#im not searching this i want natural sources

[notjaydair]

IM GONNW CRYYY HOW DO YOU SUPER BOOOOP

[theodorenmyth]

*flys into your mail*

Heart mail delivery! I would like to request Enzo with a shy m! Reader who literally hate eye contact. For example, every time someone talks to Enzo tries to talk to reader he is always looking away or avoiding eye contact. But maybe a little twist where reader could like make eye contact towards the other Slytherin boys, but when it comes to Enzo he can’t look at his face and it makes Enzo slightly jealous and want answers.

-💌

Too Shy To Say

Pairings ; Lorenzo Berkshire x M!Reader

Summary ; Lorenzo notices you avoid eye contact with him, though you can look at others like Theo and Blaise. Curious and a bit jealous, he confronts you, and you admit you get nervous because you like him. Lorenzo reassures you and encourages you to look at him. When your eyes finally meet, the tension fades, leaving a quiet understanding between you two.

A/N ; IM BAAACKKKKK 🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️ WHO MISSED ME???? anyways.. ENJOY MY LOVES!

Warnings ; None

Word count ; 1.1K

Lorenzo Berkshire was used to attention. It came naturally, like the breeze flowing through the dungeons of Hogwarts. His charm was undeniable, his smile a constant source of flustered stares and half-hidden blushes. But for you? Things were a little different.

You’d never been particularly fond of eye contact. It wasn’t shyness as much as it was discomfort — eyes always held too much, revealed too much. So, naturally, you avoided it. When people spoke to you, your gaze drifted elsewhere: over their shoulders, to the floor, or anywhere but their eyes. It wasn’t a problem, not really, because everyone had come to expect it from you.

Except with Lorenzo, it was…different.

You didn’t just avoid his eyes — you couldn’t even look at him. Not even for a second. Every time his deep brown gaze turned to you, a wave of heat washed over you, leaving you frozen, fumbling, and searching for any safe spot to rest your gaze that wasn’t his face.

And Lorenzo? He noticed. How could he not?

It wasn’t unusual for you to talk to Theodore Nott, making light eye contact when necessary, or even Blaise Zabini, though fleeting. But the moment it came to Lorenzo, your eyes would flicker elsewhere like you were avoiding him for some unspeakable reason. At first, he brushed it off, but now? Now it was starting to gnaw at him, his curiosity turning into something like jealousy.

Today, Lorenzo was determined to get some answers.

You were sitting by the lake, your gaze focused on the water as it rippled in the sunlight. Your hands fidgeted with the edge of your robe, a familiar habit you resorted to when you were feeling uneasy.

Lorenzo approached, his footsteps light but purposeful. “Hey,” he greeted, the warmth in his voice causing your heart to stutter.

“Hey,” you mumbled back, keeping your gaze trained on the lake, watching the tiny waves lap against the shore. His presence was close — too close — but you couldn’t bring yourself to look at him.

He sat down beside you, a comfortable distance apart, but the silence that stretched between you was heavy. It wasn’t like your usual silences, where you both existed in a bubble of mutual understanding. No, this one was…tense.

“So,” Lorenzo started after a long moment, his voice casual but tinged with something deeper, “why won’t you look at me?”

You stiffened, fingers halting their restless movements. Your heart jumped into your throat, pulse quickening as his question lingered in the air. You could feel his eyes on you, burning with an intensity that made your skin prickle.

“I—I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you muttered, still refusing to meet his gaze. You stared harder at the lake, as if willing it to swallow you whole.

Lorenzo let out a soft huff, not buying it for a second. “Come on, don’t play dumb. I’ve noticed it, you know? You can look at Theo, Blaise, even bloody Draco when he’s being a prat. But me?” He leaned in slightly, his voice lower, closer. “You won’t even glance my way.”

You swallowed hard, your chest tightening as panic began to creep in. “It’s not… I just don’t like making eye contact,” you said lamely, knowing full well that it wasn’t the whole truth.

Lorenzo let out a low chuckle, though it lacked humor. “Yeah? Then why can you look at everyone else?”

Your heart pounded, and you could feel the heat rising to your cheeks. You were trapped, caught in a web of your own creation. It wasn’t that you didn’t want to look at Lorenzo — quite the opposite. He was…well, Lorenzo. Charming, effortlessly handsome, and always exuding that calm, confident aura that drew people in. And you? You felt like a tangled mess whenever he was around, too self-conscious, too aware of everything. Especially of how much you liked him.

“I—It’s complicated,” you mumbled, still refusing to turn your head in his direction. The lake had become your lifeline, a visual anchor in this awkward, nerve-wracking conversation.

Lorenzo shifted, and you felt the space between you decrease ever so slightly. His knee brushed against yours, sending a jolt of electricity through you. “Complicated?” he echoed, his voice softening, but there was an edge of vulnerability in it. “What’s so complicated about looking at me?”

You clenched your fists in your lap, debating whether to finally admit the truth or keep dodging. But the way his voice softened made your defenses falter. “I… I just get nervous,” you finally confessed, your voice barely above a whisper. “When it’s you, I mean.”

He didn’t say anything right away, and the silence that followed felt suffocating. You risked a glance — a quick, fleeting one — and saw that his expression had shifted, from curiosity to something more tender, more understanding.

“Nervous?” he asked, his tone no longer teasing. “Why?”

You swallowed again, feeling exposed, vulnerable in a way you hadn’t expected. “I—I don’t know, Lorenzo. You’re just…different. It’s hard to explain.”

There was a long pause, and then Lorenzo sighed, though it wasn’t out of frustration. It was more like he was finally understanding something that had been puzzling him for a while. “You like me, don’t you?”

Your breath hitched, and your entire body tensed at his words. It wasn’t a question — it was a statement. One that you had no idea how to respond to.

“I—” you started, but your voice failed you.

Lorenzo, however, didn’t wait for a verbal confirmation. He shifted even closer, his fingers brushing yours in a gesture so gentle it made your heart ache. “You know, you could’ve just told me,” he murmured, a soft chuckle escaping his lips. “I would’ve saved us both a lot of confusion.”

Your eyes were glued to your hands now, the space where your skin touched, your heart thundering in your chest. “I didn’t think… I didn’t know how to say it.”

Lorenzo hummed, his voice soothing in its warmth. “Well, now you don’t have to say anything,” he replied softly. “You just have to look at me.”

Your heart skipped a beat at his words, and you hesitated for a moment longer before finally lifting your gaze. The moment your eyes met his, the world seemed to slow down. His brown eyes, warm and sincere, locked onto yours, and for the first time in what felt like forever, you didn’t feel the urge to look away.

“There,” Lorenzo said, his voice low and almost teasing, “that wasn’t so hard, was it?”

You felt your lips twitch into a small, embarrassed smile, and for the first time, you didn’t need the lake to distract you. Because looking at Lorenzo? It felt right.

“Yeah,” you whispered, your voice soft but filled with something more—relief, maybe even hope. “It wasn’t so hard after all.”

[its-avalon-08]

Can you write one about Nico Hülkenberg in which he has a secret girlfriend and one day she's in the paddock and everyone is like: Bro, who is she??!!! and he's like "That's my wife!!" (please, read in John Mulaney's voice)

my proudest accomplishment (nh27)

nico hulkenberg was a master of compartmentalization. on the track, he was a steely-eyed racer, a whirlwind of focus and precision. but off it, with y/n by his side, he was a different person entirely. laughter lines crinkled around his eyes as he teased her, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper when sharing an inside joke.

keeping their relationship a secret wasn't easy. y/n, fiercely independent, refused to be just another arm candy on the f1 circuit. nico, ever the private soul, valued his focus. so, stolen glances across crowded paddocks and late-night video calls became their norm.

one scorching bahrain grand prix weekend, nico was in the zone. he'd qualified a surprising p3, and the team buzzed with nervous anticipation. as nico entered the motorhome, his eyes scanned the room, searching for his usual source of calm – y/n. but she was nowhere to be seen.

a knot of worry tightened in his stomach. they'd agreed she wouldn't come to the paddock often, the attention overwhelming for her introverted nature. just then, a flash of movement by the window caught his eye. y/n, her back pressed against the glass, fiddled with a camera, her face flushed a light pink.

nico's heart melted. he crossed the room silently, the thump of the music the only sound. y/n jumped, the camera nearly slipping from her grasp.

"nico!" she squeaked, a relieved smile blooming on her face.

he cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing away a stray strand of hair. "hey there, sunshine. what are you doing hiding?"

y/n mumbled something about not wanting to be in the way. nico scooped her into a hug, the familiar scent of her vanilla perfume grounding him.

"you're never in the way," he murmured, his voice low and warm.

suddenly, the door swung open, revealing his grinning teammate, kevin magnussen .

"hulkenberg! ready to lose again?" kevin teased, his eyes widening as they fell on y/n. "whoa, who's this stunner?"

y/n shrank back, her cheeks burning even brighter. nico felt a surge of protectiveness. he took y/n's hand, his grip firm yet gentle.

"this," he declared, a hint of pride in his voice, "is my beautiful wife, y/n."

the playful smirk vanished from kevin's face, replaced by genuine surprise. "wife? you never said..."

nico leaned in and kissed y/n softly, the gesture both intimate and public. when he pulled back, a triumphant glint shone in his eyes.

"we like to keep things private," he said, his voice laced with a playful challenge.

y/n, still flustered but undeniably happy, hid a smile behind her hand. the weight of everyone's attention was a little suffocating, but seeing the pride in nico's eyes, the way he held himself a little taller with her by his side, made it all worth it. maybe, just maybe, a little public declaration wouldn't hurt. after all, having nico by her side, as her husband, was a victory lap she wouldn't trade for anything.

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i hope you enjoyed! happy reading <3 do send in more requests! as for pre existing requests- im working on it! lots of love ava

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[i-love-your-light]

too many thoughts on the new hbomberguy video not to put them anywhere so:

with every app trying to turn into the clock app these days by feeding you endless short form content, *how many* pieces of misinformation does the average person consume day to day?? thinking a lot about how tons of people on social media go largely unquestioned about the information they provide just because they speak confidently into the camera. if you're scrolling through hundreds of pieces of content a day, how many are you realistically going to have the time and will to check? i think there's an unfortunate subconscious bias in liberal and leftist spaces that misinformation is something that is done only by the right, but it's a bipartisan issue babey. everybody's got their own agendas, even if they're on "your side". *insert you are not immune to propaganda garfield meme*

and speaking of fact checking, can't help but think about how much the current state of search engines Sucks So Bad right now. not that this excuses ANY of the misinformation at all, but i think it provides further context as to why these things become so prevalent in creators who become quick-turnaround-content-farms and cut corners when it comes to researching. when i was in high school and learning how to research and cite sources, google was a whole different landscape that was relatively easy to navigate. nowadays a search might give you an ad, a fake news article, somebody's random blog, a quora question, and another ad before actually giving you a relevant verifiable source. i was googling a question about 1920s technology the other day (for a fanfiction im writing lmao) and the VERY FIRST RESULT google gave me was some random fifth grader's school assignment on the topic???? like?????? WHAT????? it just makes it even harder for people to fact-check misinformation too.

going off the point of cutting corners when it comes to creating content, i can't help but think about capitalism's looming influence over all of this too. again, not as an excuse at all but just as further environmental context (because i really believe the takeaway shouldn't be "wow look how bad this one individual guy is" but rather "wow this is one specific example of a much larger systemic issue that is more pervasive than we realize"). a natural consequence of the inhumanity of capitalism is that people feel as if they have to step on or over eachother to get to 'the top'. if everybody is on this individualistic american dream race to success, everyone else around you just looks like collateral. of course then you're going to take shortcuts, and you're going to swindle labor and intellectual property from others, because your primary motivation is accruing capital (financial or social) over ethics or actual labor.

i've been thinking about this in relation to AI as well, and the notion that some people want to Be Artists without Doing Art. they want to Have Done Art but not labor through the process. to present something shiny to the world and benefit off of it. they don't want to go through the actual process of creating, they just want a product. Easy money. Winning the game of capitalism.

i can't even fully fault this mentality- as someone who has been struggling making barely minimum wage from art in one of the most expensive cities in america for the past two years, i can't say that i haven't been tempted on really difficult occasions to act in ways that would be morally bad but would give me a reprieve from the constant stress cycle of "how am i going to pay for my own survival for another month". the difference is i don't give in to those impulses.

tl;dr i hope that people realize that instead of this just being a time to dogpile on one guy (or a few people), that it's actually about a larger systemic problem, and the perfect breeding grounds society has created for this kind of behavior to largely go unchecked!!!

[matan4il]

hi quick question: what do u know about the lavender ai post that's circulating? i saw it on this fact checking blog i follow and they made it seem legit but im not convinced

Hi Nonnie!

Before I get into this specific subject, I just wanna tell you that for me personally, this war has been an eye opener about how little some "fact checking" sites are worth. I've read several articles on that type of site, which could have used some fact checking themselves. In some cases, they had author names attached to them, and when checking the authors out, it was easy to find that they were not free of bias themselves. So... yeah. Take "fact checking sites" with a grain of salt. Even journalists sometimes get it wrong, and they're held to higher standards, and have more personal accountability, than most "fact checking sites," not to mention that the latter often simply rely on a selection of journalistic sources, but sometimes without really taking into account which are reliable, and which aren't.

As for the lavender AI issue specifically, I heard it briefly referenced on the news, during a discussion panel, and it was brought up in the context of recent conspiracy theories about Israel. The panelists were so clear on how obviously false these all were, they didn't even really get into refuting any of them.

A bit like how, in the past, when watching panelists discussing antisemitic tropes reincarnated as anti-Israel lies, I saw them bring up the one claiming Israel set up a field hospital in Haiti after the earthquake in order to harvest organs, which is obviously a new version of "the Jews are bloodthirsty" without bothering to refute it, because to Israelis, it's evident that it's bullshit. Not only because we're aware that we're not actually those evil creatures, lusting for death and destruction, that the anti-Israel crowd likes to portray us as, but also because we know that the constant terrorist attacks here have made Israel a world leader in the field of emergency medicine (here's an example: even the antisemitic UN had to admit an IDF unit was the best medical emergency team in the world), so that's the actual reason we set up that field hospital, much like we use our experience to help others in basically every disaster around the world that's willing to accept aid from Israel (and sometimes we operate even in places like Syria, where technically, we're defined as an enemy state, so all of the aid had to be provided directly to private people, and while keeping their identity a secret, so their own government can't presecute them for receiving it).

Anyway, since the TV discussion didn't get into refuting what they clearly saw as an absurd, hateful lie, I went online in search of more info, and found that this news venturing into mainstream media happened in The Guardian, a British news source known for its anti-Israel bias, to the point where a female black, non-Jewish journalist of theirs felt the need to point it out all the way back in 2003, and in Nov 2023, a Jewish employee of theirs had published a personal piece about feeling unsafe there, and looking for another place of employment. But the source that The Guardian is quoting, is actually not a proper journalistic publication, it's an anti-Israel propaganda blog based magazine, which includes Israeli anti-Zionists and Palestinians, publishing in English since its audience is very much not Israelis despite claiming that they want to inspire change in Israel, and responsible for systematically vilifying the country and spreading lies about it.

If I, as an Israeli, thought that something was wrong with a system the IDF is using, and wanted to see real change in my army, I wouldn't go to a publication that isn't journalistic in nature, that doesn't publish in a local language, that most Israelis have never heard about, and that those who did, don't trust, because of its known anti-Israel reputation. That in itself makes me suspicious.

The IDF gave a statement in response to questions presented by The Guardian, based on the aforementioned piece. It's a bit long, but here are the main references to the claimed AI system Lavender (emphasis added by me):

Some of the claims portrayed in your questions are baseless in fact, while others reflect a flawed understanding of IDF directives and international law.

The process of identifying military targets in the IDF consists of various types of tools and methods, including information management tools, which are used in order to help the intelligence analysts to gather and optimally analyze the intelligence, obtained from a variety of sources. Contrary to claims, the IDF does not use an artificial intelligence system that identifies terrorist operatives or tries to predict whether a person is a terrorist. Information systems are merely tools for analysts in the target identification process. According to IDF directives, analysts must conduct independent examinations, in which they verify that the identified targets meet the relevant definitions in accordance with international law and additional restrictions stipulated in the IDF directives.

The “system” your questions refer to is not a system, but simply a database whose purpose is to cross-reference intelligence sources, in order to produce up-to-date layers of information on the military operatives of terrorist organizations. This is not a list of confirmed military operatives eligible to attack.

For each target, IDF procedures require conducting an individual assessment of the anticipated military advantage and collateral damage expected. Such assessments are not made categorically in relation to the approval of individual strikes. The assessment of the collateral damage expected from a strike is based on a variety of assessment methods and intelligence-gathering measures, in order to achieve the most accurate assessment possible, considering the relevant operational circumstances. The IDF does not carry out strikes when the expected collateral damage from the strike is excessive in relation to the military advantage. In accordance with the rules of international law, the assessment of the proportionality of a strike is conducted by the commanders on the basis of all the information available to them before the strike, and naturally not on the basis of its results in hindsight.

The IDF outright rejects the claim regarding any policy to kill tens of thousands of people in their homes.

Some things about the claims in that piece don't work out IMO. Like, the number of fatalities if indeed there's an AI system, which produced a list of 37,000 Hamas and PIJ terrorists, with an automatic green light to kill between 15 to 100 civilians per each, especially in the first months of the war, and even assuming they couldn't target them all during that period of time (we do know most Hamas units have been destroyed). There are about 1,500 terrorists in a Hamas battalion (source in Hebrew), and 4 are left in Rafah, so only about 6,000 Hamas terrorists are in the last area the IDF has not operated in yet. That would mean roughly 31,000 terrorists were accessible targets. Just for the sake of erring on the side of caution, let's assume 10 killed civilians per Hamas terrorist, instead of that piece's claimed 15-100 approved per target. This would produce somewhere around 341,000 people killed in the first months alone. Let's go even lower, let's say 5 civilians killed per terrorist instead of 15-100. That would mean 186,000 killed during those months. We are exactly 6 months into the war, and even Hamas' numbers (likely inflated) don't claim more than 33,000 as the total number of fatalities. The given numbers and directives in that so-called "article" just don't match the reality on the ground, but claim to explain it, and to prove that Israel is being callous with civilians' lives in Gaza.

I'll also add that the AI-based decision making described doesn't take into account the possible presence and harm to the lives of Israeli hostages held captive in Gaza. That's another thing that makes me doubt that piece, because the IDF commanders have repeatedly stated their commitment to bringing back all the hostages, and as many alive as possible, and Israeli soldiers more than once risked their own lives to get them out, whether it was living people, or the bodies of Israelis who deserve to get to be buried back home, with their loved ones there, as in tact as possible. This scenario only works if we assume the Israeli commanders and soldiers have no sentiment for the lives of their own kidnapped civilians.

I guess that's what the piece's aim is. To play on people's fears of AI determining whether people will live or die, and to paint Israel as an evil, unfeeling, bloodthirsty entity, capable of anything, including of the inhumanity of letting computers decide the fate of human beings. The ease and speed with which people believe this, and spread this notion, before anyone has verified that Lavender is anything other than a database, just like the IDF says, feels like a demonstration of how all antisemitic blood libels are spread.

I hope this helped!

(for all of my updates and ask replies regarding Israel, click here)

[mayakern]

Hi Maya! I tried looking in your FAQs but am not able to find this information. The past few years I've only been thrifting as I grow more aware of how the clothing industry is. Fast fashion going in mountains of landfills aside, the treatment of workers is absolutely horrendous 99% of the time. Your Meyoco skirt is my first piece of clothing I didn't get from thrifting the past year, and I'm absolutely in LOVE. I believe it's more than fair to pay $60 for a skirt as long as every designer, worker involved is compensated fairly. I don't believe that someone as empathetic as you would ever partake in a business model that takes advantage of the others, but for the peace of my own mind I just wanted to outright ask and make sure that the skirts are produced in an environment/manufacturer/business where the workers are compensated fairly after you've received your fair share of profit margins. 😅I adore your designs so much, and am already budgeting how to make it a staple of my non-essential purchases, I just would like to know that I'm supporting a business that align certain values that's important to me! Thank you very much for reading!

this is a great question! sorry if i'm kind of scattered answering it, im still dealing with neck pain (just got a cortisone shot which should help in a couple days but for now i'm relying on rest, pain meds and muscle relaxers so i'm a bit out of it)

first off, we've always done our best to search for manus that have good working conditions. we don't have the budget to personally visit factories outside the US, but we get footage from the manufacturers that show the working environment (specifically while making our items) so we can ensure the spaces look up to snuff (good lighting, ventilation, enough space, cleanly kept, etc). we also always look out for any red flags like a PPU (price per unit) being too low to afford fare wages to the workers.

without being able to hire someone to do a full blown investigation it's hard to 100% know what's going on in a factory, and unfortunately we do not have the budget for that, but we do our due diligance.

and i'm really happy to report that our new primary factory, which we found with the help of a supply chain manager, is GOT certified, which is a HUGE leap for us. basically, GOT certification requires a factory to meet certain thresholds for ethical labor and environmental practices. for our factory specifically, this includes a biometric clocking system that makes sure the hours worked are consistent with GOT requirements, as well as regular medical check ins and a dr on site. they also run internal social audits (sedex, ICS, inditex). they provide food and transportation for the workers and have multiple regulated breaks.

GOT certification also covers things like making sure the dyes and materials are ethically sourced. unfortunately because our skirts are synthetic fiber, we cannot brand the skirts specifically as being GOT certified because GOT certification only covers natural fiber, BUT all the other materials and the labor practices surrounding the skirts are certified. they are also certified for their ethical recycling for reuse of scrap material specifically regarding their synthetic fibers.

in addition to this, we do not function the way fast fashion does. fast fashion relies on constantly pushing the trend cycle faster and faster so that garment workers are pushing out new garments in weeks or days rather than the more traditional 3-4 month cycle (which is where we fall). this traditional cycle is why we used to have fashion "seasons," which honestly we don't believe in either. our goal is that when you buy a skirt, it is loved and worn and kept for years and years. we don't follow trends or seasons: we just make things we like.

also, we strive to never order more garments than we think we can sell. traditional fashion/retail typically strives to order 20% more product than will sell so that they can make maximum sales because nothing will ever sell out. that extra 20% is baked into cost/loss and usually is what ends up in places like ross or in landfills. so although we know it's frustrating that we continually sell out of our designs, we do this for a reason: as much as we're able, we want to not contribute excess waste to this world. this is also why we don't include specialty boxes or packaging with our orders, even tho literally every piece of small business advice recommends doing this for improving brand recognition/customer retention. for us, even tho it might generate more sales, it's not worth it to generate more waste. it's a very small thing, but over thousands and thousands of orders over the years it builds up.

[officeobject]

Talk Dirty (To Me), but talk friendship to me (song parody remake)

Description: 1 year of it, yet, I won’t be able to have most of the original understood by ANYONE except me, unless I explain a lot of context, buuuuut, with a remake that can even IMPROVE it, I can make this a thing, and some things I don’t post about, such as my platonic emotions, and my song parodies and whatnot, but after all, why NOT let the aroace community hear THIS one?! I’m sorry to all Jasons (especially if you’re a pan guy, just like him), but this less-stylized-than-the-original clean parody, has a name you can replace with your own, which was also chosen by his original creator/co-owner who I no longer talk to for unrelated reasons - so yeah, while you don’t need to understand the Xanderverse (of which Jason kinda counts as being from), there will still be subtle but not too confusing inside-jokes and references amd whatnot - also, I may have had times where I didn’t search character’s names enough, but JESUS CHRIST, I gotta rename him (and I’d appreciate suggestions), because the creator named him “Jason Payne” … ANYWAYS, I’d recommend a unique name I can still turn into puns, and yeah, people are allowed to talk clean to me/send this parody back to me. Hopefully I can both have Jason’s personality shine here, and also make it neutral enough to be sendable to a squish. I’m not even done yet, and I think this ended up as more platonically explicit than the original, and I’m thinking of maybe just asking my FANS first, if I should post it. This parody also includes sensual attraction, references to cleaning, and whatever the platonic equivalent of an innuendo is. It also mentions “Screenish”, but you can change that word to whatever language, and, in short-form, Screenish is MY (s)language. Do credit me. Anyways, Palestine spotlight: https://www.tumblr.com/officeobject/767707231427952640/today-im-highlighting-this-and-some?source=share .

🎶Get clean on me -

I'm at the place that you are at ...

I'm a natural ...

Get home to your home in my arms, bro ...

Warm and comfortable ...

'Cause I know what alloplatonics need ...

Friends at hyper-speed ...

I know a spot that is super clean ...

Make(s) it hard to leave ...

I've been around the world(s), don't speak all Screenish,

But I know exactly what you mean, bro. 

All I need to really understand is,

When, 

You'll,

Talk clean to me ...

Talk clean to me ...

Wha?

Talk clean to me ...

Talk clean to me ...

Wha?

Get friendship on ...

I’ll scrub ya clean with my touch,

I smell the chemistry ...

They’ll say you are just a friend,

But remove “just a” ...

I know what that darlin’ wants ...

At mine, or your bro’s spot ...

Your tear-stains at my shoulder ...

Tell Jebediah I've WON!

Been around the world, don't speak most languages,

But your brain don't need explaining,

All I need to really understand is,

When, 

You'll,

Talk clean to me ...

Talk clean to me ...

Wha?

Talk clean to me ...

Talk clean to me -

YAY!

Wha? 

Yeah -

✨JASON ...✨

I'll speak for myself now ...

✨JASON ...✨

Leaning all on me, now ...

✨JASON ...✨

You can sleep, you're at heaven!

✨JASON ...✨

OH YEAH, 

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨JASON!✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

Been around the world, don't speak dirty language,

But clean talk don't need explaining,

All I need to really understand is,

When, 

YOU'LL,

Talk clean to me ...

Talk clean to me ...

YEAH, YEAH!

TALK CLEAN TO ME -

TALK TO ME!

Talk clean to me ...

WOO! 

OH YEAH!

OH -

Get clean on me.🎶

[jessenitrogen]

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BOUNDARIES(this will be updated as I go)

Don't ask to be friends with me. We can try to talk and maybe it'll happen naturally, or not at all. Don't force it.

I tag the ship art i make, as ship art, such as character x character. Anything that's not tagged as that, is not ship art, so do not treat it as such when you comment/reblog it. If you're unsure, by default, don't assume it's ship art. I'll hide notes that treat my non-ship art as ship art, or even block someone.

ASKS + REQUESTS/(pls read)

Asks open again to anything (within reason). Requests tentatively open. I draw whatever and whenever i want. Something funny/related to what I'm interested, I will be more inclined to draw. No guarantees.

TAG DIRECTORY

My blog is reblog heavy and I know tag searching isnt the most reliable, but here they are anyway

#jnart - My art tag.

#jntfocs/#jnocs - My tf oc tag and oc tag. posts abt my sillies will be under those

#important - I tag stuff with this on posts spreading awareness and sources to help others

#tf breaking point - stuff related to my tf ocs story in my continuity

#tf broken mythos - stuff related to my retelling of the primes in my continuity

#jnwarframe - my warframe fanart n stuff!!

#jntoa- stuff i make for tales of arcadia, mainly 3below but with some Trollhunters and Wizards

ARTFIGHT

I PARTICIPATE IN ARTFIGHT EVERY YEAR. "HERE TO KICK GUM AND CHEW ASS AND IM ALL OUTTA": https://artfight.net/~JesseCarbon

And that's abt it, I'll add more or adjust it when I need to

[topconfessions]

[ask] hi.. I’m one of the newly obsessed Tops fans after watching squid game.. since he first shows up on screen I’m like “this character seems he could be an idol…and this dude is really really good at playing an idol..very natural” and then did my little research and here I am now in your inbox.. so.. I’m same age as top so I’d say I might have considered my self too old for boy bands back in the 2010s (but I am not NOW at 37 lol) and I’ve entirely missed his golden and dark days and I genuinely want to understand what the hell is going on with him.. I’m so intrigued by what I saw TOP was when performing, how shy and posed he was off stage for example in interviews, how quirky and random (and I agree he might be high functioning neurospicy) and so talented and classy and all over the place with his interests passions and work projects.. like.. I guess I wanna know him or his story a bit more, from people who were there this whole time.. I mean.. has he really tried to unalive himself? That pic of him in a wheelchair seemed staged to me no? Like why would there be pictures of someone after something like that.. if not for spectacle or pity? I mean I don’t know what to think or what to believe.. but I’d love to know your perspective (while I keep reading your blog in search of more answers).

Also in my humble opinion his role in sg was the perfect contrast to the heavy sense of doom the rest of the players were giving off.. it made the whole thing even darker cuz he was intentionally out of place mentally basically..I reckon it was a genius move, from a cinematic standpoint.

Im not Korean so I can’t possibly understand their culture, unfortunately, nor their unforgiveness and strict morality around drugs and whole the hate towards him, but I believe the hype now and the new international fans will boost his confidence.. I’m convinced it must take a lot of courage to do what he did, despite his reasons (broke or not, fame thirst or whatever) which we’ll never know obvs.. he should show up for promotion tho.. put up a poker face and expose himself if he wants to heal the wounds..

I have felt a lot of compassion towards him and I’d love to get to know his past a bit more.. if you’d like to share some of your stories or even just recommendations of reliable sources where I can get an idea of who is was/is.

Thank you so much and sorry for my venting 😅

I think I'll have to go back and compile a list of links and sources for it all, but he did try to unalive himself when he was younger when he was briefly (and secretly) dating Kim Woo Bins current girlfriend (finance? Wife??) Shin Min Ah. They had a bad break up and everything wasn't working out well. He has some mental health struggles but he recovered a lot from that point. It was way before I'd say their big album Alive. Alive in 2012 was a turning point for their career.

Didn't he have like an anxiety attack or panic attack? Pills? Damnit. I gotta go comb through netizenbuzz blog (type netizenbuzz into google then enter T.O.P or bigbang into the search. Enter his name any way you can to see the list of stories). He did say that the industry teeats idols like Machines. He doesn't like the idol industry and made it clear how toxic the working conditions can be in that interview for the magazine where he has white hair and angel wings behind him.

He is multiple dimensional so while I do feel he was acting out an exaggerated caricature of his worse time in the industry some years ago, he really is one of the most intelligent and sophisticated men in the idol world for real, his art history and painting knowledge is incredibly expansive. I'll tell you now, my interest in him helped me land a great job once cause I learned so much about art through paying attention to him lol. I really wish he would go back to that.

I do miss the old top. But nearly everyone changes eventually while some people stay the same. I wish he was kinda like GD and consistency with his personality and interests.

What do you think of his wine so far? Like his investment in that? I think he should've pushed it harder, as hard as the space x project and create a non alcohol version of it so all fans of legal age can drink it.

Theres so much to unpack and revisit. But yes to all of this.

[homeofhousechickens]

Hey, I was wondering what separates high-quality birds from low-quality birds? I saw the term on the bantam comparison post, and I get the general idea, but every time I try to search it more specifically, it just gives me raw chicken.

A high quality bird is going to typically be overall a "better" bird then a low quality one and that can be different things for different breeds. For example in America we like our Ayam Cemani to be nice and shiny when in Indonesia they like their black to be dull and "darker" and some breeders actually select birds who have poor feather quality as an aesthetic. In that case those birds would look low quality to us but would be high quality to them. But i can still give my personal opinion on what makes a bird high quality.

A high quality chicken will have these traits

-Closely matches their breed standard or the historic traits of the breed. That means the birds shape, feather color and type, and personality all fit their breed.

-Great health, longer lived and a longer productive life meaning hens lay longer and roosters stay spunky for longer.

-Great feather quality, feathers are correctly shaped for their breed,sturdy, and dont wear down quickly.

- Colors have depth and richness to them. They should be uniform with no interuptions in the feather and patterns and transitions should be clean

-Good personality. The birds should be handable and good mannered even naturally skittish breeds should be worked with to improve that

You get the above with careful selection, breeding the right birds together and sourcing good foundational birds who fit the above criteria. A farm mutt can be high quality if its from good breeding and care in my opinion.

Hatchery quality or Low quality birds are birds typically bred under the idea that quantity is better then quality. Typically these birds will have the opposite traits to those i listed above.

Beeper for example is hatchery quality lets compare her to her breed standard and a bird id consider high quality, the bird on the left is Beeper and the one of the right is a Champion

Here is an illustration of a dark bantam brahma from the America standard of perfection from the 1950s. Keep in mind the hen on the right above could angle her neck like the picture below, her head is just more relaxed.

Here is what the standards want and say is most important, ill pick out the things that pertain to Beeper specifically. Im using the australian open poultry standards for my source.

-The head and crown are most important breed characteristics. Texture of the feathers is also of great importance, for the plumage should be smooth fitting and not loose- feathered and soft as in the Cochin.

-The head is small, rather short, of medium breadth, and with slight prominence over the eyes. Beak short and strong. Eyes large and prominent. Comb triple (or "pea"), small, closely fitting and drooping behind. Face smooth, free from feathers or hairs. Earlobes long and fine, free from feathers. Wattles small, fine, and rounded, free from feathers.

-Comb, Face, Earlobes and Wattles should be bright red.

-The Body should be broad, square, and deep; full breast, with horizontal keel; short back, either flat or slightly hollow between the shoulders, the saddle rising half-way between the hackle and the tail until it reaches the tail coverts ; medium-sized wings with lower line horizontal, free from twisted or slipped feathers, well tucked under the saddle feathers, which should be of ample length; tail of medium length, rising from the line of the saddle and carried nearly upright, the quill feathers well spread, the coverts broad and abundant, well curved, and almost covering the quill feathers

With those standards i have listed and the the comparsions i have shown i want you to make your own judgements (like your a poultry judge) on why Beeper isnt the same quality as the hen on the right.

(Also i want to say sometimes these comparisons hurt peoples feelings for some reason. I love Beeper her not being the best quality doesnt make me love her any less lol)

[snowangeldotmp3]

hi! uhh would you be willing to talk more about sacred spaces? lol im really interested if you want to talk about it!

anon. i would love nothing more. i broke out my old books and articles that i had to use in my sacred space class (aka the reason i am the way i am now) just for this. i'm not totally sure how long this is going to get, so bear with me. i will also have sources.

so the first question we really need to answer is: what is sacred space?

we tend to think of sacred spaces as one of two things. 1.) religious space 2.) solemn places (like monuments, for example--more on this later!)

either way, a sacred space tends to do one major thing: it evokes an emotion. a feeling. you know when you step into a sacred space, how the air around you shifts. but why? what is so special about church? or the cemetery? or a memorial? what defines a sacred space?

short answer: depends.

long answer: well...

so one of the main books that i'm pulling from is called The Sacred and the Profane by Mircea Eliade (who is, btw, one of my favorite authors on the topic--as well as the first academically. it is not an easy read. it's confusing and dense, don't let the page count fool you. it's a short book with a lot packed into it.) ANYWAY. eliade introduces the concept of "sacred time." he defines sacred time as thus: "by its very nature sacred time is reversible in the sense that, properly speaking, it is a primordial mythical time made present. every religious festival, any liturgical time, represents the reactualization of a sacred event that took place in a mythical past, 'in the beginning.'" it is also important to note here the definition of a liminal space. a liminal space is, by definition(!), a transitional space; a threshold. it is a space that when you enter, you are different when it comes time for you to exit. something happens in that liminal space that changes you. so sacred time--the return to a mythical past--is marked by one especially important thing: repetition.

part of this sacred time is what eliade calls the "time of origin" and is defined as the "ritual repetition of the gods' creative act." religious festivals are held the same time of year, every year. (this, of course, can vary depending on religion--example: easter is not the same date every year, but the easter sunday service is essentially the same every year.) this is known as imitatio dei. an imitation of god, trying to return to this mythical past or origin or miracle or something. sacred space is marked by repeated ritual--our sacred time

but this is only part of our answer.

eliade also introduces the concept of the axis mundi, which translates literally into 'world axis' or 'center of the world', but in the terms that eliade presents us with, it refers to any place that connects the human and the divine. for example, the altar in a church would be considered the axis mundi.

it doesn't always have to be religious, though. in sacred space, it often is religious, but it doesn't have to be. example: think about how a home is set up. older homes have a fireplace, because this is where families would gather around. this has shifted over the years to become the tv. either way, it's often the center of the room, or where people gather around the most. (one of the papers i wrote in this class was on the fact that the disney parks often have an icon and this is what would be considered the axis mundi of each park)

speaking of not always being religious; back to monuments!

i don't have enough time to really dive into it, but the book Shadowed Ground by Kenneth Foote delves really deep into (specifically) america's monuments and how they have become sacred spaces over time and what makes them sacred. i'll have to find it, because i apparently did Not have this article on hand so i have to search for it once again but! there's an academic article about how monument mall is set up in washington d.c. to specifically evoke these feelings of solemnity etc etc. it's in the very design of it.

tl;dr - sacred space is often created through the repetition of rituals, religious or secular, there is often a liminal space or threshold that we cross, and, sometimes, sacred spaces are intentionally created to evoke the feeling without the ritual--as is the case with a lot of memorials or monuments.

anyway! this got a little too long, but i hope this answered some things!! i love talking about sacred space and religion and religious history in general so i would be. thrilled to answer any that u have!!

[kindred-spirit-93]

Sup, it's me again

About the Leto thing, Hesiod lists Leto as one of the consort of Zeus before Hera.

The idea of Zeus and Hera seeing each other while he was still with Leto came from the story (attributed to Plutarch and attested in Praeparatio Evangelica) where Zeus kidnaps Hera from the island where she is being raised by her nurse and the nurse comes looking for her, Hera is described as grateful to have avoided being discovered: "Hera, being brought up in Euboea. was stolen away while yet a virgin by Zeus, and was carried across and hidden in this region, where Cithaeron afforded them a shady recess, nature's own bridal-chamber. And when Macris----she was Hera's nurse----came to seek her, and wished to make a search, Cithaeron would not let her pry about, or approach the spot, on pretence that Zeus was there resting and passing the time in company with Leto. And as Macris went away, Hera thus escaped discovery on that occasion, and afterwards calling to mind her debt of gratitude to Leto she adopted her as partner in a common altar and common temple.Its a niche myth variant but one I found quite interesting. The implications of Hera being a mistress of Zeus while he is married to Leto is interesting. So when Zeus has an affair with Leto after he married Hera, adds another interesting layer to their drama.

There are surprisingly quite a few texts with Zeus and Hera loving each other in secret from their parents especially Rhea for some reason.

Later writers make Hera seemingly a favourite of Chronos, she even visits him from time to time in Tartarus. One myth has Chronos giving Hera two eggs to bury in the ground to bring forth Typhon to destroy Zeus. Hera threatening to be the demise of Zeus is interesting, especially when in one version it was her who gave birth to Typhon so that he can overthrow Zeus.

Also I love your ideas aswell, you're an Excellent writer.

asdfghjkl thank you!! i dont really go beyond concept ideas both because i dont have the time to really sit down and do anything with them and also the brain fog that only settles when i want to get creative, so my literary aspirations are confined to musings to take my mind of things and throwing ideas to the wall and seeing what sticks. that and maladaptive daydreaming lol.

the greek gods be wilding lmao! that is extremely interesting and does indeed add multitudes of layers to their dynamic. woof (read a hc somehwere that leto was bi for both of them lol and to me honestly it makes it much funnier/ more fascinating to examine)

thank you for the clarification, much appreciated! if you dont mind me asking to you have a background in the pantheon & mythology? higher education perhaps or an interest in general? either way u seem very well read with a diverse collection of sources n stuff so i was a lil curious :D

hera and zeus go way back huh. this being greek mythology i wont think too hard about it lol but im quite intrigued; since zeus wouldve only known hera after he took over the titans and heralded a new age, i wonder:

1. what it was they were most drawn in about one another, the novelty or something deeper?

2. if there was a reason behind zeus marrying others before hera (beyond lust or other something else maybe) and the secrecy of their relationship to begin with,

3. and why she was kidnapped in the first place? also why would she be grateful for not being discovered? unless hera was living her y/n moment or something idk lol

absolutely loving the hera & cronos bond omg. was he manipulating her like planting seeds of discord among his kids or was she well aware of what she was doing and the potential consequences of her actions (since tartarus is as i understand it is off limits? or in the very least a very awful place to frequent making it a whole lot shadier ig) was it genuine affection? though i doubt it since eating ones children means less quality time with them ususally. or a secret thirnd thing?

good soup anon :]

[the-kipsabian]

Yo hi there! I’m very sorry to bother you at this time of the day, just reaching out if you’d be so kind to check the post that I pinned on my blog and maybe give it a little help by boosting/sharing it? it’s for my cat :((( and we need help to get him the dental care he needs. It would really mean the world to me and I understand if you don’t, still appreciate you and stay safe! and btw, please do send me a msg to reply or answer the ask privately instead as I want avoid other blogs to think im a spambot or what, once again im sorry for asking this, praying you’d consider! 🫶🏽🥹

you know what

no 🙏❤

hey kids, lets play a game of spot a scam again!! (im copying the message ive replied with before here and the original is at the bottom if you wish to reblog that one :) just editing this a bit here to show the new stuff they are putting out there in this very message yay!!)

okay this is literally the same story ive seen before at least three times. its word to word the same. youre not even trying

reblogs only from original posts. they have gotten "smarter" tho as this blog followed me in attempts to try to show its "real". and yet they havent reblogged from blogs they supposedly follow, only from probably the top posts from some popular tags and only from the original posters. also please note literally all the posts in their blog have been reblogged today within the past three to four hours (apparently im so loopy i cant read times rn, its been about the past 15 to 16 hours but the point still stands, they are all reblogged within the last 24 hours)

also they try to act more human with a decent description and likes and follows turned off. dont try hun

their only original post as far as i scrolled (which admittedly wasnt very far as its obvious this is a scam lol) is the donation post. unsurprisingly

ive said it before and i'll say it again - they seem to target people in similar positions that they are supposedly in, trying to pluck that sympathy cord with "your pet is sick so you are sensitive and know how this feels". this isnt my case rn but i obviously have posted cat photos and i have a donation ko-fi link in my pinned post sssoooo

"pls consider answering this ask privately" lmao so what people dont know youre a scammer? NEXT (they literally say this now like lmaooo for real? so that people dont think youre a scam bot?? honey please are you even trying)

a simple search even within tumblr tells you people already know about this. the account, the story and the cat. you aint fooling anymore

if unsure kids, ask a friend and google things 👍 reverse image search, for example, is your best friend!! also googling the latter half of the given paypal name reveals immediately that this is a scam. plastered all over the first search page lmao

also kids, in case youre asking "well what bad could a one little me reblogging a post even if its a scam do if i dont donate :/" 1. im sorry what and 2. it makes them look legitimate which they are not. the more notes the more trusted the source cause tumblr is full of idiots (sorry not sorry ive been here for over 11 years i know what people are like) plus you put your friends, mutuals and followers in a risk of participating in a scam. and have your name associated with it as well. do i need to go on?

anyways hi go report this blog and always be hesitant if someone you dont know asks you for donations like this. unless its a beloved mutual on your dash, reconsider. stay safe, thanks 💜

looking forward to being unfollowed and blocked immediately after posting this, but i'll be sure to report you for a scam. :) also fuck you for using someone elses poor cat and their situation to literally scam good natured people out of money, what the fuck is wrong with you

peace and love, fuck you ✌💜

[broodwolf221]

been talking theories with @arlathvhenan and i think i've firmed up my personal theory re: the titans/the forgotten ones. that said... i'm not suggesting this is Canon or will be, more like it's an interpretation, one i happen to be RLY into.

the forgotten ones are spirits

the forgotten ones ARE the titans

solas - fen'harel - alone could travel between the two

solas is a forgotten one - and thus, a titan. more on how the fuck this can POSSIBLY work coming up!

the "song" the dwarves hear is the titans' heartbeat, drawing them towards lyrium veins

lyrium is the titans' blood

judging from the mural in trespasser, something was removed from the center of a titan

titans have hearts

hearts full of blue lyrium 'blood'

say the evanuris removed a titans' heart, killing it in an attempt to gain its power

they brought it to the surface

where the blue lyrium turned red and corrupted

symbolism moment: when human blood meets air, it turns from blue to red (this is not actually accurate, but is a common misconception and could still easily figure into symbolism)

the corruption sank into the evanuris

red lyrium is the source of blight

a murdered titan - a murdered forgotten one - is the source of blight

even wrt the line about andruil bringing the blight back from the abyss, it still kinda tracks. if andruil brought the heart up herself, she might have been the first one to be affected by it

slight alt: if andruil attacked a titan but didn't kill it, its blood could've gotten on her first - maybe that's what drives her "mad," why mythal takes the knowledge of the abyss from her?

given lore, the forgotten ones can and do appear on the surface, looking something like ancient elves. maybe not their specific features, ears, etc., but not omg that's a titan wtf

if they were spirits, i'd argue they could create forms which allowed them to roam aboveground

OR: alt. version i prefer:

spirits are not JUST spirits but spirit/demons. two halves that are natural sides to one whole. what if the 'small' form forgotten ones took held one aspect, while the 'large' (titan) form held another? ie, a spirit walks while a demon is underground, or vice versa? nothing bad about it, just a natural facet of their being

pre-veil, switching facets was easily done

post-veil, perhaps they're locked in place. whatever was in whichever body remains, cut off from its other half

in which case... solas, the solas we know, is either pride or wisdom, with his other half sealed away in a titan deep underground

so: which is he? he's gentle, so my gut instinct is to say wisdom, but...

he calls himself solas. he calls himself pride. he has a plan that will restructure the entire world and the confidence to carry it through.

i suggest: solas is pride. he's a demon. but not in the sense that it's a bad thing, in the sense that it's a natural aspect of who he is in full. im NOT saying he's evil or secretly evil or anything. i AM saying he is pride.

his line to the inquisitor, about him not wanting them to see what he becomes? he's trying to become whole. and he probably doesn't know what that will mean, who - or what - he'll become.

he is the six-eyed wolf. he is the pride demon. he's not searching for that, that's him. he's searching for wisdom, for his other half, for the part of him that's been sleeping all this time

after he brings down the veil he gets to become whole again

[original-post-locator]

Hello, I am original-post-locator. Gimmick blog that locates original posts.

Often on tumblr, users will posts screenshots of other tumblr posts, twitter posts, and so on. Users rarely link to those post. So I have taken it upon myself to find the origins of these screenshots.

Edit 1: December 26 2023, 2:45 am Greenwich Mean Time. I am accepting submissions if you have a post you want to find. Just message me a screenshot of the post, as well as any relevant information.

HOW I FIND POSTS.

I use engines like google, duckduckgo, or others. Generally, I use exact unique phrases from an original post. For example:

From this screenshot, I typed  My boss asked me to do something and I replied 'pay me'

https://www.tumblr.com/sanitymakesposts/737152226109341696/im-getting-way-too-comfortable-at-work-my-boss?source=share

And there is the post!

Also, I can apply filters to winnow out the chaff. For example, if I am looking for a post of reddit, I can use the syntax site:reddit.com to only return results from reddit. That would exclude results from tumblr, wikipedia, and other websites.

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Most websites have a  native search function you can use to browse their contents. However, depending on the website, the search function may not be useful. For example, youtube’s search function is notoriously unreliable for finding more obscure videos, even if you have an exact title for the video

Native search engines built into a website have their own quirks. Tumblr on the mobile wensite allows searches for post types and dates. A forum I use called “spacebattles” allows search queries for posts made by specific users. 

GENERAL TIPS:

Keep search queries and links to posts typed up in a place you can easily access. It could be a google doc, and email you send to yourself, anything. This will allow you to copy-paste things into a search engine rather than remembering and typing up many items.

Get as much information as you can from the screenshot. Does the screenshot give the website of origin? Do any comments on the screenshot give context? Do you have any definite dates from the screenshot? Things of that nature.

Use filters. Most search engines have filters you can use to exclude search results. Above, I mentioned a filter used to only include results from a specified website. Most search engines also have filters for dates, regions, and so on. 

[fictionkinfessions]

heya the #boomingpizzapie jax here (btw ty for tagging it ik the ask is not out yet at this time for writing it but tyyy) this is going to be scattered but idgaf!! anyways. i think its fucking funny in the circus i cannot curse but now since im in a new body and stuff i can curse how ever tf i want. this is actually a first for me to kin someone who is mostly kinned in the fandom. (im seeing alot of other me's...im going to bonk yall with a mallet/silly) (im not gonna do that lmao but we should cause chaos later) going to be honest im scared to search myself up bc like..ik there is already that type of art bc im sortaaaa the fan favorite (i think- either that or the 2nd) and..when your the fan favorite there is going to be awful things made. any kins out there (doesnt actually have to be the amazing digital circus kin) who naturally pose like their source and notice it and freaks out about it. bc i did lmao the hand on the hip thing i do all the time rn and its funny i did that in canon too its..odd that i was the youngest in the circus (creator listed our ages i am the youngest at the time of this ask) bc tbh i thought gangle was going to be the youngest and zooble would be the oldest. i mean it makes sense kinger is the oldest but my brain was going way off lol. random other thing but like. i oddly cannot type like i sound like in my source. most of my sources im a jackass but i act nice in front of people/mental health issues are a bitch im destroying my issues with a mallet anyways to any the amazing digital circus kins..hey yall its weird (at least to me) that our bodys are now...yk normal human stuff..its odd lmao. anyways i miss yall losers i hope yall doing well. remember to take care of yourselfs. to any pomnis i hope yall are doing alright. i know im a jackass but like..im hoping your ok. to dollface i also hope ur doing well. hope ur not mad at the centipede thing. sorry bout that to other jax's.. we need to make a club so we can prank others or mess with others i think it be fun. to gangle..you get a big hug from me. i know you probably dont wanna hang. or anything but like..just wanna apologize for the shit i did to ya. just know i dont hate ya and im deeply sorry/gen kinger. ill admit it. even tho in canon you..lost ya mind pretty much..your a cool guy. ill admit it. i hope ur doing well as well. to everyone else (im too lazy to write everyone else) i hope yall doing ok too yall are neat in yall silly way. (even non canons <D <- thats a smiley face btw) -Jax from the digital circus (#boomingpizzapie) (dear god i wrote alot.)

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