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skyeateyourdonuts · 1 year ago

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shootin star rollercoaster ROUND ROUND ROUND

#idk if thats how it goes i actually have never looked a the lyrics #but this is fo say #some thoughts before beddy bye #lately. things are v good and v. anxiety consuned #im like ^ so up and happy and yay!!#and then hours later im consimed by an anxiety i cannot shake #i have. obsessive and intrusive thoughts so #an intrusive thought enters and lingers for Days #the recent one is. so fucking uncomfortable and unflinchingly consuming me #and i hate it its attacking one of my fucking core beliefs as a person #every time i am weak i feel my brain began to become infected #and theres nothing i can do but scramble for my phone #hoping theres a distraction in there thats stronger than it #i hate all my anxieties but why does this one.#have to make me so low on the same days #that i have record breaking (for the 4 yrs of adulthood i quantify my life by) happy days #as always i want a hug so bad #oh and context by weak i mean under some influence of some kind #or just tired as hell and havent gone ti bed #i wish. i wish i could pour my anxieties out of me and feed it to a fish #and the fish whose brain too small for such large parasites #consumes and is just happy to be well fed #i am :((( im so upset!!!! and j was so fucking happy today!!!!!!#its the wine huh lmao #okay beddy bye #hopefully another day goes by that i survive the anxiety #gata

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mitathemita · 3 months ago

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careful, man, you’re gonna fall!!!!!!!

(bits i liked/closeups & lineart under cut!!!)

psssttt… i’ve also got comms open !!!! go check it out if you’re interested!!!!

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thirdtimed · 8 months ago

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still figuring out how to draw them

#the goal is to draw a mini version of everyone yay #im very happy w the eefo..#my art #also i actually like drawing grian more with plain white wings but for life series stuff specifically the parrot wings (green/yellow/red)#fit waaaay too well to just pass up lol #which is so funny to me considering that the life series is very much not where the parrot thing originated from at all

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lucabyte · 2 months ago

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Olive Branch

Wrong Move

#bad touch... 2! anyway to save everyone from a novella in the tags i will be replying to this post afterward with some directors commentary #EDIT: go look in the replies for a link to my director's commentary with bonus thumbnails #this has been sat around for like 2-3 months unfinished for reasons i will expand upon there. lol #isat spoilers #isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #isat isabeau #isafrin #isiloop #sifloop #sloops #sloopis #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #lucabyteart #emplore u to not look at the anatomy too hard here because i basically took the executive decision to IGNORE THAT SHIT to get this finished #so its absolutely scuffed as is the spacial reasoning of the whole thing. theyre just laid next to each other in a bed/on a bedroll #just bc i have no fucking clue how clear any of that is. like at all #also i do promise that most of the time when im bashing the dolls together in my head it is like 90% yay what if they healed and were happy #but like. im not drawing that. lol. everyone else can go do that. im here to articulate concepts rather than make nice emotions #so . priorities. anyway sorry isabeau being tied up in this unfinished larger comic meant i didnt draw u for ages elsewhere #theres enough isafrin out there i dont need to contribute

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lilybug-02 · 1 year ago

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Bribed with Chocolate. The way it should be.

Part 22 || First || Previous || Next

--Full Series--

More to come as this is a two-parter. But you know how I am with schedules.

Bonus:

I think this was an equally possible reaction from Chara.

#Chara and Azzy have another talk #Finally Chara shows their mischievous side.#and Azzy knows Chara's language well #my art #deltarune chara timeline #art #bread #deltarune #ngl im so happy with how that chocolate shake came out. I want to eat it so bad #yay 6 pages of taking :') i hope you guys like that lmao #Glad I got this one done in basically a month and a week! Hah. I'm trying me best :') Halloween.. Exams and a ton of other things came up #surprisingly these backgrounds weren't terrible to do... I mean took more than two hours but you know what I mean #i struggled with how to frame the background though. I actually liked drawing it. But because both the background and my characters--#--are super colorful I have to make sure I don't muddle the whole page.#Ive been thinking of doing the overworld in black and white recently... may help me actually finish the comic lol. idk i may make a poll #gonna try and get the new part out in maybe a month again? sorry. Thanksgiving and Christmas get me exhausted.

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skunkes · 3 months ago

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the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.

#talkys #and again that's still that i have not really ever been in active risk of anything happening LOL #god im so happy. im really considering the tattoo even though im not a tattoo person at all #ill see. it depends on how much my incisions/scars fade...but a small green line shouldn't be that bothersome to always be looking at...#ALSO tbf a tiny bit of the worry is still there... im gonna ask my doctor to detail everything about the photos he took of my insides #bc idk. what if they somehow grow back. what if he didn't remove all of em. ykwim. pair of noia #but that's also just due to regular health anxiety #actually you know what can i schedule a hysto. just to be super sure nothing can ever happen to me.#+ ALSO ALSO it didn't feel real every day leading up to it and it kind of still doesn't! like! who was that cheye! he wasn't scared at all!#no way i found a doctor to do it and my parents didnt fight me on it and my mom didnt scream and cry and cause a scene once there. YAY

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mushed-kid · 9 months ago

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i made a drawing :D im really happy with it! it’s allura but i gave her normal clothes!!!

under the cut there’s some close ups

here’s her face :D

and here’s her shirt, i’m very happy with how it turned out. also her hands i like them. beautiful, my absolute fav part of this drawing:

and here’s her pants with embroidery that she did herself :D yay girlie

#haha i edited the pictures cause i forgot to shadow the handszzzz….#yes i shaded her blue hair with pink #as always i drew form memory without looking at a picture of her #so the colors and her looks might be wrong idc #im really happy with it yay #shes girlie #i love her #im insanely happy with the second close up!!!!!!#i really like the design of the clothes :)#voltron #voltron legendary defender #vld #allura #princess allura #fanart #vld fanart #mush art

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httpiastri · 10 months ago

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happy bday paul <3

#so much love in my heart for him #hope he has a great bday #and that his 20th year brings him loads of happiness and success #honestly these were all just random gifs that i made towards the end of the season and that have been forgotten in my drafts #and now i remembered them and went “well now i have an excuse to post them”#so here we are #the gifs w rene look like theyve been sped up but i promise i didnt #some are slowed down though #hiM LEANING HIS HEAD ON RENES SHOULDER hes adorable #also the top middle and bottom middle..... forgot to put those in my hair post #the bounce 😭 dang #the macau moments are so dear to me :( his last time in prema #for now #hopefully will also post the paul short fic today 🤞 ive been away for handball all weekend but im gonna go on a 3 hour train back home and #probs will be able to finish it by then #yay #paul aron #f2 #hitech gp #prema racing

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 23 days ago

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He has to sit on a phone book to drive the Batmobile omg...

#dc liveblog #the retroactive was really fun!!#and they were normal about jaybin im so happy #he got to drive the Batmobile into a wall!!! yay!!!!#really fun to see that jaybin immediately started looking for files about the reaper when he came up. prepared lad #and disguises!!!! we got to see them use disguises!!!!!#its so fun i like that we got to see jaybin normally. im so used to post 80s jaybins being called aggressive at least once #so this is a delight #he got to kick some guy in the dick no problem im so happy for him #and its fun to see batman trying to teach him detective skills #i need to reread the 80s comics so bad #jason todd #the art here is nice too

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dustykneed · 5 months ago

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what if i drew myself stress relief musical sapphics.... what then....

can you tell i've been. hmmm. stressed this week LMAO (anyways if you recognise these pairs like that's awesome and you're so cool genuinely! but this is so self indulgent who am i kidding xDD)

#six the musical araleyn #araleyn #araleyn fanart #six the musical #six the musical fanart #anne boleyn #catherine of aragon #lydia deetz #beetlejuice #ship: hello little girl #i love making things up about side characters as always... it's awesome. enrichment in my little artist cage #not trek #so happy with the first araleyn one!!#also can you tell im hugely sappy. theyre wearing each other's colors..... OUGH #oh and each other's imagery. im a SUCKER for that ok #ive also like NEVER in my life felt the urge to draw any of my blorbos getting married. but apparently skydia is just that powerful #lydia x sky #rarepairs keep me together mentally tbh where would i be without my little finger puppet gays #btw it's a reference to that scene from the addams family where mortricia cuts off the flower blossoms and leaves the thorny stems #lydia falls in love all over again on the spot and i think that is very nice #that is also lydia's mom's old dress but altered!#and beej gave her the overcoat. sky's dress is a family heirloom that she adores #semi headcanoning that both of them are nonbinary btw i do what i want #yay

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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the elderly and their matching gloves

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #arasawa #jo sawashiro #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #i have one (1) more class today in about an hour and then im freeeeee. until 8am tomrrow 🧍‍♂️#NO IM MAD LEMME EXPLAIN so the reason why i even drew this was cause i was supposed to meet with my counselor #TO DROP THAT CLASS ACTUALLY cause i very quickly remembered conceptual art was a movement and not. Concept Art #and so here MY DUMBASS sitting in a zoom call for almost three hours waiting for him to get there #and he NEEEVVVER SHOWS UP BRO i have genuine beef with this dude he's SOO bad at responding to emails and showing up for zoom #oh well.... at least i can give everyone old people...#i almost binned this but i liked arakawa's face too much. also i NEVER DRAW THEM OLD I NEED TO POST WHAT I GOT #i actually have more doodles in mind- i had a sawashiro sketch that i didnt like but i really wanna make the concept work #and then i was thinking of a Not Depressing Comic so. yay.#LISTEN we know i love angst and putting everyone through The Horrors but i just wanna see them happy...#ok bye im gonna. Hm.#idk actually i only have an hour and im already dressed for class #i guess ill try sketching out that comic..#BYE

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almalex24 · 4 months ago

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obligatory flo new pinocchiop song drawing. i love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#yapping time. i like the drawing of her by itself but i had no damn clue what to do for the like actual background #so i spent an hour like. deciding on different compositions and stuff. i ended up with this idk if i even like it #im just happy to have this done because figuring out the composition pissed me off. i love utuber!!!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!!!!!!!!!#come hither like 3 other pinocchiop fans on thsi website #my art #vocaloid #vocaloid art #pinocchiop #utuber #hatsune miku

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kavennnn · 2 months ago

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wtf my son is dead

#wtf 😭😭#<says girl who has said multiple times that he would be okay with kenji coming back to die just so that the fandom would talk abt him more #tbf i dont think any of these deaths are permanent #also i havent read a translated version of the ch. i was just looking at the pictures of the raws w/out context #anyway lucy and kyouka are back !!!!#yayyy !!!!#“junichiro also died” i literally do not care #okay i do but not that much #im sorry i know he's an interesting and kinda underrated character but im not gonna help him become properly rated #most i care abt is whether junichiro had a drop item #i dont remember well rn but i think teruko had her uniform and kunikida had his notebook of ideals #did junichiro drop anything??#that we can see??#those two having drop items that are important to them is part of why i think theyll come back (other than this being bsd)#(and we also probably arent actually killing half the cast in one swing)#i didnt see kenji drop smthn either but im not super focused on him for this #i think it might just be we didnt see either of their item drops #but if it was just junichiro who didnt drop anything...#idk #i just rlly like the theory that he's an illusion naomi made #but since idk if kenji dropped anything this isnt any sort of evidence anyway #anyway kenji went out cool and i love him and im happy he's back in view of the fandom !!#“____ will live” ppl are strange to me bcos why do you treat it as you being insane for saying that when they literally will #if kenji is actually permanently dead im gonna look back at this in horror #but he isnt anyway #not in a denial way. that's not denial that's just the truth and ppl who think it's denial have been reading a different bsd than i have #anyway. yay❤️#my boy finally woke up !!#!!!#bsd kenji

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professional-little-lark · 1 year ago

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Maybe I just want Pepito to be loved for Pepito, I love how Pepito might not die of negligence but Maybe I do want someone to go "I want to take care of Pepito bc Pepito needs help and Pepitos is just a kid"

Maybe I want Pepito to be seen as Pepitos own person without being loved as an extension of Roier

Maybe Im greedy

#qsmp #liveblogging #sorta cuz of people talkng abt doing peps quests for roier #like im HAPPY! Pepito probably wont die! yay! but still yk #ik what ita like to be loved as an extension fo someone else and it messes u up #i do have a concussion atm so yake this with a grain of salt lol

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sodrippy · 4 months ago

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kind of crazy for someone who spent over a decade of childhood wanting to be every fictional male character they came across to not even end up being transmasc

#never quite figured out what that was about #for like twenty years of my life i was like 'god i wish i was a boy' and then someone was like 'you know you can be right'#and i was like 'oh wow really? hm. yeah i dont want that' ?????#i still feel that way a lot sometimes but i think its more of a like. i dont want to be A Guy i want to be That Guy #<- ramblings of a person who has simply spent too much of their life wrapped up in fiction and is just inherently alienated from reality #but whatever im mostly happy with existing in my own body now so yay. mostly.

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itsseriouslyridiculous · 11 days ago

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I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.

#ive got fat genetics from both parents families going back generations and ive been trying to lose weight forever #my stupod body likes being fat i can excercise like crazy and eat barely anything and i wont lose anything #i was excercising 2+ hours a day before i got sick and it made me stronger but i.stayed fat. now that im sick im weak and still fat.#and im not the kind of fat anybody can find pretty. if i could somehow not be fat id be decent to look at my face isnt bad #my skin is bad though my skin sucks #in my eyes im disgusting #and its so messed up because i dont think other fat people are gross #but i hate how i look so much that i cant imagine anyone being okay with it #like no matter how kind and understanding and sweet i am to people its never gonna make up for the fact that my body is grossly ugly #and i cant blame anyone for not liking me i get it.#sorry #this is a problem i have #bacause i just usually pretend my body doesnt exist and i wear pretty loose fitting dresses that cover me completely so but #even though i am what i am #sometimes you happen to meet a nice person and they are polite and dont seem disgusted by your existance so then your traitorous brain t #thinks hey maybe this person would be willing to marry us someday if they got to know us. which is so silly becuz theres no way thatd ever #so it makes me sad when i should be happy that a nice person talked to me. yay good job successful friendlyness. but it has to remind me #that i had this expectation from when i was a kid that id marry somone and have at least 3 kids and love my kids and take care of them and #give them everything i needed when i was a kid. and of course that never happened. because i never dated anyone. because people dont just #magically get married out of nowhere. its stupid. so i keep trying to be okay with whatever. but i guess i never stopped wanting a family.#which we know im aroace now so. i need to stop. but my brain is always bothering me about this.#why can't i just accept that no one will ever love me. why cant i be happy that they dont?#ive got cats #someday i will have irl friends again #sorry i think everything would be so much easier if i was just #this isnt a problem with an easy solutiom #i guess im gonna try to do the useless excercises again because at least it will look like im trying even though nothing will change

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