#im gonna fuck around on purpose
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I call this pose the "fuck around and find out"
#im gonna be honest with you chief#im gonna fuck around on purpose#hot angry wizard#bg3 gale#gale#gale my beloved#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3 screenshots
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But look at us Luke, we're the ones left alone, holding some rich monster's pain. All of existence, built on his violence. All of space-time, humming to life with a single inviolate rule. Give the hero something to punch.
#kate kane#duke thomas#luke fox#outsiders#dc comic edit#comic edit#dc comics#my first time using photoshop lmao#got it for free with my school adobe acc and obviously im gonna abuse it for comic editing purposes. although i skipped all the tutorials#and just fucked around so idk this isnt like impressive. couldnt find buttons for a lot of what i wanted to do but i think i was just looki#in the wrong spots. anyways yeah.#batman#panel from outsiders no 3 ofc#dont know what else i say here. this is v much the product of me procrastinating writing an essay draft#if the format is weird im sorry im on tumblr desktop which idk how to use. bc photoshop is on my computer and also i turned my phone off so#would stay off my phone and focus. which obviously worked rlly well lmao#swishy's comic edits#panelposting#not rlly but ill tag that too for personal reference. yeah#bats#anyways this issue is so funny to me. like yes lets talk about how batman is everywhere and is taking over everything and also cant die. in#a batman comic that is taking over things (notably the team name etc) from other characters#IRONY!!!!#anyways dark multiverse(? idfk) duke thomas i love you. you can kill as many versions of bruce wayne as you like <3
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i was gonna get to go to school like 3 hours later both today and tomorrow but my PARENTS fucking HATE ME and theyre making me go to school at the normal time so i can sit around and do JACKSHIT for 3 hours instead .not sure if i need to die or they need to die
#literally ALL of my teachers said “you should probably sleep in today and tomorrow ^__^ sitting around for 3 hours is gonna be really boring#but my parents were like “nah yr a stupid idiot with one billion assignmence .go learn yrself up some bullshit in the 3 hours instead”#im probably gonna be the Only fucking person there . the ONLY fucking person#i need to blow up the entire earth#perhaps if i sleep in on purpose theyll let me stay at home anyway …….. hm
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really wish my mum would hurry up and get me a doctors appointment
#ramblings#just spent a solid half an hour with 'killyourselfkillyourselfkillyourself' in my head because i fucked up my maths draft#i would just like to clarify i would never . just really shitty thoughts i promise i would not ever follow through i dont really want to di#anyway its not even unfixable it was just more feedback than i expected and my draft wasnt the best in the class#i feel so fucking full of myself but god i cant handle this#fucking hell i wish everyone would stop expecting so much from me#every time i freak out my friends ar elike its fine mate youre gonna be top of the grade again WHAT IF IM NOT#I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT IF IM NOT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE GOING FOR ME#IM LTIERALLY FUCKING USELESS#im not funny or good looking my art is mediocre as shit im irritating#academics is the only thing i have going for me#fuuuuuuuuuuck#i cant do this shit for another year#im gneuiely worried im gonna give myself physical problems when it comes around to external exams#whether that be idk fucking heart problems or injuring myself on purpose who the fuck knows#self harm tw#suicide tw#vent
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#i am at my fucking limit lol#i need to leave this fucking town and this fucking state the very second i can nail down both a car and a remote job#the fucking ''''affordable'''' housing company i rent from has once again opted to start harassing us#and we're once again gonna have to be in a fucking fight with landlords who think that we're making too much money to live in a $1200 apt#and want us to pay $2000 a month for this rathole we live in despite taxes and deductions literally absorbing a quarter of our earnings#so they want to absorb half of what we have left when ive yet to be able to even afford a car that isn't a fucking beater destined for scrap#at least not without using p much all of my current life savings in the process#so we have to instead get around by buses that refuse to actually show up take us on huge detours for no reason have lead feet that-#-exacerbate my chronic pain and - oh! how could i forget? is also horrifically mismanaged to the point where they're now canceling entire-#-bus routes including the one i take to work and ALSO GOES TO THE AIRPORT lol#and nothing will fucking change about the highway robbery rent hikes bc the entire state legislature is filled with and bought by-#-landlords NIMBYs and property management firms.#that's not even getting into the fact that ive got too many traumatic memories too many enemies and not enough good things to show for it#the only thing I've got in this fucking town is my partner bc not even our home can be considered safe anymore.#i want to take them and the home we dream of and get the fuck out bc i can't keep doing this shit#and i can't even fucking talk to them about this bc they need me to be the strong one for once#im so tired. i feel like im in danger even though i know we'd be able to tank the hit to our finances. but i would like to escape.#i know of a city in ny where our $1200 rent is considered the norm. there's also so much more to do within reach that isn't just. drinking.#i wanna go there. i may have had a desire to live there since our vacation there this past March.#but for now im stuck here dreaming of the future and fighting off desperation and despair in the present#this breakdown brought to you by: the bus purposely avoiding my stop this morning after learning my landlord wants to ruin us again#vent
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barney canoes every blunt hes given and gordon is extraordinarily bold when hes high
bonus/alt ending
anyways everyone thank these tags on my last weed boys post for this post
#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#half life#suggestive#tw weed#anyways gordon for sure makes shitty blunts on purpose so he can do this to barney#andthen will turn around and make the tightest fuckign roll#and right now barney is going insane on multiple levels#like first off just high and gay paranoia dude fr think gordon can read his very gay thoughts#then the lil show gordons doing is fucking nuts#AND gorodns actually pseaking so not only does that mean tehr is a level of trust and affection there#but hes speaking whole senences a whole 10 words baybee normally he at most only makes a few hmms and has#and his voice is soso deep and husky and low from disuse with a lil bit of slur from his deaf accent#and hes beign oh so teasing#surpriesed barney idnt just up and die right there#anyways thank u besties for educating meabout weed cuz i aint know shit never even seena weed in my life#anwyas never gonna see anything like this from me again im going back to my little hole where i safely draw distrssed men covered in blood#instead of men slobbering all over a blunt like it ssumthin else and holding a lighter oh so gently#merry christmas everyone hop eu like this#also everyone say thank u ms paint for being teh inlocker of teh forbidden arts#but yeah jus tguy sbeing dudes right gordons the only person barneys ever smoked with he aint know nothin#ponderingradioactivedecay#idoindeeddraw#so yeah don tfukcing look at me rn
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it's about the [clenches fists] "you know what it's like when you don't know anything at all and yet you're totally certain that everything would be better if you were just near one particular person"
#good omens#im might actually have to be rolled off in a stretcher after they pulled that shit with this line and the romantic music and the soft looks#AND AZI'S FUCKING FACE#im so (bashes head on a brick wall and pukes) EHAT THE FICK#LIKE NEIL LITERALLY SAID THIS SEASON WAS GONNA BE ROMANTIC BUT I WAS NOT PREPARED I WAS SO NOT OMFG#EVERYONE REMAIN CALM IM GONNA RUN AROUND FRANTICALLY FOR A BIT FOR TOTALLY UNRELATED PURPOSES OK#WEEEHHHH#imma rewatch it again brb#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#good omens season two#neil gaiman
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ok i finally got my sd card to cooperate
#rather than copying everything at once im doing it in lil chunks and that seems to make it happier#i needa back it up just in case...#gonna go fuck around w/ an acnl save editor tho. i'll leave dobutsu no mori alone tho bc that one has a purpose#english acnl tho? free game to cheat on <3#(im not cheating on dnm bc i use it to practice jp and it feels more rewarding to actually progress on my own lmao)
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i made this a few months ago for a discord and i figured i might as well share it here too
#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#bellum#bellum is kind of a nothing villain but i like him#this image is basically the framework for how i write bellum's relationship with linebeck a lot of the time#the severity and seriousness of 'ruined your life' varies between aus n shit#ironically post-ph is one of the ones where 'ruined your life' is a bit hyperbolic#im in a talkative mood rn so im gonna have a little tag tangent going on#bellum is fun and like with this image you can take him many different ways depending on your own tastes and readings n stuff#recently i pinpointed some character i mightve accidentally based my take of bellum on and it escapes me rn#but i like to have him come off as a sort of brash young god sort of thing whos been very gung-ho about what hes been created to do and#represent and ive def leaned into him acting differently in different aus but backing it up with the idea that. hes immortal and thinks its#fun to try different things hwne he earnestly interacts with and among mortals. like in my crimson king au (the uh. one where he has a#homoerotic relationship with linebeck) his purpose behind masquerading as human and settling for a decidedly slower and more complicated#method of obtaining food and taking control is because he wants to challenge himself after years of just smashing through and taking what h#wants and because hes more interested in the more minute details of mortal interaction and how he could play along for a while#hes a bit more... whimsical? laid-back? something for the most part with linebeck because he's used to being a fuckin demonic god whos#mostly just playing around and not making attachments bc fuck it if he gets bored he can just eat these people and this one guy gets his#mercy and support because he's interesting and useful as a tool (and eventually as a source of genuine friendship. a common theme i seem to#have with bellum [perhaps as an accidental parallel or smth to the spirits n oshus] is him stumbling into finally understanding why#relationships are worth it? like a lot of the time his interactions with linebeck give him a new understanding of humans and he learns to#care about linebeck despite starting off seeing him as just an interested subject to watch or tinker with idk how to describe it#like in post-ph [ig post ph spoilers] as the fourth member of the main cast his main arc is abt kinda being forced to mingle with mortals#and ends up really caring and supporting these people and considering his own role and place in the world after kind of isolating and#surrounding himself with effectively a literal hivemind and loyal monsters and just reacting to outside forces with the intent to consume#and eradicate all danger so ig theres some parallel with linebeck too? bellum is a work in progress he's kinda a weird oc at this point?#when does an existing character stop being that and starts becoming an oc idk. its a weird line here bc bellum has minimal characterization#) anyways. funny meme or whatever. the discord seemed to like it im not used to sharing memes or whatever.#my post
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Speaking of Berdly; recently when i replayed chapter 1 i went to talk to him and soething that carries more weight in hindsight is how Berdly tells you he was worried for you after Kris didn't come back which i love bc it's super sweet and it shows the fact that Berdly really cares about his friends, which is later reinforced in chapter 2 and his relationship with Noelle, especially in moments of real danger such as Snowgrave where he drops the jokes entirely. He makes me emotional man.
#luly talks#deltarune#berdly#JUST A LITTLE BOY. YOU HEAR ME? HE'S JUST A LITTLE GUY...#at the start of chapter 2 too like at first its like.#like he's being a jerk but he's not doing it on purpose#he literally just cares about Noelle. he was def genuine when saying he was gonna save her from the embarassment of it or whatever#im going to fucking cry i want to talk to this kid's parents so bad. like its that loop ykno#that loop where you are undesirable to be around but nobody tells you why so you keep doing whats right and#punches a wall throws up#he's just like me fr
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WOOHOOO THE STUPID ASS UNI STUFF IS OVER (FOR NOW)
i can finally open tumblr and draw and whatnot again aaaaaaaa orz
actually on second thought my first order of business is going snork mimimi. im so eepy. i havent opened twitter or tumblr in a while jsjsjdj ill do that after sleeping
#well technically speaking#i gotta clean up my art project stuff first since. my floor has been a mess ever since i started that dnndkdmd#and i gotta get groceries#and cook dinner#and ive got other uni stuff to think abt too#argh theres actually a lot to do huh#fuck it we ball though im gonna draw a wolfguy or something later#sho.scramblin#unrelated but i really wanted to make a krill oc. as in 🦐#for the express purpose of drawing them over the ''I CAN FINALLY KRILL MYSELF'' meme lmao dnbdmdnd#but thats a bit too much effort for me rn#maybe ill get around to it kdndkdk#how does an anthro krill look like anyways lmao#anywho! yeah. what was i goin off about again. hope youre havin a nice day whoever's reading this sleep deprived ramble ✌
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For the Naruto rarepair thing, well this may be dumb but how about Orochimaru and Pain / Nagato ? I think it could be an interesting juxtaposition of worldviews, morals and reactions in response to the turmoil of war and the ninja system.
there's a thought!
i think my face value thought is that nagato isn't emotionally available for a like, NORMAL relationship, which is never the end point of the analysis, but it does kind of flavor the type of ship it'll be.
so here's what i would do. au where, some years after yahiko dies, konan dies as well. its? different from what yahikos death was like. konan had been closed off to him emotionally at that point regardless, but she still did a lot of love labor for him--checking on him, looking after him. not too closely, because nagato is very independent, but konan was really the last person who was looking after him.
with konan, it just isnt how it was with yahiko. he inhabits her body, but finds himself using her in different ways - almost like a separate consciousness, trying to make her body fulfill the same role konan herself had. it makes things too emotionally messy for nagato, so he sets the body aside, but keeps it cause its kind of weird.
so this is where orochimaru comes in. he's aware - as a member of the akatsuki - that something happened to konan. she was there, then she wasn't, then she kinda was again? but also not? and he pieces together a rough idea of what happened. he's a smart guy, after all, and this kinda shit is his jam.
so orochimaru is like hey, buddy, it looks like you've got an inconvenient corpse on your hands. i - through the edo tensei - can make her a person again. i might have a favor or two to ask of you down the road, but dont sweat it :)
at that point, i think it becomes a seduction story - orochimaru wants nagato in his debt, nagato knows orochimaru is not offering a good deal (even if he doesnt necessarily know WHY at this point), and orochimaru is aware that he's got an emotional wedge in nagato, if he just keeps pressing on it, meanwhile nagato still has his snow white corpse in a box thing going on w konan.
this most likely ends w nagato snapping and some of the nastiest hate sex u can imagine, both because orochimaru is gonna fuck around and find out, and also because orochimaru is involved just in general.
thank you for the ask!!! this was interesting to think about
#nagaoro#oronaga#orochimaru#nagato#pein#technically pein could revive konan w that one jutsu but#for purposes of me fucking around im gonna say that he cant#without costing his own like / too much of his life force#is this a post where i can pspspsps priama#priama how do you feel about konans body being a macguffin
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What they don't tell you about losing a parent is that there is so so so so much to do
#speculation nation#my elder sister is gonna be executive of estate (once we get that sorted out bc we couldnt find his WILL)#so i thankfully wont have to deal with as much of the legal stuff#but im still gonna try to help out as much as possible#went through his papers yesterday and set up some preliminary stuff#gonna meet at the funeral home monday to arrange that. tuesday we're going to do some legal stuff for the will establishment#gonna have to take inventory of EVERY. SINGLE. THING. in his house. for tax purposes.#im gonna be inheriting a good amount of things probably. both a blessing and a curse#in that i didnt wanna fucking lose my father for it#but this is the hand we've been dealt and we're dealing with it.#i got excused from my last week of work Thank God so im hanging around longer than originally planned#gonna get my cats today. i fed them enough to last to today but that was when i thought id only be down for 2 days#no work to deal with now. i'll figure it out.#part of me's sad that it really ended just like that. didnt get to properly say goodbye to the store#but at the same time. my dad's death is so much more important. so i'll deal.#it was already gonna be a transitory time. but now it is INTENSELY so.#anyways thats why i havent been around much. i have quite a lot to do.
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.2 seconds into meeting eddie and i already know they set yall up
#do i know if buck eddie is canon absolutely not but i can infer theyre not#i do know that this is s2 ep1 and buck's ex gf (i guesss) is in ireland for months#and that sets him up for a new love interest#and the conversation previous to eddie's apperence (bc im pretty sure this is the infamous one and only)#was ab the firefighter calender and hen buck captain and chim were all talking ab it and the guys said theyre going up for it#and well listen chimney says thats one beautiful man or sum and hen said yeah. and i like girls and buck turned around real slow and its a#a fucking cut of eddie putting his shirt on#now my prediction is this is gonna start as a rivalry bc only one firefighter from each station gets to be in the magazine#buck is 100 percent signaled out rn bc he was the only one who have to turn his body to look and the only one currently available#i KNOW they set yall (the fandom) up fr . im not stupid#sure im reaching a little bit but who cares im gonna be right arent i#and idk what eddies personality is like but either hes gonna not care or hes gonna piss buck off on purpose lets see
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#text#i swear its like they decide to do the most mental damage in the last days of me having to be around them on purpose#like they wanna make up for the fact that im not gonna fucking talk to them for 3 more months#im this 👌 close to ********* ****** to * *********
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#me: *gets worried and fumbles around the editing site and probably sends my editor like 5 notifications*#edtior: . hello#at least i raised her from the dead#take my money Girl#miscellaneous#have i dont any writing?#no.#but i got this done#uasdfhiayfgadfa like. okay. i have the hetalia doc open and it's just fucking Staring#then the MG one im o-|--<#HYPOTHETICALLY. it's not that bad#i dont need to change the plot. i just need to change how it's written#and yet i cant bring myself to start#like once i do. it wont be bad#but.........#gahh. i just finished my fun adult novel today (good times. good book)#i think tomorrow i need to cart my ass to the bookstore and buy a MG novel and read that thing for Scientific Purposes#anyway. still staring at that MG doc..............#gonna edit the first page at least and then call it a night. i'll get more done tomorrow at the writing group for sure#*kicks the hetalia fic out the window*#[edit] ah. turns out just finally starting to write it it suddenly comes to you#this isnt bad but i literally am seeing how i have to re-write this entire fucking thing. cool
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