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FUCKBOY!LEON X LAME!READER HC’S
warnings: freak boy leon turned lover boy leon, angst, smut AND fluff!!!! no use of y/n, virgin!reader, leon is a CUNT! mentions of reader wearing a dress…:3 reader tells leon “kys”, daddy kink at the end IM SORRY!!!
word count: 0.8k (sorry ik it’s short!)
notes: hello….
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who’s name is known across campus, you wish you could get with him. god it would be a dream come true,,, but no one as chronically online as you could even get close to him…
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who sees you around campus, you have a great sense of style. maybe he should get your number…but no. he couldn’t ruin his reputation by sleeping with a total nerd.
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who sees you at a party, little did he know it was your first party ever. he approached you with nothing but respect, asking you where your friends were and complimenting your outfit. whispering in your ear that you’re dress would look better on his bed room floor
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who’s surprised when you agree to going back to him dorm, but he doesn’t want to wait too long so he just takes you up to an empty bedroom, truly shows what a gentleman he is!: )
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who pushes you onto the bed, kissing you roughly. when things get heated, by that i mean your both half naked.
“i’ve never done anything like this before…” you confess
his eyes widened
“nah i can’t do this”
he gets off of you and started to put his shirt back on
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who feels a bit bad when you leave the room crying. but he knows it’s for the better, that night you watch him leave with other girl. breaking your heart
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who sees you the next day, your both at the mall, he feels bad…maybe you can still be friends?
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who goes up to you and asks if you would still willing to be friends. you think about it and shyly nod your head, he smiles and gives you his number
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who hits you up later that day.
“hey” it was a simple text, nothing that would make you get the wrong idea!
“haiii” of course you replied back with an energetic text, anything to get his attention
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who plans to come over to you’re dorm. when he arrives he’s not surprised! your dorm is full of posters and figurines…he’s almost scared, he sits down on your bed and sighs
“you ever played needy streamer overload?”
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who spends the next three hours playing nso with you. he’s confused on why he likes it. but it’s fun to be around you! he actually doesn’t want to leave…
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who slowly grows attached to you, he doesn’t want to admit it but he really is, he loves your laugh, smile, eyes honestly anything and everything about you . . .
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who who sees you out with another guy. he doesn’t register that he’s just a friend. so he goes back to his old ways. later that night you receive a snap from him of some random girl getting backshots from him ???
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who realizes that he fucked up when instead of crawling back to him you just say
“kys”
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who has to search up what that means. he’s devastated when he finds out : ( he goes to your dorm to apologize but he can’t bring himself to knock. so he just awkwardly stands there for 5 minutes
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who finally knocks, and you answer as quickly as possible!
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who’s so sad that when you open the door and see him an instant expression of disgust appears on your face, you look so tired
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who stars with, “so uh. . .how you been?” and awkwardly chuckles. you scoff and try to close the door, yet he stops it with his foot and forces himself inside.
ꪆৎ - fuckboy!leon who smells the air of your room that he missed soso much ! he feels at home again. . .you guys talk, he apologizes, you don’t apologize because you have nothing to apologize for!
ꪆৎ - loverboy!leon who waits a couple days to show up unannounced to your door with flowers. when you see him you’re eyes go wide.
“leon what are yo—“ your cut off my his kissing you and gently shutting the door behind you too
ꪆৎ - loverboy!leon who is relieved when you kiss back. you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him closer. . .
ꪆৎ - loverboy!leon who’s surprised to find him self naked in your bed, his cock buried deep inside you. he knows it’s your first time so he’s gentle with you
“leon!” you cry out in that whiny voice of yours. “i know, princess, i know” he coos. his cock is kissing your cervix, the pleasure is too much and you get let it slip out
“daddy!”♡
his eyes winded as he realized that he liked it. . .so he plays into it ; )
“yeah? you wanna come on daddy’s cock? that it?” you nodded as you felt the knot in your stomach grow, your hips bucked as your breath began to get ragged
“daddy—oh—mmmffhh” are the noises you make when you come. . .leon cums when he feels your cunt clench around him
ꪆৎ - loverboy!leon who now realizes he loves you, and he stares at you on awe as you sleep beside him : )
#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy x you#leon kennedy x y/n#resident evil x reader#resident evil x you#resident evil x female reader#leon kennedy x fem reader
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Reiterating this on Tumblr. (These are my own thoughts and opinions that I am expressing for myself.)
You are allowed to be excited about a piece of media, and want to scream about it to the heavens. That's the mark of a good author.
You are also allowed to feel negatively towards media! It's your brain and your opinions!
But if your opinion is positive, I think it cultivates a better community environment to leave positive/affirming comments. Yes the new episode has us all feeling the feels, and I know hyperbole comments like "Author when I catch you author" are very common on Webtoon, especially with big plot events, and are written to be complimentary.
But sometimes threats and accusations towards the author, even meant in a positive way, can start to look like a slew of pure hate mail. You can, generally, say whatever you want on the internet without major retribution (a block or a deleted comment at most, usually). And if it's a well used/obvious hyperbole, like "OMGGGG HOW DARE YOU I'M NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE THIS" or "IM DROPPING THE COMIC" or even wishing misfortune onto the creator of a series (which is never okay to do online, by the way), there likely will not be repercussions because the understanding is that it isn't serious. However, in masses, these comments feel very heavy. I'm not saying you aren't allowed to scream in the comments (and to be fair I'm not allowed to make any rules, I'm just expressing my opinion and easing my own consciousness, but I ask you to at least hear it out), but simply keeping expressively negative language about hating the comic and telling the author to stop making it out of digital spaces can cultivate an equally excited community that feels much better to look at. You can type "AHHHHHHH SCREAMING ABOUT THE NEW EPISODE" without adding the /nrs toxic stuff, sucky words about hate and anger directed towards the comic or creator. This goes for more things than just Cinderella Boy.
And if you do dislike it you're allowed to do that. Just remember nobody owes you. We are reading this comic for free, and we are not entitled to the enjoyment of it. If you want to drop it, drop it; you're allowed to. If you have a grievance with it you can maintain that! But spamming public forums just because the plot didn't go your way isn't really cool. And if you are typing the types of comments y'all know I'm talking about and mean them, check yourself. Those are not okay things to say. Be a good person.
The internet doesn't take away the people behind the screen. I thought this was something we learned in elementary school. You are not just talking to a profile picture and a username. This also doesn't just go for statements directly towards Punko; let's all just be nice to each other and make sure we aren't stepping over people's conversational boundaries that they would have with any reasonable, human stranger - because most of us are strangers, or vague acquaintances. And you wouldn't be yelling at people like that if you were standing in front of you irl, unless they were your friends. And you do not have that level of familiarity with most people online.
How big of an issue this is in this fandom depends on who you ask - for the most part people are so nice here and it's so great - but I just wanted to make a blanket statement because it's something to keep in mind and I've been seeing a lot of it as the finale approaches. If you don't like a piece of media it's probably best to just disengage with it. Also, threats are not okay.
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"The shapeshifting seen in folklore and ancient practice, aka what I assume you are referring to when you say since the beginning of time, is shapeshifting not in the sense of physically changing ones body, but more of a shamanic (for lack of a better word) trance state, akin to spirit flight/astral projection (which I myself, as a witch, practice and experience with.)"
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This is what I mean when I say you don't exactly have knowledge of our community. The late 2010s is when shifters began to "die out" as a community. A post here legit stops at 2018 because that's when everything actually stopped for a moment (outside of lone blogs on tumblr and other blog sites). That's legit where our history stopped until maybe 2020 to 2022, where our Aminos and Tumblrs began to become active and when I decided to leave the otherkin communities.
The act of shifting as embraced not just the physical but the metaphysical since 2017 and onwards. I have actively aided in including reality shifting and intrasomal shifting, two metaphysical/sensory ways of shifting into physical shifting because of their physical phenomena and experiences. Physical shifting is not this black and white practice, it is freedom and it is a choice. No one is forced to shift or has to shift everyday to be a shifter - no one thinks about shifting 24/7 unless they experience species dysphoria.
Most of the shifters I know actively use metaphysical or sensory practices or shift on multiple layers, not just the hard physical. The hard physical also includes things like psychosomatic changes to full own fur growth. The growth of the community has been developing in other spaces where we have put in the effort to actively change and go back to our "shamanic" roots and accept that not all shifters shift their bones and muscles.
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"im gonna be blunt: this is horseshit. Its one thing to have a community to share experiences with a disorder and talk about delusions, its another to completely embrace said delusions and hallucinations and pass them off as harmless simply because they make you comfortable. Me growing wings made me comfortable, but it also caused significant harm to me. Comfortable doesn't always equal harmless. I experience hallucinations every now and again to this day, and it would be great, actually, if I didn't! I never said i was shaming anyone for experience delusions, but I certainly stand by what I said in regards to not encouraging delusions."
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I'd recommend you speak to a zoanthrope as I am only a friend to many of them. I suggest reading @/a-minke-whales-tale and speaking to @/defrostedvertebrae about their part in coining Holothere. you might actually learn more from them than me lol.
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"I understand people have a subjective reality, but there's also SCIENTIFIC REALITY. BIOLOGICAL REALITY. If one is to deny that, it can open a doorway to self harm, even if one doesn't see it as such. Just because one's subject reality says they can grow wings or physically shift into a wolf doesn't mean it's actually happening, period."
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No one denies objective reality, which is the biological reality where things happen at a level beyond the body and mind and self. What subjective reality does is fill in the gap that diversifies and the complexity of the mundane, of the everyday. Someone is not dangerous for practicing or engaging in different kinks or relationships than you that contain 24/7 roleplay, so why is someone who mostly experiences these things in their mind, in their somatic body, and by themselves - dangerous to people? Just for expressing the bottled up emotions? What do you think reality checking does to them? Do you think that turns them human?
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"the more i read this the less I feel you actually sympathize with what I went through at the hands of this community. I would actually GLADLY go back to a time when P-shifters weren't welcome in the community because that actually kept people safe."
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Sympathy doesn't allow time for babying or coddling the emotions of others, it is entirely about understanding and recognizing the pain - telling another they can feel that pain with them. But I am familiar with pain like this and have been fucked over so many times. Real fact, people think I laugh a lot because I'm an immature child. But I'm an adult and I laugh because it's easier.
I sympathize with your pain. But as I said, sympathy isn't ignorance.
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"no matter how long physical shifters and the like have been here, it doesn't change the fact that the ideaology behind it causes lasting harm to others, worsens ones mental health, and is inherently actively anti-recovery. I never said for yall to confess to being monsters nor did I accuse yall of being monsters, i simply pointed out the facts that the ideaology itself is harmful... but i mean if the shoe fits be my guest. If alterhuman, as a community, is going to be accepting of these types of ideaologies then i am GLADLY not alterhuman."
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Who told you we want your help?
Who told you we want to escape or to heal or to rinse off our cultures and our identities? I've met so many diverse people, Ive made people cry by showing them they can be a shifter if they want, so many shifters have been in the community trying to fix the mess that others made before us. who said we want to recover? who said we don't just want community, happiness, joy, love?
why do you think you know what's good for us just because you got hurt by a group that pretended to be one us? im not trying to sound mean or anything, but im being blunt, who told you to come save us?
what makes you think we're sad? what makes you think we're suffering? what makes you think we're not satisfied?
who do you think needs to be saved and why do you infantilize us?
My Experience with P-Shifters & Mythicals, and why I'm Anti Physical IDs for Alterhumanity.
[Massive TW for Cults, Abuse(Including Digital SA, including COCSA), Delusions + Validation/Encouragement of Delusion, and probably more that I cannot for the life of me think of off the top of my head]
Hello, I'm Phoenix, but you can also call me Silverthorn. I've been in the nonhuman community since 2011-2013, and initially got my start in P-Shifter/Mythical communities, the ones of most note being ArdaErellon, GrowingWings4Life(usually just called Grow Wings.), and other adjacent webs.com forums.
I'll be documenting my experience with the community chronologically to the best of my ability, but do be aware that it may be a bit splotchy, as my memory of it all is a little janky due to the trauma and the fact this occured over 10 years ago now. It is of importance to note: I am neurodivergent, I speak from the perspective of someone who has been dealing with undiagnosed autism since childhood, which in turn, did influence my level of understanding of the world. My memory is also a little messed up due to dissociation from childhood trauma.
2011 - 2012: The Start - My start with P-Shifting began in 6th grade, when I was 11. I had met someone, who I will refer to here as Dragon. Dragon was my closest friend, however this was NOT a good thing. I had begun awakening to my inherent nonhumanity, but you know, when you're young, you'll believe in very fantastical things. Dragon was a P-Shifter, and I thought I was too. This is how our friendship really solidified. What easily could have been innocent schoolyard RP became grounds for abuse, manipulation, etc. Dragon convinced me that everyone hated us, and people would actively run away from me because where I went, she followed. Dragon was notoriously an asshole to others, but she used this to convince me that everyone hated me.
2013-2015: Aka "The Peak". 2013 is when I entered the online P-Shifter scene. Now, I had read websites and guides on p-shifting prior to this, but this is when I actually got INVOLVED so to speak. After reading some of the Maximum Ride books, I began experiencing phantom shifts of wings, which in turn lead to me joining GrowingWings4Life (colloquially known as Grow Wings), a forum on webs.com for Avians and other mythicals. I, obviously, began attempting to grow wings. This is where I met my flock. I've named two of them here before, but for the sake of this post I will be using stand in names. I also got my first scoliosis dx at age 13, during a school evaluation. This will come up again in another section of this post.
Aqua was the first one I met, she was basically a sister to me. She was honestly the first REAL friend I had, to the point where we called eachother sis. It was through her where we met the rest of our flock, albeit most of them would separate except for Red. Red was another one of the flock, unlike the other key members (Julio and Cailen. I WILL namedrop them for the bullshit they did. Julio was 18, and I don't remember Cailen's age but I do believe she was older than me, Aqua, and Red. I think maybe 18 but I'm not Positive.), he was also 13, like Aqua and I.
Julio got kicked from the flock for trying to groom Aqua and I over kik (classic 2013 experience I know), and Cailen went separate ways after a breakup with Red (she did some HORRIFIC things to him, which I will not disclose here other than it being SA) Things with the flock started out good at first, I mean why wouldn't it? Of course, we also learned about Awtok. We genuinely believed in them, and in part, were responsible for bringing knowledge of Awtok to Grow Wings out of sheer FEAR for everyone's saftey. Awtok's chokehold on our flock specifically remained.
Enter G32: Another school friend of mine, and self-professed Keyblade master. Though not an avian and p-shifter like the rest of us, he was part of our flock. I do fully blame myself and take responsibility for getting him involved with the flock + the consequences of doing so. He got involved the summer of 2014, but I had known him prior, and trusted him. G32 was someone we went to for advice and whatnot. In a way, despite Red and I being the leaders of the flock (when we started dating in 2014), I'd consider G32 to be the one pulling everyone's strings.
It was through G32, that Red became convinced he was a monster. Again, wont go into full details but this lead him to spiral into full on delusions. I remember him texting me in a state of extreme distress one night because he had "seen" his "true form" in the mirror. Looking back, this was clearly a hallucination. He ended up having MULTIPLE experiences like this. Now, he had been having some experiences akin to this prior to G32's claims about Red's true nature, but it was only after those that things got as bad as they did, such as full on berseker shifts for what his species was. (According to G32 the species was like an offshoot of the heartless from Kingdom Hearts.)
G32 also, on multiple occasions, forged messages from AWTOK, usually through 3DS swapnote, and then also forged messages from other "keyblade masters" who got involved with the flock via fake phone numbers.
Back to Red, because of the sheer amount of abuse he went through, ended up repeating the cycle of abuse with me. What he did to me was not ok. He had, through Cailen's abuse, become to believe he was possessed by a succubus who was Cailen. This began his manipulation of me, going so far as for this "possession" to lead to basically the Succubus threatening to leave me if I did not engage in sexual text-rp/sexting with Red as a way to prove my love & devotion. It eventually stopped, though i cannot remember what caused it to stop. Again, we both were 14 and severely mentally ill. I DO NOT HOLD THIS AGAINST HIM, AND I FORGIVE HIM FOR THIS. WE BOTH WERE VICTIMS.
Now, Red was VERY remorseful of what had happened, though we never actually talked about it or mentioned it after that, though I wish we did. It pretty much was him just apologizing but not specifying the incident (most because I told him not to), and me not actually letting him confess to what had happened. I wish I would have let him speak, but I was a scared child. Like I said, looking back now, and not out of a place of hurt, I can recognize he and I were both victims of abuse.
Come 2015, shit with G32 really hit the fan. From forging messages from other keyblade wielders turning against the flock, threatening to kill us for being traitors by aligning ourselves with Red, and the like, to then, when we stood up for ourselves, claiming it was all fake and a lie he spun, and then back to threatening us with the keyblade wielders after. It got to a point where it almost became a physical altercation on school grounds the following day. It was after this that things fell apart. The flock stuck together but ultimately separated, with the last I've heard from any of them being in 2016.
2016 & Onward: 2016 I still held onto some P-Shifting beliefs, but had begun to break away from them. It was really only come 2018 that I had fully recognized the nature of my beliefs were steeped in delusion, albeit the occasional relapse into p-shifter thoughts does occur to this day. I'd be lying if I'd said I haven't attempted to p-shift despite knowing and accepting it's impossible.
Now, other things not in this timeline that did happen, but I didn't feel were as interwoven with my flock experience:
ArdaErellon - when GrowWings went down, this kinda became one of the main sites people went to. It's not up anymore but I do remember the admin, Tinnuwen, asking people for their IRL locations, like addresses and whatnot, in order to open portals near them so they could travel to the realm of ArdaErellon.
Razgriz Pack & Other Cyberpacks - I got involved with a cyberpack when I was 13, when I didn't want much to do with them they threatened to send their other werewolves after me lol. I Don't remember if it was Razgriz or a different pack that I was involved in, mostly because I didn't spend much time around them.
Why I'm Making This Post:
I make this post because I've seen a resurgence in the P-Shifter & Mythical communities. Moreso, I've seen this become accepted and welcomed into the alterhuman community, which poses a SIGNIFICANT threat to the saftey and wellbeing of others. I've seen people ACTIVELY encouraging and validating delusions of Clinical Lycanthropes/Zoanthropes, claiming that it is harmless. IT IS NOT, I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE.
My wing delusions were encouraged, and we avians took any criticism of our attempts as threats and people just wanting to be assholes. Because of the repeated validation of my "physical" wing growth, i actively avoided getting treatment for my scoliosis for over 2 years. Like i said earlier in this post, during an exam at school, they felt my spine was curved. However, because I fully believed I was growing wings, I REFUSED to let my family take me to the doctor, refused to let them get x-rays of me, for fear that they'd discover my wings, because I was a terrified CHILD. This lead to my spine becoming so severely curved that I was at risk of my lungs collapsing. I fear to see what would have happened to me had I not eventually gotten surgery in 2015. The point is, the beliefs involved with subcultures such as p-shifters, holotheres, mythicals, etc. is inherently harmful. The denial to accept ones biological humanity, and the laws of physics that come with it, is a saftey risk. When people speak out about their experiences, they get dogpiled by the physical therian community, and victim blamed. When we explain why these things are harmful, we get accused of a whole slew of things, such as trying to make humans like us, or bring ableist by saying that encouraging delusion is harmful.
Me, Red, and Aqua should NOT have had to live out our teen years in fear of AWTOK, in fear of uncontrollable shifts, in fear of hunters, etc. We should have been able to have our formative teen years be normal. My friend Sundew, also known as @aesthetikins , was there when I was going through all of this, as we met in highschool. E knows first hand the amount of damage this stuff did to me, as again, e was there when it happened.
This is also the one time I feel OK to be That Guy and put this in the tags of the harmful groups I'm talking about, because maybe, JUST MAYBE, it'll save someone else from going through shit like what I went through. Edit: this is ok to reblog, and i actually encourage it
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deer trying to express thanks
#or maybe they are hungry..#341#deer#doe#buck#with ref#genuinely thank you to everyone whos stuck around for these deer. or ever liked them.#im really happy that the deer make people happy n stuff#i appreciate every ask but also i get nervous and shy about answering them.#thank you :)#im not that great at expressing this but i mean it#happy thanksgiving#(to those who celebrate ^^#tried an id
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Scary dog privilege
#now the real question is who's the scary dog#and i mean. fig has gone to great lengths to assure everyone her fursona is a german shepherd. so#on the other hand it would take a lot to make ayda agry eniugh to make this facial expression#anyway folks we're getting into it deep but im still only about midway through sophomore year so#no spoilers in the reblogs if yall would be so kind#mispelled draws#misp draws#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fig faeth#fig fantasy high#ayda aguefort#ayda fantasy high#figayda
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ordan karris is sick of how slow their relationship went
#i just need someone to roast them and ordan karris is great for this job#...#okay i actually don't really have a very good translation of what im trying to express#it's 「吐槽」 in chinese#idk you can ask chatgpt about what that means. “roast” is probably the best word to express that#im still gonna make excalibur silly tho i love their status quo#warframe#warframe excalibur#warframe excalibur umbra#warframe ordis#ordis#suggestive#(i just remembered this tag exists and it's probably for this kind of content)#my art
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not arguing with a guy wth long hair. whatever you say faggot can we make out
#shitboxposting#bad posts#2am here for the record.#my love langueage is words of unkindness. there are genuine psychological reasons my most ardent affection is expressed as such#probably something like enjoying how comfortable our reltionship is. that we can trust each other to say slurs & know we mean it with love#also a great expletive its always been one of my favorites im so glad I turned out gay#so I could write shitty 0.5note tumqler posts about it
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ok so im currently rewatching nimona in the hindi dub (thank you @sir-ballister-boldheart-boldheart for the link! everyone should check out their great posts about it too btw)
and right of off the bat, im kinda obsessed with this line change:
in the OG, Nimonas quip/joke is "The one armed club is about to get some new members"
but in the Hindi dub its changed to "Agar inmisay kisi ka basu pasand ai toh bata'dayna" (sorry if my hinglish isnt the best i dont do this kinda thing often XO)
(which translates to: "if you find a liking to any of these arms tell me")
which is not only equally as hilarious but also soso cute cause the implication shes ready to chop of any arm he wants as a fucked up kinda karma/compensation or as a replacement is just, so good. violent and in character but also establishes a side of care for him early on which is really cool.
#she cares but in the most fucked up and violent ways its so sweet <333#she really said 'arm choping is not a love language unless i do it and by me doing it i mean im gonna chop you a new arm >:3'#also while im obsessed with riz ahmeds british/urdu accent in the og. the hindi dub is so fun and expressive in a compleatly new/different#way. its really interesting to listen to. rare good hindi dub 10/10#also i realy like the directors va in this? shes absolutely amazing and a great actress#psii.txt#nimona#nimona movie#nimona 2023#ballister boldheart#desi tag#nimona hindi dub#(also note for @. i dont wanna clog ur notifs so this will probably be the only time i do so if i post more unless you wish otherwise)
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I have been so unwell about andy that I had to feverishly sketch a screencap of him. do you understand what it takes to get me to this point
#i haven't even done this for samuels yet#although admittedly i don't draw often and when im unwell about samuels i am pacing and listening to playlists lmao#i have lead all over my hands and 4000 tabs of reference open#i need to BITE SOMEONE#okay im normal again#alien: romulus#andy (romulus)#god i need this movie on dvd RIGHT NOW#i....might go watch it in theaters again. what if i did that#no no thats financially irresponsible but god i hope dvd comes out soon#andy's constant expression of being both confused and concerned and deep in thought has bewitched me#i. didn't capture it great in my sketch. BUT IF YOUVE SEEN THE MOVIE YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
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I don't think I've said it before but despite my absolute adoration for s*n*d*w, I genuinely enjoy just any depictions of Sonic and Shadow that's not just "grrr I hate you an unreasonably high amount". I love when people depict them just getting along in general.
Them having cool down moments where they maybe make fun of each other and quietly bicker about who won their last battle, them just enjoying a carnival or festival and deciding to compete on who can win the most games there, or just smth simple as them just enjoying the same sky together.
And it can be platonic or romantic idrc. Ofc I love the romantic interpretation more noticeably but I just love their more friendly-ish dynamic in general. I'm losing words to describe what I mean but I hope I got my point across.
#oddito ramblinos#no one better say “thats just sonic and knuckles” no fuck you. Sonic clearly just draws in a specific set of people#if you seriously need to make Shadow genuinely hate Sonic just so you can feel theres a difference then no.#ofc theyre different but Shadow is the stars beside Knuckle's moon. Theyre similar beings of the night that bounce off of Sonic's Sun#They're different but theyre from the same side of the coin. They've both suffered great loneliness and have too much responsibility on them#They go about it differently but it doesnt mean im taking Knuckles's thing when i say Shadow enjoys sparring with Sonic too#They spar/play differently- they have fun differently- they express their care differently. At least i imagine it differently#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog
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do you ever feel like people only like chick-fil-a so much because they're not supposed to
#i've only had their food like twice in my life (for the longest time i didn't live close to one)#like i don't get it#text post#i don't see ppl talk so fondly about other fast food restaurants in the same way#well i mean sometimes. some people do. if they're genuinely like fond of one for some specific personal reason#but like the certain endearment it's just normal to express about chick-fil-a... i don't get it!!#and im just supposed to grit my teeth and not bring the word 'homophobia' into it#again im not like accustomed to their food admittedly but the few times ive had it. its NOT that great#maybe this is also a northeastern thing for me. maybe it's different where u grow up#i see more locations near me popping up nowadays but perhaps if u live in the south it felt more like your upbringing#idfk. i know i'm not spouting an unpopular opinion on tumblr by saying Chick-fil-A Bad#but when i see normies where i live being excited about new locations popping up im like. hm. well we all know right...#ur fine w sending this message to your queer friends and family? ....... ok#yeah go get that disrespectful ass lemonade then
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good GOD can we stop gendering everything. I swear some of y'all just took the futch scale and decided to run with it as gender roles 2.0 (yassified edition)
#like use whatever labels you want for yourself and your communities idc! i love femmes i love butches im happy for you#my issue as always comes when yall start imposing those labels on anyone and everyone unsolicited#and ESPECIALLY when you tear apart other people for not being femme/butch enough#me personally i dislike both those labels because i know i will never be enough for them even if i try#plus i dont see the correlation between how a certain article of clothing or way of wearing my hair makes me more masculine or feminine#for ME that is. like if a skirt/kurti makes you feel more femme thats great. but that doesn't mean it has to universally be feminine#and telling me im femme because i like skirts is just reinforcing a universal gender to a piece of clothing#me personally i can't wear pants cause they're uncomfortable#anyway tangent aside. those “this is the most butch woman twitter can handle” posts were funny at first#but then they devolved into “HAHA twitter thinks girl with long hair is butch they don't know what a real butch is”#which is so annoying. what makes you butch. who gets to decide that#there is a problem when characters who express their butchness a certain way canonically get miscasted with traditionally femme stuff#and i get that butchphobia is very real#but also when that's not the case just let people express themselves man. you don't have to be dragging everyone all the time#liveblogging.pdf
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i think this is the first time in... as long as i can remember that life's actually going well. like sometimes life just Goes By until something bad happens or whatever... but like, ive had a lot of pretty good days in the past month ish? ive gone to two really amazing local shows recently, plus some other concerts, im seeing my favorite band next week, i might be making merch for another one of my favorite bands.... and yeah ive had shitty days and i got sick but like.. i remember those days well so the inbetween is just, that.. the in between... god idk becoming more involved in my local scene has been so fucking surreal..
#like its hasnt been great weeks back to back but#ive had really great experiences? yk#so like... those mainly stick out to me bc of my memory issues#and like.. ugh#i dont even know it just feels like things might actually start getting#fun#ever since i went to my first incubus concert i like... knew i wanted to fucking go to as many as possible#and thags coming true!#ive found so many local bands i absolutely fucking love and theyve become what i regularly listen to#which makes that so much easier#and im hoping to eventually get my license because like... i need to start drivinnt#which will make traveling easier#if i do get to sell shirt i can make money#and stickers#and just#idk im actually excited for the future for the first time in so longm#like.. i know So many people like concerts#but just like#theyve genuinely given me a reason to live#i love seeing people at shows and i love taking photos and meeting the bands and just everything about it#i met a guy whos been to two shows i have and i got his insta n like#that shows that like hey maybe i can find a group of people to go with yk?#even if its not him or whatever#i still want to try and make a movie one day but i really am considering working for bands and shit cause like#i dont want to be rich i wanna live w a couple people and travel and actually Live#as long as i can pay the bills and get gas im okay#i mean fuck im even willing to stick around my home town longer if it means that i get to do that shit yk?#idk im rambling but whatever#just like#fuck im so thankful to have found a place i genuinely enjoy and most of the time can express that pretty easily
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#so my mom's wake thing was today and that was a lot. not in an emotional sense but in a im standing here talking for 3hrs#to ppl i dont kno or barely kno. ya kno? but it was good bc so many ppl showed up to talk abt her#so many people. my mom made a huge impact on the school system. so many ppl relied on her. she encouraged at least 2 ppl to get their#master. for one person to specilize in helping the dyslexic after her experience advocating for 3 dyslexic daughters. she wrote and was#awarded a 10000 dollar grant for special needs and intervention curriculum. which will affect so many lives.#everyone loved her. she's gonna get a track meet named after her and a scholarship created in her honor.#she was an amazing person and she affected a lot of lives and im glad she was my mom. and she raised at least one jem in my littlest#sister who is so sweet and is a great teacher. god but there was some weird stuff too. were pretty sure her old boss was in love with her.#and there were some weird comments abt her being a strong woman or this woman doing so much and its like hm y do i detect a note of sexism#y not say she was an amazing person? y the surprise? weird comments about how pretty i looked. which yes i looked great lol. my funeral fit#was cute. we did bright colors bc it was a celebration not a dower event. and im sure it was ment well but it was a lil weird. and then#everyone was telling my grandma what a great job she did raising my mom and like god fuck off she didn't do jack. my mom was great despite#her terrible mother. ugh. but altogether it was good that everyone was able to express their love for her. it was def a day that was for#them mostly. i mean partly for us but mostly for them. none of us even cried. ay but we have 2 more parties in her honor#bc everyone loved her so much we have to do one in her hometown too. plus a personal friends get together. ugh. im so tired#i wish i wasnt the most awkward. eye contact avoidant person in the room but like ya kno. what can ya do?#unrelated
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i dont have anything to say for myself its just my niche okay. warning for both the volume AND. unique. auditory experience of g1 lmao.
[VD: G1 transfromers clip, of a Megatron and Starscream altercation
Outside, dark, lightening strikes. Soundwave turns off some audible signal, and it begins raining. Megatron: here are your orders Thundercracker, I- Starscream: What is your excuse Megatron! You let the enemy GET AWAY! You- [Megatron knocks him to the ground] Ouf Megatron walks over and pick him up by the throat, Starscream coughs, and is grabbing at his hand: Cross me again Starscream and I'll reduce you to titanium fragments. Starscream struggling Megatron tightens his grip, scrabbling at Megatron's hand: But we had the Autobots disoriented. We could have eliminated them. Cut wide, their standing close, Starscream still being choked. Megatron: We'll do that at our leisure. When are more important work is done! [He throws Starscream to the ground] Low angle, up at Megatron, lightening strikes behind him. He points down, hand large in frame: You have had the only warring I intend to give. [He gestures to himself and then points back down] Starscream scowls. Decepticon badge bummer.
well thats a lie but we can forgive him cause i assume this moment cursed his dick...
anyway i have more formats of this scene below cause i got excited :D
[Gif of when Megatron is choking Starscream, from above. Specifically the moment where he pushes Starscream back and tightens his grip. Starscream's head tips back and he makes some interesting faces, hands struggling. END]
ID: Four frames of the choking, the different faces Starscream makes. 1. Snarling mouth shape. 2. Distress/pout? 3. Mouth wide open, head tipped back. 4. Eyes bulging as hes really getting choked. END
yay yippee yay <3
[ID: The two instances of Megatron pointing downward, slightly different body positions and hand gesture. 1. Squared shoulders, hands less downwards. 2. Shoulders angled, hand larger/more central. END]
to add to the great library of megatron (or galv) interacting directly with the viewer
#some shit#its not called cisformers#fuck thats some great folly as his tightens his grip. great stuff#wheres that fucking fan art where megatrons talking about loving when starscream changes expressions really fast.#NEVER has that been more true. cursed his dick. cursed MY dick. fgsdjfgd. BWAH#LOOK. how many more pixels there are on the hasbro utube uploads than the tubi version <- where i watched all of g1. TWICE#okay now and ofc if youll allow. hows the process go for locating a starscream being choked moment from a screenshot#1. check if its im stupid im stupid (its not) 2. what else can the shot tell us. its dark and raining! okay thats not happening to often#in g1. i mean THINK of the extra work it takes u know? 3. what eps have bad weather. 4. this arc has freak weather AND a screamer overthrow#4. start from the beginning of the arc skiping thru looking for the weather to match. 5. part two 4mins 40. baby. HEY PRESTO#didnt even have to check the wiki (wouldnt have discredited my self if i had. just a different way to access knowledge isnt it) BUT LOL <33#the humans are SO well drawn this arc. crazy stuff. great stuff. love it
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susie is lamer thsn i remembered
#THIS IS A COMPLIMENT THIS IS A COMPLIMENT!!! BEING A MEAN GIRL DID NOT SUIT HER SHE SUCKS BAD#personal#voiceacting the kids is so shitting fun ralsei and susie and lancer come naturally#and i gave kris a deadpan quiet voice that naturally became more expressive as ch 1 went on#i forgot its a bit boring though#also i went into seams shop and was filled with pure liquid delight that made me just sit there for thirty seconds#so i think we can safely say ive got it bad still#im somewhere in the great board rn just named us The Shit Squad#i cant wait to see susies character develop#OH AND ALSO I UNDERSTAND THE THING ABT RALSEI BEING SACCHARINE AND CREEPY NOW#why did he say kris' name so many times!!! christ!!!!!
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