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[After not talking about mla0 for five minutes] does any body remember Michael Andersen

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Him and Shaun... they didn't have much of a relationship. Not anymore. Not since childhood. Ever since those days, the only conversations they had started and ended with simmering hostility, a mutual misunderstanding that led to mutual frustration. He knew Shaun didn't fully trust him- if at all. So now, he had to wonder why his sibling would bother to come and sit with him, out of nowhere.

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Ok ngl I put my whole actussy into this video log so far so get ready

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I finally finished it. I'm exhausted. Just take it.

Sorry, it's just rough and no color...the last picture was fun to do though :) Patrick is taking over on brother duty haha.

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One of the things I remember about MLAndersen0 that fucks me up so hard is how, after Stormy died and the siblings go on the road trip for the hands, Michael makes one of his typical log-style videos and says that him and Shaun had grown closer. That they could talk about almost anything [just not... "her," in his own words].

You'd think that during this time period, Shaun would be more bitter and prone to lashing out, but that wasn't true. Not on the surface, anyways. People make it out to be that Shaun was furious with Michael, that Shaun blamed Michael for Stormy's death, but… that doesn't seem to be true. It seems more likely that what happened in BROTHERLY LOVE was an impulsive explosion of anger, spurred on directly from finding the first hand and finding Stormy's dead body in Shaun's car, on top of all those months of Shaun trying to bury all the grief and rush into an aimless goal with no real plan. It's not that they hated each other in this time period. Michael made the opposite clear, and you can see them joking around and bonding in The Hand. I think they were truly on track to trying to recover together, despite both of them having "their moments," in Michael's words.

Instead, a mix of HABIT moving Stormy's corpse, and Shaun's pattern of being unable to cope with emotions healthily, led to what was a genuinely close relationship being burned to ashes in an extremely destructive, hurtful way. Shaun was already grieving and bottling it all up, and because of it, everything both of them had fell apart under its weight, because you can't hold onto shit like that forever. It's always a losing game. Shaun went right back into denial- as we've seen before- and it "worked"... until it didn't. Falling back into unhealthy coping mechanisms that have only ever hurt you and others, instead of finally allowing yourself to process that loss, is both understandable and horribly tragic. It could've been unpacked and worked through in a healthier way. It might've even been heading in that direction, slowly but surely. But it didn't. Anyways

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[After not talking about mla0 for five minutes] does any body remember Michael Andersen

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this is the funniest scp and yet i've never seen anyone posting about it:

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to be honest, i try to "honor" this URL as much as possible because i feel a weird amount of pressure having it. if my url was tenthousandangrysheepgirls i don't think i'd feel nearly as guilty having 99% of my posts be ramblings about gay ships me and 2 other people like, stupid headcanons, or... however else you could categorize my posts on here, buuuut here we are. it's a ridiculous way to feel about having a neat URL on a dying website related to a web series that's been on hiatus for nearly a decade and was never even that popular compared to its peers. but being self-aware unfortunately stops the paranoia train that i am somehow doing a disservice by having the tiniest amount of coolness to my username while being an awkward weirdo

How did you manage to get this url in the 2020s. I need to know for science

completely by chance and on accident lol. someone had this URL for a while before me and it was an aesthetic blog, and before THAT someone else had it for many years with a blank icon / nothing on it [i assume a saved url that was never used], and one day a few years ago, i was like "haha yeah i'll try mla0 again because wouldn't it be crazy if it was suddenly available" and then i blankly stared at my screen for 10 minutes realizing i'd just gotten it. like. Oh.

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How did you manage to get this url in the 2020s. I need to know for science

completely by chance and on accident lol. someone had this URL for a while before me and it was an aesthetic blog, and before THAT someone else had it for many years with a blank icon / nothing on it [i assume a saved url that was never used], and one day a few years ago, i was like "haha yeah i'll try mla0 again because wouldn't it be crazy if it was suddenly available" and then i blankly stared at my screen for 10 minutes realizing i'd just gotten it. like. Oh.

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oooohugh heard a song for the first time and felt the beauty of the world enter my soul thru my ears once again. anyways i will share it bc i believe sharing is caring

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Filming today 😈

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I constantly forget I even have Bluesky in the first place, but every time I return to it for a bit it feels good. It may have some of its own issues as a platform, but it's so much more chill than Twitter and it's really nice watching creators hang out on there too

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goodbye my friends, goodbye to the money. adieu to the fuckers that think that it's funny.

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GIRLFRIENDS!!! if you even care

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death will be kinder to us