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what fic should i make my friend read next
she’s read atyd and out of the blue so far, and she is currently reading choices but i want her to have a different fic prepared to read if she finishes choices while i’m gone
#i think i read best friends brother after i read choices?#but it gave me so much secondhand embarrassment#im thinking either crimson rivers#just lovers#or art heist baby#or do we give her the cadence of part time poets#since i don’t know her thoughts on jegulus yet#but i haven’t read tcoptp#im keeping her on the big ones for now#i will probably give her just lovers actually#so we can slowly move away from hogwarts fics#she doesn’t have an ao3 account but i’d probably give her my login#or i would just send her a pdf or an epub of it#anyway#thoughts#OR DO I GIVE HER ONLY THE BRAVE#or something entirely different
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[ID: a digital drawing of riz gukgak from fantasy high. in the front is a relatively small drawing of riz juggling books that are falling out of his hand and a phonecall, and he has a huge backpack on. he looks a bit overwhelmed, hair flying in all directions, and has a nervous smile on. in the background is a large shadow of riz, only one glowing eye and a shining gun visible. the background is red, giving an eerie feel. End ID]
Kill your best friend
Cheat your way to your rogue teacher
Announce your presidential campaign
Don't let them know how angry you are
LEARN TO RECOGNIZE A MONSTER
#riz gukgak#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#ik the 'uh oh i fucking miscalculated big time' applies to all the bad kids BUT riz is my little blorbo so#and he was the first to go full brutal in s1 and was likely the one ppl would've seen it coming from the least#i dont need to justify myself i love all their dichotomies. my homicidal blorbos who're on a slippery slide to becoming the villains#as they grow more powerful but still react to threat with a 'no holds barred' approach#wait wait this isn't an analysis post jskdjsdjk art! had a lot of fun with this one#have the funniest 'sketch' for this that i did that was me drawing w my laptop touch pad (? the touchy mouse thing) w notes so i dont forge#the idea back when i didnt have the juices to draw it and was also in the armchair writing fic and didnt want to move stations#im still experiment with colours and now im also figuring out gradients which is super fun! correction layers my beloved <3#also didn't use my usual canvas size and had to keep making it bigger and bigger so its unfortunately compressed#such is life#did some warmup before this for once bcs i felt like working on my no-underdrawing drawing skills#have this beautiful pen brush and a new big (for me) sketchbook so i went to town with some references open#also working on tackling the wretched face angles. why do our faces Do That#anywayyyy the list is from kipperlilly's pov in case it wasn't clear#im looking forward to eventually rewatching s3 and giving her another chance#like i COULD get sick abt her. theres potential there bcs i do love angry annoying women who stick to their shit#im leaving now i simply have to hydrate its been hours#eyestrain tw#sorry for the late tw i work with so many layers of eye protection on my laptop that it took looking at this on my phone to go uh oh
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that reveal was so cool
#orianna reveck#orianna#corin reveck#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane fanart#should i tag singed?? IDK#shes basically albino now too#HAIR DISCOLORATION ftw#anyways singed is such a little guy i wanna hug him and tell him to not be sad#love himt o death#yay#ay tho orianna is gonna be back im so curious how that happens#whats her reaction#shes a little kid rn how is she gonnaturn into that big lady#awesome ballerina tho#and clockwork isnt singeds strong suit i dont think am i right or no#but he is corin now soooooooooooo#EH WHATEVER#Ofc keeping a dead loved one around for 20 years bc you can’t accept their death is bad but literally everyone else in the story did it too#so I give him a pass
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Updated Heket again because I mentioned to my friend how unsatisfied I was with her current outfit and he gave me ideas So
In her old one it doesnt really emphasize her strength nor her outdoorsy missionary party job to collect resources for the cult (alongside leshy, missionary party leader 1, whereas she's the second leader of resources when leshy's party is to recruit followers and fight heretics for bones along the way)
Bonus because i cant ever keep a drawing post by itself—
When your wife 6'2 and you 5'5 💔💔 Its okay short king. You can get more kisses on the head
Doodles that helped accompany me get to her final design:




YAYYY HEKET!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
#sydneys doodles#I also decided to make her mute instead of being semiverbal! Like yeah shes healed and she can speak in game slightly But.#Shes just mute to me ❤️#I didnt take much inspiration from her other than like One person but i decided Fuck It im giving this woman eyelashes#Eyelashes so big she can fly away with them 🪽🪽 i wanted to keep them white eyelashes but it is too late for that. However im gonna -#- internalize it like how i internalize allure having white eyelashes!#YAP SUCCESS!!! I am so proud of this design i love her very much with the way i designed her now-#ok sorry yapfest#cotl#cult of the lamb#mystic pursuit#the lamb#lamb#heket#lambket#Teehee#i should rlly re do that ship chart for all of them ouahaghh💥💥💥#mystic pursuit au refs
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#utpyrt#undertale#ut au#flowey#frisk#toriel#papyrus#alphys#premaposting#redrew the flowey holding frisk like a cat one bc i didnt like the og#i rlly need to muster the motivation to like#draw multiple characters to get her#hehe together is just to get her#hahaha heheheh hahahahahahahaha heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#at first touch adverse flowey becomes touchy because#now i know why i keep having to check on the flowey age design chart bc BIG growth. he becomes HUGE within like 4 years i set it#no wonder why i keep tripping up without a reference#but yeah bro becomes community child . definitely not instantly but at this point in the au everyone now knows that flowey is also asriel#so its like. very very very complicating#on one hand the king and queens son has been found again or recognized. thats huge. im sure other monsters would celebrate too#on the other end he has done messed up extra big time. it will give everyone a sort of dissonance. some would permanently go ew#but a lot of friends to the dreemur family and frisk would kinda begin to warm up to him. some a bit easier than others. some still uneasy.#ofc frisk and papyrus are already his close friends. theyll probably be apart of the process of others accepting flowey too.#idk why i aaid and frisk as if frisk isnt a dreemur now#lolllllllll
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not to be gay on main but oh my god. oh my god.
#I THOUGHT MONTAGUE AND OSCAR AND CERBERUS WERE HOT AND THEN SHE SHOWED UP...#she calls me little mouse and epic fr just expects me to be normal about jt#im ready to pass away every time i interact with her#i would do anything for you queen#fortnite#fortnite artemis#ratkinggames#im sorry they went for my weakest link#why tf is everyone hot in this game i cant#they keep cooking with the character designs#btw yeah ratzattak camille is p much my main now#i alternate between a big handful of skins but she's my number one i love her sm#artemis has such peggy carter vibes you know ??? in her own sort of way but it appeals to my gay ass#augh sorry im done now
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ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame
#just like me fr perhaps#dear brother#oniisama e#idk what it is but shes so intriguing. mysterious shit-untogether lady#also i love everyone's beef so far like im completely hooked on the drama as camp as it usually is#like went OHH SHIT the second i found out the big three were on bad terms like ouhhh theyre fightinggg#and minako is profoundly real. the video essay that convinced me to watch this mentioned her encapsulation of quote#'every bpd feeling ive ever had' and as an outsider that seems right#school full of girls to study under a magnifying glass like bugs. girlbugs#this is an era of shojo im not very familiar with (ok ig all eras are like that but my knowledge of 70s shojo is like.#ok rose of vsailles over here and that tennis thing's over there and uh. yeah thats it)#and yeah ik the anime's from the 90s but it appears. to me. pretty married to more 70s aesthetics at least#ANYWAY kaoru ily we need a butch failgirl to shout these girls into line and shes balling too btw no way#and minako ily you're extremely real and a scene stealer and i need you to beat more girls up#nanoko im leering over your shoulder like a little shoulder devil bc i want you to be worse and im suspecting you're getting there#oh i forgot to say this part but i keep comparing it to utena#no one ive seen brings up db in their utena analyses as an influence so i have to wonder if 1) this is just more obscure#(if only for the western video essayists im watching) or 2) they share other common ancestry im not familiar with#once again i gotta watch rose of vrsailles for brserk reasons but also now bc of this#she's important she's influential etc etc#anyway yeah excited to get back to the mentally ill girl variety hour ✌️✌️#asuka rei#<- I FORGOT TO TAG IT WITH HER 😫😫😫
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i think if i painted my ex situationship i'd be cured it's the most shallow but intense connection i've had w anyone i think i am so obsessed w how she looks i want 2 photograph her/paint her forever rant in tags but ive talked abt it b4 so feel free to ignore
#god her personality is so . kind of repulsive its insane i think shes a good friend to her friends but#the way she just openly admitted to treating her exes like they r less than human w the most beautiful smile u have seen in ur life#shes acc tainted tottenham court for me bc i keep thinking of our second date where she wrapped her hands around me from behind waiting for#the train . also yh sorry we were one of those cringe ppl on the escalator sorry sorry never again sorry#shes shorter than me but on the escelators she was taller so she kissed the top of my head gently#w the most beautiful side profile on earth she said she didnt even lead me on. its fine it was never that serious#ill FUCKING KILL YOU#thinking abt when on a date she was like . yh my ex would look lovely pregnant 😊 like bitch. WHAT#also she has central heterochromia so like . super beautiful big green/brown eyes longest eyelashes ever + i dont want to lose you i think#im 80% sure we should just be friends ok my love#i took you to a party on a high-rise and you held my neck when u kissed me on a canary wharf rooftop and now you just told me you want to#fuck pregnant women and that you basically cheated on your ex who then cheated on you but its ok bc shes the love of ur life#????#anyway#sorry i am acc basically almost entirely over her this was triggered by her texting me to meet up a few mins ago#after ghosting me for a while . anywya w/e time to hang out w friends and study
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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it
#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag#but i was 14 and stupid 🤷♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio#fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me#kms#but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life#but yk what#let's keep challenging god#i know he hates me#but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie#AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls#anyway back to my old band manager#she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais#and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know#i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls#i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me#i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags#DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES#IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL#I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY#sorry#oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment#other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL#but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh#appears and disappears#that is actually my brand
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look at my alternate yuu concept boy
#i just think the idea of isekaing at age 22 and being shoved into high school is so funny. shes just here now#185cm makes her the same height as leona btw. nearly six foot one. absurdly tall#she did not have friends b4 twst bc she had a Lot of ppl approach her bc of her parents#was very good at keeping a polite distance and went a little insane in twst as a result#fails all her classes at nrc bc she is going home at the end of this to her Real life so who cares shes here for a Good time#girl w/no subconcious desire to stay in twst tho i do think itd be good for her in the long run#she wants to go back to her own reality bc she wants to finish her degree. she was so close#Everyone's Big Sister (self-proclaimed) and incredibly obnoxious abt it#gets on v well with kalim and lilia and then cater is there in the background like. Please Let Me Out.#shes in gargoyle research. malleus is a little brother to her and i think he actually does see her as family more than a romantic partner#WHICH IS RARE FOR ME im usually all abt malleus > yuu but here it makes sense. they are platonic. u kno how it is#book 7 is a really bad time for her bc she learns all of lilias backstory and realizes how much shit he wasnt telling her#as if she were telling him anything serious abt herself LMAO but him leaving w/o sayign + finding out his backstory from a dream is just. h#book 7 i think is whats solidifying her desire to return home. she has a place where she belongs and its not here.#anyways ironically despite how much ive written here + how much ive thought abt her shes only a secondary yuu. yjn comes first always <3#i do really like her shes a lot of fun to think abt. very Messy and impulsive unlike yjn whos thoughtful and deliberate. u kno#god this was a tag essay. ok.#how do you art#twst oc#myuu stuff
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SOO SICK OF HER LITTLE RED ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#trying to get through the ''survive a dusk ordeal'' task in lobotomy corp#Its not working out so far!!!#like as a character i love her she's cool as fuck its just gameplay wise... she Keeps Fucking Me Over!!#also green noon fuck green noon#i have the wolf i have the shitty 40 second plant i have big bird i have yin and yang.#like im getting enough ego to finish the day before noon even#im just struggling to make it to/through the ordeal for the quest...#its not even that hard but noon/dusk keeps killing enough clerks 2 set off the trumpet which releases big bird which usually sets off red b#shes already at 1 bc that stupid plant ALWAYS melts down and my employees r too fast so its just doomed to escape#then red sometimes helps w the ordeal and bird and sometimes just spawns the wolf#either way theres too much shit to avoid so 5 people WILL die and oops! now everyone melts into ass! bc opf that dragon#like it could be worse i have an easy way to get CENSORED w/ knight+painting#but ughhhh still!!#no one give me tips btw the agony and struggle is part of the fun#apperently i have 561 hours in this fucking game btw.#some of that is definitely me leaving it open overnight while i sleep. but ALOT of that is me getting my ass kicked#help
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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#oh my goD could my mother stop stealing all my fucking stuff for even 1 fucking week jfc#im gonna scream#she thinks that bc she's the one paying the majority of the rent and is technically my caregiver bc im too disabled to do certain chores etc#that she is simoly entitled to everything in the apartment and can do whatever she wants#steals my food steals my drinks steals my products steals my laundry card etc#now she's stealing my clothes and pyjamas#the fuck dude#i have severe skin allergies and have very selective clothing i can wear w/o a painful reaction#and now she's just. taking that too#the same way she takes the select few foods that don't set off my issues or allergies and steals the drinks that keep my blood sugar up#and steals the unscented hypoallergenic products i have to use#it never fuckin ends this woman is so self-absorbed and arrogant i rly cannot handle it sometimes (most times)#the irony is that she's a teacher and regularly works with kindergarteners who can understand 'don't touch what isn't yours'#and gives regular lectures to her students of all ages about respecting other ppl's belongings and never assuming u can take something#gives a big ol spiel about attentive listening and boundaries and respect on a daily fuckin basis from 8 am to 8 pm for her 2 teaching job#then comes home and immediately disregards that to take everything that isnt hers / disrespect my belongings and space#and yell at me when i tell her not to / get mad at her for doing it#ma'am.#ur 5 yr olds understand this. so do ur 8 yr olds. u r 60 MF YEARS OLD WHY CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THIS#nah actually the worst part is that she *does* understand it. she simply doesn't care#she would never do this to anyone else just me. bc im disabled and a burden and she hates having me depend on her for things.#idk if its vindictive or bc she feels like i owe her for basic care and decency or if she just enjoys lashing out like a petty bitch#i stopped trying to figure it out a long time ago#all i'm fucking asking is for her to STOP STEALING MY SHIT#is that so much to beg for. is it#ugHdjddjsk#someone find me a wall i need to bash my head against it#(or maybe hers. that might be better)#ask to tag#negative
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ok aki queue has eniugh for 3 weeks my hands are freezinggg
#the orher day i said i was gonan work on it and trust me i tried but there was this one panel that was annouing tf out of me#bc with the black and white versions i have to edit out mangareader's annoying watermark#and it was in thebworst spot lmao so i had to use my tablet to clean it#i redid it 7 times on 3 diff days but it doesn't look so bad now#i could've used a diff source that didn't have the watermark but i didn't wanna sacrifice thebquality#mangareader's quality was better than everyvother site i saw#it should post either tomorrow orbsatuday idk it's the onwnwith himeno and power in rhebhallway#thebwatermark was on the hatch shading on aki's back 🪦#scarlett.txt#being a perfectionist is so annoying bc no1 isngonna noticenexcept meeeeee#i tell myself im gonna crawl under thenelectric blanket and rest but zctually imvgoing to play minecraft offline#i was babysitting earlier and trying to entertain my sister so i let her have an old world i abandoned last year#there isn't much in it but she was very happy when i got all rhe animals and tied their leadsvto fence posts#im gonna make her a big farm so she can learn but for now i need to finidh her house so that i can turn on survival tomorrow#she reallywants to see the creepers#shebalso wants to see dolphins#and she wamts me to get her a cat#i definitely need the cats to keep thebcreeepers away but i haven't seen any villages and chunkbase's maps haven't been working for me
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You know you're a good auntie when you're combing someone else's boogers out of your hair
#ew#only real ones understand#tales from diana#my brother and sister-in-law have work today but sil's is a half-shift#so we have baby today#:)#she's taking an early nap bc she was havin me bounce her around all morning#she's been a lot more independent lately in general and not wanting to be carried around everywhere anymore#but today is a different pattern in that she keeps wanting me to bounce her on my knee or rock her back and forth#which is so much fun. so whenever i put her down or give her to her grammy and grampy#it's not long before she reaches for auntie diana again#it's a good thing im so big and strong or else a big baby like her would be really tiring me out#(im kidding. she really is tiring me out)#we're watching tom and jerry now
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It occurred to me the other day that Asbel is the only party member without *any* sort of spell artes. I guess friendship really is his magic 😅
#dolphin plays graces again#It suits his character though to be the aggro tank. He's protecting the others 😤#Him and Sophie both have high defense actually which makes sense they're both sacrificial idiots. i love them 💜💜#With Sophie out of the party rn (Lambda laser to the chest 😔) and me wanting to try other characters I now have a party of all spellcasters#The strategy seems to be 'ok ONE of us is going to have a bad time but as long as everyone else is fine our explosions can keep happening'#Richard and Hubert are strong in melee actually they're just so frail they keel over at the slightest touch 😅 drama kings.#Sorry for all the gameplay meta rambling the combat system's definitely growing on me as I figure it out more#Though the only character Im actually good w is Asbel 😅 I'm a melee player myself and like I said he's the only exclusive one#I should play Sophie more but she's the best healer and I need her on that 🙏#Cheria's great for big heals and big spell damage but Sophie can heal quickly and reliably#Which is important bc RICHARD AND HUBERT KEEP DYING 😩#Pascal and Malik mostly do fine but I think Pascal is just Better Malik 😅 sorry Captain#anyway those are my thoughts on the battles. no idea if my experiences are normal or if I'm just bad at this game 😅
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