last one that keeps him on thin ice, he only got five wrong...
âNo, no, no, please,â he begs, trying to stop you in place. âPlease, give me one last chance. Ask me just one last question.â
âYou got six wrong, babe,â you reply, loving how heâs almost on the verge of tears as his big brown eyes look up at you.
âBut it was hard, I will never remember all the types of old reverbs unit,â he whines, coming closer to you.
âThen why do I?â
âDonât lie, you donât remember them either, I canât even pronounce some of those names.â
You chuckle. âOh, itâs really funny when the lack of a good fuck gets in your brain.â Itâs not about sound design anymore. Itâs about the desperation behind his eyes; knowing he wants you so much even if youâre the biggest reason for his despair gets your body hot and your pussy wet.
He groans, slumping back on his chair as he gives up on you. Or so he thinks because when he doesnât pity you enough and youâre still packing your things to leave, heâs back again with his complaint.
âPlease, one last chance? I didnât mess the others up, I just made some tiny mistakes.â
âAnd you didnât answer to two,â you say, ignoring him, trying to keep a serious face to not show your true emotions.
âDo I have to get on my knees?â
You snicker. âYou look good on your knees,â you taunt but you donât expect him to do that. âGet up!â
âNot until you give me another chance,â he retorts. âPlease.â
You huff, rolling your eyes. âFine, but just one.â
He nods enthusiastically, almost looking like a puppy being teased with a treat before he sits up in front of you.
âThe differences, all the differences, between the shelving equalizer and the peaking equalizer.â
âOkay, I know this one, I know it,â he says before he starts explaining without missing a single detail. âSo?â He asks with eyes full of hope as if he doesnât know he just gave you a perfect answer.
âIt was⌠great,â you tease him but you canât keep a straight face when you see the pout on his face. âKidding, kidding, you answered perfectly. So, I guess you deserve your prize.â
âYes,â he screams, and in a second he throws himself on you but you shake your head and push him back on his chair. âWhat?â
âYou sit there and let me handle this,â you say, placing your hands on his thighs. âTake them off,â you order, tilting your head to point at his grey pants. You see heâs confused about where you want this to go, but he obeys you anyway. âEverything,â you add when heâs still in his boxers. âGood boy, come here,â you say, patting your lap.
Haechan frowns. âYou said you were going to suck me off.â
âI know, and have I ever break my promises?â
âI donât know.â
âJust trust me and come here,â you order, waiting for him to follow. âCanât believe youâve been this hard all this time,â you say, wrapping your hand around his hard cock, starting to pump the pre-cum that leaked.
âYou teased me,â he huffs, trying to keep his composure as he watches your hand moving on him delicately.
âI know, babe. Iâm sorry,â you pout, one hand sneaking under his big white shirt to tease his nipples.
âDonât,â he mutters, but you only laugh.
âDonât, what? Let me take care of you, youâre stressed.â
He doesnât reply, his head falls back as your movements on his dick quicken. He feels so small in your hold and he should find this more embarrassing but he doesnât care. He loves the way your hand wanders delicately on his body and your lips leave pecks on his neck while the movements on his dick are fast enough to give him what he wants but not too fast to ruin this moment.
Your hands keep moving while your lips kiss his neck and jaw.
âFeels so good,â Donghyuck hums, shifting in your lap.
âI told you,â you chuckle, watching him roll his head back on your shoulder as his eyes close. âThe others will hear you,â you say when his whimpers get louder.
âDonât care,â he moans. âFeels too good.â
You smile and shrug. If he doesn't care, who are you to worry about it? Itâs not like they donât know what happens between you two.
So you quicken your hand, sliding up and down his sensitive dick so fast you make him tremble in your hold.
âYouâre so cute like this, you know?â You say. âYou look so small and delicate.â You expect him to get mad but instead, he moans and nods swiftly. And you know that stress got him good. Donghyuck, admitting to be vulnerable in your hands? You can only thank the weight the University is putting on his shoulders. But if thatâs a way to make it go away, you canât complain.
âIâm gonna â gonna come,â he whimpers when you start rubbing your thumb on his tip. âFuck.â
You trap his scream with your other hand, staring at him as he slumps against you as his orgasm washes over him, squirting white strings of cum on your hand and his crumpled shirt.
âGet on the bed,â you urge while lifting the shirt off his body, leaving him naked. He barely has time to put himself together, but you donât care and you know he needs more too.
âDonât you think itâs a bit unfair that youâre still all dressed up?â He asks, still sitting on top of you.
âDo you want me to suck your dick, or do you want me to leave?â Is the only thing you have to say to make him obey with no more complaints. âGood. You should be thankful I gave you another chance. Right now you would be masturbating all alone and have no knowledge of sound design, so⌠what do we say?â
âWhat do you want me to say? You didnâtââ
âWhat do we say?â You shut him up, pulling his hair back harshly as your body weights on his lap, eliciting a broken groan.
âTha â thank you,â he mumbles, cock throbbing right against your thigh. âThank you but, please, do something, Iâm⌠I need you.â
You snicker, letting go of his head and crawling back on the bed. âYouâre so pathetic,â you mock, grabbing his dick again. âBegging on your knees just because you wanted my mouth.â
Haechan groans, throwing his head back but the harsh slap on his thigh makes him snap his eyes open.
âWhy?â He squeaks.
âEyes on me when Iâm talking to you,â you order before lowering down so you can tease his tip with your tongue, making him bite back a loud moan.
âPlease,â he pleads, and you finally give in. When you take him in your mouth, the broken breath that rolls from his lips makes your pussy clench around nothing.
âShit,â he moans, fists clenching in the sheets as you suck harder, moving your head up and down in quick movements. He wants to look at you, knowing it will be even harder to not come on the spot, but heâs fighting with so many parts of him, he doesnât know what to do.
When you pull away to look at him, he whines, hips bucking up in search of physical contact. You snicker, âand then I am the greedy one?â
âYouâve been teasing since you stepped inside the house,â he whines, trying to grab your hand but you donât let him. âCome on, Iâve been good.â
Itâs true, he has been good, but you donât want him to come yet. âYou canât come, not yet.â
âFine, just â just donât tease me. Please,â he cries, begging you with his eyes.
You start taking care of him seriously; bobbing your head up and down while your hand wraps at his base to touch him where you canât reach. Your movements are quick, but not too messy, since youâre trying to avoid creating a pool of spit and pre-cum all over his lap.
âYour mouth, fuck,â he groans, involuntarily fucking into your throat and uttering a slurred apology. âYouâre just so good. God,â he curses, and you catch him rolling his eyes. âEven at â even at this youâre good.â
You snicker to yourself and keep focusing on his dick, heavy on your tongue as you suck with force.
You might be too good, cause it doesnât take a lot for him to explode in your mouth; a brief warning for you to choose if you want to pull away and then the pleasure runs through his body for the second time.
You barely have time to clean your chin from the cum that dripped down that Haechan pulls you close to him, kissing you intensely while his hands are all over your body. âWant you, please, please fuck me,â he begs against your lips.
You slip out of your panties, quickly grabbing the base of his cock to line it with your soaked entrance because you canât wait anymore.
âOh, fuck, youâre so wet,â he hums when you sink, wrapping your hands around his shoulders.
âWant to take merits for this, too?â
âWell, yes,â he retorts. âShit, donât move, itâs not fair.â
âEverything is fair between us,â you say, starting to pick up a rhythm that makes him struggle to come up with a snarky reply. âLoss of words?â
He groans, throwing his head back and tightening the hold around your waist. âYou can âmmphâ you can talk all you want but âughâ I am the reason why youâre soaked.â Somehow the way youâre bouncing on his dick itâs not enough to wipe away that smug smirk off his face, and you canât stand it.
âJust shut the fuck up and enjoy this, will you?â You snap before kissing him roughly, cupping his chin with force before nibbling his lower lip, making him hiss. âI like it when you moan, so please, just fucking moan. The only words I want to hear are my name and begs.â
Your âthreatâ is effective because he doesnât dare to open his mouth again.
âGood boy,â you praise without ever stopping to kiss him and moving your hips at a quick but regular speed.
You quickly realize that stress has gotten to you, too. You love to pretend it doesnât affect you, and that you donât need to let off steam, but you do. You are desperate to feel carefree for a few moments, put all the books and papers behind and have fun. And worst, you need him.
Donghyuck is what makes you feel good. It doesnât matter if itâs mostly physical, he takes you to another world every time. He makes you feel wanted, he puts you through the test, but he makes everything worth it.
Youâre so sure of it as you let your body crush against his, your fleshes meeting in a messed-up tangle of flaws. The kinds of flaws you both grew close enough to show each other.
In a few minutes, waves of pleasure hit you both and your bodies collapse into each other as you keep lazily riding that sensation; muscles on fire, lips meeting in messy kisses, moans panting the room, and your hands looking for each other.
When you lay on the bed side by side, you feel disconnected, and, truly, the only thing youâd like to do is to close your eyes and fall asleep, but your eyes fall on the clock against the wall and remind you why you went to his place.
âFive minutes and then weâre revisiting again,â you say, knowing the only way to get up is to say that thought out loud. Â
Donghyuck groans, pressing his face against you and mumbling, âcan I eat you out if I make no mistakes this time?â
âWeâll see.â
Youâre woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of the piano playing from the living room. The other side of the bed is empty, and the sheets are crumpled up, signalling you Haechan got up somewhere during the night.
You two went on a trip the whole weekend. Not like you had a choice when he passed by your place and told you to get in the car without giving you any information. You got mad at him when he told you it wasnât a one-day thing, but you were too far from town to even think of going back. And even if initially you were angry because your plans for the weekend were different âstudying all day for three daysâ your anger disappeared quickly.
This is the second night out; you spent the entire day wandering around a town you didnât even know before and got closer to each other. You love the thrill with him, but you soon realize you also love it when thereâs peace between you. Itâs impossible for you to donât bicker, but you learned how to balance everything. And the more you get to know him, the more you like him.
âCanât sleep?â You ask, watching his features being lit up by the faint moonlight and a small lamp at the side of the piano. Itâs an old one, almost left abandoned in the living room of the small, cheap house youâre staying in for the night.
Donghyuck shakes his head. âGot a tune I couldnât get off my mind so⌠here we are.â
You smile, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as you sit next to him. You donât talk, you only watch his fingers move on the notes looking like ballet dancers. Youâve never seen him play the piano before, you werenât even sure he could. But youâre amazed at how many things heâs talented at, the guitar, the piano, production, singing, dancing âand making your days less grey.
You donât tell him, you only lean in, resting your head on his shoulder as he keeps playing the sweet melody.
âItâsâŚâ he huffs, stopping for a second. âDoesnât it sound messy?â
âNot at all,â you reply. âIt sounds upbeat. Happy.â
âOut of all the ways you can describe music,â he chuckles, looking at you.
You look up, shrugging. âIâm describing how itâs making me feel.â
âYeah? And what does it feel like?â
âPlay it again,â you say, closing your eyes and letting the tune lull you. âIt feels like spring. Like a field full of sunflowers, the ones you see at the side of the highway, passing by so fast before you can even get lost in their beauty.â
Haechan chuckles, holding back the big smile on his face. âIt reminds me of those late summer evenings, when the heat dims a bit and the sky is pale pink and purple and blue, and time is frozen.â
âYeah, when youâre ten and you donât want summer to end because it means you have to go back to school,â you smile. âWhen you would stay out all day and come home with the smell of your favourite cake that your mom just baked.â
âReally? Your mom would bake that too?â
You nod. âChocolate cake, basic and too messy for the heat of summer. But my mom loves me too much to donât bake it for me, even if itâs 30° outside.â
Haechan chuckles, and his fingers start moving faster, starting the melody of what could be the chorus of the tune.
âIn this part, it feels like a wave. Iâm picturing running on the beach as the waves crash at your feet and the wind blows against your face.â
âWhy are you smiling?â He asks.
You shake your head. âI â I can⌠it feels oddly romantic, a bit tormented, maybe confused, but in love,â you whisper. He gives you a weird look, and youâre not sure if itâs because youâre not using technical words to describe it or because youâre just weird. But thereâs a reason youâre not being technical, youâre saying what it makes you feel, the vivid pictures in your mind. And, somehow, thereâs you and him.
You two on the beach, walking on the sand before he starts running, teasing you to follow him. Thereâs the scent of the sea filling your nostrils and your lungs burning up as you reach him and then fall in his arms and feel your heart explode.
âItâs an unexpected feeling, something that wasnât supposed to happen and then⌠changed everything. Itâs thrilling. Scary, but satisfying.â You avoid his gaze but hear him hum in agreement, and wonder if heâs thinking the same, if he can feel this tension.
âSo, something that sweeps everything like a wave,â he asks, and you nod. âSunset,â he adds, smiling at you, slowing down the rhythm of his fingers. âI can also see the sunset colouring the scene. The kind that makes you look up and stare in awe like a child.â
âThe one we saw yesterday,â you reply shyly. âIt made your eyes look even more brown,â you confess, watching his cheeks tint up of rose.
âThe kind that leaves you breathless,â he whispers. His fingers are still moving but theyâre playing the same notes, heâs too busy staring into your eyes, leaning closer to you.
âAnd speechless.â
And a bit closer.
âAnd grateful youâre on earth.â
And closer.
You move back, coughing and lowering your head because you feel on fire. Is he making fun of you? Does he feel this? Why is he so confusing?
âIt feels like a road trip with nowhere to go,â you say to fill the silence, and your words make him play again. âThe calm while everything outside is falling apart.â
âLike running to your safe place?â
You nod. âIt feels like⌠home.â
He smiles, looking in your direction while his fingers still play that sweet melody. âI always believed home is a person, even people, but not a place.â
You swallow, staring at his lips before your eyes meet his. âIâve forgotten that feeling quite some time ago,â you whisper, feeling your head spin. You left home and never looked back, eager to chase your dreams, the ones youâve been fighting hard to achieve since you were a child, but in that marathon to success, youâre starting to realize you lost something.
âYou just need to find the right people, and then never let go.â He leans closer to you, hands falling from the piano as he leans in completely to trap your lips in a kiss. His hand cups your face while the other moves to the back of your neck, pulling you closer and moving his thumb in small circles. You feel like your lungs are on fire, and your legs are weak, but your heart never pumped harder than this. And when he slowly pulls away, youâre staring into each otherâs eyes.
You know all the words to your song.
Itâs true youâve tried to avoid Donghyuckâs group of friends as much as you can âmostly to preserve your brain from early injuriesâ but itâs also true that the end of the second academic year is tearing you apart and you need to do something to donât go insane.
So here you are, itâs Friday night, at their place, and youâre surrounded. Haechan has left you alone for a moment, busy talking with Mark. Jeno is trying to set up the table in the living room, while Renjun runs after him because âthings are not perfect enough.â Yangyang âno, he doesnât live with them, but for some reason, he is always aroundâ is in the kitchen doing only God knows what.
For your luck, you have Jaemin and the girls by your side. Ningning, who apparently has something going on with Mr Loverboy at your side. Yeri, who is there just to bully Haechan, Mark and Yangyang  âan old tradition that goes on since high school, and you love her for that. And Minjeong, whoâs the nicest and yet smartest person you know, you are relieved she is in creative writing with Jaemin. You met them all before, one of the thousand times Donghyuck dragged you around with him, and the four of you got along right away, quickly becoming friends.
âTheyâre so loud, I would have a constant headache living here,â Yeri huffs loudly, rolling her eyes and falling backwards in Ningningâs arms.
You raise a brow as a âtold youâ moment.
âTheyâre not that bad usually,â Jaemin defends, looking at his friends, now all too interested in something that regards what they are supposed to eat.
âPfft, please, Jaem,â you say, glaring at him.
âHow would you know?â He says. âOh, no, yes, actually you would, youâre always here.â
âSee, so stop defending them,â you say before becoming aware of the three sets of eyes boring holes into you. You turn around meeting your three friends and lift a brow in a questing look.
âWhy would you always be here?â Ningning teases, nudging you.
You roll your eyes. âDonât wander too far with your brains. Iâve got a project with Hyuck.â
âHyuck? You used to go around calling him by his stage name just a few months ago and now itâs Hyuck?â Yeri points out, smirking smugly.
You throw a pillow at her. âHeâs always attached to my hip, of course, we got closer,â you explain, frowning.
âSure, sure,â she laughs. âNot even the boys call him Hyuck.â
âThey do,â you retort.
âOf course you know, youâre always here,â Minjeong giggles and you gasp.
âYou traitor!â You say, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her as you both laugh.
âMove your asses over here, motherfucââ Yangyang screams before Renjun slaps a hand on his face.
âI will kill you all one day,â Renjun says, storming into the kitchen to bring more drinks as you sit down around the table.
âPlease leave us out of it,â Yeri screams loud enough so he can hear.
âSure, you can even help me get it done if you want to,â he says, sitting between Jeno and Yangyang, handing the bottles around.
âIâm in,â the four of you say simultaneously, raising your hands and they all gasp as they glare at you.
âGuess we better sleep with our eyes open tonight,â Yangyang mutters.
âYou should always sleep with one eye open,â Yeri threatens, smiling creepily.
You chuckle at their antics, but your attention is caught by Donghyuck who sits by your side. âWould you kill me?â
You smile, caressing his hand on his thigh. âHoney, what are you saying? You would be the first that has to go.â
The smile on his face drops and you laugh, turning to the table to grab something to eat.
âYou know,â he whispers, leaning in so only you can hear, âno dick tonight.â
You lower your head, trying to hide the embarrassment, but then lift it up and shake it, fixing your hair behind your ear, and turning to him. âNot like something couldâve happened tonight anyway.â
âPeriod?â
âPeople,â you say and he chuckles, opening a can of beer before taking a sip.
âAs if that ever stopped you.â
You roll your eyes, stealing the beer from his hand, âas if that ever stopped you.â
He smiles, resting his head on his palm as he looks at you. âYou never said no, though.â
You wave him off, returning your attention to the table, but it doesnât last much, theyâre deep in a heated conversation and youâre missing something. âWhy are they bickering⌠again?â
Haechan chuckles, shaking his head, grabbing a spring roll, dipping it in the soy sauce before taking a bite. You roll your eyes because you need to be updated right away but when you look at him munching happily you canât hold back a smile.
âSo,â he says, cleaning his lips after he swallowed, âJeno wants Renjun for a project, but Renjun has war traumas of the last time they did a shooting together and doesnât want to.â
You giggle, grabbing a spring roll too, and dipping it in the same small cup of Donghyuck, while you both pay attention to the conversation.
âBut youâre perfect for it,â Jeno insists, shaking Renjun from his shoulders, not caring about the pissed-off expression of the older.
âIâm literally not, ask anybody else but me,â Renjun repeats, a deep crease visible on his forehead.
âBut you look like an angel,â Jeno pouts, finally stopping his movements and batting his lashes to gain some pity.
âI might look like an angel, but I feel Satan rising in me every time you talk,â he says, making everybody laugh before he glances, and the room goes quiet.
âCome on, how bad can it be?â Minjeong says, and you see her shift closer to Mark, but you donât say anything.
Renjun groans, throwing his head back. He canât believe he might be convinced into this by the end of the night. âHeâs too much of a perfectionist, and Iâm not comfortable in front of the camera. Also, heâs not rich enough to have a studio and he always takes ages to put the light boxes in their place once heâs done.â
âOh, I wonât annoy you, I promise,â Jeno begs again.
âWe can rent a studio,â you say, all eyes on you. âI mean,â you cough, placing the small bite of the roll left on the plate in front of you, âme and Hyuâ Donghyuck have to shoot the cover for the songwriting project, I donât think we can wait any longer since we also have to record the song and then come up with an advertising strategy.â
âThen rent a studio?â Renjun says, coming out colder than he intends to. âNo, wait, I just donât get why you have to drag me in this.â
âJeno proposed to be our photographer, but I doubt we can do it at home. And since we wouldnât be paying for his job. Sorry,â you mouth quickly glancing at Jeno who shrugs and smiles at you. âWe can at least put the money for the studio.â
âAnd where do I fit in this,â he cries, shoulders slumping as he knows thereâs no way out of this, no matter what you say next.
âWell, since you pay the studio per hour, I donât think Jeno will torture you much. He takes two hours with you and two hours with us and in a day, we are done. Also, if there are four of us, we can be quicker,â you finish explaining, hearing some hums of agreement from your other friends.
Jeno doesnât say a word, heâs only smiling widely with his face close to Renjunâs as the latter regrets all the life choices that brought him here. âFine, Iâll do it,â he exhales, groaning when Jeno hugs him and screams a cheer in his ear. âStep away before I change my mind,â he warns, slapping Jenoâs arm and glaring at him when he does as told.
Yeri sighs deeply at your side, rolling her eyes and muttering, âchildren.â
You chuckle, finishing your roll, and stealing Donghyuckâs beer again before talking to him. âSo, I guess weâre almost done.â
âAlmost done? You still didnât show me the lyrics, have you even written them?â
âHey,â you scold. âAre you doubting me?â
âI donât know, last time I checked, you were the one struggling. I offered you four bases, and all the words Iâve read from you ended up crumpled in the bin.â
You sigh. âIâve got the song,â you reassure him.
âReally?â
âYeah, and I also picked the production. I mean, I⌠I wrote it because of that production.â
Haechanâs smirk widens when you start stuttering and looking away, trying to look unsuspicious in your friendsâ eyes. âReally? And why are you shying away?â
You almost jump when you feel his hand on your thigh, resting on your bare skin under the skirt. âIâm not,â you whisper, trying to keep cool.
He snickers. âYou know Iâll have to see it and you canât keep it a secret from me, right?â
âI know, I donât want it to be a secret. Youâll read it.â
He squeezes your thigh, and you glare at him. âNot now.â
âRight, later, under the cover when weâll watch a movie,â he jokes.
Yeri coughs beside you and you see your entire life pass in front of your eyes, but you fake nonchalance and turn to her. âNeed something? Some water?â
âSome tea, honey, some tea,â she says, raising a brow and pointing at the man at your side, now busy talking with Yangyang.
âI can make some.â
âStop playing me,â she whispers, sending you a deadly glare. She can be scary at times, youâre not surprised the boys listen to her in the blink of an eye.
âHeâs just being stupid, he flirts even with walls,â you say.
âDoes he touch their thighs?â
âNo, heâs not,â you say, only to gasp when she looks down and his hand is still on you. You push it away but he puts it right where it was and you can only sigh.
Yeri snickers. âAh, lâamour.â
Your head rolls back as you let out an annoyed sigh. âLove my ass.â
Yeri shrugs, sipping from her small bottle of soju. âDonât care, thereâs still something going on, and Iâm interested.â
âIâd love to mock you with somebody but youâre more closed than an unopened can of beans.â
âYou are so bad with words. How do you write songs?â
âI donât write about beans, clearly,â you say seriously before you both laugh.
âYou two, mind to share whatâs funny with the class?â Ningning calls you out.
âSorry Professor Ning, weâll be even more annoying next time,â Yeri retorts.
âWhy do I feel youâre quoting something we canât understand?â Renjun says.
âBecause youâre right,â Yeri replies.
âYesterday Yeri almost got us expelled,â Ningning says with a forced smile on her face, making you all gasp.
âWhat happened to sharing information?â Mark screams, leaning in with interest.
âWhy do you care so much?â Yeri shrugs, grabbing a bowl of tteokbokki to eat.
âMh, hello? You got your asses out of Uni,â Minjeong says.
Yeri only rolls her eyes, resting her head on Ningning. âIf a tteokbokki falls on my clothes youâre dead,â the blonde-haired warns before bringing her gaze to all of you. ��In her defense, it wasnât her fault. Not at the start, at least.â
âNo,â Yeri retorts, sitting up straight again, and placing the bowl on the table, âit wasnât my fault, period.â
âHere she goes again,â Ningning sighs, puffing and shaking her head, making you chuckle. But Yeri is not paying her attention, too busy telling the facts right.
âProfessor Choi hates us and treats us like kids. Not only his lessons are boring, and I would like to add, useless, but he also thinks weâre in kindergarten.â
âDid you fight with him?â Jeno questions, frowning, already fearing a positive answer.
Yeri gulps, looking around to take time to answer.
âOh, God, tell me you didnât,â you say, staring at her with a worried expression.
âHe asked for blood,â she says, getting fired up.
âYou fought a Professor?â Jaemin gasps loudly.
âShe didnât,â Ningning intervenes when Yeri is about to open her mouth again. âJust because I was there to babysit her, but she didnât.â
âI didnât come here to be treated like a child,â she says, crossing her arms on her chest. âWe werenât even being loud. We were sitting in the back of the class, minding our business and he called us out. There was a group of boys in the middle row watching fucking porn and he called us out.â
âEw,â it comes out collectively.
âBut unless the headphones werenât connected how would he know?â Yangyang asks.
âI donât care! He hates us,â she groans.
âSo you decided to make him hate you even more? Smart move, Yerim, smart move,â Renjun says sarcastically, and she glares at him.
âI just decided to drag her out when things got a bit heated,â Ningning says.
âNot in a Beyonce way I guess,â Haechan jokes, and Yeri slaps him as you move back to give her space to hit him.
âHey! Why are you helping her bully me?â He asks offended.
âCause you deserve it?â You shrug.
Donghyuck looks around in disbelief, groaning when everybody agrees. âFake ass friends, canât even trust your own shadow in this group.â
âBack to what matters, safe to say you wonât pass the class,â Renjun says.
âWe will, thereâs only one lesson left, and weâll pay attention,â Ningning says and Yeri raises her brows. âWe will pay attention. He might hate us, but, you know, a bit of boot-licking and weâll be fine.â
âFine,â Yeri gives up. âBut only because I donât want to see him ever again.â
âWe once fought so hard we got kicked out,â Haechan confesses, bringing the attention to him.
âYou and?â Jeno asks.
âDumbass, Miss Better than him, thought you heard them bicker every two seconds,â Renjun replies instead, pointing at you with his index finger.
âHey!â You say. âI mean, thank you for acknowledging Iâm better than him but it wasnât so bad.â
âOh, trust me, it was,â Mark comments before drinking his beer.
âAnd you were teaching us a lesson, uh?â Yeri teases, eyebrow raised at you two.
âWe didnât insult the Professor,â you explain. âWe were just at each otherâs throat.â
âWhy?â Minjeong asks.
âHonestly? Canât remember, we fight about everything,â Donghyuck replies.
âWe donât fight,â you clarify. âWe discuss. And sometimes things take a bad turn. Not anymore, we learned how to survive with each other.â
âOh, Iâm sure,â giggles Yeri and you kick her knee with yours, making her groan.
Haechan sends you a look you ignore, and you go on explaining. âWe were just stating our thoughts, but we werenât exactly agreeing, and we couldnât stop, so the Professor told us to take it somewhere else.â
âAnd you did? You simply couldâve stopped,â Renjun asks in disbelief. He canât believe he thought you were normal.
âWe had business to settle, okay?â You explain.
âOh, and we sure did,â Haechan chuckles under his breath or so he thinks because the room goes quiet, and you think you want to strangle him.
You have to come up with something.
âYou only won because I gave up,â you say, looking into his eyes, seeing the devilish glint behind, warning him to not say a word more.
âYou always give up if thereâs a prize you can take,â he clicks his tongue and you gulp.
âOookay, weird tension in the room, itâs clear the only one not getting laid is me,â Yangyang cheers, bringing you two out of your competitive stare. Youâd like to complain, saying itâs not what he thinks about, but youâre still stuck, brain busy thinking about something else.
âThis night itâs boring, if we donât do something funny, Iâll act out my plan of killing you all,â Renjun says, standing up.
âI still donât know whether youâre joking or not,â Mark says.
âBecause Iâm not.â
âCaught you!â
âHyuck!â You scream, turning around, holding a hand over your chest as his arms wrap around your waist and his chin rests on your shoulders. âYou couldâve killed me.â
âYouâre eating cake without me, thatâs the crime,â he says, pulling your hand to his face to take a bite.
You roll your eyes. âJaemin told me he had to store it away because Jeno and Minjeong were eating it all.â
âSo, you were hiding, uhm?â
You hum, cutting another piece and diving it in two to give it to him. âHe said I could eat it. Also, I think I had too much alcohol and I need to put something in my stomach.â You sit on the countertop and he takes his place between your legs.
âAm I allowed to eat it?â
âI guess so, Iâll take the blame if he says something,â you giggle.
âDonât think he will notice, too busy dancing with somebody,â he says, hinting at Ningning. Â
âThey look cute together,â you say, smiling fondly.
âOh, they do. If only he could grow some balls and confess,â he says.
âDo you confess, Casanova?â You tease.
Donghyuck smirks. âHow does it look like?â
You shrug. âDonât know, you tell me.â
He rolls his eyes before he realizes you two are not together. âWait, are we⌠no, never mind,â he says, pulling away, and turning to the door.
You grab his hand, stopping him. âWhat?â
âJeno called,â he lies, trying to escape your hold.
âNo, he didnât. Heâs sitting with Yangyang passing the blunt around,â you jump off the top and face him. âAre we?â Youâre not sure what you expect him to say.
Donghyuck gulps, struggling to keep his eyes on you. âAre you fucking somebody else?â
Whatever you were expecting, that wasnât it. âAre you?â
âI asked you first,â he retorts.
You blink. âOh, really?
âYeah, really.â
âDo I look like I know somebody else besides us?â
âJeno likes you, and he told me you two are texting.â
âAs friends, Hyuck. I already told him Iâm taken â Iâm not, Iâm⌠Iâm taken by other things in my mind. Uni, fighting you, especially fighting you.â
Donghyuck snickers, not really what he expected from you, but deep down ânot even so deep, trulyâ what he wanted to hear. âYeah, I agree, youâre taken, mostly by me.â
Youâre about to retort but he slips from your hands too soon, leaving the small kitchen to reach the others. But youâre smiling. Itâs a dumb, small smile that lights up your face in the dark of the night, and your heart pumps. You two didnât name any of this, but âbickering asideâ you objectively know you acted like a couple. Itâs not about the sex, itâs about everything else. He started to pick you up before lessons so you could go to class together and sit next to each other âwhile he did everything he could to distract you. You ate at your friendsâ table at lunch, went out for dates, and occasionally even slept over. You are taken and probably for longer than you even realise. Donghyuck started filling your days months ago, and even your life.
Youâre still caught up in your thoughts that you donât hear Ningning enter the kitchen.
âI spy with my little eyes something suspicious,â she sings while pouring herself a glass of water, leaning against the countertop where you were before.
âFirst Yeri, and now you?â You ask, a small smile curling your lips while you walk to lean next to her.
Ningning gasps offended. âShe knew before me? Is this how you betray me? After I helped you style your hair?â
You laugh, resting your head on her shoulder, and inhaling deeply; she always smells nice. âI didnât tell her,â you confess. âHonestly, I donât even know myself.â
You canât see her, but you know sheâs smiling when her arms wrap around your body.
âSo, what is that, love?â
You hum. âI donât know what it is, but I know I like it.â
âI knew you were a romantic at heart,â she jokes, pulling away to squeeze your cheeks.
âIâm just happy. I donât think I need to put a name on this⌠on this happiness.â
A big smile spreads on her face and her eyes crinkle, her hand softly caresses your cheeks. âItâs not only Donghyuck, is it?â
You nod, pressing your lips in a flat line because something about this feels too emotional for you. Itâs 11 pm and thereâs faint music playing in the living room while people laugh, and joke, sharing a blunt or bottles of alcohol. And youâre in the kitchen talking about a boy you want to kiss and strangle with who, youâre sure, can now consider your best friend. Itâs the stupid fun of the early 20s. Itâs the sense of something youâve been missing for too long since you only let yourself be absorbed by your studies, leaving friendship behind.
And when a lonely tear rolls down your eyes, Ningning coos, gently wiping it away. âIâm happy,â you say, nodding.
âI know,â she replies, cupping your face.
âIâve been on my own since I came here and I never regretted believing in my dreams even if it meant leaving the ones I loved the most behind, but now I realize what Iâve been missing,â you confess. âI love that theyâre so loud they give me a headache.â You both chuckle and your hands intertwine. âAnd I love that we all sit together at lunch even if most of you have to run from the other side of the building. I love how none of you hesitated one moment to consider me part of your group.â
âIâm so happy youâre with us,â she says, smiling. âI guess Donghyuck does something right sometimes.â
You both laugh.
âYeah, he definitely made my second year less boring than the first one,â you admit.
âCome here, I guess we both could use a hug,â she says, not giving you time to reply before youâre into her arms. You stay like this for a while, and you know more than before that this is what you missed the most. This is what college means. It isnât in the loud parties, the sex, and the drugs, itâs in the people you do things with. Nine young people like you, trying to survive this craziness by being each otherâs strength. You can still look at your goal right in the eye even if you have fun, even if you date, even if you have someone to walk down this road with.
âYou know, I knew you were a good one when you slammed your fist on the table at lunch when he made you fuck up the essay,â Ningning confesses when you pull away.
You laugh, wiping away another tear. âIâm glad he did, I wouldnât be here today if he didnât.â
âYou and Ning disappeared in the kitchen before,â Donghyuck says, searching in his closet to find something to make you wear for the night.
âYeah, we talked about us. I know I might not show it, but Iâm glad I found this,â you sigh. âI like them.â
Donghyuck smiles, sitting next to you. âThey all like you just as much.â
âItâs like I finally have a place where I belong. I have people to rely on, so maybe Iâll learn to stop wanting to deal with everything by myself.â
âI told you life doesnât have to be lonely,â he says. âI know that coming from me sounded like sabotage but I meant it. Having someone by your side makes everything easier.â
You smile and nod, grabbing the shirt heâs handing you. âI hate to say it, but you were right,â you chuckle. He doesnât reply and you donât drag the conversation, simply enjoying the thousands of words you two should be telling each other, but are not ready to face, yet.
âCan I use the bathroom? I need to freshen up a bit,â you say, breaking the comfortable silence. Most of the others are crushed in the living room, you think you saw Ningning sneak into Jaeminâs room but you were too caught up in Donghyuck to be sure of that, Renjun and Jeno might still be awake but youâre sure that all the weed they smoked wonât make them pay attention to you.
âSure, if you need towels theyâre in the cabinet under the sink,â he tells you, and soon youâre out of the room.
It doesnât take you long to clean yourself up; you wash your face and steal someoneâs products to get rid of your make-up, quickly get rid of your dress, put on some perfume âyouâre pretty sure itâs Donghyuckâs cause you smell like himâ and then wear the shirt he borrowed.
Once youâre done, you quickly make your way to the kitchen, and, passing in the living room, you see your assumptions are right; thereâs no sight of the two love birds, and the only ones awake are Renjun, Jeno and Yeri, while the others are crushed on the sofa. You expect a remark from the girl, but she barely notices you, too busy playing âtrying toâ something with the other two.
After a few minutes, youâre back in Donghyuckâs room, and you notice heâs changed into something comfortable, too. Heâs lost folding his clothes, and you let yourself get lost in his beauty. Too busy fighting him and trying to prove something, you realize you never noticed the smallest details that make him so handsome. The bridge of his nose, his soft lips, the moles on his cheek, his soft brown hair falling around his face.
âYou alright?â His voice brings you out of your daydreams and you nod shyly, feeling embarrassed for being caught staring.
âYeah, everything fine,â you reply, quickly walking to the bed. You see him staring at you with a confused expression, but avoid any awkward moment by reaching for your phone and pretending to be busy. But youâre not busy, youâre confused. Youâre not used to this, any of this. Your nights have always been filled with yourself and books (whether for school or your entertainment), and if you felt wilder a movie, rare were the occasions when you would go out with your friends. And regret is creeping on your back. You feel like you lost a lot, you feel like youâve punished yourself to get where you are now. And you think about love, how you treated your relationships, how little weight you gave them. And when you think about what you felt in these past months you wonder if you have ever even been in love.
âRemind me to never make you drink again if you get this sulky.â Once again, Donghyuckâs voice brings you back to earth, and when you turn toward that sound, you see heâs sitting next to you.
âIâm not sulky,â you chuckle. âI was just thinking about what I said before.â
He hums. âAnd?â
You shrug. âNothing. You canât change the past, I was just⌠having some bittersweet emotions.â Itâs the truth, but you know that deep down your brain is trying to make you focus on the friendships because you donât want to think about your biggest problem: the man you have by your side. This wasnât supposed to be whatever it is. It wasnât supposed to happen. And you donât hate that it did, but you donât know how to feel and act about it, cause you didnât plan it. You couldnât study this, you couldnât put this on a PowerPoint and have it all laid out for you to understand it, itâs not logical, itâs not a theory, a study, a thesis, itâs emotion.
âYou seemed happy before,â he whispers after a few minutes of silence passed. His hand gently rests on your stomach and you feel your heart race.
âI was,â you reply. âI am. I just wish I found this sooner, I always focused on my studies and career, and looking back at it now, it was lonely. AndâŚâ you sigh, rubbing the bridge of your nose, âIâm jealous of you, âcause you managed to be at the top with all of this.â
He chuckles, but itâs a tender sound, and then smiles at you. âWell⌠I managed until you came around. YouâŚâ he coughs, struggling to confess, âyou distracted me a bit, so I think youâre better than me at this socializing and rocking your career at the same time thing.â
You laugh. âI distracted you?â
âJust a bit, donât get too excited,â he warns, falling deeper into the mattress and laying in silence. You have your thoughts tormenting you, but for him, itâs no different. He knows his plan failed. Youâve been filling his thoughts, days and seconds for a few months now. Even when he was studying or recording, somehow, you were always there. At first, for spite, surely, but then, it turned into something else. Hate turned into teasing, teasing turned into lust, and lust turned into something more. He knows he doesnât just simply want you or need you. He craves you and your company, your study sessions together, your smart talks, your witty words, your annoyed eye-roll when heâs right, and the soft eyes when you listen to him. He craves you and your laugh, the suppressed one during lessons and the loud one when you are alone, or your hidden smirk when he makes you smile even if you donât want to.
He constantly comes back to you.
âAre you listening or are you avoiding me?â You ask when he doesnât reply to your question and he shakes his head, mumbling an apology.
âSorry, I was thinking.â
You chuckle. âItâs alright, it was a bitter question anyway.â
âNo come on, ask me again.â
âIt was just for fun. I wanted to know if I was the reason why youâve been doing a bit worst than me lately,â you say. Thereâs no mockery in your tone, instead itâs light and hides a timid blush as the words roll down your tongue.
Donghyuckâs body shuffles next to yours and only then you realize how intimately close you are, with your legs almost intertwined, his hand still on your stomach and his face resting on your chest. âWell, yes, you were an unexpected presence in my life, soâŚâ
âSoâŚ?â You laugh. âAm I so hot I got you horny all the time?â You joke but he doesnât crack a smile, instead he furrows and stands up to sit on the bed with his arms crossed.
âIâm not that horny,â he murmurs.
Your body mirrors his, and then your hands lift his chin up. âSorry, I was kidding. I didnât mean to offend you. I just didnât think you thought about me that much. I wanted to be on top but not like this.â
âTechnically, youâre not on top of everything, but anyway, we just spent a lot of time together, you know? So different studying methods and so on, shocked me a bit.â
You raise a brow, not because youâre so pretentious to think you distracted him that much, but because you think you learned to read him a bit and heâs not being honest at all. âSure, and you werenât busy thinking of me after our⌠dates? Coming home and texting me, and telling me how you shouldâve been between my thighs instead?â
He blushes, and you canât believe your eyes. âIt only happened once, and either way I never study at night, my pretty brain canât handle it.â
You laugh. âYour brain is pretty, now?â
âYeah, of course, everything about me is pretty.â He shrugs.
âYouâre a bit of a liar, you know? First telling me I distracted you and then taking it back, but itâs alright, I think we settled this war. Weâre equal now, right?â
âI guess you could say that.â
You huff rolling your eyes. âYouâre so competitive, God.â You fall on the mattress again. âBut maybe itâs good, we can keep this healthy and competitive.â
He hums, thinking about it and then nods. But you donât expect him to cage you with his body as he sits on top of you and reduces the distance between you. âDoesnât sound bad, we could try.â
You smile, trying to act nonchalantly, but itâs hard when heâs so close; hair a mess, face tired but still so fucking handsome, and plump lips so temptingly close to yours.
âI want you,â you whisper, looking straight into his eyes even if they make your knees buckle.
âI want you, too,â he replies before diving in and kissing you.
The last weeks before finals are hectic. You and Donghyuck spend all the time studying together. When youâre not locked in the library youâre either at your or his place, and most of the time you end up sleeping over with the excuse of âspending just a few minutes together without thinking about exams.â
Yet, none of you confess anything. Your relationship lingers in that limbo.
In all that chaos, what takes you more time is the songwriting project. You spend days in the studio to record and mix it. Then when you are done, you move to the studio with Jeno to shoot the concept photos. And it would been enough for the exam, but you and Donghyuck just have to go an extra mile, making an entire booklet with the photos and the lyrics inside, the physical CD with the track, the instrumental, and an acapella version.
Even if the shooting is long and tiring, since you have to style and do each otherâs make-up, and the only help is from Renjun, you have a lot of fun.
If at the start you feel a bit insecure with the poses, Donghyuck is the perfect partner to have to feel at ease. And Jeno knows how to do his job, making you feel like a queen after the first awkward shots.
âI love how the photos turned out,â Jeno cheers happily on your way to their place. âThe three of you are the perfect models. I will annoy you again to build my portfolio.â
Renjun rolls his eyes as his head slams against the bus window.
You chuckle. âCome on, Jun,â you say, pinching his cheek. âYou had fun too, you canât deny that. Also, you got so many beautiful photos for free, I wouldnât complain.â
âFree? Iâd like to remind you I helped you pay for the rent,â he retorts, sitting straight again. âBut yeah, I had fun,â he admits, making Jeno clap happily. âBut, I will do this again only if she comes with us.â
Jeno bats his eyes at you and you snicker. âYes, if I am what he needs to be dragged into the studio, I will come with you.â
âI love you,â Jeno screams, hugging you tight. When you hug him back, you make eye contact with Donghyuck, but he swiftly turns his head. Not quick enough to hide heâs not enjoying this so much; jaw tense, fingers closing in a fist.
You find his jealousy of Jeno quite interesting. Even if itâs true you got very close to him, itâs hilarious how Donghyuck thinks anything would happen between you two when Jeno is clearly taken by someone else; someone too busy plotting his murder to realize his feelings, but thatâs another matter.
And Donghyuck shows his jealousy even more when, once at home, you sit around the table to watch Jeno post-produce the photos and create the mock-up for the entire project with your supervision.
His arm wraps around your shoulder as he keeps his leg pressed against yours, and you have to hold back a chuckle. Yes, itâs obvious thereâs nothing between you and Jeno, but this makes you feel wanted, and you let him show it.
You know youâll have to deal with other menaces tomorrow; a hangout is already scheduled in the group chat with the girls after a quick text sent right away by Yeri. You love her, you do, but without that, maybe, just maybe, you wouldnât have four other pairs of eyes set on you â Jaemin and Yangyang are very curious when they want to.
âAre you listening?â Jenoâs voice brings you out of your thoughts.
You blink twice and then mumble, âwhat?â
He shakes his head. âDo you like the font?â
âOh,â you whisper. Your eyes adjust again on the screen that you were mindlessly staring at and focus on the project. âYeah, I love it.â
âWe were thinking of not putting our name on it since itâs more trendy lately,â Donghyuck says.
You nod. âYeah, I think itâs better like this. I also love the picture, I think it would be more powerful without the name on it but weâre not that famous, yet,â you joke making them laugh.
âThatâs why I didnât make it too big, so the focus would be on you two.â
âLove it, that's perfect,â you praise. âHonestly, seeing it all almost done, I feel guilty for not giving you anything.â
Jeno shrugs. âItâs alright. Iâm having fun doing this and can put it in my portfolio anyway. I did much worse and less fun for some courses.â
âWe will offer you a dinner,â Donghyuck says. âSomewhere cheap, though.â
After a few hours, everything is almost done. Jeno still wants to double-check everything tomorrow before sending it to be printed but the final results wonât differ much.
âSo, I think we should celebrate the project that brought you two so close,â Ningning says, winking at the last words, before raising an empty cup.
You chuckle, trying to escape Donghyuckâs hold, but itâs still firm on you. âItâs just a Uni project, there's nothing to celebrate.â
âWell, mine and Markâs is not that good,â Yangyang snorts. âI donât understand why you two always want to do so much extra work but whatever makes you happy.â
âWe love the song,â Donghyuck replies. âAnd weâre proud of it so we might as well fool ourselves it might get more than 30 listens on SoundCloud.â
âFor me,â Ningning says, âthis is huge. One day youâll be famous and we will get to say we were here from the start, so we need to treat ourselves and party.â
âYes, letâs treat ourselves to the cheapest pizza on the block. Oh, how I love being an adult,â Yeri huffs, slumping on the couch. âNo, but really, this is something to celebrate.â She then moves closer to you so that only you can hear. âAnd maybe if we get you drunk enough weâll get juicy info before tomorrow.â
You roll your eyes and shake your head. âFine, order these pizzas and letâs celebrate.â
The girls donât get you drunk enough to spill anything but get themselves drunk enough that Jaemin has to drive them back to their place. Truthfully thereâs nothing to say anyway. You and Donghyuck still didnât talk, you didnât even have sex lately. Too busy with everything, that was the last of your thoughts. But you did sleep together and basically lived in symbiosis. So?
You should feel happy about this project. Academically it will be another success, and honestly, one of your best works so far. So why do you feel this emptiness in your chest now that youâre sitting on a chair in Donghyuckâs bedroom?
This is the end. Now nothing holds you two together, and you fear that what you built over these months might not be strong enough for you to still hang out with you. You wonder if this meant anything to him. Sure, he likes you, but how much? Sex means nothing, and even if said between the lines, he got you to try out romantic things to make you come up with the song. And he succeeded. You have the song, the lyrics you tried so hard to put down. Fake dates, fake flirts, fake everything, but everything you put down is real. And itâs terrifying.
So absorbed by your torments, you donât see Donghyuck stare at you, standing in front of you changed into fresh clothes.
âHey.â His voice makes you flinch in surprise and quickly look up at him. Thereâs a frown on his face. âWhatâs with that face?â
You shrug, diverting the eye contact.
âAre you not happy with the result?â Donghyuck asks, grabbing the closest chair so he can sit right in front of you. Â
âNo, I love it. I loved everything so much and thatâs why Iâm sad.â There are many reasons why, and youâre not a master at dealing with too many emotions at once. Subjects? Books? Essays? Projects? They can fall and pile up on you and you wonât feel the weight of it. But real life? Feelings? Not where you excel.
âCause you wonât have any excuses to spend time with me and see me?â He teases, chuckling. Heâs still the same person you met one year ago but behind his playful voice and acts thereâs something tender, at least you like to see it this way.
âUhm, I hope we will keep seeing each other,â you confess shyly, doing everything in your power to not meet his warm gaze. His hands on his lap are a beautiful view now. âBut noâŚâ
His teasing smirk turns apprehensive. âHey, whatâs wrong?â
You shrug. This should be the easy thing to confess. A bit humiliating considering showing some weakness to him still feels like letting your mortal enemy pour salt in your open wounds, but youâre hiding more vulnerable things from him. Â
âNothing but⌠I was so sure I didnât want to be a singer, and I was more and more sure of working in Pr, and now⌠I donât know. I loved writing the song, like I always do, but this time felt different, as if⌠thatâs what Iâm supposed to do in my life, you know?â You look up because even if you canât take a mocking look you have to see his reaction.
He smiles, caressing your cheek. âI think youâre good at it so yeah, you should.â
Youâre taken aback by that reply. Deep down you wanted him to shred your dreams cause you feel like all of this is insane, and if you have nobody supporting you maybe you wonât indulge in it. But itâs clear that Donghyuck is not an enemy anymore and has your back now. Â
âYeah but⌠I loved singing and doing it with you. Being in the studio, recording, but even before when we were working on the melody and everything. And working on the concept? We did all that with just one song, can you imagine what working on an album feels like?â
He smiles and nods. âWell, yeah, I fantasized about it a lot, so yes. But why is it a problem? Why canât you pick this as a career?â
You can see in his eyes that heâs confused. Not by your change of path, but by your sudden insecurity. Deep down youâre shocked by that too. You have changed goals a few times in your academic career but somehow this feels so different.
âCause itâs rare to make it,â you mutter, nervously playing with your hands. Truth is, the chances of failure are so big, and youâre not sure you could take it. You and your perfectionism and your need to succeed on the first try. Â
âCanât say youâre wrong, itâs hell out there, but⌠youâre good, and beautiful, and Iâm sure that with your songwriting skills and your voice, someone will notice you.â
He had tried to make a name for himself longer than you, he knows it. During some vulnerable night conversation where you showed him your songs, he told you how many demos he had sent, and how hard he tried to build something at least on the socials. So you donât care if his words are driven by sympathy, he could discourage you, but instead, heâs supportive, and thatâs all you need.
âAnd what am I without your production? Will you be my Jack Antonoff?â
Donghyuck laughs. âIâd prefer to be your Aaron Dessner.â
âYeah, fine. I like that Haechan,â you say, highlighting that name that now sounds foreign.
âI donât want to hear that name roll from your lips anymore,â he chuckles and you hum laughing. Â
âTalking about lyrics,â he says after a few seconds, the phrase lingers in the air⌠âthis song was interesting.â
âInteresting? What do you mean? Is it bad?â Your eyes widen and the anxiety that left you jumps at you again.
He shakes his head. âI said interesting, not bad. You should know the difference.â
âItâs not funny, interesting means nothing.â
He chuckles. âSome phrases are interesting⌠thatâs it. They look familiar.â
You feel your body burn up in flames and you have to shift your gaze from him. You shouldâve scrapped that, he isnât dumb. (You believed he was up until two seconds ago, but apparently, he was just waiting for the right moment to trap you.)
âI wonder if something, or someone,â he winks, âinspired you.â
âThe sea. When we went there together. The sea inspired me,â you whisper swiftly, nervously biting the inside of your cheek. âThatâs why I called it wave.â
Donghyuck laughs. âIâm not talking about the title, and you know it,â he says, resting his hand on your knee. âFlow that Iâve never felt before? Meeting you through distinctive distraction is a miracle?â
âYou told me you liked it,â you say, playing innocent.
He rolls his eyes. âI do. I love it, actually. I just wanted to analyse it with you.â
You gulp when his fingers start rubbing on your skin. âWe shouldâve done it before recording it, donât you think?â
He clicks his tongue. âNah, I want to do it now. I think I already know who inspired you.â
âThe sea ââ
âDrop it,â he retorts sternly, squeezing your knee. âI think our plan worked. Well, unless you found someone else who inspired you to write a love song.â
âItâs barely a love song,â you stutter, body heating up.
âRight, some lyrics felt sexy,â he giggles. âYouâre such a master in holding me here and there and going up and up down and down again.â
You try to scoot away, but he blocks you by putting his feet under the leg of the chair. âSo what? Also, youâre dirty-minded, thatâs not what it meansâŚâ
He snickers, rubbing his thumb on your cheek. âWhy are you so flustered then?â
âCause youâre too close to me, I can barely breathe.â
âMhh⌠it reminds me of something.â
You roll your head back and mutter a curse under your breath. âIsnât it what you wanted? To inspire me? I did it. I romanticized everything and we got the song.â
âRomantized everything,â he hums. âIn this wave called you thatâs pushing in, I fall in love. You are the center of my heart. Feeling new, feel now. The wave that started because of you, babe. Dive into the world called you. Damn, your creativity is so good, you are talented.â
âAre you mocking me?â
âNo, IâŚâ he sighs annoyed. âIf you wrote it down in a song, why canât you say it to my face?â
You gulp. âI have nothing to tell you.â
He raises a brow. âSo youâre still confused. Should I satisfy you to hear you say it?â
You hide your face in your hands and groan. âFine,â you snap. âI â I wrote that about you. And I, God, this is humiliating. You heard the song, you sang it. Do you want me to say it out loud? Was that not enough?â
Donghyuck smiles, and, for a moment, you fear he will break into a mocking laugh, but instead, his smile gets bigger. âYes, I knew it,â he screams.
âOh⌠of course itâs funny to you, maybe this is what you wanted all along, make me fall in love and then make fun of me.â
âFall in love?â He whispers, stopping in his tracks to look at you, and only then you realise you said it loud and clear. And itâs worse than saying it in a song. âYou love me seriously? Like itâs not just attraction and maybe liking me?â
You feel like choking up on tears but try not to show it. âSo you can laugh at me more?â
âWhy would I laugh at you? I just want to know if what you feel is real,â he replies, and somehow he sounds even more annoyed than before.
You hum and nod, no words can leave your mouth.
âDid you really think I would use this against you? Donât you trust me?â
âI â I⌠I donât know, okay? I do, but also, this was⌠this was all fake, just to write that song and now itâs real. And it was never supposed to be real, and maybe you never wanted me, cause Iâm not your type and you hated me and we both wanted this to be over and now I feel like I can barely breathe without you, and I know that in the song I said I wouldâve left the decision in your hands but the idea of you not wanting me back makes me sick and I ââ
Your words fall into a void as he kisses you with no hesitation. Hands cupping your wet face and holding the back of your neck to keep you close.
âYouâre so fucking stupid. So, so smart and yet such an idiot when it comes to feelings,â he chuckles when he pulls away. âYou said I was an unexpected thing that completely changed your flow but do you have any idea of what you were to me? You ruined my second year,â he confesses, and your face quickly shifts into a worried expression, but he clears your doubts right away. Â
âI thought I could beat you, I thought I could have the upper hand and⌠you messed up my days and nights. I thought you couldnât fill up so much of my time when I already had so many friends but, fuck, I was wrong. And instead of distracting you, I let you distract me.â
âBut I â I didnât plan it, I didnât want to ââ
His thumb shushes you as his eyes crease in a smile. âYou didnât do anything, I just miscalculated. I didnât know the amazing person you are, and let jealousy consume me before love took its place without me even noticing.â
You almost gasp. âLove? So, you do love me back?â
He nods. âStrong word, I know. But goddam, you were ten times cheesier in the song.â
You laugh and he does the same.
âBut I am hurt, though. I canât believe you thought I was playing you.â
âWhat were the chances you were going to fall for me, too? Nobody ever falls for me.â
âGood thing you only needed me to fall for you,â he says, kissing you. âSo⌠did you fall for me at the beach?â
âI was confused back then. I knew I felt something but I didnât know what it was. I thought it was only attraction, but at the same time, I felt like I needed you, you know?â
âAnd to think I wasnât even sure of taking you there,â he giggles.
âReally?â
He nods. âI wanted to study, I already felt like I was falling behind and I thought I could use those three days to catch up, but then you crossed my mind and I forgot about the rest.â
You look down to hide the big smile on your face. No, youâre not happy you almost made him fail his second year in this war, but you love knowing how much he cares about you. The old Donghyuck wouldâve never confessed this, he wouldâve never shown how weak you make him. But now heâs proudly telling you how you genuinely occupied his thoughts.
âI know I didnât show signs of failure, but you did succeed in your plan just a bit.â
He snorts. âDonât need fools gold.â
âNo, Iâm serious. I mean, maybe youâre right, you didnât, but I think you succeeded in something better. You showed me I can achieve my academic goals and still live life. You showed me so much. I had fun on my own, and I loved it, but I also only had myself and nobody to count on, and that sucks.â
âI didnât do it.â
âYes you did, you pushed me out of my comfort zone and trust me, I did panic sometimes. I just hide it better. But you gave me the chance to meet seven amazing people allowing me in your friendâs group. Some of you have known each other for so long, thatâs probably when I shouldâve put my heart at ease and realised you truly cared about me.â
âYou fail to understand how likeable you are. Everybody loves you, you just donât pay them attention.â
You shrug. Heâs probably right. You never cared about that, but you wonât start caring about it now. You found your people, you found your place.
Staying at his place for the night is tempting, but, truth be told, you two want to be on your own on your first night as lovers. So, with the excuse of wanting to eat an ice cream (not an excuse, you will eat ice cream), you slip out of the place.
The others donât care. Honestly, itâs clear that everyone except you two was expecting this ending, but you will deal with this tomorrow at lunch with the girls. For now, you chuckle at Jenoâs wink before he rests his head on Renjunâs shoulder again, who barely waves goodbye before going back to the movie theyâre watching. Mark seems to be the only one confused at the way your arms are linked when you walk through the living room, but youâre sure that Yangyang, who has a teasing smirk on his face, will fill him in as soon as youâre out of the door. Jaemin will sneak at the girlsâ hang-out tomorrow, his face lets it all known.
âI love this place,â Donghyuck says when you enter your apartment.
âReally? This hole?â You chuckle, leaving your bag at the door and getting rid of your shoes.
He nods. âItâs cosy and quiet, and I get to have you all to myself.â Before he finishes the phrases he pulls you in his hold, almost making you lose your balance and you scold him.
âCan you be less clumsy?â
âMhh... no.â
âAlso, itâs not like not being alone ever stopped you from being the clingiest man on earth.â
He huffs, throwing his head back as he slowly starts walking backwards to reach the bed. âAs if you donât like it.â
âYou got us many suspicious looks,â you complain.
âGirl, everybody knew about us,â he says, falling on the bed with you. âI fear they were betting on a situationship but well, we didnât do anything to keep this on the low.â
You shrug. âWhatever,â you say, caressing his face to move the hair on his eyes. âI donât care. Tonight I just want to think about us.â
âNow youâre talking,â he hums happily. âCan I get a chocolate-less kiss?â
You laugh. âYou can get all the kisses you want.â
Your lips connect to his to start a sweet kiss that lasts for a while. You never truly pull away as your hands start moving on each other to get rid of the clothes and leave you half-naked on the bed.
âWanna taste you,â he murmurs, rolling around so your back is on the mattress before he starts going down. His fingers hook with the band of your panties and pull them down. âA bush?â
You huff. âI was just a bit busy, and didnât have time to shave.â
âGood. I hope you donât find time to do it ever again,â he says making you laugh.
âYou like it?â You ask.
âI love it,â he replies.
You donât have time to react because his lips are on you as soon as he's done talking. Your hips buck up and you fail to hold back the moans.
Donghyuck takes his sweet time, licking up stripes to get you wet before he starts sucking on your hardening clit.
Your head rolls back against the pillow and your hands canât help but tangle in his hair to pull him closer. The groan of pleasure that comes out of his mouth at your gesture makes you tremble.
âSo fucking sweet for me,â he mumbles against you. âMy sweet girl.â
A dumb grin curls your lips and your eyes try to open to get a glimpse of him. You regret that action cause his pretty face smashed against you as he eats you out as if you're his last meal sends shivers straight to your core.
âPlease,â you whimper, making him open his eyes to stare at you. Your throat tightens and you feel like you might pass out from that, but still force yourself to finish the phrase. âDonât stop, youâre so good. I â I never felt like this.â
He grins, pulling away only to reply. âYeah? Am I that good?â
You groan. Heâs still so competitive and always has to prove a point. But you donât care. Thatâs fun. Thatâs what you love about him. âYes, youâre that good. Just please, keep doing it.â
âNever planned of stopping.â
When his mouth starts moving on you again you see stars. Your neck falls behind, enjoy the softness of the pillow, and you stop trying to keep it together, moaning loudly and chanting his name.
His hands wrap around your thighs, keeping you close to his mouth. And each flick of his tongue pushes the climax closer, making you see stars.
Your breath gets messier as you hit your peak and pleasure takes over your body as you let go to that blissful sensation running inside you.
Youâre still gasping for air when you feel his fingers prodding at your entrance, slowly entering you.
âHyuck, what are youâ?â
âI want you to be ready for me,â he says. âI won't make you come another time, I promise. Just getting you wetter.â
You mumble a sound that makes no sense before you decide to relax and enjoy the sensation. Itâs not like you would ever complain about his fingers, you simply donât want to be too sensitive already. But heâs true to his words, his two fingers fuck into you, curling up right on your sweet spot, turning you on more and coating them white.
âAlways so good for me,â he praises when he pulls out, sucking them harshly before he leans in to kiss you. Your hands wrap in his hair as you pull him closer, letting your legs wrap around his waist to pull him down. âDamn, calm down,â he chuckles close to your lips. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âI know, but I want you close.â
Donghyuck smiles. âUnhook your legs for a moment and Iâll be as close as possible.â
Reluctantly, you do as ordered, knowing that as soon as heâll slip in, your legs will be exactly in the same place.
You barely pay attention when he does, too focused on the gentle kisses he's leaving on the crown of your head, cheeks and neck. Your eyes only open when he bottoms in and brings your legs around himself.
âHappy now?â He asks, brushing behind a few strands of hair that fell on your face.
âMore than happy,â you reply smiling. Your body moves on its own when your hips buck up against him, eliciting a deep moan to slip past his lips.
Thatâs the sign he needs to know he can start moving. One hand places on your waist to keep you in place and the other supports his body as he starts dragging his hips out.
You can feel your heart skip a beat when he leans down and hides in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply. âYou always smell so good, thatâs what tricked me to always be close to you,â he mumbles, nibbling your skin.
You chuckle, shaking your head. Even now he has something to say. Still, his words donât distract him from his actions. With each stroke, he hits deep inside of you, hitting sensitive spots that make your toes curl and your fingers close into fists on the sheets.
After finding the perfect angle, Donghyuck starts speeding up, his thrusts not harsh but fast enough to build up a steady rhythm. And, with each one, you feel a wave of pleasure invading you.
âCome here,â you whisper, cupping his face to pull him close. âWanna kiss you.â Your lips are on his right away and you both let go to a long passionate kiss as the hold of your legs around his waist tightens. One hand leaves his face to run on his back, feeling his muscles flex.
Your moans get louder with every passing second but they end up muffled in the messy kiss youâre still sharing.
When his hand sneaks between your bodies, so he can touch your clit in quick circular motions, you know you wonât last much longer. Your walls clench hard around him, and more wetness coats him as your hips buck up for more friction. And the last drop comes from his lips, leaving yours to wrap around your sensitive nipples.
âHyuck,â your voice trembles as you call for him. Pleading eyes looking up at him. You should say something sex-related, maybe praise how good heâs making you feel, or how close you are, but even if those are the thoughts on the tip of your tongue, the words that come out are completely different. âI love you,â you whisper in a hush, feeling the weight disappear from your chest. Saying it clearly is like finally coming to the real realization.
Donghyuck smiles, kissing you repeatedly on the lips. âI love you, too.â
And soon after, you both reach your peak. The pleasure shoots through your bodies like fireworks in the sky.
You stay like that for a few minutes, kissing each other as you wait for your bodies to calm down.
When he slips out of you gently, putting his shirt under your body to avoid a mess, you still have a dumb, but content, smile on your face.
You donât have the energy to move, so you lay there as you watch him move around to grab new clothes and two glasses of water. Just the time to pull yourself together, and youâre once again under the bedsheets, cuddled up against each other. You relax at the feeling of his fingers rubbing circles on the back of your neck and let his heartbeat be a sweet melody.
Mamma Mia is playing on the TV, but none of you has much energy to sing along to ABBAâs songs âhe has a bit more than you as he hums the words.
When he chuckles, you look up at him.
âWhatâs so funny?â You ask, staring at the tv with a frown on your face. The SOS scene not being exactly one of the funniest one.
âI was thinking about us,â he says.
âI do hope we wonât end up like this.â
âYeah, no, but you ended up being my Waterloo, I guess,â he whispers, looking at you. And then you get it, remembering when he sang it to you.
âI told you,â you reply, making him gasp offended. âWhat? You expected me to say something nice? You mocked me, you bragged and I cursed you with eternal love for me.â
Donghyuck laughs and then wraps his arms around you to pull you flatter against him, resting his chin on your head.
âYou know this doesnât mean Iâll stop trying to beat you, right?â He chuckles, but when you lift your gaze, getting a glimpse of him, you see his serious expression. And you hope he's true to his intention and that that spark set by your ambition will never die.
You smile smugly before relaxing against his warm embrace. âYeah, but weâll see if Iâll let you.â
YEARS LATER
âIs everything alright? Why are you looking at us like this?â You ask, shifting on your seat on the couch, looking at the girl in front of you.
âIs it true?â
âWhat?â Donghyuck says.
âIs it true that you two couldnât stand each other?â She says, big brown eyes staring at you with curiosity.
You quirk a brow, giving your full attention to your daughter. âWhy this sudden question?â
âCause itâs embarrassing to see tweets of people going insane over you two, but also I think itâs unfair how these strangers seem to know more about my parents than me.â
You and Donghyuck laugh. âAnd what do they say?"
She rolls her eyes. âThat they canât believe you hated each other and that you started dating her to distract her but ended up falling for her?â
You look at each other smirking before a tender, nostalgic smile takes its place.
âWould it be so terrible?â He asks, tilting his head.
She thinks about it for a moment and then replies. âIt would be a bit embarrassing for you, Dad. But also... cute. So?â
âIâd say itâs true,â he replies, shrugging.
âWait, so you really started dating because you hated each other?â She screams, sitting straight on the loveseat, leaning toward you with her body.
You chuckle. âWe didnât hate each other. We believed we could outdo the other. And your father did too much, as always.â
âYou were miserable before me,â Donghyuck replies, tightening his hold around your waist. âI had a plan, and it wouldâve worked.â
You roll your eyes. âImagine thinking you could make me fall in love and not fall in love with me,â you say to your daughter. âI was a real heartbreaker back then.â
âYou still are,â she replies, smiling. âMy friends go insane every time they realize who my parents are.â
Your daughter never brags about being your child. The famous singer, producer, and dancer Haechan, and you, who had a good launch as a singer before you realized that wasnât your world and decided to stick to be a choreographer and PR manager (well, mostly Donghyuckâs choreographer and his manager). But everyone close to her knows who she is, and itâs not easy to act nonchalantly about it.
She has heard many stories about you two. The gossip about your story running wild since you broke into the industry. But you never sat down and explained it to her, not until now.
âWe still have our charm,â Donghyuck laughs.
âI think the most important thing is your love and that you might be the best parents in the world. But Iâm saying it officially only if you donât turn it into a race.â
âUs? Turning something into a competition? We would never,â Donghyuck jokes.
She rolls her eyes, huffing loudly. And you canât help but smile thinking how similar to your husband she looks right now.
âHoney, forgive us. How do you think weâre still having so much fun after all these years? Thatâs how we thrive, we learned how to push each other healthily.â
âYeah, fine, Iâm glad your love story is still perfect, but seriously, no competition when it comes to me. I love you both so much.â
âCome here,â you say, patting the space in front of you on the couch. Hugging her when she sits down between you two. âYou are the only thing we wonât turn into a competition.â
Donghyuck hums in agreement, wrapping his arm around you two. âWe both won with you.â
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ever think about car sex with aeri... yeah, I do, a lot
I most certainly do too anon... a lot. ooouuu the au concepts to go alongside car sex with aeri are quite literally countless like I can envision after a dinner party w designer!giselle (she's been occupying my mind for weeks guys idk I wanna make like a miniseries on that aeri-), hooking up with stranger!giselle from the club in the parking lot, stepsis!giselle taking u out for an *innocent* midnight drive but u can't take ur hands off one another, bully!giselle putting u in ur place after u refused to do her hw, ugh I could go on and fucking on.
but for today, let's paint the picture of bestie!aeri. it's summer vacation and you both are bored at 2 am, deciding to go out on a joy ride with your bestfriend who you've been crushing on for fucking ever, and what's a friendship without mutual yearning accompanied by intense flirting and affection to make each other confused right? blasting music with the windows down as u both sing ur heart out to u and aeri's shared playlist (gay), both of your outfits leave little to imagination, sheer and flimsy tops with unbearably short shorts, it's hot as fuck so sweat gleams on ur guys' skin, shining from the street lamps and moonlight.
but the tension? my god it's insane. when the tone of the music shifts as sensual rnb plays rhythmically on the speakers, you look at aeri and holy fuck she looks god-like. the sheen on her milky skin from her perspiration, her messy hair clinging to her body, her arms toned perfectly clutching on the steering wheel, the way her tank top hugged her chest and waist deliciously, her juicy thighs on full display, and her lips plump red after licking them locking eyes with you at the stoplight. you were so dizzy, the ache in your core throbbing from the mixture of adrenaline and js looking at your best friend. u watched as she pushed her hair back with her big veiny hand, threading her fingers through her messy hair, still staring shamelessly as she drove into an empty parking lot.
doesn't take long for her to grab you by the neck (choking you) and pull your head forward towards her, making a choked noise, practically a whimper. her smirk and eyes are filled with lustful intent, your eyes watering with need as you beg her to take you in every way with your dazed expression, and so she does. the sex is messy and oh so desperate. even with the car ac, you both can't help but to feel so hot, even if you're fully naked. her hands are js as greedy as yours, clutching grabbing grasping scratching at skin, pulling each other as close as physically possible.
moans fill the car as you finger each other, your digits drilling in and out of your friend's pussy, her's mimicking your movements, need evident on your faces. forehead to forehead with her as you both release pleasurable noises onto each other's mouths, on her lap as one hand is in her hair, the other thrusting into her, her hand digging into your waist as she fucks you with no remorse. cumming insanely hard on each other, immediately switching to rubbing clits tgt, using each other's slick to slide on the other's pussy. the sensations are so intense and yet neither of you care that it's too soon, that the overstimulation was too much, you both needed each other in an almost primal way, like two animals in heat.
most certainly filled with love bombs, confessing how much she's needed this, how badly she's been waiting for you, how much she has thought about doing this, and you reciprocate the sentiments, rambling against her tongue about dreaming of this day, touching yourself thinking of her, being addicted to everything that has to do with her. every climax you both would slur I love yous repeatedly, screaming each other's names and holding each other close. so much panting, moaning, pathetic begging from both like fuck you feel so good please don't fucking stop or I'm so close I'm so close just a little more please please. her taste is js as sweet as her name on your tongue, and you couldn't wait to get more, never having nearly enough. an exciting summer indeed.
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the pained peace treaty
fused with the foe, chapter one
a/n:Â oh wow, i have no idea how to introduce this beast of a story except to say hi, hello, welcome! i really hope you enjoy this story, as well as the rest of the trilogy, idk if i've ever gone as in depth and all out with any story as i have with these.
summary:Â ânow, everything is already set into motion, so we donât have time for any of your theatrics,â not looking you in the eye, he frostily told you, âyou are to be married. A carriage has just arrived a few minutes ago to pick you up and transport you to Eflorr.â
warnings: king!steve rogers x reader, fantasy AU (monsters, but not much magic), original fantasy world, enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, slow burn, innocent!reader, abusive father (like super bad. he is a garbage person), wedding, blood, injury
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âYour majesty, I must warn you, if, gods forbid, our people come to discover the great lengths youâve been willing to go in this disagreement over the past two decades, they might start an uprising. And if you keep going, then itâll turn into a full-blown war and you know our kingdom wouldnât be able to survive that, not with them. Our cityâs walls may be high, high enough to keep out any beasts that may wander this far south, but it wouldnât keep them out. You know better than most how people from Eflorr are. If you donât wanna lose your crown, one way or another, then Iâd strongly advise that we come up with some peace treaty.â
âI know, I knowâŚâ King Ivan leaned back in his gilded throne with a huff, the quality of his voice was as thin as his towering frame, âa trade I think should suffice.â
A different advisor then timidly pipped up, âbut our mines ran cold ages ago, what could we possibly offer that would be satisfactory?â
Not lifting his cold gaze, the king stared at a fixed spot on the marble floor as he said, âI know one thing the king lacks that we may be able to provide for him⌠a wife.â
âA wifeâ,â both of the menâs eyes grew wide, âbut do you meanâ, your majesty, she is your only daughter, are you certain this is the fate you want her to have? Those people are barbaric! If one of the dangers that rule the north doesnât get to her first, one of their citizens surely will. Sire, what if history repeats itself?â
âThen let it do so. In fact, perhaps this could have been her purpose all along and I just didnât realise it. Couldnât see past my own rage to grasp how useful she actually could beâŚâ
Sharing a nervous glance, one of the advisors asked, âshould we send for her? See if she agrees with the plans?â
âNo, Iâll tell her when the time is right. Wouldnât want her to do anything stupid and ruin the one good thing she could ever provide,â finally lifting his stony gaze, the king commanded, âmake the arrangements, Iâll see to it that she doesnât ruin it.âÂ
Deep within the opulent halls of the gilded palace, standing grand and safe behind Ingornâs tall city walls, twisting up towards the clouds, up in a window in the western tower, there you sat.Â
Book in your lap, you leaned back against the small pillow youâd propped behind you to make the wide windowsill more comfortable. Small paper butterflies hung from strings above and some dangled so low that the childhood craft that still decorated your window trickled the crown of your head. Flipping the page, your fingertips brushed down over the illustration that appeared in the agricultural tome youâd found in one of your brothersâ rooms.Â
As long as you put it back before Angus returned then youâd probably be good. And if he were to somehow notice, then as long as he didnât rat you out to your father then it would be alright. Both Angus and a few of the others that were closer to your age, Oliver and Francis respectively, were always a bit of a gamble whether or not they would do such a thing. They didnât always have the same spirit as the eldest pair of your older brothers, Xavier and Callum.Â
You missed them so much your heart ached. The older they got, the longer their diplomatic missions seemed to stretch out, making the quiet palace that much more lonely in your solitude.Â
A knock then suddenly boomed at your door, causing you to jump edgily in your seat before you slammed the book shut and nervously stuffed it behind the firm pillow.Â
âCome in!â you called out, swiftly straightening out your dress that had crumbled around your legs at the comfortable seat. As the door to your room slammed open, the figure that stood in it caught you by surprise, âFatherâ, oh, hello,â you straightened your posture that much further at his arrival.Â
Skipping over any niceties, King Ivan simply stated, âyou need to pack up your stuff.â
Your brows knitted into a fierce furrow, âwhat?â
âNot everything, of course,â he cast a cold glance around the room though didnât take a step to enter it, âjust the things you are particularly attached to.â
âIâm sorry, I donât understand,â your head lightly shook from side to side, âwhere am I going?â
When his eyes finally gave you the time of day, it swiftly dropped to the floor as a heavy sigh flowed from his lips, âwhy do you have to be the spitting image of herâŚâ the muttering was unfortunately just loud enough for your ears to catch. His disappointment was always just loud enough for your ears to catch. When he entered the room and you moved to get up, he swiftly said, âstay seated, Y/n,â before he planted himself next to you on the wide windowsill, ânow, everything is already set into motion, so we donât have time for any of your theatrics,â not looking you in the eye, he frostily told you, âyou are to be married. A carriage has just arrived a few minutes ago to pick you up and transport you to Eflorr.â
âTo Eflorr?â your gaze grew wide, âyou wish for me to marry someone there?â
âNot just someone, you are to marry their king.â
âIâ⌠IââŚâ your chest rose and fell rapidly beneath your rosy dress, âbut father, you canâtâ, I canât go live with the people who killed mom.â
âWe donât know if they actually murdered her. But I do know that you did,â his glare locked upon you as he let himself seethe, âif you hadnât been born then sheâd still be alive,â the fact that the only thing he blamed more for his late wifeâs untimely demise then the kingdom sheâd perished in was you, remained a point that the sovereign had never been shy about sharing with you for as long as you could recall, âyour duty is to protect and serve this land, this crown,â your eyes naturally fluttered up to gaze at the twisted gold balanced upon his head, âif you donât go through with this, then those savages will come pillage and ruin your home. You are, regrettably, the very last hope this kingdom has of survival. You have no choice, Y/n. This marriage is the only thing that can stop a war we would never survive,â exhaling slowly, he then dominantly nodded in a concluding fashion, âpack your stuff, you have an hour.â
You felt tears sting your eyes as your bottom lip quivered, âan hour? Butâ, canât we wait at least a few days before I leave? Canât I get a chance to say goodbye to at least one of my brothers? None of them are home yet.â
Regret instantly washed over you as your fatherâs nostrils flared angrily. Seizing your arm in a bruising grip, he yanked you close as he hissed, âyou listen, and you listen carefully, you little brat. You have been the bane of my existence ever since you took your first breath. You took away the love of my life. You donât deserve a goodbye, you donât deserve anything. Do you think I got a goodbye when your mother suddenly went into labour on that diplomatic mission? No. All I got was you. Not another son, but a living, breathing reminder of what I lost that day,â your eyes squeezed shut as your cheek tingled at the memory of his strikes, ânow, be a good girl and go wet his prick, give him a few babies, do anything heâd fucking please, so that him and his barbaric army doesnât come here and slaughter everything you know and love.â
âYour highness, are you cold?â the high-ranking warden sitting across from you in the carriage noticed the shiver that your body couldnât seem to shake.Â
Tearing your eyes off of the scenery along The Emerald Path that the narrow window granted you a view of, you glanced back at the warrior. The brown hair he had practically tied off at the base of his neck blossomed into a dark beard. A bare palm clasped over an inked one in his lap as you met his gaze and said, âno, IâmââŚâ in truth, you were scared, so scared that you were trembling like a leaf, but you couldnât tell the foreign kingâs advisor that, too much weighted on your shoulders, you couldnât screw this up, âno,â glancing back out of the window, you only stared a moment at the sparse cottages that slowly came into view on the rolling hills before you turned your head again and let the nauseating nerves control your words, âpardon me, Barnes, is it?â
âYes, your highness?â
âSir, how much further till we get there?â your quiet voice echoed within the carriage, âitâs justâ, itâs been days.â
âOh, not long at all,â he shook his head lightly, âactually,â the knight leaned forward in his seat and cast his glance outside, âif you look out the window now, right there,â a small smile tugged at his lips as his finger shot up to point, âthat river, that means weâre getting close to BorĂźn city.â
As the river then suddenly curved before the dirt road, the clomping hooves of the horses that hauled the coach resonated as they trotted over a stone bridge.Â
Twisting your head, you glanced out to your right and spotted farmlands curve over the rolling hills that swiftly blossomed into thickets and towering flora youâd only assume was the southern perimeter of The Noll Woods. Books about this kingdom had been banned in your homeland for as long as you could remember, but even though you were essentially going in blind, you still werenât completely ignorant when it came to the dangers that called that sprawling forest its home, not that you were an expert in the slightest, but your brothers had from time to time told you tales of the monsters who dominated in this part. From giant and twisted insect-like creatures, to mischievous pixies, to even the rare dragon, those stories had always been your favourite. Apart from the rare occasion where Callum would share stories with you about your mother. Being the eldest, he was the only one who truly remembered her.Â
Instinctively, your fingers fluttered up to fiddle with the opalescent stone that hung from a chain around your neck. In the middle of the milky jewel was a small rune engraved into it. You had no idea what it meant, but your fingers had still traced the carving countless of times before as it had hung from your neck for as long as you could recall. It hadnât been till you were a ways into your teens that youâd come to discover that it had belonged to your mother.Â
Casting your glance out the other side as you passed a tall watchtower, behind the wide city stables unfolded a port town so quaint that it surprised you. Over the small valley of gabled roofs towered a central tree, and beyond all of that, the sparkle of the sea caught your eye, a sight youâd never beheld before, haven not only stemmed from a landlocked metropolis, but also not haven been permitted to leave your room as much as your heart had desired.Â
âThis is Eflorr?â you asked as the carriage began to roll up the winding path to the stone castle that loomed on the cliff, granting you a new view of how the river that youâd crossed slid through the city and spilt into the ocean.
âThis is Eflorr, your highness,â the corners of his lips twitched at the sight of how wide your curious eyes were.Â
âItâsâ⌠itâsââŚâ your stare danced over the lush ivy that climbed the solid towers, ânot what I expectedâŚâ
âWhat did you expect?â
Tearing your gaze away from the window, you blinked, âoh, I didnât meanâ,â suddenly worried that your shock had come out sounding rude, âI justâ⌠I donât know a lot about this land,â in the few tales youâd heard about this place, there had been a running gag that the people of Eflorr had lived so close to the dangerous beasts that called this part of the continent their home that they too had turned into monsters, âitâs just different than I imagined.âÂ
Ascending the jagged hill and passing through the front gate, it opened up into a wide courtyard before you felt the carriage finally roll to a stop.Â
The wagon creaked gently as Barnes stepped out first, though when his boots were firmly on the cobblestone, his frame twisted as he reached an outstretched hand back for you to grasp in support of your own exit. Ever so apprehensively, you slid your own palm into his as your other twisted in your long skirts before you slipped out of the carriage.Â
Letting go of his gasp, the soldier's low timbre washed over you as your head tilted back to take in the vast stronghold, âhis majesty, unfortunately, couldnât be here for your arrival as there was a bit of a dryad problem further up north he had to take care of,â you gaze tore away from the fort and fell upon him, âbut I assure you he should be back in time for the wedding.â
âOh, alright,â you breathed, unsure if that fact made you feel better or worse about the entire predicament.
âIf youâd like, I can give you a brief tour of the castle,â he offered as he led you towards the main entrance into the castle proper, âor if youâre exhausted after the journey, then I can just show you directly up to your chambers.â
Offering him a polite smile, you nodded, âa tour would be lovely, thank you.â
He only briefly went over the buildings surrounding the courtyard youâd entered into, as they were mainly designed as barracks and various other facilities for the local wardens, though the horses that stuck their heads out of the royal stalls in the corner did catch your eye before you moved on inside.Â
Barnesâ voice echoed in most of the chambers he showed you in the castleâs western wing. The vast stained-glass windows that were in the ballroom for instance took your breath away as you saw how the light streamed through them and warmed up the room with glittering little rays of colour.Â
Behind the great halls, squeezed in between and connecting the two major parts of the fort, there you crossed through a much more quiet and lush courtyard. The pebble paths that curved around the central fountain too curled around various topiary bushes that were trimmed to perfection like living sculptures.Â
Though as your guide showed you the eastern wing that crested over the foaming sea below, your curiosity got the better of you.Â
âHey, Barnes?â
Slowing his leisurely stride, he tilted his head slightly, âyes, your highness?â
âWhat are dryads?â your brows knit lightly together, âyou mentioned there was a problem with them, but what are they?â
âYou donât know?â he glanced over at you, clearly trying to mask his surprise as you shook your head, âoh, well, they are forest spirits, nymphs,â he explained as you roamed deeper down a broad hallway on the second floor, passing many private chambers both to your right and your left, âitâs not uncommon for them to wander and bother the folks who live further up the coast. Have you never encountered one? They are not as uncommon in ObelĂłn as most of the other creatures that thrive this far north.â
âNo, Iâve never seen oneâŚâ you shook your head as a low sigh flowed from your lips, ânever really seen anythingâŚâ
âNot much of an outdoorsy person?â he guessed in a light-hearted tone.Â
Forcing a smile, you replied, âyou could say thatâŚâ as you hadnât been allowed to be one even if you wanted to. Passing a set of double doors that stood wide open, the sight inside made you halt your steps, âis this the library?â
Shadowing you as your feet crossed the threshold, he nodded, âyes, it is,â then pointed back over his shoulder, âand your quarters are right down that hall.â
Numerous grand bookcases stood lined up all the way down to where a tall window allowed the sunlight in and let it stream through the rows.Â
âCan Iâ⌠would it be alright if I read some of them?âÂ
âOf course, your highness.âÂ
âWould you mind showing me which ones Iâm allowed to read?â you briefly peeked back at him as a bubble of anxiety fluttered in your belly, âI donât wanna accidentally read something that Iâm not allowed to.â
Barnes then blinked back at you a moment before he uttered, âyour highness, you can read each and every one of them if youâd like. Why wouldnât you be allowed to read whatever you wish? They are yours after all, or will be after the wedding,â the corners of your lips twitched upwards as he then asked, âwould you like to peruse the titles now or do you want to see your chambers?â
âOh, uhm,â you tore your gaze away from the tomes and turned back, âIâll look later.â
âAlright,â he nodded, extending his inked arm to show you the way. As he pushed the heavy wooden door open to the room at the very end of the hall, his voice rang out once more, âthis is the peacock suite,â following him inside, he settled to a stop near the exit for you to explore the space on your own, âyou can, of course, change anything youâd like for it to match your taste.â
âThank you,â you breathed as you slowly made your way deeper into the chamber. It was gently divided with a more formal area towards the front where both tufted couches and a crackling fireplace stood, as well as a set of doors that opened up to a quaint balcony. Towards the left, under a swirling archway, twisted a broad canopy bed up towards the tall ceilings, warm with blankets and furs, and in the corner, by a breezy partition, stood a deep cobber bathtub.
Haven not noticed that heâd moved, you then heard as Barnes creaked the doors to a close, âif you need anything, anything at all, Iâll be right outside.â
With a loud creak, the heavy double doors opened before you and revealed the grand hall. As soft music gushed out, you nearly didnât recognise the space from your tour the other day as it was now decorated with vibrant flowers and flowing banners that dropped down from the high ceilings above, as well as being completely packed with a swarm of people. A thin path parted the giddy crowd right down the middle towards the opposing grand door that guards opened simultaneously to yours.Â
A shaky breath filled your lungs as you stared at the man crossing over the threshold. The flickering candlelight caught the honeyed shine of the locks that came down to tickle the nape of his neck. A bit darker, his short beard was full and warmed up the bottom half of his gruff features. He sure looked like a man who could slay a kraken with his bare fists, as the soft fur cloak that draped over his shoulders did not conceal his bulky physic one bit. The neckline of his indigo tunic stretched low enough for you to see the concave of his fuzzy chest and the impressive battle scars that broke up the rippling flesh.Â
Youâd seen the portrait of the king that hung in the hallway that stretched up towards the throne room, but to see him before your very eyes, in flesh and blood and not precise paint, was something else entirely.Â
The long and embroidered train of the blue silk kirtle you wore dragged across the store floor behind you as both you and the monarch slowly stepped into the chamber to join in the very middle.Â
The enchanting music stopped as you reached one another and the parted paths to either exit slowly closed as the crowd gathered and enclosed around the sacred vow that was about to ensue.Â
Parting the sea of people like a divine force, an elderly woman, with a braided grey mane so long that it hit the floor, stepped up beside the both of you.Â
âPeople of Eflorr,â the croneâs calm voice boomed, âtoday marks a day of unity, a day of peace, and most of all a day of love. Like a seed planted in the soil, tonight we will all witness this relationship blossom and go on the journey of growing into a magnificent tree, with roots strong enough to endure any storm, to propagate new seedlings that will watch over and shade our kingdom when yours have fallen.âÂ
Looking to the king, she handed him a small dagger from her belt and spoke, âblade across skin,â and he reached out for your right hand, âstrike out your seedlingâs love line,â your breath hitched as you felt him slice the top of your palm. Crimson blood trickled down onto his own hand as yours rested atop it, âand claim it as your own,â he flipped the blade around and handed it to you, before presenting you his own palm, open in yours. He didnât even blink as you hesitantly pierced the calloused skin and traced the line already adoring his broad palm, âweave your lines together, so they become the same,â he then moved to clasp your hands together, his wide grip engulfed yours completely. Your teeth sank into just the faintest bit of your bottom lip at the fresh sting of your wound as it bled into his, âand may this scar serve you as a reminder, of the vow you made on this momentous day.âÂ
And as the last of the matron's words flowed from her lips so did the roar of celebration that erupted throughout the crowd as the festivities of the night bloomed at an instant.
The feast had been nothing short of immaculate. Countless of dishes had been spread out on the crowded banquet tables ranging from the savoury braised legumes to the sweet and shiny pies. It was an impossible task to try and taste every one of them, but an excuse you still used to stay glued to your seat and not get up and mingle with the boisterous gathering of strangers.Â
As a stark contrast, you thought you only noticed the king take two bites before he rose to greet some latecomers who had arrived. Laughing and chatting with the sea of people, he hadnât offered you a single word, barely even a brief glance the whole night. Though your gaze still followed him from your seat up at the high table as he moved through the crowd like they were all his dearest friends.Â
When the moon had floated up to be high in the sky, clearly visible on the other side of the stained glass, your head had dropped down into a propped-up palm as a deep yawn forced its way out of your frame.Â
âAre you tired, your majesty?â a deep timbre suddenly found your ears, a specific tone that caused your spine to straighten out at once.Â
Whipping your head to your right, your weary eyes grew wide as you saw the king again at his seat, âno, Iâm alright,â you hastily coughed out, âIâm so sorry for behaving like that in your presence. This party is exquisite.âÂ
âItâs alright, you can yawn,â you suddenly felt the need to look away now that his ocean stare was finally fixed upon you, âitâs late, I was about to retire for the night as well, so I can only imagine how you must feel. If youâd like, I could escort you back to your chambers. Iâm not sure how familiar youâve become with the castle since youâve arrived, but even I can still get lost when the corridors are this dark and Iâve indulged in perhaps one too many goblets of wine.â
A flutter of nauseating nerves rushed within your belly, but even so, you still pushed through and forced a smile, âif thatâs what the king desires, then sure, you can escort me.â
It was your wedding night. You knew what was about to happen.Â
Or, actually, you didnât quite know what the marital act entailed, but you were sure a man such as Steve had enough of an understanding to take charge. All you knew was what little youâd been told. To strip down naked, not whine or scream, and do as he tells you.Â
The soaring butterflies within you only grew more ferocious as you followed his long stride throughout the castle. Out of the ballroom and through a cold stone hallway, when you crossed the bridge that linked the two wings over a part of the cliff that descended dramatically, you nearly doubled over the parapet to empty your stomach over the town of BorĂźn that blossomed below.Â
But with a shaky intake of breath, your fist closed around the silk of your skirt as you settled yourself and forced your feet to keep moving. Even as you passed the threshold into the eastern part of the castle, you still shadowed the monarch up the many steps until his broad palm held the door to your chambers open for you to enter.Â
The fire had been lit while you were gone, and the room was encased in the warm glow.Â
âDid, uhâŚâ you heard the door close behind you as the king attempted a bit of small talk, âdid you have a nice time tonight?âÂ
âI did, your majesty,â you kept your answer brief out of fear that heâd hear the tremble to your tone.Â
Slowly turning his back to you, his gaze washed over the room, âare you pleased with your bed chambers?â he settled to face the balcony, the door slightly ajar to let the night breeze seep through and rustle the sheer curtains, âbecause if you donât like it, if youâd rather have a view of the town then the sea, then thatâs an easy problem to fix.âÂ
âI think the view is just fine from here, but thank you,â you answered politely as you gathered up the last bit of your courage and reached back to undo the long row of buttons that went down the spine of the light blue dress.Â
When the silky garment dropped to the floor, the quiet rustle was enough to draw the kingâs attention.
First offering you just a quick glance over his shoulder, he then swiftly whirled around completely, âwhat are you doing?â
Weaving your fingers in the thin material of your chemise, you blinked back at his stunned features, âIâm sorry, am I doing it wrong?â sure that he could already see everything through the sheer, white fabric.Â
His feet didnât move as he asked, âwhat are trying to do?â before he averted his gaze to the stone floor.Â
âWell,â you uttered quietly, âitâs our wedding night.â
âOhâŚâ was all he breathed.Â
âTo be transparent, Iâm actually not quite sure whatâs to happen, but I do know itâs something,â reaching up, you took the gold and twisted circlet, that crowned your head, off and carefully sat it down on the side table to your left, âI donât know the details, I just know that I should strip down. Do you know what weâre supposed to do?â
âFuck,â he cursed, briefly squeezing his eyes shut, âyes I do, but, your majesty, please, keep your clothes on,â his gaze flickered back to you as you slowly began to hike up the last layer.Â
âWhy?â your fingers froze, âisnât it a tradition here for us toââ
âWell, yes, butââŚâ he let out a strained sigh before slowly stating, âIâm gonna go.âÂ
A chill crawled up your skin, ââŚoh, I seeâŚâ you uttered quietly as he crossed the room, âdid I do something wrong?â
Halting in the doorway as he ripped it open, âno, youââŚâ but the rest of his words crumbled as his gaze settled upon you one last time, instead letting a low sigh flow from his lungs, âsleep well,â and added nearly subconsciously just before the door slammed shut, âgoodnight, dove.â
Even though a wave of relief washed over you, a sting of hurt also followed suit as the king left.Â
Had you done something wrong, or did he just find you that repellent, that hideous, that he refused to perform his marital duties?
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TRAINING SEASON â Jensen Ackles
Summary: After a tumultuous relationship and a hard break up, you get trapped in between your co-star and a casual one night stand. But there's nothing you regret about.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x female reader, actress!reader.
Word count: 1,076.
Warnings: implied sex like the morning-after-sex, nudity, some sexy time but no full smut, friends to lovers, language, idk just wrote this quickly.
Notes: AU where Jensen is obviously single, and reader is like 38 in my head don't asky why I like this number, I still have no idea. And I just love, and I mean, loooveeee getting obsessed with hot men over 40, can you tell?
>> disclaimer: i totally respect the private lifes of the actors and celebrities i use for my fanfictions, and of course their personal relationships. this is only fiction written for fun and nothing more.
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Opening your eyes, you stirred on the soft bed and noticed your sorroundings. This wasn't your hotel room. Your bare body hidden under the blank, messy bed sheets reminded you of yesterday's events. You smiled.
The other side of the bed was warm. His body pressing against yours felt perfect, and you wrapped your hand on his own, which was laying on your waist, like if he didn't want to let go of you. Your mind started remembering his touch on your skin, the way he would kiss every inch of your stomach, the trail of kisses he left all over you, and his love bites around your neck and chest. The burning between your thighs and the soreness let you notice it was as good as you imagined it to be, even before it happened.
"Whatcha thinking?" he asked, raspy and soft voice booming in your ears.
"Mmm... Nothing, just how great you felt last night," you teased, turning your head to see his face directly. Bare skin, disheveled hair, and tired but loving eyes met you. God, he was beautiful. He looked so fucked out in the best way possible one could describe it.
Jensen chuckled and kissed your cheek. Still, he never let go his embrace on you. He looked at you vividly for a long time, scanning every feature of your face, like he wanted to save all of you in just an instant. Your brows furrowed for a moment.
"What?" you whispered.
"We didn't fuck this up, did we?"
A sigh left your lips, your hand ran on his hair softly. You knew what he meant. You had a bad relationship and an even worse break up months before you started working together, and Jensen became a great friend as you tried to overcome it. And it was so hard not to fall for him when it felt like you knew each other for decades. He was someone you could trust your deepest secrets, pain and thoughts. A part of you did not want to cry on his shoulder for days once you got comfortable around him, nor letting him know how terrible you felt at the time. But he never judged you. He just was there, listening and offering a helping hand expecting nothing back.
But your feelings changed in the course. As months went by, an amazing, caring and loving friendship bloomed between both of you. Since the project was a long new TV series, you used to spend a huge amount of time together as your characters appeared to be in a slow building relationship. And now, the premiere was done, but the press tour barely started, so that meant you were not getting away from each other in a good time now.
"No," you finally answered. "Of course no."
"I mean, I know what you been through, and I- I don't wanna ruin anything-"
"Jensen, is fine," you cut him off. His eyes locked on yours, concern washed all over his handsome face. "I am fine with this, are you?"
"Absolutely," he said. "I always was. I mean, I liked you for a long time now," he laughed a little, making you smile. One of his hands now carressing your bare thigh, feeling the heat of your skin.
Jensen leaned down and pecked your lips softly, his lips slowly found its way to your neck, kissing and biting the flesh, exactly how he did last night. He groaned, tasting the saltiness, and you let out a soft moan as he flipped you around. You laid on your back, him on top. His tongue tracing your skin, stopping right before your breats. God, you were getting wet again.
Unlucky for you, your phone started ringing, breaking the moment and Jensen, with a disappointed look on his face, gave you the space to run and answer. By the way you were talking, he figured it was your manager, so he hid behind the covers, admiring you from afar. When you ended the phone call, you walked to him. His eyes kept lusting over your naked figure as you looked for your clothes all over the room. He sadly knew you were postponing until you had enough alone time together.
"I keep forgetting we're still on press tour," you kissed his cheek softly once you put on your underwear and grabbed your clothes to get decent to leave. "I'll be going now, sorry."
"It's fine," Jensen smiled, standing up and putting up some pants. He followed you before you crossed the door. "I'll see you later tonight then, how about dinner?" he casually asked, leaning down. "And then we could probably take care of some other things," he whispered in your ear. You bit your lip, eager to know what he had in mind.
"That'll be amazing, surprise me!"
You gave him a playful wink, and taking your purse you left his room with a wide grin on your face. You were so glad you stopped dating trainees to build a relationship with. Jensen was a self-confident, expert man, and you were more than happy to give it a shot.
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the meet ugly (javier peĂąa x f!reader)Â
WC: 1.6k | Other fics | Rating: itâs ? fluff? No smut
last one for today, sry for spamming anyone, it was an all-or-nothing scenario in my mindÂ
Summary: your bad day gets worse when a trash bag spills on you. your neighbor javi tries to help but you both get stuck trapped with him and a dumpster.Â
Note: this was for the meet-cute, but i had to do something nobody asked for aka make it gross ??? itâs my clown blood idkÂ
Tags/warnings: au modern javi lives in your apartment complex, description of cold leftovers from your garbage spilling on you, itâs just flirty peĂąa idk it was an exercise for me to write something short and without smut, iâm assuming that dumpsters locked behind fences are relatable enough for all, no y/n, reader is able-bodied, all mistakes are mine just pretend like you didn't see them, i think that's all ty <3
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You groan as you wrestle with the trash bags, their weight pulling on your arms while you trudge down the cracked concrete stairs. The holly bush at the bottom catches on your shorts again, its spiky branches scraping across your leg. Mocking you. You bite back a curse. The day has been a disaster from start to finish, and now youâre hauling half your apartmentâs trash to the dumpster, trying not to lose your temper.
Why does this apartment complex even have holly bushes? Itâs like someone got paid just to make everything as inconvenient as possible. Whoever designed this must have never experienced the luxury of hauling garbage bags between two overgrown defensive security bushes.Â
Youâre still fuming about it, whoever designed this hellscape of an apartment complex, when you reach the gate for the dumpster. One of the trash bags, full of leftovers youâd rather not think about, digs painfully into your fingers. You adjust your grip, unaware the straining plastic is a ticking time bomb.Â
You trudge toward the dumpster enclosure, spotting your hot neighbor rounding the corner of his SUV, cigarette between his fingers. Of course, he would be out here to witness your personal walk of garbage shame.
He glances up, and you catch the moment his dark eyes land on you. His gaze sweeps over the bags, then to your face, a smirk tugging at his lips. He doesnât say anything, but his look is enough to make your face hot.Â
Damn him.
"Rough day?" he asks as you approach the dumpster, his deep voice laced with amusement.
"You could say that," you mutter, already feeling defensive. Heâs really the last person you want to see while youâre sweaty and cranky.Â
With a huff, you push the gate open and step into the dumpster enclosure, tossing the first couple of bags into the bin. The smell is overwhelming, but you just want to be done with it. You lift the last bag, but just as you hoist it up, the thin plastic rips apart, and cold, week-old pad thai leftovers land on your chest, feet, and everywhere but the dumpster.Â
You freeze, mortified. Of course.
Before you can even process what just happened, you hear boots scuff against the pavement. Javierâs already hustling over, cigarette still between his fingers, that damn smirk still in place.Â
"Need a hand?"
"Iâve got it," you snap, despite the fact that you arenât moving. Unsure whatâs going to make the situation any worse.Â
Itâs hard to focus on the mess when heâs standing so close. His presence makes your embarrassment worse. Like, you could climb into the dumpster yourself and wait until the garbage truck picks you up on Thursday and takes you away.Â
"You sure about that?" He doesnât move to helpâjust watches you with a look thatâs far too amused for your liking.
"Iâm sure," you grumble, tossing the ruined bag into the dumpster. "I donât need your help." You commit to the mess, peeling cold noodles off of your chest and tossing them into the bin. You frown deeply, fishing out the leftovers that made it down your shirt. The smell and the texture make you nearly gag.Â
Javier steps closer, chuckling under his breath. "Right. Because youâve got everything under control."
You glare at him, wiping your hands on your already-ruined shorts. âI think youâre a little late to be a hero. Iâm already wearing the leftovers.â
"Never said I was a hero," he replies smoothly, taking another drag of his cigarette. "Just trying to be neighborly."
As you turn to face him, the gate behind him swings shut with a loud clang. He tries to shove it open, but it doesnât budge. His expression doesnât change much, but thereâs a flicker of realization in his eyes.
âOh, thatâs perfect,â you mutter, crossing your arms. âWeâre stuck?âÂ
He tugs at the gate one more time before turning back to you, that smirk still in place. "Looks like it."
You stare at him, your frustration mounting. "You arenât even going to apologize? How are you calm about this?âÂ
Javier shrugs, leaning back against the gate and taking a long drag of his cigarette before acknowledging your question. Heâs like the opposite of an anti-smoking campaign. You want to be the cigarette.Â
"Not my fault the gateâs a piece of shit. And Iâm not in a hurry."
"You closed it," you counter, flustered and looking for someone to blame.
But even as you glare at him, you canât help but notice how infuriatingly attractive he looks, the way his leather jacket pulls tight over his shoulders, the way his dark eyes glint with amusement.
Javier catches your gaze and quirks an eyebrow. "Youâre staring."
You roll your eyes, heat flooding your face. "Iâm not."
"You are." His voice is low, teasing, and the way he looks at youâlike he knows exactly what heâs doingâis making it harder to keep your composure.
You step back, trying to regain control of the situation and you catch him laughing to himself.Â
âI really donât see what could be funny about any of this,â you wave your arms, gesturing to your ruined clothes and the small space youâre both trapped in.Â
âCould be worse ways to spend the evening,â he drawls, taking a step towards you.Â
You pick another piece of rice noodle out from between your tits. âYeah, like if the dumpster was on fire?âÂ
Youâre too aware of him. Of how his voice gets lower and rougher when heâs this close.
He chuckles, flicking his cigarette to the ground and stepping on it. "Iâve been in worse places. With worse company."
You swallow hard. The way his eyes flicker over your face, how his smirk never fully fadesâitâs maddening. He knows what heâs doing to you. It feels like a sick joke.Â
"Yeah?" you mutter, your voice sounding breathier than youâd like. "And what makes me such good company?"
Javiâs eyes darken, and he takes another step forward, close enough now that you could smell the leather of his jacket, the faint tobacco on his skin if it werenât for the foul stench of all of half the apartment complexâs trash in the container behind you. Â
"Youâre more fun to argue with."
You canât help the laugh that escapes you. âDonât fuck with me, Javier. Iâm already having a day from hell.âÂ
He gives you a pouty look that makes you want to scream. âWhy would I be fucking with you?â he asks quietly, almost sounding hurt.Â
You snort, incredulous. âIâm wearing last week's lunch and the only clothes that werenât in the laundry. Donât act like youâre flirting with me.â
He steps closer until thereâs barely any space left between you. His voice drops, smooth and dangerous. "What if I am?"
For a moment, you forget where you are.Â
âWhat if I think you look good? Even with a garnish?â he asks and pulls a piece of cilantro off of your cheek.Â
All you can focus on is how close he is, the way he waits like heâs daring you to make a move. Thereâs no way heâs serious. He rarely says more than a curt hello, even though you walk to your cars in the parking lot at almost the same time every morning as you head out for work. Sometimes, heâll wave if you pass him on your walk to the corner store.Â
You only knew his name because of the time he caught you trying to drag a dresser youâd scored at an estate sale up the stairs to your apartment on your own. Heâd helped you carry it, despite your protesting, all the way into your bedroom.
âIâd say youâre literally stuck in here with me for the foreseeable future, so of course youâd say that.âÂ
He sighs heavily, muttering under his breath at you, âTan terca.â And in a move that makes your jaw drop, he turns away from you, stalking towards the fence with a fluid arrogance. Like an oversized cat in a leather jacket, he leaps at the chain link fence like heâs done it a hundred times. He hoists himself up, swinging over the top and dropping onto his feet on the other side.Â
Heâs grinning at you when he unlatches the gate and swings it open, but you snap storming towards him. âHow long were you gonna wait to let us out?âÂ
He shrugs, âI thought Randy wouldâve been out for a smoke before we had to wait long. Donât exactly enjoy having to climb over a fence.âÂ
âRight.â You slip out of the gate with a thanks, but when he says your name, you feel like your whole body is drawn towards him. Â
He eyes you, leaning in just close enough to make your pulse race again. âAnd if I were to flirt with you now?âÂ
âIâd question your judgment,â you point to yourself, âIâm still in desperate need of a shower.âÂ
His eyes lift, looking just past you, before he grins.Â
âOh my god,â you cut him off before he says a word, âwere you about to tell me I could use your shower?âÂ
Everything about his mockingly sheepish look says you are right. You shake your head at him in disbelief, but you canât stop the smile that spreads on your face. It takes all of your strength to walk away but head towards your own apartment.Â
You make it to the top of the stairs before the sinking feeling hits. You deny it until you check the door for yourself. Of course. After everything that went wrong today, it only makes sense that you would lock yourself out of your own apartment.Â
You berate yourself all the way to his door. It swings open after the first knock, and he gives you a look that has your cheeks burning. His eyes gleam, and you just know heâs going to enjoy this before his smoky voice even reaches your ears.Â
âChanged your mind?âÂ
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It had to be You.
Sneak Peek: Modern Day AU! (kinda think late 90âs early 2000âs) Running into your ex at your mutual friendsâ engagement party, that was something you had expected and were mentally prepared for. Him looking that damn good and the chaos that ensuesâŚyou were not expecting. Flashbacks are bolded.
Eddie Munson x Artist! Fem Reader
Angst/ Fluff (at the end)
Word count: 2301
REQUESTS ARE OPEN - not edited - please be kind. Feedback is welcome if it's constructive!
Warnings: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! My blog is 18+, minors DNI, explicit language, past relationship, mention of reader having a troubled past, Steve, and Nancy are together in this (they work okâŚsorry not sorry), nobody is dead!, no use of y/n, lovers to enemies to lovers, Eddie is unnamed until the end...idk I felt that it worked for this story (despite you knowing it's him), let me know if I missed any!
I do not consent to having my work translated or reposted to any other site. That being said I do not own the characters portrayed in this story.
You were elated when you got the call. Steve had called you to let you know that he had officially done it, he had asked Nancy to marry him! You knew he was planning it, hell, you helped him pick the ring for her, you just didnât know when. You expressed your excitement and congratulated the happy couple asking them about the possibility of an engagement party. Nancy had let you know they werenât planning one but would love it.
You immediately begun planning the party, creating an evite and curating the perfect guestlist. You called Enzoâs to see if they could accommodate a party of this size. Once that was confirmed and booked, you made sure to call in some reinforcements.
You had called Robin, Chrissy, Max, El, and Dustin. Chrissy had stayed in Hawkins; she went to the community college there and now teaches at Hawkins high. Max, El, Dustin, along with some of the others (Will, Lucas, and Mike) were finishing school at Indiana University, Robin had gone to Butler, and currently resided in Indianapolis. Nancy and Steve had recently moved back to Hawkins after finishing school in Chicago, Nancy was offered an editing position at the Hawkins Journal.
You on the other hand had been living in New York City ever since graduation. It hadnât happened exactly as you had planned itâŚwhich is the exact reason you were nervous to return to Hawkins.
âWeâre gonna graduate, then we will pack up the van and hightail it out of here babe.â
âI was thinking New York. You knowâŚthat way you can pursue your music, and I can pursue my art.â You replied.
âThat sounds perfect baby! Just a few more weeks and we can go.â He grabbed your hand and the two of you laid back against the pillows in the back of the van.
**One Month Later**
You pulled up to the trailer with your car packed full of your belongings. You were ready to get to New York and start your life! You were even more excited to start your life with him. You stopped the car and made your way up the steps, knocking gently.
âHey kiddo.â Uncle Wayne greeted.
âHey Wayne! Is he ready to go?â You asked.
âHe better be, with all the noise he was making. Head on back.â Wayne gestured for you to go down the hall.
âBabe! Are you packed and ready toâŚâ your voice trailed off as you entered his room, noticing the severe lack of moving boxes or suitcases. âWhat the hell? Why arenât you packed?â
âI uh, I donât think we should go.â
âWhat do you mean? Weâve been planning this for months; you were the one who always said once you graduated you would get the hell out of here.â You shouted.
âI know, but I just, I donât think itâs a good idea. I canât just leave Uncle Wayne, and whoâs to say we donât get to New York, and everything goes to shit? At least here we know things work.â He challenged.
âWeâll never know if we donât try. Also, weâre stronger than that, just because we move doesnât mean this is automatically falls apart.â You replied.
âI canât go, why donât you understand that? Itâs not going to work. We can stay here and build a life. I have a job at the garage, and you can paint here.â He huffed.
âWell, I canât stay here.â Your gaze drifted to your feet. âHawkins is too small, we were destined for something bigger, which is why I need to go to New York.â
âSo thatâs it then? Youâre just gonna leave?â He muttered.
âNo. You donât get to do that. You donât get to make me feel guilty for following through with our plans. If anyone should feel guilty here itâs you for tricking me into thinking that you were actually going to come with me. But instead, youâre bailing on me, just like everyone else.â You bellowed, quickly making your exit.
That day you had left for New York and didnât look back. You had travelled to Indianapolis and Chicago to visit your friends, but you hadnât stepped foot back in Hawkins since then, and you really werenât looking forward to it.
You spent the next week coordinating with everyone, in hopes of planning the best engagement party for your friends. You guys worked on decorations, who would get the happy couple to Enzoâs on time. And in just two weeks, youâd find yourself standing in the nicest restaurant in Hawkins Indiana.
âOh my gosh, you look gorgeous!â Chrissy squealed, jogging over to embrace you.
âI could say the same about you! Congratulations by the way.â You beamed, gently caressing Chrissyâs now prominent bump.
Chrissy and you caught up with one another, and as the others arrived you greeted everyone and began decorating. Pretty much everyone had arrived except for Robin, she had been the person you assigned to get Steve and Nancy to Enzoâs.
You had been placing the last floral centerpiece on its designated table when you heard his voice. Loud and boisterous as always, greeting Dustin, and the other boys as he made his way back to where you were setting up.
âWhen was the last time you spoke to him?â Max inquired.
âThe day I left for New York.â You replied, shaking your head as you straighten out the vase.
âYou know he came to New York.â Dustin mentioned, having butt into your conversation. âIt was about six months after you left, he went to the studio you were renting and saw you painting, he said that he didnât want to mess anything up for you and that he wanted to make something of himself before he saw you again.â Dustin concluded.
You couldnât help the look of shock that took over your features. âIt doesnât change anything. He made his choice.â You said with a sense of finality and walked away.
Fifteen minutes later, Robin entered the restaurant with Nancy and Steve trailing in behind her. The room erupted in cheers for the newly engaged, the two of the were passed from person to person for a warm embrace. There was nothing to do but smile at the radiant glow that the two of them wore. The longer you were surrounded by all this happiness, the tighter your chest became, you needed air.
The minute you reached the exit, you felt relief, the cool night air surrounding you, finally allowing you to take in a deep breath. You took a few steps away from the exit and leaned up against the brick building.
âWas the cheerful mood suffocating you too?â
Youâs recognize that voice anywhere. It was once something that made you swoon, but now it felt like a knife to the heart. You wanted nothing more than to run far away and hide forever. You had really hoped that by the time you needed to confront him, youâd have already moved on and started a new life.
âI didnât realize someone was out here. Iâll just go.â
A hand gently gripping your wrist stopped you. Your head whipped around, fully ready to tell him off, but the look on his face stopped you dead in your tracks. He wore an expression that you were very familiar with. It was the same one that stared back at you when you looked in the mirror. Sunken eyes, dark circles, dull looking skin, clearly missing that glow that your best friends currently wore.
âPlease just talk to me.â He pleaded.
âI have nothing to say to you.â You murmured.
âThen listen. Please, I have something Iâd really like to say to you.â He released your wrist and his gaze shifted up his eyes begging you to stay.
âYou have five minutes.â You didnât have it in you to hold back the eyeroll.
âThank you!â He hollered. âOkay sweetheart, where do I begin? I um, the reason I didnât go to New York with you was because I was scared. And I know that sounds like some bullshit excuse, but I mean it. I was terrified that we would get there, and you would become this successful artist and Iâd just be like this bum that was holding you back from being great. I just figured that if I stayed here that Iâd have the band and the job at the garage, and nothing would have to change. Only everything changed, the guys graduated and went off to college, the band broke up and worst of all, you were gone. I really fucked it all up, which is why I worked so hard to make something of myself.â He explained.
âDustin told me you came to New York. Why didnât you tell me?â You asked.
âWhen I saw your studio, I saw you working on this piece, it was a big charcoal piece, and I donât know. I guess I just didnât want to fuck things up for you more than I already had.â
âThe charcoal piece, it uh, it was. Did you see what the piece was?â You pressed.
âNo, I didnât. I bet it was great though. Sweetheart, I uh, can I show you something?â
âOkay.â You nodded.
He led you over to a motorcycle, he grabbed the helmet and went to put it on and turned toward you, offering you the spare. You glanced from the helmet to his face, and he offered a subtle nod. You placed the helmet on your head, and he reached up to tighten the chin strap for you. You let out a sharp breath at the contact, releasing a cough to try and cover it.
The two of you rode through the city, stopping in front of a garage you didnât recognize. The logo was in large red letters outlined in white. A bright contrast of the black painted brick. He assisted you off the back of his motorcycle and led you into the building.
âThis uh, this is my shop.â
âWhat do you mean?â You asked.
âSo, uh after high school, I kept selling for a while, saving up my money. Then Rick got picked up and sent to prison. So, I got the job at the garage, I worked as many hours as possible, putting in the work. Anyway uh, I got pretty close with the owner and he uh, he left me the place when he died two years ago.â He replied.
âThis is great. Iâm really happy for you bub.â The nickname slipped out faster than you could comprehend.
âI have something else Iâd like to show you.â
âOkay.â
This time, he drove you through a neighborhood you recognized from your youth. It housed beautiful (affordable) family homes, the ones that you had imagined raising your family in. These were the homes you still visualized when you pictured your future. And he was the man that you woke up next to in these images.
When he pulled into the driveway of one of the homes you were confused. He had always expressed his distaste of these homes. You had always known that the reasoning behind his upset was that it was the childhood he was robbed of.
Once you were dismounted his bike, he ushered you to the front door, gesturing for you to enter. Your breath caught in your throat as you looked around the home. You couldnât help but notice all the details in this particular home, it had a large bay window with a window seat, a big open kitchen, and a breakfast nook.
âWhat is this?â
âItâs not done, I still have some work to do. But Wayne has been helping me put in all the things we had talked about. Upstairs we put in a clawfoot tub, and weâre working on the flooring.â He gushed.
âThis is all a bit much, I uh, IâŚâ Before you could finish, you were out the door and desperately trying to catch your breath in the front lawn.
âHey, sweetheart, Iâm sorry. Iâve been working on myself, trying to be better for you. I was gonna come to New York when the house was finished and talk to you and ask you to come home.â
âBub, this isnât home anymore. Hawkins isnât my home. It never was. Thatâs why we planned to go to New York. Ugh! I justâŚfuck! You bailed on me; donât you get that? You did the one thing that I begged you not to! You broke your promise and you let me believe that I meant nothing to you.â You sobbed.
âSweetheart, I know I fucked this up before, but please give me another chance? I will spend the rest of my life trying to make this all up to you.â He begged.
âItâs my turn to show you something. Drive me back to Enzoâs.â You demanded.
He drove you back to the restaurant and pulled up to your car per your request. You dragged him to the trunk and opened it to reveal a folded-up canvas, a box of your art supplies and a photo storage box. You reached into the trunk and grabbed the folded canvas, slowly opening it to reveal the piece you had been working on when he had come to New York. When you opened it completely he let out a breath.
âItâs me.â He whispered.
âThey all are.â You stated.
You opened up the photo bin to unveil hundreds of photos of your work, all varying portraits of the man in front of you. You looked down to your shoes, watching as you dug your toe into the gravel parking lot.
âYou see, I realized something through my art. Hawkins isnât my home. But New York isnât either.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âEddie, youâre my home.â
Let me know if you want to know what happens next!
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SUNSETS AND BUCKET LISTS
han jisung Ă reader - fluff, childhood friends to lovers, college au - 1.8k
summary - spending your last day with your best friend before school should be sad, but this time it took an unexpected turn
cw - use of yn?
links - masterlist
so! i'm almost late but, still made it in time. i guess you could call this ji's bday fic (tho there will be more sunshine twins content coming soon), but most importantly, happy birthday katsy!! ( @catiuskaa ) this one is for you <3333
and shout out to my mars who saved me several times writing this. not proofread and idk what is that ending, but i hope you like it! <3
âMorning, sleepyhead,â Jisung whispered into your ear, his hot breath spilling over your skin, making you shiver and instantly startling you awake. Or mostly awake. Still half asleep, your brain only registered that someone is in very close proximity to you and we do not like that, before your hand tightened on your plushie and you whacked Jisung in the face.
âOw, whatâs that for?â he whined, dramatically holding his palm to the right side of his face. His mischievous grin was replaced by a scowl and he looked at you like you just stole his dog, not simply hit him with a stuffed cat. With your consciousness finally catching up to speed, you realized that it was not an alien coming to abduct you, but it was Han Jisung, your best friend since you were three years old. And he carried the title proudly, always mentioning your sixteen years long friendship to anyone who (did not) care.
âSorry, Ji, oh my god!â You swiftly rose up on the bed, it was a miracle your head didn't collide with Jisung's as well. âI thought you were, I don't know, a pervert or something.â
âYN,â Jisung sighed. âIt's literally just us two and our parents. There's a security system in the house. How would a pervert even get in?â
He was right. Growing up in the same town, just three houses away, your families have known each other very well. It was a tradition that started when you and Jisung were old enough to travel and actually understand a vacation. Your families always rented out the same beach house to spend the last two weeks of summer holiday together.
By now, you knew the place front to back, being able to move around while blinded and you would be just fine. So Jisung was right, but you couldnât possibly let him have the win so easily.
âI don't know,â you shrugged. âThey always find a way?â Jisung gave you an unimpressed look. âOkay, okay. But it's still your fault. You shouldn't have woken me up like a creep.â
âBlah, blah, blah.â Jisung rolled his eyes and grabbed your hands, quite literally dragging out of bed and out of the warm comfort of the covers. You hissed and a shiver ran over your skin as your, due to the summer heat barely clothed, body made contact with the cold floor. âCome on, get up, we have so much stuff to do!â
Jisung let go of your hands, bouncing around happily. You shook your head, amazed at the amount of energy he had so early in the morning. Had he eaten just sugar for breakfast?
You slowly stood up, rummaging through the closet for some clothes. âTurn around at least, perv,â you laughed, smacking him over his chest with a shirt. Jisung laughed, but left the room, giving you privacy to change. Not wanting to keep him waiting, you put on the first shorts and shirt you found. It's not like you were going to meet many people so who cares, right? On your way out you grabbed a hoodie too. The summer was in fact nearing its end and the mornings were often chilly. And knowing Jisung, you will have breakfast outside.
As per your prediction, the small outside table was full of food, with Jisung impatiently waiting for you, bouncing his leg and playing with a fork.
After a quick breakfast, Jisung shared his plan for the day. You listen in disbelief, wondering how he wanted to fit all of that into one day. Despite your doubts, you were going to do everything for it to happen though.
This was your last day together. In pursuit of your respective dreams, you and Jisung not only attended different universities, but in different cities too and the distance made it even harder. In order to visit each other, you would have to spend several hours traveling, and that was a luxury you couldnât afford. You tried, but then a test came up, or a friend's birthday party or Jisung was sick⌠After three months you gave up trying, resigning to seeing your best friend on Christmas and summer only.
It was hard enough to leave him last year, but you called each other a lot. In the beginning that was. Once you got your bearings and university properly started, you were often so exhausted you fell asleep on the video call. Or didn't call at all, because Jisung forgot to charge his phone in the whirlwind of classes and deadlines.
You never knew it was possible to miss someone so much. Being without Jisung felt like someone was slowly tearing off your limbs. And when you saw him at Christmas, it felt like the puzzle finally found its missing piece. A week later, in your dorm room with friends and soju, some revelations were had, but by the time summer came around, your mind was in a completely different place.
And this time, knowing what kind of year you were up against, letting go of Jisung for another several months suddenly felt impossible. Knowing this shared vacation was coming, both you and Jisung made a list of activities to do and places nearby to visit. But with how excited you both were, you put off checking boxes in favour of lazing around, watching anime, going to the pool and talking for hours.
So there you were, left with a list impossible to complete by the end of today. Yet nothing would deter you from trying.
âI think I'm actually gonna die.â You fell onto your towel, lying motionlessly on the beach. Not even having enough energy to watch the sunset, which you would have taken countless pics of any other day.
By some miracle, you managed to complete Jisung's entire checklist for the day, which left you completely exhausted. You were seriously thinking of asking Jisung to carry you back, because unlike you, he seemed as if powered by the air he breathed - he hadn't run out of energy the whole day.
âNoo, you can't die yet. We still have to check off the paddleboard at the sea,â Jisung said. And there it was, he actually brought the paddleboard down to the beach. You saw it lying next to your things when you sat back up.
âJi, seriously?â you laughed. âYou can't swim? And it's dark.â The idea seemed a little funny and a whole lot crazy. It was one thing to be at the pool, where there was a bottom and a limited amount of water. To go to the wild, open sea, in the dark, and tired after the whole day? k
âActually⌠I can. Kinda. Lix taught me,â Jisung admitted. You knew who he was talking about, Jisung wouldn't shut up about his roommate and new best friend Felix, he actually mentioned him in about every conversation he could. It was kind of cute actually. You were worried Jisung would struggle, being an introvert with social anxiety, but Felix waltzed into his life and saved him for you.
âOkayâŚâ Felix teaching him solved one problem at least. But you still didn't feel like it was a good idea. âJi, do we have to? What if something happens? We're tired, we're alone hereâŚâ
Jisungâs shoulders slumped. âRight, yeah you're right. I just had this plan and I wanted to⌠nevermind.â
That wasn't fair. Now you felt bad. God, why was Jisung so cute? âMaybe we could⌠I don't know. Put it just by the shore and sit on it?â you suggested, wanting to make Jisung happy. You would do anything to make him happy, even go out on the sea when you thought about it.
Alone together on the beach, the sun setting over the water, the atmosphere was romantic. And thought your brain, because all your feelings that you pushed aside to focus on quality time with Jisung, now came rushing back all at once.
Jisung's face lit up. âYeah, we can do that. I guess it counts as completing.â You helped Jisung push the paddleboard just behind the first waves, sitting on it with your feet in the water, still in the safe distance to the shore.
You looked over the horizon, the sun reflecting on the water begging to be photographed. âSelca?â you asked. Jisung nodded and leaned closer, posing for the low quality picture. With barely any natural light left, the photo was bound to be blurry and dark, but you always liked that kind of aesthetic anyway.
Feeling daring in the moment, you pressed your lips to Jisung's cheek. Barely, just a few seconds, but enough to capture on your phone.
âYNâŚâ Jisung whispered. If it wasn't so dark, you would see the pink dusting his face.
âSorry, I just⌠I just had to,â you said. What did you have to lose anyway? You were leaving tomorrow morning and wouldn't see Jisung for another few months. âI had to know what it feels like,â you whispered.
Jisung lowered his gaze, choosing to look at the waves rather than looking at you. Somehow, the silence was scarier than a rejection of your implied confession.
âSay something Ji, please,â you begged, not knowing how to bear the crushing weight of the silence anymore. You feared what message it carried.
âYou crossed the last box for me.â
Before you could ask what it meant, Jisung took out a crumpled piece of paper and handed it to you. His checklist of activities for the vacation. When you unfolded the small ball of paper, your eyes skimmed over the completed activities, all the way to the last one.
Kiss YN in some super romantic moment.
âI planned to tell you,â Jisung spoke up. âHow I feel. I guess you beat me to it.â He lifted his head to look at you. âI did understand it correctly, right? It wasn't a platonic friend kiss, because Felix sometimes gives me those and if it was then forget everything I said because-â
You surged forward, interrupting his rambling with your lips on his. It was a wonder you didn't fall off the paddleboard, with how much force was used. You felt him freeze and smile, as he slowly kissed you back, overcoming the initial shock and surprise.
And you kissed, until there was no sun in the sky and your parents had to go look at why you took so long. That night, you laid in Jisung's bed, making promises and wishes for the upcoming year, already making plans, determined to not give up this time.
Somehow, coming back to campus and the insanity your university could be sometimes, wasn't as hard as it was last year. This time around, you had something new to look forward to in the darkest moments of endless texts and assignments. You had a boyfriend and a promise to keep. No giving up this time. And you both dutifuly kept it.
Jisungie <3
still alive after that test?
YN <3
barely
i'm dead inside and lonely
my roommate's out this weekend on a family thing
leaving me all alone in this dorm
Jisungie <3
good thing i have no classes this friday
see you then ynnie <3
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finnick nsfw alphabet perchance đĽšđĽšđĽš
thank you for your request anon!
cw: smut, fem!reader, not proofread as per usual
A â aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
finnick is super sweet after sex. he asks how youâre feeling or if there is anything he can do to help. he carries you to the shower, washing your hair before cuddling you back to sleep.
B â body part (their favourite body part of theirs or their partners)
finnick likes his abs and his stomach (i literally don't have a single reason to back this this up i just know that he does LMAO đ)
as cliche as it sounds, finnick likes everything about you and that is the god honest truth. he couldn't pick one thing that he loves bc you're just a goddess to him.
C = anything to do with cum
i think finnick prefers to come inside of you rather than on you. he likes feeling you clench around him as he pumps his seed into you. he enjoys the closeness of it all too.
D = dirty secret
he once came in his pants like a teenage boy when you gave him a lap dance. who could blame him? you looked so pretty dressed up in your lingerie!
E = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they are doing?)
we all know finnick is experienced and that's all i'm going to say on that matter. although he has had plenty of romantic encounters in the bedroom, he doesn't know how to be vulnerable when he has sex. its something that the two of you would have to work through and it definitley requires quite a lot of patience on both sides.
F = favourite position
finnick is a simple man and by that, i mean he adores missionary. i think he likes to see your face. thats really important to him. it tells him what you like and what you dont like. in saying that, i do think he likes when you ride him. he likes surrendering that little bit of control to you. besides, he gets a great view of your tits bouncing that way.
G = goofy (are they more serious in the moment or are they humorous?)
finnick loves being able to make you laugh during sex. he'll crack god-awful jokes just to see you smile.
H = hair (how well groomed are they, do the carpets match the drapes?)
finnick likes to let his hair grow naturally. heâs so used to being waxed in the capitol that he just hates shaving in general
I â intimacy (how are they during the moment? romantic aspects)
sex with finnick is always always intimate. he's full of soft caresses and gentle touches and don't even get me started on the praising. the bottom line is that sex with finnick is more about making love than anything else.
J â jack-off (masturbation headcanon)
i don't think finnick likes jacking off all that much but if you have been gone for a while or vice versa he'll masturbate to the thought of you.
K â kinks (one or more of their kinks)
finnick has such a praise kink. he likes knowing that he's the one making you feel good. i think he likes edging but he always gives you what you want in the end. i think in a modern!au he would like phone sex too.
L â location (favourite places to have sex)
sex has to be special with finnick so i feel like he mostly sticks to the bedroom or other places in your house.
M â motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
finnick likes when you get bratty or talk back to him. idk what it is but he just finds that super hot.
N â no (things they won't do, turn-offs)
finnick won't do anything to hurt you. he doesn't like choking or bondage or anything of that sort because i honestly think it just reminds him too much of his trauma in the capitol.
O â oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill etc)
finnick is a giver. he's a pleasure dom and he loves making you feel good. he does like receiving though. he likes how you look on your knees.
P â pace (are they fast and rough, slow and sensual?)
finnick is absolutely a slow and sensual lover. he likes taking his time with you and dragging your orgasm out for as long as physically possible. he can go fast and rough at times but that's rare.
Q â quickies (their opinions on quickies, how often...)
i honestly don't think finnick is a big fan of quickies. he doesn't like that there's not a lot of intimacy involved in it. he only has quickies if youre really needy and he needs to teach you a lesson. he makes you walk around for the rest of the day with his cum in your panties
R â risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks?)
finnick isn't a big fan of risks. i think it ties in with his memories of the capitol too much. don't get me wrong, he loves to experiment but risks? not so much
S â stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
finnick can go for hours and he can last for just as long.
T â toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
finnick doesn't own a massive amount of toys but he does love to use them on you. he likes to sneak a vibrator onto your clit when heâs fucking youâ heâs a menace like that.
U â unfair (how much do they like to tease?)
finnick fucking odair is the biggest tease known to man. he'll let his hand slide an inch too close to your panties when you're out in public or he'll wear those grey sweatpants just because he knows they drive you insane. he loves to edge you but he will never leave you hanging for too long.
V -- volume (how loud are they? what kind of sounds do they make?)
finnick will groan into your ear and grunt when he's pounding into you. he's a talker too.
W -- wild card (random headcanon)
finnick never kisses and tells. sure, he'll make sex jokes here and there, but he wouldn't dream of telling anyone the things you two do in the bedroom. that's a private, intimate thing to him.
X -- x-ray (what's going on under those clothes)
finnick's a good six / six and a half inches. he's thick too.
Y -- yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
finnick has a pretty high sex drive. i'd say he could go every day if you were both desperate.
Z -- zzz (how quick are they to fall asleep?)
finnick gets super sleepy after sex. he'll clean you up and then collapse back into bed, nuzzling his chin into your chest.
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do u think anyone would have a variable pain tolerance?
cause like Iâm VERY pathetic if someone flicks me or pulls my hair I will cry cause itâs owie :(
but at the same time I have legit broken bones without noticing multiple times (both bones in my leg (picked up 11 months later during a mri), elbow (picked up cause it started to swell), wrist (picked up cause I fell on it again (that did hurt tho lol))
idk it could possibly work for anyone but tbh i think itd be especially funny if fours colours all had different pain tolerances or smth đ
ok but anon, youâre so relatable for this! I also have high pain tolerance, but anything that has to do with teeth pain makes me go full on baby mode lmao like dentistsâŚ.oh my GOD
also twins on the broken wrist thing lol đ¤đťđ¤đť
Now, when it comes to this auâŚI think you have the biggest most galaxy brain ever cause fourâs colors having different pain tolerances is hilarious and I love it and I want to make it canon to the au now lmao
like imagine if against all expectations itâs blue the one with the lowest pain tolerance while red has the highest lmao vio & green are somewhere in the middle
anyway this is great, I love it, thank you!
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some ninjago fic recommendations i have
I've been writing down ninjago fics on ao3 in my notes app and i might as well post them here. there is about 75 of them as of now idk
i will be adding as i read
NO LLORUMI OR LLOYD X NINJA
some of these you'll need an ao3 acc to access
â"Meet Again" by northpen - Zane and Cole can't die. They can be killed but not die of natural causes. 3000 years into the future they meet their friends again [this fic left me in shambles for a few days in the best way possible] (https://archiveofourown.org/works/12308709/chapters/27981705âŚ)
â"The Grass is Always Greener" by Sunnylighter - pre-tea Lloyd switches places with post-movie Lloyd, now show!ninja and movie!Lloyd have to find a way to the movieverse; a lot of references to different media along the way (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18779539/chapters/44553559âŚ)
â"If you could date any of the ninja, which one would you date?" by Pyr0_Kat - movieverse pre-movie, the exact question gets asked during a class (https://archiveofourown.org/works/13661316#mainâŚ)
â"Green Empathy" by Nation_Ustria - movieverse 3 oneshots series pre-movie and pre identities reveal, Lloyd Garmadon is both the Green Ninja and the most hated person in Ninjago City and also an empath (https://archiveofourown.org/series/2178393)
"Visionary" by K1ngtok1 - the ninja are forced to see, spectate the events that blocked their Full Potentials. They talk it out (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38732838/chapters/96844887âŚ)
"Those Linked By Destiny" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - movieverse, how the ninja met even before they were ninja (https://archiveofourown.org/works/26303986/chapters/64045669âŚ)
"Unfamiliar With What's Not Mine" by AlexaAffect - after Tomorrow's Tea Lloyd feels like his body isn't his anymore. Kai helps him see it is; brotherly feels (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37520761)
"An Impromptu Little Brother" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - set in s1, Kai decides to become lil Lloyd's big brother (https://archiveofourown.org/works/26238865)
"A Strange Bet" by ilovelegendsalot - the ninja make the bet that whoever finds out the samurai x's identity is the Green Ninja. While staying at the Bounty with Nya, Lloyd starts to notice a few things (https://archiveofourown.org/works/15715200)
â"The Sun Rises Every Single Night" by Fabro-de-omres (Fabro) - time travel, post s6 Lloyd lands in s2 time (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28530306/chapters/69911859âŚ)
"Ruler From Another Realm" by CyberSearcher -Nice Ice Emperor AU, when Zane lands in the Never Realm he doesn't immediately find and try to repair the mech, instead he finds a village (https://archiveofourown.org/works/23239126/chapters/55643689âŚ)
â"Land Of The Living" and "Shores of Restless Souls" by CaptainBrookeworm - Morro is brought back to life by a scientist using Lloyd's energy; eventual cousins vibes; Morro redemption with Lloyd and the team (https://archiveofourown.org/series/2524495)
â"Prodigal Prince" by TeuthidaRegina - movie verse au, Lloyd lives with his father. Has hybrid features but can shift into a human form. As Lloyd he's a feared warlord in the making, son of Garmadon. As Green he's Ninjago's greatest hero and protector. (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41470281/chapters/103999554âŚ)
â"Reference Letters" by Fabro-de-omres (Fabro) - movieverse pre-movie - Kai is tasked by Green to find someone who could join the Ninja Force. He thinks Lloyd is a perfect candidate (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41823636)
"You Give Me The Strength I Need (To Cry)" by fruitcasket & "And there you were" by Cherry_dynamite - we touch on Lloyd's trauma and him seeing Kai as a father figure (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35553694/chapters/88633630âŚ) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39483225/chapters/98822580âŚ)
"Secret Flame" by ObsessedBee - college au, no powers, everyone is human, lavashipping getting together; **warning for sexual themes** (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31559843/chapters/78080618âŚ)
"Fear and Loathing" by ObsessedBee - series of one shots to "Secret Flame", the main 7's problems, bad habits and traumas and them sorta dealing with them; **mind the warnings** (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38156269/chapters/95323741âŚ)
"Just a Little Bit Before" by Evil_Potato Ninja - Morro is back as a ghost before s1 and finds lil Lloyd living on the streets; green cousins (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44882287/chapters/112927045âŚ)
"forget-me-not" by lloydenthusiast - greenflowershipping one shot, after 10 years they meet again (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45058972)
â"marigold" by lloydenthusiast - greenflowershipping, probably post crystalized, Lloyd struggles with a lot, he and Brad meet by accident. They both struggle with a lot; **mind the warnings** (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45814168/chapters/115296334âŚ)
â"Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die" by BumblebeeEnby - Morro centric, eventual citrusshipping, he's brought back but literally into his own skeleton; Morro redemption (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29320173/chapters/72007536âŚ)
"Taking Shape, Letting Go" by BumblebeeEnby - set after "Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die", having discovered his dragoni origin Lloyd's body starts suddenly changing (https://archiveofourown.org/works/46434775)
"Way of the 21st century ninja", sequel "Born to be a 21st century ninja" and other works in series "The Surprising Life of Jesse Marvel" and "Legacy Sidestories" by weekend-whip (nightbreakers) - all are mix of show and movie verses, canon rewrite with attention to a lot of minor things and very interesting concepts expanded upon, Jesse is an oc however he fits into the story amazingly (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28742124/chapters/70476210âŚ) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/34013053/chapters/84598372âŚ) (https://archiveofourown.org/series/2946552) (https://archiveofourown.org/series/3113685)
"Undo the Golden" by GigglingAsIfIdidntWriteThis - crystalized ended BADLY and Lloyd managed to go back in time to the beginning of s1 to try and save everyone including himself (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45778291/chapters/115202566âŚ)
"The Color of Glory" by banannamuffin - AU, Lloyd is an orphan in the foster system where he meets Harumi who he now sees as a sister. Then he finds out he's supposed to be the Green Ninja and that a group called Sons of Garmadon is on the rise (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44138211/chapters/110989083âŚ)
"On the Outside" by SunflowerAro - set in early s1, lil Lloyd doesn't trust the ninja he has to live with. Slowly that trust is built and traumas acknowledged (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44929669/chapters/113050273âŚ)
â"All of Their Interests" by ilovelegendsalot - ninja bonding with lil Lloyd over things they enjoy (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18958873/chapters/45014614#workskinâŚ)
"All the work, None of the money" by SirShroomie - short, kai-centric, we delve a bit more into his life and struggles before he became a ninja (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42818652/chapters/107565903âŚ)
"Five Times Everyone Thought The Green Ninja Was Dating Lloyd Garmadon" by Anonymous - movie fic, secret identities au, exactly what the title says (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44554888)
"Lloyd Gets a Ransom Note" by BumblebeeEnby - post crystalized, Lloyd gets "invited" to a dinner with his dad and Vinny; survivalshipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45267544)
â"we've all got scars" by brainrotprofessional - short Lloyd and Kai brothers trans interaction (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45679432)
"Shogun: Becoming" by NickelWick - instead of Zane being sent to the Never-Realm, Kai is sent into the movieverse (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44418760/chapters/111722089âŚ)
"Enchanted Opportunities" by Arco_Harrison03 - if marrying a Djinn gives him unlimited wishes, what happens to you when you kill one? (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42570066/chapters/106927911âŚ)
â"Thank You, For Giving Me Wings" by weekend-whip (nightbreakers) - Wu POV of how he's come to see the ninja as his kids and they him as their father figure (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39650496/chapters/99260295âŚ)
â"Say You Won't Let Go" by orphan_account - as Jaya wedding gets close everyone tries to get Kai and Cole together bc apparently they don't know they love each other and everyone else does; lavashipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18606391/chapters/44112619âŚ)
"We Saved Each Other" by orphan_account - continuation of "Say You Won't Let Go" but about a year later. now it's Cole's time to ask the question; lavashipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/19191547)
â"Everybody Talks Too Much" by letters_from_elwind - lavashipping one-shot taking place in s8 together with the scene where Cole sings but it's "Everybody Talks" instead (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38946051#mainâŚ)
"Everhearth" by Butterpony100 - takes place after Nya is brought back but the Crystal King doesn't happen; seabound Kai au with lavashipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42634206/chapters/107094609âŚ)
"The Rights Of A Nindroid" by Anonymous - what if after Dr Julien's death, the government considered Zane its legal property, he's a robot afterall; **mind the warnings** + with a sequel (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28669479/chapters/70281465âŚ)
"just the two of us (we can make it if we try)" by writing_hat - lavashipping fic, pre and post s7, two pining idiots; **mild sexual content** (https://archiveofourown.org/works/47800510?view_adult=true#mainâŚ)
â"The little things" by newtlovesyouso - lil Lloyd starting to trust the ninja as he lives with them. Should be early s1 but the small events indicating the timeline are all over the place, still very much readable; background lavashipping pining (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44529601/chapters/116416195#mainâŚ)
"Would You Like To Enter Stardust?" by AureAllegories - what if Jay became part of Prime Empire upon entering it? minor bruiseshipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37798150/chapters/94374718âŚ)
â"Play to Win" by sadisthetic - s6 oneshot, what if after Cole, Lloyd and Nya are caught, instead of having them walk the plank, Nadakhan decides on another round of Scrap-N-Tap (https://archiveofourown.org/works/46263796#mainâŚ)
â"Son of Garmadon" by orphan_account - movieverse au, Lloyd was raised by his father who has now captured the ninja and left Lloyd in charge of them (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18226388#mainâŚ)
"Cool Down" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - Kai's emotions are tied to his powers, Zane helps him cool down with hugs (https://archiveofourown.org/works/25916767#mainâŚ)
"Echoes of a Broken World" by Stargaze_Sunflower - a few weeks after s6 the ninja find out about the erased timeline (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29410818/chapters/72252897âŚ)
"Little Brother" by SummerStormFlower - s1 Lloyd learns that he's loved and wanted (https://archiveofourown.org/works/22261093#mainâŚ)
"Home Is Where You Are" by lloydshoulddyehishair - movieverse pre-movie oneshot, Morro helps his cousin after he got stabbed (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29490180#mainâŚ)
â"The Master of Fire and the Cold Donât Mix Well" by Nation_Ustria - a series of oneshots of what the title says (https://archiveofourown.org/series/2154861)
"late night bathroom sibling therapy" by YouAreDeadRetry - s1 trans Lloyd, Kai catches him cutting his hair and decides to help out gaining a lil brother in the process (https://archiveofourown.org/works/28855188#mainâŚ)
"Oh, can I be your Bibilly Hills?" by Fabro-de-omres (Fabro) - movieverse pre-movie, after finding out that their leader is Lloyd and seeing the bullying up close, the ninja decide to make a surprise blanket fort for Lloyd (https://archiveofourown.org/works/27822187#mainâŚ)
â"And the Vocab Word of the Day Is..." by fishoutofcamelot - early s1 before Zane regained his memory but with Lloyd living with the ninja, someone taught Zane how to swear (it's a funny oneshot) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36502231#mainâŚ)
"Devil's Horns" by TeuthidaRegina - au and sorta rewrite of s10, the cloud has a bit of an effect on Lloyd and his oni traits start showing; background survivalshipping + with a sequel (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38756427/chapters/96906630âŚ)
"The Not-So-Warm Winters." by JayJay_07936 - short oneshot of everyone cuddling up to Kai on a cold winter night; some lavashipping (https://archiveofourown.org/works/33884434)
"Four Nights, Three Crushes, One Bed, what else do you need" by fizzysugarwrites - polyninja, jay pov; the title is pretty explainatory (https://archiveofourown.org/works/25866772/chapters/62850451âŚ)
"Masking and Unmasking" by HelloThere3306 - movieverse, Lloyd accidentally loses his mask during a fight and the team finds out his identity. He runs (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42865698#mainâŚ)
"Kind" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - movieverse au, the words people think about you appear on your skin, Lloyd decides to do some good with that (https://archiveofourown.org/works/26722576)
"Look what youâve done // Fucked up, hope youâre proud" by Just_ATrigger - Sora blames herself for creating the Photac. Lloyd talks to her (https://archiveofourown.org/works/47996062#mainâŚ)
â"Real Life" by Anonymous - Sora is curious about Zane and asks some questions which make the other ninja worried; master of tech and a guy made of tech? yeah (https://archiveofourown.org/works/47781802/chapters/120452491âŚ)
â"There's Always Tomorro" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - Morro redemption fic (a lil Morro apologist vibe? might just be me. still a good read), Morro living with the ninja after s5 and slowly becoming part of the family (https://archiveofourown.org/works/27635941/chapters/67617703#workskinâŚ)
â"she was my sister before she was your lover" by SeraStars - set at the very beginning of s15; Kai tries to help still mourning Jay and push his own grief away but eventually snaps (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39271809#mainâŚ)
"Piggyback" by Echo_K - Kai gives Lloyd a piggyback ride to a candy stash to cheer him up, first after he finds out he's the Green Ninja and second after they put Garmadon in Kryptarium (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36230257#mainâŚ)
"lloyd garmadon discovers the ninja's inability to bargain with vendors" by sanology - exactly what the title says with some RG brothers (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39982485)
"lloyd garmadon makes kai smith cry on his birthday" by sanology - exactly what the title says with some RGB siblings and found family (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40838994)
â"69 boughs of mistletoe on the wall" by lloydenthusiast - polyninja; Lloyd is tired of the ninja dancing around each other so he buys some mistletoe (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36942319#mainâŚ)
â"The Candy Aisle" by VioletPixels - lil Lloyd gets lost in the store looking for the candy aisle and the panic ensures (https://archiveofourown.org/works/32092543#mainâŚ)
"The Idiots' Guide to Not Despising Your Cousin" by lloydskywalkers - green cousins go for a road trip (https://archiveofourown.org/works/24932815#mainâŚ)
â"All the Little Things" by IAmStoryteller - a few drabbles of Kai being Nya's parent; mostly set before canon (https://archiveofourown.org/works/22992283/chapters/54970162âŚ)
â"The Skirt" by Spinchip (Thatkindghost) - Zane would love to wear a skirt but boys are not supposed to wear girl clothes, right?; gnc Zane oneshot (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30447384#mainâŚ)
"Stormbound" by Taddy_Maesson - post s15, sorta Seabound Jay AU; Jay hears the call of the storm and decides to follow it, however, doing so has its own consequences (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44427397/chapters/111745534âŚ)
â"the flames in the hearth" by sanology - post s7; the ninja get invited over by Ray and Maya who want to spend some time with their kids and their friends, but Kai and Nya are not little anymore and their parents forgetting about it grates on Kai (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39025779#mainâŚ)
"Bucket List" by Mattecat - after DotD Morro stayed in Ninjago, after s7 he stumbles onto Kai who lets him possess him for 2 weeks so he can live a life he didn't get to when he was alive (https://archiveofourown.org/works/18925009/chapters/44928871âŚ)
â"Days Go By" by thahash - lavashipping, coffee shop au; barista Kai and fashion designer Cole meet after Cole moves to Ninjago City and continues his routine of morning coffee (https://archiveofourown.org/works/47334079/chapters/119270812âŚ)
"Lloydâs guide to surviving the merge (and finding new family through it)" by BlueberryPeach - Dragons Rising AU where Lloyd met Arin and Sora shortly after the merge,,and kinda adopted them (https://archiveofourown.org/works/48632041/chapters/122672911âŚ)
"you're on your own, kid (yeah you can face this)" by chaniinobu - the 5 times lloyd got sick and didn't ask for help and the 1 time he did (https://archiveofourown.org/works/48855328)
"Tend to the Flame (Lavashipping)" by Pieris_rapae - series, pirates and mermaids au; after his encounter with a pirate named Cole who steals and loses Kai's (a merman in the hiding) pendant, he, together with some others, ends up on a pirate ship (https://archiveofourown.org/series/3627736)
"Autopilot" by swordofsanctuary - greenflower, Brad and Lloyd finally manage to meet up again. Brad asks Lloyd for some help
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/46044562/chapters/115905625)
"King's Gambit" by shoepermario - citrusshipping, Echo finds half dead (even more?) Morro post s5. With no one else in the lighthouse they become close
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/46453207/chapters/116962000)
"The Struggles of having an Alter Ego" by ladc70_2003 - movieverse, the ninja don't know each other's identities and sometimes that might lead to a few problems. Delves into every ninja's life and their issues
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/39497796/chapters/98859363)
"Coinverse" by Mattecat - a series, after getting resurrected by Lloyd, Morro is given into Borg's care. It's a free child to adopt
(https://archiveofourown.org/series/1062602)
"Morro's Spooky Cafe" by coa_trees - movieverse au, Lloyd and his friends are regulars in Morro's cafe. He starts to care for the kids. Unfortunately they're also the ninja
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/48071317/chapters/121213048)
"Starlight, Heritage, and Stupid Self-Sacrificing Humans" by WritingMadness13 - Lloyd, Arin and Sora end up in season 9 Ninjago
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/49201786/chapters/124146586)
"i'm scared cause it means / i'm a little bit soft" by shoepermario - citrusshipping drabbles
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/51316885/chapters/129664270)
"Got Room For One More?" by kooki18 - polyninja, after getting into a fight at his new school Kai is sent to help out at a ranch for the summer to avoid suspension. Too bad he falls for 3 other guys there who are already in a relationship
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/46583272/chapters/117307066)
"moonlit mugs and tacit love" by holographicknife - lavashipping, a two-shot of the two ninja pining and then being an adorable old couple
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/39431094/chapters/98685285#workskin)
"No Wu AU" by IdkWhereIAmWhatAmIDoing - the ninja found each other by pure coincidence (and Lloyd in a trash can) without Wu, they also found out they have powers. Quite a rewrite fic
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/42440016/chapters/106583067)
"Post-Crystallized Sillies" by shoepermario - post-crystalized, one shots focused on Harumi, Echo (Mr E) and Morro (sorta set in an au?, check out @ataraxixx love his take on the papaja trio)
(https://archiveofourown.org/series/3769057)
"A Dance" by GravyHoney (@gravyhoney ) - bumblebeeshipping, while Arin makes a list of things for Percival to do after Beatrix's defeat, he decides that dancing is a pretty good start
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/51849733)
"look to the rising sun" by stars_brownies_and_metaphors - Arin and Sora chat and some coming out happens
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47611363)
"cold nights and starlight" by stars_brownies_and_metaphors - Lloyd and Sora have a discussion about some habits current and past; **discussion of sh, mind the warnings**
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47811133)
"Ice Skating" by phantombasketofmuffins (@phantombasketofmuffins ) - bumblebeeshipping, short oneshot of Arin and Percy ice skating :3
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/51944410)
"Hoodie stealin'" by RoseLock22 (@roselock22 ) - bumblebeeshipping, oneshot; Arin can't find his hoodie and calls Percy to see if maybe he knows where it went
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/51977005)
"The Junkyard" by citrus_stoner - oneshot; after Jay and Nya go to see a movie while visiting Ed and Edna, Ed and Kai talk, set after s1
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/52226914)
"May I request him by my side?" by Tensoserensei - greenflowershipping oneshot; the ninja are invited to a fancy party, Lloyd finds Brad working there as a server and just this once decides to use his status
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/51954877)
"Blue and Green Make Aquamarine" by Finn_M_Corvex - greenflowershipping oneshot; Lloyd tries to figure out what to gift Brad back
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/52597663)
"A song and a spin" by RoseLock22 - bumblebeeshipping oneshot; Percival comes over to the Monastery to help Arin with training. One thing leads to another
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/52487443)
"Dancin'" by RoseLock22 - bumblebeeshipping oneshot; Arin teaches Percy how to dance
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/52737436)
"Starlight, Heritage, and Stupid Self-Sacrificing Humans" by WritingMadness13 - Lloyd, Arin and Sora land in the past during s9
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/49201786/chapters/124146586)
"Permanently Marked" by Tensoserensei - canon divergent, some bumblebeeshipping; Beatrix manages to capture Percival when he was leading the ninja into the resistance hideout. Percy doesn't want the facial markings that would give him a role in Imperium. Too bad that's about to be his punishment for being a traitor
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/53284189/chapters/134845183)
"Sacrificial Jacket" by Tensoserensei - greenflowershipping; Lloyd is hanging out with his old friends from Darkley's when suddenly his period hits. Brad helps out
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/53689999/chapters/135910720)
"Here We Go Again" by Inverse_Me - Cole ends up in the "monastery", a 'last chance' group home for,,special kids with lots of heavy issues **mind the warnings**
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/49937371/chapters/126074998)
"Getting that Couples Discount" by Tensoserensei - greenflowershipping, lavashipping; there's a couples discount in Chen's noodlehouse for Valentines. It stacks up with more couples in the group. But Kai, Cole and Lloyd aren't dating anyone. Fake (?) dating ensures
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/53914618/chapters/136466293)
"What Does it Take for a Hero to Break?" by Blue1Phoenix - oneshot, DR; despite it having been years, trauma from Morro's possession still has some grip on Lloyd. A wrong question from Arin sets it off
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/54227413)
"Wobbly Hearts" by Leonardo_Charles_BlueWood_21 - movieverse soulmates au; Kai doesn't like soulmates. He knows he has three of them but he doesn't need them and they don't need him. High school is hard enough with letters floating off the page and writing anything being an almost impossible task. Too bad the universe doesn't care
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/53062414/chapters/134249821)
"you're on your own, kid (yeah you can face this)" by chaniinobu - the 5 times lloyd got sick and didn't ask for help and the 1 time he did
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/48855328)
"Lloyd after Seabound" by Tensoserensei - series, Lloyd dealing with Nya's sacrifice post-Seabound, eventual greenflowershipping
(https://archiveofourown.org/series/3721519)
"I Still Remember (All the People I Love)" by shoepermario - post-s3, Lloyd is cooking with Sensei Garmadon, it reminds him of Zane
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/53273923#main)
"We were supposed to be training, weren't we?" by RoseLock22 - bumblebeeshipping, boys in love during a break in training
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/55050013)
"Recursion" by shoepermario - s5, Swap AU where instead of Morro possessing Lloyd, Zane gets possessed by a different ghost
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/55143352/chapters/139831132#workskin)
"steadier footing" by cherieflower - movieverse, pre-relationship greenflower; Lloyd is not used to cute boys being nice to him
(https://archiveofourown.org/works/55385479)
#ninjago fanfiction#ninjago fanfiction recommendations#ninjago fic#lavashipping#greenflowershipping#survivalshipping#polyninja#rgb siblings#citrusshipping#ninjago#i went about 5 pages into ninjago tag on ao3 and on fics updated starting 2020 only#altho there's also some from earlier#i've read so many before 2020 as well but i dont remember#it's also not all of the fics i've read in the past 3 months#i'm too tired to check for any mistakes and to add more context to the summaries now that twt isn't limiting my words#ninjago lloyd#ninjago kai#ninjago jay#ninjago zane#ninjago cole#ninjago nya#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago brad#ninjago wu#ninjago movie#ninjago au#ninjago arin#ninjago sora#ninjago percival#bumblebeeshipping
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PLEASE write more sub/bottom jeongyeon PLEASE i want that butch obliterated
ask and you shall receive! congrats anon i am using this as a drabble request. lmao, hopefully you wonât mind. iâve been wanting to write jeongsa for awhile now, so here it is. this will probably be up on ao3 at some point, too. we need more sub jeongyeon, so i hope you enjoy needy loser butch jeongyeon getting absolutely obliterated by her mean femme gf â¤ď¸
party trick
college au jeongsa ig? itâs pure smut. also jihyoâs there for ��plotâ purposes :)
tags/warnings: mentions of alcohol/semi-drunk sex, pwp, semi-public sex (theyâre in a bathroom), mommy kink, jeongyeon gets called puppy idk, verbal humiliation, dirty talk, exhibitionism, implied voyeurism, strap-ons, jeongyeon sucking off the strap. this is crazy icl.
cishet men and minors dni.
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âReally, Jeongyeon?â Sana huffed out. âWeâre at a party. People could catch us.â
The older girl let out a whine, continuing to pull Sana up the stairs. The two of them were at some party in some house on the other side of campus- one of Jihyoâs frat friends had invited them. Quite frankly, it shocked the two of them that they were even told about it. They were pretty well known as the collegeâs token lesbian couple; the weird-scary-butch music student who was âsecretly a manâ, and the pretty-ditzy fashion student who was âclearly confused about her sexualityâ. They caught a lot of shit for it, tended to stay away from functions such as this one because of it. But hey, theyâd never turn down free alcohol. So, after Jihyo begged them to come with her, to just put their resignations aside for a few hours, they did.
The night was fine, the party was booming. A lot of their friends were there, thankfully, which meant they didnât have to socialize with the straight boys who clearly only wanted them there to watch them make out. There was free food, drinks, questionable music, and a place for them to dance, albeit poorly. What wasnât to like? It was a good time, and they both needed a break, anyways.
The only problem now was that Jeongyeon was tipsy. And when Jeongyeon was in any way buzzed, she was needy. Not that Sana had an issue with it. She loved to spoil her girl, really. But that was in the sanctity of their own apartment, not some frat house full of a bunch of underage drunk college students puking their brains out.
âSana- I donât care.â Jeongyeon said as they got to the top of the stairs. Her words came out slurred, her cheeks bright red as she huffed, looking over at her girlfriend. âI know you wore it. I felt it when you were grinding against me earlier.â
Well. Maybe Sana did want something to happen. She wouldnât have gone out packing if she didnât.
âJust because I wore it doesnât mean you were gonna get anything, Jeongie.â
Jeongyeon whined again, stomping off down the hallway. Sana followed closely behind her, making sure to watch carefully as Jeongyeon tried each and every door until finally, one opened. Before Sana had time to really say anything, the older girl had grabbed her wrist, pulling her inside.
âPlease, Sana. I know you. Youâre literally my girlfriend.â Jeongyeon huffed out indignantly as she closed and locked the door. âYou want it just as bad as I do.â
Sana looked around, examining her surroundings. It was a tiny bathroom, but clearly one that multiple men shared. It was⌠Well, it was as clean as it possibly could be. Several cans of deodorant strewn across the countertop, toothbrushes everywhere, the vibrations of the music from downstairs causing them to shake with each bass thump. The shower curtain was half open, revealing a hoard of different 3-in-1 shampoo bottles. She was just grateful the toilet seat was closed, and that there was even a toilet brush next to it. Clearly, someone cared. Thank god they did.
However, this was still risky. They were in public- at a party they were clearly only invited to so a bunch of boys could gawk at them, in some sketchy bathroom that wasnât theirs. Anyone could come up there and find them. Sana had half a mind to put her foot down, to take her girlfriend downstairs and trick her by giving her shots of water so sheâd sober up faster; they could go back home and finish things there. But before she had any time to protest, Jeongyeon was already on her knees in front of her, haphazardly grabbing at the front of her skirt.
âI just donât think we should do this here, baby.â Sana said, swatting at Jeongyeonâs hands.
Jeongyeon pouted again, leaning her head against Sanaâs thigh.
âPlease? âS your fault Iâm needy. You wore it, you knew Iâd want itâŚâ
All of Sanaâs reluctance went out the window the moment she looked down at Jeongyeon. She had the sweetest pout on her face, her bottom lip poking out just slightly so. Her big eyes were round with want, her cheeks still slightly red from the alcohol. She was adorable.
Sana wanted to ruin her.
âAnd Iâve been so good latelyâŚâ Jeongyeon added as she nuzzled her face against Sanaâs thigh. âPlease, mommy?â
God. She just couldnât resist her sweet girl.
âFine, fine- justâŚâ Sana sighed. âYou have to be quiet, okay? And we need to do this fast.â
Jeongyeonâs expression lit up.
âThank you, thank you. Iâll be so good Sana- so good for you.â
Cute. And incredibly fuckable.
âI know you will, baby.â Sana whispered, running her fingers through Jeongyeonâs hair. âAlways so good for me, hm?â
Jeongyeon nodded absentmindedly, going back to what she was doing before. She hooked her fingers under the waistband of Sanaâs skirt, pulling it down. The outline of the strap was so clearly visible in the pair of safety shorts she was wearing in lieu of actual underwear, which made Jeongyeon chuckle.
âI donât know how you even manage to hide that thing.â She muttered, pulling the shorts down, too.
âThatâs for me to know, and for you to be the only one who gets to see.â Sana replied, kicking the offending fabric away.
Jeongyeonâs hazy eyes immediately focused on the toy. Sana had worn her favorite- a medium-sized, realistic looking one that matched her skin tone. It wasnât extraordinary in any way, and they had other, much more fun toys, but it never failed to make Jeongyeon scream. Sana didnât miss how her girlfriend quickly ran her tongue over her bottom lip, her expression completely blank with want. Her body trembled just slightly as she finally looked up at Sana, locking eyes with her.
She was being good. She was waiting for permission.
âGo on, baby.â Sana whispered. âSuck it.â
And Jeongyeon did. Within seconds, her mouth was on Sana, making a show of swirling her tongue around the head before taking the rest of it into her mouth. Even though Sana couldnât actually feel it, the sight alone was enough to make her stomach tense up, a jolt of pleasure going straight to her core.
âGood girl.â Sana said, her hand finding the top of Jeongyeonâs hair, her fingers tangling into her freshly dyed blue locks. âMommyâs good girl.â
She helped guide Jeongyeon up and down on the toy, resisting the urge to buck her hips. Jeongyeonâs moves were sloppy, still remotely tipsy as she worked, drool spilling out of the corner of her mouth as she stared up at Sana the entire time she sucked her off. It was gross, it was still so unsafe. At any point someone could absolutely be banging on that bathroom door, trying to get inside.
Sana loved all of it.
So yes, she did want something to happen. Maybe not this exact scenario, but something. It had been weeks since her and Jeongyeon had gotten to do anything, and honestly, Sana had planned to rail her brains out in the backseat of her car after they left. But this would work.
âMommyâŚâ Jeongyeon whined around the head, her mouth muffled from having the toy between her lips. âNeed you in meâŚâ
This would definitely work.
Sana finally pulled her off, a string of spit connecting Jeongyeonâs mouth to the toy. The older girl was looking at her with so much want, her expression dazed as she wiped the corner of her mouth with her sleeve. She adjusted herself so that she could press her thighs together, whimpering as she stared up at her girlfriend. Sana tried to ignore how the sight made her core ache, still wanting to get this done quickly.
âAlright, alright. Youâve been good, câmon.â
Sana helped Jeongyeon to her feet, her hands immediately finding the buckle of her belt, making quick work of undoing it. She pressed a gentle kiss to Jeongyeonâs cheek, not wanting to smear her lipstick, before tugging her jeans and boxers down to her knees.
âAgainst the counter, baby. Show me that pretty ass of yours.â She whispered, her hand on Jeongyeonâs waist.
Jeongyeon just nodded absentmindedly, doing exactly what she was told. She held on to the edge of the countertop, leaning forward. Sana got behind her, her hand slipping down between her thighs, gently running her fingers through Jeongyeonâs folds. She gave her clit a few taps with her index finger before lazily circling it, making sure to focus on the sensitive spot under the hood. When Jeongyeonâs knees buckled slightly, she drug her finger down to her entrance, dipping it in just enough to tease the poor girl even more.
âFuck, Jeongyeonie.â Sana taunted. âAlready so wet for me.â
Jeongyeon just whined, looking back over her shoulder.
âN-Need you, pleaseâŚâ
It would be so easy to keep teasing her. It was fun to make Jeongyeon work for it- to have her broken before Sana ever even fucked her. But when she saw the look on Jeongyeonâs face, the sound of the loud music echoing up the stairwell and into the hallway, she remembered they really needed to get this done. Sana had no intention of denying her anything. Right then, she couldnât. Even if she wanted to.
âI know, baby. I know.â Sana whispered, taking her hand away and finally lining the toy up with Jeongyeonâs entrance. âItâs okay. Iâll take such good care of you, puppy.â
Sana moved her hand to hold onto Jeongyeonâs hip, finally pressing the toy into her. A loud moan spilled out of the older girlâs mouth, and Sanaâs grip tightened just a bit as she froze.
âJeong- you need to be quiet. Or else you wonât get anything.â
Jeongyeon just bit her lower lip, nodding desperately. That was good enough for Sana, who took it as a sign to press herself in further. Jeongyeon leaned forward even more, giving Sana a better angle. The moment Sana was all the way in, Jeongyeon let out a sigh, her eyes falling shut as she pushed herself back against Sana, grinding against the toy. Normally Sana wouldâve reprimanded her, reminded her that she would take what was given to her, but sheâd give her a pass. For now, anyways.
âFeeling better, baby?â Sana cooed, gripping Jeongyeonâs hips tighter, but still not moving. âSuch a little slut, couldnât wait âtil we got home?â
Sheâd play with her just a little, though.
Jeongyeon shook her head. Sana gave her a shallow thrust, pressing the toy impossibly deeper and earning a squeak from the older girl.
âN-No, couldnât wait-â Jeongyeon whined. âMommy, please-â
Sana cut her off by giving her another harsh thrust. Jeongyeon couldnât help but grunt, whimpering as she fell forward onto her forearms. Sana finally took off, bucking her hips roughly, as fast as she possibly could. She watched Jeongyeon through the mirror, practically grinning at how her jaw would clench and release each time she pushed back in. It was the prettiest sight in the world, to her. The sounds of skin against skin filled the tiny bathroom, echoing over the music from below. Sana didnât care at that point- she needed to absolutely ruin her girl.
âGod, puppy, youâre so easy, yâknow that?â Sana huffed out between thrusts. âSo fucking- easy to get all worked up.â
Jeongyeon nodded, completely brainless as she groaned. Sana had no idea if it was the alcohol or the fact that she was being fucked, but either way, she was gone.
âSo fun to play with.â Sana added, reaching up to grab Jeongyeonâs hair, pulling the shivering girl up. âSo desperate to cum, arenât you? Thatâs all you ever think about, isnât it?â
âY-Yes- fuck.â Jeongyeon croaked out. âAll I want- wanna cum for you.â
Sana thrusted again, even deeper this time. Jeongyeon moaned unabashedly, arching back into Sanaâs grip. Sana continued to hold her up by her hair, her other hand still hanging onto her hip. She dug her nails into the soft skin, earning yet another pathetic noise out of her girlfriend.
So much for getting this done quietly. Sana really didnât give a single shit anymore, couldnât. Even if she tried. And she was absolutely not trying.
âSo fucking loud.â Sana hissed, her pace never letting up. âBet you want us to get caught. I bet youâd love if someone walked in on us like this- you want everyone to see me ruining you, donât you?â
Jeongyeon did her best to nod, her eyes still screwed shut.
âP-Please, I want- want everyone to know Iâm your- your slutty little puppy. Hope all of them can hear me, hope they all know just how good you fuck me.â
Sana could really feel it then. She knew she was fucking dripping, felt the way her clit pulsed each time she fucked herself into Jeongyeon. And to hear that, on top of everything else? Oh, this was so much better than she ever couldâve imagined. To have Jeongyeon so willing to be ruined, to know she wants to be caught. To be absolutely railing her in some nasty frat boy bathroom, to know that those boys would never know what happened in there. Sana wondered if sheâd finish without Jeongyeon ever even touching her. Theyâd never done anything like this before, so she had no idea how Jeongyeon felt about it. But fuck, was it good. They should go to parties more often.
She thrusted again, knowing she hit the spot that Jeongyeon loved the most just based on her reaction. The older girl cried out, her body practically going limp as Sana begin to focus on that spot, hitting it over and over and over again. Another whimper spilled from Jeongyeonâs lips as Sana finally let go of her hair, using that hand to reach around to her front, slipping it between her hips and the counter. She found Jeongyeonâs clit and quickly began rubbing tight circles into it, earning another languid sound out of her. Her knees buckled, her hips pressed back, her body falling back against Sanaâs front right as she-
âSana? Jeongyeon? Are you two up here?â
Both of them froze. They stared at each other in the mirror, horrified as they heard footsteps approaching.
âCâmon guys, Iâm worried. Youâve been gone for so long.â
Jihyo.
Jeongyeon was the first to move, trying to pull away.
âSana-â
Sana didnât let her go.
âThatâs not my name, puppy.â
Jeongyeon bit her lip, hard enough that Sana was almost concerned sheâd break the skin. Her face was bright red, her expression pained. Sana cocked her head to the side, smirking as she rocked her hips again. Jeongyeon leaned forward, gripping the edge of the counter, doing her best to contain a whimper.
âW-What are you doing?â She whispered, her voice laced with panic.
âThought you wanted to get caught, baby.â Sana replied, leaning forward so her lips were right next to Jeongyeonâs ear. âOr were you lying to me?â
Right as Sana bucked her hips again, there was a knock on the door.
âSana, Jeongyeon- is that you guys?â Jihyo asked from the other side.
This made things so much more fun.
Jeongyeon pushed herself back up, her brows threading together at the sensation of Sana getting pushed deeper inside her because of the movement. Sana quickly reached up, cupping her mouth with one hand, her other hand starting to rub her clit again, even fucking harder than before.
âYeah- sorry, Jeongyeon got sick.â Sana replied evenly, raising her voice just loud enough so Jihyo could hear. âWeâll be out in a few minutes.â
âOh, oh god- do you need help?â Jihyo asked, concerned. She started to fidget with the doorknob. âHere, let me in-â
âNo, itâs okay!â Sana replied, pressing her fingers down harder.
Jeongyeonâs body shuddered, a small squeak escaping her lips. Sana clamped her hand down even harder.
âAre you sure? Did she throw up or something?â Jihyo asked.
âYeah- she drank too much. Itâs okay though, promise! Iâve got it handled.â Sana answered, her voice still completely calm as she continued to work at Jeongyeon. âWeâll be out in a few minutes.â
By then, Jeongyeonâs eyes had rolled to the back of her head. Her body was completely limp as she laid against Sana, letting the younger girl do whatever she pleased. Each pass of her fingers over the sensitive nub caused Jeongyeon to tremble, her hips jerking, the toy that was still nestled inside her pressing even deeper. Jihyo was still standing at the door, the floor creaking each time she shifted her weight, seemingly unaware about what the two of them were actually doing. The whole scene was fucking absurd.
But clearly, Jeongyeon was enjoying this. And Sana was, too.
âI mean- Iâll just wait here until youâre done.â Jihyo said. âI can help if you need!â
Sana needed to push it even further.
âJeongyeonie.â She whispered, just loud enough for only the two of them to hear.
Jeongyeon finally came to, blinking a few times before looking at her in the mirror again. She didnât reply, couldnât.
âYou gonna cum just like this?â Sana murmured, smirking. âWith my cock so deep in you while your best friend is right outside that door?â
Jeongyeon exhaled deeply, a moment passing before she nodded rapidly. Sana bucked her hips again, the hand that was still working at her clit pressing down even harder. The tiny bathroom was practically shaking from the music downstairs, just loud enough to muffle everything.
It was the perfect opportunity to test Jeongyeonâs limits.
âBet you want her to see you like this, huh?â Sana pressed further. âWant her to watch as your mommy absolutely ruins you? Want her to know just how much of a disgusting little slut you really are?â
The faintest whine escaped Jeongyeonâs lips, her fists clenching at her sides, tears welling in her eyes as they fell closed again. Sana had her right where she wanted her.
âI could reach over and open that door right now, if I really wanted to. Let Jihyo watch you right as you broke. Youâd love that, wouldnât you?â
Jeongyeon just kept nodding, grinding her hips back against Sanaâs front. After a particularly harsh movement, she shuddered.
âC-Close.â She managed to whisper through gritted teeth, her voice still muffled by Sanaâs hand. âMommy, please let me cum. Please.â
So fucking filthy.
âGo ahead, baby.â Sana said, her voice coming out honey-sweet next to Jeongyeonâs ear. âCum for me. And for her, too. Put on a show for us, puppy.â
Jeongyeon just kept nodding as she rocked her hips back in perfect timing with Sanaâs fingers swiping under the hood of her clit. The sensation of it made Jeongyeon finally break, her jaw falling open in a silent scream as she trembled violently. Sana quickly moved her hand from her mouth down, wrapping it around her waist to keep her upright. Her other hand stayed pressed against the now very swollen bundle of nerves, rubbing gentle circles into it to help guide Jeongyeon through. Sana pressed a few kisses to the side of her face, not really minding the lipstick smears it left behind.
When Jeongyeon finally came back down to earth, her breath evening out and her body shuddering from the overstimulation, Sana pulled away. She finally stepped back, ungluing herself from the older girl as she slowly pulled the strap out of her. Jeongyeon did her best to hold back a whimper at the feeling, leaning forward to hold the countertop.
Talk about a show.
âSo good.â Sana whispered, helping Jeongyeon get her clothes back on. âDid so good, Jeongie.â
Jeongyeon finally turned around, facing the younger girl. Her face and neck were red, her forehead covered in sweat, lipstick marks all over her cheek. She leaned back against the counter, a blissed out smile on her lips as she held her arms out for Sana. The whole scene was beyond cheesy, even for Sanaâs hopelessly romantic self. But the moment Jeongyeon finally opened her now watery eyes, tilting her head to the side just like a little puppy expecting a treat, Sana couldnât resist. Sheâd really never be able to resist her sweet girl.
She let Jeongyeon pull her in by her waist, trying her best to not let the stupid strap get in the way. Eventually she just gave up, choosing to settle between Jeongyeonâs legs, the toy awkwardly pressing against the older girlâs stomach. Both of them giggled softly as they kissed, Sana smiling brightly against Jeongyeonâs lips.
But, of course, the moment she opened her mouth to say something, thatâs when Jihyo knocked on the door again. Go figure.
âYah! Sana?â Jihyo asked. âYou promise sheâs alright?â
âSheâs good, Ji! Sheâs so good!â Her voice dropped, low enough for only the two of them to hear, her thumbs coming up to wipe a few lingering tears away from the corners of Jeongyeonâs eyes. âSo, so good.â
âAlright.â Jihyo said, clearly annoyed. âIâm gonna go wait downstairs. Nayeon wants to leave when you two get back, but take your time.â
âWeâll be down in a few minutes!â Sana said, cupping Jeongyeonâs face in her hands as she ran her thumbs across the apples of her cheeks. âJust need some time alone, okay?â
âWhatever you say, girl.â Jihyo said, her voice a bit distant, as if she was facing away from the door. âIâd have left her to die, personally.â
Jeongyeon couldnât help but snort. Sana rolled her eyes.
âAnd thatâs why youâre the best friend and Iâm the girlfriend, Park Jihyo!â
âYah! As if Iâd ever want to date that!â Jihyo argued back. There was a small sigh from the other side of the door. âYouâre a saint, really, Sana. Youâre really good to her.â
Sana looked up at Jeongyeon with a soft smile. The older girl just nodded before leaning in to peck her lips again. A few moments passed before, finally, Jihyo walked away. Sana and Jeongyeon both let out the breath theyâd been holding for what felt like hours, sighing with relief as they held each other.
âHow you feeling?â Sana whispered, laying her head against Jeongyeonâs shoulder.
âIncredibly sober.â She answered dryly. âBut good. That was⌠Fun. Very fun.â
âYou seemed to really enjoy it, baby.â Sana teased, earning a small noise of protest from her girlfriend. âWeâll have to have a talk about all of that later. Didnât know you had all that in you.â
âGod- I know, I know. Really, I didnât know I did.â Jeongyeon huffed out, wrapping her arms around Sanaâs waist even tighter than before. âAnd frankly, I didnât know you did, either.â
Jeongyeon shifted just a bit, grimacing.
âIâm gonna be sore for days.â
âAw, but you like that.â
âI do. Only for you, though.â
Sana looked up at her, squinting.
âBetter not be for anyone else.â She said, her cheeks puffed out with a pout. âYouâre mine, Jeongyeonie.â
Jeongyeon just smiled, rolling her eyes.
âIâm yours. No one elseâs.â
They kissed a few more times before Sana finally pulled away, reminding Jeongyeon that they had to leave. And, reminding her that they were very much not finished. Jeongyeon awkwardly stared at the floor, her cheeks turning red when Sana casually guided one of her hands down between her thighs, allowing her to feel just how wet she was. Jeongyeon repeatedly reassured her sheâd handle it the moment they got home as she took the toy out of the harness and washed it in the sink. Sana stayed pressed against her back the entire time, watching her work.
It was cute how embarrassed Jeongyeon got after everything was said and done. She whined when Sana looked over her shoulder, told her to go away, tried to make it so Sana couldnât see what she was doing. It was adorable. Her big, strong butch that was secretly the neediest person on the whole planet. No one got to see that side of her, only Sana. And Sana loved her more than anything or anyone else.
The two of them slightly panicked when they couldnât find anything to dry the toy off with. Sana started opening cabinets, thankfully stumbling across a roll of paper towels underneath the sink. They awkwardly dried the toy off, putting it back in the harness, and Sana turned around so Jeongyeon couldnât see her tucking the toy back into her shorts. The older girl whined, wanting to know how Sana did it, but Sana just shooed her away as she finally pulled her skirt back up. She had her secrets, always had to keep Jeongyeon guessing, after all.
âYou have to act like you were in here puking when we go back downstairs.â Sana said as she took a wet paper towel to Jeongyeonâs cheek, wiping the lipstick stains off. She ran her hand through Jeongyeonâs hair, ruffling it just a bit. âGood thing you already look a little disheveled.â
âHey-â Jeongyeon pouted. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âIt means-â Sana said as she threw the paper towel away. âYou look fucked out, baby.â
Jeongyeon mashed her lips together, her cheeks turning red as she looked down at the floor. There was no way in hell she was gonna let this incident go, but sheâd teased enough already. They had other things to be doing, anyways.
âItâs cute.â Sana said, cupping Jeongyeonâs cheek. âYouâre cute.â
Jeongyeon rolled her eyes.
âWhatever.â
She smiled softly.
âI love you. Thanks for this.â
âI love you, too.â Sana replied, patting down her skirt before giving herself one last look over in the mirror.
Before she could say anything, Jeongyeon had already pulled her lipstick out of the pocket of her jeans. She silently handed it over to Sana, who quickly reapplied it, making sure she looked remotely decent. The moment she put the cap back on, Jeongyeon was already taking it back from her, sliding it back into her pocket (with the rest of Sanaâs ânecessitiesâ) for safekeeping.
Jeongyeon was just as good to her, really. So, so good.
âYou know Iâll always take care of you, baby.â She said, finally turning around and nudging Jeongyeonâs shoulder. âNow câmon. You owe me big time for this little stunt.â
Jeongyeon couldnât argue with that. In fact, she had other ideas of what she could be doing instead- ones that would be way better done in their own bed back at their place. Sana gave her a quick kiss before finally pulling her out of the bathroom, the sounds of the party becoming much more clear and bright as they stepped into the hallway. There were cheers of students clearly playing some game, the sound of music and laughter spilling up the stairs. Sana gave Jeongyeon one last look, smiling coyly. Jeongyeon shook her head incredulously before going to lean on Sanaâs shoulder, making sure theyâd be able to fake their way out of anyone questioning if she was really sick or not.
So maybe frat parties werenât that bad. If it meant theyâd get to do that again, theyâd definitely be going. For the free booze, theyâd say. But hopefully no one would ever find out why they were really there.
#nik.txt#asks#my fics#twice fic#jeongsa#jeongyeon#sana#twice smut#ignore me taking creative liberties with this ask but i had to get this out#hopefully this will suffice anon
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