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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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thinking about a world in which RR actually committed to the path he set Percy on in hoo (wherein Percy has become jaded, angry, and resentful at the gods for breaking their sworn promises, is frequently sympathizing with Luke, is getting more and more powerful, and frequently losing himself to wrath) and instead of the subsequent Percy Jackson books being about getting recommendation letters, we could have gotten a trilogy exploring a fallen hero arc for Percy (that would ultimately have a positive resolution to it.)
#to be clear I'm not asking for a tragic ending lol#I'd want this to ultimately be a happy ending for Percy#(even if it gets much worse before it gets better)#im looking for something that actually explores and expands upon the clear distress and turmoil and resentment#that Percy is BARELY able to suppress at this point#im looking for something that will actually hold the gods responsible for breaking their promises#but that would require RR to write a definitive end for Percy and co's stories#which he'll never do#so Percy will just continue to spiral and spiral and spiral#and there will never be any meaningful emotional resolution to it#I hate it here#pjo#percy jackson#mine
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never let it be said that shen yuan doesnt fight for his man with bloody teeth
he started off already risking being sent back to his dead body to protect baby binghe the best he could on his first meeting and then continued to do so once the ooc shackles came off, made sure he felt loved and safe and at home on cqm, gave him every advantage he could think of (and then wondered why binghe got out of the abyss 2 yrs early, honey...), but bc those scum villain blinders were on so tight, he doesnt accept that he (the man shen yuan inside the character shen qingqiu) can change his own path enough to not be killed, and plans his own death accordingly bc he wont ever fight against binghe again if he can help it, i just...
this man loves binghe so much that he couldnt even conceive of a world in which binghe loves him back - and thats not just the comphet olympics in his brain talking, sy genuinely believes he's unlovable and only maybe sort of likeable by his fellow peak lords, and part of that comes from being forced into a scum villains role and not knowing the bigger picture behind sqq's actions (not even touching on how sy barely saw the entire cast of pidw as people until binghe actually looked hurt to him), but the rest was already preprogrammed before he transmigrated, and i want to know who hurt him so bad - bc all sy could imagine is that the whole world should love binghe, bc thats howmuch sy loves him the story is supposed to go, but all he could imagine for himself was gratitude at best and his demise at worst, until the very moment that it becomes clear that lbh has done everything, fucking EVERYTHING, to get sqq to love him back and i just SCREAMS
i cant imagine that sy would just let binghe go if he should ever decide to love someone else, the possession goes both ways with these two, and sy would fight tooth and nail to keep binghe for himself
#svsss#bingqiu#ur honor in unwell about these men#what im saying is i want more content of sy going absolutely feral over lbh being in distress#i want to see sy tearing entire civilizations down for daring to not love his binghe#someone mentions that lord luo is looking at adding more consorts to his castle and sy loses his entire shit about it#confronting lbh the only way he knows how with cold cunning and strategic marriages of those rumored beauties to someone else in the court#before saying some shit equivalent to 'i dont want to share you' but in sqq-ese to lbh#listen im promise ill get back to hatman au eventually but this has been digging at my brain for a week straight now#any world where sqq even gets a WHIFF of lbh suddenly showing him slightly less affection is not a world he will abide by#will he actually use his words to say so? no cuz theres no plausible deniability that way#but will he take action about it??? oh with spiteful glee
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yes, lee know-ya i see you aging along with me you're the second oldest but, to me you'll always be the maknae~♡
#collapses. lino's only hyung#stray kids#bystay#staysource#bang chan#lee know#minchan#skz#my gifs#cbbc2023#d-10!!!!!!!!! if u even care#the thing abt minchan is they r everything to me. lmh sudden damsel in distress whenever chan is around is so important especially#i could write an essay on any and all chan duos tbh im obsessed w all of them a normal amount#btw what's this site's problem w small italics asking for a friend why does it always ruin a letter or ten
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C!Q + vylette's fit from Jawbreaker
(aka an idea I've had for every conceivable holiday for months and decidedly couldn't put out on an appropriate date)
#i feel a little off posting this during such a time of distress but my own misery wont help others so I'm doing it anyway#also hi!!! I've been offline a lot but after much stress and a week being mildly mistreated at the hospital i finally know what's wrong!!#PM/SSc overlap syndrome you can look it up. they caught it early tho so none of my connective tissue is damaged#nor do i have any major systemic effects so yay. im taking meds for it and im praying for the best#anyway enough of my life hi folks this is the first thing ive drawn in MONTHS sry im rusty#sidenote in light of the tumblr panic never hesitate talking to me about anything I'd love it im just socially anxious#anyway i love yall hope yall enjoy <3 I'll leave yall now xoxo#my art#dsmp fanart#cquackity#fennec.art
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I am in the US. I am a person of color. I am disabled physically and mentally. I am queer. I am AFAB. I am a minor in a red household. I am pagan. I am many things. But most of all, right now I am scared.
Please reblog this with resources. Make this the largest resource reblog chain. Please. I need as much help as I can get. We all do.
Especially after seeing the elongated muskrat do what he did.
#us politics#donald trump#Im literally panicking#please help#Any resources#Anything from how to cope to how to get help or how to protest#Politics already distresses me enough#politics#tw politics#cw politics#tw us politics#cw us politics#tiktok ban#blessings#lgbtq#person of color#disability#tiktok#censorship#queer
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caught.
#mark chasity#hatchetfield#id in alt text#definitely art#implied adultery?? does that need a tw#anyway being very regular about mark chasity right now#also i just got new brushes and i wanted to mess with some of them#also also i just finished a series and i havent been able to do any requests or draw in general because im in emotional distress#the vampires are getting to me
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some fluffy-ish random Heiffel (Hilbert x Eiffel) headcanons I have in no particular order (but the ones that are specific scenarios are probably very early on in the mission before Hilbert's mutiny) :
Eiffel has insomnia and will go hang out in Hilbert's lab and ramble at him when he's having particularly hard nights falling asleep
Eiffel falls asleep in Hilbert's lab sometimes, and sometimes Hilbert will wake him to send him back to bed, but other times Hilbert will just pull Eiffel's floating sleeping body back to his room and tuck him into bed, doing his best not to wake him
Sometimes Eiffel wants something to distract him from his thoughts so he'll ask Hilbert to tell him about whatever science experiment he's working on, and Hilbert will talk for as long as Eiffel's willing to listen about it because he likes being able to talk about his work even if most of what he says goes over Eiffel's head
Eiffel is extremely touch starved (and traumatized obviously) by the time he gets back to the Hephaestus after being rescued by the SI5, and he ends up breaking down sobbing about it during his checkup from Hilbert, and Hilbert hugs him for almost half an hour and Eiffel thanks him for it after but they never talk about it again
Eiffel thinks Hilbert's accent is sooo hot and he gets flustered every time he hears Hilbert speak Russian
Hilbert/Selberg had a secret romance with Lambert during their Hephaestus mission (this is relevant because Selberg/Lambert Eiffel/Hilbert parallels are very important to me)
Eiffel and Lambert looked pretty similar but not identical, Eiffel's hair is a warm dark brown and curly and down to his armpits, where as Lambert's hair was straight dirty blonde and chin length (plus he wore glasses), but they did both have very similar facial features of longer faces, pointy chins, and prominent noses, and they both had the same eye colour of soft light green, like new leaves in the springtime
Hilbert has never cared about having a good bedside manner, but he does try to be a bit extra gentle and kind with Eiffel because he's just so easily freaked out by all the medical and science stuff
Eiffel would never admit it but he really appreciates that Hilbert doesn't outwardly judge him for his jumpyness with medical/science stuff
If Hilbert had survived and gotten back to Earth with the others, he and Eiffel probably would have ended up being roommates in some shitty little apartment together for a while, while they both figure out what to do with their lives now
#im nearly done my relisten of w359 and it's so distressing so i needed to write out some cute headcanons to keep myself sane 🥺#if yall have any heiffel hcs you wanna share lmk! id love to hear some!#wolf 359 my beloved#wolf 359#wolf 359 podcast#w359#w359 podcast#doug eiffel#douglas eiffel#alexander hilbert#dr hilbert#doctor Hilbert#elias selberg#sam lambert#heiffel#lamberg#selbert#wolf 359 headcanons#w359 headcanons#heiffel headcanons#Eiffel x Hilbert#hilbert x Eiffel#Hilbert/Eiffel#Eiffel/Hilbert#wolf 359 spoilers#w359 spoilers#my posts#Heiffel roommates au#at least. this is the first mention of it
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more tgcf characters as shitposts 💖 but ooc and specifically stuff my online friends of 4 years have said hehe
xl, fishing for info about hc: who’s the red guy… what’s his name
mq, not wanting to tell him anything: red guy
swd: you only get one (1) pronoun each
swd: only one.
swd: choose wisely
sqx: is it my turn on 'they' 🥺
pm: AM I SEXIER THAN MR CLEAN????
lw: aww im doing good hbu?
pm: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hc: i just sneezed
hx: prob cuz ur gay
hc: bitch
hc: say bless u
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#shi wudu#shi qingxuan#pei ming#ling wen#finding my stupid friends’ quotes is easy#assigning them is hard 😔#they barely use tumblr anymore but if any of them see this: hiiiii….#tgcf shitpost#evo yaps#also i ran out of colors#im sorry but hx and swd had to share#ALSO CAN I GET A YIPPEE FOR FINISHING THIS#THIS IS WHAT TUMBLR ATE A FEW DAYS AGO#I WAS DISTRESSED
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im so scared, im shaking, hiding under my covers, please god, if you can hear me please don’t trade dylan cozens, bowen byram, owen power, brandt clarke or jordan spence.
#I have a meeting first thing tomorrow if I wake up to any of them being traded im gonna be in distress throughout that meeting#.txt
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me yapping about aus literally nobody in the world but me would care about again
ok i think its like universally accepted that link and saiki are very similar, and saiki would be link in any given tdlosk zelda au.. BUTTT skyward sword kubosai au..... saiki being zelda and kuboyasu being link....... LIKE UGH yasu being the hero with an unbreakable spirit who would do literally anything for saiki, a god reborn whose being sought after for his power...... UGH.
the wing ceremony??? THE "i used you.." SCENE???? oh my fuckkkk dudee..
#also kusuo pushing aren off of high places twice lmfaooo#groose being toritsuka or even like a combined effort of the psychickers would be rlly silly too#ok anyway#none of the personalities fit super well but the roles fit REALLY well#also i just rlly like the idea of saiki playing the part of the damsel in distress but secretly having everything under control#while yasu has no idea and is just charging forward to save him at any cost.. like thats sooo them wtf r u serious#im so big brained guys#nobody cares about skyward sword like i care about skyward sword#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#kubosai#meows post
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so apparently it is Not Normal that I am able and willing to withstand 85º and up temperatures in a full, unventilated and uncooled plague doctor suit for 7-8 hours without removing any of the suit's parts
#I was talking to some cos friends and another plague doc and I mentioned this casually and the doc especially was like how the actual FUCK#I DIDNT KNOW! power of autism and sheer pride???#surely I'm not the only one? Does any other plague doc do this?? PLEASE TELL ME SURELY IM NOT THE ONLY ONE#anyway cannot wait for summer I WANNA GO RENFAIRE AGAIN#LET ME SIZZLE LIKE BACON#Unrelated but most times I go nonverbal the only word I can say is 'wawa' which is my distress sound#so at the end of faires when we're ordering food my friend will read off the drive thru menu and I'll say wawa to what I don't want#and clap when I hear something I do want#we call it the wawa system its standard procedure#I don't usually eat during renfaire aside from ice coffee and an icecream for a number of reasons and I'm always So Hungry at the end#renfaire#plauge doctor
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NEVER FORGET WHAT WE COULD'VE HAD
#BRO IM IN *DISTRESS*#I LOVE THE DESIGNS WE GOT AND ALL BUT#WE COULD'VE HAD *EVERYTHING* BRO.#IF ANY OF THESE MFS WERE RELEASED OR EVEN MENTIONED IN THE STORY I WOULDVE NEVER COMPLAINED AGAIN.#cookie run#crk
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i love towa not in a platonic, romantic or carnal way, but as if he’s the small animal in a tank and I’m the one tapping on the glass trying to desperately get him to look over my way. it’s the joy of watching a tiny reptile wander around while understanding he’s just a silly little guy and I cannot force him to do things but by god i will harass him every step of the way (affectionate). i just want to pick the fleas out of his dirty alley cat (loving) hair and pinch his cheeks and pat the dust off his shoulders (he will stab me and that’s not ok but im fully aware of the risk).
#slow damage#slow damage towa#surodame#im normal#my heart is so full#i cant see any red i only see flags#when youji is hungry and anxious i feel like a very very distressed mother but when towa is going down a mental spiral i just want to#but when towa does it i just watch on like ‘oh towa#not again#you little guy so silly#normal posting about normal things#floofymeow writes
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kon on the practive whiteboard,,,,,save me save me pls
#im tryig 2 shake the ick i got from using this off so badly#wasnt even using my mouse..........#whihc is a bad sign#im still going 2 take the test & b unnecessarily dramatic about it im just complaining#bc i h8 it#i can hear ur lazy thoughts from here its awfullll NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#“ur complaining jsut 2 complain” I CAN HEAR IT FROM HERE#its the fact that im saying it 1st ow uhhhhhhhhhh#how does 1 “stop complaining & just do it”?#some1 pls advice omg i#IKAHSFkJAHFA#LIIKE#I CANT JUST NOT DO IT??? I CANT EXPLAIN THIS#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IF I DO#I WILL B SITTING THERE#4 7 FUCKING HOURS & END UP FAILING ANYWAYS#LIKE#not even joshing#theres a reason y i failed school mannnnnnnnnnnnn#iq fucking means nothing if ur dumb as hell like me#honors classes mean NOTHING IF UR STUPID#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#the goddamn WHIPLASH i get from getting called smart 2 getting called dumb is annoying#ur so smart ur so smart but u failed the smart test???? hmmmm its ok just try again & repeatedly fail :D#even my fucking father didnt FAIL SCHOOL AS HARD AS I DID IM SO UPSET#this is actualyl going 2 cause me sm emotional distress & i havent even signed up yet KJASHFJKSAF#& I CANT EXPLAIN THIS 2 ANY OF THEM BC THEY NEVER GET IT#i dont like school :(
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hello here is a reminder that it is 100% free to not express the thoughts that are in your head
#ray's tag#theres some fucked up shit that i think sometimes. however i never say it because why the fuck would i.#is it mildly distressing? sure. but i cant control it and im not obligated to say any of it so i dont worry about it too much#this wasnt made in response to anything btw im just posting the random shit that crosses our mind
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