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sweetronancer · 10 months ago

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debating which wips i wanna work on rn (i might turn one into a multichapter idk..)

#percy pauses and yaps for a little #im in a writing mood i just dont know what to work on #poll #ronance #nancy wheeler #robin buckley #stranger things #robin x nancy #im really struggling

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navelgazed · 5 months ago

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Ngl this is the closest I've come to feeling legitimately suicidal the past few months I swear to fucking god

#tw suicidal ideation #and the fact that theres no earthly way im going to be able to get everything done at my job all week #and people getting mad at me for not working fast enough #and the guy that yelled at me this morning #im really struggling

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sebvettelsv5 · 1 year ago

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my first fc24 or whatever it’s called now game and omfg I do not remember changing players being so fiddly? 😭 maybe I’m just used to playing player careers bc fucking hell it’s traumatic

#womangoopforpm #football #fifa #fc 24 #im really struggling

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chronik-krybaby · 1 year ago

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btw if any "art" I reblog appears to be or is confirmed to be an AI generated image, PLEASE politely tell me their url in my askbox so I can block them & remove the post from my account. Realizing that random fanarts I am recommended on my feed are AI generated is pissing me The Fuck Off.

Creating art is my biggest passion in life & the industry being destroyed this swiftly leaves me feeling hopeless that my art career will ever take off. I just want to feed myself & support myself through my artwork.

#sighhhhhhh #both my partner & I's industries have been completely destroyed by AI that im starting to get really hopeless #I have no idea what either of us are going to do.#creating art is one of the few things keeping me alive ffffffuck #im really struggling #in general #I haven't been able to consistently buy groceries and eat in months bc any work I do secure has to be undercharged #no one can afford my ideal rate for my artwork so that just means I don't eat 😩#im not trying to get sympathy but I have no idea wtf to do #what do i do #between competition with other artists and AI i feel as if I should consider giving up #tw vent #vent post #vent

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milo-uses-big-words · 2 years ago

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How do you stop getting older. I don’t even remember being a kid and now I’m about to be an adult. Why does it scare me so much? What is my roll in this plot? How is everyone else doing this?

#growing up #im really struggling

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j-exclamationmark-l · 9 months ago

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It's weird reaching out for help, I used to feel like I had to give my life story every time, but now when I try to just tall about what's going on, the first thing they ask is "why don't you go to your family and friends for help?" Don't have any anymore. They're like the problem.

#personal #im really struggling #will to live is at 5%

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mienar · 8 months ago

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the wandering painter, part one

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#artists on tumblr #illustration #animated illustration #animation #backgrounds #animated gifs #background illustration #myillust #landscape #plants #scenery #summer #hiii! just wanted to share an artwork i made that's super fresh from the oven ksfknsf #'the wandering painter' will be a series that consists of artworks that has elements that i struggle to draw and am trying to improve on!#ive always really struggled with the process of painting (for example) clouds fields grass grasslands flowers etc #despite the end result coming out satisfactory imo but i cant deny that it most of the time feels like a fluke #so this series would consist of my journey of improving how to draw said elements/areas more confidently :D #this artwork in particular - i studied and practiced how to paint/draw silver grass better along with grasses and clouds #i feel like im sorta getting the hang of it but theres definitely room to study and experiment how i can paint it better #so yeah! nonetheless i really hope you'll like this! and i hope you'll have a lovely day/night ahead <3333

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hyolks · 1 month ago

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he doesnt know how to play guitar

#fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #edward elric #this is for a dtiys im gonna be running on instagram for 7k :^)#insane... litcherally insane....#all fueled bc the xdiztober ghost jungsu got really popular for somereason ? bc omori fans like it it seems?#regardless !!#if u wanna join the dtiys pls do so on insta since its for insta !!#slowly learning how to draw guitars. its evil. am i evil for putting a guitar in a dtiys #yes. do i care. no . lets all struggle together #edit: it's a bass GUITAR SO THE CAPTION STILL WORKS 🤓#jk jk I don't care that much lol but ya I gave up on accuracy and made it a bass..... six strings is too damn many

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filibusterfrog · 5 months ago

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im certain someone else has asked this but i am Curious

#dont even care if you rb i just love Polls #for me its ideas! when im not doing a commission #have really been struggling to be 'good enough' these days #trying to use my sketchbook more so that i dont get hung up on perfection

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remxedmoon · 1 month ago

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so all you need to do right now is disappear.

HHHHAPPY ISATVERSARY EVERYONE. here’s redraws for every single battle cg in the game. 36 drawings this time around, with 11 of those being custom (though admittedly a good portion of those are edits). combined with the portrait redraws i made back in september, i’ve made 114 redraws for this project! jesus christ! just like those redraws, these are completely free to use!! as long as i’m credited and it’s not for commercial purposes, go wild!! do whatever you want!!!

no i didn’t make these for isat’s 1 year anniversary this is just wildly good timing.

i genuinely can’t fit all of these cgs in one post even with the 30 image limit on browser, but i’ll still try to fit Most of them below the cut (without making this post horrifically long), along with some notes that might be important 👍

okay! once again, i labeled all of the custom art as such in the drive(UPDATE. NNOT TRUE ANYMORE. reformatted file names to be easier to mod in auau. apologies!), but if you want a full list, the customs are hatless siffrin jackpot, bonnie jackpot, bonnie special attack, bigfrin attack, and a bunch of alts which are definitely not related to any projects i’ve been thinking about don’t worry about it. and out of those customs, only like. 3 of them are actually completely from scratch.

while i did my absolute best to keep the aspect ratios completely the same as the originals, there’s 3 exceptions that i just couldn’t get to work.

isabeau’s hair in his special attack cg wouldn’t fit in frame if i kept things completely accurate to the og, so i moved his cg down a bit. it shouldn’t cause any issues with modding or anything, it’ll just appear slightly lower than it does in game. alas…

isabeau’s sleeve and mirabelle’s hair made their jackpot sprites a little larger than the originals? i’m hoping this doesn’t have too much of an effect (since the jackpot sprites have inconsistent sizes) but i can’t test this myself unfortunately. aaa feel free to let me know on discord if any problems arise!!

i managed to fix these, so they aren’t going to cause problems now, but my original drawings for mirabelle and siffrin in the final attack scene were a pain in the ass to fix. mirabelle’s sprite was slightly too talk to fit in frame and siffrin’s hat whacked bonnie in the face while i was editing everyone together. i’m only mentioning this because it took like an hour and a half to fix them and finish the scene.

all that aside, these were a fucking BLAST to work on. apparently this ended up taking 57 hours over exactly 10 days. which is a little worrying if you do the math on that but somehow i have not burnt myself out. i will be doing enemies at some point!!! but probably not for a little bit. i think my friends will actually kill me if i don’t take a break.

once again, happy birthday isat. you’ve ruined my life and i wouldn’t have it any other way (silly).

also, on an actual serious note, this little timeloop game has genuinely changed my life for the better? you guys are probably sick of hearing it at this point (or maybe not, i don’t talk about myself That Much. i hope), but i was practically a ghost for about 2 years before joining this fandom. it’s a little surreal to suddenly have friends (plural!!!) and people who Care about me, or even know i exist, honestly. it’s weird!! in a good way!!!

i don’t think i would’ve ever come back to social media if this community wasn’t so welcoming. i’ve met a lot of really great people through this game!!! so, uh, thank you isat, i guess. here’s to another year.

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #also for full transparency. the sadness death redraw is effectively just a trace job. i’m not super happy with it because of thag #but i think i would be Killed if i tried to redo it. i dunno. maybe ill try to change it when i do sadnesses. maybe not.#besides that GOD im really happy with how these turned out #bigfrin was a last minute addition but i think he turned out fantastic #bonnie’s special attack isn’t my Favorite but i think it turned out pretty well considering the Struggle #gggod. trying to make a heavily foreshortened pose that still feels dynamic is really hard. how did id5 do this.#also don’t. worry about the Extra custom sprites that’re in there. i’m not planning anything.#happy isatversary everyone.#i blow away in the wind #isat redraw project

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proxycrit · 28 days ago

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I interrupt my zelda posting with caitvi because Arcane changed my brain chemistry

(ight, now i go back on hiatus! If you want to see my sketchbook which I WILL be posting until the day I wither, check out patreon! Now excuse me as i crawl back into my warm little den)

((Im also currently significantly more active on my instagram posting commission work, if you wanna see it :0))

Edit: ah dang it the hyperfixation’s set in.