fuckin…. im a bit grouchy today, but reading “omg someone who draws, draw this extremely complicated and time consuming idea I had for free teehee just throwing this idea out there” makes me want to chew concrete, this isnt cute, you arent coy. just the flippancy of it rubs me the wrong way, “teehee im not asking for artists to draw for me for free, im just throwing this idea out there teehee”
Drives me up the walls, you want your ideas drawn, animated, whatever? Fucking pay an artist
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ronnie/pax (among others)
he/it/pretty much any except they
gods #1 bigender fagfreak ravenous beast gore enjoyer and objectliker (in more ways than one)
minor . btw yk the drill with that
brainworms currently wiggling over miitopia / drive45 / in the lives of puppets + tj klune / smiling friends / machine girl / cult of the lamb / shipwrecked 64 / objectified / twomp + ashur gharavi
normally i do not maintag fandom posts because i shrimply get Nervous👍
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Honestly it’s shit like this that discourages me from even using tumblr in the first place like goddamn. All that work, all those posts, and for what? For it to be swept away like a tiny- not even a full shell, a shard of a shell, unto an unforgiving sea.
It’s odd. And definitely not what I needed with all the shit going on in my life right now. Tumblr, as it stands, was the one place I could turn to for relaxation and comfort, to post my art, to see my tiny platform grow with each subsequent follower, and it made me smile to see people love my art
Now it’s gone, slipped right through my hands with all the swiftness of the wind.
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making things is hard and I want everybody to know that it's okay to make things that are bad, or half finished, or not even half finished. it's okay to make things for you and it's okay to not make things.
my feelings are very messy at the moment and making things has felt more taxing than usual so I just want to remind people to meet yourself where you're at and that you aren't a machine. you are not obligated to be perfect. you just need to be here.
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when the intense fear of abandonment disorder gives you an intense fear of abandonment
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who up cutting off everyone they know out of fear of them cutting you off
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me when i see a artist young than me draw much more better art than me
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names are assholes and i’ve cornered myself T^T
>my name is mystery
>i decided that i also vibed with lee and having a normal sounding name is useful
>”hey guys i use lee/mystery”
>literally everyone ever uses lee
>the name mystery becomes anxiety for me bc nobody uses it (“what if people think its stupid bc the moment they get a chance to use something else they take it” + it sucks when people dont use both names yknow) its so atypical so its hard to use anyway (employers and transphobia and shit)
>i trick myself into thinking lee is just as fine as mystery
>i go to college
>week 1 i realize im lying to myself i dont like lee much
>this feeling of dislike only grows. the dislike is now hatred. it is genuinely uncomfortable now.
>i realize that actually wait mystery fucks still i was right the first time
>too scared to say “please stop calling me lee” to 75% of people because now lee is so ingrained everywhere and despite knowing i use both NOBODY USES MYSTERY
>ive somehow trapped myself into a second fucking deadname, except i chose the damn name this was by my own creation
>also realizes i still should get a normal name that employers would like and transphobes wouldnt kill me over that isnt mystery
>every name is wrong and bad. im starting to think its mystery or bust.
>but going by mystery is hard because ive barely been able to tell people i genuinely hate the current alternative, i immediately out myself as queer doing so which safety concerns, and if i say i use two names EVERYONE WOULD USE THE SECOND NORMAL NAME
>part of me is afraid that id also hate mystery if i use it in school despite two years of highschool not being a problem, and that id get shit if i changed my name in the system to mystery despite people probably not caring much
>i think im fucked
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