#im just a little gay boy
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me when I have to actually study for my life determining exams:
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The first time disciple Shen Yuan/Shen Qingqiu meets Liu Qingge, it is during a Bai Zhan peak raid. And what ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu gets kicked in the jaw with such force he feels his teeth clack together unpleasantly. And frustrated with his situation, the system, and quite frankly a ton of other little things that have been building up over the course of the last few weeks, he feels something snap in the back of his mind like that of a rubber band after being stretched too far.
What ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu turns and locks onto the very first figure he can see that is dressed in grey-and-white like a homing missile, and then with the force of a twin-tailed mountain tiger, lunges towards said figure with an equally menacing snarl.
He ends up taking the Bai Zhan peak disciple by utter surprise, and they both collide into the ground in a tangle of angry yelling and limbs. What ends up happening is that Liu Qingge gets the subsequent wind knocked out of him and pinned into the dirt by a Qing Jing peak disciple who is filled with the might and fury of a scholar having their peaceful afternoon interrupted and a once-grown-man re-experiencing puberty.
It is with that might and fury that Liu Qingge meets the wild, frenzied eyes of Shen Qingqiu, with his lips pulled back into a truly ferocious scowl. Shen Qingqiu hisses out, with such force it makes his voice rasp, as if he might as well sink his teeth into Liu Qingge's throat and rip it out; "Get the fuck off my mountain."
Liu Qingge is so shocked by -- well, quite a many things, but most importantly the fact that he has been pinned, and the way the sun is bouncing off this boy's face, -- that his brain needs five seconds to reboot. It's five seconds too long, because by the time he registers what just happened, Shen Yuan has clambered off him and disappeared. Gone and thrown himself into the closest dust cloud scuffling in order to unleash the rest of his fury on the other Bai Zhan Peak kids.
Qing Jing Peak experiences an unfortunate uptick in Bai Zhan disciple visits -- specifically of the Liu Qingge variety. Specifically Liu Qingge, actually. Who very much wants to find the boy that managed to get one over on him and demand a rematch. (Or maybe kiss him.)
#*stares at sy* i still think he deserves to go a little feral. as a treat. like. just a small snapping. not a big one. just a lil one#svsss#scum villain#scum villain self saving system#svsss au#shen qingqiu#liushen#shen yuan#he has a lot of restraint. lets break it! *said in the same tone as that angsty teenager ai voice from sister location*#me: do i call him shen yuan or shen qingqiu??? he is technically sqq but a lot of the disciple aus i see call him shen yuan....#me: fuck it i'm sticking with SQQ. they're both technically the same thing as far as im aware#this idea sprang into my mind like the mulan hun daisies. and i felt the need to write it down. this is so going in my disciple sy fic#shen yuan has a lot of restraint :) what better way to let loose all that pent up aggression than a bai zhan peak raid! he's kinda looking#forward to the next one. that was actually pretty cathartic. :) BZP disciples feel a sudden shiver crawling down their backs#the increase of bai zhan visits qian cao peak gets from bite-related injuries is in no way related to this decision. none at all.#sqq covered in bruises and scrapes: woo! that was actually kinda cathartic. i feel much better now after that. and a little guilty#meanwhile lqg: *going through a gay awakening* i.-- ??? boys? ???? boy? boy. mhm.#sqq usually avoids getting swept into fights during BZP raids. not this time! and now bzp is going to Pay For It Dearly.
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Robert Redford as Johnny Hooker in The Sting (1973)
#i am feeling normal about his gender (i am conning him out of it)#im playing along with his silly little setup during the whole movie and then stealing his gender when he's not looking#the sting 1973#johnny hooker#robert redford#ray.gif#ray_gender.pdf#me 🤝 johnny hooker -> wearing the ugliest fucking clothes imaginable#just absolutely horrendous patterns#my gay little boys#the sting#rr
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love is kinda crazy with a spooky little worlds most infamous demonic cultivator like u
#the thing is that im rewatching cql with my parents#and just for fun i havent told them that mdzs is gay#to see how long it will take them to notice#and it's possible they will never notice#so every time i visit them i suppress all my commentary and then go draw wwx and lwj making out#my art#fanart#mdzs#cql#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wwx#lwj#clip studio paint#digital art#mo dao zu shi#mxtx#also the caption is a reference to spooky by dusty springfield but i kind of didnt wanna write little boy
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fashionably late 2 pride month
#br'aad vengolor#gillion tidestrider#jrwi#liveclock and pretzel are there also#i should just give all the little beasts their own tags i feel like im always typing that lmao#i havent drawn br'aad in 4ever i abandoned my boy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gillions sword + sheathe take up like 1% of the space in these pics. but i feel like it took more time 2 draw than everything else combined#and its way too low bc i just had a vague idea of the pose i wanted 2 draw and id already drawn most of gils arm#b4 i realized th positioning was off. ..................#tryna make it work anyways was part of why it took so long 2 draw lol#um anyways happy birthday to all my fellow gay people !!!!!
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My favorite gay dragon. in videogames.
ID in alt and under cut
ID: a digital painting of Wrathion from World of Warcraft in both his visage and dragon form, visible from the bust up. His visage, a black human man with glowing red eyes and long curly hair, is depicted in the foreground with dragon wings visible around him, and his dragon form, with black scales and red eyes, is in the background roaring. The background is a soft gradient from blue to pink to orange. End ID
#art#2025#wrathion#world of warcraft#warcraft#dragon#first art of 2025. i guess. but it was mostly done in december i just didnt finish it up for like 2-3 weeks. lol#and in that time i got my wrathion plushie from ebay YAY#aww heskjust a little boy lol#i think hes clearly gay but i dont ship him with any one and im in fact a massivve hater for his most popular yaoi ship#thats just my onion
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i need a bf so bad i mean like boys?!?!? hello?!?!? i love boys. i love fat boys, i love skinny boys, i love boys who are not fat nor skinny. i love boys with brown eyes, i love boys with blue eyes, i love boys with grey eyes, i love boys with green eyes. i love boys with dark hair, i love boys with blonde hair, i love boys with dyed hair, and everything in between. i love soft boy tummy. i love boy hands. i love boy shoulders. i love boy thighs. boys >>>>
i fucking love boys and i'm not over it, i need a bf who to cuddle with, and kiss with, and hold hands with, and go on dates with...
also special mention to my fellow trans boys i love y'all sm <3
#mlm yearning#trans mlm#trans ftm#mlm#transmasc#gay boys#i need a boyfriend#im so fucking gay#soft mlm#im touch starved#i love boys#just ranting#t4t yearning#t4t mlm#ftm t4t#gay#leo's silly little talks
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drabbles about the deer imagery in The Secret History (specifically in relation 2 Camilla) because her becoming a deer/believing that she did stuck in my mind (although this post will mostly take Camilla and the other's recollection of events to be as they recount it – if i examine it in it's effect as an incorrect account, that would be in a separate post)
Obviously there's, on a meta level, an irony to it – Camilla and Charles are named to make fun of the Princess Diana scandal that was happening at the time, and so ironically Camilla transforms into an animal sacred to Diana.
There's also a parallel that I think could be interesting to make between Camilla and Taygete, who for anyone unfamiliar, was turned into a deer by Artemis to protect her from Zeus' sexual advances. Although I think that what happened in the Bacchae was concensual sexually, I think it could possible be indicative in Camilla's narrative role as the "wanted"/"desired" one within the greek class – by Charles, Henry, Richard (although he wasnt there) and even Francis, although he wants to be her more so than actually wanting her.
Additionally, outside of how it actually functions within the story, her transformation into a creature associated so closely with innocence, especially in relation to Diana/Artemis' virginity, might perhaps be tied to Richards view of her as this "pure" and "virginal" person – obviously we know this is far from the truth, and he himself learns this later, but I think it definitely ties into this flawed angelic idea of her he so covets.
I think this interpretation ties into the myth of Actaeon (in terms of "deer transformation myths") although its very interesting to me that they different at key points – Camilla, the "virginual" character, is the one transformed, rather than the sexual transgressor (Charles) or the one who introduces miasma (Henry). But, like Actaeon, she is pursued and hunted – which, another key point – Actaeon is pursued and killed by his own hunting dogs, and Charles returns from the ritual with a bite mark, perhaps tying him into the myth thurther?
#sillies sillies#gay people will really write 5 paragraphs of analysis about a book written in the nineties instead of studing#(talking about himself)#~350 words isnt much BUT i dont write much literature analysis 4 myself outside of class#so I'm quite happy with this#feel free 2 add stuff on 🫡 I'm more familiar with Homer's works (and bits of Ovid) than i am wider greek myths#so if im missing any interesting deer transformation myths let me know :D#LOVE carmilla. obviously as flawed as any character but she's so interesting 2 me#both of the twins are honestly. what the fuck was their childhoods like that made them like that#cause. we know bits and pieces about francis and Henry's childhoods#and obviously Richard's#but i feel like we know so little about the twin's...#anyways#the secret history#the kat speaks#camilla macaulay#charles macaulay#francis abernathy#henry winter#richard papen#again not tagging buns cause hes not in here#although i wanna talk about his youth imagery @ some point#he's very Paris 2 me /pos#LOATH henry (ik hes as complex as the rest of them but he just rubs me up the wrong way. dont even hate him 4 the murder) but i really wish#i could hear his opinions on the character of the iliad#WHAT DID HE THINK OF PANDARUS. my boy my love#asshole in my class civ class who's name is very similar 2 henry's called him stupid... arse#he literally ticks every box of the homeric hero whats not to love#anyways. absolutely ESSAY of a post and tags#soz guys
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sorry about all the what we do in the shadows spam, I watched the finale and realised how much I deeply care for this show and I was VERY sad about nandermo
#im just tired of the whole “OH WILL THEY????”#AND THEN ITS JUST A JOKE#even though the show showcases a lot of queer characters they are never queer on-screen except for that one boyfriend guillermo had#I just wanted a little something something “we've been gay this entire time” ending.... a little confirmation.... my boys#I still love this show and its wacky characters so much#I just feel like the last season was one big fat missed opportunity#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#personal
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as a mostly aroace person primarily interested in dating another mostly aroace person, yes i have in fact given up on dating
#aroace#aromantic#arospec#oriented aroace#acespec#asexual#im just a gay potato#queer little gremlin boi#theoretically interested in dating but i’m so autistic that unless someone comes up to me and says i like you nothing is going to happen
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Brothers are fucking STUUUUUUPPPPPPIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDD FYCKING HELP ME
#brother for sale#only 50¢#i am so tired of my feelings being disrespected by my brothers who were brought up to treat me like we were being raised in the 50s#im just trying to get a lil#RESPECT#boys#personal#trauma dump#text post#shit post#lol#comedy#funny#memes#funny quote#is it me#tism#tis me#op#writing#text#brothers#little brother#help#nigerian prince#mary kate olsen#ashley olsen#mary kate and ashley#gay#pansexual
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Anytime i talk about gaon and yohan someone always comes out and goes "b-b-but he looks like his dead brother!".... I fear that THAT is not even the most insane thing about them like...
#like do we not remember bro pretending to EXPLODE AND DIE IN GAONS FACE...#or when he showed him the man who killed his parents didnt go to jail#and just watched bro cry like 😭😭#theyre sooo derangedddd im onsessed with them#freaky little gay boys#the devil judge#kim gaon#kang yohan
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I couldn't resist the urge to go fuckin bonkers and draw Quixis as an entity
[TW:Eyes, Slight eye strain, Severed type limbs]
[The Mangus Archives? Don't know her /j]
#The urge was real and im lil weak boi and i just had to-#i hold quixis in my little gay hands#i pick them up and shake them /pos#fsmpblr#fsmp#fable smp#fable smp fanart#fable smp quixis#quixis#sherbverse#art#entity#i went fuckin bonkers-
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hot take ✋ but i don't think jake has religious trauma, i don't think his family was religious at all. I think he had a father who wasn’t happy with his life and made it known but he never put a hand on any member of his family. His mama loves him for who he is and sure it took her a while to understand jake but shes always loved him and always will and shes willing to change for the things he can’t change.
#ik a lot of people have bad experiences with religion and its easy to give a gay guy from texas religious trauma#but not every gay guy from texas has religious trauma#I think his family was too busy for religion or just didn’t really care#his dad went to church once or twice when he was a kid but his mom never did#and sorry i had to let everyone know my opinion 🙄🙄 but i keep seeing religious trauma jake stuff and im like thats not my boy 😭#its gotten worse since ive made a silly little family for him in my head too#jake hangman seresin
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me when I open up the dndads tag after finishing the episode and there's only like 3 people talking about it
#just blahs#im so :(#i get that at least today its probably got smthin to do with the whole thing with beth this last week ish#and thats totally fair#but im still :(#what about my boy tony :(#what about him :(#my silly little guy :(#whos took his first step in becoming a witch just like his gay dads and then immediately passed out :(#what about tony lubricated collete :(
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certainly feeling some things about the fact that simon. bullied edwin, yes, because he clocked him being gay. but not out out of hatred for him because of it. instead it was because he thought edwin was cute and felt sad and confused by edwin not paying attention to him. because simon is also gay. that is some beautiful and tragic storytelling and such a good way to come back around and give edwin some amount of closure on that chapter of his life wow
#im a big sucker for this kind of thing… repressed doomed gay love and how it can manifest as fear or rage and so on#wugshghhhw#I wasn’t expecting that scene and his words are now echoing in my brain#‘do you think it has to be torture? being the way that we are?’#that line hits like a fucking truck#it’s also just suchhhhh an affective scene to show how far edwin’s come when it comes to accepting his sexuality and accepting that it#doesn’t warrant torture or repression or self-deprivation of love both internal and external#to be able to look this boy in the face and tell him that he doesn’t deserve the punishment he’s giving himself#out of both guilt and shame for his feelings and how he handled them#rajgghhhgfgh#for such a minor role that actor did such a wonderful job like the emotions he had to expresss there were not simple or easy#and his line delivery was just… very convincing#I just. really like this little turn of events. really good#kibumblabs#dead boy detectives#liveblogging#ALSO on a less serious note this proves that not ONLY has edwin been somehow attracting So Many guys despite his negative rizz#in the afterlife. but apparently when he was ALIVE as well. he just didn’t know it because. you know. 1900s and all that.
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