#im gonna lose it oh my god
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THE RECORDING FROM CAPTAIN ROSE TO CHIP OH YOU’RE JOKING. im about to start sobbing ohhhmygod
“thanks for coming to look for us. i knew you would. take care chip” IM SO. GODDDD.
#jrwi riptide#jrwi spoilers#jrwi ep 113#UGHHHH#HIM TELLING CHIP TO NOT WORRY AB CARRYING ON THE LEGACY JUST DO SOMETHING GREAT AND BETTER????#GOD.#im gonna lose it oh my god
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a bamboozling turn of events
#poor lizzie losing her teammates that many times in oNE session#just a little scribble while chatting to my friend :)#wildlife smp#wildlife spoilers#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#life series#life series smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#traffic life#i would be losing my mind if i were her have stressed out parrot lizzie#scribble#sketch#oh god im rust oh god i know the anatomy on this is awful#i just flipped the canvas gonna sink into the floor#but its fine#*chanting to myself* 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before-
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me rn i can’t deal with this
#ik i posted like 5 minutes ago but im losing it#i am SO excited#BUT WHAT THE FUCK#need the context NOW#waiting til next year is gonna be impossible#head in my hands oh my god#mission impossible#benji dunn#ethan hunt#benthan
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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anyways ive decided if deku doesn't get his ass over to bakugo's corpse in the next 2-3 episodes im gonna cave and just read the manga. bc im sorry but i do NOT care abt any of these other fights right now 😭
#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#bakudeku#bkdk#once again my posts abt the two of them will always actually be abt bkdk#also THE FACT THAT WE DONT EVEN GET AN EPISODE THIS WEEK???? SICK AND TWISTEDDDDDDDD#admittedly i do kinda rlly care abt the toga x uraraka fight. and im lowk hella curious abt the whole heteromorph fight that's gonna go dow#HOWEVER. i srsly do not gaf abt any of that when bakugo and deku are RIGHT THEREE#also i have officially lost my patience with the endeavor vs afo and shoto vs dabi fights. oh my godddddddd#afo pls go kys. and dabi im sorry but i actually don't care abt u anymore#i was a HUGE todoroki fam drama enthusiast back in 2020 but now... pls im so done with it 🥱#also we JUST burnt dabi to a crisp and finished that battle WDYMMM he's back and the villains are now WINNING???? WRAP IT UPPPPPP OH MY GOD#anyways. all that's to say im gonna lose my mind#in the wise words of user makeste:#if their names do not start with baku or deku then idgaf what's going on#thank u for coming to my ted talk gn ✌️
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Not to sound crazy but already doing it, I went through most of buddies Big Conversations, and conversations when they are on the same level while sitting down are about Eddie. I explained it in more detail here, you can read it if you want. But this is about Eddie. I will bet you RIGHT NOW that this is about Eddie.
When Buck needs reassurance, they are not at the same level. Just look at the talk on the balcony after Maddie leaves in 5x04 or the kitchen talk in 6x12 or even when Buck says it would've been better if he had been shot in 4x14. Buck is looking up. ALWAYS. But when it's about Eddie, they are sitting down and on the same level. Just look at the skateboard thing on 3x12, or the talk about Ana in 5x02, or everything about Eddie's breakdown in 5x13. And they are not sitting side by side so it's not about Chris, because when it is about Chris and they are sitting down, they are on the same surface in a sense, the fountain in 2x10, the hospital bed in 4x14, even the floor in 5x10. If this is not about Eddie they really switched the rules here.
#I AM LITERALLY GOING INSANE#LIKE OH MY GOD#AND THE WAY BUCK IS LOOKING AT HIM#IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND#911#buddie#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#buddie thoughts#911 spoilers#911 speculation#911 abc
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I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS CONAN x FRIEREN COVER OH MY GOD
#detective conan#sousou no frieren#dcmk#edogawa conan#frieren at the funeral#frieren#HOW DID NO ONE TELL ME THESE ARE LITERALLY MY FAVORITE THINGS TOGETHER OH MY GOOOOOD#CONAN PUTTING THAT BLUE FLOWER CROWN ON FRIEREN'S HEAD OOOOH GOD IM GONNA LOSE IT UGHHHHHH#me when i think about fantasy kaishin au meeting with frieren#AND HIMMEL MY BELOVED#OH GOOOOD#i am SOOOO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS#i love em ;-;#such a pretty cover ;-;#OH GOD FRIEREN IS CARRYING CONAN RAAAAAHHHH THAT IS TOO FUCKIN ADORABLE PLEASE SKDNSJJSNS#i need to lie down#dc prattles
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HATSUNE FUCKING MIKU?????
#edits ♡#i dont fucking know why i made this her face is so fucking funny i couldnt not#prsk#pjsk#proseka#project sekai#shinonome akito#akito shinonome#vivid bad squad#vbs#vivibasu#tags over im gonna rant now. they did her SO FUCKING DIRTY WIT HTHIS FACE ITS SOOOO FUNNY IM LOSING MY SHIT#convinced me to look at more than just leakers on twt and. oh my god. the memes. eveyr opst has this fucking screenshot#its chaos. its insanity#i follow a bunch of east asian artists and ive seen like 80 doodle recreations#please fucking please let this be more than a 24 hour long joke please i need this to live on forever
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these made me have a mental breakdown at 3 am tbh
#I DONT EVEN THINK I NEED TO SAY WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT THESE#THE TOP TWO ARE JUST SSDOSJFLKFJ;DKOPBJWP#YEAH YEAH OKAY OKAY OKAY NORMAL BEHAVIOR#like instead of just waiting he puts his hands on sebs hip and lower back???? okay????????????#perfectly normal work place behavior imo! (sure sure sure.....)#such a tender soft touch...its okay fernando if youre gonna touch him in the first place you might as well grab him#i love looking at clips thru a shipper's lense bcs every little thing just causes horrific derangement#AND OH YEAH THE HELMET CARESS!!!!!!!!!! OKAY SEBBBBBB!!!!#this one's for C LOL bcs my god we are both losing it#just i cannot put into words my exact thoughts except LOOK AT HIS HANDS OKAY!!!!!!#vettonso#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#2011 british gp#2011 is my comfort season okay?? im not worried abt spoilers bcs theres not rly a championship fight. its just good vibes#we do a little bit of f1
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my beloved is back and serving cunt ♡
#yue yaps#yue reads hxh#yue’s chrollo#CHROLLO PANEL IN 2024?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.?.??.?.#FUCK#THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT#and here i was hoping to see him again soon#oh my god#im losing my shit#WOJENSOAHDKSSHFKDIDHFJ#HE LOOKS SAUR GOOD#LOOK AT HIS LONG COAT#IM GONNA DIE#hxh manga#hxh manga spoilers#hunter x hunter#hxh 405
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ABSTRACT TATTOO DAMIEN
he's entered the shadow realm 🖤
his arms?? his chest?? his shoulders?? his smile??
I need to be locked in a cage with a muzzle.
#LOOK. AT. HIS. CHEST.#im gonna lose my mind#damien haas#damien smosh#damien haas smosh#damien smosh games#smosh damien#so random damien#i need him biblically#smosh games#hes so handsome oh my god#smosh
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Gaaaayyyy
#IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS IM LITERALLY GOING TO THROW UP AND CRY#LIKE??? OH MY GOD#we all saw this right#im losing my mind it looks so cool#if i have to pay for it im. im just gonna die#thats it#splatoon#off the hook#pearl houzuki#marina ida#pearlina#i love them sm
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my fear of vulnerability is so weird. yeah i’ll drop my traumas and shit that i haven’t even told my real life best friend who i’ve known for over a decade, to a near stranger on the internet i’ve known for like two weeks. i will constantly overshare my own issues with ease. but when it comes down to like. my wants?? my beliefs?? i lock that shit down tighter than fort knox and i don’t even know why
#gumy vents#like i think somewhere down the line i just internalized that it is just. easier. and safer. to not share the actually telling parts of me#WAIT. OH MY GOD#if this is about the 2021 roadtrip incident again im gonna FUCKING LOSE ITTTT#i thought i was over that!! or at least had already categorized all the Issues that stem from it.#if this is ANOTHER ONE of those im gonna. idk what im gonna do. but you’ll find out on the news for sure
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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HOLY FUCK??
VAMPIRES SURVIVORS CASTLEVANIA DLC REAL!????
oh my god they are adding every character in the series as playable aren't they what the fuck
EVEN LEON'S FIANCEE SARA IS PLAYABLE???
oh my god x
#castlevania#vampire survivors#dude this was my fucking dream dlc#i didn't think we'd get it for at LEAST another year after the contra dlc#zed.talks#oh my god#im losing my mind#LEON LOOKS SO GOOD IN 2D#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#EVEN ISAAC AND HECTOR#AND ALBUS#AND MAXIM#EVEN MINA IS PLAYABLE#??????#im gonna explode-
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