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hey hey im wishing for you hope your classes go well and i'm just gonna give you the old timey advice of writing while memorising stuff because that shit sounds tiring as fuck but believe me it works and i'm coming from the same place as you
setting a screen limit on your devices also helps if you are really really desperate as i was - it'll help you gradually increase and DO NOT CUT ON SLEEP I REPEAT please just wake up early but always make sure you go to sleep at right time in the night it takes a fuckton of pain and effort to get sleeping schedule back on track
i hope everything gets better, even if a little bit - sending loads of love and hugs your way. YOU GOT THIS!!
(ps: the more organic chem qs you do the easier that bitch gets go fuck her up)
hi anon i have no idea who you are but thank you SO MUCH for these kind words :'))) you are the sweetest thing and this really did uplift my spirits a lot to read yesterday!! i am determined to take all the necessary precautions in order to maintain my grades this semester so we will see if that improves anything because surely i can't do Worse if i cut 90% of my screen time right?? 😭😭
but again thank you so much for the shoutout, i am sending you all the good vibes in the universe!!! i hope you have an excellent day!! <3
#also on the bright side i dropped organic chem bc. no <3#im simply not doing it rn <3#anyway its now time for me to get to work for the day so !! i will be seeing everyone at moonhigh :salute:#ask#reply#anon ask#happy asks
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gukgak specifically from my typing (man w/ three jobs & a creeping sense of dread)
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#I think u guys will learn very soon that if I see a child character Im imagining them Making It To Adulthood#I looooove doin future designs. simply what I do#(this is specifically for the fic Im writing yes but if the fic werent a thing I'd still do it lol)#(its enrichment. for Me)#truly I cherish the part of riz that is both deeply un-self-aware and A Bit Much#Im still figuring thea out as I write this but I think the star thing abt her is that shes cool with a suspicious amount of weird shit#shes kind of a pollyanna rn but also whenever anyone says something insane shes like haha me too#riz's jobs in this one are 1/city council treasurer (intentionally depowering this position by occupying it while goblin)#2/private investigator 3/[REDACTED]#yeah so uh. thats happening. slowly. Im prioritizing this gotdamg comic rn I want it Done but well. always good to have things to#fiddle with while on break
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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anyway i think the staph infection did something to my brain bc i stopped caring abt dr//agon ag///e
#medical#illness#not really abt the infection anymore but tagging for blacklist purposes just in case!!!!#ANYWAY im mostly joking lol but like hear me out... i had a revelation.......#this is so silly honestly but i've been so stressed abt finishing all 3 da games before veil//guard comes out#and figuring out the perfect worldstate and perfect trio of heroes etc etc#but then i just had this sudden thought like. damn do i really care though......#like what if i just don't care abt this series as a whole that much anymore. that's okay too right.#i can be an origins lover and occasional da2 enjoyer... i dont need to force myself to play dai if it doesnt spark joy...#like. im not subtle abt how much i dislike that game. why would i play a game i dislike lol#origins is the only game in this series i truly love! i dont have to care abt a game series as a whole! i can simply like the games i like!#and like who knows maybe i'll give vg a try one day but im not gonna be like. agonizing over it lmao#anyway im really in a kotor mood rn. gonna play lots of kotor once i get home#i hope u will all think of me as ur kotor mutual from now on 🫶#el.txt
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i finally have a desktop for the first time since like. 2007.
#IT GOT HERE 4 DAYS EARLY LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOO#dont ask me about specs. i simply do not know <3#i know basics but i dont know or really care about brands and who made what#it runs and looks nice. that is all i care about 👍#i gotta import so much junk im gonna be so busy after work tomorrow ;-;#rn i have apps downloaded but i dont have actual data. i have minecraft but not the saves or my mods or texture packs etc#there's not *a ton* i guess but i know i'm gonna forget stuff. i will forget about steam by this time tomorrow L#chat#i cant play rn i have to fix everything up. and i dont have time for that bc i need to go to bed i am SO TIRED#and i work tomorrow. but i have the weekend off wahoo
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oh when did that happen...
#THANKS GANG! i dont know when or why this happened but im glad u like my silly once in a blue moon art posts#i need to completely redo my personal tags Ugh my blog is a mess#um I want to post more art eventually but A) i havent made a solid drawing in a month and B) ivr finished writing 2 fanfics in my life Total#and they were oneshots.... For Sam & Max. looks away#executive dysfunction sux Boo i wld lovr to be able to finish writing smth else literally Ever. i have so many cool fic and au ideas#and i get so embarrassed or straight up forget abt stuff i do finish. like... shivers. Freakyverse#aka an abandoned utmv project between a friend group that kinda fell apart but Hey what can u do#namedropping varyswap simply bc i want to have it somewhere public that it does exist and im not crazy when i inevitably lose the google doc#sighs wistfully at the dozens to hundreds of google doc wips i have#i have so much i want to share but i dont even have enough written down for a full chapter of smth...#i would be fine posting abandoned wips if there was Enough for me to be satisfied with#its all messy drafts and half finished plot lines and i barely ever end up completing an entire scene#and. i dont like posting unorganized ideas in public spaces. i guess. idk#screams into a pillow#edit i have 3 finished fanfics total. wrote that 3rd one when i was 9-10. it was a utmv s/i fic abt her and her friends dying. head in hands#shoves my su fic ideas doc behind my back#so like... kicks the floor. anyone else insanely attached to concepts where characters are split into Pieces of themselves etc because#yeah im that person and i also like time travel and undead characters so you can imagine what my su ideas doc looks like rn#sorry i forgot this was a post abt how i have 150 followers#I WLD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT ALAS#yall arent getting shit. Sorry. havent even gotten to the simple doodle requests in my inbox yet#love u xo#rabbit squeaks
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how am i expected to have hobbies when there is homework
#im sorry i cannot with this#girl i get home at like 5:00 every day since school lets out at 4:05 and the buses are always late as hell#and! it does not help that i am the last stop#i cannot be expected to bave a hobby when by the time i finish things like dinner and shower and homework#it is like. 9:00.#and thats without accounting for time to study!! like!!#i should not have to wait till like 10 fucking pm to actually do something i enjoy sorry#lmao. anyway thats sort of why ive been posting less art </3#but im also like barely keeping up with reading rn as well#i simply cannot focus on my silly little books when im about to collapse with exhaustion
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hello! read the wlw vampire story you recommended and I loved it and was then surprised to see it was written by the author of The Hacienda, which I didn't enjoy. I was wondering if you read it? It has been pretty popular on booktube!
no i haven't! i actually had never heard of her at all, which did surprise me when i looked her up and saw she had published a book. and i very much did get the vibe that it was the kind of book that would be popular on booktube (not in a negative way like. it's just a Vibe, you can tell) so i was surprised that i had never heard of her because i do love booktube reviews lol
when i found that story i was just in the Mood for vampires (it's what i've been writing for like the last month now) and had literally just searched vampires on that website and was reading a bunch of the short stories, and that one just happened to be the best one, imo. and then i briefly looked her up before recommending it just because i like to do a vibe check before i recommend someone, hahaha
#i mainly watch reads with rachel atm#i like most of her reviews and our 'ideals' align pretty closely for the most part#and i also like her bc i can tell that she genuinely carries the values she talks abt in her reviews in her day to day life#rather than it just being an online persona#tho i have avoided her only good indians review mainly bc im reading it rn but also i simply Do Not listen to anyone elses#horror book reviews bc theyre always bad imo esp coming from someone who doesnt actually read a lot of horror#also she recommends ir*n widow sometimes which always throws me off. it's weird to me that she likes that book#anyways. yeah#ive been trying to find a decent horror book/splatterpunk reviewer and have had 0 luck#i also do end up on booktok sometimes but that always just pisses me off#i HATE what tiktok has done to publishing#sorry i keep complaining about this to everyone lmfao but it genuinely makes me sick <3#also booktok just has horrible book recommendation lmfao
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SENDING MY FIRST ASK FROM THE NEW BLOG!!!! i feel like i am sending a letter from a new address... crazy. ANYWAY HOW R U TONIGHT!!!! i hope ur havin a good day!!!! kicking my feet like a teenager at a sleepover rn tell me abt ur day who r the blorbos in ur mind rn what kinda art r u workin on lately how's it going friend!!!
HIIIIIII HI HI . HELLO SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG- i mean catboy cellbit!!! . dude i am. dreading the coming week tbh but it is fine !! we will get thru it we will survive!!! i am so sleepytired but alas i also cannot sleep so i may just have another night of reading and music ahead of me . wah. i hope u are hsving a good night <3 IVE BEEN COMPLETELY ART NERFED TOO BTW. my laptop died on me a couple days ago and while i was able to find a new one affordably it will not be here until the 13th 😔 so no digital art from me for a while. sigh. i DID just decorate my new sketchbook with stickers tho so im hoping that will get my brain in gear for traditional art again. AS FOR BLORBOS. oh . u know. the usuals. vash the stampede. zacharie from off . masky marblehornets (also tim marblehornets) . to name three of them.
#who are ur blorbos rn. i dont watch qsmp i think sering ur posts abt it are really funny bc im like. guy walks into the room on fire gif.#i have no idea whats going on in here congratulations and/or my condolences <3#thank u thank u i love the sleepover vibes. literally had gossip talk w one of my other friends earlier#(name withheld for reasons but if u see this u know who u are and i love u )#so the vibes are so correct#i have 2 work tomorrow :( not looking forward 2 that.#however it IS my last day of my long term overnight job which means i will be able to sleep in my own bed tomoerow night.#this is something i have not done for like. close to a month now. whcih is why ive been sleeping so awfully! so hopefully that fixes me#also have. job interview on wednesday for another aquarium place..#fingers crossed this goes better than my last one but also part of me is kind of hoping it doesnt go well#bc i hate transitional periods and i dont want 2 go thru the moving process again#and i dont want 2 meet a bunch of new ppl all at once again. and do the while job training thing.#alas that is the anxiety talkimg and i do actually want the job bc it would be good for me <3#sorry it is late and im soooo fucking sleepy so im rambling !!!! do not feel like u have to respond to . gestures vaguely at all that#its blorbo talk time. i desperately want 2 warch more mh right now#however the house im.staying in IS in the middle of the woods and very isolated and i have been so scared and paranoid#so i am OUTTA LUCK sigh. i will simply watch smth silly instead like gg tmph or david attenborough or perhaps spongebob will b on the tv.#asks#friends!!!#false-anachronism#<< oh fuck new url!!! i got like halfway thru typing ur old one before i was like WAIT SHIT.
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truly do find 'perfect' sweet little kids who exist to be cute and protected extremely boring to the point of aggravation but alluka DOESN'T fit that description because she's been neglected and isolated her whole life, she is soul-bonded with a horrifying (to many) and nearly omniscient being, she is endlessly sweet and loving to really only one person, and she STANDS UP TO that person when he hurts someone else she cares about!! she may not have a lot going on but her character and personality contrasts her situation so much to make it really striking. and I'm a sucker for close brother/sister relationships!! so sue me!!!
#not to harp on this again but I would argue despite having similar roles as children supporting the protags and acting as#characters whose very existence means important plot or character things regardless of their personalities#alluka IS better-written than a-yuan. there is genuine conflict there. she has her own loyalties and motivations#on a plot level she may exist to 1. solve a problem 2. separate killua from gon and 3. introduce DC magic#but it doesn't feel like she exists to simply fill a shallow shipping-adjacent role quite so blatantly#or maybe I'm biased against using kids as shipping fodder.#or reducing an entire murdered family to one kid who's only referred to as the son of two unrelated characters. and whose survival#is only of value bc it helps gets them together idk!#I also really dislike how 'good' kids are treated by the narrative.#etc. etc. anyway authority figures and her own parents and siblings hate and fear and disrespect and misunderstand alluka.#and they are wrong! fuck them! it's always felt like togashi's had the backs of the kids he writes#it's um. anti-authoritarian not rly in its themes but in its general approach I think?#hm. can't rly elaborate rn as im sleepy#but alluka's sweetness isn't grating or irritating it's a breath of fresh air in the nightmare that is her home life#and it's a precious and wonderful thing to see her so affectionate with a character we the audience love so much but who has struggled#for so long to leave his past behind and do be a normal kid#her love and her kindness isn't empty or meaningless it's the lifeblood that killua needs to#have a healthy relationship w his best friend#bc it lets him step back and have more than one important person in his life#and he sends that love right back to her!!!! killua isn't just someone starved for love he's starved TO love!#the unconditional love the rest of his familiy has long denied him....he and alluka and nanika all find it with each other#and it's the most beautiful and special thing in the entire series I think. or one of them#cor.txt
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jake never did well with the structure of school like in general but if he had actually gone to uni for something he Cared about he would’ve done so much better
#jake park / hcs.#imagine this dude was a wildlife photographer or something more. artsy#went to school for business bc that’s what his father pushed him towards and he failed out in his second year </3#jake acts like he has no passions but genuinely he’d do so well in something more art/nature focused yknow??#it’s not like he didn’t want to succeed!! bc he did!! so badly that it hurt!!#he just also didn’t give even half of a fuck about his degree he had no passion for it#and jake is much like a wild animal in the way that like. if he doesn’t wanna do something he simply will Not do it <3#im at work thinkin thoughts rn don’t mind me
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Hi!
I never used the submit thing so this is a first.
I hope I'm not being a bother but I have liked your art of the mustachiod men of your life,all good ones may I add, some time ago (and unliked it and liked it again so I could keep it higher on my likes...is that normal?).
Anyways, what I wanted to ask is, could you draw more Pat Butcher? It's great to find other artists that like Ghosts! And maybe the other mustachiod man, the Captain? 👉👈 I don't want to ask for a lot, if you don't want to that's totally okay!
Have a nice day! 😊
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THIS IS SO NICE THANK YOU AUH 🥺🥺🥺 also actually ive been planning on drawing more bbc ghosts fanart, im still really obsessed with it, but its def just because of how tight of a grip TL has on my brain rn that i keep putting off drawing other fanart for other fandoms i still cherish.. (also i do the whole, unlike-relike thing too all the time esp when i have 62k+ liked posts LOL)
#submission#I LOVEEE DRAWING PAT I LOVE HIMMMM i promise ill draw pat and cap soon!!! :3#also i know some people pointed out in those mustachio'd headshots that i didnt draw the captain too when he's also a sexy mustachio'd man#but its def just because i really like pat more and i wanted to keep it on a. one character per fandom thing ^_^#I STILL LIKE THE CAPTAIN BTW !!!!! where pat is 'my guy'. cap is more of my other mutual's (mail) guy :3 pspspsps hai mail haiii#i want to draw more fanart for other fandoms im innn its just that yknow how it is when a piece of media Gets You So Bad LOL#i wanted to draw something for this submission but im simply too eepy rn to do so but i just wanted to say i really cherish these asks/etc#and i want to answer them as soon as i can !!!
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#I have spent. 8 almost 9 hours resetting my laptop. I chose the option to keep all my files but uninstall apps. and it has been restarting#and installing for almost 9 hours. yeah I get that the process will be long. but ffs#I have been bored the past few hours so I watched the smile movie bc I got reminded of it yesterday#it was pretty bad. the couple gorey scenes towards the end were nice but some of the acting and writing was just terrible#I was also hoping the movie would’ve taken a different turn. I think it would’ve made it more.. idk. I can’t think of the right term.-#-it just would’ve made it better I think.#I’ve also eaten a lot today. more than I usually do. more than I have in months and years and im upset about that. im already bloated.#I hope I don’t work tomorrow. I have to call in in the morning to check. and I don’t mind working but rn I just kind of want to spend the#day relaxing#I’ve spent almost 9 hours on this resetting part. and 4 extra hours trying to simply repair it in restarts#I also need to clean up my room. a lot of it. and clean my pets cage. it’s ant season now and im really stressed about that#the smell of sharpie returns and I am just. overwhelmed. I have 3 days to prepare for my special week long activity and im not happy about-#-that.#I also had some feelings earlier that im stressed over too.#im being vague about that bc i just don’t want to go off about that to everyone#im tired and overwhelmed i just want my laptop to finish resetting so i can stop fretting about this. i want to sleep#im tired. of so much#to delete later
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Oooooooo you wanna find me great incredible Undyne centric content that I haven't seen before and will be consumed by ooooooooooo
#i say this because you genuinely cannot understand just how insane over her i am that i have legitimately seen almost all the interesting-#-content about her#i am not fucking kidding#if its on like the first 3 pages of anywhere ive searched for her ever. i have seen it. tumblr youtube ao3 google i HAVE SEEN!!!!!!!#ok well not as much with ao3. simply because im always searching for something specific on there. so like. there probably will be some-#-really good things on there i havent seen yet#but still. i have very high standards if there is anything I don't like ill spontaneously combust#and im legitimately like 94% i know literally every single thing about her mentioned in the game. so you wont be able to surprise me with-#-anything there either. but also you never really know so#i mean yeah just feel free to talk to me about her at any time. I wont be able to start the conversation. because like i just cant#but if you mention something interesting enough in the first sentence ill probably be able to keep the conversation going for a good while#sorry i probably sound really rude and snobbish rn cause im all like ''ugh i already know everything im so smart'“#''whatever show me will be beneath me'' BUT I SWEAR THAT IS NOT HOW IM TRYING TO COME OFF#IM REALLY REALLY SORRY I JUST GENUINELY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET ACROSS HOW I N E E D IT TO BE SOMETHING NEW AND SOMETHING THAT ILL REALLY-#REALLY WANT TO SEE#IM SO SO SORRY I HATE THAT I SOUND SO RUDE HERE I JUST. like guys i just really want to see something new‚ something thatll make me happy.#sigh#okokok.#all good guys#uhm. yeah. maybe if you find something maybe tell me but also idk because what if i already know about it then dont know what to say. i just#i j . i dont even know man#ok im done#undyne
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a sumi haircut variation ive been testing out. i wanna say its a bit post-canon, not too far off, maybe a year or so. hasnt quite figured out what to do with herself yet, but shes getting there. only a little ways away from graduation.
#the clock chimes at midnight#selk.art#okay because im going stir crazy in my beautiful mind here. i forgot where everyone in the royal ending went so ive just kinda been doing a#post canon au based entirely arnd sumire and the only person whos really gone is ren. the others are in school and stuff still lol#ANYWAYS she and ren start dating a few weeks before 2/3 and after they restore the world its a very tumultuous start considering ren#immediately gets sent to jail. even after he gets out theyre both grieving akechi + it feels like theyre just going through the motions.#everyones like omg we could tell this was gonna happen! and it makes them uncomfortable for reasons they cant articulate#ren is using sumire to get over akechi + sumire is modeling rens identity + both see akechi in the other and are sad abt it#on top of all that they get into a huge fight when sumire learns rens leaving in like. a month. and she didnt know.#(he genuinely didnt realize she didnt know but gets bitchy in return)#they try to make it work long distance for a month/two but eventually mutually breakup (both a little bitter but agree to remain friends)#overall its a cute relationship with um . very odd undertones.#anyways she still wears her hair straight up or straight down during all that point. HAHAHA remember this is abt hair!#after ren leaves she latches onto ann + ryuji who are still going to school w her. and after the breakup simply bc#ryuji is a Boy and sumire is a Girl and They Enjoy Being Around Each Other they both reflexively think abt getting together#sumire starts to imitate him (bc for some weird reason she keeps wanting to be like boys!) and ryuji is like am i breaking bro code rn..#nothing ever happens bc neither actually wants to date the other and ann is always hanging around but its an odd time for everyone#she bleaches the tips of her hair for a little bit but its so small when she gets it chopped off its like nothing happened lol#this is probably around third year when ann/ryuji have graduated and the only thief around is futaba.#and. please nobody kill me for this. i think the two have interesting thematic similarities but the ship between them has always felt like#pairing the same-age spares to me. and i havent read anything thats convinced me of its full potential yet.#that to say i think theyre friendly but not super close. so sumire has to learn to just. exist by herself for the first time in years.#like i said this is probably when this actual haircut starts getting used. shes figuring it out!#after she graduates shes the first one to find akechi again and theyre both doing a lot better and become very close.#they move in together! platonically! unless...? but thats not the point! akechi helps her realize shes transmasc at which point she gets a#real short haircut. i cant decide. theres one thats like a curly haired bob almost and one thats shorter + looks kinda windswept#and thats all the haircut hcs i have for her postcanon timeline! spreads hands jazz hands. not all the timeline hcs but my thumbs r tired.
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers.(ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡
you get to list 5 more things if u want !! >:3
omg naur, i cant believe this has been in my inbox for over a month 😣😣😣 leo thanks for sending it back to me tho, hehe ^-^
svt!!! my sebeunnies, my darling boys, the 13 men who are my soulmate kpop group <<<333 they make me the happiest forever and ever 🫶🫶🫶
writing!!! i really do love writing so so much bc its really the only outlet i have for like. anything :')
listening to the sounds of nature 💖 literally a day can be so so horrible and then i hear a bird chirping or leaves rustling and it reminds that everything will be okay eventually!!! we're all on this planet together at the same time living and persevering and trying our best and thats what matters most :3
the moon and the stars 🌙⭐ theyre always there for us no matter WHAT and like regardless what happens theyll be up there every night c:
my mutuals!!! you are all so near and dear to me and have a home in my heart <<<333 im always thinking of you guys and wishing you the best and hoping you lives are treating you kindly and gently 💖
#i got a lil sappy in some of these idk why...im simply in that kind of mood rn :3#also im sure some of these are the same as what i said in my last 5 things that make me happy but. well. im consistent <3#also leo my darling leo i hope youre doing well~ 💖💖💖#✉️#burarahurricane
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