#im projecting a bit?? just a bit tho
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jack is a kid with a rich dad who constantly feels guilty about having a rich dad and talks about how the wealthy need to give to the poor but then he also walks into school wearing 500 dollar shoes and a real leather designer jacket and completely disregards that his outfit costs more than most people make in a month
#he’s like. good morals in theory but still learning about privilege#im projecting a bit?? just a bit tho#jack merridew#jack lotf#lord of the flies#jack merridew headcanon#modern au ig#nics stuff
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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thoughts on hellfire gala charles? i’m obsessed with that design
Design Wise if we mean the one by lucas werneck, theeen...... i have no clue im divided on it honestly LOL
i like the halo idea, im just not sure im totally sold on the whole execution...
ive always wanted to draw it tho so. have a scribbly if you may :)
bonus cause i need to hang him up like a set of keys
#xmen#charles xavier#professor x#xmen comics#krakoa#snap sketches#take a shot everytime i draw a mfer reaching for the camera. hes projecting his period cramps onto me is that why ive been suffering lately#but yeah idk. im not sure exactly what makes me itch about it its just noootttt my favorite. BUT ITS NOT BAD just not my favorite#if we mean the Other yellow gala outfit he wore that matched eriks .... i think i like that one a lil more#nvm i just looked at it and the collar bit still makes me laugh bro what IS THAT. its still cute tho. i think. needa look at it more....#ill have to draw THAT design some day. with erik preferably. but thats for another day#anyways. should i eat? i should eat. if at least leave my room so i can pick up a package#ohhh but im not hungry ..... maybe ill have dinner later at least
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Regulus would've been deathly afraid of birthday party clowns as a kid and he hated getting his face painted because the cold paint on his skin was such a sensory issue
Sirius, on the other hand, was constantly volunteering to be the clowns helper and was getting a full face of face paint every time
The only time Regulus got his face painted was when Sirius offered to get something small so they could both match, and one time Sirius punched a clown in the balls for getting to close to Regulus and scaring him into tears
#im projecting onto regulus a bit#i hated birthday clowns#and face paint always felt so weird#i just know regulus would be the same way#he would like magicians tho#and the bunnies in the hat#sirius thrived at birthday parties#he was probably the center of attention even if it wasn’t his party#regulus black#sirius black#regulus and sirius#not black brothers angst for once!#marauders era#marauders
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read the other fic and i kept cackling i love the ena characterization here
#i didn't read this when i was first recommended to it bc i like. letting my fics marinate#bc it kinda makes the reading more enjoyable somehow???#like a little treat after a busy time#anyways HUGE fan of how bestie airiena is and i keep cackling during their convo#i think i might've cackled a bit too much tho. this is a dorm room my roomie can hear me!!!!!#project sekai#im not tagging much bc its just a random doodle so yeah
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The Oath an older sister takes is on par with that of a Paladins, and sometimes upheld with the very same ferocity…
#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#jrwi show#gillion tidestrider#edyn tidestrider#OKAY I WONT RAMBLE HERE AS MUCH AS LAST TIME BUT RAAHHH IM RLY PROUD O THIS PAGE. it was rottin in my wips for so long#but now its DONE!!(as much as im willing it to be) i rly like my colors! i looove playin with colors :3c#seeing everyones nice words on my last post also made me SOOO HAPPY it motivated me to create MORE!!!!#SO HERE HERE more edyn n gillion bc they make me EMOTIONAL!! i work with lil kids as my job too and im also an older sister so#i might be projecting a liiittle bit. okay to be fair i project onto gillion ALOT!! i didnt do well in school and adults are mean somtimes:#i hope we find out whats going on with edyn soon... whole heartedly trust her tho. she has gillions best interests in mind!#ive been rotatin the thought of her assassinating the elders in my brain for SO LONG!! i just need edyn to KILL to protect gillion ouuhhh#hope she comes back with like a giant sword or a cool gun#RAMBLE ABT UR FEELINGS IN THE TAGS BTW#I READ IT ALL N IT MAKES ME SO SO SO HAPPY. YOU GOTTA.
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I decided to start rewatching the fairly oddparents and something that I'm surprised to see (aside from it still being pretty funny 😂😂) is that I remembered Wanda being more of the straight-man to Cosmo and Timmy, probably because of the flanderization and season rot, but she actually MATCHES their energy?? Most of the time she's participating in or actively encouraging their wacky behavior and I think that's beautiful! We need to go back to that
#jane journals#not self ship#also a lot of these episodes i remember REALLY well tbh#i watched it quite a bit as a kid!#i was even there when the mpreg happened ajfjgk#but i didnt know so many funny meme moments were from season one! it makes sense tho#the first ep was a little slow so it felt like they were still finding their footing#but they become their charming selves pretty quick#im on the christmas episode already!! its only episode 7#and ofc we all hate bitch fartman's ass but he had a whole team#im sure like almost ALL of what makes this show funny is his team and not like. him#if his solo projects are anything to go by ajfjfk#im rambling now but yeah just reveling in the nostalgia
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Fernando S1E4 - “Out of My Comfort Zone”
#lots of good shots this episode!#tho i think im just super entranced by his racesuit colors since theyre my fav colors so i cant stop clipping cause im like ooo pretty!!#dakar is so scary to me every time they go over a big hill im like hands over my eyes#also so much carlos sainz sr this episode!! his and fernando's relationship is very interesting#(spaniard version of seb and schumi tbh)#him standing on the big car hehehe very tiny#i didnt mean for gifing this to turn into such a project for myself but ahhhh why not#i think the break btwn miami and now has just bored me to the point where im just looking for projects lol#fernando alonso#fa14#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e4#fernando(show)
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PANIC
#i swear my lineart goes harder on my vent pieces#im okay tho just freaked out a bit#projected onto the silly little villain man 1600s edition#vent#vent art#philip wittebane#emperor belos#belos#toh philip#toh belos#toh philip wittebane#toh emperor belos#the owl house philip#the owl house belos#the owl house philip wittebane#the owl house emperor belos#philip wittebane fanart#emperor belos fanart#belos fanart#the owl house fanart#toh fanart#my art
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Prologue? Pilot? IDK Man I Just Work Here
(part 1.2)
{hey so uhhhh
i have finals coming up and its the last week of classes and im lowkey failing two of mine right now, so unfortunately im going to have to go on hiatus for a bit- even though i literally just started, ugh- while i try to catch up and deal with... all that
that said, ive decided to split the prologue up into three parts instead of two and just go ahead and give you what ive got so far of the rest of it
this and the third (and hopefully final) segment is where we really start setting up/contextualizing the "full house" premise of the fic
link to part 1.1 here}
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So, over the next several weeks, they come up with a plan.
Most of them aren’t exactly happy about the plan, but… oh well.
The parents are determined to move their children- who have proven themselves to be prime targets for the supernatural- out of town, to relocate them somewhere they’ll be well-removed from the apocalypse unfolding in Hawkins. Caught up to speed about the history of Hawkins Lab and Owens’s involvement in everything, they all but order him to help with the arrangements.
And he delivers. Calls are made, blueprints are drawn, and before they know it, a plot of land has been secured two thousand miles away in California for a house to be built on. And it’s going to have to be a pretty big house, considering it’ll be home to six teenagers and a pre-teen.
The kids are dead set on not being separated again; it’s one of their conditions for agreeing to leave. Steve can’t blame them, honestly. After everything they’ve been through together, he doesn’t want to be apart from them either. In fact, he’s been feeling a bit paralyzed by the thought, has had a little trouble breathing since the move was decided.
He’s sort of out of it the next time everyone gathers at the hospital to hash out the details, to be honest, but in his defense, his head isn’t quite what it used to be before all the hits he’s taken in recent years.
But then the ongoing discussion turns to who will look after the kids, and well, that certainly gets his attention.
There’s a military blockade taking shape around the area, keeping the threat contained- but also the citizens. It’s only through Owens’s connections and influence that they’ll be able to sneak the kids out, and just that in itself is going to be risky. As much as they’d like to, they can’t take everyone.
The parents have agreed to join the resistance that’s starting to form, a force of townsfolk who have finally realized what’s really happening and are banding together to find a solution, or at least hold off the Upside Down from taking over for as long as they can. Hopper and Joyce have taken it upon themselves to teach everyone as much as they can about what they’re up against, and a few of the others are helping out with pooling resources and organizing community childcare.
For various reasons, their families won’t be coming along.
“Who’s going to take care of you all?” Sue asks, her question directed more towards the room at large than the kids themselves. “None of you are older than fifteen; I don’t want you out there on your own with no adult supervision.”
Karen starts to say something, probably about how she doesn’t intend to let Nancy stay behind either, that there will definitely be at least one person over fifteen present, but Steve cuts her off in his eagerness. He practically jumps out of his seat, actually, but he’s held in place by his desperate grip on the sheets of the hospital bed he’s still stuck in until he’s done recovering from the demobat bites.
“I’ll do it!”
Once again, all eyes are on him, and they’re broadcasting confusion, surprise- in the case of the parents, that is. The kids mostly look relieved. None of them will say it- the little shits- but he’s pretty sure they were just as worried about leaving him behind as he was about sending them away.
Claudia tilts her head at him in question. “You? What, by yourself?”
Steve figures the faintly bitter disbelief in her voice has less to do with him and more to do with Dustin’s deadbeat dad, so he chooses not to take it to heart. But before he can make a remark about how some men are actually interested in fatherhood- although he’s not entirely sure what his brain even means by that- Karen Wheeler speaks up.
“Not by himself, no. What I was about to say a moment ago was that Nancy is going too. I don’t want my daughter staying here after being involved with all this pretty much since the beginning. But, Steve, even then, you’re hardly adults yourselves- Nancy only just graduated high school last week. I don’t think you two should be left to basically parent seven kids all alone; it’s too much responsibility.”
(While she does have a point, and he’s certainly not opposed to having Nancy out of harm’s way, it’s also important to note that the daughter in question is currently busy giving shooting lessons to a sizable portion of the resistance. Nancy is no stranger to responsibility, but she isn’t exactly the motherly type, either. Regardless, Steve wants both roles for himself- at least on a subconscious level. He’s not quite aware of it yet, his rightful place as both mom and dad to the party, but… he’ll get there. He thinks of himself more as a glorified babysitter, really, but it is a position he takes very seriously nowadays.)
Mistaking Steve's spacey expression for something else, Dustin mutters smugly beside him, “I bet you would looove that.”
Steve rolls his eyes and shoots back, “Can it, kid. We’ve been over this. Nance and I are not getting back together.”
Nancy and Jonathan broke up after her graduation, for reasons which Steve has decided are none of his business. In some ways, this made the idea of rekindling their relationship- something his friends insisted he should try to do- more of an actual possibility. And yet, somehow, that in itself helped him realize that he doesn’t really want to get back together. And he knows she feels the same, even if there are some weird lingering feelings on both sides of the issue. They simply aren’t compatible, and that’s okay. It took him a while to get here, but now he’s happy just being her friend.
Thankfully, Robin joins in, interrupting that awkward train of thought and providing the solution to a problem Steve hasn't even considered yet.
“They wouldn’t be alone, Mrs. Wheeler. I can help out, too.”
“You would do that? Move across the country and play house with me and these brats?”
“Of course I would, dingus. Where you go, I go.”
The fondness in their exchange prompts some raised eyebrows from the others, but that’s irrelevant. Steve is just massively thankful that Robin is offering to come along. Having to choose between the kids and his platonic soulmate would have torn him apart just as badly as the bats did.
“And I’d say the same about Will and El,” Jonathan says as he joins the group. “So I hope there’s room for a couple more.” He glances questioningly at Argyle, who came in with him.
Argyle just shrugs. “I’m sticking with you, man.” Apparently, his parents turned him out to fend for himself when he hit eighteen, so he doesn’t have much to go back to, and he’s been content staying with the Byers until the blockade is lifted- or for the long haul, it seems.
Karen nods in Jonathan’s direction. “Good, I’m sure Joyce will feel better knowing you’ll be there.”
So that makes five of us. Considering I’ve wrangled most of these guys on my own plenty of times by now, that should be totally manageable. I guess it will be nice to have some guaranteed backup for once.
It looks like the gang is staying together after all, plus at least one new-ish addition.
But, speaking of "new-ish additions" to the group, there is still a six-foot deep hole in the entire plan, which is the question of what to do with a dead man when all his remaining friends are ditching town.
“What about... Eddie?”
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{well folks theres the second installment of the prologue. as for the rest of it... youll get it when you get it. hopefully ill be able to start updating more regularly once i go back home for the summer. things are just kinda crazy right now hahahahaha <-(the deranged laughter of a person whose ass is not passing all their courses this time and is very seriously considering becoming a college dropout)
oh and yeah so eddies dead i guess. not what i had planned but sometimes the plot just does what it wants. you know how full house basically starts off with dannys wife dying in a car accident (offscreen and prior to the events of the actual show anyway)? and steve is like, very loosely the au's parallel of danny? well you might not have known that actually but i just told you. so. yeah. you get where this is going
also, to my unofficial beta readers and lovely mutuals @moreover-clover and @redley-of-many-noodles: i have seen your comments/messages and i appreciate your input, but ive decided im going to try not to take this project too seriously and just have fun with it rather than worry about how polished it is, so i think this is going to be a no beta project from here on out. thank you for the thoughtful commentary/critiques on part 1.1, and i do hope you continue to enjoy it <3
having said that, if anyone happens to notice glaringly obvious/simple typos that i could easily fix, or if any parts are just genuinely incomprehensible, feel free to point it out/ask for clarification if you want to}
#dad steve harrington#AND#mom steve harrington#seriously let this man be a parent#am i projecting just a little bit?#maybe#im allowed to do that#full house au#my writing#steve harrington pov#(for now at least)#stranger things#stranger things fanfic#steve harrington#karen wheeler#smug bastard dustin henderson#nancy x guns#why ship her with steve or jonathan when you can ship her with lethal weapons#(just kidding)#(sorta)#robin buckley#platonic stobin#byers siblings#argyle stranger things#rip eddie#...#im just kidding guys hes not really dead#as if i would do that#sorry if i had you fooled tho
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every day I think about Riz Gukgak being aroace and every day I get sad I am not more confident in my writing because I have ideas!!!!! so many ideas about Riz being aroace and coming to terms with that and actually figuring out that there are labels for what he is and I binge read like 8 or 9 fics about that and Im just like man,,, 5+1 thing where Riz tries to come out and then he finally does and it’s full of him being frustrated with himself and the others and struggling but also refusing to actually stop and think about himself because feelings are too much and he’s busy with Kristen’s campaign okay
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#riz gukgak is aroace#TO ME#and many others#im also aroace#is this projecting? not really but also yes a little bit#Riz is sex and romance repulsed#AND THATS OKAY!#Adaine is also ace but she would be down to get her kisses in#Riz gets >:( whenever it’s mentioned#does NOT know why#Kristen and Adaine both figured it out and bc of adhd and autism did not realise they should tell him#i also have an idea of everyone else just looking at Riz and realising that oh we should like talk to him probably#not sure tho but RIZ GUKGAK!!!!#POINTS. AROACE#dimension 20
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my friend yves what is dearvo about why does the wiki say im the girlfriend of all the vocalists thats scary this is scaring me how do i get into this Please
MY FRIEND PRIN :DD !!! first off most of the tls can be found organized on this carrd !! as for what its abt . . . its basically The Yume music project ever since the listener Is supposed to be the vocalists gf ( they all have seperate gfs still tho LOL theres a nice thread where someone kinda compiled their interp of their general traits if thats smth u are interested in 👍 ) based on the voice dramas
and truthfully idk anything except for stuff relates to ciel 2you and atan dramas cause theyre the only ones i rlly gaf abt LOL i listen to everyones music mainly bc tls are sparse u just listen to whoever u think is interesting . . . !! momochi is the most popular so he has most of his tls done but i think u might like reo or joshua . . . ?
#✧ letters !#✧ prin !#i have some other drvo thread info stuff if u want i can send u them on twt too >_<#im ngl this project is a bit hard to get into cause drama tls just Dont exist for half of the content 😭😭😭#the music is banger tho i can guarantee that ‼️‼️‼️‼️
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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia#i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it#was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander#thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution#it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very#interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating#but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for#my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there#how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start#again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal#defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going#after that. im just so tried#but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out#but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how#intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week#like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want#to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage#but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do#that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out#unrelated
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do i post the first chapter of already spoken for as 4.5k or 7.5k? the 3k difference would be chapter 2 and would mean it’d be out sooner
#i’m tied#7.5 seems a bit long but i’ve done long chapters before#and i’d originally planned for it to end there - not that it doesn’t work to end it shorter there’s just a little less interaction with john#im just aware ive got other projects atm and this might take a while to get back to#also reading that much on tumblr seems like a hassle even tho its not on ao3#any advice or opinions welcome#stelle yaps
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hiii i havent checked on this blog in a while, i thought you were quitting? i dont remember when but i thought you said you were done with this blog :? super glad ur still going but curious if im remembering wrong
i did quit! a decent while ago! but when the 2 year anniversary came around i was like ohhh ill open requests for a little bit... in celebration..! just till the end of the month... surely it wont be that many.... and then it was a Lot. but the current plan is to finish off my current inbox and then dip out again ^_^
#honestly the only reason im still working on reqs is bc id feel bad if i just ignored all them.#but even then theres a decent chunk i delete. u know?#this blogs more like an unpaid side job than a labor of love anymore even tho the levels of joy flunctuate quite a bit. its just that rn:#im not... into homestuck anymore? like at all? ive jumped through like 3 fandoms since this blog ended. so the motivation is a bit dead#sorry. u didnt ask all that. im just saying my truth#i rlly love the the ppl on this blog & the concept & how its been and even when i wasnt like. working on it anymore id go back through all#my old drawings of love and delight#but as it was when i stopped: i just dont have the motivation anymore. and now i also have other projects i value more that ive put on hold#for this temp revival. so.#dstext#damn i talk a lot sorry about that
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(tags from @neathyingenue @zeebreezin)
hang on have I not mentioned this enough- Hi! Yes! Vincent is Catalan, from Barcelona! I usually talk about them as being/using Spanish but that's honestly just because I know that's what most people would recognise/understand, compared to how relatively niche Catalan is unfortunately. A lot of the time it's more important in the moment to connect somewhat even if it's not entirely accurate "^^ (and they do use Spanish, it's just their second language instead).
Being Catalan specifically is a key part of Vin as a character because, well... I'm projecting, honestly! I live in Barcelona! I may be British, but I've lived here for most of my life now and it's an equally important part of me as a person. Writing about Vin is an excuse to write about the experience of immigrating (though admittedly in reverse of my own) as well as Catalan language, culture, politics, history...
One day I'll sit down and write out some of this stuff and approximately nobody will know the cultural/historical context <3
#putting this on a separate post bcus its unrelated to that one + i wanted to ramble a lil#yknow i should of expected the catalan to be pointed out by a. the one other person who speaks spanish and b. the linguistics nerd aksjdgf#love you both xD <3#but yes vin is me projecting/exploring my own life <3#its just that the average person knows. so little about catalan language/culture (<- lives in barcelona tourist center. its so bad)#tourism pays for a lot of stuff here but christ are a lot of them dumb as rocks#(no shade to anyone here tho genuinely. im just salty about irl stuff pff)#also re: that last paragraph. id also have to fight my own brain a bit tbh#vins thoughts on many things being directly influenced by their experience w/ and hatred of spain vs-#-vs me not wanted to be White British Guy Talks About Racism yknow#and also spains intra-country disputes vs everything spain did outside of the country#gah. idk. anxiety yippeee#this post is messy but it needs Out i cant keep messing with it#oc: vincent bell
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