#like w/ my cosplays i need to have someone by my side either bc i cant see or just to help carry things. and i need a cameraman usually

[cimicherrychanga]

grrr i changed my mind about goin to comic con but ticket is now like 40 bucks bc the con is in 2 weeks

[joshneku]

post-NTWEWY shipping chart, updated w/ commentary

JoshNeku: Post-TWEWY (before AND), I prefer JoshNeku from the original universe, only my own timeline, where Neku gets 3 years not FRIDGED in Shinjuku, but actually alive and gets to finish school before he chooses to stay by Josh’s side in the UG while alive, without sacrificing his RG friendships. So, kind of like Signal to Noise, but different in parts.

Sho/Rindo: I love the imagery of Sho chaotically waltzing Rindo off rooftops as he flies them around in elegant golden circles, maniacally laughing here and there about math. I like the idea that he dispelled of the bird noise on purpose so they wouldn’t over-accumulate on the last day, and that Sho is not pure selfishness and I wanted actual character development for him should he ever succeed the Composer. He will never be suitable if he remains selfish, imo. I want Rindo to have a theme a bit deeper than just dealing with responsibility, as well. But as Rin is in canon, they’re not very suitable for each other, hunh. Regrettable. Maybe if NTWEWY went deeper on themes of apathy and mere self-interest...? But that’s like... the opposite of his very “in-group before all the rest” theme lol...

EriShiki: NTWEWY robbed us. where tf is our confirmation that Gatto Nero is both Eri and Shiki’s brands, huh?! | EriShiki used to be my ideal relationship bc I used to be a fashion major and wanted a Shiki to my Eri :’) 

Eijiru: lol kimchi pizza shipping

Hane←Neku: Idol-crush, admiration, deep respect, and some leftover bitterness but ultimately forgiveness. I like things subtle and lovely, and very tactful on both ends. I like it w/ Neku still being most of all head-over-heels over Josh (regrettably for him). Doting Hanekoma would be lovely. I would love for them to have each other as a muse. I want Hanekoma to see Neku as a light of hope for the UG.

Hane/Hazuki: I just want Hazuki to learn how to give a shit like Neku and Rindo do, yo. imo he needs Hanekoma’s expertise if he’s to ever unfuck Shinjuku lmao lend him out for a deal with the Upper Plane xD

HazRin: I’m eeehh about the ship (not negative, just don’t care that much), but I like the art ppl draw for it. My gripe is that their character designs don’t match for me, that’s it, lol. I’ll only ship it in a specific instance, and maaaybe if a Swallow AU but don’t count on it. I don’t like that Hazuki’s interpretation is so limited/skewed to “he must be evil/weird/--it’s so biased. What, because we were against him at one point, he must be evil? We don’t know anything about him, and I’d rather people not make assumptions. I’d be fine if it didn’t seem like 90%+ of the content lol and some of the art is still nice for that interpretation but yeah, more open-minded takes on Hazuki would be appreciated, thanks. Like. Why is he a social pariah? Dude’s pretty normal? Lots of people don’t feel like they have something they feel that strongly for. It’s normal????? Sure, he scoured a city, but from the viewpoint of an angel...? For all we know the angels were right and Shinjuku really would have poisoned the other grounds. Dude was just following policy, no? If some angels have such a different view of the world, I don’t see the need to judge him for it rather than make him understand. imo people should be more willing to understand before judging others.

Cocogumi: Coco gives me that vibe, lol. and my dream relationship is w/ someone I can do couple cosplays with and go to South Italy in Matera (OTP related...) with for our honeymoon... if we can share hobbies, that’s extra cute. These two are visually appealing, but there isn’t much there either hunh, besides that Coco is doting. And shot Neku (partially) for her lmao...

Rindoka: Acceptable for a het ship for this kind of game, but that’s a low bar lol. Wow, Shouka has an actual personality!! But other than that, they’re a bit boring. Some of the art is cute. That’s it. I mostly dislike it because of ppl who ppl who act like the ship is more than it is, and people who go around bullying/ostracizing others for liking “problematic” ships.

Bret: They’re too similar tbh lol. two dumbasses in an idiot pod

Frin/do: pretty much every frin/do shipper I’ve met besides like 2 are antis. Turned me WAY off of it, but yeah, that Rindo doesn’t seem to care about him as much as like, Shouka for instance, doesn’t help. There just isn’t much there in canon imo, sorry. I don’t care for friends to lovers unless the pining is good personally

I don’t think HT Masuoka knows how old Neku is lol

Ayaka and Uzuki look good together visually, but haaaa.... nothing there obvi lol. You can tell I’m thirsty for good wlw. See, Saika/Ayaka in StN was good... yummy...

I really don’t like ships I find to be heterotypical lol... like if I wouldn’t ship it if they were mlm, I wouldn’t ship it as het, visa versa.

please give Rhyme a girlfriend i’m begging

[fatrainbowmermaidunicorn]

Gotta Find You (Jungkook x You) (ONESHOT)

A/N:I dont know if this angsty, but its inspired by BTS- Heartbeat and Joe Jonas - Gotta Find You. 💜

To me Heartbeat is about lovers/group of friends who are separated, living in a different world but always known something is missing, that they are fated to do something else together with each other. So they feel incomplete and empty before meeting one another eventhough they lived a full life (somehow like how bts are before they meet each other, all the farmer and pianist stuff you know?) and after they get together, they achieve something wonderful, (which is the most wonderful group in the world of course 😂) and when something tears them apart, they went all out to search for each other again to feel complete (even if its too late)

Well.. that is my understanding of the song but I dont know what I wrote and I almost didnt post this bcs I feel like it sucks so bad 😭 but please, try to enjoy it 💜

Jungkook, are you alright?" Namjoon looks back behind him to the maknae who stops midway.

"Y-yeah.. just that..." Jungkook puts a hand on heart, feeling it racing. "Shes here hyung,"

"Who's here?" Namjoon looks at him puzzled.

"My soulmate. My soulmate is here. Shes out there, in between thousand of our fans out there hyung,"

Namjoon looks at the younger as if he is crazy.

"What are you talking about Jungkook? What soulmate? Is this one of your anime crap again?"

"No hyung. I dont know who she is, or what she looks like, or her name  or anything about her. But I know shes here, and when I see her, I'll know hyung,"

"Okay, stop being weird. We are minutes away from starting our show. Can you stop being weird Kookie?" Namjoon sighed. This is not the time to be crazy.

"No hyung, you dont understand. I have always known. When shes sad, or shes happy or shes mad... I know it sounds crazy, but I know, no matter how far apart we are, or how different our worlds are, we are bound to meet and be together, because.." Jungkook smiles. "We are fated to be. Its already written, our fates. Shes my heartbeat hyung, and I'm hers,"

"Okaaayyy... I seriously have no time for crazy right now. Lets go!" Namjoon pulled his hand and ran to the other members to do their motivational circle chant. "Goodluck, lets do our best and lets have fun guys!"

The show went well and Jungkook and Taehyung are playfully running around the stage, waving goodbye to their fans before ending when Jungkook froze, eyes locked with someone in the crowd.

"Hey Kookie? Whats wrong? All okay?" Taehyung whispered, brows furrowed in panic.

"Its her. I found her hyung," Jungkook mumbled.

"Found who?" Taehyung was confused and dumbfounded.

"Her.. my soulmate..,"

/////

Jungkook plays with the necklace hes been wearing for do many years, fiddling the strap as his mind wanders. The noisy background of his hyung playing around while getting ready for their concert in a few hours doesnt bother him at all.

"Hey, you okay?" Jungkook looks at the voice to find Taehyung looking down at him, smiling. "You seem out of it," his eyes didnt miss the way the maknae's hands fiddling with the necklace. "Y/N?"

Jungkook lets out a soft smile.

"Who else hyung? Who else would have occupied my mind like this?"

"What are you thinking about? You can  tell me Kookie," Taehyung take out a chair and sits besides the maknae, smiling. Jungkook sighed.

"It was at a concert exactly like this that I first met her hyung,"

"I know," Taehyung smiles. "I was there remember. I thought you were having a stroke," he laughs, making Jungkook smile too.

"I miss her hyung,"

"I know you do. We all know. And we all do too," Taehyung gives a sad smile. "But you will see her again yeah?"

"Will I?"

"You will Kookie. I promise," Taehyung pats his back. "Afterall, you are soulmates,"

/////

Y/N had the shock of her life when one of the members himself ran after her after the concert is finished. At first, she thought maybe its a fan cosplaying as Jungkook or something and ran after her because she left something. But standing a meter away.. looking straight into his brown doe eyes and bunny grininng smile, Y/N is almost 100 percent sure that its the real Jeon Jungkook.

But when he opens his mouth and breathe out oh so slowly, "Its you," Y/N got confuse again. Is this one of her old long lost friends that she should know?

"Uh.. excuse me?"

"Its you," Jungkook took a step closer and hold her hands which she retracts immediately.

"I-I think you have the wrong person S-sir. I dont know you," Y/N stammered.

"I dont know you either," Jungkook laughs. "But I know its you,"

"Huh?" Y/N was starting to think that he is absolutely crazy.

"I know it doesnt make sense, but.. lets get a coffee with me. Right now. Your choice of place and I'll tell you everything,"

"Errr..." Y/N ponders for a moment. Even if she picks the place, he can still kidnap her or kill her or something right?

"You can pick somewhere where there are a lot of people. And you can even tell your friend that you are going out with me. Here, take my photo and give it to them. Better yet, take my number and my identification photo," Jungkook smiles and place his ID on her palm. "Feel more secure now? I'll give whatever you need, I just want to talk to you. Need to,"

After thinking for a few more moments, Y/N finally agrees after passing all his details to her friend. Of course, not after a 5 minute high pitch shreik she received atter her friend recognized the man as Jeon Jungkook.

"So.. uh.. what do you want to tell me Jungkook-ssi?" Y/N asks as they sit face to face at a crowded coffee shop, Jungkook in a mask.

"Well..." Y/N can hear his smile. "Y/N, you are my soulmate and I have been looking for you since forever,"

/////

"Come on you two. Enough being sad. Its show time," Namjoon stand between them, patting both their backs.

Taehyung winks at Jungkook, giving him the encouragement he needs and get a smile in return.

"I'm not sad hyung!" Jungkook laughs, although he perfectly know he cant hide anything from his hyungs.

"You got that right Kookie. You have the whole world at your feet, you have everything you have ever dreamed of, yeah? And most importantly, we have each other," Namjoon smiles.

"We do hyung. We always do," Jungkook nodded and follow his hyungs to the stage. He does have everything. Supportive family, incredible hyungs, lovable fans and he is doing what he loves, and good at, even being paid for it. But no matter how perfect or successful he is right now, it will never be the same without her.

///

It took a while for him to convinced her about his crazy theory. Its hard to believe, but deep inside Y/N know what he is saying might be true. Her life, as perfect as it is, just doesnt seem... complete. She always feel thats hes destined for more, for something else, for someone else. All her relationship never lasts, theres always this empty feeling in her. But after she starts knowing about Jungkook's group and seeing his face on TV and magazines, it just feels different. Which is why she went to their concert in the first place.

And right now, listening to what he saying, describing exactly what she's been feeling. The feeling she cant even put into words, she knows hes telling the truth.

"Y/N, no matter how far apart we are, or how different our worlds are, we are bound to meet and be together, becaue its already written. You are my fate, and I will always find you,"

Those words struck a cord in her and with a smile she agreed to give him a chance, to get to know him,

And well, 3 years later, here they are, madly in love and finally ready to tell the world about them.

/////

Jungkook tighten the scarf around his neck and put his gloved hands inside his coat pocket. The weather is cold but he still insisted to take a walk. Its the perfect time to do so, since all his hyungs are all exhausted after their concert and immediately retreated to their room once they reach their dorm, so no one will interfere or asks him what hes doing or where he is going.

Jungkook walks through the night, pulling the mask that covers his face even closer. He has been warned to always conceal his identity, no matter where he goes. Even just for a short walk in a nearby neighbourhood.

You are an international star, somebody is always watching you, they said.

And looking at every passerby that keeps glancing back everytime they walked past him, the giggles and the whispering, he knows they are right. No matter where he go, people know who he is. People are watching.

This is the life he chose. And he dont mind it.

Until her.

/////

"But manager-nim, we want to go public. You have to understand," Jungkook flashed his doe eyes to the manager, making him sigh.

"You," he turned to Y/N who is frozen to her chair. "How about you? Do you want to go public?"

"I-I.. uh...,"

"Dont be afraid baby, tell him. I am right here. Always, remember?" Jungkook smile and squeezes her hand for strength.

"W-well," Y/N gave Jungkook a small smile. "If its the best for Jungkook.. and it makes him happy, then yes. I want to go public with him,"

"It wont be good for him!" The manager snapped, making her jumped. "You think I am doing this because I simply want to ruin your life or something? I am doing this for his own g-"

"Good?" Jungkook snickered. "My own good? Manager-nim, we both know its for the company's own good. And since I am not under any dating ban, I am just asking out of courtesy, so no matter what you say, I am going public. I love Y/N, and I want people to know that too," Jungkook slammed the table and drag Y/N out, not looking back.

"Are you sure its a good idea Kookie?" Y/N asked in a small voice as she snuggle closer to him in their bed. "Maybe your manager is right..."

"Hey baby," Jungkook smile and stroke her hair. "Everything is going to be alright. As long as you love me and be by my side, its going to be alright,"

"But-"

"No buts," Jungkook sits up and looks at her. "I told you so many times baby... I have known that I will love you with everything I am even before I met you. And when I see you there at the concert... after so many years.. you think I am going to ever leave you? I love you. And its not just a normal kind love baby, my feelings for you are magical, supernatural, beyond everything anyone could ever imagine," he grins. "And you think I am going to let some manager stops us, you are crazy,"

Y/N's heart soften a bit after listening to him, leaning in closer and hugs him.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook,"

"And I love you L/N Y/N. And I promise you, no matter how far apart we are, or how different our worlds are, I will find you, we are meant to meet and be together, because you are my fate and I am yours baby,"

/////

Its for her own safety Kookie. You know its the right thing to do," Taehyung gave him a small smile and pats his back. We will wait for you in the van. Take all the time you need okay?"

Jungkook sigh and looks back at Y/N whos lying in bed with tubes and wires all over her as his hyungs all retreat to the van waiting outside the hospital.

Going public isnt a good idea afterall. It started with virtual harresment and then it quickly starts being physical and within just one simple second where they both decide to forget about it and just live their life, Y/N ended up in the hospital.

Jungkook take her hand and rubs it slowly as Y/N stirs and open her eyes, smiling at the sight of him.

"Hey..."

"Hey baby," Jungkook cant help but feel the tears pooling in his eyes. Seeing the love of his life in this condition, all because of him.. everything is too much.

"Why are you crying? I'm fine," Y/N smiles. "Hey, I love you. And you said, no matter what happens, as long as I am besides you, we will be okay right? I am beside you right now Jungkook, although like this..," she lets out a choked laugh.

"How can you even joke right now?" Jungkook frowned.

"Because joking is supposed to make you smile," Y/N smile and reached out to touch his face. "I love you Jungkook, no matter what,"

"I-I have to tell you something," Jungkook takes a deep breath.

"I already know Kookie," Y/N smiles.

"N-no you dont. How can you? Let me say it Y/N,"

"I heard your hyungs and your manager Kookie. You guys are pretty loud. I'm not dead you know," she giggles.

"Y/N, let me explain so you will understand..."

"I understand," Y/N smiles at him but tears are rolling down her face.

"You are not supposed to understand! Im leaving you Y/N. I have to leave you because of my career! My stupid career! You are supposed to scream at me, hate me, hit me!" Jungkook's whole body shakes, angry tears running down his own face. How could they make him do this? Telling the love of his life that they are over, while shes laying in a hospital bed? For the same reason he needs to break up with her?

"But I do understand Kookie. I love you, thats why I understand," she squeezes his hand tight.

"I-I cant do this,"

"You have to Kookie. I wont let you choose me over your dreams. I wont!" Y/N shakes her head as much as she can with her condition.

"B-but you are my dream Y/N," Jungkook starts to sobs. "I didnt know what I was missing until I found you. How can you ask me to let you go?"

"Because I will always be with you Kookie. We might not be together, but you know I'm always with you. In there," she smiles and points to his heart. "In there, I'm always yours and you are always mine. Yeah?"

"I cant do this without you. I was only by myself before, if I didn’t know you baby, maybe I’d have given up. You make me everything I am today!"

"Lies Kookie," Y/N giggles between her tears. "You are already great before you met me and you will be great without me. I promise. Do this for me. Okay?"

Jungkook looks down, shoulders shaking as he sobs, hands squeezing hers tight.

"Hey.. dont be like this," Y/N pouts and slowly reached out for her necklace on the bedside table and place it in his palms. "As long as you have this, know that I am here, waiting for you. Come find me Jungkook. When you are all done, come fine me, and I'll be here, waiting for you,"

Between sobs Jungkook looks at the face that still keeps on smiling at him. Between all their ups and down, never failing to smile at him.

"I will find you. I will come back and get you. I promise," Jungkook swore to her and most of all, to himself.

"I know you will Kookie, you always find me. Because-"

"You are my destiny,"

/////

Jungkook stops at the sight of a huge billboard. A billboard filled with the seven faces, faces of him and his hyungs.

Namjoon was right. He have everything he had ever wanted. But even from the first day, something always felt missing, something always tells him that theres something more for him out there, somethimg is wrong, until he met her.

Now thats shes no longer with him, no matter how successful and fullfilling his life seems to be, it will never be enough.

He looks up again at the billboard, his own smiling face staring right back at him. Is this enough? Is this what hes meant to do for the rest of his life? Even if it meant that he will feel this empty feelings every single day?

He slowly take out his gloved hands from his pockets and fiddle with the necklace again. Clasping the locket tight, Jungkook whisper softly, "I found you princess.., I'm coming to see you..."

/////

"I know its hard Kookie, but you know its for your own good right?" Namjoon looks back from the front seat of the van at the maknae. Jungkook just nod weakly.

"You will see hee again Kookie. After everything is over and done, when you are free to do whatever you want, you will see her again," Namjoon tries to make him feels better.

"Yeah?" Jungkook looks at his hyung weakly. "And what if I dont? What if over and done is too late?"

/////

Jungkook continues walking in the cold air until his feet takes him to rows and rows of cold grey stones and he stands in front of one.

"Hi princess..." tears rolls down his face, no sign of stopping. "You promise me you will wait for me to find you, but you lied didnt you? I-I'm sorry I was late... I-I'm sorry I was late to find you.." He knelt down, the ground still fresh, proving to Jungkook of what he doesnt want to believe is real and traced the cold grey headstone with his fingers.

L/N Y/N Lover. Friend. Daughter Forever Be Missed.

[musicallisto]

Hi! Could I please get a ship with anyone from Hero, Endless Summer, and ILITW? I’m a 5’2” Ravenclaw who loves reading (especially fantasy and history), playing the violin, and musicals. I speak 3 languages and I’m known as a walking encyclopedia because I often talk about random facts with my friends. I’m going to law school and I hope to become a politician/lawyer in the future to fight for justice, equality, and human rights. Thank you!

I Ship You With…

G R A Y S O N   P R E S C O T T

• Okay so I totally ship you with Grayson! He would be so supportive of your future plans first of all. He’s always been very interested in the law field himself, so he’s completely admirative of your hard work and your dreams. He knows you’ll be able to achieve whatever goal you set your mind on because you’re so damn hard-working and intelligent. He admires your resilience and is your number one fan - just like you are his number one fan. He would also be super impressed by basically anything that you do, like for example your ability to talk so many languages and all the general knowledge you have. Everytime he has a question that’s not too technic, he asks you because you know so many things about such a large range of subjects that he’s sure you know the answer.

• When you get your powers, you’re very confused at first, not to say terrified, and have no idea who to turn to. You fear everyone will be scared of you or judge you for your newly-acquired abilities, like some kind of curse or a disease. Especially Grayson, who is rational and collected - he surely wouldn’t make fun of you, but wouldn’t believe you either unless you were very convincing. So at the beginning, you have no idea what you should do, until Grayson finds out about everything (probably because I don’t understand how literally no one put two and two together in this story like how could you call this a secret identity when everything you do is basically put glasses on blblblblbbl), and surprisingly enough, doesn’t run away in pure fear. He is bewildered at first, obviously, because it’s not always that you discover your significant other has superpowers, but he comes to terms with it fairly quickly, or at least more quickly than you imagined. He then proceeds to ask you a thousand questions about how it feels like, what you can do exactly, etc., and rather than explaining it to him, you show your powers to him, and he’s blown away! You also give him private fighting lessons bc the sight of him shirtless, his torso glistening with sweat and his hair tousled and mouth slightly open, is ;))))

D A X   D A R C I S S E

(send in faceclaims for poor Dax pls)• Your best friend and coworker would be Dax! You would get to spend time with him and talk to him at the office but also outside of work because he quickly becomes a close friend and one of your favorite people. You often go down to his lab to visit him, and technically, he’s not allowed to give you details about his experiments or precisely tell you what he’s working on… but let’s say you’ve broken that rule a few times a lot of times. He’s such a dork, shy but so loyal, and he sometimes has trouble expressing his feelings: you first understood it when he was a bit conflicted about hanging out with you, wanting to keep things strictly professional, but you are very good at convincing people and he finally agreed to relax and have a little fun. Even if you aren’t a social butterfly yourself, you’re the one who invites Dax to all the parties you have to attend - because you absolutely do not want to face so much social interaction alone, and most of the time he’s terrified, is sweating profusely in his suit and looks like he would rather be working on atoms than eating punch with God knows what inside. However, as the night progresses and you both loosen up a little, you see Dax dancing (yes, a very rare sight) with a goofy smile and understand he actually is having fun, and it was a great idea to drag him out of his laboratory to the light of the sun.

• He’s also very caring under his layers of awkwardness and clumsiness. He’s always the one who takes you home when you get a little too drunk at a party, even if you insist you’re perfectly fine and can take care of yourself - he doesn’t doubt it for a second, but you tried to climb a lamppost and quite literally ran into a dog so you might need a little help. He’s always there to listen to you play the violin when you’ve learned a new piece and you’re eager to play it to someone, and always has a sweet word for you. Being a Ravenclaw himself too, you bond over that trait as well, and you both take your Hogwarts house very seriously: in fact, it’s a matter of life or death and if anyone dares to insult your house, you will not hestitate to resort to violence, bitch. You even dress up with matching cosplays for Halloween or any disguise party because you’re that kind of dorks ;)

Q U I N N   K E L L Y

• I ship you so much with Quinn! I think you would make such an amazing, adorable and powerful couple! She would be completely infatuated with you as soon as she would see you on that plane and you would tell her a ridiculously bad joke to distract her from the turbulences outside. She laughed wholeheartedly despite the terribleness of the pun, and she instantly knew you were someone she was going to like. She didn’t expect to fall in love with you along the way, though. I think you would have the same reading taste, too! I can see Quinn being a huge bookworm, and her favorite genres definitely would be contemporary - it’s like a warm comfort, an embrace to tell her there’s nothing wrong with her disease and she’s perfectly valid the way she is -, fantasy - because there’s nothing more exciting for her than discovering a new world, a new universe with magic and adventures -, and romance. I can totes see her loving to death young adult books like Harry Potter, The Royal Romance The Selection Series and Sarah J. Maas’s bibliography. So you would always have recommendations for her, especially when it comes to good fantasy. For example, you’re the one who gets her into The Lord of the Rings and Narnia when she tells you she wants to read more classics, and when you’re still on La Huerta, you promise her you will have infinite bookshelves in your house for all of your paper friends.

• Headcanon because it was St. Patrick’s Day yesterday (as I’m writing this): going to Ireland with her because you both love traveling, and you not-so-accidentally end up in Dublin exactly on March 17th. Quinn knows what St. Patrick’s is like in Ireland because she’s already been there several times, but it’s a premiere for you and you’re amazed by all the lively colors, all the green that smudges the streets, the shops, the people’s cheeks, the Irish’s animated dancing, their bright accent and bright smiles, their conviviliaty. You’re thrown into a round dance more than once by gleeful strangers and Quinn is dancing with you as well, laughing and letting her long hair of fire spinning in the wind. She’s more beautiful than ever, and you’ve never been more proud of being able to call her your girlfriend. She’s also a massive sweetheart all throughout the day (I mean she always is, but especially on St. Patty’s) because she wants you to experience firsthand all the traditions and Irish quirks. That’s why she buys you beer at Temple Bar and happily dances with you, swaying and jumping to the beat of a street orchestra, a cello, a violin and a bagpipe, until your chests are empty and the moon is high in the sky, illuminating the festive buildings and your festive silhouettes.can u tell i LOVE dublin & irish ppl

S E A N   GA Y L E

• Your best friend would definitely be Sean! I can see you getting along very well because he is a complete sweetheart and also because he reminds me of Quinn on a lot of levels as well, so that same side that complements Quinn would complement Sean, in some ways at least. He loves how smart you are and always knows you’re someone he can turn to when he needs comfort or advice about anything, for example when he’s conflicted about his father issues or when he’s at a crossroads between football and his other duties, being torn between everything he loves. He also loves how passionate you are about equality and human rights! He doesn’t attend the same classes as you in college so he doesn’t really get to see you in action, talking and defending your point of view, but from what he’s seen and the meaningful conversations you’ve had about society and mankind, he’s pretty damn sure you would be a fantastic lawyer and any client would be more than glad to have you on their side.

• There’s also a lesser known side of you that is the mischievous, happy-go-lucky behavior, and the side that loves to pull pranks on your best friend and tell him jokes. Of course, you are helped by Quinn, who isn’t always so keen on the idea of making fun of someone, but agrees because she knows very well Sean won’t take it too seriously and it’s just some light-hearted fun that all friends have once in a while. It’s magnificent to have both of your creative minds on the task, because you come up with the most a w e s o m e ideas without them being too malevolent. For example, one day, you decided to transform his windowshield wipers into a rainbow paintbrush. Everything was neatly calculated: as soon as he would press the levers to wipe the rain from the glass, the small gouache you had stuck under the wipers would be harshly pressed, displaying all its colorful rainbow picture. Needless to say, he was very surprised when a bright, elliptic stain covered his windshield, and fortunately he was just about to leave the parking and not on the open road. He didn’t have to think about it a long time before deducing who were the culprits, though. It was pretty clear from the choice of motif and your flaming cheeks and laughter that it was indeed your idea.

L U C A S   T H O M A S

• I ship you with Lucas! You would also bond thanks to your intelligence, something that definitely attracts him in a partner. You two are classmates, and you have known each other for a long time before actually talking. You started to get along when you where partnered up for a project in your history class, something that both interested you, and you quickly noticed that you had a lot of interests in common, and hit it off instantly. Conversations with him were fluid, funny and always interesting due to his impressive general knowledge and maturity, and his witty sense of humor. He, on the other hand, is also impressed by how well you use words, how convincing you are and how easily he was able to trust you after a few days knowing you. And he is totally impressed by your ambition too, like becoming a lawyer or a politician? that’s something he dreams of as well, but he’s not sure he will ever get the opportunity of achieving this, because he knows it takes so much years of work and he’s not sure he has the temper - but you? he definitely knows you will be amazing.

• He’s always someone you can vent to and that comforts you when you’re sad, disappointed, furious, frustrated, anxious or just very tired after a long day of school, or later, at work. You can always vent or rant to him and he will always listen to you loyally, because he knows you’ve been through a lot of shit that you don’t deserve at all and you should finally get your well-earned rest, thus he tries his best to be the provider of that calm. You’re not the most adventurous of couples per se, although you have your moments and don’t mind going out of your comfort zone every now and then, but most of the time you prefer to stay home and relax. However, you live your own adventures, just the two of you, in the crevaces of your home and the deep, eerie forests of your respective souls. It’s an ambitious journey to understand everything about your partner, and you know perfectly that you will never get to fully understand Lucas’s psyche even after spending years and years by his side, but he’s a enthralling example to live with and you’re thrilled to be his partner.

S T A C Y   G R E E N

• Your best friend would be Stacy! One again your ambition and your drive would be what attracted her to you in the first place. You would have such a supportive relationship, very healthy and mature, especially since you meet when you already are adults and not in high school. Of course, you had heard her name several times before, and had seen her in the hallways of Westchester High, especially since her mother was the mayor, but you never bothered to talk much, maybe to borrow a pencil or something. That is, until you become a politician yourself and Mrs. Green judges you would be a great influence on her daughter - she may have learned from previous mistakes, she can’t help being a little too concerned about her daughter’s life - and introduces you two. At first, she’s a bit cold and rude, because she didn’t even want that meeting to happen, but when she realizes how unfairly she’s been treating you and how kind you have been all along, she instantly apologizes and that’s the start of your friendship.

• You would teach her languages! I can see her being really interested in traveling, learning everything about new cultures, languages, religions and ways of life, and that’s a side of her that she keeps hidden because she knew it would be very hard for her to do as she wants in her life with the toll of her mother’s authority on her. So since she’s unable to actually travel all around the world, she asks you if you could, maybe, if you want to, of course… teach her a few basics perhaps? And you happily oblige, because you’re glad to help and know Stacy will be a very good student. At first, however, she gets easily frustratred due to the complicated grammar and all the vocabulary she has to learn to express herself. She half expected it to come naturally without having to work, just like everything else in life, but you make her understand that it’s not how you learn a new language, that she has to talk in that language, train her ear to recognize and understand it, and write a lot. It’s a bit tiring at first, but after a few months, she starts to pick up some good tools and eventually she’s able to maintain a regular conversation, so that’s a huge improvement, and she’s so thankful for it!

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ok i know i haven’t finished black sails yet but eleanor guthrie deserved better writing than to be married off as an ass-backwards ‘redemption arc’ and then fridged for the punishment of her new husband

oh god this got so long

i saw something about how the creators were talking abt how rogers was essentially her redemption arc for how she treated charles and how she betrayed basically everyone but like. Pirates. like. i know we’re positioning them as the “good guys” here but. Pirates.

[i don’t know how to find the source, but it was a quote from an interview where someone asked one of the creators basically ‘what’s the deal’ w the eleanor & rogers relationship (bc lbr it came tf outta Nowhere™) and the dude answered essentially ‘she wants to prove that she can be loyal and that she’s not an Entirely Shit Person and atone for her past betrayals’]

Flint fucking strangles his best friend to death; beats a crew member to death and proceeds to maim his body; lies to everyone because he refuses to trust them; is accused of throwing beloved Billy overboard; etc etc etc – and doesn’t need a redemption arc. A couple crew members try to lead a mutiny against Flint and are simply scared back into line. Billy leads his faction against Flint’s orders – putting huge numbers of black humans at life or death risk – and is just portrayed as a differing point of view in the main conflict with no redemption arc (up to 4.06). Silver’s entire personality is cunning, self-serving manipulation (until it turns into survival) and he needs no redemption arc. Max’s entire arc is revenge-fueled power-grabbing, relying wholly on manipulation and playing both sides and she needs no redemption. I could go off on every character and the endless betrayals bc get this – THEY’RE PIRATES.

Some may make the argument that Eleanor was not a pirate – which is incorrect. She may have maintained that she was not one, but she was the merchant power on the island who was originally in-line with Flint’s vision for the island. Everything she did in the early seasons was a calculated decision to gain her power and attain her vision. At the basest level, she facilitated acts of piracy for the entire island.

The only conclusion I’m able to come to about her arc after her capture at the end of season two is that the creators/writers didn’t know how she would fit into a narrative of the power shift between the free state and the Empire. 

Initially, I expected her to be manipulating Rogers to avoid sentencing/death, as she had shown prowess in manipulating Vane. But the quote from the interview showed that they were writing Eleanor’s alliance with Rogers as genuine and that was essentially baffling to me. How could Eleanor Guthrie – a woman whom Charles Vane saw at the very least as a worthy adversary if not as a genuine equal human, a woman who began a relationship with another woman (albeit monetarily compensated) and clearly demonstrated their certain shared experiences simply as women functioning in this society (though they were most certainly not socially equal in any other way) – be with a military man employed by the legal state of the British empire? No matter how socially conscious he was or how much he respected her, Rogers would never see Eleanor Guthrie as an equal – socially, politically, or any other way. Which is why I would never buy that she actually had feelings for him. (Potentially if there was a little more development in a conscious decision to abandon Nassau and retreat to a Domestic Life, as Flint did in his cottage scene, but that’s another post.)

Where was the creativity and character development (rather than character devolvement) in her narrative? Can there be only one queer woman manipulating both sides of the core conflict? Can there be only one man sexually and romantically manipulated by a woman?

And marrying her off to the enemy of her vision wasn’t enough; killing her off didn’t garner enough sympathy; killing her off while pregnant wasn’t effective enough – she had to be killed at the political orders of her husband, whom she [allegedly] genuinely loved.

First of all – pregnancy? Really? Was that necessary? If anything it’s a giant red flag that she was going to die; who would birth a child in that climate? who genuinely believe that the conflict would be over before the child was born? who truly believed that she would be able to raise her child peacefully in England at her husbands manor? Not Eleanor Guthrie. I don’t have any further thoughts on this bit besides it seemed to me like a p transparent grasp for sympathy that didn’t do its job. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

There was a point that I would have actually been happy if the end of the trail for just about everyone was death. I’m perfectly fine with the fact that Eleanor died. I am not fine with the reason she died nor with the physicality of her death.

Admittedly, it could have been worse; it’s a low bar but I’m very thankful the writers didn’t resort to r*pe (again; which – again, it’s own post) and at the very least I’m satisfied that she died fighting. However – Flint’s entire ship is stranded in the doldrums and survives. Billy Bones falls overboard in the middle of a storm, is taken/tortured by the navy for an entire season, is beaten within an inch of his life by vengeful, newly freed people, and survives. Vane was declared dead, dumped in a pit, and buried in sand, and survives. Anne Bonny turns herself into a DIY Wolverine cosplay with some random glass lying around in stores of a ship and gets beaten/slashed half to death and survives. (I haven’t seen it yet but) Madi is trapped in a house as it burns down and survives?? Yet Eleanor gets one sword slash to the abdomen, is still conscious by the time Flint returns, and dies?? It’s either ridiculously lazy writing or a direct comment on the physical stamina of men vs women. (and let’s not forget a slash to the abdomen immediately reminds viewers that she’s pregnant).

Full disclosure: I have yet to watch far beyond Eleanor’s death for my own unrelated reasons. Still it is already apparent that Eleanor’s death was at least initially intended as further motivation/development for Rogers, whose own orders and narrowed vision of victory resulted in the death of his wife and unborn child (that he had yet to learn about). As far as I can see, that’s literally all that her death amounts to. Which is the definition of fridging – killing off a woman for the development of a male character. Which is even more tragic considering how strong, developed, humanized, and well-rounded of a character she was at the beginning.

Ultimately: Eleanor Guthrie deserved better. A better character arc. A better death. A better role. A better end.