#im just a little gay boy
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me when I have to actually study for my life determining exams:
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The first time disciple Shen Yuan/Shen Qingqiu meets Liu Qingge, it is during a Bai Zhan peak raid. And what ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu gets kicked in the jaw with such force he feels his teeth clack together unpleasantly. And frustrated with his situation, the system, and quite frankly a ton of other little things that have been building up over the course of the last few weeks, he feels something snap in the back of his mind like that of a rubber band after being stretched too far.
What ends up happening is that Shen Qingqiu turns and locks onto the very first figure he can see that is dressed in grey-and-white like a homing missile, and then with the force of a twin-tailed mountain tiger, lunges towards said figure with an equally menacing snarl.
He ends up taking the Bai Zhan peak disciple by utter surprise, and they both collide into the ground in a tangle of angry yelling and limbs. What ends up happening is that Liu Qingge gets the subsequent wind knocked out of him and pinned into the dirt by a Qing Jing peak disciple who is filled with the might and fury of a scholar having their peaceful afternoon interrupted and a once-grown-man re-experiencing puberty.
It is with that might and fury that Liu Qingge meets the wild, frenzied eyes of Shen Qingqiu, with his lips pulled back into a truly ferocious scowl. Shen Qingqiu hisses out, with such force it makes his voice rasp, as if he might as well sink his teeth into Liu Qingge's throat and rip it out; "Get the fuck off my mountain."
Liu Qingge is so shocked by -- well, quite a many things, but most importantly the fact that he has been pinned, and the way the sun is bouncing off this boy's face, -- that his brain needs five seconds to reboot. It's five seconds too long, because by the time he registers what just happened, Shen Yuan has clambered off him and disappeared. Gone and thrown himself into the closest dust cloud scuffling in order to unleash the rest of his fury on the other Bai Zhan Peak kids.
Qing Jing Peak experiences an unfortunate uptick in Bai Zhan disciple visits -- specifically of the Liu Qingge variety. Specifically Liu Qingge, actually. Who very much wants to find the boy that managed to get one over on him and demand a rematch. (Or maybe kiss him.)
#*stares at sy* i still think he deserves to go a little feral. as a treat. like. just a small snapping. not a big one. just a lil one#svsss#scum villain#scum villain self saving system#svsss au#shen qingqiu#liushen#shen yuan#he has a lot of restraint. lets break it! *said in the same tone as that angsty teenager ai voice from sister location*#me: do i call him shen yuan or shen qingqiu??? he is technically sqq but a lot of the disciple aus i see call him shen yuan....#me: fuck it i'm sticking with SQQ. they're both technically the same thing as far as im aware#this idea sprang into my mind like the mulan hun daisies. and i felt the need to write it down. this is so going in my disciple sy fic#shen yuan has a lot of restraint :) what better way to let loose all that pent up aggression than a bai zhan peak raid! he's kinda looking#forward to the next one. that was actually pretty cathartic. :) BZP disciples feel a sudden shiver crawling down their backs#the increase of bai zhan visits qian cao peak gets from bite-related injuries is in no way related to this decision. none at all.#sqq covered in bruises and scrapes: woo! that was actually kinda cathartic. i feel much better now after that. and a little guilty#meanwhile lqg: *going through a gay awakening* i.-- ??? boys? ???? boy? boy. mhm.#sqq usually avoids getting swept into fights during BZP raids. not this time! and now bzp is going to Pay For It Dearly.
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Robert Redford as Johnny Hooker in The Sting (1973)
#i am feeling normal about his gender (i am conning him out of it)#im playing along with his silly little setup during the whole movie and then stealing his gender when he's not looking#the sting 1973#johnny hooker#robert redford#ray.gif#ray_gender.pdf#me 🤝 johnny hooker -> wearing the ugliest fucking clothes imaginable#just absolutely horrendous patterns#my gay little boys#the sting
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love is kinda crazy with a spooky little worlds most infamous demonic cultivator like u
#the thing is that im rewatching cql with my parents#and just for fun i havent told them that mdzs is gay#to see how long it will take them to notice#and it's possible they will never notice#so every time i visit them i suppress all my commentary and then go draw wwx and lwj making out#my art#fanart#mdzs#cql#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wwx#lwj#clip studio paint#digital art#mo dao zu shi#mxtx#also the caption is a reference to spooky by dusty springfield but i kind of didnt wanna write little boy
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fashionably late 2 pride month
#br'aad vengolor#gillion tidestrider#jrwi#liveclock and pretzel are there also#i should just give all the little beasts their own tags i feel like im always typing that lmao#i havent drawn br'aad in 4ever i abandoned my boy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gillions sword + sheathe take up like 1% of the space in these pics. but i feel like it took more time 2 draw than everything else combined#and its way too low bc i just had a vague idea of the pose i wanted 2 draw and id already drawn most of gils arm#b4 i realized th positioning was off. ..................#tryna make it work anyways was part of why it took so long 2 draw lol#um anyways happy birthday to all my fellow gay people !!!!!
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i need a bf so bad i mean like boys?!?!? hello?!?!? i love boys. i love fat boys, i love skinny boys, i love boys who are not fat nor skinny. i love boys with brown eyes, i love boys with blue eyes, i love boys with grey eyes, i love boys with green eyes. i love boys with dark hair, i love boys with blonde hair, i love boys with dyed hair, and everything in between. i love soft boy tummy. i love boy hands. i love boy shoulders. i love boy thighs. boys >>>>
i fucking love boys and i'm not over it, i need a bf who to cuddle with, and kiss with, and hold hands with, and go on dates with...
also special mention to my fellow trans boys i love y'all sm <3
#mlm yearning#trans mlm#trans ftm#mlm#transmasc#gay boys#i need a boyfriend#im so fucking gay#soft mlm#im touch starved#i love boys#just ranting#t4t yearning#t4t mlm#ftm t4t#gay#leo's silly little talks
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Anytime i talk about gaon and yohan someone always comes out and goes "b-b-but he looks like his dead brother!".... I fear that THAT is not even the most insane thing about them like...
#like do we not remember bro pretending to EXPLODE AND DIE IN GAONS FACE...#or when he showed him the man who killed his parents didnt go to jail#and just watched bro cry like 😭😭#theyre sooo derangedddd im onsessed with them#freaky little gay boys#the devil judge#kim gaon#kang yohan
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I couldn't resist the urge to go fuckin bonkers and draw Quixis as an entity
[TW:Eyes, Slight eye strain, Severed type limbs]
[The Mangus Archives? Don't know her /j]
#The urge was real and im lil weak boi and i just had to-#i hold quixis in my little gay hands#i pick them up and shake them /pos#fsmpblr#fsmp#fable smp#fable smp fanart#fable smp quixis#quixis#sherbverse#art#entity#i went fuckin bonkers-
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hot take ✋ but i don't think jake has religious trauma, i don't think his family was religious at all. I think he had a father who wasn’t happy with his life and made it known but he never put a hand on any member of his family. His mama loves him for who he is and sure it took her a while to understand jake but shes always loved him and always will and shes willing to change for the things he can’t change.
#ik a lot of people have bad experiences with religion and its easy to give a gay guy from texas religious trauma#but not every gay guy from texas has religious trauma#I think his family was too busy for religion or just didn’t really care#his dad went to church once or twice when he was a kid but his mom never did#and sorry i had to let everyone know my opinion 🙄🙄 but i keep seeing religious trauma jake stuff and im like thats not my boy 😭#its gotten worse since ive made a silly little family for him in my head too#jake hangman seresin
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me when I open up the dndads tag after finishing the episode and there's only like 3 people talking about it
#just blahs#im so :(#i get that at least today its probably got smthin to do with the whole thing with beth this last week ish#and thats totally fair#but im still :(#what about my boy tony :(#what about him :(#my silly little guy :(#whos took his first step in becoming a witch just like his gay dads and then immediately passed out :(#what about tony lubricated collete :(
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certainly feeling some things about the fact that simon. bullied edwin, yes, because he clocked him being gay. but not out out of hatred for him because of it. instead it was because he thought edwin was cute and felt sad and confused by edwin not paying attention to him. because simon is also gay. that is some beautiful and tragic storytelling and such a good way to come back around and give edwin some amount of closure on that chapter of his life wow
#im a big sucker for this kind of thing… repressed doomed gay love and how it can manifest as fear or rage and so on#wugshghhhw#I wasn’t expecting that scene and his words are now echoing in my brain#‘do you think it has to be torture? being the way that we are?’#that line hits like a fucking truck#it’s also just suchhhhh an affective scene to show how far edwin’s come when it comes to accepting his sexuality and accepting that it#doesn’t warrant torture or repression or self-deprivation of love both internal and external#to be able to look this boy in the face and tell him that he doesn’t deserve the punishment he’s giving himself#out of both guilt and shame for his feelings and how he handled them#rajgghhhgfgh#for such a minor role that actor did such a wonderful job like the emotions he had to expresss there were not simple or easy#and his line delivery was just… very convincing#I just. really like this little turn of events. really good#kibumblabs#dead boy detectives#liveblogging#ALSO on a less serious note this proves that not ONLY has edwin been somehow attracting So Many guys despite his negative rizz#in the afterlife. but apparently when he was ALIVE as well. he just didn’t know it because. you know. 1900s and all that.
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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having fun working on a commission for arturo. he wanted one of his ocs (angel, left) included in the commission, and another oc (paulina, right) that we brainstormed together for the sake of this fic.
i decided to let my computer charge a bit after writing for a while, so i decided to make picrews of the ocs (couldn't resist with makowka, long time fave tbh) just to help make the visualizations of them "tangible."
then i decided to make the rest of the mcs as picrews lol. take this as you will.
anyways,,, enjoy.
also, before you ask, yes. i did give benji a little gay boy earring. i asked simon if it was okay and he said all things are as they should be.
#mission impossible#makowka picrew#ocs#i was tied on what headwear to give luther#but i couldnt help myself. i just had to give him the signature black beanie.#my favorite guy. running the show from inside the van.#didnt actually look at pictures for references while doing this (so afterwards... looks a little funky)#i looked them up AFTER to put up as reference so yall (the ether) will know who i was even trying to depict LOL#i do truly miss brandt and carter. i will not lie.#and dont fucking get me started on ilsa. i swear to god. im. sick.#whatever. this is a reflective fic. arturo isnt making me do current angst. ty jesus.#but if i must... i will provide#anyways. 🤧🤧 agent gómez? agent cevallos? welcome to the imf#this is your mission... should you choose to accept it 😍#ethan hunt#luther stickell#and his lil beanie#ilsa faust#benji dunn#and his lil gay boy earring#jane carter#william brandt#julia meade#nectarine on: mi#nectarine on: writing#writing community#commissions open
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#sid still isn't doing well#he improved briefly but isn't eating again#and i don't know how much more can even be done#im so afraid we will lose him too#im not sure what to do besides hope the vet has some new ideas because I sure don't#he's just a weird little guy#a gay little cryptid#a handsy little freak#he's never done anything bad#he doesn't deserve this at all#i mean no cat does but like...come the fuck on#i can't handle going from 4 to 1 so fast#where are my fucking boys?#where's my guys?#my dudes?#it's so quiet in here why did everyone leave?#i hate everything about this
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Thinking about Rabastan. He's a dog to Rodolphus' god. He loves his brother but from how they were raised he mistakes it for blind devotion. He has his mother's face but none of her personality. He should've looked exactly like Rodolphus but he doesn't. He's shunned by his paternal family but accepts it quietly and erases his identity to be the spare/guard dog. He's like a messed-up completed puzzle piece that looks fine from far away but when you take a closer look certain pieces don't quite fit right. He's bitter and self-pitying but it's all compacted in a poorly concealed stoic expression. Unlike his brother, he was born to feel and it does him no good. Also, he likes fish and his favorite is the cowfish.
#his relationship with his family paternal and maternal is so interesting to me#don't be mistaken he's not a mama's boy (she's dead)#(nor would she have wanted to take care of him)#just him and his little box with a goldfish in it#rip rabastan you would've loved the little baggies of goldfish they give out at fairs#rabastan lestrange#marauders era#the marauders era#rodolphus lestrange#the lestrange brothers#lestrange brothers#is this me adopting him or did someone else alr have him?#dead gay wizards from the 70s#im so sorry to whoever alr had him all fixed out i swear i mean no harm
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My laptop charger got accidentally left at my other parents house for the week so all I have is playboy bunny outfit helsknight.. 😁😁 I am so normal and sane i promise <- hes very clearly lying
I have no explanation for this.. hope you fellow helsknight fans enjoy..?
#cw suggestive#suggestive#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#helsknight fanart#playboy bunny costume#draw your babygirl in this#helsknight is bbg#hes not very happy about this but its fine he did it for me#also new helsknight tattoo !!#the galactic says hels knight#unless i spelled something wrong..#in which case it doesnt say that..#but it should !!#i checked a few times while i was drawing it#sorry for this btw its all i had to post this week..#otherwise it never would've seen the light of day (maybe)#helsknight 💞#i want to hug him and hold his hands and tell him that i care about him#i dont want to make him less evil i just want him to know that hes loved#i want to have him in my arms as he drifts off to sleep#im so gay#filthy little boy kisser (me)#i mean look at him you have to give him a little kiss..#hes so pretty
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