#im just terribly sick.
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OKAY OKAY I SAW YOUR MOST RECENT ART POST
AND I LOVE IT
BUT BUT
I'M SORRY BUT
SUNNY LOOKS LIKE HE'S PROCESSING THAT THIS BLONDE GAYASS GUY LIKES HIM
HE GOT NO THOUGHTS
AT ALL
BEHIND THOSE EYES
I'M SORRY DON'T KILL ME PLEASE
Sunny's like "oh shit when he said he liked me he meant it"
#answering asks late sorry i am still. diseased#ask#dyesprout0ysphoria#the 'no thoughts head empty' look was the INTENTION btw so im glad youre seeing it like that#sunny's processing. his brain hasnt caught up with whats happening yet#nick just grabbed him and sun's brain made the fuckin. w.d. gaster noises#its also way funnier to say that kind of stuff without adding ''please dont kill me''#because that implies youre saying something you know is bad or i wont like or smth#i do like what youre saying! you dont need to apologise!#you dont need to say it like its the wrong interpretation or like i drew it badly and made it accidentally funny or whatever#it was the intention!! sunny's head is EMPTY dude is REBOOTING he's Stunned#hes like ''what . wh at is happening right now''#im sorry if im misinterpreting what you said i am. not doing great#part of why i didnt answer many asks yesterday was because im tired and sick and my body doesnt have the energy for emotions right now#let alone good ones#you guys are really cool and nice and i love and appreciate all the asks and everything else i am OVERWHELMED by your positivity#i didnt want to get mean on accident#im just terribly sick.#arsenic
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stupid ass funky ass au ill NEVER make a comic for
#idk. ill probably post abt it more#esstianlly pg!shuichi realizes pg!kokichi is very similar him and is like 'bro let's make a fucking MOVIE'#except kokichi thinks he's kinda weird and unsettling but shuichi wont take no as an answer#NOT yander shuichi im so SICK of yandere shuichi#saihara shuichi#trans shuichi saihara#shuichi saihara fanart#ouma kokichi#drv3#danganronp v3#saiouma#i swear they fall in love just. not yet.#drv3 kokichi#drv3 shuichi#danganronpa#pg kokichi#pg shuichi#pregame drv3#pregame shuichi#pregame kokichi#again FUCK yandere pg shuichi#idk who made that popular but i hope u have a terrible day#cinema au
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im gonna start killing
#im not gonna start killing im gonna throw up actually#i will strangle charlie and mariana for ruining my life in particular. only mine im the only special one here#they make me sick they're terrible im gonnaaaaa 👊👊👊👊👊👊#rip flippa also#now how do i tag this oh god--#qsmp#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#el mariana#????#help#my art#sketch#i *probably* wont draw much for qsmp. i hope.#maybe just a couple designs here and there but nothing *real*#ughghghhg#also why are there 94 pages on ao3 for qsmp. wtf guys it started not so long ago. like. i get it. but 94???????????????? bruh#dont aks what i was doing on ao3 im starving for charlie/mariana content#i probably shouldn't say this in the tags under this post but uhhh uhhhhhhhhh uhhhh
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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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can we please stop telling people to kill themselves and to rot in hell and that they deserve to be bullied and that they are inherently horrible people who deserve to die and get doxxed. please. can we please stop doing that.
#like#okay first of all. do you understand the gravity of what youre saying or are you just throwing words into sentences#second of all. that kind of language is so fucking harmful for people with ocd or just obsessions with morality#because i mean not to make this abt Me (though this is kind of a vent ) but when i see people saying that it just. Sends me into spirals#because if people can say that to other people then what if they say it to me because i secretly believe the same things (even if i don't#-most of the time!)#what if im an inherently horrible person deep down? am i going to rot in hell for feeling slightly bad for this person?#i cant imagine that others dont feel like this or something along those lines.#im so fucking sick of death threats they do nothing. they do fucking jackshit except make more people feel terrible.#if you send death threats to people or say shit like this im blocking you. i dont want you in my space#bee.txt#moral ocd#scrupulosity
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heartstopper this, red white and royal blue that, THEY TOOK A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN AWAY FROM ME!!!!!
#my sister just gave me the horrible terrible godawful news im gonna be sick#a league of their own#rambles
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Whenever im sick and feverish I picture my immune cells as tiny tf2 soldiers that are just yelling screaming rocket jumping blasting the fuck out of everything and missing half the time and that's why I feel so rough when my body's fighting something. Fight on soldiers you'll get em soon
#i know i made this post like last time i was this sick but i cant find it so im saying it again#i feel horrid man just dogshit just terrible
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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Ahahaaaa oh my goddd can you not make "ADHD undereating" and "ADHD overeating" into a competition of who has it worse and who has nothing to complain about, that'd be awesome
#im not even going to reply to that person im not gonna argue with someone who clearly is fucking#grading my symptoms on if they're as bad as their#guess what i also feel like fucking shit when i overeat and it causes my body a lot of stress#and it fucks with my hormones and it fucks with my mood#and i live a piece of shit horrible terrible life whenever I can't get myself out of that and somehow#but my brain makes me do it and it's hard to stop and sometimes i have to eat even when im in pain#cause that's the only way i can concentrate on something or the only way that i can stimulate my brain#even though i feel sick and I don't want to do it anymore so maybe shut the fuck up#oh my godddd#fuck that person#oh i would take overeating any day maybe shut the fuck upppp#overeating especially on foods that stimulate the brain well PUTS YOU IN THE STATE OF UNDERNUTRITION JUST LIKE UNDEREATING#YOU IDIOTTTTT#sorry this is so personal to me and someone just went on a tirade on how much they have it worse cause they don't eat#good lord go fuck yourself#that post was just because i never see anyone talk about this i only ever see the other side of the coin and it makes me feel alone
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Getting REAL sick and tired of how omori TikTok views sunny.
Like, they view any scene of him being emotionally vulnerable, affectionate, or even just making an expression outside of just being completely neutral as “mischaracterised”. He’s not some cool, stoic, unwavering badass, he is a traumatised teenager. Don’t cry whenever he dares to give his friend a hug or (god forbid) be SAD about something??? Isn’t like. Part of the point of his development about him allowing himself to break down the repressive walls he built when he shut himself in? And being able to rely on his real friends instead of imaginary versions? And isn’t the game like. Meant to SHOW that he still cares about them despite isolating himself?
It’s really stupid to get mad at a character like that showing emotion or affection personally, especially since he’s not used to expressing it properly after so long. But that’s just me
#this isn’t even solely about the manga though it inspired me to make this post#any piece of official art in which sunny dares to show an emotion is shunned as ooc and I’m sick of it#he only appears ‘neutral’ throughout the GAME’s narrative because he HAS NO FACE SPRITES#because he’s the protagonist and has no actual dialogue#therefore he only makes a few expressions the entire game#obviously manga sunny is a good bit more expressive than canon sunny but#it’s REALLY not as bad as TikTok is making it out to be#I’m so TIRED of this character being viewed as nothing but a rock that ONLY has personality before and the game’s events#not allows to emote at all because ‘he didn’t do that in the game!!’#because he is restricted to ONE face sprite the entire time outside of the battles#omori is a DIFFERENT case and I can admit that manga omori is a good bit more expressive than he should be but#he’s still VERY stoic especially compared to sunny#which is what is should be#sunny should be quite closed off but in contrast to omori so much more human#that’s like. a massive part of their dynamic I feel#anyway this is such a long rant but god im so angry#I’ve seen one too many people cry ‘mischaracterised’ at a teenager expressing feelings#PLEASE stop it#also this is not to say you can’t critique manga sunny’s portrayal#because there are a few issues I believe#which are honestly really hard to dance around considering the factors I mentioned before#about having one expression most of the game and two lines of dialogue the entire time#and honestly? I think they did a pretty okay job!#he’s still a silent protagonist but seeing him emote so often helps us see into his mind and know how he’s thinking much easier#both portrayals have their pros and cons and ultimately I prefer the game’s portrayal#but that’s not to say this version of sunny is terrible and ooc like people have been saying#and that’s definitely not to say that any moment of emotional vulnerability he has is terrible and inaccurate#because that’s. just terrible and untrue#omori#omori sunny
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I haaaaate when ppl treat ford being upset over his identity being taken and his house getting turned into essentially a mockery of his research was completely unreasonable
like, was stan doing his best with a terrible situation? absolutely! would ford kicking him out be an actually fair option? fuck no!
but he's been in this dimension for probably 12 hours. god knows the last time he's slept. he'd been nearly dead prior to going thru the portal and now has to deal with the fact that he's lost everything. he doesn't even have his own identity anymore.
I honestly don't even think half the shit ford says to stan is truly about stanley or ford's opinion of him, so much as it is about his own issues and how weighed down with guilt he is.
I think its worth noting that ford only ever says mean things about stan when he's pissed off- when he's not angry, he's much more willing to actually discuss things and try to find common ground (such as when he invites stan to play d,d&d).
it honestly comes off more as him not knowing how to communicate anger outside of hurting people than it does genuine malice towards stan. and also I don't think ford ever really internalized that stan was homeless in the duration of the show
#☢️.txt#ford pines#gravity falls#like again its an asshole move but the sentiment (im upset that you brought me back to the apocalypse i caused and i cant even have my name#isnt like. abnormal??#ford is really really bad at just fucking telling stan how hes feeling and instead chooses to be vague and then explode#and again its not stans fault! he didnt have a whole lot of choices! and what ford said WAS hurtful#also yeah i genuinely do not think ford has processed like anything stan has said about his past#like hes told about it while having a psychotic breakdown and again after nearly getting killed#and then getting dragged back into his own dimension and realizing that bill is almost certainly going to win#hes not processing 'i was homeless' all hes thinking is how he personally has doomed everyone in this room#he has the realization at 4 am months later and feels Fucking Terrible#90% sure the reason i read his actions this way is my autism tends to make me do this#and having a dad with anger issues teaches you to have worse anger issues so that hes fucking sick of dealing with you
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Pillow attack courtesy of the @tapakah0 army
I missed the battle. I passed out under the pillow. Sorry :(
(Thank you for the pillow attack though!)
#wren askbox#i am still so sick#surprised i could make even a terrible doodle#i had an awful day at work today#i got verbally assaulted by a coworker for something that isnt even my deal#i cried#i spiraled#it sucked so bad#please handle with care i cannot handle the negative emotions#thankfully my other coworkers affirmed me that they were way out of line#but now i think said coworker hates me#this wasnt even my deal i was just the messenger!#thankfully some nice peeps and cas update and tapa and sara shenanigans and pillow war helped cheer me up#but with all this sickness weighing me down i passed out tonight#im just too weak for all this#sorry i rambled on your pillow attack i really appreciate it#i hope to have the energy to get to my other asks soon
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This is so fucking sick and reminiscent of makima’s fight with the gun devil but I am already over it a little bc I just knowwwwwwwww this is gonna become the new darkness devil introduction yaknow? I can see the future and this image is gonna be everywhere mark my worms. Anywayzies LOVE the spiral
#chainsaw man spoilers#chainsaw man#I saw it and immediately screenshotted but then not two seconds later I had the ‘ah this is astronaut page all over again’ lmao#it’s so fucking sick and I will be analyzing it standalone in my own time but yea#t b h im only mad bc the only csm posters I can ever find in the wild are the ugly anime promo photo and the astronaut page#I guess I would rather have this on my wall than those two but still!! we need more variety!!!!#(also I do make most of my own posters myself thank you very much I just wish there was more official or bootleg bc I love finding stuff)#read my terrible words
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I think one of the things that just has me tired with listening to all the bs around this election season is the number of people who say “i just dont like [insert person up for office]”
My dudes, you do not need to like them, you need to read their fucking policies and decide whether you think they are the best choice for the community. I’m so sick of “likeability” being an active part of politics. I routinely vote for candidates who I don’t particularly like, but who I trust to consider their constituents and vote in their best interest because They Have Done It Before.
Hearing “I don’t like them” given as the reason to not vote for someone usually just tells me the person did not do their research on the candidate or are just mindlessly consuming propaganda about them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#us politics#ofc this could include the pres election but im mostly referring to smaller elections and state elections#like we have a congresswoman up for reelection who is working to ban all trawling near our waters and to ban the sale of trawled fish in our#state. who is working to stop the merger between the two main grocery stores and thus saving us from a return to criminal food prices#and who routinely puts alaskans first. and the fucking number of people who i have heard say ‘well i just dont like her’#oh and ofc she’s an indigenous gal so yes racism is playing its part here#im just like im sorry you don’t like her but you like ‘im a crook just like every politician elected from my family’ asshole mcgee running#against her??? are you fucking kidding me??? EVERY TIME one of his relatives get elected they fuck shit up bc they are terrible people but#hey he’s a white republican man surely he wants what’s best for alaska?? i am so SICK of businessmen in politics fuck oooooooff
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If you knowingly go in public sick/contagious you just really dont give a fuck if immunocompromised people live or die or at the very least dont care if we suffer. Fuck!!
#im so tired of being sick im so tired of ppl coming into the studio like 'i was just sick with something horrible' to my face#then me getting horribly sick days later . sometimes having a job doesnt fuxking feel worth it if i suffer all the time#i get no free time bc most of my freetime is me fighting illness or in the hospital#someone came in said 'have u gotten the new sickness? just had it a day ago it was terrible' and i knew id grt sick and now i have a fever#and have hsd one for days. and cant work again.#and its so embrassing when people are like 'oh youre sick again!?'
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Louis is like one of those journalists who falls in love with a murderer on death row. not some blind angel but having jotted down every crime. holding the weighty record of outright evil. knows the story far too well. and falls in love with what he sees. despite it all that’s his man. his cruel violent selfish bastard rage filled man. and he’ll love him and be there with him. even when there’s no good left to defend. break him out of jail and kill together. wrong, not right. because that’s his man.
#‘isn’t Daniel the journalist-’ no because Daniel thinks Armand is stupid and annoying#there’s still some drama and flair to louis and lestat’s relationship. hunters together#Daniel is yelling at armand about the telephone they lack all mystique#anyway louis loves a horrible man. because he’s a horrible man. because he’s Louis’ horrible man. sick and twisted#there’s a lot going on about how lestat sucks and he does#but I am just fascinated by how Louis is an active agent in this#he is not Nancy in oliver. he can see the bad and looks directly at it and calls it lover anyway#he is chasing something terrible. he wants it. im fascinated. kiss/kill chase#louis de pointe du lac#iwtv#louis dpdl#lestat de lioncourt#there is something WRONG with them. they are so in love and they must be STOPPED#loustat#I guess? I mean yes but not in a woobified way. they’re terrible lestat is horrid. but I know louis loves him best. above everyone else
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