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Its interesting how similar Nam-soon and Shi-oh are. The more we find out about his past its like the dark version of Nam-soon's childhood. Children lost to their families, raised in a foreign country under another name, participating in fights as children, etc. And it left both of them with the same ideas (change the world, find love) but using different methods.
Oh my god, this is such an interesting take and I agree anon! It clearly goes to show that the atmosphere that people grow up in, the trauma they face etc, clearly affects the person they grow to be.
In Si-Ohs case he was literally hardened by the mafia, he doesn't know anything else. Kindness is something he never had, so he lives the way he knows how. He wants to break free from the hold they have on him sure, but the only way he sees is gaining more power over them. Which is also probably why he finds himself attached to Nam Soon. Since she doesnt carry that much darkness, and her inherent nature seems kind.
Nam Soon on the other hand, might have lost her parents but she had another set of parents who treated her with love. Weirdly though she is supposed to be empathic, I dont see that in her interactions with Si-Oh mostly. Those seem a little one dimensional. Like yes this is the guy who is causing problems in your family which is not cool, but even when he is opening up to her there doesn't seem to be a lot of understanding?? If you get what I mean?
Sorry I went off on a tangent xD
#strong girl nam soon#i need more#netflix#lu watches#kdramanetwork#gang nam soon#ryu si oh#kdrama#opposites#its like the writers tried to create parallels between the protagonist and villain and then said you will not have it#im here waiting for the fandom to write this#anon asks#come lets disect this
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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world
#im talking about griffith btw#guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him#and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me#but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings#like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too#and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon#so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn#he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv#and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not#ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities#more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well#also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read#there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom#i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read#also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note#light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into#and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead#and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol#so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well#berserk spoilers#p
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i mightve found the only other undertale fan in my entire school and he's playing one of those roblox ut fighting fan games. and then i saw his avatar and i'm like 80% sure it was dust but i cant tell because theres an undyne head over the avatar. man what the hell
#i dont even know if it was actually dust because fucking the mtt all look like goddamn sans#AND DUST (and horror)S ONLY DEFINING TRAIT IS ON HIS FACE!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!#im not speaking to him because then ill get cooties but i sit behind and watch him.play. what an enigma#theres always 1-2 undertale or utmv fans in every school across the world its a very high probability#this is so funny to me#bro is probably one of those powerscalers#bro probably learned about the mtt through roblox#BRO NEEDS TO SHOW ME HIS AVATAR IS THAT DUST OR NOY#i probably look so damn creepy rn but maaaan i gotta know#im 80% sure its dust the hood is up. no classic sans cosplay would have the hood up possibly#im far away but the face looks slightly deranged iHAVE to believe its dust#im over here writing about my shitty multiverse au and hes over there playing a roblox game#the duality of the utmv fandom.#HIS FAT HEAD IS IN YHE WAY I DONT KNOW IF HES COSPLAYING DUSG#this is my new entertainment now. watching this guy play this silly game like hes an experiment#its giving killer sans#WAIT IT IS DUST!!!!! ITS DUSY CONFIMRED!!!!!!!!#AND THE WEIRD LITTLE RED GHING BEHIND THE HEAD WASNT UNDYNES HAIR IT WAS FUCKING PHANTOM PAPS#THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY#goddamnit now i cant stop imagining dust playing those silly little roblox fighting games. he'd pop off on them i swear#alright my soul is freed from this torment of wondering of its dust. time to stop watching this guy#tricule rant
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i'm noticing that when people request things and i write it for them, sometimes the people i write for dont reblog or give me any feedback. ^^ its starting to get a bit irritating when i take the time to write something and i just get a like from the person. the twst fandom has been talking about this since forever but literally the least you can do is reblog. seriously.
#im thinking about not taking requests ever anymore honestly#like i have ideas floating around in my brain#why should i write something for someone else when they dont even appreciate it#i wanted to finish the 1.8k event but i dont even think i'll be able to do that#its a shame the twst community turned out this way#and even just writing in general gahhh#like i love writing but its becoming such a chore#anyways my mutuals can request stuff but im getting fed up#its also been hurting my feelings a bit.#i actually had this happen DURING the 1.8k event too#i wrote stuff for moots and couldnt wait to see their reactions and then they just liked#it felt like a slap in the face#idk man i just want to enjoy things again that would be nice#ikepri and ikevamp fandom here i come i hope ygys are more receptive!!#🐙! auburn's rambles <3
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SECOND TO LAST CHAPTER IS FINISHED. LETS GO GIRLS.
#its so weird. like theres one more chapter and then im like.... done w all my subnaut fics#like other than those other aus ive posted about but. tbh i never really intended to WRITE any of those#bc i would be here forever if i tried every single idea i came up with#but this is like the last big project i have planned for this fandom#and its. its weird!!!! ive been writing these fics for. what. four years?? five??#theres an end in sight and its like. huh.#NOT TO SAY IM GOING AWAY FOREVER OBVS. IM STILL GONNA BE HERE.#but no more 20k+ word stories until at LEAST sub3#sorry this has nothing to do w the fic at all EVERYONE ENJOY THIS CHAPTER IS A BIT OF A LONGER ONE TO MAKE UP FOR THE WAIT#final chapter will be out before the end of the week !!!!!#once again wtf r my tags#fanfic#fanfiction#subnautica: new years eve#subnautica spoilers
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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)
#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now#that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end#ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes#youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused#more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that#aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better#please someone do this 😭#lee text#hsr#i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end#my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder#but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him#instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now#they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot#so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it#maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because#they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing#we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end#or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e#i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid#is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead#OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation#and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying#his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed#these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better#lee rambles
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i just. remembered again that i have a fembaru fic but also the premise is. Very Messed Up hah and also it was written before the canon genderbent au with its official genderbend names for everyone so its also outdated on top of that T^T i had like. Genderqueer subtext going on too. but i also wrote this fic like almost two years ago and havent touched it in forever so im unsure if i should go back to it…. o.o but i would love to finish it one day if only for my own satisfaction hah… i had a very detailed outline for ch 2 (its a twoshot) and several scenes written already anyway!! (and also i would probably update those names, make minor edits, etc etc hmm…)
#just thinking about this wip again………… mmmm….. not super confident in my older ao3 fics but the premise for this one was like. i think i#ended up brainstorming it with a friend or two and then i was like wait holy shit howd this play out. and then i took about two weeks to#write ch1? :o#and then i like. REALLY got into revolutionary girl utena after finishing ch1 so like that def bled into um. the themes.#just. thimking…….. bc ive had so many ideas to explore like. themes regarding gender and misogyny and Choice and destiny and queerness and#all sorts of things….. bc rezero Touches on them and is even Detailed on them sometimes and id Love to go in depth. but im also a bit#nervous to bc 1. writing fic is….. so much work sometimes fr and i am but a lazy writer and 2. the slight anxiety of what if i get flamed#o.o wild to think about…..#like. i have ideas for emilia fics that are. definitely darker maybe a bit controversial but i will go off the walls with writing for the#sake of answering the questions of. can this be done. and is it possible to narratively critique canon and fandom treatment of emilia. that#sort of thing.#not that im the best writer ever akdbdnd but i do like darker fiction sometimes. and i also like being meta about things in fiction. and i#also like writing to get out a tiny bit of salt. etc etc.#i tried to write these kinds of thinngs with my atm sole emilia centric fic that i wrote. uhhh more than a year ago? and i would love to try#again one day bc ive def improved and changed as a writer since then. u know what i mean?? :o#just like. rezero and queerness is very interesting to me.#suffaru post#saving this on the blog bc i talked Too Much about my writing process here HAH#my writing process being: HOW FAR CAN I TAKE THIS IDEA AND HOW OFF THE WALLS CAN IT GET????#in reality tho im really just a massive nerd whos gone down a massive rabbit hole of writing anime fanfic. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#if you actually read all these tags big thank you HAH
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guess whos working on the first page for soemthing auuhhhugughh
#i hate writing im quitting homestuck fandom im quitting art im deleting all my socials#<- god wait til i get to the actual examine room page im actually gonna die#<- actually might not be too hard ill have to be in the moment to determine#STILL !#here i go talking again
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okay nvm not time to write time to sleep i need to be stopped
#someone make me take break days#it can't be healthy to think about writing 24/7#what happened to me#i went from clawing from the depths of years long writers block fighting for my life#to LETS WRITE CHAPTERS EVERY DAY#WHAT AM I DOING IF NOT WAITING TO WRITE :D#how did we get here#this rtc fixation is possibly one of the strongest ones ive had#and you know what it is???#its because rtc is infinite#so many productions to watch#and for the first time in ages im in a fandom where my fav ship is popular#so there's new fics/chapters every day#im being spoilt#usually my fixations die when i run out of things to fuel it#so the nischa community is singlehandedly keeping me tied down#thank you for your service guys <3333#okay why tf can't i post a sentence without ranting in the tags#does anyone read this??#hi!!!!#i need to go to sleep
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hope you're all liking the epilogue and that you enjoyed the whole series in general. thank you for giving it so much love and support. can't wait to share more 🤍
#i'll be completely honest#you guys n the love you give are the reason why i'm still here#bc there are days and weeks when i.... don'tenjoytumblranymore#it's not bc of interaction or anything bc my god you guys talk to me so much ily :(#but tumblr has changed... the bts fandom has changed. the dash is literally EMPTY#it feels so different from when i joined back early 2021... everyone was so happy and loud back then#and so enthusiastic about writing too... like i still fkn love writing all i write#but the level of excitement about writing has changed.. it's why i try to take it slower these days#my god i used to have a schedule lmao could never today 💀#but yeah idk... sometimes im like... this isn't fun anymore and maybe it's time to give up#but that's exactly when y'all come thru and say something SUPER SWEET and i'm like.. wait ykw#i love this space.. it's still comfort and warmth#so yeah thank you for giving me hope and keeping me here you mean so much to me#the platform changes and sucks sometimes but you guys remain here and are as fucking kind as ever and#make this little community irreplaceable#i love you#and yeah. i just needed to get this off my chest bc it has been on my mind for rlly long#especially since those community labels butchered and changed interaction :/ like i just know the c&f family could've been#a lot bigger if not for the label on pt1.. could've really been one of the biggest stories around here but lol it is what it is !! the love#is overwhelming as it is so thank you <3#okay that's way too long pls ignore me bye#tdl???
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I don't normally make posts, but i felt compelled to share a snippet of the upcoming second chapter of my fic "Can You Feel the Sun?" 💕
Millionsummers because i dont have the attention span for anything else dkdkdks
#trigun#legato bluesummers#millions knives#millionsummers#i dont usually like posting snippets because they're usually subject to change drastically#but i only see one small phrasing error that needs fixing in this and im happy with it despite that#so i feel like ill keep this part unchanged#im also nervous because i live here (tumblr) so its somehow more daunting to post stuff here than it is on ao3.#anyway.#i wish i had more people to talk abt millionsummers with but i am way too nervous to join any discords#or reach out to others in this corner of the fandom that i admire#so!!!! i sit in silence lmao#sorry for the tags kdkdks#oh wait#trimax spoilers#for those still doing the book club!! idk if its still going on but just in case#my writing
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I'm getting to a point in writing where I want to write more about my ocs than about the canon characters but at the same time it feels like going to middle school art club and being like "this is trilly, they're nonbinary and homeless in the fantasy 1940s and they're traveling with their partner whose name is Starlight and she was an orphan saved by one background character from one book and they're traveling to find Trilly's uncle and cousin who went missing in the war and I think they're really cool so please care about them!"
#chit chat#obviously trilly is not a character for this fandom but i do often feel the same way about like. elmga. or neeli.#or bones lmao#everyone shut the fuck up about obi wan im gonna tell you about this miracle clone medic with lots of anxiety#ughhhh#writing about your ocs is cool and awesome and not embarrassing but alsoooo i was on ffnet in 2013#when having an oc that was even just a girl was prime mary sue flame bait#that didn't stop me from doing it but even after a decade im still waiting for people to be like 'stop talking about ur cringe ass ocs#and get back to the actual story'#ugh ugh ugh#it's so embarrassing to be a writer y'all#im out here every fuckin day baring my soul through the lens of fantasy just for fun#saying things like 'i wish that when i was in pain it mattered to others'#or 'the enormity of choices overwhelms me so i am going to write this story over and over again and maybe it will be different this time'#but it will not#they have beem dead since the beginning#but we sing it anyway#and i say this all mostly by putting obi wan in Situations but sometimes i wanna talk about my ocs too#what if there was an awesome doctor. and they cared about what was wrong with you.#isn't that a nice fantasy? it's one of my favorites.
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i just remembered this blog existed… after like 3 months… haiii :3
#i was talking to one of my irls abt childhood memories and nostalgia and aphmau came up and when i tell u we went INSANE over mcd/mystreet#it made me remember that THIS BLOG EXISTS AND I CAN PARTAKE IN THE FANDOM WITHOUT FEELING CRINGE#bc everyone here knows how bad the writing and everything is so its rlly cool and chill here#i just need that tbh.. a place where everyones working with the same thing but has such different views of it is so cool to me#ANYWAYS SOOO coming back for pride month!!! maybe. who knows#it would be funny if i did bc of my username#i was watching mcd last night (currently on ep 35 as of me writing this) and my GOD i need to rework travis’ character so bad#hes silly and i like him but he clashes way too much with laurance#sooo maybe expect that????? idk. i dont wanna make any promises but 👀#okay ill shut up now#NO WAIT I WONT i kinda wanna redesign EVERYONE and i KNOW thats a big commitment but I WANT TO SO BAD#im supposed to be getting ready for art fight but my GODDD redesigning already established characters seems so much more fun than#redesigning my own ocs. actually they might aswell be my ocs if i do DJSJSKAK anyways NOW ill shut up#ashe.txt
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if someone took me into a creepy ass room, hooked me up to a lie detector, blasted projector light right into my eyes and asked me to read an apology statement when i did nothing wrong, i would simply not read it. sorry to helly but i'm different
#blue fandom ramblings#severance 2022#severance#im watching this now#instead of. getting caught up on the billion things im behind on#or finishing a fic i started last week#blue personal ramblings#but like i do not apologise when i have done nothing wrong. you can try to pressure me as much as you want but i wont do it#last week i was non verbal for nearly the whole week and someone tried to make me talk be pulling me into a room to#'discuss what's going on' and they started by asking me a non-polar question#i guess he thought my non-verbality was a choice? and by waiting me out he could get me to talk? lmao think again bitch#i sat there for however many minutes. waiting HIM out. i was fully making little scenarios in my head for my ongoing WIP#by the time HE lost his stupid little game and finally asked me a question i could answer by nodding/shaking me head#yea i couldve made some sort of gesture indicating i needed to write. to respond to him#but here's the thing. im a STUBBORN BITCH#play stupid games with me? lose like the stupid little idiot you are.#ANYWAYS my point is. in helly's shoes i simply would Not read the statement.#ive got all day bitch. ive got the rest of my life. bitch. fucking try me.#queued
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im realizing very quickly that when im rocky in characterization my ability to write plummets so far down i feel like im actually writing fic for the first time again
#kijorambles#aw DRAT the fanfiction requires a NEW INTERNAL VOICE#i feel like im sitting here with clay and a half baked idea of what i should be making. im throwing shit at the wall and not even waiting#for it to stick before im skipping off to the next paragraph praying its at least coherent#this happens for every fandom i write in btw
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I need to, like...grab my Dottore and squish him down until he behaves-
#not important#desert doktorspiele#i desperately wanna write him more#been looking over my drabbles and it's like#1. something i didnt finish (or lead-in to rp stuff so it's deliberately left off on a “wait that's it??” kinda spot)#2. really self indulgent in a way i feel like i have to justify#3. there's like...one or two things i think would be good enough to post but im a coward/it feels sorta weird with them being rather short#(secret fourth option)#what we're dealing with here is stage five brainrot where i've rotated him in my brain SO dang much#i can only seem to write him in an ultra self indulgent manner absolutely based in my headcanons#so he's inherently very canon divergent and also#kinda the reverse of like...Everything#which is normal for my takes tbh but not great for attracting other fans#if the fandom zigs i zag kinda thing#boi is evil and maniacal and malicious?#well! i wonder where my characterization lands then-- (rhetorical)#that's just kind of a generalized summary it's a Lot of factors-#but if i keep shaking him around maybe he'll finally work with me in a way where#i can sneakily introduce the self indulgence bit by bit so by the time you realize it#it's too late and you're trapped and he'll live rent free in your head forever maybe
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