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im STAINED by the walllls of marijuanaaaaaa
#im gonna regret this in the future#ifykyk#this came to me in a dream#song form#kinda fire#i should start a bnad#i meant band#i wanna play guitar#but drum kinda cool because look cool while playing#but guitar though#song is so catchy i wanna start a band
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*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#lesbian#sometimes you may see a post from me and go:#why the fuck would she post that??#and wonder if i regret it#the answer is no <3#all my posts are bangers😤#esp this one#and that is NOT the exhaustion and lack of sleep talking#maybe it’s late and i have to be up#in five hours#and i came to the realization that ALL my kisses count as gay little kisses#and had to share that with the internet#okay and it’s a GOOD post😤😤😤😤#im not gonna see this at a time when im more sane and be like wtf#i’ll see it be like: wow that’s a great post#@ future me: u can fight me on this im right okay#god im so tired
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how did Shadow and Omega (mainly Shadow) deal with Rouge's death? Was it Maria Robotnik all over again?
(cw: i talk about grief and death a lot in this one)
nah i don't think it would be like maria, i imagine rouge would be able to live a full life so her death wouldn't be sudden and tragic like maria's. but it would still hurt - personally i think it takes a while for shadow to come to terms with the fact that he's immortal and has to continuously watch the people he cares about die. he doesn't really allow himself much time to process his traumas so once he comes face to face with his lack of mortality it's a sorta "ah. right. everything i care about is temporary. ok cool that fucking sucks i'm gonna go sit in a cave for five years" sorta deal to me. i imagine he would be pretty reclusive after rouge's death, at least long enough for him to come to terms with it. which is probably a very long time
personally i think it would take a while for shadow to choose to live with the memories of an old friend instead of being burdened by them, but omega gets it the moment rouge is gone. omega lives by very clear rules and directives, so he simply chooses to keep living since rouge can't anymore. omega is fueled by spite and anger, but i think he's able to live 200 more years because he has a lot of love in him as well. but he probably mistakes it as rage because homeboy was only programmed with one emotion lol
but yeah i don't think rouge's death would be anything like maria's, mostly because i don't think rouge would want to leave shadow and omega with some sort of burden. i don't think she would ask them to carry on a legacy or make one final promise to her, she just wants them to continue living their lives however they want. and so when shadow and omega continue to carry her old trinkets and their memories of her, it's not because she asked them to do that - it's their own decision, simply because they love her and choose to remember. man i love team dark what the fuck
#wait actually i think rouge would have one request of them. i think she wants them to take her ashes and roll them into a fat blunt#yeah im gonna regret that tag#fernasks#future lore
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ykw tumblr gets me gushing about this too. SUMMER SCHOOL CLASSES OFFICIALLY DONE!!
Im so fucking happy man . this is genuinely the first time since MIDDLE SCHOOL that I've gotten through an entire school year without failing a single class. if all goes according to plan i start school back up in august and graduate in december of 2024 :)
#im so glad i gave online another chance#with a school thats actually MADE to be online#this was so fucking worth the risk#my only regret is i wish i had done it sooner#public school fucked me up but. honestly i havent been this optimistic about my future maybe ever.#like i still have trauma to work through because of public school but like#things actually feel like everything is gonna turn out ok and go according to plan for once#not to mention i had completely given up all hope of graduating on time#and . here i am#and im not even stressed out of my mind passing by the skin of my teeth#I fucking got covid and was unable to work on summer school for a solid WEEK and i still did it#a year ago that would of fucking made me fail the semester#let alone summer school where it takes up a third of the time i have#but i fucking got a 91% in one class and passed the other#and the only reason i dont have a higher grade is because i dont care enough about pe to want one#wyrm.txt
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I need to be put in a waffle iron or something
#i am. really stressed!!#i hate being online i keep losing friends#Majority of them did shitty stuff to me and it makes me so sad#I already have trust problems so when people come and say theyll always be here for me and then the next thing i know im blocked because i#Expressed my discomfort about something shitty they did it makes those trust issues even worse#We were pretty close and now i regret telling him shit because he could use it against me#And im starting to fall out with my “best friend” irl. Everything is making me sick#I can’t do this anymore I really want to disappear#There has to be something about me so repulsive to people#That i just turn them away#its gonna be like that for the rest of my life isnt it? I probably wont even get a partner in the future#I just don’t know why I fuck up every friendship so bad even if it wasnt. My fault#I shouldve kept my mouth shut even if i was uncomfortable#my last friendships ended like this too#I caused a huge server fight by saying I was uncomfy and I’m pretty sure everyone hates me now because of it#even though some said they werent#I am just really lonely and feel like a piece of shit#Because I am one#I don’t really know if I want to keep being here anymore#I genuinely think nobody likes me#Even when I was in school nobody liked me#I was the “weird girl”#I just wish I was normal and likeable and then maybe I’d have friends irl#I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’ve considered suicide over it multiple times#I ruin everything#My friendships. My life. My parents marriage. My art. Everything.#I doubt anyone will read this or gaf so just. ignore me
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#really really really regretting not being in hell for a few short years of whatever degree wouldve made me money#even if im still convinced i wldnt have made it out alive#bc its starting to really hit now. like im never gonna have a good job or be able to stay afloat#i keep getting sad bc i have expensive tastes for future home decor and fashion and such LOL#wondering if i shld go back to college but idek what id study considering even good career paths dont have guaranteed jawbs...#i need to get lucky somehow... i rlly dont know what I'm gonna do#im never getting out of here and if i do it'll just be a different fight to stay alive...wah#talkys#whatever im [sad] im gonna go [look at ryan goslings ken] so i wont be so [sad]
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wouldn't it be funny if I did a silly cover of creative control
#ehehehe#i can sing dw#Well i won a singing contest before so#time to cringe yall /pos#Omg im gonna regret this in the future but whatever
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🌀 !!!!
Todd's sick of it, sick of the amount of times he's had to go to that diner. He's spent prior loops ordering different foods and he's so goddamn over the entire menu now. This new diner is arguably shittier, but Todd refuses to admit to it, munching on a soggy fry.
todd is entering his massive cunt era btw
#imagining being dirk you just met this guy and hes aggressively eating dogshit chips with murderous intent#i also... really need to pace this fic out better ahhhhh#ill regret this but thats future me problem#im just gonna focus on getting the damn words down#clockworkcheetasks
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Man. Leaving a toxic relationship is just an exercise in learning how to live in your own head again.
#lot going on in here folks :'(#but also :')#for a few weeks i couldnt be alone couldnt be in silence couldnt just. think.#im loving myself again. im laughing and connecting and god im so excited for what comes next#june 19th lana..... you are my soulmate my rock my queen you are everything to me#bc june 19th lana had the strength to leave#june 19th lana swept me off my fucking feet and she fought and yelled and stayed up for 4 days straight#so that 4 days later i could be free again <3#i will work so fucking hard for june 19th lana.... i never want her to have any regrets... any whatifs....#im going to give june 19th lana the life she hopes shes fighting for#those four days were torture... moving... yelling... crying crying crying... more moving... driving...#she did that... for me....#literally she talked to me often... she would sit amongst the boxes and fear and heartbreak and shed talk to her future self#which ig is me <3 and shed tell me how she loved me and how i better not screw this up and she begged me to love her again#god i love her again. i love that mess of a girl. beautiful and strong and terrible! and she got out despite the torture.#june 19th lana. also june 20th 21st and 22nd lana. i hear you. you will have such a beautiful wonderful life i swear#one you will never ever second guess#he fucking killed us! he killed you! the connection the devotion the love it masked the insidious truth that you had to die for that shit#the life he could give you...its pathetic compared to what im gonna give you.#and unlike every promise he ever made... i never go back on my word :)#ok bye
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Mmmm.. have some tasty sketches whipped up in the late hours of the night! (aka 9 PM)..
>:)
Context: A.L and Archie (my nickname for The Archivist 💀) were bickering with eachother. A.L pulled the last straw on him and Arch just kind of had enough and- well, you see. [BLOCKED]
Left pic is just kind of a silly meme recreation (despair emoji) with our two wonderful techs.
Right pic is.. what would happen Master Detective Madelyn and A.L met?! That's certainly gonna spook her for days.. poor girls had enough..
@detectiveruth is the creator of MD Madelyn :3 Hope ye like it girl 💖
#def gonna regret this in the future when im older but idc#mystery case files#hidden object game#mcf#art#meme#silly#oc#traditional art#sketches
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*dusts off hands* another day another draft, goodnight
#sammy says shit#it was kind scary how i was able to churn out 3 asks in such quick time im not gonna lie#i think i just wrote and didnt overthink too much#which... im sure i will regret in a few days time#but thats a problem for future me#ALSO instead of thinking about a scenario for a week before it gets boring and i never write it#and actually started putting it down right asay#away*#miracles are happening this fine sunday morning#its 5 am 😵💫
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guys. guys !!!!
#vanu is rambling#ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence.#like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me#but like for these past couple months things have been different.#i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone.#like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or#i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey#where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment.#today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me#and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during#those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears#and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg#and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that.#because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call.#i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends.#it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time#they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable.#someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did#and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent#stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable.#like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter.#they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl.#they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in#friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool#people really. really cool people
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The night is full of hours you can spend reading fanfic
But watch out
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i think about that person who said they like the way i draw knees every time i draw knees
#talkys#im gonna keep talking here so i dont make another text post hi#i bought some alcohol based markers and immediately regretted it but im still excited#i was in need of retail therapy i guess. havent had packages arriving in a while#tmi coming up -> finally also bought pink and cow print jock i'd been eyeing for months#if it gets here on time i might wear it with the cowboy ken outfit to the barbie movey#(if the cowboy ken outfit even happens)#i need to earn sum money and am opening comms today but ive been doing really bad#i keep sleeping fine but waking up with headache and tired no matter what#last night i tried so many times to draw talon for a redraw and it wouldnt work#and my wrist started hurting after like 10 mins#i thought taking a break from art was supposed to help. i just feel like ass. i feel horrible in every direction.#waugh#feel bad about art feel bad about gender feel bad physically feel bad about my life and future. feel bad about. lonely. i just feel bad.
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Guess who applied for college??
#me! it me#i was supposed to go to college in 2020. but the college i was supposed to go to went bankrupt#seriously. during spring break i got an email that basically said 'surprise! the future you thought you had? its gone! fuck you!'#by this point it was too late to apply to any more colleges for the year. so i decided to take a gap year#that one year turned into four. and here i am#i liked working full time. i had a good job in a kitchen. i was doing well for myself#but i always regretted not going to college#i was going to go to become an asl interpreter. this college was one of the best in the country for asl interpreting#but today i was bored at work. and my sibling has been encouraging me to apply tothe nearby community college#and they have an interpreting program! so i applied#and i might actually go to college in january#thats wild. thats honestly wild. i didnt expect that#after this long i kind of resigned myself to job hopping for the rest of my life#just taking whatever job would take me that didnt need a degree#but i want more than that. so we're gonna go to college!#im worried. scared. apprehensive. etc#but mostly im proud of myself for taking this step#school is hard. and i havent been in school for years. so i guess we'll see how that goes#i hope you're having a wonderful day 💙💙💙
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*calculated as the total number of votes on the poll containing that episode in the prior round times the percentage of votes received. for rounds late in the tournament i may decide to use all of the votes received from all prior rounds, we’ll see. for first rounds where there are no prior votes to go off of, i’d give a bye to IMDB highest-rated
#house md#admin#housetournament#the brackets are going to be kinda funky — we’ll likely end up with odd numbers in most rounds i think for like half the seasons#i think this will be the last admin bracket determining poll before i actually sit down and sort out a bracket#sorry that it’s taken a minute for me to get to this — i work full time + am im school again so my free time is uh. near non existent#also if you guys pick option 1 i have no idea what thats gonna do to any of the brackets but future me will probably regret allowing it#present me doesn’t know anything im just here for vibes <3 i will solve problems Later
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