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For the last 4 years, I've wanted a 3rd place, but I don't even have 2, I just have 1.
And in my 1 place, there is just 1 person, who wishes she was more than 1 person.
I used to think that only 1 place would make getting the 2 degrees easier, that only 1 place wouldn't be big enough to house anxiety. But 3 virtual jobs later and the 1 place has come to make room for that 2 it seems.
Sometimes, I think just 1 day not online, 1 day in person with 3 coworkers I've never met, would help. But that 2nd place is more than 1 mile away. Hundreds of 1 miles away. So, 0 chance to not spend 5 days as 1 person in 1 place.
The other 2 days I try my best. As much as 1 person can. Sometimes I'm 2, or 3, not yet 4... those kinds of 2 days are never long enough for a 2nd place. Except for when they happen at my old 1 place.
My old 1 place pulls me 2 different ways. 1 of those ways is the reason I left. The house of 4 I gave up for a 1 place of 1. Making that 1 decision took 1 year. I hope it doesn't take 1 year to know if I made the right 1. 4 months in and I still don't know.
All I know is I want 1 2nd place. Just 1 more place. And 1 day maybe I will have 1 more than 1 more and that will make 3.
#im kind of losing my mind these days#and this weird wannabe dr seuss brain dump is where im at#gonna go to sleep now#berry agenda not rise#no reblogs#this one is just for me
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#momonina#kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though#waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming#future pix here#mmnn#<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn#bc i rotate them in my head so fast#but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That#im losing my Mind tbh#the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO#everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind#i had written in my notes a While back#like when ep 4 was airing#that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno#because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream#so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well#LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg#idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here#(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now#i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other#and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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Handing you .. fanart of your Juniper mask >:] I promised to myself I'd draw this ever since you dropped the design it's SO COOL!!! i hope you dont mind!
I'M GOING TO CRY YOU'RE TOO KIND OH MY GOD,,,,,,i NEVER mind ppl drawing my designs Im honoured you liked it so much to DRAW IT???????? I'm grinning like a bastard this has made my day, thank you so so so much
#screaming crying sobbing /pos#you're so kind im losing my mind over this#im never living this down you're so talented and you drew MY SILLY DESIGN??? overwhelming /pos#im so im so !!!!!!!!! AUUUUU#tysm like fr this means so much im so full of thank yous I've been rendered speechless#asks#[Agent: genebeanz]#[fanart]#<- AAAAAAAAA#ieytd#john juniper#im so. auu im gonna be riding this high all day#sobbinf........#im just staring at it man AUUAUAUA so kind im so im so i cant explain the emotion but i can feel it in my whole body#pure joy methinks#im a simple man.....one juniper drawing and all of a sudden im buzzing and then square that feeling because it's YOU????????#genuinely your comments on my art is such a huge inspiration to me for keeping at it man#this whole fandom has that effect in me tbh like it's so kind and close knit#auuu#okay im gonna stop rambling because I'll be here all day but one last time thank you oh my god#i react normally to things 👍/j
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you guys ever get tired of friends who only talk about themselves? how do you respectfully tell them off?
#personal#like i love them but also im sick and tired of hearing them talk about themselves#every conversation feels like im interviewing them bc i leep asking them questions and they just answer#but there's no turning the convo back to me#it's like 'hey how r u?' and they're like 'oh im not doing so well like life sucks'#and I'll be sympathetic and ask them why and then they start ranting about 70 different things#AND IT'S ALWAYS A VAGUE RESPONSE SO I HAVE TO KEEP ASKING QUESTIONS#and they act like they dont want the attention but it's obvious they want it#and even once they're done with their storytelling they dont even bother to ask me how i am or anything#and it's pissing me off these days bc i feel like i dont even matter to them; im just some person they can talk to about themselves#it's like they don't give a shit about me at all#if i ask them what their fav colour is theyre gonna tell me it's purple and then move on from that topic#at least ask me what my fav colour is!! instead of not even caring...am i even ur friend or what#im so sorry for the rant guys but... if anyone knows to politely tell these kind of people off please lmk#i need to tell them respectfully before i lose my mind and start yelling at them
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getting tired of my mom telling me that nobody will ever help me. that nobody will ever care enough about me to help me. that i shouldnt talk about my problems with people willing to listen, even if they cant help me, because its supposed to be private, and anyway they won’t help me. that’s just what it’s like here. nobody wil help you. nobody will save you. i guess when you’re isolated and trapped financially thats just about true.
#incoherent turtle noises#i dont know what she thinks of me. does she think i need some dose of realism. as if im not the one paying the bills.#its so fucked up of her to say it all the time but in some way i get it. in her mind she’s doing me a kindness.#i really. really dont wanna go to work.#i gotta ask my manager if i can have wednesday off. one day weekend tmrw is. insane. i feel like im losing my mind.
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feelng like that sad fucking hamster image rn. god.
#not a great day for rexy poo over here#kind of vent cuz i think im losing my fucking mind#on the bright side i reached page 200 in les mis (yay!!!!) and got a cookie#the cookie was really fucking good#also sat my les mis copy down on my friends cupcake#fat book stole all the icing off the cupcake#if i didnt laugh at it i wouldve cried#i felt so bad#UUUUGGHGHHHHHHHHHH.#ok whatever.#my motto is fuck it we ball#might do a third chernobyl rewatch tongiht cuz i loooooove that show#or watch coraline idk#just something i like#random#RANDOM POSTTIIINGGGGGG YAAAPPPIINGNGGGGGGGG#YAPPPFESTSTTTTT
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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)
#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE#it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it#and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl#but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum#I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked#alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray#i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not#im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired#i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on#i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well#im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps#i do not have high hopes fjfkdl#MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl#i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit#augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl#dandy.cmd#vent //
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Hi guys I think I’m gonna be taking a mini break again just a small one
Ik I said last time I needed to take one to write my fic and took a 1 day off 💀 and then basically spam posted but yea I’ll still post the art I’ve made today and this week, my other writing projects and requests will be on hold yes I still do take them I’ve just been a bit Hadina obsessed as of late (like the last 7-8 months 💀😭)
But I’m taking a small break i give myself 3 days off tumblr because I’ve been feeling like I’m becoming a bit obsessed with interactions and stuff on here and it’s been making me feel like shit💀. So for rn I’ll be working on Hadina story I’m really passionate about it and I feel like if I take the time I have left of the summer and relax and work on something I’m passionate about I won’t be so worried about how many people like the stuff on here. Don’t get me wrong ever since posting my art on here I’ve improved greatly and I’ll continue to create I just have a lot more I need to focus on so that I don’t like loose my mind 😭.
Also thank you to everyone that has been like and reblogging my posts, and also to those who’ve made art of Rina or Hadina or anything like that it truly means so much to me. I never thought that me just being a little weirdo online would lead to me getting fanart and stuff like guys I’m gonna cry 😭💗💗💗 THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME IT MEANS SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL 💗I WANT YOU TO KNOW EVERY POSITIVE MESSAGE OR NOTE YOU HAVE LEFT ME HAS AN IMPACT AND I WILL REMEMBER THAT I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT TRULY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DEALING WITH MY BS
#🖇mushy pumpkin🎃#🖇yap time⏰#ALSO IM STARTING SCHOOL SOON I HAVE TO STUDY CUZ IT COUNTS A LOT THIS YEAR#SO I GOTTA WRITE WHILE I CAN FR THIS TIME#BUT SERIOUSLY THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH YOURE SO SWEET 💗THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SWEET NOTES AND STUFF YOU HAVE LEFT THEY MEAN SO SO MUCH#ESPECIALLY CUZ IVE BEEN FEELING KINDA OFF BUT SERIOUSLY THANK YOU#LIKE I GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET WHILE READING THEM#LIKE ALL UR NOTES AND STUFF FEEL SO SO GENUINE AND ALSO THANK YOU TO MY MUTUALS UR SO NICE AND KIND OMGG#3-4 days so next Saturday I should be back up on here and probably regularly active 😭#I’ve been losing my mind a bit again I just feel a bit off my rocker and unsteady but I should probably take a chill pill 😭#and just hang out and chill while I can#BUT YEA ILL BE OFF FOR A BIT BUT DONT BE AFRAID TO MESSAGE ME OR ANYTHING ILL TRY AND RESPOND BUT I GOTTA STOP POSTING SM LIKE THIS 😭
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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sending laser beams to my professor with my mind. kenneth you said midterm grades would b up by this afternoon. it is officially TONIGHT and guess what? kenneth i would love to not be clenching my teeth in my sleep tonight. kenneth i will be sending you a bill in the mail. yes i know its probably a TAs responsibility but i blame you personally. i hate school
#i dont im having a lot of fun (genuinely) but it is often pretty stressful#did find out there are a few folks adjacent to my program doing zoonoses & climate change research so im very excited to chat w them next w#possibly directing my thesis towards one health. social epi gradually becoming less interesting#plus i think my strengths do lie in applying epi to biological concepts so. one health works there#my brain continually trying to get back to lyme disease :( sometimes i really do miss the east coast tbh!#not lying actually i think the number one thing i miss is the amt of vector borne disease research LMFAO#i do unfortunately kind of have a crush on a classmate so that's fine but whatever. grad school. men are nice to me and i lose my mind ig#need to go make out w a hot trans person i think that would solve my problems rn#but also it's nice to be so excited about someone deciding to sit next to me in every class :)#like wow how isolated have i been the last 3 years to be so delighted by like. active signs i have Officially Made Friends.#even if he does live like a block away from my dad and jokes every goddamn day like 'so i saw your dad yesterday' no you DIDNT shut UP#idk yesterday he sat right next to me in a class he usually sits w other people in and it sort of sent my brain off the edge and now im jus#yeah. sitting with this one. it's fine like it's normal. but wowie i do think it's my first time having a Big Ol Crush since (redacted)#a little scary for my animal brain i think but it's okay!#im 25 in like 3 ish weeks and i still get embarrassed about this stuff somehow? stupid.#he's just really nice and always really fun to talk to! i think i had to officially Sit With Myself today bc epi is doing a holiday party#and there's a baking contest and we were talking abt it in class and i was indecisive abt whether i want to participate#and he like fully cut me off and was like oh you should bake something so i can have some :)#and. well fuck now i have to lmao. IM SO EASY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING#good evening everyone. guess this is my journal now. anyway ken rice you owe me twenty dollars and i aim to COLLECT
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today my demons won. i thought about what could've been
#california dreaming#ginger gainor#stu gainor#cookie gainor#kevin porter#I KNOW I KNOW I'M DOING IT AGAIN BUT PLEASE. JUST . WALK WITH ME HERE.#i feel like. ginger has the means....to be an interesting character... but they don't indulge in that too much in that movie because ??????#i like the idea which they go into a bit of ginger becoming so fixated on this dream of Doheny because shes just like. low key spinning out#like she feels stuck in this world and she. cant. get. out. and its been driving her kind of nuts and all of that hell is just#radiating out on everyone else#her husband has practically shut down emotionally entirely#her daughter is desperate to act in opposition to her#to have some control over her own life because ginger is almost always trying to control her. because shes desperate to have something to#control in a life she feels has completely grown out of her control#im not saying the movie said all this i feel like maybe this is . implied. but this is also just the result of me losing my mind for a day#OK IM. DONE BYE
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#rex.png#had my dad scan them#also currently absolutely losing my fucking mind it is 4:34 am and i can not bring myself to give a shit about thos project#genuinely i couldn't care less i kind of want to do cus what else is there to do im bored#i just need to give a shit for like 2 more weeks but boss im gonna be honest i just want to sleep#also the attention from killing myself but in a normal way#not even 2 more weeks. like 13 days. then im free. i will be out of here. god what is my problem this depression is NOT seasonal anymore#my feet are really cold and im still sick and its really genuinely hard to think about going back to school tomorrow or this week or ever#i feeeeeel done. and yet#😭 not even really obsessed with that kpop boy anymore nothing going for me#FUCK i feel behind in everything even fucking GENSHIN IMPACT
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heyyy guys..do u think i should bcome a tattoo artist
#i just miss art lol#and i truly dont think i have the temperament of a full time content creator#although ultimately id love to write a comic one day#but like. im slowly coming to terms w the fact that its simply not going to happen if i stay in science#bc as i get further into the research career it will only become MORE time consuming#and also i am yearning for more job stability tbh lol and i genuinely cant think of any OTHER job that id see myself in#bc a)the autism and b) i think i need to be stimulated either intellectually or artistically or i will lose my mind. as in i wouldnt be#able togo back to working at a store fulltime#and i was brainstorming tattoo ideas for myself and it just occured to me that its actually kind of perfect?#and im honestly surprised i never thought of it before#being a tattoo artist i mean#i love doing commissions i love b&w art i love linework#i cant paint anyways HSDVHJB#so like. should i curate a portfolio and start cruisin for an apprenticeship be honest#and if u have any advice pls give lol :^)
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How do you get the motivation to start new shows and not stop a few episodes in? There are so many shows i want to watch (bcs included thanks to your blogging) but even when i have nothing else to do, it just winds up feeling like a chore
it depends on the show really! you have no idea how many shows i've forgotten to watch and/or dropped in the middle of watching them bc my brain doesn't wanna. (answer: most of them.)
in the case of PoI i started watching it mostly bc of my friend christy and bc michael emerson is in it. but it also has an intriguing premise. if you look at the past shows i've completed since last year only like 2 or 3 of them don't have some sort of intriguing mystery/thriller element. i'm mostly curious abt where the show's gonna be headed since the premise itself leaves you open to explore a lot of like themes and topics.
#i also started watching tfprime but i'm only a few episodes in despite starting it weeks ago. i keep forgetting to continue it too#zom100 i started bc i couldn't sleep lmfao#starting brba actually felt like a chore for me too to be honest. but im glad i kept watching it bc its a good show#i dont like it as much as i do bcs though. i think bcs really hit all the boxes for me in terms of what kind of show i would be crazy over#it also helps to be in a state of distress bc i need a show or two to keep going or else ill go lose my fucking mind#(but dont actually go looking to be in a state of distress)#ill also mention fiona & cake bc that one i started watching just now bc adventure time was a HUGE part of my childhood to teen years#ive been with it since day 1 and never got off the ride#oh if youre talking about arcane... i finished it a while ago i just had a caitlyn moment#op#asks#anon
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