#im not letting it go bruh
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yk whats wild? i was rejected from the intro to art class in highschool because i sucked too much ass
i cant find any of the pieces from my portfolio and maybe its for the better. cuz damn.
#nah cuz. how do you suck so much that you get rejected from INTRO TO ART!!! INTRO!!!!!!#i randomly remembered that while looking at peoples art school entrance portfolios#idk why the universe cock blocked me so hard from getting formal training#god put it to rest when he finally let me get in a class and the teacher refused to critique me#i was really hoping shed be at least as aggressive as me but with knowledge so she could rip apart everything so i knew#like dont worry about overloading me with knowledge. i want it all#bro said nah you get nothing#that was the biggest betrayal in my life#im not letting it go bruh
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my toxic trait is picking up random hobbies on a whim like today i went shopping for a cardigan but found No cardigan i liked and so i naturally decided that i can just knit one even tho the only thing i have ever knit was a 8” by 3” rectangle in 5th grade that just looked so pathetic-
#digital art is truly one of the cheapest hobbies#hobbies i do not recommend with my entire soul: baking#fk baking i have beef with baking baking is a fking SCAM#i denounce ur sugar cookie recipe and ur stupid apple tartes!!!#actually i really love both#but eggs are so expensive now it just cant be worth it#btw who allowed egg prices to go back up#bruh i dont want to pay more than#like 20 cents per egg thats how much they are worth to me#oh but the sanity of the chickens u know what i didnt make the farming industry they should figure that out and i should still be allowed#to eat eggs#also like short of driving to a farm urself and verifying the free rangeness u just cant trust the labels#free range could refer to the holy pasture fields#or it could mean like a 0.2 sqft pissing block outside the pen#im tired of making posts about gj let me vent about eggs for one night geez#delete later
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#smooth 🫡
#moonlight chicken#firstkhao#moonlight chicken ep8#alangaipa#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#BRUH LISTEN#alan you casanova jkdfhgjfd#ive had the worst day but this turned my mood upside down#my babies 😩#alan really said yeah lets date uh i mean go on a date to......talk....finances.....business....yeah#how about we meet for another date you know just to be sure we got all the documents#im paying#;)
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i love using things i own and wearing stuff out. i love my favorite pair of tennis shoes i wear em daily until they are falling apart and broken, then i get a new pair. its the only pair i own. i put miles on my car without (much) fear because that's what my damn car is for. i like using up all my soaps and lotions and perfumes before buying more. i like getting rid of things i do not use and will never wear to make space for things that serve me day to day.
#my mother got a brand new car and then was like lets rent a car on our trip bc i don't wanna put miles on my car#bruh thats what a car is for im going insane
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wait realistically how successful do yall think the sb-derap-pangi plan will work
#lifesteal spoilers#mine.txt#like. i havent really had any opinions on it#mostly cause i think its kinda stupid lol#like theyre trying to both 1. get the mace from clown and 2. not make even a single player realize the mace is gone#like sb and pangi couldnt even commit to destroying all the trial chambers which while tedious is objectively the easiest part of the plan#how the hell are they gonna commit to all the other shit lmao???#like respect to derap for wanting to go all the way#but if the rest of the team couldnt even commit to that how are they gonna commit to the rest of it#you cant execute a plan like this without putting your whole cock and pussy in it bruh 😭#trying to not make the other players realize the mace is gone by crashing the server is particularly ????#like how the hell are they gonna time that#i mean. i Guess they technically dont need to be precise but like they gotta#1. let the server know they have the mace 2. avoid dying before they crash the server and 3. not make anyone realize the mace is gone#although that 3rd point can easily be ruined by someone looking at the crafting recipe#although ig at that point it wouldnt matter assuming derap doesnt give up halfway through destroying the chambers either#wait so whats the point of crashing the server then cant they just throw it in the void??#and if they really dont want ppl to know they can just do it while nobody else is online#like theres a perfectly functional void hole at spawn and the hours theyre on lends itself well to having an empty server#i need to stop thinking about this plan bruh im gonna get a headache
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imagine my surprise when i see people i have never talked to or interacted with (but i have seen liking and reblogging my fics by the way) talking about me in such a malicious ways. i am not going anywhere. as i have stated multiple times before i am a briize and i'm here to write about riize and have fun. i have never said anything about seunghan to warrant such an insane reaction from so many people.
honestly speaking, what do you guys want from me? when seunghan was announced to be coming back i said i was fully ready to support him and get to know him and possibly write for him in the future (despite the constant hate and disrespect i got for not writing for him for valid reasons). when he withdrew from the group i wished him well. you guys are trying to bully me for continuing to support riize but i have never said anything of malice about him so you guys are resorting to spreading false narratives about me to make it seem like i'm some evil parasocial weirdo who sent a wreath to him personally. i am a riize smut blog on tumblr. please get a grip.
#the people who have my blocked have so much to say#talking about you wont be silenced but you are silencing yourself#its just all so childish but if you wanna say something stand on it dont block me and then act like im the scaredy cat#LETS START A DIALOUGE…#but also…leave me alone imagine blocking someone and still talking about them bruh let that shit go#talkingz
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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ive been sitting on the cod home screen waiting for these goddamn gamepass points to pop and my dumbass forgot that i bought bo6 for the beta and am no longer playing on gamepass 🪦 i haven been sitting here for 2hrs trying to get this shit to work and it turns out im just an idiot
#i mean we already knew i was an idiot#but now infinite isn’t working#i just wanna grapple around and murder some aliens#i was supposed to play cold war but of course#bromigo messages me 20x in a row and then when i apologise for falling asleep#he leaves me on read#like bruh you literally live on the other side of the country#like you can’t be like let’s play and then not give me a time when i ask#and then spam me at 1am my time and get angry when i fall asleep#like bruh#we’re hopefully playing tomorrow but we’ll see 🙄#im not hopeful honestly#i dont know i might go grab an açai bowl for breakfast and then just watch movies or something#i still haven’t had my marathon yet#20$ says that’ll get bromigo to wanna hang out
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i'd like to interrupt whatever your broadcast is to bring you a message from our sponsors
#Fluri#at first. AT FIRST. i was suspicious of the wrapping color. BUT I LET IT GO.#and then I got the sidequest for this weapon done and LOOKED at it and was like. wait. that's not. that's. no I've seen this in Yuri's hand#bruh i shoulda just listened to my instincts i let it go and i didn't even need to my instincts were right#my fluri radar just goes OFF sometimes with them and i may not know why at a given moment#but i've now learned and have accepted that when it goes off i should just accept it#this is a shitpost but also ??? im so embarrassed for these two and so happy for their lack of shame#i know gachas like to give a little extra flare to designs but???#same wrapping??? same roses??? same color scheme??? basically same grass accessories???#the bottom bow is just more designed but same color class??? siiigh#i was just going through all my weapons that i needed the skills from so i could get them all learned#while doing post game content/optional dungeons and then they smacked me in the face with their bouquet#the question is who gave it to who bc they are both fully capable of this with each other......
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mobius just stands still, sunrays warm on his skin.
he sighs quietly, not looking at anything in particular.
letting time pass.
after a couple of minutes, he looks up, determined.
"okay, enough time has passed, it's time to get loki back."
mobius mutters softly, his expression getting serious, as he pulls up the tempad.
he can't just let him go like that after all this, after all that happened. he will work it out.
he will find him. he will get to him.
he won't let loki be alone.
ever again.
#let me have a little treat please:(((#it's a bit fast for my liking BUT I DO ENJOY THE POSSIBILITY YOU KNOW#go mobius go bring your boyfriend back asap#gummy wormies brainroting again#wish i could draw this actually but im not in resource right now for this (( might get to it though but i just needed to get this out srry#loki series#loki season2 spoilers#loki spoilers#loki#mobius#lokius#they will be haunting my mind for months to come i swear#bruh i accidentally wrote timepad instead of tempad the first time i posted lol im slowly loosing it guys
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Hope is not blooming from the fucking abyss it is yet again another Alien stage friyay with no present-day Till content. I AM SUFFERING VIVINOS. PLEASE.
#alien stage#im going crazy#and im scared#just let me see his hair a bit.....please i beg#i miss him bruh 😭#I MISS MY WIFE
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Who’s the lumberjack guy in your profile picture?
that's my boy slim shady put some respect on his name!!!
it's from this music video ⬇️
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(yeah it's the part before he fucks sarah palin. )
we've been playin eminem a lot over the sonos speaker at work and idk, i''ve been kinda unironically really into eminem lately. i was really into him junior year of high school, but fallin back in w/ him heavy this past month.
i also have been playing every time i publish a request as an audio victory dance, and when im getting ready for work in the morning. (i have no idea why but it just feels satisfying for some reason)
#it's been an eminem kinda month for some fuckin reason idk what to tell u bruh#anonymous#thank you so much for the ask! <3#WHITE BOY SUMMER LETS GET THE FUCK GOING BABY#*to the tune of “Peppers”#I'll bring the Capri Sun if you bring the zyn im in love im in love
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ok what i think should have triggered aangs avatar state in the battle with ozai should have been his rage and grief as ozai berated the air nomads and told aang how they never deserved to exist in the world.
i think instead of the rock acting as an acupuncture for his scar and that way opening his chakras it would been interesting if he would have let go of his spiritual desire to not kill and respect everything that is alive and in that way listening what the past avatars and everyone around told him to do(paralleling the way he unlocked his chakras in ba sing se). when he did that the chakras and the flow would open once more and he would be able to use the avatar state(he is even more brutal in that sequence and in those moments he would have truly tried to kill ozai) but when it came to it, to the moment when he was just about to take ozai's life, like in the series he would not. instead using the energybending and truly completing his arc in that final battle of spirits with ozai
#i think it would have wrapped his character development more tightly and having that final moment of decision and letting go and accepting#that everyone expected him to take a life#would write about this but bruh im not up to that#aang#atla
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back in septmeber i got some kind of attack in the middle of lab so they sent me to the ER because they didn't want to take chances with me dying from chemicals but still made me pay the hospital fees myself. then i still had to go back the next week to finish my lab. then bad news happened last week and my. lab report is so fucking late. all these penalties. it will be worth fucking nothing. what did i go to the ER for they should have just let me die there #tbh
#i assumed it was some panic attack not sure all i knew was my heart was beating fast even though my emotions were calm#and i was red like a lobster#oh yeah all that time and waiting to go to the ER doctor and showing him list of chemicals i worked with#and paying medical fees#just for them to go “bro i have no fucking clue what happened”#easilyy top 5 bruh moments this year#i really did not want to go to the ER like i thought seeing the schools general practitioner was enough#but the lab tech was so kind to accompany me everywhere#and she was the one who insisted i go to the ER even when i was like “ehhhh its probably fine”#and i am weak to older women what can i say#....my life was a series of unfortunate events unfolding into this utterly unsatisfying conclusion#should have had an anime arc like...No...I cant let her down...I cant let my trip to the hospitals go to waste...i will..finish this...!#but nah fate said “have a reason to spiral back into depression during hell week. and its something you cant even talk about.”#..i sound like im complaining but i just like talking about my life like comedy with plot points and foreshadowing etc#anyway i gotta write 2 reports tonight#then i can finally drink that vodka i bought last week#or maybe i should write my reports drunk..yeah!#unironically might be a good idea considering how much i overthink these things to the point of executive dysfunction
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random nam screenshot because idk what to do with him
#doing a story is too much work and im too busy for this bruh#ill just stick to reading others stories and doing normal gameplay#or ALEXIS lets go i love her#*nam tran#ts4#simblr#the sims 4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenshot#ts4 gameplay#ts4 simblr#sims
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