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now feels like a good time to mention the time my insurance company wouldn’t cover a surgery they were legally required to cover until i threatened to kill myself

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good god.

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which one of u was going to tell me that tea tastes different if u put it in hot water?

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as a mostly aroace person primarily interested in dating another mostly aroace person, yes i have in fact given up on dating

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Obsessed with vampires but specifically when they're really pathetic

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talks with my friends who are going to kink parties and having t4t orgies and doing petplay and then goes to sleep in my childhood bedroom and dreams of the snow, and rain

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can’t decide if admitting „3pm penetration“ is in reference to my t shot or letting someone assume i have the most autistic sex life would be funnier

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yeah i’m poly (in love with every cat i meet)

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So... I found this and now it keeps coming to mind. You hear about "life-changing writing advice" all the time and usually its really not—but honestly this is it man.

I'm going to try it.

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oh ya’ll really got to check this one out! super interesting page!

Your gender is now the first randomized wikipedia article you get. No rerolls.

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how else am i supposed to have a homoerotic enemies to lovers storyline?

You are a human being in America, not a lion on the savannah during a drought. It is not normal for you to refer to someone else’s kid as your “genetic rival” and wish them ill. Our species does not work like that. You do not sound cool, you sound like a weirdo.

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how did the transphobes find tumblr? i thought they were in the twitter and facebook containment zones

not that transphobes are ever saying anything interesting or insightful but it makes me insane when they see a trans woman who wants a uterus and start frothing out the mouth about how the sinister trans cabal is going to start harvesting organs from the poor and vulnerable... worsties do you have any idea how many trans men and cis women would be THRILLED to rehome their uterus to someone who actually wants it? all I'm doing with mine is complaining about it for a few days every month, I'd happily pawn that shit off to someone who would be happy about it. yes I am on my period why do you ask.

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I kind of miss being 17 because it was before my chronic illness developed. 17 was the last year I had where my body was able to do sport and my brain was able to keep up with academic demands. I enjoy being an adult and having the option to do whatever I want, but not having the capacity to take advantage of adulthood sucks.

Also shout out to my mum for cooking and driving so that all I had to do was vibe.

I’m amazed there’s people nostalgic for highschool and being a teenager literally when I feel super low I think “well at least I’ll never be 17 again” like a positive affirmation and it does make me feel better

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no <3

please learn how to code

like, if you're bored today, and not doing anything,

learn a little bit of coding please

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So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.

I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.

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i literally can’t listen to tik tok by kesha without thinking about that goddamn star trek tos fanvid…you know the one

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immediate thought after a conversation with my dad