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phoebespenglers · 11 months ago

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i imagine how i devour a slice of honeydew melon is exactly how one might devour a woman. i have not done scientific evaluations or comparisons on this, but i think it is a fairly educated guess

#could NOT post this on main 🫶

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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"i don't have trauma im just being dramatic" -girl who definitely has trauma

#therapy isnt working im actually so done #i need an in person therapist desperately #also my parents legit don't believe how they raised me fucked me up so #< like to the point where i can barely talk about it without having visceral reactions #on here it's fine ig because im just typing it out #but saying things out loud even to friends is so hard and it hurts

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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genuinely idk why i even see my dad anymore sometimes

#😕#he's being stupid abt money and my mom's job and it's like yeah actually we can't afford that. or that. Or That #and he's also stressing me out about college because i can't fucking afford it because of how BAD he is w money #like it's to the point where ive been considering setting up a ko-fi bc i don't have my own car or much money to get by with #and my parents certainly can't help.#and with living on my own being a looming prospect it's. scary to think about #like i need another job but everything in biking or walking distance is not available and everything else needs a car #which i do Not have .#anyway i got off topic but you get the point

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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genuinely if you focus more on getting random people that you don't know to "speak up" on x issue instead of actually doing your own part to help x issue then you are doing something wrong lmao

#yes this is about people being like “lol im blocking x celebrity bc they havent said anything 🤪🤪” it's such a holier than thou attitude #-and also why the fuck do you care. block celebs all you want but that aint ever going to be activism lmfao #celebrities will still be rich and famous and have millions of followers and fans even if people decide to block them #so go do something actually useful to help instead of. whatever that whole thing is

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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i don’t give a shit that he’s 6’2 i want him MOANING and WHIMPERING

#reblogging this to the sideblog because. well.

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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would it be terrible if my first thought reading your "i still like her" post w/ tags is mood? (most of your vent posts for that matter) i love to see your posts because it reminds me that i'm not the only one who has these problems.

anyways sorry i'm a silly goose high schooler w/ too much on my mind and i'm gonna be regretting this later but oh welllllll... thanks ! you're amazing ! <3

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anon, this is not bad at all. in fact, it's very sweet and it makes me happy that you took the time to send this 🫶 i post on this blog during moments when i feel alone, so hearing that someone can relate to what i go through really means a lot. we aren't alone out there and we never were.

hope you're doing well, and if you're not, know that you have me cheering you on :)

#<3

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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i still like her.

#she bullied me but also she was my only friend through it all and she's so pretty but she also is not a good person #but also now she's being nice. to me. sort of #and she's so pretty. i wanted to kiss her so badly and never got to but she was the one to make me realize i liked girls #we accept the love we think we deserve or whatever idk #sorry this is out of context but i don't think i can give any more. it's an irl thing🫠

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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the gaps between when me and my best friend text are getting wider and it's making me very sad

#i don't know what's going on in their life. they don't know about mine #i see them again and 3938584839 new things have happened and im just like.#remember during the pandemic when we video chatted every night and played minecraft together and were stupid kids who shared dumb secrets #-and were cringe and weird and remember when we were little kids swinging on my swingset at my old house before my parents split #or when we walked to the beach together last summer and got lost.#and now i don't know anything. there isn't any memories to make. i don't remember the last time i saw them in person #and when we do see each other it devolves into silence now. not giggly conversatiom #fuck.

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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#no one is finding out what this is abt i actually cannot say but um #well. sometimes things happen and you just have to be like well oh! how fun. we will not be talking about that ever again #lol.

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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i hate it here i hate it here i HATE IT HERE

#not having a good night . sorry #bee.txt

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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ever just want to cry because you feel like such a selfish judgemental egotistical bitch who can't handle criticism or rejection ever and therefore you should be abandoned and left to rot or is that just me.

#none of this is even fucking true what am i doing. can my brain shut up for 2 seconds #bee.txt

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phoebespenglers · 1 year ago

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