#jaydair says

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i died when the prototype + mark interaction was just more wallmark food oh my god

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Oh my gosh URGENT does anyone have like any idea of how tony & gregory would react to each others confessions.. please im so lost

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MANNEQUIN MARK HAS FEELINKS FOR WALLTER CONFIRMED CONFIRMED TIME TO EXPLODE! its onesided wallmark saturday guys!

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sometimes i cant believe lgbtq is a minority they're like ALL OVER everywhere I go on the internet

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IM GONNW CRYYY HOW DO YOU SUPER BOOOOP

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i just got on phighting like right now WHY IS THE APRIL FOOLS UPDATE SO INSANE????????????????

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Mutuals WHATS GOING ON AND WHYRE YOU EVIL BOOPING ME HOW DO YOU EVEN DO THAT DKSBKFKDNFKSD

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the mutual boop farm is INSANE @greglow03 when i catch you!! 😭😭😭

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im gonna vomit I FEEL LIKE MY BLOG IS SOOO messy and too full of.. reblogs AHHH

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You existed and that's enough :]

dohhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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AGHH!! I DIDZ IT!

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just ranting again but..

today at noon my mom she came up to me and she started telling me that "she has a favor for me" but then she corrected herself and said "no, i have something you're gonna do" and i was like okay 🫨

and she TOLD ME that she was thinking of starting a podcast. cool! nice mom but then she goes on to say that she wants me to join her in it and i just stayed silent and kept listening to her speak and she was like "are you ignoring me?" and i was like "no???"

and she was like "you know one day, you're gonna realize that your mom is right about alot of things." and i was like "????!! okayyy but you didnt even make a point"

and so she asked me if i wanted to do the podcast with her and well naturally i didnt. really wanna. I'm not that much of a talker and while we do have meaningful conversations i just dont really feel comfortable like posting that stuff online

especially if its just for the sake of like. doing a podcast?? she went on to say stuff like "your friends can listen to it!" (my friends dont listen to podcasts/only listen to one specific podcast) or "other teenagers your age who are struggling can learn something from listening to it"

which (1) bold of you to think teenagers would listen to any small podcast we start and (2) I justtt dont think I care? I'm not passionate about that and I don't like giving advice to people i dont know or care about (and i got that trait from HER)

And then she went onto say that "oh no its okay we'll be talking about other stuff too" and i was just saying over and over again "i dont really know, im not really comfortable with the idea of that" and she was like "what do you mean you're not comfortable? I'm not asking you I'm telling you. you know you might regret it when one day you didn't do this one thing with your mom, it won't be forever"

then after like a few minutes of silence she was just like "okay, so you dont wanna do this. cause if you did then you'd just say yes." and i was like "yeah? I've been. saying that???" and she was like "then dont talk to me about it" or whatever

and I dont KNOW i feel guilty now and I guess I could do it for fun with her & i wouldve accepted it if she started with that instead of "im telling you not asking you" but the way she seemed to be forcing me and guilt tripping me really threw me off and I dont know what to do what the FLIP TACK

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I wish i could yap to my sister about what i like cause like she can talk to me about hazbin hotel all she wants and I DONT care about hazbin as much but I'll at least LISTEN

When i mention regretevator she's always like "ate dont tell me about that, you know i cant stand that it's so cringe" or "you need to stop playing so much" like yeah im addicted but let me have ONE THING!!! ARGHH AGGHH

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Boops you x56 (I really like your art :33333c)

WHAT AN ANGEL!! thank you omg 😭😭 I'm gonna post more stuff soon im just.. dillydallying (i am going to boop you one hundo times just WAIT for it.)

[notjaydair]

still thinking about american circus baby.

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another day another random wifi outage