#IM LTIERALLY FUCKING USELESS

[aroacesigma]

really wish my mum would hurry up and get me a doctors appointment

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] NO BUT UR SO FUKCING REAL I CRY ABOUT ZHONGLI XIAO LTIERALLY EVERYDAY AND SPEND 7482748474772 WORDS ANALYZING THEIR BROKEN LITTLE R/S AFTER XIAO LOST HIS SIBS AND MORAX WITH HIS ADEPTI and how much zhongli cares abt the kid and tries as much as he could. to show him love despite himself a lil bad at it and being the older reflection of a war torn guy learning abt love and getting it by guizhong. and and he passes that to xiao whos also taught the same thing by lumine. hes such a littel boy to him. andandnanfnns and EUUEUUWURHHFJJFFHHDFH but i wil lalso never have wanderer reconcile with ei. cus why when she doesnt remember him anymore. idt he'd obviously got the energy and precious useless time to do that either, hes got a better if not a Kinda Okay life in sumeru. nahida's got him sorted and is willing to understand him even if shes affected by the erasure too. i think zhongli nahida should have a longer talk on Wow Is The Anemo Kid I'm Caring For Kinda Fucked Up while xiao wanderer lies down like garbage napstablook style

“and how much zhongli cares abt the kid and tries as much as he could. to show him love despite himself a lil bad at it and being the older reflection of a war torn guy learning abt love” NO BC I HAVENT ANSWERED THE BIGGER ASK YET BUT WHAT YOU SAID ABOTU ZHONGLI LEARNING LOVE FROM GUIZHONG AND IT PARALLELING/MIRRORING XIAO THEN LEARNING FROM LUMINE AND ZHONGLI/GUIZHONG QPR MADE ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOO. LIKE IM INSANE THERE’S NO COMING BACK FROM THIS he cares sm he is doing his btest.................. crying shakins sobbing

even if i wasnt Like That about mothers and about ei and wanderer i dont think id want them to reconcile, like looking at it objectively it just. so fucking much happened and there was so much shit between them and now she remembers nothing about him at all its just. not worth it. not even close. “idt he'd obviously got the energy and precious useless time to do that either” HUGE MASSIVE AGREE no yeah i think things are a Lot better w/ him and nahida i love to think about their relationship and how tentative it is at first but the constant trust exercised by both sides and them slowly growing closer and it goes from deeper, more significant conversation to banter or just hanging out together and i just. mmmmmmm extremely slow but extremely important build of trust and love and care between them <333

zhongli and nahida talking abt it would be SO FUCKING FUNNY and i can picture xiao and wanderer laying like that so fucking easily ohhhhhh my god. like specifically with frisk and napstablook laying down together and the room going all space-y that's them it's Them that's so fucking funny oh my god... zhongli and nahida giving each other advice and different perspectives and both learning how to better themselves and to better care for their fucked up anemo kids <3

i already wrote the xiao and nahida scene for the in-progress fic but i want so badly now to write it Again or to write another one maybe ill go back and edit it or something. god i love nahida. i should reread the hands of god.

[frogadir]

Ummmm jane the virgin spoilers if anyone watches it

Litereally was stanning for jetra in 2015. like in 2015 when i was watching jane the virgin seaon 1 i was like oh haha petra is totaly gay. What if she ad  jane. And like now petra’s with a different jane but i dont care She is wooloow oh my god. She’s a cold manipulative bithc but around jr shes just melting se cant control herself she is SUCH a useless gay person!!!!!!!!! The most recent epsiode of gjane the virgiN? Gave me so many gifts. And also the previous ones. Like they literally f’ed and jr was like haha no this is a one time thing we’re doing this to throw the blackmailers off. But petras like oh my god. I’m in love. she has romantic feeelings for a woman and they are returned. We’ve literately spent the last 2 months of episodes seeing petra think about getting Funked by a woman, then actually it happens, then she ltierally crashes her car for her. nd then they kiss and  jr doesnt care that her mouth tastes like pickles!! Thats eastern europe babey sometimes u gotta eat a pickle!! like i used to be mad at this show a lil bc luisa really got the short end of the stick and she was a lesbian but her marriage was bust and then she was trapped in ayears long abusive relationship with a woman and that was the full scope of lesbians on this show but now shes away from rose and shes happy and sober and healing. And petra is exporing That side of the garden, and there is jr who is a lebsian. Like at first i was wary because can u ever trust straight people but honestly? luisa’s been there since epsiode one baby and yeah she fucked up everyone’s lives but she’s a lesbian !!! i’m distracting from the point of tis post PETRA SOLANO LOVES A WOMAN!!!!!!!!!! I WATCH THIS SHOW WITH MY MOM!! THIS SHOW IVE WATCHED WITH MY MOM EVERY WEEK SINCE I WAS IN 8TH GRADE HAS LESBIANS ON IT… WHO ARE IN A HEALTHY RELATIOHSION HNOW!!!!! i Knew all alng… I knew you would never let me down petra… i knew you liked women… Ok also my fav part was when she spends a whole hour talking to rafael about jr on his balcony and hes so done and petra’s like Lol it was never like you with you i could get you to do whatever i wanted but with her im so nervous Hell Ya petra thats because yuore not straight baby!!! Honestly even if jr and petra dont last i mean i’ll be broken up a bit because they ARE the dynamic (petra is the absolute nightmare, jr is the sweaterboy) and tehy are so wonderful and pwetty and the fact that theres a couple thats 2 women on this show and thyere happy! Oh my god! byt like now we Know that petra is Not heterosexual, ths is very important. True jetra? Not achieved, doesnt look like it because jane and rafael seem fine and you know what i don’t hate him anymore,  i like rafael. But this is… Magnifique