#IM STILL ALIVE GUYS IM JS BUSY

[hsyvers]

what suit is ur spiderjen wearing? i always imagine her in gwens suit (also the fact that yunjin had blonde hair... im still mourning)

HIIIII funny story i actually was thinking of her in gwen's suit at first too...but i thought a dark suit would fit her better? IDK so i js stuck w the usual red ^_^ ALSO blonde yunjin was so, so iconic i had to!! i miss the blonde sm but she looks good with whatever so 🫶

[radiance-p]

Hey guys AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH Im alive

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Hi guys AAAAAAAHHHH OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I MISSED THIS APP SM RRRAAAAAAA

Ok so MY SINCEREST APOLOGIES FOR DISAPPEARING FOR LIKE,, OVER A MONTH?? ALMOST A MONTH?? IDK UHM,,,.... So like the beginning-middle of October was busy for me, and then I was trying to get my shi together, AND THEN I GOT SICK (i still am sick 😞) so like that sucks AND IM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING MB EVERYONE

This drawing(s) is rlly half assed and lazy help,,.. i may be sick but i dont rlly like this one that much even tho i have to post (not rlly i js really like this app).. and just like the other one i did w/ Bodoque, this one is also inspired off of the Ghost & Pals aesthetic w/ the realistic flowers & bright visuals so cool beans (and credits to Yume Nikki for the eye on the hand raah)

And ik ik this aesthetic & drawing doesn't fit Bodoque but idc (but I also do care so?? ??? Help???) Idk man I js rlly like this aesthetic a lot as well as making stuff w/ my interests so yee

I also had some other drawings I wanted to post however I'll post them later probably idk

Idk if this rlly fits in the spooky category since its spooky month but like,, would the eye on the hand count as spooky?? Idk man i hope so

Anyways I hope everyone is doing fantastic and that everyone has a great Halloween yippee!!! And Halloween is quite literally amazing to so like!!! !!!! Yay Halloween!!!

I still have some stuff to do so imma go now.. bye bye!!! ><

[checoracing]

guys im still alive i swear, i'm js gonna be a tiiiiny bit busy lol😁✌🏻

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Top 5 bands and top 5 nirvana songs

AHHH THANSK NOBODY EVER FUCKIN ASKS ME ABT THE BOYS...............

top 5 bands

1. I’m rating Nirvana at number one bc I suck shit, but I don’t know how I could put anybody else there bc it’s been three years since I started becoming interested in them and Kurt still makes me happy every day. Nirvana is completely a part of me and as much as I dislike being defined by anything, they’ve become the definitive band of my adolescence and Kurt’s philosophies have merged completely with my own. I literally have never felt so emotionally connected to anybody as I do to him or so understood, since we have the same personality type and a lot of the same mental health issues and difficulties regarding relationships and responsibilities. If I wanted to explain to someone both who I am and what’s going to happen to me I would just ask them to watch Heart Shaped Box. I listen to the MOH tapes when I need my friend, I have hoards Of pictures of him and Frances because it makes me feel so calm and content to see him happy. I owe so much to Kurt and I’m so grateful he was such a lovely person and not somebody I have to worry about being abusive or bigoted, not a day goes by when I don’t wish I could just sit with him for a while and rest.

2. Hole- Hole has been one of the biggest things to ever happen to me and I wouldn’t be alive without Live Through This, which basically nullifies all of my musical contributions to the world because like. I can’t sum it up better than them. Courtney’s personal aesthetic is so perfect and so relatable, her lyricism is top notch, the singing is fucking beautiful, and the Miss World video still makes me cry. They’re a better band than Nirvana but Kurt got to my heart a little deeper. So, bias

3. The original PJ Harvey trio- There’s not much to say abt these guys bc I think it’s pretty worthless to try and sum up why Dry and Rid of Me have been so massive for me musically and aesthetically. It literally breaks my heart that PJ broke this band up so quickly and then dropped both that tenacity and that sound even though I understand she was progressing artistically it just.....It literally doesn’t get better than Rid Of Me. That’s the perfect album.

4. The Stooges- The Stooges were so big for me just in terms of like, developing self esteem, and the fuck privileged artists mindset that I was taught by that music has become absolutely vital to me continuing to make art. I think Funhouse is one of the most beautiful albums ever released and is a major musical accomplishment, I have so much respect for David Alexander’s playing on that record bc it would be nothing without it. Literally it’s my dream to make a Funhouse/Ultraviolence monster child and then quit the business

5. The Beatles- This is so tacky I’m so sorry but I grew up with them and The Yellow Submarine was probably the only actual piece of Art I interacted with growing up and had a huge influence on me and is genuinely like, super artistically valid in terms of animation like. Anyways I know basically every Beatles song from ‘67-70 and the best summer of my life was spent listening to their early repitoire so like. Literally I grew up homeschooled and white in rural Virginia I was not going to listen to NIN

BEST NIRVANA SONGS FUCK YES I’m doing 10 bc I can’t do 5

1. Lithium- This is like. My song. There’s songs that are like, my songs but this one is literally just me and it’s never not completely about me and if ur listening to Lithium thinking it’s abt you.....It’s not

2. Come As You Are- STOP PUTTING NVM SONGS ON THE TOP BITCH OMG but this is literally their best song it’s their crowning achievement it doesn’t get Better

3. Oh Me- Oh Me js about me developing a god complex whenever I feel mildly good abt anything I do

4. You Know You’re Right- The fact that this was his last song we do not. speak of

5. Where Did You Sleep Last Night?- I don’t listen to this one bc it destroys me but we sing this to each other im p sure. I’m already exposed as a crazy person so just. The mentol illinist

6. Heart Shaped Box- I just want Kurt to do short films I just want Kurt to do short films

7. Dive- Dive is the only identifiably sexy Nirvana song and I would strip to it

8. Negative Creep- Negative Creep made me trans it’s just true I literally thought “this song would be better if I was trans” and then I was

9. I Hate Myself And I Want To Die- I do this is true

10. Aneurysm- I was very late to actually liking this one but it kicks so much ass and it’s like yes.....ex gf vibes