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iamolympus · 7 months ago

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apollo: wake up, flower apollo: wake up hyacinthus: apollo: 🙁 wake up, love hyacinthus: apollo: 😭

#so. he died #apollo and hyacinthus #greek mythology #apollo #hyacinth #hyacinthus #greek myth #greek gods #apollo x hyacinthus #greek myth fanfic #under the sun #im kinda sad thinking about it for some reason

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greyedian · 3 months ago

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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.

#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom #or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on #completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes #and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective #bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling #seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot #whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback #to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea #also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real #aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head #also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol #like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all #same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now #in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around #and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to #isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters #they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me #also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus #but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn #also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol #it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things #i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me #it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was #let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl #obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway #arcane spoilers

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satorugojoswiife · 1 year ago

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don't think or talk about gojo for one (1) day challenge (FAILED)

#i really miss him and started thinking too much about 236 again 😭#also been thinking since 251 leaks dropped and #im really sad about megumi :(#i really hope he bounces back and ends up being okay in the end #because it would actually be such an unsatisfying character arc if #the character thats spent nearly the entire story always trying to basically throw his life away #ends up actually dying in the end :(#like i want him to get to find a reason to keep going and live life #but i mean gege and unfufilling character arcs kinda be going hand in hand recently (imo)#ofc its not all bad and there are some good ones!!#but yeah....i dont wanna be too negative tho!! like its not all finished #so who knows what could still happen #fie.txt

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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if the trope works, it ✨works✨ y’know~

#(aka chizuchan manga ch5 is coming out in 18 1/2 hours and im too excited to sleeeeep)#(s o im reading rofan isekai manhwa as a bedtime story☆ but the story is too interesting to lull me to sleep☆ ✨sad times✨)#still thinking about this rofan webnovel i binged over the weekend with a dynamic like this^#the dude pined for over a hundred chapters before going from 0-100 the moment they were in an enclosed space together it was so funny #the fact that his interest in her started bc she gave him tips on tax evasion was iconic tbhhh #m a n i cant forget that dumb biscotti boi no matter what i do… that novel was pretty good and it had reasons™️ for why the fl was so op…#thinking about them and their hilarious dynamic again kinda makes me want to see lxl in a rofan setting tbh #they’d have the pettiest of arguments esp in a ‘formal’ nobles setting #i d o kinda have a draft/stuff for a lxl villainess isekai au fic… but i think it’d be too sad if they dont un-isekai themselves back #so i havent done much with it… hm. maybe some day…#b u t on another note fanart of meoto rofan aus are always fun to see #their costumes are so complex yet the artists always draw them so beautifully… thank you for the food lxl twt #but… demon x human sacrifice is. lowkey. kinda… beauty & the beast-esque… right…?#except for how demon!aizo prolly wasnt cursed into demonhood. but. still.#oh well… maybe that’s enough rofan lxl thoughts for one day… see y’all when chizuchan ch5 drops later~~~~~~

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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Erin, to her crush: You're a dick

Mason, the crush: I won't argue! But to clarify -

#my characters #its so sad that all of erins character development and kindness is on paper and nothing digital to show her growth #she picks on mason for many reasons and she kinda narrows her eyes at him but its more to squint than to glare #because she watches him from a distance when hes off laughing with others #though they are united on peter being worse than mason at least they can agree no matter what peter is worse #but also masons right arm is metal and she thinks its fascinating bc theres so many high tech prosthetics #why is he using the equivalent of a trash can ? is it some weird flex to not needing advanced stuff?#and its just he was from a poor family and was born with one full arm and then a stump #and he lived a lot of his youth with just one arm so once he got a second arm (installed basically) he went cheap #since he only wanted the other arm to get better jobs cause not many people would hire him with one arm #and he never really cared much about her comments because her lil verbal pokes of #so rogers whod you piss off? the mafia? is actually nicer than stuff he heard as a kid without the fake arm #so he tells her the only reason he has a metal limb is because god knew hed be two strong if born with two arms #and shes like uh huh sure thing rogers #and yeeeeah eventually something happens where mason is injured and erin is panicking #and hes acting like its okay to die because hes a dick remember TRYING to make light of it and she gets so sad #and after hes recovering and better he feels guilty making her so sad and hes talking to her #and she says that she doesnt have a lot of friends and she didnt want to lose one of the few people she liked #and hes just oh.......................... ididntthinkthatwouldbeme #so he starts to be super friendly to her and enforcing the crush that she doesnt wanna own up to #and then she does eventually confess and mason is baffled as to since when and shes like day one? and he just #erin you have got to be kidding me you were glaring at me for months #and shes just i have bad eye sight and im shy what did you expect #he isnt super smart or super stupid hes just exceedingly average

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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 1 year ago

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i think i'd kill for anything related to don henry tomasino

ANON I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY !! thank you so much for this request i love don Henry au so much........😭💔💔💔

anyway! here's random sketches:

and Henry on Vinci's funeral bc i was thinking about it last week. in my head. in my head Vinci was the one who established Henry as the don.. and there's possibility that Vinci & Henry are relatives so yeahhhhhhh. his death would be kinda personal thing to Henry? not super emotional and tragic thing tho, but still

post anything related to don!Henry feels like undressing in public ngl

#idk for some reason im super afraid to share any of my ideas abt don!henry #i thought about this au a lot and i think that it's ooc at it's core and i'm just projecting my own ambitions onto the poor man 😭#BUT i still think the idea makes sense #< i think Clemente was gonna make Henry a capo after Luca died #and then Clemente was killed n Henry s like what the fuck guys #like this man literally grew up in made man's family #and i hc that most of his brothers were gangsters too #so i believe he subconsciously wants to be more than just a soldier (pride of course it's about pride)#maybe someday there'll be fic💀#(ending is kinda sad tho. for now)#but im working on other m2 thing rn anyway i hope i'll finish it #henry tomasino #mafia 2 #avart

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mla0 · 6 months ago

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i hate when people portray michael and/or patrick as some kind of master manipulator who was terrible to shaun and stormy. like, in the past, michael sometimes got portrayed with little autonomy, or as childish and overly innocent in a weird way. that in itself is an issue with the treatment of mentally ill characters (infantilization), but the solution isn't to argue that he's actually a monster who only wanted to hurt and mislead people. the same goes for patrick. i don't enjoy the "goofy flirty mass murderer" interpretation for very similar reasons, because in the canon patrick did indeed do some wild shit but i think it's a stretch to say it was out of malice, except maybe towards eric lol

obviously there will be different views of these characters and this isn't meant to be gatekeep-y or anything, i'm just concerned with how certain portrayals can quickly slide into negative biases towards mental illness. i think if you're going on this route you might want to ask yourself why, and consider how it could make the mentally ill people within the fandom feel when they see their own symptoms portrayed by their peers as synonymous with being dishonest or manipulative

#og #not putting this in the tags because i'm kinda just spilling my thoughts onto a post #i just saw something about michael on another site and it really rubbed me the wrong way #i know a lot of this came from habit saying all that shit in GOODBYE to shaun #i just dont understand why people think habit was telling the truth #he did explicitly say he wanted to break shaun after all. and we all know how Honest And Reliable he was with vinny #like. in the series nothing points to michael being the secret cause of everyone's woes. i would argue it was implying otherwise #and i feel... sad that i sometimes see him being blindly characterized as a complete asshole or as Super Manipulative #like... i had to deal with most people in the fandom hating shaun not that long ago until it started to change for some reason #and frankly? id really rather not watch that same bullshit happen to poor michael. the guy was just trying his best....#i sometimes see this sort of thing from people who really like shaun and i just wanna say #you don't have to twist everything michael did into some terrible action just because you feel bad for shaun #like for starters there's plenty of times where they're both wrong. or miscommunicate. or where ones right but says it in a terrible way #and it's also like. yeah michael fucked up sometimes but you'd have to be high to think the same isn't true of them all #idk. im rambling and idk how to end these tags. ummmm. yeag

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 1 year ago

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friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you

#the worst is when it promises you'll feel better and then you simply. do not. you feel worse and then you want to harm again bc surely that #will make you feel better right? THAT WOULD BE A NO. IT DOES NOT.#anyway today i went to spotlight cause i was sad cause i got the result for my 35% assignment i really struggled with. 32.5%. failure.#and at spotlight i made the foolish error of buying without knowing price. but like who makes a book a normal softcover crochet pattern boo #$55?! anyway it's a lovely book and am excited to try a few of teh patterns but the guilt is eating me alive #and also im super stressed about the assignment i have to turn in on thursday and haven't started #anyway i was literally four and a half hours away from being seven days clean #and i am just so sad right now #and i reopened one of the scars on my wrist too while on shift this morning so that's fun #not badly but it's just gonna mean it scars even more isn't it because of course #i was feeling incredibly awful for some reason i can't even remember and i kinda clawed up my arms. and no i don't count that as #breaking my streak bc it didn't cause much damage #i just. placement is so wonderful but life is so so hard #i don't know i want a hug and the assignment done and everything bad unmade #and the scars i have to look at every day on placement gone.#i want to talk to s but i haven't responded to her last message and i don't know how to respond but i need to respond to that #:((#honestly actually i think i want to talk to aunty. friend's mum. in person. and get a hug. i want a hug.#im just. So Sad. and i want my brother and Ransom and this is not helpinga nd i don't know what would if anything

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the-kneesbees · 8 months ago

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just watched my brother graduate

#he looks so different i havent seen him in YEARS #i was in preschool so i think. 11 years. idk im bad at math #but theres no way i wouldve recognized him if my dad hadnt pointed him out #post posting #told myself i wouldn't be all sad #but yk #cant help but wonder if he cares that we watched #or if his mom even told him #idk shes kinda #yk #i wonder if his mom will show him the video when i graduate #or if he'll even want to watch #ugh this SUCKS #i dont talk about him a lot but its mostly cause my dad doesnt tell me anything about him #i know its his son and he never gets to see him or anything #but hes also my brother #and im old enough to remember knowing him at one point #my other brother isnt #so like. both of them are feeling different things than i am. obviously.#but i cant talk to my friends about it #cause none of them have half siblings and people are SUPER weird about it for some reason #and i mean it just really sucks to have a literal brother who i knew at one point and have good memories with #but also know absolutely nothing about #i mean how can someone know absolutely nothing about their own brother #idk #its not like he knows much about me #hes older so maybe he remembers more #but i DOUBT his mom talks about us #i wonder if he even wants to get to know us

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ff2-soda-pop · 1 month ago

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went into tag of an anime that is Special To Me and literally one of the first posts that isnt just a random photo with "#animecore" "#2000score" "#aesthetic" tags is just someone shit talking the show for "being too sad" and "based on a dating sim" and "its from the 2000s"

#like no you dont Have to like it but also did you have to post your hate in the MAIN TAGS?#also like.... oh no the drama show is dramatic. like yeah idk what you expected. you dont have to like it but also its kinda Known for that #also mad about the 'its based on a dating sim' being like. a whole thing they said to say It's Bad like....... firstly being based on a #specific type of media or Being a specific type of media doesn't make something bad Inherently. like yeah something in that medium can #Be Bad absolutely no question there but it's not inherently bad Because it's that medium yknow?? like im not gonna say all sports games are #shit just because Some sports games are shit yknow?? like yeah dating sims have A Reputation but also i just think 'it was based on #something in one medium so that inherently makes it bad' is a very dumb argument like. okay well they turned it into something thats Not #that medium (and also theres like a Singular romance in the anime so?? like what does it being based on a dating sim really affect here #beyond. idk it was based on that and the other characters still Exist in Some Way) sooo.... like does it Really matter that much #also 'from the 2000s' is an even stupider argument imo like.... man if we just dismissed Everything from the past as 'bad' because its from #the past like... that'd be ridiculous - like sure it may have Moments that show its age but also like. so do a lot of things? and that's no #inherently a flaw? it's just that... it's not as recent! like yeah older media shows its age and sometimes you're like 'why did they do tha #or 'why was this sorta thing so common' but it doesn't make something Bad for something to Be Old??? like what are you talking about #sorry normally I don't get frustrated when I see stuff like this and Talk but also. people being rude in the Main Tags (don't do that!) but #also these arguments are ones that I just think. are not good arguments #like idc that this person didnt like it but i do mind that i had to see this and also that in their post they were like 'dont watch this'#and their reasons as to Why you shouldnt were..... those reasons #like 'its too sad' is a personal opinion and 'its old and based on a specific type of game' isnt really. something that makes it bad

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andragoras-in-vanity · 1 month ago

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holy fuck, usually the correct moral choice is always obvious in da games BUT FUCKING. TWO DRAGONS COMMANDED BY THE GODS...IT DOESNT MATTER WHICH TOWN YOU CHOOSE TO SAVE YOU LOSE.

#yes im sad about viper but i think minrathous can survive a venatori uprising rather than leaving the crows to deal with a fucking blight #its usually so easy #no sympathy for the templars the risk of blood magic is a sacrifice im willing to make for the safety of all mages #FUCK high town let the 1% burn with the chantry #BUT THIS??????#I COLLECT A BABY GRIFFON AND THEN YIU IMMEDIATELY GIVE ME THE WORST MORAL DILEMMA IN ANY DRAGON AGE GAME EVER???#I WAS SO HAPPY UNTIL I FOUND OUT ABOUT VIPER #i might go back and change my mind but AHGGGGRGRGGV #that fight sucked ass my hands hurt noe #i cant believe my laptop kept up with a dragon fight but it cant handle venatori fights for some reason #i definitely think i preferred dai as far as game play goes but fuck this plot is so good #i do kinda wish our background worked a little differently but assam is adorable #i just wish it was actually more open world like dai was #but fuck im a sucker for the pantheon #especially since we might be getting more than just the elven gods now #i think i found a codex entry that gave more information about the maker and andraste than i saw in previous games #very catholic tbh i prefer my elven gods #da veilguard spoilers #ngl glad my red with the storm dragons is so good because uhhhhh ahaha neve hates me now #yeah im sad about viper #like...im devastated none of the crows matter that much to me other than lucanis #im ...so distraught

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awesamforehead · 11 months ago

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I went to look at some dttwt accounts I used to follow and saw one massive thread about artists and "cults" (presumably a fan turned dranti calling the community a "cult" idk theyre priv) and secret discords. Yeah im not diving back in there again 😭

#i very much oversimplified it idk i found the original thread kinda dumb cause it was about artists not wanting people to repost their art-#from the drm fanart acc which I think is fairly reasonable. Then it went into the whole 'big v small accounts' and kinda downtalking #other artists for like the 'effort' put into the art vs like ratio. Idk not my circus not my monkies #the only sad part is i liked some of the artists involved including an awe.samtwt artist and im pretty sure he went dranti/dtanti :/#But then again twitter is a fucking hellscape

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nailgunstigmata · 2 years ago

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i like jealous dennis but honestly what im hoping for is dennis who wants to see mac succeed and when he does just gets sad about it. like what we saw in gets romantic, when dennis supported mac trying to have his lovestory with the guy and just lingered in the background looking kind of upset. he played the music for mac. he tried to help him. he wasnt happy about it, but he tried to help. because he wants to convince himself he doesnt want and doesnt need mac and is willing to let him go.

and idk but i kinda feel like when he does see mac succeed and win the guy over it doesnt suddenly flip over into anger but into sadness instead. maybe this is just me being delusional and wanting to see dennis be a sopping wet loser but idk. i think dennis does want mac to succeed (if only to prove to himself he doesnt need him) and i dont think hes willing yet to show he cares enough to throw a tantrum. he might quietly seethe a bit, but i dont think he’ll actually get angry.

i think that when mac actually chooses someone other than dennis, he wont be mad because theres nothing to be angry at. it just means he wasnt good enough

#idk im just rambling. just saying words #its just my opinion idk #but i hope dennis does actually want to help mac and then has to see him be with the guy and kinda go oh. well #and idk but i want it to be not as much jealousy as its just sadness. hes sad. it hurts. i want it to hurt because anger is an easy out #does this make sense? probably no.#what im trying to say is that for some reason i dont see dennis being angry and scheming about macs bf i think he‘ll just be dejected #and it will fuck things up for them but dennis wont admit to himself why hes upset #hes too repressed for that!!! i need him broken like a glowstick #if i had a point here i lost it i think

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nenoname · 3 months ago

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