#im ngl thats sick
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i’ve been on a yapping spree lmao but just know that once we get more info about joyous, oh i fear that i may be more than interested to write about him. him and lighter are the reasons i play this game so i’m hoping he has a personality i like ! nothing will beat lighter though, he was literally made with ME in mind
#luminotes ˚✧₊⁎☆#he has the features i kinda like in a man#fluffy white grey hair#a scar on his eye#hes got a mask on#AND HIS NAME IS JOYOUS ??#im ngl thats sick#he will save my acc trust#i will finally have a dps trustt#this is massive cope btw cuz from his description alone#its more than possible that he’ll be a support#and thats fine tbh#if i have to play zenless support rail#to have all of these men#THEN SO BE IT !!#i will make it work
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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so like @memoryoflife gave me quite possibly the best comm ever
#I DIED LAUGHIGN ITS SO SILLAY AND CUTE LOOK AT HIM DRIPPED OUT. OUTFITS LITERALLY INVENTED JUST FOR HIM#hes so CYUTE the SHIRT!!!!!! the lil BOOTS im SICK i love him. bi colored outfit for a something king <3 (has no hc but ik hes fruity)#ngl i genuinely want the jacket. id fight him for it but hed just give it to me and thats no fun. i want the challenge. id lose#so yea note for future: comms can be the silliest ideas ever and that makes them even better. nodding sagely#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#suntails#ty ell i love u <3 kissing u thru the screen
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I love woofer so obviously I make kiana a woofer
#my art#doodles#honkai impact 3rd#hi3rd#kiana kaslana#artists on tumblr#tried blocking with lasso tool#super out of my comfort zone ngl but i had fun experimenting#also im sick and going to be busy till next year so thats why im inactive lately :(
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#boyfriend update#!!#i know its been ages since the last one#first things first bc it goes hand in hand#i pretty much completed elden ring incl dlc (on his pc!!)#the literal ONLY boss im missing is consort radahn#i beat literally every other boss in this game#did the ranni ending which i loooved btw#but i also havent really been playing the past couple weeks bc stardew 1.6 came out for switch and my bf was pretty sick#i got him addicted to stardew hes at like 220hrs and nearing perfection and hes been playing since early November only hahaha#he bought an entire reading lamp for his apartment! so i could have good light to read on his couch 🥺🥺#hes picking me up from work today to drive me to pick up furniture thats ready for pick up#we got tge photos of us from tge wedding we attended in august and yall we look cuteeee#he organised me a (used) ps5 (which i paid obvs) from one of his friends but then he was just like im gomna buy you the pretty controller#that you've wanted just bc i can!!#personal#in my head im already planning the gift im getting him for our one year anniversary next year hehe#context for ps5 is that theres plans for us to build me my own gaming pc but that's obviously expensive and i just moved and am still in the#process of buying all the furniture and have other expenses so its hard to dave up but it was always the plan to get anotger gaming console#besides my switch once i moved to play all the games ive been missing out as a Nintendo girlie#so the used one is honestly such a great deal and i got some games with it as well and bought some#and then i can always decide if i wanna keep or sell it again once i do get tge gaming pc#anywayyyyyy#this relationship is the best thing to ever happen to me ngl
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ok yknow whats oddly intimate? having a friend do your makeup.
like im v weird abt being touched not bc i hate the idea but bc its not natural to me, or something im used to, and sometimes i rly do forget how touch starved i am.
#its been a weird 24hrs#look ive had rly severe anxiety for most my life and also bc the autism#i very rarely if ever feel genuinely comfortable and safe and unjudged around anyone#but like im getting there#like my coworker - technically boss - but im 2iC so we're more of a team - has rly been there for me over the years#granted she did try to get me fired when she first started and i was a casual but fair - i didnt know abt it at the time - she told me later#but fair - i was a p shit employee bc i was too anxious to do my job and i was sick a lot and just overall wasnt cut out for it#but i stepped up and she rly became a mentor and then a friend#and its just so nice to have someone who doesnt judge me and i know i dont have to be scared of saying The Wrong Thing#bc if we disagree or i mess up - i know she will tell me and we'll work it out#and anyways it was my birthday yesterday#and she and i and one of the other girls from work went out#and i had such a good time and then i crashed at her place too#but ahahaa she was watching me try to do my makeup#and look i only wear makeup when i drink or go to fancy dinners nd thats only a few tima a year#like i do not know what im doing with makeup and she's watching me and just says 'stop' and grabs my face and starts doing it for me#and look it was a bit hard to not feel Something™ ngl but anyways i did look really good
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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ONE YEAR DIFERENCE!!!??!?@?@?!!? JEROEN LOOKS PRETTIER NOW AINT WAY
#used a zelzelzelzel photo as reference hehe bro is majestic ngl#guys i cant shit 😭#myart#sketch#oc#original character#vivo en bruma#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#redraw#could have improved this but its 00:00 and im sleepy asf AND LAZY BECAUSE UUUUMM I FORGOT HER FACE TATTOOS and only noticed al.a#almost finishing so i said hell naaah and continue rendering😋#i cant prlerly wrlte a sentece that proves hslf my brakn ks sleep anyway im hungry AGAIN and sick AGAKN thats sis fñr your betigkl present
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I think im a fucking james bond guy now. what the fuck. just watched skyfall and I'm enraptured. I'm such a sucker for unapologetic ridiculous over the top action scenes.
#ive watched casino royale and quantum of solace but skyfall really takes the cake#silva is an incredibly memorable villain#the part where the fucking train falls through the hole in the ceiling?????? holy shit!!!!!!!!!#i watched the whole thing leaned forwards and grinning#i kept looking at my mum who was watching it with me like are you fucking seeing this shit????#i was constantly holding myself back from saying THATS SO SICK#ive also seen moonraker and that was. another thing entirely. 1979 zero gravity is fucking hilarious#before you say anything yes im aware that james bond movies are. pretty misogynistic and all that.#but i can still enjoy them while acknowledging that#and ngl? less misogynistic than i was expecting
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experienced fuckigjn sleep paralysis thrice in a row i thought i was dying hhelp
#context: took a 30 min nap because im rly sick#i had to wake up to have lunch. but couldn't. i saw myself on my bed#(i'll explain the rest now on the tags it might make some uncomfortable so stop reading of thats the case)#and i tried to take off my blanket? but it was tying me down to my bed. and tried moving my body but it wouldn't answer#i could hear myself coughing but i couldn't talk????#which is horrible bc i kept wanting to call for help lmao#this happened thrice because when i thought i could finally move nope. happened again#until i like. opened my eyes fully and saw i COULD move#not the first time it happens to me but THRICE i thought i was dying ngl#of course the first thing i thought about was going on tumblr#and vent it out. oof#lazutxt
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So to recap the last 11 days I've:
- caught covid
- hyperfixated on superbat
- read about a million words of superbat fanfic
- watched my first DC movie (Injustice)
- somehow gotten even sicker
- finally gotten back to watching season four of Gunsmoke
- came up with no less than three separate superbat fic ideas that I cannot write because I'm still too sick
- gone to the ER because y'know covid (I'm fine btw, I promise! I'm back home now)
- came up with a Gunsmoke/DCU crossover fic that is so far beyond my current capabilities I swear on the karking Force
- started reading my first comic books (Injustice: Gods Among Us)
- written a superbat fansong because of said Gunsmoke/DCU crossover fic
- I'm still sick btw
- girl help?
#vent post#not actually a vent lmao but thats the tag#like im def not complaining here#im still 100% having the time of my life#but i did *not* expect superb@t to be the thing i wrote my first fansong about ????#like ???????#girl help??????????#who am i and what have i done with myself#well needless to say my covid experience has been WILD#so#shout out to covid for getting me into superb@t???#(cause thats a *totally* hinged thing to say lmao)#(also i promise i really am okay btw(#(the ER determined im okay for the most part but i need to keep an eye out for long covid now)#(cause like)#(its been 11 days and im still this sick and still testing positive)#(but ngl im 100% taking advantage of the situation to be a fangirl)#(so its a win win)
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the world calls for labels but I do not want to box myself into something I don't understand yet.
#ive been kinda annoyed recently that because i date a girl i am a lesbian#and i dont mind the odd joke or two or being called a lesbian because they are pretty sick ngl#but theres no asking.... no who are you? no questions#just a box they placed me in#i didn't chose that box#actually i choose not to have a box#because i dont care or want or need a box or a label#i just love the girl im with and thats the end of the story#i dont have some elaborate explanation for my sexuality#i just am#and i wish people would just stop sorting me into a catalogue that i didn't ask to be a part of#thoughts#on life#my thoughts#poetry#on love#lgbtqia+#sexuality#lables#boxes#probably controversial#idk#i just feel so trapped by society and its social norms even outside the norm
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ok so they’re like Dimentio but if he was two people (think Comedy & Tragedy) and both people are going to Hunt You Down
In other words?!!?? Cuphead Comedy & Tragedy AU. or SPM au but shhhh
Which ones Comedy and which ones Tragedy? bro idfk they’re really vague about it
#thats it thats the au thats gotta be it#cuphead#mugman#cuphead and mugman#cuphead au#might as well tag it with that now??? god these are popular huh#i am however not gonna make a seperate tag for this specific au bc. im gonna be fr with you#im not as invested in the whole au aspect of this i just love the designs ngl#its really funny the comparison i made so im gonna tag dimentio because thats just hilarious#DO NOTE THAT THEY ARE N O T PART OF THE REBIRTH AU. THERES TOO MANY FUCONGN RBEITHS#dimentio#coughing. anyways im home sick today and must clean room#gaming real
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Apparently my dad is a roller skating MAESTRO and I had to learn this from little brother's ex but still bestie talking about like, YEARS AGO and they'd all three gone roller skating and despite apparently not having skated in nigh on two decades he not only skated circles around them (proficient and active skater), he did it doing twirls and shit with his hands behind his back. This man has a bad back, bad hip, and knee issues. His normal walk is probably most akin to a shamble. BUT ACCORDING TO MY SOURCES, on skates? GRACEFUL AS A SWAN I am quoting btw
And I just have to sit here and stew in the fact that my beloved father is magically adept with ANYTHING that has wheels, and I happen to be woefully inept with that very same group -_-
#hes like scooter? scoots circles around you. bicycle? cycles circles around you. skateboard? circles. unicycle? better than me.#and if it has an ENGINE AND WHEELS? hoo boy! thats right up his alley#i am hapoy fir him im just so FREAKING ENVIOUS#i get motion sickness just standing on a still skateboard ngl
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I've come to the realization that I've known about mdzs for about 4 months and so far I've been juggling in my head 3 different songxuexiao fic ideas (ones actually not ship fic only about post canon song lan and inner turmoil which we love) and SOMEHOW all of them involve little kids to a certain degree, either raising them or having a group of little ducklings following u everywhere u go.
This is a first and a pattern I wasn't expecting but I guess I'm welcoming it!
#mdzs#songxuexiao#theres like. modern swtting au where songxiao adopt a kid out of specific circumstances and xue yang shows up after a while#hes late with starbucks /j but their kid parent traps him as well#then the second one a canon divergence from the novel where an issue sees xxc bringing both zichen and a captured xy to baoshan sanren#xy is there mostly bc xingchen wouldnt know what the hell to do with him and theyre on a time limit#HE DOESNT GET TO TAKE HIM TO ANY BIG SECT. when they get there xxc brings sl to his master for treatment for stuff i havent figured out yet#but its BAD#and while xingchen waits he comes back to find xue yang is cornered SURROUNDED BY a myriad of younger disciples#theyre listening intently to the stories he tells and theyre so engaged by the plot and frequently ask questions#and ngl its kind of a cute vision#AS FOR THE LAST more canon compliant fic we have post yi city song lan doing his wandering cultivator life#stumbles upon a street where some older men are picking a fight with a child#the child is definitely a street child. orphan and homeless. he seems too softhearted to defend himself so sl helps!#ofc it doesnt end there Because this is a whole ass child who needs help so he decides to do what he can#little kid is gripping so HARD at his robes too hes terrified. thats also how he finds out in some twisted sick fate that fhe child is..#missinf a fucking finger. and now he has to resign himself to the idea of being constantly reminded of a certain someone as he raises him#because he WILL raise him its the right thing to do cant trust anyone these days#okay thats all if u read up until here hi im idya come chat with me about yi city arc im friendless /hj#but seriously im so insane about this arc and the characters i need someone to yell with
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#i genuinely do think he's naturally one of the cutest dudes on earth he just has a face like that yk#was very funny watching kinpika and seeing him play this serious character and He Did An EPIC Job Dont Get It Twisted but still...#what are you doing here... you should be off somewhere being silly...
FUNNIEST POSSIBLE TAGS BECAUSE AT THE TIME I WAS STARTING THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE TRAVEL NURSE. AND. PLEASE WITNESS MY JOURNEY
I've redacted things so as to not spoil ENTIRELY just in case but. Literally Arakawa Nurse AU TO ME I'm SORRY it's how you start off thinking he's just gonna be this cute silly old man but As It Turns Out he's kind of a sicko [affectionate] with an incredibly strong morals... not TOO much of a sicko just enough to be chilling... and no one gets what the fuck he's trying to do up until he explains it and then it's like Oh Okay You're Insane... But It Worked Out So I Guess It's All Good... And also tell me this is not an Arakawa And Ichiban Type Interaction...
Perfect role for Nakai I sweaaar 'cause he gets to be cute And serious And a weirdo And--
Also just fun because I've mentioned how Tsutsumi would want to be a lumberjack if he could switch jobs on a whim like in Y:LAD, but Nakai said he'd want to be a doctor so he could help people more tangibly than he can as an actor... it's like that bit in The Deer King when Van chops wood yk it just makes me smile...
So anyway... first show I'll be subbing myself since I'm very much hooked and the only option right now is to machine-translate subs to English...
ALL OF THAT ASIIIIIDE very very very excited for the Ikumi fic :]]]]]] WHICHEVER COMES FIRST, THAT OR MY NEXT ASK... SEE YOU THEN...
CRYINNGGGG HES PERFECT..... ALSO WEEPING AT THE DR KANZAKI BIT WHY IS HE LITERALLY JUST
ABSOLUTELY EXCITED to see this if you share the subs..... im making grabby hands........
#snap chats#THE TIMING OF /THIS/ ASK IS SO FUNNY TO ME TOO THO BECAUSE THIS MORNING#I WAS LITERALLLLY THINKING OF ARAKAWA TAKIN CARE OF A SICK JO....#not the EXACT same tune here today but we are in the same ballpark..... lmao.. lol even..#my god i was also gon make a post about arakawa and him being silly hold on. nakai being too silly in these roles <- this is a perfect thin#ALSO TRUUEE arakawa would have to help ichi get used to bowing to people 😭😭 punkass kid 😭😭#Doctor With Morals had me thinking of ttm's role in Lone Scalpel but then Added Evil.. woAgh.. i wanna see... 👁️👁️#he's SOOOOOOOO cute tho... i love him... why is he so cute it just aint fair !!#'because nurses have strong feminity'my god yore right hes SO girl#mr nakai thinks hed help people more as a doc and MAYBE TRUE however his roles give me reasons to not jump off a bridge#so ME THINKS he helps weirdos like me at least.... thats something... kinda#giggling and kicking my feet i cant even watch this show but one day ....#and like Fair Nuff queen shit its just funny... lol..#i love how every doctor in japanese media is obsessed with nightingale like deadass this the third time i heard someone ref her#OH BUT SPEAKING OF FICS I SHOULD GO FINISH THAT LMAO im just brushing it up and making 90 amendments as per usu#ngl im not too big of a fan of it.. i mean some bits i like but it overall just feels very corny..#OH WELL. it'd work better as a comic as i keep rereading it but OUGH thatd be a long comic#anyway.. bye LMAO
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