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felixisfruity · 26 days ago

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i need hormone blockers NOW

#felix babbles #im having a bad period can you tell #i would say i want testosterone but i havent decided yet 🙏 my bigender ass

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beastking-golion · 14 days ago

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When I don’t think of the voicemails, the Temperance ending is kinda funny especially if you played as a non white or cis male V.

You turn that mf into a minority then fuck off into cyberspace.

It’s kinda awesome actually.

#casts a lightning bolt which forces you to be trans and a whole new race #good luck johnny I’m doing fuck knows in the blackwall #maybe I died maybe I’m being tortured for eternity maybe I’m just vibing and having tea with alt IDK #but you? you have fun bud cause I woke you from a 50 year coma and turned you into a whole new person #and I ain’t just talking metaphorically #dex talks #cyberpunk 2077 #johnny silverhand #male v #female v #temperance ending #bye johnny im going to heaven now oh also you have a pussy make sure to stay on top of those t shots cause my cramps are KILLER #temperance ending is literally that image of someone shooting their period cramps into their fav #I just finished the main story can you tell?#want dlc so bad… but I hate paying full price for literally anything

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hershelwidget · 2 years ago

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My dumbass decided to be funny

I am terribly ashamed to say I am in the process of colouring this and it looks God Awful so thank God I took a pic before anything else happened

UPDATE. I finished colouring this

I want you all to know that everyone I showed this to had mixed feelings about briefcase, ranging from “I don’t trust this guy” to “He looks very polite” to “I’d marry him”

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percyweasleyapologist · 17 days ago

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"it wasn't the right decision to send me away"

??? really??? did she really just fucking say that???

what. the. fuck.

SHE WAS SENT AWAY BECAUSE SHE WAS TRYING TO FUCKING KILL US ALL

but NOOOOOOOO

it wasn't a "good decision"

yes, my dearest sister, we should have let you stay with us while we were actively in danger of you harming any one of us (including yourself) at any time and where we all feared for our lives.

LIKE IM SORRY I WANT TO LIVE?!?!?

i- i just can't fucking do this right now oml

AND WE'RE THE BAD GUYS?? WE'RE THE BAD GUYS. REALLY?! REALLY?

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szaryherbatnik · 2 months ago

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Tough day rambles

In a world with a different setting id be a prophet or a person with cool visions, id be a person worthy of protection and trust and friendship. Here im just paranoid and i worry about the wrong things. Somewhere else when i dance on my way to a shop everyone thinks im full of joy and whimsy and they dont think im drunk or childish. Somewhere else i can be around people for more than 5 hours before i shut down for the rest of the day. Somewhere else i dont remind everyone im stupid and dumb and i dont describe everything i do and feel as "slight" and "little" and "a bit", im able to love romantically and dream of tenderness and give it and recieve it. Idk i just hate myself a lot.

#period moment #im unable of feeling any positive emotion currently #but its true i am worthless #i always promise myself i wont enter new fandoms because in the end theyre just reminders of how ill never be cool and enough etc #i wish i had a confirmation that im not that bad #old man journalist who came to our uni said oooh i thought you were american with your accent and how much u use the word 'like'#i told him my vocabulary is just really really bad and he laughed but yeah omg what a way to tell me im dumb #and also guy from class texting me transphobic pro trump stuff just cause he wants me to give him arguments against what he says #why #just why #and im bad at german #and i havent started writing my article even tho i have over a month to do it #and i dont understand in between wars economics in germany #and i cant write my coalecroux and theres no point of continuing there are much better writers #everything i do is wrong and i dont understand what i should understand #disgusting uh i feel disgusting #my mom told me that her boyfriend got a “beautiful” christmas gift for me #dude why WHY would you buy me things that can be described as beautiful #i hate christmas #i just want to be somewhere else in a different world #i want to be in avantris i want to use magic i dont want to be human #i wish i was older because maybe when youre like 27 your opinions and feelings matter #but im over here rocking back and forth and sucking on a necklace like a fucking baby watching wizard of oz #how do you stop hating yourself i dont get it #i dont fuckinf understand anything #everything is clouded with my desire to be dead or somewhere else and its been like this for a decade i just want it to stop #goodnight i hope i dont fucking wake up i hope my cat scratches my stomach open and eats my body so im useful for something

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 months ago

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uwu

#TMI IN TAGS #the cool part about being a stupid little rabbit is i have many pee pads #so instead of having to sit in uncomfortable panties/use a pad I can just be nakey (:#nakey and free while I'm healin today (:#(its basically like a period again which like. mine literally just ended monday so it's not even that bad esp compared to that)#my left arm is also sore cause of the way they had to put my IV in (i got bad veins 🙃)and the fact my implant on that arm was removed #my uterus is very much sore #my love is makin me hot dogs and once i eat more im gonna take some Tylenol and play games #if u read this ilu i hope uve had a good day so far < 3 #(if u feel like it tell me about it!! or anything you want!! I'll be online again somewhat later probs)#lay down time now 🥰

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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doing really bad in ways i can’t talk about which is making it worse

#just cancelled a meeting so i could cry in the office LMAOOOOOOO 🥰👍#purrs #the mortifying ordeal of my therapist being on her honeymoon rn 😹😹😹😹😹#i think i am just a bad person and my needs hurt people who need me. and it’s not fair to them and idont know what to do with that.#i think i may have to move out sooner than i am ready to and not listen to anyone telling me to keep waiting. this is not sustainable. it’s #not sustainable for my family because i hurt them with my needs. and it’s not sustainable for me to be unable to need and get what i need #without hurting them. i think what’s so hard about this is that i have to do it alone and everyone is against me doing it but i have to do #it anyway. i don’t know. i don’t want my sister to see this and get hurt. if you do see this im sorry i can’t be what you need. im sorry my #needs hurt you. but they’re needs. i have to be selfish even though my brain is screaming at me in your voice that i don’t. i just need to #escape it all. i am allowed to need independence and alone time and im sorry i was cruel about asserting it but i need to assert it and no #one at home understands why but I need to. im not talking coherently i just feel so wretched and sick to my stomach with guilt and grief and #frustration and shame and i have to facilitate a huge session in an hour and a half.#delete later #like my friends / mutuals / mentors / etc can tell me until they’re blue in the face that i am not a bad person and i deserve to live an #independent Life etc etc but none of you are actually in my house and you don’t see how it is and how i am the cause of all of it and how im #stuck and making things worse. and i can’t summon my strength or calm down or anything. i don’t know. i have to get ready for the session i #just can’t even think straight. my family is right and i am also right and i can’t assert my rightness over theirs. so im stuck forever.#if i could i would leave work early and go home but there’s no one to take me home and home is actually the worst possible place to be #right now LOLLLLL. i just need to curl into a bed and cry. also im about to get my period so thats probably why im like this lol

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago

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He won't leave my fucking friends alone.

#tales from diana #sorry this is about that bad friend i have to break up w that ive posted abt on and off the past couple weeks/months maybe #i still have to send him that final 'i dont wanna speak to you ever again'#ive been fucking busy ok. my summer has been full of family events and obligations #i have one brother getting married and the other having a baby!!! i have a LIFE and SHIT TO DO and PPL TO BE THERE FOR other than YOU!!!#i havent spoken to him in over 2 months too and he knows it's bc i don't want to #he's so difficult bc you can't fucking tell him the truth. you can't!!! he can't handle it!!! do you know how hard it is to handle???#the things i have to do to cut him off. because he doesn't respect normal fucking boundaries. make ME feel like im in the wrong #like im the shady person and the liar.#i can't drift from him bc hell pull me back #i can't communicate w him bc he won't hear anything i have to say he'll just turn it around & make it abt himself.#he literally does not understand ppl having motivations to do things that don't relate to him #and he has no sympathy for what he does to other ppl. nothing but self-pity for how they don't like him anymore.#if he dealt w someone who put him through half of what he put ME through. no he couldn't actually.#i only allowed him to manipulate me for so long because i cared abt him. who i thought he was.#and he just point blank period doesn't care about other ppl. so he could never go through what ive gone through w him.#i feel like all this friend breakup has proven to me is that im actually a good person and it can be used against me by ppl who arent #some fucking lesson i needed to learn huh?#i hate feeling as negatively towards anyone as i do towards him. it's so hard for me not to have at least #a little spark of hope deep down for everyone. even ppl ive removed from my life before. i dont HATE them #theyve disappointed me or insulted me or mistreated me but at least their motivations seemed simple and clear #and MOST of them seemed to understand SOMEWHAT that they were in the wrong #even if they don't admit it to me or still find an excuse to hate me. whatever #i can see them as ppl who might feel remorse someday and grow from it #i do not see it in this guy. bc if you have a problem w him he'll only make it 20 times worse.#he's so selfish it genuinely baffles me to think about it. and he's one of the least honest ppl ive ever known.#he'll never see the error of his ways. i do not believe he has that capacity.#and will i say none of this to him? no #im just going to say thanks for leaving me alone these past couple months. it's been good for me.#i don't think i can continue our friendship anymore for my own sake.

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our-lady-of-mcr · 9 months ago

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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

#self #for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school #and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt #trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house #for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO #and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time #i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it #is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication #which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it #but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can #and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar #but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely #on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment #her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way #i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to #hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very #honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer #regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend #i am not the person who put that shit in your folder #though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is #and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building #that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months #yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you #AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not #im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that #shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything #so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything

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scribbyizhere · 10 months ago

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ok well now I'm fucking pissed

#tw vent #in the tags #its never #its never the child thats the problem #its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do #but when look at the situation and think #huh #you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid #maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right #i mean seriously #maybe that simply is not right #and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that #maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room #idgaf what your age is #its js proving how fucking immature you are #im just so #im fucking pissed #im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you #you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us #and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that #i have had a shitty week #i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad #ivs just been upset period #my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them #and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating #they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw #if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny)#so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION????#they never fucking asked #and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does

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pallases · 10 months ago

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#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the #lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad #personal #also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim #to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn #it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight #instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for #easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte #and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT #promising and. AAAAA #also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my #free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles #the music chronicles #i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well #what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3 #OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat #it hereeee #soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that #idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and #stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn #ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.

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asyipyip · 1 year ago

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girl its so embarrassing but i love jonmartin so fucking much i havent cared this much about a ship since like. high school

#NOTHING COMPETES #guys its really bad that i got a new hyperfixation while in a bit of a rough period mental health wise #because MAMA MIA!!! THATS A GOOD ESCAPISM!!#i think i might. i think i might still be manic? its a little hard to tell. it can sometimes last more than just a day for me #sorry im bipolar posting abit #sometimes ur just having a fucking moment #its weird right because like. knowing im manic doesnt stop the manic. like i didnt know but now i do but i cant stop it! i would like to !#but at least i have my escapism lmao #kara stop blogging #ANYWAYS back to jonmartin #yeah theyre literally so romance. for the past several years i havent really been reading romance fics/interacting with any ship fanworks #like art or whatever #not intensely anyway #not out of a dislike? just a general disinterest. not sure why! just havent been in the mood? i guess?#but holyyyyyyyyyy fuck jonmartin is like. you are a 13 year old girl who just discovered shipping on tumblr for the first time again #I KNOW ITS A HORROR PODCAST BUT #LIKE COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN #the characters are just so! FUCKING! GOOD #i also ADORED daisy and basira's dynamic #wough. okay ill shut up now #tma #also these fucking tags are like legit proof that the tags on my personal posts are just full on incomprehensible diary at this point. bye

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lesbiankoby · 2 years ago

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not to place my own experiences above like my moms / the one who Actually Has Type One Diabetes (the one having constant medical emergencies) but there are just some life experiences i have that i think it took me a while to register other people didn't have like the fact that it was like a once every month or two scenario where between calling the ambulance and not calling the ambulance your parents asked you to quit doing the former unless you *really* have too so you're just trying to force your barely conscious extremely combative mother to drink a goddamned soda. or physically prevent her from trying to drive a vehicle while she was essentially extremely intoxicated and she has a good like.... 100 pounds on me and my sister at the time

#she actually dented the garage doing that once #thank god im mostly out of the period where it's plausible i'd have inherited it #we didn't get one of those emergency glucose shots until Later and i still dont think i could use it properly tho in theory i can i guess #idk. parents screaming at each other downstairs because my mom's default state when her sugar was low was to decide that it wasn't #and get angry when you tried to tell her it was and we actually are going to have to get an ambulance if she doesn't help us help her #when i was like three i think she almost died because i didn't know why she wouldn't get up from the couch #i think her current pump / monitor setup is better at catching it or something because it's been a while since it's been that bad but i als #don't live home full time anymore...

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anti-transphobia · 2 years ago

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I hate how awful the internet made changing opinions. Like they don't let you change your opinions for the better Ever.

#this is specifically about me having a bad take for a period of time because of my severe memory loss #the take was based on information #and i literally did not have the information #and despite knowing i have brain damage and my brain is degrading the people around me don't like #assist me in remembering important things about ethics/morality. that dont slip my mind because of malice #but slip my mind because sometimes i wake up and have lost years and years of context and information and learning ive already done #and a post of mine with a bad take blew up some time ago! and i stood by it #but like a week or two ago i was finally given actual context instead of like. just threats and zero desire to understand #and literally immediately my opinion reverted to what people were telling me i was awful over not thinking #it is actually so fucking easy to not assume people are being maliciousESPECIALLY people with very very severe memory loss #it's not your job to help people relearn how to navigate the world around them but you can at least be understanding about a disability #anyway I'm not even going to bother making s public change of stance about this even though not doing so bothers me #because the internet fucking sucks and if its seen at all id just get told i dont actually mean it or im using my disability as an excuse #also that post that blew up was the first time i had tried being open as a system on this blog and had been open about #one of the parts of my sexuality for the first time in a while #and people's reaction was to IMMEDIATELY say i wasn't actually the sexuality i claimed to be and was extremely ableist to me #and said they were entitled to literally all information about me and its my fault if i dont disclose it #(when i literally did)#so. lol. apologies for being wrong but like those types of ppl need to off themselves and im perfectly happy not ever having that sort of #folks back on my blog

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cerealandchoccymilk · 2 years ago

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im. really really hoping that livio gets a comeback in tristamp season 2 somehow. its possible!! considering his abilities in maximum!!! and he still has that super regen in stampede!! like please. give him back ik you can do it.......

#[(edit several months later) shoutout to the time i ompletely missed legato saying 'hes still of use' in tristamp]#please make it a fakeout pleaseeeeeeee cmon #and ADD RAZLO BACK IN??????? PRETTY PLEASE?????#also while im on this topic. elendira #the one genuine criticism about stampede i have is the fact that elendira isnt trans #i have a feeling that the production team is. scared?#to make minority characters?#like i can tell that the production team is lgbt accepting etc #but out of that respect comes a fear of misrepresenting #bc the source material does have some slightly transphobic language (period-typical and not like. super bad stuff tho yk)#and they dont want to harm real trans people. which is valid! but you gotta try man.#which is why razlo reminded me of her. bc the “good alter”/“evil alter” thing *is* a dangerous stereotype #which maximum does navigate pretty well imo #but stampede has to simplify things bc of the situation and media type etc #so its hard for them!#..............what if elendira comes out as a trans guy in s2 #that would be kinda funny i think #a strange decision but. yk. we stay silly

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selfconsumerofmywoes · 4 months ago

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okay might have just got a period. we aren’t going to panic. let’s wait until we’re done with uni for the day and see where we stand before spiralling okay???

#but also i’ve not had a natural period since i was 14 #and i’ve been hoping to all that is out there i have a hormone imbalance #that can be fixed and when it is i’ll have periods and a libido and won’t be depressed anymore #like i was counting on that #i’ve been trying to work up the courage to go to the doctor about it all week #(because i have a lot of bad history with doctors trying to get help with this #and the thought of facing that again makes me cry so i’ve been putting it off)#but like if i do get periods now then i guess im just like this???#i’m not all messed up because of hormones and it won’t be an easy fix and then i’ll have to suffer for the rest of my life #living in this hell #but yeah not spiralling yet as you can see #maybe a just squatted too hard or something and i got a little bit of bleeding #that’s what i can tell myself #i talk and its probably something weird

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