#IM LTIERALLY FUCKING USELESS

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] NO BUT UR SO FUKCING REAL I CRY ABOUT ZHONGLI XIAO LTIERALLY EVERYDAY AND SPEND 7482748474772 WORDS ANALYZING THEIR BROKEN LITTLE R/S AFTER XIAO LOST HIS SIBS AND MORAX WITH HIS ADEPTI and how much zhongli cares abt the kid and tries as much as he could. to show him love despite himself a lil bad at it and being the older reflection of a war torn guy learning abt love and getting it by guizhong. and and he passes that to xiao whos also taught the same thing by lumine. hes such a littel boy to him. andandnanfnns and EUUEUUWURHHFJJFFHHDFH but i wil lalso never have wanderer reconcile with ei. cus why when she doesnt remember him anymore. idt he'd obviously got the energy and precious useless time to do that either, hes got a better if not a Kinda Okay life in sumeru. nahida's got him sorted and is willing to understand him even if shes affected by the erasure too. i think zhongli nahida should have a longer talk on Wow Is The Anemo Kid I'm Caring For Kinda Fucked Up while xiao wanderer lies down like garbage napstablook style

“and how much zhongli cares abt the kid and tries as much as he could. to show him love despite himself a lil bad at it and being the older reflection of a war torn guy learning abt love” NO BC I HAVENT ANSWERED THE BIGGER ASK YET BUT WHAT YOU SAID ABOTU ZHONGLI LEARNING LOVE FROM GUIZHONG AND IT PARALLELING/MIRRORING XIAO THEN LEARNING FROM LUMINE AND ZHONGLI/GUIZHONG QPR MADE ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOO. LIKE IM INSANE THERE’S NO COMING BACK FROM THIS he cares sm he is doing his btest.................. crying shakins sobbing

even if i wasnt Like That about mothers and about ei and wanderer i dont think id want them to reconcile, like looking at it objectively it just. so fucking much happened and there was so much shit between them and now she remembers nothing about him at all its just. not worth it. not even close. “idt he'd obviously got the energy and precious useless time to do that either” HUGE MASSIVE AGREE no yeah i think things are a Lot better w/ him and nahida i love to think about their relationship and how tentative it is at first but the constant trust exercised by both sides and them slowly growing closer and it goes from deeper, more significant conversation to banter or just hanging out together and i just. mmmmmmm extremely slow but extremely important build of trust and love and care between them <333

zhongli and nahida talking abt it would be SO FUCKING FUNNY and i can picture xiao and wanderer laying like that so fucking easily ohhhhhh my god. like specifically with frisk and napstablook laying down together and the room going all space-y that's them it's Them that's so fucking funny oh my god... zhongli and nahida giving each other advice and different perspectives and both learning how to better themselves and to better care for their fucked up anemo kids <3

i already wrote the xiao and nahida scene for the in-progress fic but i want so badly now to write it Again or to write another one maybe ill go back and edit it or something. god i love nahida. i should reread the hands of god.