#im in the trenches help
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Seeing people on discord and even tumblr complaining about certain ships, but them turning around and liking/reblogging/commenting my art and fics that are explicitly said ship is the funniest and kinda saddest thing in the world.
#like i dont understand it??#first of all why be so hateful in such a public setting#if you’re going to bash on ships at least keep it in DMs or private friend servers#cause just the said ship isnt talked about in the server doesnt mean that there arent fans of it??#like be respectful sheesh#anyway i hate being insinuated that im a freak for shipping two unrelated consenting adults#im in the trenches help#also if you dont like the ship why are you liking my content btw???#its happening more often lately and im kinda confused
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Say Goodbye To Yesterday my Friend
#something something chapter 9 life ruined for the past 3 days#its been so bad im actually about to pass out everytime i think about ch 9#also passed a fountain on the way to work and because of that one theory i saw somewhere it also reminded me of ch 9 and i got so sad i almo#st called for a day off#its been so bad#the caption is a song title from metal gear solid been listening to it while drawing this and it reminds me a lot of the ch#in the trenches#help#sos#actually have a little jamil version of this drawing in mind so hehehe maybe…#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#kalim al asim#twst fanart#twst kalim
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Crazy Ass Girls Gang ft. what type of yandere are they
warnings: yandere behavior - YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
Tiffany Valentine / clingy, obsessive, manipulative
You'd better be damn sure you want to be with Tiffany before you ever bring up dating her because there is no escape once you've embarked on the exciting journey of being her romantic partner.
But if we're being honest you never really had a choice. You think you met organically? Became close by fate? No, Tiffany saw you and wanted you and decided to have you.
It was love at first sight on her part.
You'll be friends for a few months as she weaves the inescapable web around you. Best friends, actually. You'll tell her absolutely everything about yourself. Learn everything about her in turn. It's pure bliss to have a friend like Tiffany. Supportive, charming, affectionate.
You can tell she loves you more than anything. Loves you more than anyone else has ever loved you before, and she isn't afraid to show it.
You probably already had a partner when you met Tiffany. She was heartbroken when you first told her. The heartbreak didn't last long. Why cry over spilled milk? She wants to take it slow with you anyways, make sure that this time every aspect of the life you build together will be perfect.
She's come in too heavy before. You can't rush perfection, her mother always told her. For you, the lesson is finally worth learning.
Everything can be a tool. In the right hands. And Tiffany's hands? Why, they're incredibly skilled. She uses your soon-to-be-ex as a diving board for your upcoming relationship with her. Even if you'd been perfectly content with the relationship until you met Tiffany, suddenly everything is awful.
Tiffany points out every mistreatment. Every cancelled date. Every strange tone they used when talking to you. Every shitty, unoriginal gift. Every moment they weren't enthusiastic enough about good news you had to share.
It gets to the point where you can't even look at them half the time. You'll end dates with your partner early just to go spend more time with Tiffany: "What do you think they meant when they said that, Tiff?" / "I think they forgot who they were talking to, sweetheart! They're lucky I wasn't around or I would've cut out their tongue."
Tiffany has you so wrapped around her finger she's not even the one who suggests the break up. She was still going to wait a month or two before she began to truly push.
But when you show up at her doorstep in the middle of the night, holding flowers and her favorite takeout, rambling about how you've been so blind and it's always been Her...
Well, she has to smile as she pulls you in, savoring the last first kiss your lips will ever gift another soul.
She almost forgot how good she is at getting what she wants.
Jordan Li / protective, obsessive, lucid
You're so sweet. It was the first thought Jordan remembers having about you. The beginning of the end. They haven't been able to stop thinking about you since that one fatal moment.
Jordan has plenty of other things to think about. Things that should outclass you in importance easily. Their ranking, Brink's careful mentoring, their grades. They tell themselves that it all still matters more than you but they know they're lying to themselves.
It scares them a little, how much they actually think about you. Not a minute can go by without their thoughts drifting to you.
Did you eat today? / Your next class is in ten minutes, let me walk you, I've got the time. / You were running out of your favorite perfume. Got you a new bottle. / You look upset. Did someone fucking say something to you?
They can't help the way they hover around you during every spare moment they can find.
Jordan knows your schedule by heart to maximize the amount of time you can spend together. It's a balancing act they have to play with their brain for the simplest of tasks: you can spend the rest of the day with Y/N but you have to finish grading these essays first.
They can't function properly when they go too long without you. They swing on their sparring partners too hard. Stare at the clock during lectures instead of listening. They rip textbooks and snap pens by holding them too tight.
Sometimes they have to give up and call you. If they can't go and see you for whatever reason the sound of your voice makes it better. Hearing you talk, the sound of you breathing, laughing. It helps. Calms the buzz beneath Jordan's skin. They dial your contact, glaring into space as they wait for you to pick up. As soon as you do their body relaxes.
They recognize that their behavior isn't normal. Always needing to know where you are, who you're with. Feeling sick when they don't know.
You're like a drug for Jordan. They know you're an addiction, the way you've crawled under their skin. No high on earth compares, and Jordan has fucking compared them all. They pull you into their lap, as close as they can get you and it's never enough. Nothing is ever enough.
"Please don't fucking go anywhere, yeah?" Jordan will mumble into the skin of your neck. Their grip on you is too tight, face twisted at the desperation they feel. It's not pillow talk. They're begging. Genuinely. They'd do anything to keep you this close, always.
"Of course not, Jordie." You coo back. They close their eyes and pretend the words are enough. Nothing ever is.
Nancy Downs / delusional, possessive, obsessive
As soon as Nancy wants you there's no other option for you besides her. You can either choose to go along with it or you can fight it.
Fighting against her is like fighting against the tide, though. You can tread water for awhile. Keep your head afloat, sure. But eventually you'll get tired. Nature wins. Besides, fighting against Nancy becomes unpleasant fast. Being hers is so much nicer. She's gentler that way, kinder.
You're allowed to have friends, she doesn't isolate you completely.
It's just your old friends sucked. They didn't appreciate you. Didn't look out for you. Selfish users just like everyone else. Moths are always drawn to the light, and she'll kill every moth that strays a little too close to you, before it ever gets a chance to singe itself on your warmth. It's a mercy, really. Living a life in the darkness and having one brief moment in the sun is miserable. Nancy should know. It almost drives her crazy when you're not around. If you ever left she'd want to be put out of her misery too.
Her coven, though? They're perfect. Her coven is a family. And you were the last missing piece of it.
Anything about your old life, the life before her, can be viewed as a threat at a moment's notice. Family. Friends. Memories you speak of a little too fondly. Even a hobby could do it. She wants your focus to be her. It's only fair, her only focus is you.
Even when she's not around. Even when you're completely alone you swear you can feel her eyes on you. Her magic drifting against your skin as if she was sitting right beside you.
Nancy's intensity can be scary but she makes anyone else's love seem dull in comparison.
Who else could love you like she does? Who else would die for you? Nancy wouldn't even have to think about it first. All she asks in return is for you to do the same. Live for her. Dedicate every breathe in your lungs to her.
It's not so hard, she'll lead by example.
Jennifer Check / manipulative, possessive, clingy
She couldn't give a shit about anyone else but you. Somehow you managed to sneak your way into her heart and she can't let go of you. Won't let go of you. You're the only thing that's keeping that small, soft, human part of her alive. You dragged that bit of her back from the grave she put it in, actually. So it wouldn't be fair for you to try and leave, after you made her weak again. Human again.
Her world revolves around you. Her priorities are her next meal and you. Of course she gets pissed off if you don't reciprocate her energy. Look at her, how could you ever put anything above her?
Jennifer wants you to be everything to each other, though she won't say it out loud. It shows in her actions.
You belong to her. Every version of yourself that exists in the world should belong to her. The version of you that you are when you're someone's best friend. When you're someone's partner. It's all hers. She won't let anyone else take root in your life in a role that she can fill. She'll do a better job anyways.
The enormity of her ego and the way she clings might seem at odds. She thinks she's a God walking amongst fucking cattle. But she sticks to you like a second skin. A hand always at your waist. Her lips always chasing yours, whining when you don't give in fast enough, when you don't melt like she does. Her grip iron clad when you hold hands. If you pull away too soon from a hug, from a kiss, she bites, she holds on with claws.
She coos at the marks she leaves on your skin and kisses all the scratches and bruises she leaves better. / "I'm sorry baby, you know I hate letting you go."
Carrie White / idolizer, protective, selfless
Not in her wildest dreams did Carrie think anyone could be as kind as you. People are cruel. Their first instinct is to cause hurt before they'll ever reach out a hand to help, to shield, to love.
But you're not like that at all. You're something ripped straight from a fairy-tale. The rare ones that her Mother let her read, that weren't hiding devil worship between their poetic words.
You're so patient with her. So gentle. You treat her like glass. You hold her close, and kiss her soft, and cup her face in your hands that are always so warm.
You say you love her in a breathless way, every time. Like even expressing how much you care makes you dizzy. As if she overwhelms you. She feels dizzy herself as she hangs on your every honeyed word. Clings to you every time you reach out your hands to hold her.
Carrie doesn't know if she believes in God nowadays, but if she did you'd be an angel sent straight from heaven. A gift, maybe, to make up for all the years of torment she endured from everyone she'd ever known.
She'd think you were some kind of God yourself, if you had any sort of abilities like her. But you don't. You walk around doing what's right, being good down to the marrow of your very bones just because it's who you are. You greet the world with your fists raised and you're only human, and it scares Carrie so much.
You're the last decent person alive and you'll throw yourself onto any pyre you see if it means doing what's right. Carrie loves that about you. It terrifies her.
So Carrie throws herself into the ring with you. Your sweet, gentle Carrie who you're always trying to protect. But Carrie doesn't need your protection. She's not the helpless little girl she used to be. She won't let anything hurt either of you, from now on. For the rest of your lives you'll be safe, happy. Together. Carrie would burn the world to ash if it meant not a scratch would befall you.
"You're an angel, Y/N. The most wonderful angel God ever made."
Ginger Fitzgerald / possessive, impulsive, protective,
Sometimes Ginger wishes everyone else in the world would disappear, besides the two of you. They're a hindrance.
She feels insane when she watches you. She feels her claws come out and makes herself bleed as she fights against the instinct to rip out every tongue that speaks to you, and every pair of eyes that's ever looked into yours.
She shivers when you claim her. The only time she enjoys being around other people now is when you're introducing her: "This is Ginger, my girlfriend." "This is Ginger, my partner." "This is Ginger, my best friend." "This is Ginger, my everything."
She loves being yours. Relishes in the way you say the word mine. She wants to lick the words from your mouth, the weight of your total ownership over her sweet and poisonous.
She wonders if you get the same pleasure from belonging to her. She wants you to. She wants to carve her name into your skin with her claws and have you moan at the first sharp sting of the letter G.
It's primal, the way she wants you. Beyond anything humans have words for. She leaves her scent on your skin and wants to growl when you wash it away with artificial soaps and perfumes. She sucks bruises into every inch of you that anyone else could see.
She wants you to do the same. Wants to roll onto her back and expose her neck, and have you bite so hard you draw blood.
Ginger's wanting comes with teeth. What she is demands she sinks her teeth into things, that she draws blood. Even when she loves you. Because she loves you, maybe. She needs to leave a mark on you. She needs to always be there. She needs the same from you.
Needs you to leave scars on her that she can touch when you're not around. Proof that you were there. Proof that you're coming back. You don't carve your name into things and then abandon them. When you own things you keep them.
When you're gone the world goes dim and cold. She couldn't survive in a world without you. She wouldn't even attempt it. What would be the fucking point?
"We're a pair. We belong to each other. Always, yeah?"
#crazy ass girls gang#tiffany valentine x reader#jordan li x reader#jordan li imagine#tiffany valentine imagine#jennifer check x reader#jennifer check imagine#ginger fitzgerald x reader#carrie white x reader#nancy downs x reader#thank you ty and oak for helping me place these guys i was in the trenches#im still in the trenches right now because im down BAD i want them all in a way that#MUST be studied by scientists this shit ain't normal#sorry if this makes me look gay it's because i am#got a little lost in the sauce with ginger HELLO???
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i think nandermo is going canon. i really do.
this season has had an incredibly noticeable shift in their dynamic to the point where casual viewers i know are asking me how long nandor has been in love with guillermo for. people who previously thought nothing of it are reconsidering their relationship
if their serious scenes together have jokes in, they don't undercut the weight of what is happening. guillermo's interview, firing nandor, the warehouse confrontations, and even the nixon scene are played as meaningful. this arc is going somewhere- i mean, nandor's entire arc for this season is how lost he is without guillermo.
i get the worries about interviews. the whole "ambiguous bffs that's his boss non-physical EWW" thing is definitely off-putting. however. showrunners have done this before when a ship is endgame. it would be kind of disappointing for paul simms to go "yeah nandor is totally in love with guillermo" and spoil the conclusion of six seasons of slowburn. plus, the cast have awful poker faces whenever nandermo is brought up in an interview.
the writers are setting them up on a clearly romantic arc for the final season. right now, they're going through conflict and drifting apart. at some point over the next few episodes, something will happen that makes their relationship feel unsalvageable. this could be nandor's confession, or something else entirely. then, likely in the two-part finale, the tension between them will reach boiling point and have to reach a resolution.
will this resolution be a relationship between them? i'm not sure. but i really do think their feelings will at least be explicitly shown as romantic and reciprocated. aaaaand this is how we can win!
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Something abt how Loki said "Trying to fix what's broken is hard", and Renslayer said to Mobius about how he has "a soft spot for broken things". Is that anything.
#help#im in the lokius trenches im so obsessed rn over every little detail#loki#lokius#mobius m mobius
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Basically, what I got from my dash—
Sunny viewers: Loving life, excited for every moment with our beloved sassy daughter, our shining star!
Empanada viewers: Chill, also enjoying life, light angst but it got fixed quick.
Pepito viewers: Grieving, clawing at their screens, crying every moment bc it’s not Pepito’s fault, it’s not Pepito’s fault, it’s not Pepito’s fault it’s wrong place wrong time—
#qsmp#qsmp eggs#qsmp pepito#qsmp sunnysideup#qsmp empanada#new eggs#are pepito viewers okay? blink 3 time for help—#like im a Sunny viewer and we’re having the time of our life over here#and i check my feed to see the other eggs and y’all are in the trenches#ima have to tune into Roiers stream I guess lmao#edit: pepito has no pronouns so I change it to match accordingly!
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pwease
#she ra#catra#adora#catradora#spop#spop catra#spop adora#someone help me w/ this fuckass internship paper stuff#im in the trenches rn#my footprints#my she ra stuff#i have more in this tag
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“Don’t want the Board to watch,” Darling explains, not without an edge of embarrassment. “I mean, can you imagine if this --” he gestures to the small space between them-- “showed up on their minutes? I’d be-- mortified , is the word.” Trench stares at him. It takes him a moment to find the coherency to respond. “I’m sure,” he manages to say, “they wouldn’t mind extracurricular activities.”
a scene from my trench/darling fic, "minutes of the meeting" <3 i may not have finished the game yet but i am utterly enamored with darling and trench's dynamic of the bureau's golden child and his handler υ´• ﻌ •`υ
#control#control game#casper darling#dr darling#dr casper darling#zachariah trench#trench/darling#darling/trench#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#mine#my art#the board voice my god these bitches gay/faggy. good for them. good for them#HELP#im never beatign the allegations#'where r darlings glasses' READ THE FIC#THANK U#like comment subscribe marinate overnight and bake at 350F#let cool for 10 minutes#serve with garnish
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this is STILL not my beautiful wife
#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#animation#im just posting all my wips here over and over. enjoy.#i procrastinated so hard on drawing his tie or trench coat#that i instead animated the entire second ford for the background. and then put a tie and trench coat on that one.#turns out fabric animation isnt quite as scary as i imagined so im a lot more confident about animating it for bord prime#then its just a matter of tweening the background ford#tweaking the timing#doing the actual cleanup and linework#and coloring#and im done!#animation is so time consuming. i cant believe no one has ever realized this before#im getting quicker though!#the fact that im rotoscoping this both helps and hinders my speed#im also still drawing all of this on my touchscreen laptop with my fingertip bc i have yet to plug my tablet in#my wrist brace is getting more use this week than it has in years#fluffle art
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They’re in their comfort zone <3
#help im in the perenor trenches#epic the musical#epic: the musical#perimedes#elpenor#perenor#my art
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Did you see them?
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fuck. one summer left.
#lol it sounds like the world is ending#basically ive been homeschooled my entire life#and im gonna go to public high school this fall#in a few months#i have no idea what to expect#public schoolers are incredibly bad at clarifying what its like#maybe i should ask the internet#is it really Mean Girls or is it like Big Nate or is it Foxtrot?#or is it Harry Potter?#what is school LIKE?#media is giving me mixed messages i need help#also the internet constantly describing how utterly horrible it is for mental health isnt exactly encouraging#would it be hard or easy for me to make friends?#im pretty charismatic (i think? i can only really compare myself to other socially inept homeschoolers) but im also a loser#three pigeons in a trench coat
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Someone, anyone, please.
I need to talk about radioapple headcannkns and my alastor design because im rotting right now.
#alastor#radioapple#hazbin hotel lucifer#alastor x lucifer#lucifer x alastor#send help im deep in the trenches today boys
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they're sitting NEXT TO EACH OTHER instead of across the table from each other??? love is real they made me believe again
love in sharing the same boothseat... love in being able to nudge your thigh with mine under the table to get your attention when youre too busy partaking in the food and i want to say something funny but only until i know youre looking at me when i say it so i can see the way your smile starts at your eyes, love in the way the tabletop can obscure the view of my pinky tangling with yours as it rests on the vinyl of the seat between us and i chuckle at how cold it is because the minute you moved to florida you lost all immunity to the cold but thats okay i can warm it up for you, love in the way that we're sat here together alone at the market hall when everyone else already split up to go explore the city because you asked me to and you were so excited to share your own memories, your own homeland with me in its purest form... love in the way that i love you
#ask#we are having a normal day about maffhew sasha around here i prommy#i have to jump into the fucking ocean i really cant do this#IM NOT OVER IT#IM NOT FUCKING OVER THIS SHIT#ITS FUCKING DIA DE LOS ÑOQUIS SO YOU CAN IMAGINE ME TRYING TO REMAIN SANE ENOUGH IN THE KITCHEN ALL DAY TRYING TO MAKE ÑOQUIS#AND I ALMOST BURNED MY SAUCE TWICE. FORGOT TO PUT THE MEAT IN BEFORE THE TOMATO SAUCE. FUCKIN DOUSED THAT SHIT IN WINE. BURNT MY TONGUE-#I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFEEEEEEEE#AND YET THESE BITCHES WERE ON MY MIND IT WAS SO DETRIMENTAL#the ñoquis turned out much more delicious than last month!!! so like alls well that ends well but like bitchhhhh#sorry i was in the fucking trenches all day today because of this like ñoquis are a whole day affair man#and maffhew sasha did not fucking help at all#good LORD
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Calling all former (and current) phannies of tumblr.... 😬
I'm making a deep dive powerpoint about Dan and Phil and I need your help deciding what to include as significant events in the phandom since the beginning.
I'm talking deep lore, most popular videos, and vocabulary that people who have never heard of these gays would need to know
message me or pop it into my ask box, I may not respond quickly but your contributions are greatly appreciated !!
#for example give me your experiences in 2012. how did fyi i like vagina explode your twitter. defining the significance of the common things#like lions and llamas and maltesers#most popular iconic fics#dangirls and philgirls#i wanna know it all#dan and phil#dnp#dan and phil games#dip and pip#dnpg#daniel howell#phil lester#god help me#im in the trenches why am i doing this#mine
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#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#I've been deep in the trenches. Surviving on moss and dirt and the occasional grenade just to spice it up a bit#life has been very hectic with a (distant) death that im helping with#the second interview for a possible promotion#and work that eats my energy more than it really should (but I can't help to get invested in)#I have tried to keep to a higher standard of words written/edited and it is paying off; im hoping to show you this tomorrow in its entirety#writing id's 101 has been so emotionally draining :') theres these guttural emotions that I don't face often...#really cathartic once they are on page. But agonizing to write-- to live in that moment.#I hope you'll like it. I hope I can finish it quickly too#without devolving into melodrama or that impassive tone I hate#I guess we'll see! [crazy person laugh]#ouroboros spoilers
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