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Whumpuary Day 19
Whumpuary Masterpost
Prompts List
Prompts: "let them go" | overworked | headache
Fandom: Stardew Valley
Words: 500
Tag List: (message me to be added or removed) @fourwingedsnake @whumperofworlds @pigeonwhumps @mr-orion @scaewolf
@the-ellia-west
CW: insomnia, worry
A/N: Finally dipping my toes into Stardew Valley fanfiction and got myself the fluffiest piece of whump I can conceive of
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"What are you doing still up?"
"What are you doing still up?"
We stared at each other for a long moment, Sebastian lit by the blue of his computer, myself lit by the gold of my glow ring.
"It's one in the morning," I finally said, fully conscious of the watering can still clutched in my hand.
He raised an eyebrow. "I was working, same as you."
"We talked about this---"
"Says the one who stays out until almost two in the morning doing the season's planting. This happens every season, Rose."
I sighed heavily through my nose, letting the watering can fall to the floor with a hollow thump. "Yeah, you got a point there."
Sebastian winced at the sound, but no water spilled out. I had made it a habit of emptying it over the flowers near the bee houses behind the house the month after we got married. Before, I always left the watering can---and my other tools---next to my bed so I could grab them and start working as soon as I got up. That stopped pretty quickly after he tripped over it.
"And you always get up at six in the morning no matter what," he continued, "even after falling into bed and passing out from sheer exhaustion in moments. You can't run on four hours of sleep, Rose."
"Four hours of sleep and a Triple Shot Espresso," I corrected.
"Rose...."
I held up both hands in mock surrender. "All right, all right, I get your point. I stop the late nights if you stop."
He regarded me for a moment before nodding. Reaching for his computer mouse, he quickly saved and backed up his work before turning off the computer. Now the only light came from my glow ring as he stood and crossed the office until we stood face to face.
"You know," he said softly, "the only reason I stay up is so I know you got home safely, right?"
I nodded.
He chuckled softly. "I guess I don't need to tell you that, huh? It's just... I know the valley is usually safe, but weird things still happen, y'know? We've both seen the caves. That random green rain that showed up the summer you moved here. Hell, there's literally a wizard living in the woods south of here."
"You know I can handle myself, right?" I reminded him, putting my hand on the hilt of my sword. It was a beautiful thing, carved entirely out of obsidian, a sharp, deadly weapon. Many a monster had died by this blade, found deep within the mountain caves.
And yet, according to Marlon, stronger blades existed still, should I look in the right place. Or something to that nature. The adventurer wasn't nearly as cryptic as the wizard, but he came pretty close sometimes.
Sebastian exhaled slowly. "I know. Doesn't mean I still don't worry."
I grinned and punched him playfully in the shoulder. "And we always have Harvey."
Sebastian closed his eyes. "I'm going to bed now."
He walked past me into the bedroom. I trailed after him, still giggling.
#whumpuary2025#whumpuaryno19#overworked#insomnia#worry#my writing#whump#whump writing#stardew valley#fanfic#fanfiction#stardew valley fanfic#sebastian x farmer#farmer stardew valley#farmer oc#stardew valley farmer oc#stardew farmer oc#fluff#the fact that i stayed up late to write this#the irony#or rather hypocrisy#oh well do as i say not as i do lol#sebastian sdv#also sebastian canonically goes into the mines#he gives you gifts of monster drops and minerals as a spouse#im leaning into that a bit here
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atla!au designs part 3 !! one of these things is uh. not like the others
first year trio gojo/choso/nanami
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#geto suguru#yuta okkotsu#mahito#lmhs#atla!au: design#squints at mahito i think i might b trying a bit too hard fr preliminary designs.......#they keep getting progressively more detailed OOPS#atla!au: art#i feel like no one will complain tho so ! anywayyyyy#thank u hisuian zoroark fr ur weird hair n bad posture. stole that 2 put on this freak n gave him some soul orb hair ties#idk if his design adheres very faithfully to anything that can be considered atla canon....but i like it so much ok sue me#i would unironically like mahito more if he looked like this#let him lean more Monster.......pl..pls.......#dont dig too deep into that statement . anyway.#this whole page is full of chars i just Never draw but i dont have a least favourite here ???? all of them look rly good imo??#waterbender garb suits geto's design so well he gave me No trouble#yuuta on th other hand i was Concerned for on account of th aforementioned Orange on a very monochrome char in jjk canon#but i think i made it work? he looks great in th tattoos also??????#maybe th rumors r true and im good at what i do GHFGHGHL#(oh ya after mahito i didnt want to draw Another monster-spirit so i omitted rika but she exists. probably looks similar 2 canon also!)#(sighs ill deal w her later. priorities !!!!)
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brienne but she's wearing 1949 cocteau's beauty and the beast inspired fit!!! this is the inspo pic i used if ur curious.
gonna be posting more of this redesign thing (and also jaime's ver) some time in the future but i just wanted to share this one <3
#brienne of tarth#asoiaf#mine.#u know literally just as i finished colouring this i found that some theater made an opera version of this batb#and they made belle's dress BLUE...which is a win for me and also not bc they made it light blue#but here it's supposed to be velvet.. idk if it comes across as velvet but that's the fabric of choice lol.#but im gonna ramble because i really like the concept... i love brienne in pearls!! i feel like pearls will be her jewellery of choice#and i talked abt this before in some post but i think tarth regalia would have a lot of pearls just bc they're an island#and i think they would export pearls alongside marble lol#i love brienne in silver and pearls BUT the reason why the flower thing on her cape is gold bc in the film#the pearl chain was actually a gift from the beast. so she's wearing jaime's gift. and i made the cape more silvery white (leaning on white#to resemble his cloak so it's like... jaime gifting her his white cloak..... hihihIHIHIhhihihihihi......#tbh i drew that concept before too BUT I JUST LIKE IT!!!!!!!! i want it to happen actually....please....thank u..#also the feathers in her hair is bc i want to accessorize her in a brienne way BUT ALSO supposed to be like the plumes knights wore in thei#helm. she's wearing trousers in the fit btw only the upper half of the design is based on beauty but the silhouette mimics beasts' more.#but anyway i really like this design!! bc it's a bit ott but also not in a way that seems out of character for her? idk LOL
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Train ride back home
#toy story#woody pride#buzz lightyear#human au#Uh the train thing is just an excuse for me to draw them like this#Woody have to lean his shoulder a bit for buzz so his head doesnt fall off is something im going with here#prideyear
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i think some of the more interesting ztd fragments are jnes where someone is missing. suspicion - junpei of all people is missing in the pantry. surely nothing went that bad, right? mind the totally fake arms and legs. there's nothing wrong with that. nothing would happen between carlos and akane! look, they're fine having a conversation right now, right? now what's behind that pantry door? and this is where it falls apart - trust falls apart, gives way to emotion. junpei is a part of the puzzle itself
pop off with the pod room - everything is fine, for now, right? never mind that mira isn't here. don't open the pods. surely her method of death wouldn't have anything to do with anything eric knows either. surely not. in one timeline, all of q-team dies there.
transporter with the transporter room and locker room - unlike the others where it's the revelation of a dead body, phi's got barely any body left to begin with. she's reduced to nothing more than a pile of ash - and unlike the others, you get to see it. there's a timeline where she doesn't, timelines where all of d-team survives or just she does, but now all that's left is her broach. a gift from diana. she haunts the rooms in her absence as junpei and mira do, but in a different way - some of these areas even related to her own creation. her own birth. the transporter room pods which are alien and foreign, with pods like cocoons, and the grubby locker room that she and delta are born in.
#zero escape#ztd#zero time dilemma#trevor.txt#ztd spoilers#idk what im saying here bc it isnt done that effectively but i like the idea of a character's death haunting the room other characters visit#a little bit. mira doesnt do it as much but if they leaned into it a bit it wouldve been cool#with junpei there's so much Dread and tension with the limbs you find in the pantry#and phi if youve played fire you will know she's dead but if you havent its almost mysterious#delta refers to her as something. a thing. an object diana and sigma can't find#junpei tenmyouji#zero escape mira#zero escape phi
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guys do i write my werewolf connie fic or
#shes out here wolfing it up#i love the idea of connie being bit#yknow#either like her and steven are childhood friends and they meet again after she gets bit#or she gets bit while theyre dating or smth??#im leaning towards first#she wouldnt hide a zombie bite at least#feedback always is welcomed#steven universe#seal posting#connie maheswaran
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I literally cant imagine beckory any age below 14 because it only works if tony develops as a person and also if they're a bit older + gregory has had time to get used to having friends and family 😭 which is why 12yo default gregory is still 100% a family boy aka his new fam is all he needs for the time being
#listen i only like beckory in a specific circumstance#not changing canon but in events after canon thats a hypothetical#i never thought about shippjng gregory until now because he needed friends and family#leagues more than a ship#and that still applies here to me#i always want to write tony as gregorys friend before the ship#because they need to BECOME friends first#its the unique circumstances of their relationship that im obsessed with jaheisueu#i always portray them older in drawings even if they wear the same outfits#bc thats just my bad for forgetting to change them#but all my beckory art is always in a context where#gregory has 3 star fam and has had them for a bit#and hes been friends with tony and ellis for a while too#so hes had a chance to lean into that routine and get used to having ppl in his life#i think if he started thinking about romance at like 14#thatd be another good sign for how his life has improved#that he can even think about it at all#yknow#pandas.txt#pandas talks#was just thinking about this today#i never considered shipping gregory in the 2 years hes been by fav#not only bc of the reasons above#but bc the only ship you even could have done was like gregory and evan#and obviously i didnt like that 💀#evan is the same way in that scenario#where he needs ppl who like him at all and good friends b4 anything
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more mad prince astra trying to figure out the details of his design. it might change more
#null havoc damage#per astra ad coronam#nebula m78#genuinely unsure if ive been tagging all the ultraman showtime stuff with that tag. well ill check later#i like the idea of his colors getting more vibrant when he starts letting loose to show reality warping around him a bit#i think in universe he would get a little harder to look at. feels right#im still not sure on his midna face i might make his whole head wrapped in shadow#its just like that right now because its supposed to be like bandages around his damaged skull since he got possessed on the magma ship#timeline wise. in this verse rather than being rescued by king he attracted the attention of an entity of madness which nabbed him#kind of like grimdo but not exactly. im leaning more towards the dreams/lunacy aspect than the chaos aspect here
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Half Life 1 is a game that rewards you for being kind of a jackass and punishes you for doing your job. I don't think people's irritation with Gordon is completely unfounded.
Like the first thing you can do in the game is try to get a security guard in trouble and blow up someone's food. And of course this is down to individual play style but shut up I'm having fun.
The first thing Half Life 2 teaches you is that you can throw things at people. There's like three whole tutorials about it. Picking up a can to throw at a metrocop's head, throwing things around with the Gravity Gun, throwing pheropods at people and spreading that shit everywhere.
This is not down to individual play style and is mandatory for progression (except throwing things at people WITHOUT the gravity gun that's optional but it's fun still!)
#black mesa personnel call him Mister Freeman because hes like this#he only gets the Doctor honorific after killing a literal god#im not really trying to make any kind of point here#just. i find this funny perspnally :]#we don't get much characterization for Freeman which is understandable because hes Technically YOU#but he is his own person ! there's things he can do and things we're told about him that lean a bit towards jackassery#i think that's fun
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Life is hard virtually all of the time. It's okay to struggle.
It's okay to be "behind" those around you. It's okay to wonder how others manage. It's okay to find difficulty where others find ease. It's okay to wish you had better experiences and opportunities.
It isn't always the nicest realisation, but you're doing your best. You're still here - doing the best you can - in an incredibly difficult world to live in. You really owe yourself some acknowledgement for that.
- 💙
#💙#send love to the void#scream into the void#a little bit?#i know i find life extremely difficult. overwhelmingly so.#i dont feel like venting it so much now even if this blog exists for both screaming and love#but regardless i felt like talking a little about it#this is more neutral than positive but i still think it leans in the vague direction of positive#affirmations#endo safe#endo friendly#send asks#i was meant to use this tag earlier but#void speaking#maybe you can make yourself feel good by doing a self care practice that you like a lot#i could probably stand to follow my own advice#im debating whether or not to post this now#thank you anxiety over everything social#truly necessary#but these are the kinds of words i would like to or maybe even need to hear now so ill post it#hmm.. the tags are actually a nice place to casually add on extra thoughts without clogging up the main post too much#i suppose thats the reason why tumblr culture uses them the way they do#ive rambled on long enough#thanks for reading#we love you#thanks for being here
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based on a True Story of just yesterday. I say ok i won't be mean to ed and then suddenly he's sobbing on the pharmacy floor I can't help it!! he looks like a sop but he is a sop with a background in theatre, okay.
do you ever notice that Banff and Jasper kind of take up a Lot of Space in calendars, lol... this is an issue that Ed pretends he's not sensitive about but considering these things keep happening to him, i mean, actually more than once. (Who do they think we are??? Calgary??????). All this on top of his battle with google to change his profile pic too.
anyway have some nice photos of edmonton i took these past few months that are by no means professional but i like them
edmonton :) yeah.
#projectcanada cities#pc: edmonton#pc: calgary#pc: banff#pc: jasper#pc: drumheller#hapo doodles#digital art#clip studio paint#boab omake#my drawing is still a bit woobly because my arms are sore#its funny because i think its only been in the last 5 or 10 years or so#that edmontonians have been really leaning into Authenticity tm as an identity#and its actually working slowly because people come here for the unpretentious and gritty but honest vibe now??? which is nice#its something that visiting friends have told me and i laugh it off because im like well you have me as a tour guide and im very biased#but it seems to be something that is true for people more generally now too?? so thats great#its always OTHER PEOPLE pasting the mountains on us and not us doing it ourselves#you ask edmontonians about highlights of edmonton and we all get misty eyed over the river valley not the mountains
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once again another repost from my twt
bc i keep doing that for some reason. anyways some radar thoughts 2nite he is normal and has no problems
#i also didnt mention this but another thing i wanted to mention abt me seeing radar as autistic is i skimmed through the transcripts#and him being incredibly close to lluna and defending her like “don't hurt her feelings!” if you take her and leave nurm#bc jack takes it out on lluna and radars like Do not.#just think its an interesting moment of characterization. dont blame jack for that either though his villager husband is in a cage but also#like its just interesting to see how some of these characters tick. idk#another thing:#could you imagine if mcsm had multiple endnigs like aitsf/ze. god#ok but to my original point: a lot of characterizations of him arent like. wrong. tjhis isnt me being like wow im better than everyone else#its technically right. and is fair and valid#as long as youre not being weird and infantalizing abt it#but im just noticing how funny the contrast is. the radar in my head is so different i need to conjure up the will to draw how i see him#its not rly too diff from how most ppl do its just i lean into his issues and flaws and trauma a bit more#if anyone wants me to elaborate a bit more on that last part i can (not Much more that i didnt say but just like. yeah) but this is a lot o#tags already so im gonna stop it here#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm radar#radar mcsm#trevor.txt
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THINGS!
2025 is going to be the most jam packed stressful year of my life & i know that for sure because a lot is already planned. So i WILL be an absolute mental wreck (this is apologies in advance) & i will literally be clinging onto support most likely the whole year so tumblr will either be me spamming constantly or me not here for weeks or months at a time & barely posting? i’m so unpredictable. Anyways my entire life is guaranteed to change & the best case scenario will still ruin a lot of shit for me so if i get really depressed THERE IS REASON!!!! & i’ve already made several promises so the world is stuck with me if i can help it. so uuhhhhhhhhh YEAH. ANYWAYS IM SCARED FUCKING SHITLESS LIKE ZERO SHIT SCARED OUT KF MY FUCKING MIND SO YEAH. THE MENTAL STATE WONT BE THE BEST. LOVE YOU GUYS!!! IF MY ACTIVITY IS SPOTTY IM NOT DEAD WE’RE PROBABLY JUST DISSOCIATED AS SHIT!
Anyways. TLDR i’m going to be super fucking stressed out & out of pocket for the next year because of shit.
Any friends of ours read tags pretty please <3
#new year 2025#going to be super hyperactive or stare at a wall for a week & i don’t know which one it will be yet it’s leaning towards stare at a wall#for maybe like a month. just stare at wall & cry#BUDDY REN IS NOT OKAY! BUT HANGING IN THERE!#WE COMMITTED TO HARD TO THE BIT THAT IS LIFE SO YALL ARE STUCK WITH ME LESS SUN DONT SHINE RIVERS TAKE ME DOWN!#mighhhhhht end up relapsing on the addiction but that is way better than being dead. it doesn’t have to be healthy at this point#as long as it keeps me alive & sane i guess? i’ll obviously try not to but like dark times are dark#life update#IF YOU ARE AN IRL THAT I TALK TO OFTEN & YOU NOTICE ME NOT RESPONDING TO ANYTHING OR REACHING OUT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD REACH OUT#IM SAYING THIS NOW BECAUSE IVE BEEN INCREDIBLY SUICIDAL BEFORE & AM BEING CAUTIOUS AS HELL!!!! MENTAL STATE IS NOT A FUCKING GAME OVER HERE#LIKE IF I START SHOWING SIGNS & I AM NOT TAKING CARE OF IT ALREADY REN IS A STUBBORN BITCH & WILL REFUSE HELP BUT IM NOT PLAYING#IF SHIT STARTS GETTING CONCERNING FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE INTERVENE#LIKE OBVIOUSLY IF YOU ARENT DOING GOOD EITHER & NEED PRIORITIZE YOURSELF DO THAT!!!#BUT IF YOU ARE IN A POSITION TO HELP & CATCH ON TO ANY CONCERNING SIGNS PLEASSSSSSE DONT LET THIS BITCH TURN HELP DOWN & INTERVENE#WE WILL PROBABLY NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET & ALL THE SUPPORT WE CAN ASWELL#BUT ALSO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASEEEE? DONT IGNORE YOUR OWN NEEDS#APOLOGIES IF THIS IS WORDED BAD IM NOT THE BEST WRITER THATS NOT MY JOB#SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU GUYS & IM GOING TO TRY MY HARDEST TO SUPPORT MYSELF BUT WE MIGHT NEED MORE HELP THAN WE CAN GIVE OURSELVES ALONE?#IF ANY OF THIS SHIT MAKES SENSE#MIGHT NOT? I DUNNO DM ME IF YOU WANT TO BATTLE PLAN WITH ME#THE BATTLE BEING LIFE WHILE CHANGING LITERALLY EVERYTHING & MAYBE BEING AN INTERNALLY DISPLACED REFUGEE IN THE COMING MONTHS#I LOVE YALL! UH THANKS FOR READING I GUESS? IM TIRED & GONNA SLEEP NOW#GOOD NIGHT YALL <3
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when ppl are like "do u know ppl of x minority that ur still in contact with" as a gotcha ig to say ur not actually as open and progressive as you say you are but bud... i dont talk to anyone from my past, lmao, I dont think thats a fair metric to go by quite frankly
#no i dont talk to that person anymore. just like i dont talk to any of the privileged ppl i knew anymore either lmao#i kinda cut everyone off bc apparently ppl in my state just have a hard on for being judgemental assholes all the time and im tired of it#i thought maybe it was me but i hear from ppl who arent from here all the time that ppl are way more weird and cliquey here#and its hard to make friends so. i feel less bad now lmao.#i thought i was crazy but no im seeing reality perfectly clearly. ppl just are super cliquey here for no reason#and anyone who strays from the status quo in any capacity must be Shunned and Condemned for being Wiyuurrd#the more right leaning types dont try to hide it. but the progressive try to cloak their disgust and uncomfortability with people#being different with a bunch of excuses. literally making shit up about me to justify hating me so they can still feel progressive#while hating and making fun of me in an explicitly rw way#like. acting like kiwifarms people out here being fucking strategic n shit pretending to like me so they can make fun of me type shit like#you look like a nazi dawg lmao.#you make me feel like hanging out with my brothers friends- who definitely leaned a bit to the right- is more ideal bc at least they're#fucking out in the open and honest about making fun of me bc they think im weird. yall are too cowardly to just own up to it.#'n-no i swear its because he did [thing i either did but it didnt go down the way they said or something they made up]! i swear im not#just making shit up just to make fun of him !!!!!!! i promie!!!!'#i literally cut off all my hair bc of taking 'lsd' from those same brothers friends bc i went fucking crazy basically (trying to emphasize#how low the bar is that id rather hang out with these dudes than the more left leaning ppl i knew) and people assumed i did it bc some girl#who had or died of cancer that i never even fucking heard before??? like idk. ig they thought i was trying to be insulting or smthn????#i didnt even know who this chick was and it was my first time hearing about her when ppl told me someone spread that rumor.#bitch i was sitting in my bathroom for hours having weird discussions in myself and basically fighting between my real self#and what felt like an external force of all the judgements ppl have made about me manifest into one being (zero) trying to convince me#i couldnt be me and i felt like he possessed me to cut off all my hair and i heard him say 'THIS ISNT YOUR REAL HAIR!!!'#since it was dyed at the time and i was embracing being trans and embracing being my true self but something about that 'trip'#fucked me up and detrans and it had a lot to do w another trip i had w those same brothers friends making me feel inadequate.#i dont know who da fuck you were talking about bitch im living in a nightmare over here can we talk about that instead of whatever tf#you're going on about and making up to justify hating me and ignoring my suffering?
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i am so apathetic to popular male transformers characters, but i have a simple trick to make me care abt them: i turn them into robot women then i suddenly start seeing their appeal
#grimlock would be so awesome as a butch woman. DO YOU HEAR ME DOES ANYBODY HEAR ME HELLOOOO#also crazy in depth conversation i had abt this made me think abt why i get rlly. apathetic abt popular tf characters#esp when i realize all the popular characters im Whatever abt are all men#but i always have interest in the female ones and also the niche little weird guys#you are looking at rare scrounge fan. rare wheelie fan. and Number 1 Fan of Blurr*#*when hes a dorky weird anxious guy. yknow the ones ppl dont care abt bc hes “annoying” and “ugly”#i dont give as much of a shit abt the handsome cocky racer blurrs#i realize. because tf fandom has a weird thing abt only caring abt how attractive a character is#and tends to gravitate to male characters for that aspect#like lets be real here. there is such a high priority in this fandom for what characters look best in porn. im right.#and ppl love the yaoi robots for that.#and i. am on the aroace spectrum. and do not find as much attraction in men (though i do sometimes. just less so)#so this doesnt appeal to me#so i find myself so incredibly apathetic or a hater to a lot of the tf fandom bc of this#in turn i do not care so much for the popular characters or straight up see them as red flags (admittedly im a bit irrational for this tho)#a lot of times i get a feeling like “ok whats so special abt this guy. its just another conventionally attractive man" it feels boring to m#so that might explain why i become more interested in these characters if they arent men#this is all being said from a nonbinary person that leans more transmasc btw. just noting that.#rando thoughtz
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i've debated it since the graphics upgrade, but ngl i might fanta eyrie to be rava instead of veena
like:
but im also mnghghghg about it
#my biggest issue tho is that the veena skintone eyrie has is more of that olive-y sorta more yellow undertone#rather than the rava which lean much more red/pink in their undertones#which it's like. it does bother me on several levels that the races are gated on which skintones they can use#and that the undertones are so different#if i could just have eyrie's current skintone a bit darker i would be so here for it#bc they are half rava half veena and having that be reflected w/o giving up their olive undertones is. currently not possible#bc eyrie is like. the darkest shade that veena can be in one lil section#graaaa im not gonna do it but i am gonna be mad at the current customization even after the upgrade#owen talks
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