#im gonna cry so hard man
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has anybody seen them? they’ve escaped my bag
#fetus kitty hits different#they’re so baby🥹#i just miss kitty can u tell#i cant believe we might be getting one of their povs in the first twp chapter so soon wtf#im gonna cry so hard man#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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well, this all looks rather familiar...
#the llama or alpaca gem literally looks like one of the gems from the ice king crown#though thats interesting because I thought the ice elemental guy got it from a lava monster#also the wizard looking guys on the part about the magic beans remind me of those things shown in the cosmic imagination explained vids#those ones by paxw on youtube & other creators#im getting a bit tired pardon me if I miss on names & things im still reeling from the 7-8 episode experience; thank you to the AT crew#the next slide looks a LOT like the land of Ooo though I can't pinpoint where; im already terrible with irl geography#this man has been fixated on cursed objects since like day 1 lmao#doomed by the narrative fr#petrigrof got me crying though im ngl#im gonna miss my partner a lot when I go to finland :((( It might be a few years before I can see them in person again because travel#is very expensive 😭 thats probably partially why this hit so hard for me; I'm gonna miss our dates & adventures#mine#op#adventure time spoilers#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov
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thinking about Julie going into hibernation, but also how she was participating in winter activities and was at the Homewarming party.
obv an in-universe excuse is writing inconsistency within the show but nahh. i wanna get sad.
My headcanon is that Julie begins hibernation after the Homewarming party. Right after. And later in the evening it turns into a different party, Julie's Goodnight Party (name in progress).
It's fun, because any party with this rainbow monster's name in it is gonna be fun! but there's an underlying somberness. They eat, play games and talk about everything and anything like the Homewarming party, but it just feels different.
(continues below, sad warning bc I made myself sad)
When Julie starts getting sleepy, the party ends with her neighbors giving their farewells, goodnights, and big hugs.
Frank is the one to walk her home, of course. He brushes Julie's hair, makes sure her and her nest has everything she needs, and stays with her as she falls asleep. But not before they share a big, comforting, long hug filled with every unspoken "I'll miss you" and every ounce of love they can pour into it.
It's the longest Frank has ever hugged anybody. "A hug long enough to get him through winter," according to Julie.
He wished that were true.
Either way he smiles, he smiles for Julie as it's the last expression she sees before finally closing her eyes to sleep.
The tears that later soaked into his pillow are the only secret Frank's ever kept from his best friend.
#After taking Eddie home this past holiday Frank nearly missed Julie going home. He got there right as she was about to leave#He had stayed with Eddie until he fell asleep knowing he'd wake up in the morning.#Before he stayed with Julie until she fell asleep knowing she'd wake up in the spring.#Man i am. So emotional over this#julie hibernating is insane. and must be insanely hard on frank#frank really doesn't like winter#but maybe in the future he'll have a certain mailman's shoulder to cry on#and getting through winter wont seem so hard#imagine if you didn't read the post and are sitting down here like 'what this dude on about'#read my sad rambles and maybe you'd know! /silly#welcome home#julie joyful#frank frankly#homewarming#welcome home headcanons#headcanon#typing out loud#Julie's Hibernation Edition#this all came to mind bc im thinking about the Hurricane thats gonna steal my electricity tmrw#it got me thinking about blizzards#and what the neighbors would do in a blizzard. and what about Julie? what if they can't reach her?#i was thinking frank has Barnaby and Howdy move her and her nest into his guest room#just for the storm. she goes back home afterwards even if he wanted her to stay#welp.. i need to do laundry while i have power still sooo#that's all folks!#oh and ignore typos hehe
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Oh author dear author I hope you realize what you have done to my mind...
Spoilers for The Wretched Storms Overhead
Gooood the scene was so good everything about this fic so far is so good you should read it
Fic belongs to @aerkan
They are very very good
It's only the very beginnings of the fic so far but
But
But
Go read iiiiiiit
Do it
#im gonna be honest its almost midnight and trying to draw this pose was beating my ass but i did my bestest...#man crying poses are so hard... BUT I WAS NOT STOPPED#holy fucking shit guys read it its so good....#please please#epic the musical#epic!odysseus#odysseus epic#athena epic#epic!athena#DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME DEAR AUTHOR I GOT HOME TODAY AND ALL I CLULD THINK ABOUT WAS THAT SCEEEEEENE AND EVERYTHING THAT#CAME AFTER#im a broken man#epic the musical fanfic
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mann im going to get my blood reports tomorrow and im lwk scared
#mostly it's fine but i looked up this medicine the doc prescribrd me and she said it's for weight loss#but i looked it up and everywhere it said it's for type 2 diabetes#to control blood sugar levels when it's so wildly out of control that nothing is fixing it#why would she give me that??? i mean im obviously gonna ask but tab tak ki anxiety bhai#i have barely processed the fact that pcod is a chronic illness which means im going to have it forever im mostly avoiding thinking about#it cause it feels too big and unbearable#diabetes would be fucking wild man im 21 years old#i am doing so terrible in not turning out to be like my dad lol i want to cry#i just hate hate hate this so much#like i was trying really fucking hard but depression wasn't getting fixed and i kept eating sleeping being in bed all day#like how can one illness cause another be frr man give me a break 😭#and i cannot even officially say depression i just sorta googled thr symptoms and relate to them most days but not everyday#so like#what is all this for#ugh goodnight i hope i wake up and it's all alright#i don't want to be a calorie counting sweet avoiding freak i love chocolate
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Oooh boy
#please i need the old man#he’s so fucking handsome i wanna kiss him so hard#wanna wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him so much#he turns me on so much im gonna pass away#james hetfield#metallica#papa het#coming back to tags cuz wtf hes so big#this shirt and the lock+chain have me absolutely fucking drooling#his hair??? ughhhh#im gonna fucking cry#oh my god also hands???? ****** me pls
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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"
#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol#anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n#like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills#n my support network now#idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night#n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions#because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore#it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore#sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide#and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed#but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself#n give myself time#n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too#growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time#it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine#despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself
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Oh my GOD the way Gracie’s lisp makes her sound younger, like a child with a speech impediment; the way her name isn’t Grace, no it’s Gracie, like a nickname you give your kid; the tantrums she throws every time something doesn’t go her way. She infantilizes herself at every fucking opportunity. She’s always the victim, she’s always the pursued, never the pursuer. And Joe gets all the responsibility and has to comfort her and be there for her because she can’t handle it on her own but apparently he, the CHILD she RAPED, can. “I am naive.” I’m going to throw up
#she’s so evil i’m so serious#and joe poor joe omfg#he’s a child in a man’s body he’s reliving the moment it all went wrong#he’s been reliving it since he was in seventh fucking grade and he can’t escape it until he escapes her#if i think abt him too hard im gonna cry#may december#tw rape#tw rap3#tw pedophila mention
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#aaaaaand i reached my breaking point of the night#im sick i have a cold im tired im so done with this disrespect and nothing ever going anywhere no matter how hard he tries#im tired im actually gonna cry im just. give this man FUCKING SOMETHING#if this is another wembley all in without kip sabian i will break something i swear to fucking god#sorry this is an extremely sore spot this week and this just triggered the tears really hard im so done right now#kip sabian#wrestling#my beloved#kip in a box
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me and what we want are going through a lovers spat rn because i desperately want to write more for it but i constantly feel like shit so its really getting in the way of our relationship. also if youve sent me any asks that i havent responded to i am geniunely so sorry about it i am in the trenches right now
#sophie speaks#the disability is disabling me and its PISSING ME OFF#just let me write bro its not that hard#aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#like im always thinking about it#drunk www!reader dancing to hot to go with the boys and every single one of them thinking about how bad they want to plow you as you-#jokingly flirt and wink and tease. and the entire time you have no idea theyre totally down 100% ready to go#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if it gives fun dumb party vibes it is for www.#www is about the hot girl mascara running end of the night heels in hand look#hundredth thing i said www is about but like. something something the beauty of life and kindness and love and hope vs hate and loneliness#anything even close to that ballpark is what we want#gonna cry i geniunely want to write for it so bad i know im just complaining over and over but being chronically ill sucks so much#chronic pain sucks so much like whyyyyyyyyy cant i even go out to a cafe to buy takeaway in the car whyyyyyyyyy is the sun painful#its not supposed to be like that man :(#god i want another few months of my fibro going into remission pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee january february i loved you more than anything ever ahhh#nnnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhhhh#ill. ill get there one day#so says most people#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#maybe ill just put in like the next hundred words or something#chugging along#so fucking slowly but yknow. literally have to spend basically all of the day inside my room because it hurts too much to be outside it#so. maybe i can give myself just a little slack. the tinniest bit
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haha. hahaahahaha. i want to cry.
#my classmate who is very cool is on the other side of the shipping fandom from me#and believes that my side is VERY WRONG and SHOULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT WE BELIEVE#im more of a ship and let ship yk?? like it ain't my problem and it ain't affecting me so idrc what yall do#yall being literally everyone#anyway so i overheard her talking abt it to some other ppl in my class#and i got lowk scared cuz she seems like the type to like#get rlly heated abt it?? and stop being friends w me if i told her erm actually i believe that the ship you hate is canon#so im just gonna try to not bring it up in conversation? and not talk to her abt it? which sounds like me running away from#my problems but really i'm just trying to keep friends yk?? ppl r scary and making friends is hard.#anyway i still want to cry just not as much#guess i didnt tell yall what i was talking about did i#i was talking abt dkbkdk vs izuocha#im obv the dkbkdk here like cmon.... and shes over there yelling abt how “ITS TOXIC KATSUKI TOLD HIM TO JUMP OFF A BUILDING”#and allat like man u rlly think thats the reason we ship it.#no??#i ship it cuz a) theyre cute b) they make more canon sense than izuocha and c) cmon mannnnnn look at izuku that boy is not in love w urarak#of all people :skull:
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when my roommates put things back in the kitchen incorrectly it makes me frustrated and angry. apparently, did you know, this is not a thing all or most humans experience ? some people don't have an intense emotional reaction to things not being stacked in the optimal way, or pans not being put back in their "usual" spot. did you know this. did you.
#personal#I'm having an online interview on autism tomorrow and so I'm researching and reflecting more#not like this is ground breaking or anything but just. it's interesting to me that this typically doesn't elicit an emotion for people.#I've been crying a lot over autism videos#I haven't had a chance to process my diagnosis yet really and there's still so much for me to learn and accept about autism#like feeling shame and guilt bcs of disability has been a huge problem for me lately. not being able to accomplish what I want to.#and seeing videos of other autistic ppl who were really attached to the idea of who they would become when they got older#or identified a lot with who they were while masking#and now have to let go of those things. and figure out who they actually are and are capable of doing without burnout.#whoof man. its a lot. i still haven't let go of who i thought id be when i grew up. to the extent that said struggle is part of my identity.#it's just. I am autistic. several medical professionals familiar with autism saw me and went 'yeah you are autistic'.#I spent so long learning how to better cope with my depression.#and it turns out some of that advice is opposite to what you need if its autistic burnout instead#which im gonna assume i just kinda had both going on at various times#i just. im not sure what to do with my life.#but i guess first i have to make my life more baseline liveable and enjoyable before i start pondering that#change is hard. basically. thats what this was about.
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Volo Arceno
GOD I HAVENT DRAWN HIM FOR OVER A MONTH. I MISSED THIS MF SO MUCH
HIS TIE. IS NOT. GREEN. ITS. YELLOW. JUST DARK. RRAHAHHAHRHHAHHEHHRHRHEHARHHAHRHHRAHARHHH
Gave him 2 Mudkips and they kick buttlercheeks hard enough to break you apart🥰🥰🥰
goofy ahh version cuz my humor is broken + more lit up version cuz he is barely seen
Live Laugh Love Volo🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🏌🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻
#pokemon#pokemon au#art#wielder volo#pokemon wielder volo#pokemon volo#pla volo#mudkip#had like scenarios of him hanging out with mudkips for some reason and just took them in like nothing#definetly will beat yo a-#na cuz what the hell was i cooking with his old art😭😭😭#decided to go with his actual hairstyle instead of just. an entire goofy ahh hair that makes no sense how it works or how its set#arceus is scared of this man#IM GONNA CRY SO HARD WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF#he is so homosese to my pepela#gay gay homosexual gay man emo creature with his 2 axolotls#if anyone sees him then run for yo damn life HAHAHAHHAHAHA#drawing#pokemon legends arceus#pokemon legends volo#pokemon legends fanart#my art definetly turned the tables 360° and flipped out a uno card#why do i draw late at night am i okay🥰🥰🥰#live laugh love volo *proceeds to faint* /j#pokemon trainer#i swear to god he is barely visible on the clothes i swear i did not mean to do that
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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence#i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began#i asked a colleague of mine to be there#an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time#and is very sensitive#he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone#he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him#the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say#the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol#expecting a quick fix like they always do#she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck#i hope that gets respected too#then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue#that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide#he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide#and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it#i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but#i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand#when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight#my posts
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With your heartbeat against mine, I'll know that we're both still alive
#call of duty#modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare#MWII#cod mwii#phillip graves#blender renders#oc: jax#ship: high places#jackie ramirez#i cried so hard making this yall got no idea#i went OFF with these man#editing? posing? top tier#good for me#im gonna go cry again#blah blah body worship#loving the 'imperfections' on your SO and learning to love them on yourself#I JUST!!!@@@#UUTHEGGEGXGDGS#comic: high places
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My therapist told me today that I'm one of her patients who's made the most progress in the last two years and honestly I have a feeling I'm getting a good grade at therapy
#which is ofc something real and achievable#but fr fr tho I'm so proud of my progress 🥲 I think most ppl don't really acknowledge how much therapy is actually hard#like exposing yourself. being vulnerable. opening up about your fears and insecurities and really shameful things#and being open to try a new perspective and actually going through the motions of putting yourself out there#putting things to the test and feeling wrong and having your body react like a prey animal the whole time#and still push through and keep trying again and again until your brain finally assimilates that this is you now#this is how you want to think and live your life now and you're not gonna have it any other way#it's hard and you don't do it perfectly and you go back to your sessions and you try again#there's hard truths we have to admit about ourselves there that we aren't always ready for#but you just keep going and things do eventually change#even though sometimes it feels like a painfully slow process#and idk just hearing her tell me that she sees me. that she sees how hard I'm trying. man. it's. im not gonna cry#sleep.txt#it's been real. fr fr
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