#STILL THOUGH. IM STICKING W THIS
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i am OBSESSED with that one yandere hantengu clone art! but i do wonder, did you change their appearance a bit to make them look alike but at the same time not? this is hard to explain, but i observed the clones nose shape, sekidos hair being more different than the others, and facial structures making them each being different. very sorry if this doesn’t make sense it’s hard explaining what i noticed (T ^ T)
I think I understand what you mean, don't worry! you did wonderfully!
and basically, yes and no!
Some things were probably accidental (like facial structure), but the purposeful tweaks were their eyes and hair yeah!
I wanted the viewer to be able to tell the difference between them without being explicitly told who's who.
[design yapping under the cut]
I've heard that depending on what expression you're making often, it changes how you rest your face, and I wanted that to translate into how i drew them!
that and if you look REALLY closely, there are some subtle differences between them all in the anime/manga, so i accentuated those and added my own spin to it too.
So, if i were to draw the four making a neutral expression, it'd look something like this!
And that would HOPEFULLY be enough to give you an idea about who's who while also keeping their faces EXTREMELY similar yet a little different at the same time
but knowing me....... i'd probably still make it super obvious.......
I changed their nose because Hantengu had a sharp nose, and I thought it'd be hot cool to see them with one! I have no excuse for the eye bags and dimples.. they look like they have the type of hot guy aura to have those traits............... orz
i try not to forget small details but i probably do sometimes making them look different //slams head against wall
#null rot#null brainwash#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#cloaked cult member#WAAAHHHH TYSM BTW.... IM REALLY HAPPY THEIR DESIGNS CAME OFF THAT WAY#MY ATTEMPTS WERE A SUCCESS AND I CAN ONLY HOPE TO CONTINUE ACHIEVING THAT#FUCK#i hope no one minds this little expression ramble. i really like faces and how they move#maybe thats why i like them sm....... theyre like my guineas pigs....#im tryin so fuckin hard not to fall victim to same face syndrome bUT THESE MOTHERFUCKERS ARE LITERALLY THE WORST CANIDATES FOR THAT#STILL THOUGH. IM STICKING W THIS#their thick brows bro...... ouGHHHHHHHHHH#tired eyes............. oooUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#there are also small things i didnt mention. but i wonder if any of you can spot them? if not. then its no problem.#its one of those little details i'll keep to myself and subconsciously use to indocrinate you further#GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED GET BRAINWASHED
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hello toontown corporate clash community. misty monsoon 👍
#toontown corporate clash#[cherry on top]#eyestrain#<- the polished pieces lean a little too close to eyestrain so i think ill tag it V-V#sorry. her failgirl personality captivated me too much and now im slightly obsessed w/ ttcc lol#though ttccs gameplay def looks like its not for me so ill stick to just rotating rainmaker around in my head really fast#and the other cogs too! but mainly rainmaker.#actually im gonna talk a bit about the polished artpieces for a second#i was trying to replicate how i did one of my artfight pieces bc i really really liked how it turned out#but i have. somehow forgotten how i did the painting bit. so now i cant seem to replicate it perfectly T-T#i still like how they turned out tho so im not too mad about it lol#anyways. woe rainmaker be apon ye#(art of the other managers coming in a different post because i Did also draw some of them!!!! i just wanted rainmaker 2 have her own post)
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been trying to figure out just how i am going to explain how wildly my brain has been altered since the last time i saw my therapist && it make me realize all of this has happened in 1 month,,,,,,,,,,, it feels like . eons. eternity . in the best way possible
#normally everything feels so short#my anxiety just speeds me through it before i can even take a second to enjoy or even experience anything. everything is a dusty blur#but ive been ok#i've actually had good times ive mayb even started 2 feel close to a person for the first time in my life#feel safe w them#anxiety cant get me when im in their shield bubble#listening 2 em talk n even just Exist like woag ur the best thing in this whole world#just bbzbzbzbzbbzz#of course there r also the Horrors that do come w it just due 2 my avpd but . it still feels so different#and i like to ignore those because they make me feel like a monster i am not jealous noo i am so normal i am very normal#i am beating my jealousy side with a stick and i Will win#i have never and Will never act on it#if i ignore it they cant b real#also i do know it's illogical whihc helps#honestly though im used 2 it because ill get jealous if like . a stranger is nice to me and then is nice to some1 else. like oh. oh it was#all a rouse u want me dead u hate me#and it's like. homie. pal. that is normal. they're not abandoning u theyre not trying to set u up for humiliation#theyre just living their life#it's kinda weird tho because i will get feelings like that simultaneously with knowing i am Nothing i am a Horrid beast no one deserves to#even have to see#and knwoing i am not allowed to care about people and there is no shot in hell they will be even nice to me#so it;s just . a lot of things swirling constant;ly#painful emotions all around there is no joy#(except for rn. with them. i can b free from my brain)
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hey boss, any thoughts on the upcoming elden ring dlc? ur fromsoft takes are always enlightened
dont quote me on this but i thjnk miquella might be in it.
#MORE SERIOUS ANSWER: i still havent played it but since this was sent to me before it came out i assume its ok to just#write out my general thoughts. its sweet of u to say that my takes are enlightened btw haha im glad u think so.. that being said i#i dont think i have anything to say that hasnt been said already#the story trailer is soooooo. aughghh#the thing im most excited abt is the high probability that it sheds some light on the past of TLB like other fromsoft dlcs tend to do#also the equally high probability of getting more of st trina.... everyone and their mom has always been curious abt all that cut content#and if theyd ever explore it some more in the future#seeing omen-like horns in the trailer and promo material n such is especially intriguing to me bc im rlly invested in that side of the lore#(i love my grandpa who beats me with a stick)#and im still hoping that theres a crumb of shadow (as in. the wolves) content in there but it seems highly unlikely now haha#new weapons and gorgeous views to uncover & music are always exciting ofc. and so are the new npcs i hope at least one of em is either#a sweetheart i'll fall in love with or a freak i wont be able to stop thinking abt. fromsoft characters hit different#i have some concerns as well though. specifically gameplay-wise: i rlly hope that the map isnt too big bc while i LOVED er i still have my#qualms w/ some open-world scope problems it suffers from. mainly the reuse of certain enemies & minibosses. in the grand scheme of things#its not that big of a deal but i really hope that they took their sweet time working on smth smaller#n didnt spread themselves too thing ykwim#bc if they make me fight 20 more tree asylum demons and those loathesome root worms i might just cry LOL#er spoilers#ps sorry for the super late reply!!
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this is humiliating like 99% of my spotify wrapped is the same 3 artists
#yeehawing#im barely online rn but i needed to share this#lord huron#midlake#hozier#are Dominating my wrapped#at least theyre all amazing bands/artists that i would no hesitation recommend anyone#but still the fact that my top 100 is almost completely filled w only them. I Need To Listen To More Music#surprisingly though my number 1 song is none of them#its stick with me baby by robert plant and alison krauss. Thats Fair.
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Honestly there's certain franchises that go beyond the traditional genre classifications and go on instead to form part of their own category called Autism. Things such as FNAF and UT/DR fall in this category. There's many more cases although many merely fall within personal categorization, and are valid only to certain extreme.
#luly talks#saying this bc i was thinking of my latest interests#and i was like damn deltarune really sticks out like a sore thumb doesn't it?#but then i realized FNAF goes beyond the traditional horror. no one watches FNAF to be scared. they do for tism motives#this doesn't apply to other things like Saw because the public still recognizes them as Scary Movies. same w THC#UT and FNAF are also really close timeline wise tbh#you'd say nostalgia not autism but no these are brand new products w little attachments to the nostalgic ones#Baki is in a tricky spot to classify because the whole point of this was to divide between autism VS actual genre (that I'm autistic about)#but baki there's certain point where i watch it less bc im a martial arts fan and more bc i missed these ppl.#though i guess that's what nostalgia is about
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what suit is ur spiderjen wearing? i always imagine her in gwens suit (also the fact that yunjin had blonde hair... im still mourning)
HIIIII funny story i actually was thinking of her in gwen's suit at first too...but i thought a dark suit would fit her better? IDK so i js stuck w the usual red ^_^ ALSO blonde yunjin was so, so iconic i had to!! i miss the blonde sm but she looks good with whatever so 🫶
#i did consider her in gwen's suit though!#its ok spiderwoman!reader can take the gwen stacy suit instead 🫶#IM STILL ALIVE GUYS IM JS BUSY#rin replies ^_^#plus i rmbr js writing dark suit and sticking w it i didnt wanna change it 😭#yunjin is so peter parker coded though i cant EXPLAIN UGHHH#SO RED AND BLUE SUIT IT IS!!#also a fully black suit would look good on her too...thinking....
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grrr i changed my mind about goin to comic con but ticket is now like 40 bucks bc the con is in 2 weeks
#shut up dave#not to mention id spend at least twice as much on merch there too#and like. after that id have 2 months or so to Fix My Funds. bc ill need to have enough for a month worth of hangin w the wife#i hate money problems!!#initially i said im not goin bc. its exactly when my exams are#but by this point im technically kind of a dropout lmao#i mean i can still go to the exams. i do not want to though#and i dont wanna go alone! so i need to either stick to my friends and be annoying or convince my sister to come#like w/ my cosplays i need to have someone by my side either bc i cant see or just to help carry things. and i need a cameraman usually
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i remember i'd hear about how my state is one of the most dangerous places in terms of sex trafficking and i would think, what an awful thing. how terrible is it that my state has such an issue with trafficking that it's enough for it to be a well-known, well-documented serious danger/risk area.
and i still didn't think it would ever happen to me.
#familial trafficking is a very real thing and i am not okay :)#i still have a hard time coming to terms w it. i mean. thats what happened. i was trafficked. but it wasnt a stranger.#it was my fucking dad!! what the fuck!!!!!#he wouldnt stick around whenever hed bring me somewhere so it could happen. he literally left me w men he didnt even really know.#i remember one of them asked me once 'think your dad would let me keep you?' and all i could do was cry because well.#what exactly was stopping him from taking me? it sure as hell wasnt the law because me being seven fucking years old didnt matter.#im sure some of them thought about it. i just got lucky. i only got to go back home because of dumb luck. not everyone gets that chance.#sometimes i still feel like shit for using the word 'trafficking' to describe what happened to me because i know thats what it was#but it still doesnt feel like its *my* word to use. like im blowing it all out of proportion even though thats. literally what it was.#i dont know how to talk to anyone about it. just typing this made me have to put my phone down for a minute so i could try to calm down.#and then i also had to set it down for like an hour for the same reason. i just. im gonna go play minecraft for a few hours.#csa vent#trauma vent#actuallyabused#actuallytraumatized#tw trafficking#forgetting about this shit for years and having the memories come flooding back all of a sudden has been. SO difficult.#im so tired of thinking about it but i cant stop.
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the only way ive figured out how to stop feeling small and talentless is to just keep doing it anyway and so far????? not working will update in future
#I HATE WHEN REJECTIONS ALL COME IN AT ONCE AND I JUST WANNA QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#irl#personal#lays down. like.#okay maybe ill never write anything life changing or make art that sticks w someone days after but like#could i make three hundred dollars of a contest. or be accepted into a shitty art fair people dont go to in my hometown and is held monthly#the thing is. i will always feel like a creative little fraud ?????#ive sold art in a gallery ive made like four sales on etsy ive had my work complimented by creatives who i admire#like. idk if it will ever be enough and feel like ive earned it a hundred percent#and people are meaning what they say and where they spend their money#Ough. who do i need to be complimented by to develop self esteem. who will change my life for me huh???????#i do know i have to gain the confidence myself i am aware. however i must complain and whimper today#ill stop soon and keep trucking tomorrow#and submit to more places and maybe at some point get accepted into something#i get it way more with writing. im still getting mylegs under me. art though. art ive been working really hard for a really long time on.#so i think that hits a little harder#ANYWAY THIS IS VERGING ON TOO PERSONAL FR THIS BLOG#IM GUNNA ORDERFOOD IN AND RESET MYSELF
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So I've been cooking up some alternate outfit ideas for my Lmk sona and this is what they'd look like if they were with the Demon Bull Family! The idea is basically they'd be something of a court musician but it's mainly just a title.
Edit: Added the version without her armor <3
I don't have a concrete story but the initial idea was that cas was friends with swk in the brotherhood days and stuck with dbk after everyone else got sealed away and the whole consumption incident went down since she had nowhere else to go (and conveniently was the only lady around that he could ask for relationship advice when courting Iron Fan). They didn't expect Cas to live this long, only really expecting to have her around through her natural lifespan but they noticed she wasn't aging so now she gets to be their babysitter for date nights! Through the years she's been something of an aunt/sister figure and has become fiercely loyal to the family despite having no desire to take over the world. Redson built her electric bass and the armor she wears over her gems, the Bass has 2 extra buttons on it- the fire button spews fire out of the pipes and the Bull button unsheathes her sword from the neck of the instrument since she can't exactly walk around with a sword on her hip so easy these days. She travels with a heavy metal band across the continent- i like to imagine her intro episode has the crew excited about a big band coming to the city and while they wait they run into redson and annoy him cause he's bragging about getting exclusive vip passes to the show. The crew would expect someone mean from the music and the from the rest of the family but Cas is super welcoming and nice when the crew sneak backstage to bother redson some more XD
#my art#sketches#lmk oc#it me!#Cas#i'm not mentioning connie because they're the same no matter the au#though you can bet they're gonna flip when they hear redson and dbk opened a barbecue restaurant without telling them#they want a taste! Cas is probably the only mortal who can eat the Inferno level simply because Connie will consume it#and also they've been eating this boys cooking for years- they've gained an ungodly spice tolerance#i also like this concept because i think it'd be funny to have wukong be weird about Mk knowing Cas now#and innocently being like 'we should invite them over to hang out- since we're cool with redson why not the token nice one of the family?'#and Wukong is just getting flashbacks to the last time they spoke- right after sealing away dbk and is like 'haha that's nice bud-#'but oh darn they're still touring and won't stick around- she'll probably be leaving the city super soon! what a bummer!'#"all the more reason to get together Right Now!!!' :D '... Thats... GREAT Bud- i can see no reasonable point to argue!' ;w;#Meanwhile Cas is Vibing- big chillin- is only gonna realize her mistake when she locks eyes with swk and they both immediately share a Look#and wordlessly agree to simply Not Bring It Up#i have 1 other design i'm working on- i have the sketch and concept done already#i just need to color and finish it#that one i had the entire outfit And Lore a lot more thought out than this one but i had this idea first and REALLY wanted to draw the bass#im so proud of it you have no idea- the idea of the sword hidden in the bass and the flame jets make me so happy#it feels like something Redson would make- Cas uses it for all their performances they love it so much#And they wear the armor he made Religiously- even if their gems are covered by clothes or theyre chilling at home#unless they just woke up and haven't gotten dressed then they're most likely wearing them- the necklace especially#I still gotta make a regular Ref sheet but these are more fun- i have so much random info about Lmk cas i wanna ramble about >:3
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guys im actually really nervous abt taking an english class next semester 😭 im so out of practice i feel like stem has rotted my brain*
#*in terms of critical thinking and analysis. everything is just so straightforward right or wrong w stem & the humanities are the opposite#personal#the english chronicles#but also i am so excited. urgehfngn#but also also still need them to approve my override request bc they canceled the section i signed up for and the only other one i can fit#into my schedule is full 😵💫#i haven’t written an essay on literature since ap lit that was ages ago… my honors class last year had multi hour lit discussions but we#never wrote anything and since it was just discussion that flitted around a lot we never came up w enough to write a whole essay on one#thing either#plus ap lit essays were obviously designed for the test like see if you can talk abt this topic in enough detail in less than an hour#<- or whatever. i tended to put more time and effort into mine just bc but my point is nothing more than that was expected#which is. not what an actual college english class will be like#which isn’t a bad thing! just new. it will be cool to really dive into a topic. but i am still a little trepidatious lol#ALSOOO also also im wondering if maybe i should do a writing minor instead. since it would actually serve some use for my major and still v#much makes me go 👀 but i have not yet put much thought into this or even looked at how many credits the writijg major requires and if i#can fit it in etc#*writing minor#i think i’ll probably stick w english though
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none of this writing has charming soap opera drama appeal i feel like im reading bad wattpad fanfic turned novel drama instead.
#im sorry to be a hater but absolutely nothing has primed me to like remotely any of this. i feel bad not even trying to find some worth#but i cant 😭 i just cant. i do think mike is fun though. some meaning there.#but i've been stuck in silver and bronze land and the last most recent run i reread was w.aid#i mean. i did just read some of so.ule's run. it was alright but i had to read a very select portion so. didnt help to build up with me#sadly. wasnt bad tho. but im like mannnn... i miss the current character voice im used to so i feel so Huh when im reading rn#bc those two matts feel quite different than the ones i am particularly fond of. which is like yes natural character development#but it also just feels So different. this is my own problem though#i have a very particular mix of matt character voice in my brain. silver/ very early bronze + n.ocen.ti + w.aid. this is my matt soup#so im still like. dumb as it sounds Adjusting! also b.en.dis resides in there too but is harder to remember#bc the last time i touched it really was in my freshman year of college.#so it's been a minute and is not quite within that soup but it's an underlying flavor. same w/ ann. though underlying in a different way#bc even tho i read this year it isnt the most Thorough sticking and super distinct to his voice (i have a very broad meaning when i say tha#but it is definitely an informative flavor. but soapy antics and happy matt are highly definitive of my current view#so im like huh. im not quite into grittier writings of matt yet. aside from like. be.nd.is. but i still dont find it the same brand of grit#ok rethinking even though i say it's not in there it is it's very much one of those things you dont realize is like something carrying#a lot of the flavor within the soup but if you took it away it would be mega lacking. ok. there#done with my soup metaphor. anyways. point is Im Still Trying To See How This Matt Works In My Mind#not bc im resistant (to s.oul.e. im highly resistant to z.da.rsk.y) to him. but it's like. it's not quite the best to work with all these#other variations and informative to my viewings. i know i said i was done with soup metaphor but i lied. it's like they arent. terrible. bu#and dont necessarily ruin the soup (im gonna be real and say this only applies to s.oul.e. the other guy is ruining the soup). but dont fit#the flavor profile of it very well. like it kinda works. but it throws it off. just a bit. NOW IM DONE.#static.soundz
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SABRINA I LOVE YOU
#shut up danni's talking#danni liveblogs#danni liveblogs ml#ml spoilers#her finally sticking up for herself and ratting out lila and chloe is so good im proud of her#i see a lot of myself in her when i was younger i was absolutely like her#i didn't stand up against them like she did though#my first chloe i broke away from was in primary school when we went to different schools#the second chloe i don't quite remember how it happened but im pretty sure i just stopped hanging out w her#i think i said things to my friends and they got the word out to her and it happened like that?#i don't really remember it i was in the middle of my mental break bc my depression had started full force around then lol#she was the least of my worries then but she did permanently ruin her name for me like everywhere#anyways still halfway through but i hope that sabrina sticks to it and the class realise the truth#also accept sabrina with open arms because i love her and she deserves friendship
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oh god i was redrawing my first (unfinished) animatic and now its 1:30 am. uhm. goodnight <3
#my post#its so cute though#its set to fake your death by mcr and its kinda a general Slap whatever scene fits the lyrics into it thing#like just. the events of the server. in no particular order#disc war to dec 16 2020#(it only goes that far bcus thats when i started it) (i finished the boards like the day before the green festival)#for the most part im sticking to what i already had drawn#just with. better art. and timings and stuff#since i actually have some experience w animation now lol#ALSO#ITS AT FUCKING. 6FPS????? FOR SOME UNGODLY REASON???#WHYYYY DID I DO THAT??#i only ever animate at 12 fps. i guess to be fair this was my first ever animation project. i had no fucking clue what i was doing#sighhh. me and my fuckin. 6fps animatic from 2.5 years ago. against the world#its so cute tho i cant wait to show it#unfortunately theres a bunch of empty space. where i just never knew what to put. im figuring out some of it as i go but some things i stil#dont know!! its been over 2 years and i still dont know what should go w the lyric 'but even good guys still get paid' and oh fuck i think#that lyric has a different meaning than 17 y/o me thought it did. okay. oh my god ive been in this fandom a long time. anyways#i can make this work#yknow i just realized s.chlatt is not in this thing whatsoever. like not even once.#??? why#im throwinng him in i cant just not put him. theres a ton of gaps towards the end ill cram him in there. also r.anboos not there but in my#defense i was probably watching him for the first time WHILE making the og of this#fucking g.nf is in here like FIVE TIMES but not either of THEM??#anyways goodnight forreal this time
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Jason Todd x Reader | "Nothing"
warnings: suggestive, implied nsfw, afab reader | rated; pg-16 | down bad jay
summary: a wee drabble on aftercare w/ jason just cause
you can feel his chest rising and falling rapidly, feel the erratic pulse of his heart right against your temple. a large hand coming to cup your back with a soft thud. you slowly drag your head up his chest to look at him, along the left line of the 'Y'-shaped scar, still textured and raised despite years of presence.
your eyes meet his hooded pair, pupils still blown wide from the aftermath of your rendezvous. his head instantly raising along with his spare hand to gently cup your face, bringing you forward so your noses graze one another.
his voice, rough from your eventful night, weakly croaked out a sweet, "you were perf'ct, doll," interrupting himself to kiss your forehead. "Absolutely perfect."
your gaze is trained on his for a long while, his hand gently caressing up and down your back in an absent minded motion, a dopey, satisfied expression painted on his features.
the silence lasts a while, or at least long enough for the green-lettered clock to hit one in the morning— though you're sure you've ended not too long ago— before he eventually sat up. earning a soft, defiant whine from your lips, a smirk on his own. "I know, I know. But we gotta get you cleaned up now."
he stood from bed, and your hand follows his figure, trying to hold onto him, before his thick arm sneaks under your leg, scooping you into against his chest. feet creaking against the wood of your apartment as he lightly kicked open the bathroom and turning on the light, earning a hiss from both you and your cat, jinx, the one-eyed terror squinting and huffing before burying his face back into the cushion of his cat bed.
jason then sat you on the counter, placing a warm kiss on the curve of your neck and sighing contently. before he grabs a cloth from the tray, turning the nozzel on with a squeak from the old metal, and running it under the sink and squeezing access water out.
with a squeeze to your thigh he parts your legs, lightly dabbing away the quickly drying fluids on your body. listening to you with a soft smile as you ramble about how you both need to rescrew in that shaky leg of the bed, your body relaxed and reclined, head against the sinks mirror.
you slowly feel the light dragging of the cloth coming to a stop as you continued to talk about the bed, now about how you need to paint it, the paint cans still waiting by your kitchen island. you feel a pair of eyes staring at your face and find your boyfriend, sure enough.
a gentle smile dons his face, his white tuft of hair sticking to his forehead. his eyelashes lazily fluttering as he blinked at you, eyes full of adoration.
"what?" you ask, running a hand through his hair, smiling as he leaned into the touch like a puppy.
"nothin'"
authors note: my very first dc fic on my first non-viewing acc! im so excited to continue writing, and i hope you liked it! and if you want more of these two, you're welcome to join the jason tag list or if you want to see all my works as they come along, join the general taglist.
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