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toxycodone · 3 months ago

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I think the lack of Anya writings is a lot of like, some people feel really weird about writing smut about someone who's arc is about rape

i can understand wanting to be mindful of that but also like. she’s not real. lol

#This isn’t sarcastic or mean at u anon don’t read this w any sort of tone #im just a little whatever abt that #suck my ask #r*pe tw #jic

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sengenism · 17 days ago

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The Ishigamis and The Gifts of Science

Dr. Stone is a love letter to humanity and its sciences. The main character, Senku, often acts averse to all forms of affection, and the only love he doesn't deny is his love for science. But Senku is so so full of love. He just expresses it in a way other than physical touch or words of affirmation. He gives.

But let's go back to the one who taught him so– Byakuya Ishigami, his father. The love of Senku's life.

Byakuya is introduced in the tenth chapter of the manga as a dotting father who sells his car to present Senku with scientific instruments he will need for a more efficient research. This car is Byakuya's means of transportation, and given that he is crying and shaking in this scene, it could not have been easy for him to lose it. But his love for Senku is so big, that he wants to support his son's passion even if it means sacrificing a great convenience for him.

And Senku? Senku truly fell in love with science at this moment.

If there is anything that Senku is, he is Byakuya Ishigami's son through and through. They may seem like two very different people, as Byakuya is an openly affectionate guy while Senku is more closed off with showing his true emotions. But Senku takes more from Byakuya than not, and one of them is by showing his love and/or care for others through giving the gifts of science.

And it starts with Byakuya.

[Bodysuit Acquired!]

Byakuya had failed his first attempt at being an astronaut ten years back, but he doesn't give up and tries again. Senku then creates a bodysuit that manipulates muscle movement to help Byakuya pass his swimming test. And while the bodysuit doesn't quite help Byakuya to swim, the thought Senku had put into it had motivated Byakuya more than ever to pass the test. This is one of the fundamentals of gifting– sometimes, it really is the thought behind it that matters.

This motivation is what Byakuya credits during his interview with JAXA for passing the tests. He understands that Senku might not have given him any words of encouragement, but this bodysuit was all the words that were needed between them. Senku wants Byakuya to achieve his dreams just as badly. It's the way Senku shows his love for his father.

And it's the way Senku shows his love for others too.

[Glasses Acquired!]

One of the primitive aspects of the Ishigami village is that it considers bad eyesight as a type of "disease". Fuzzy disease, to be exact.

Suika wears a melon mask at all times to help clear her eyesight, which Senku later reveals is due to the pinhole effect. She, however, has never told Senku or the others about having the fuzzy disease. Senku himself notes how odd it is for her to wear a melon around, and confronts her about it once he decides to create glass. This is one of the most beautiful scenes in Dr. Stone, as Suika finds out that her disease was never a disease, and is finally able to see as clearly as the others. Senku basically gives her perfect eyesight, something she didn't even know was possible before.

[Antibiotics Acquired!]

One of the most beloved people in this village is the priestess, Ruri. Two of Senku's new friends, Kohaku and Chrome are deeply affected by her unknown fatal disease. Senku is such a person who would help a stranger even if there is no benefit to do so (though he would never admit to it), what more a person who his new friends truly love and care about. He cures Ruri of pneumonia, giving her a chance to live a life without the worry of it being her last day every day.

[Cola Acquired!]

Senku forms an alliance with Gen, who plays the role of Tsukasa's spy, for the promise of a bottle of cola. Both Senku and Gen are aware that the cola is only a front for Gen's loyalty to Senku and the Kingdom of Science, for Gen needs his superficial reputation as a comfort and cannot simply join them if there is no personal benefit for him to do so.

This cola is also the first gift post-petrification that Senku brands himself on, probably because it represents the first gift that is not out of necessity and leans toward a comfort/luxury that they both used to enjoy in the modern world.

For a modern man such as Gen, drinking his favourite soda in the stone world might have been one of the happiest days in his life.

[Cotton Candy Acquired!]

Senku cares about people so much, even if the people in question have tried to kill him. Senku sees Homura as a soldier who is merely following the orders given by her leader, but he also sees the Homura as a lonesome girl sitting by herself on trees day and night.

As usual, Senku hides his kindness and care by showing an evil ulterior motive, such as turning Homura to their side using the cotton candy, but Ruri points out that this is a facade. Similarly to Gen, a person with such an ego is unable to seem as if he is doing something good out of the kindness of his heart.

[Stove Acquired!]

As winter approaches, the elders in the village are worried about losing people to the cold. Senku hears about this and creates a stove which has a multi-purpose of cooking and also radiating heat for the people to stave off the coldness of winter. And speaking of winter...

[Christmas Acquired!]

Senku hangs up lights in the tree for the "light bulb test" on a random night. Except the date isn't random at all and he drops enough hints for Gen to catch on that it is the night of Christmas. The significance of the day is only appreciated by Gen and himself, as they are the only modern timers in the village. It is for the sake of nostalgia, but Senku would rather be caught dead than admit that he is a sentimental guy with such irrational feelings.

And well, it all comes back to that scene with Byakuya, doesn't it? If you recall, Byakuya calls himself "Santa" while giving the scientific presents to the young Senku. This indicates Senku received them during Christmas. Which means... Christmas is a sentimental day to Senku and his father. An anniversary of Senku receiving his Christmas presents from Byakuya, which led to his deeper dive into his science obsession. The beginning of it all, one would say.

And even though he's dead and buried, Byakuya never stops giving. He gives Senku the Ishigami village to provide Senku with allies. He gives Senku Lillian's music, because he believes in the light of music and understands the importance of media to society. He collects platinum till his last breath, because he believes that Senku will need it someday. Byakuya keeps on giving to Senku, because his love for his son is so huge and unconditional. And because he promised.

Surely, there is no greater love in the manga than Byakuya's love for his son and Senku's love for his father. Byakuya could easily win ten billion best father awards... well, not like there's much competition for that in shounen mangas.

#wrote this at 7am and went back to sleep immediately #and now that im wide awake again and rereading it it isnt that bad so erm ok hit post!#anyways i just rly rly rly love senkus and byakuyas relationship ok #the times ive cried for dr stone? ALWAYS FOR THEM #byakuya collecting platinum moment and dying...#i have lots of thoughts abt senku and byakuya and senkus love for his dad #the way the manga ended... it rly shows how senku is still always thinking abt his dad first and foremost #the love of a parent and how their children will always be just a little kid to them...#lots of ellipsis in these tags lmao #theres actually even more moments of senku giving stuff to others ofc #like giving tsukasa literal LIFE and the camera to minami yada yada #but yea i think these points r enough to show that senku rly invents things for ppl to show affection #like sure he enjoys creating science shit #but he also cares abt them and it's why he does it #i would say that gift giving is his love language or whatever #but ive heard that that love language stuff is bs so idk anymore #ask gen abt mentalism lore not me #wait no even if it was bs gen would not care and would have it in his psychology book #it's senku who would get triggered methinks #anyways lets just assume it's not bs and well #theres that thing where u make another person feel appreciated not based on ur own love language but based on THEIR love language #so like for example to make senku feel loved u should give him presents #and so far i think ive noticed three ppl doing this...? byakuya yuzuriha and gen #maybe theres more but i cant think of anyone else now #well might make another post in the future on this idk. or ill just reblog this one to continue #senku ishigami #byakuya ishigami #dr stone #dcst #long post

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dizzybizz · 16 days ago

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i am not even finished w the 3.0 quest bro

#bro drawings been so hard uhm for a month now ig what the hell #only even remotely finished thing ive drawn lately yaya #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr mydei #me whenever hoyo gives me a shirtless man: ok but what if i beamed him rq #also you will never see sculpted abs drawn by me #my art #it feels like i havent done anything at all?? ive been waht. playing sdv. a little hsr. tried drawing? mostly just relistening to malevolen #i keep meaning to sit down n bingeplay a buncha hsr quests cus theres so much ive let pile up but for some reason my brain is so insane abt #hsr specifically??? liek i need to sit down n give it 150% of my attention. my brain takes it so seriously its so stupid. n i play for mayb #3 hours of just quest n then i dont pick it back up until like next month its so dumb omfg pls i jkust want to play. like a normal person #anyways whatever doesnt matter fom update is soon n i am actively losing my mind. i need to mentally prep for that ugghdfghksdflshskjhhabgd #maybe im too hard on myself

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puppppppppy · 8 months ago

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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION #listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc #time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our #own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that #and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt #wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal #whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it #i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in #the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time #but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every #day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more #of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts #i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head #than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well #being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own #like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it #and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo #and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience #the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes #no offense krobus #yapping #stardew #stardew valley #puppy plays sdv #sdv #this game has me by the ankles man

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rbtlvr · 2 months ago

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i feel really normal about this series of portraits from when loop accepts the flower for the first time by the way. if you were wondering

#talk tag #isat #ths isnt spoilers is it. i dont think so. very minor if so #isatposting #the way its almost exactly the same expression but just a little bit. idk the word #softer maybe? idk. more relaxed? whatever it is its just a bit. but its still there #as you can see im still extremely normal about the flower and loop and the Implications. as always #loop refusing the flower bc they dont think they are or should be important to siffrin. and then finally accepting it. bottom text #do i think they have actually accepted that they are important to siffrin? hahaha no of course not #thinks about how in denial they were that their help meant anything let alone everything to siffrin breaking the loops #thinks abt how surprised they were that the party wanted to thank them for literally helping save siffrins life #their ass is NOT accepting that they are important! but still. them taking the flower is still. <333 #... okay now i Do have to tag spoilers. lmao #isat spoilers

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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Okay now where's the Seb teddy bear so I can make them kiss each other!?

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#okay btw you can credit the last frame to suzuki #bcs she brought up the pig stuffed animal that seb kept as a good luck charm when he was karting #and suggested the same with fernando's bear :DDD #also feeling weirdly sappy abt the fact that theres pics of fernando in the ferrari garage w an almost identical pig like ??????#anyways please yes have this random vettonso comic 🥰🥰#im working on a bigger vettonso drawing rn so i made this quick in the meantime!#icl i saw the fernando teddy bear. and i made the eyebrow post and whatever #but there was also just this image in the back haunting me of him gifting one to seb #I AM DELUSIONAL!!!#its just so cute to imagine it as like 'heres a memento of me to keep you company' 🥺🥺🥺🥺#funny tho cause i had the same exact imagine for my ocs and i never drew a comic version for them yet drew this real quick #the power of vettonso takes hold of me sometimes.....#tfw you take a break from your vettonso painting youve been working on for a wk+ to go draw a vettonso comic #i have a problem.#ANYWAYS THIS IS SO CUTE WAAAHHHH #drew it as cope bcs in trying to restrain myself from buying the fernando teddy bear #if i cant have it ill make seb have it yknow 🤭🤭🤭#wah this reminded i should draw more little comics theyre not too hard tbh #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #catie.art

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year ago

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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

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c-kiddo · 11 months ago

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(about cr2 rewatch again) i litrally love tmn so much i will frow up. theyre so good. the cast are so good at embodying them. they dont sound like people trying to be characters sm of the time they sound like just (weirdo) real people it makes me crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#theyre so funny . theyre so real . theyre so the girls.#cad and fjords interactions are going to make me explode the admiration. the gentleness. the warm hug of the wildmother through cad #just like. through the way he talks . the comfort . the vulnerability fjord trusts him with (im deeply unwell abt this)#dont even need to say this but man taliesin is such a good actor T_T like soo committed to the bit. jester bought pastries and passed #them around to everyone and immediately he's talking like he's eating the cupcake at the same time as talking #also lol cad being like 'its vry sweet. hmm . hrmrm mrm'#also got to the bit when cad walks around eating fungi garnish off peoples plates <3 his swag #the way in which hes so odd and gentle and joyous and kind but theres that odd little lingering loneliness in there too . whatever. dies.#kiddo say

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avasts-nightmare · 10 days ago

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//did you know dark is canonically pussy with an inflated ego

((yes and I adore him))

#also like you guys r underestimating this guy a little. sure he didnt fight until he died for every situation or necessarily always fight #fair #but that doesnt mean he cant be competent when he needs to be.#hes clearly smart enough to make whatever that bracelet and those virabots were #it could easily be assumed he made the bracelet in a hurry too.#the joys of series like AVAM is a lot of it is so up in the air #and so I love just. projecting my NPD symptoms onto him. yk the pussy with an inflated ego disorder #like yes hes a coward with an inflated ego of course he tries to make up for what he failed to be in his creation #of course he fails at it once again and of course he feels like fucking shit over it #I have a tendency to get stuck in the details that I miss the bugger picture with like. my depiction of characters #so if Im depicting him in a way that doesnt say failed machine with a superiority complex I may have failed #also u may wanna look into the psychological context of a superiority complex if u dont know. its more than just 'Im better than these guys'#behind the darkness #bigger not bugger fuck my baka life #I love how this looks like it was written as an insult but I just took it as a chance to ramble abt my fav guy #he sucks. thats why I love him

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dizzybizz · 7 months ago

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hawthorne sprite HAWTHORNE SPRITE!!!!!!!! yippee

#really happy w this. stuck to the art style as hard as i could ok which means i gave him the little eye shine which pained me but itsfineeee #couldnt fit his eyelashes in smoothly either 😔#its fine its all good man #i futzed w the face so fkn much #his outfits so minimal thank fuck for that (at least for now. i wanna rlly get in there at some point n add more stuff to it for funsiessss #im also kinda indecisive abt his sleeves... do i yoink ollys sleeves or do i keep the ones from the og sketch... ough #im just gonna flipflop to whatever i want in the moment fuck it #fields of mistria #fom farmer #my art #hawthornessaltwaterfarm #I LOVE HIMMMMMMM WEHHHHHH #i might do some expressions too..#ok wait i have to show yall the full row of versions i went through while working on this bc its glorious. its going in a rb tho hold up

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balleater · 7 months ago

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i just want something to come up about the bright queen being older than ludinus in-game. i want them to have that moment of knowing that there was someone who was at least 200 at the Start of the calamity.

#critical role #cr spoilers #this is bcuz in the cooldown they were saying that everyone there was born centuries after the calamity sjksnfjs #i also think its possible in other ways for there to be people older than him tbh #bcuz like. yeah he extended his life artifically but even fully with no magic reasoning i feel like theres Gotta be outliers for lifespans #obviously 200 years over the typically listed lifespan is a stretch But #its possible!#and then there are the magical ways that arent as fucked up as ludinus like druids and shit lmao #i just really want there to be an elf thats ludinus's age or older that is just like that though.#just bcuz itd be funny in comparison to him slurping up fey or whatever #also back to the bright queen. i am just a little curious about the age of arcanum in the underdark #most of what we've heard about is the flying cities so like. what was going on down there.#i want to know more abt her early life so bad #ok these tags rly got away from me at this point im just having a great time abt this episode LMAO

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ittybittybumblebee · 11 months ago

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the plunge

#the joker #batman #i feel like i couldve executed the better but whatevs.#smashes bmy fist into conkreet .i wish i could do character dialouge well id b writing so much stuff 2 go with drawings it would b rlly nea #it would b cool #i like to obsess over characters ways of speaking but then i doubt myself on being able 2 replicate the cadence #feel like im clumsy w that #anyway it varies from comic to comic of cours ebut the jokers little quirks and habits of speech r rlly fun 2 read #as other characters of course but theres something specific abt him hes just. mhyeah LMAO anyway #get rid of the tags cant let my normal followers now i think the joker is neat/lh #my art #ittybittydraws

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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spent a while earlier digging through some phantom hourglass model/texture files and i am extremely happy to report that linebeck’s mouth textures are slightly lopsided

#it’s really cute #phantom hourglass #linebeck #salty talks #ive never noticed it in game but ofc these textures are higher quality than what you see in game #but it was REALLY good to see that most of his mouth textures were lopsided. his resting :3 is slightly lopsided and its kinda adorable #like two of them (one on his model and one with the bellumbeck model) are reflected(?) but the rest are lopsided from what i can tell #ah now that ive seen it in a vacuum i can spot it on the higher quality model;#i think i never noticed bc his normal idle post has him standing a little lopsided normally #so it makes it easier to think that his mouth texture is reflected #idk if reflected is the right term here. like parallel just mirrored at the middle or smth idk #whatever im really happy abt this discovery its really cute #there was also the texture that i thiiiiiink? was half of a mouth texture but both of the :3 mouths are lopsided #fucking colon-three resting expression. catboy

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bacchuschucklefuck · 10 months ago

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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest