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letsbegoodtoeachother · 4 months

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today is my birthday. im 24

#shivers #im gonna be 30 soon #raz speakz

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ledzeppelinmixtape · 1 year

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wish house was a real doctor so i could be his mystery insomniac patient and after giving me horse tranquilizers and still not falling asleep he just hits me in the head with his cane and im out like a light

#house md #i was supposed yo be asleep 2 hrs ago cause i planned to get up very early to study but LMAO NO #as soon as i shut my eyes my chest felt like it was being ripped to shreds from anxiety. i love i love it i love it (←says guy who hates it #anyways. i got mad i cried i googled some things frantically and now im in an acceptance phase of 'it is what it is' ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯#i think the thing that makes me the most frustrated is that. i slept like shit last night. like 4hrs maybe!!!! total!!! and so by the time #i started studying today around 6:30 i was eepy. and then by 7:15 my eyes were sooo heavy so i decided to take a 15 min power nap #and i was DREAMING within minutes. i fell asleep that quick. such a deep sleep that my alarm scared me awake #but ofc when im like oh teehee ill go to bet hella early and wake up hella early my brain is like ? no.#if youre still reading. idk im kissing you on the mouth or something. thanks for being here 🫶#gonna start tagging these posts as #insomnia chronicles

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wineanddineloseyourmind · 6 days

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it me birthday today :3

everyone wish the girlthing puppycreature happiest birth 💖

#27 years old...#im getting up there #nearly 30 now!#and im looking forward to my 30s all told #i think im gonna be pretty great in my 30s #tbh my 20s have been a biiiiiit of a write off lol #but im sorting out those problems now #and i'll be better soon 😤#personal post #birthday

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sunriseindigo · 4 months

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hmmm i wonder what he’s thinking about

#sparrow.png #suicide cw #drdt #danganronpa despair time #david chiem #drdt david #drdt fanart #fanganronpa #i’m gonna be graduating soon which means im super busy… but alas there’s a moment of peace #so heres a david that i drew in like 30 minutes #i should draw more men. but i dont want to

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guinevereslancelot · 3 days

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being the youngest person at work is being the honorary IT specialist despite knowing basically nothing abt technology except how to use google

#im not even like being modest when i say i'm embarrassingly bad at tech stuff #but bc i can use google and sometimes find a convoluted solution to a problem on my own i am an expert #currently the classroom ipad has not functioned properly for months #and i'm the only reason it functions at all lol #as soon as i leave its gonna be a shitshow lol #they cant even open the gallery to see the pics of the kids like its supposed to it hasnt opened in months #i'm the only person who knows to go to files to see the pictures and delete some for more space #and it took me a minute to figure out how to delete hundreds at a time #i usually delete 2k or so at the beginning of every week #bc we take like hundreds every day then sort thru for the good ones to post for the parents #so it's got thousands of pictures on it and you get storage warnings constantly #and it stops working #its got other problems too tho #but i at least got the picture taking and deleting problem mostly figured out but its not the way it was #yet its usable thanks to me only #and all my coworkers will be fucked when i leave bc they're all old lol #we already sent it to the office to get fixed twice and it came back the same #and im p sure this school doesnt have an actual tech department #and they'll be annoyed if they're told they have to buy a new one #bc the KNOW that i was making it work for months #so whoever says its impossible is just a failure lol #anyway #lol #anyway when i go home i call my brother to handle all technology issues w anything #bc i really suck at it #but at work i'm like a tech genius just bc im under 30

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funkle420 · 15 days

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god artists really do just pass around the same $20 bill cause dude over half my clients are other artists 😭 and usually they're the ones that tip well!! i just wish i could afford to also commission other artists and buy stuff from their shops!

#as soon as i get my grants/scholarships im gonna buy some shit from artists i like #i gotta get some things for my wall cause i live in an empty white box #im going to a zine fest soon too so im excited to talk to local artists!!#gonna splurge on 1 big poster or something #i hope someone's selling sculpted magnets or other unique decorations #i gotta make a list of ppl i wanna buy from #idk if I'll commission anyone tho cause that's a whole other deal and more expensive #idk what i would commission #it'd have to be something from an artist who can draw that thing wayyyy better than i ever could #enough to justify me spending over $50-100 cause you know im not gonna pay pennies even if they're undercharging #i swear if i had a regular job id spend money on art every month #genuinely i think my ideal achievable life rn is working a head empty office job 30 hrs a week and doing art the rest of the time #building streams of casual income until i have enough to pivot to full-time art again MAYBE #but from what ive heard from post college full time artists... that shits hard and confusing and stressful...#these tags rly lost the plot huh...#just rambling #not art

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zer0brainc3lls · 15 days

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just realised i gotta re read my chapter to write a tw list for the next chapter of my fic... uhm good luck everyone!

#im talking about i bet on losing dogs btw #which i am gonna upload VERY soon #like 20-30 mins ish #the maze runner #tmr #maze runner #newtmas #tmr newt #tmr thomas

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yandereshingeki · 3 months

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hello everybody i know i was gone for a little bit but i am back and I have lots to say

#SHINGEKI FLY GOT HERE!!! ILL SHOW THAT OFF SOON because i havent had the chance to open the box yet #i was with mr forest for the last like 30 hours skebjwje #minus the last 4 cause i had to go back to work :[#BUT IVE ALSOOO gotten almost all my pc parts!!!!#Im just waiting on the gpu!!! im so excited i have everything stacked under my desk #the case is HUGE TOO AHHHH im so happy #And another few things: im gonna quit my job in like 6 weeks #im getting waxed again tomorrow morning #and my insides are even more bruised #ALSO WE STARTED WATCHING MY HERO TOGETHER :]] IM SO HAPPY #we still gotta finish naruto but its a struggle with the pacing 😭😭#still love it though….#im yappin a lot ill go back to my pizza now

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saph-yells-into-the-void · 9 months

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p sleepy so take some fem itoshi siblings designs </3

+ a new fem isagi design 👀

#butch lesbian rin... do you see my vision #i like posting these kind of doodles to my side its v stress free 😌#btw i def have other fem designs planned out alr and might show them sometime soon 👀#i have this one piece thats taking me forever bc its all fem designs of the e4 + reonagi in their shibuya-inspired designs #(with my own sapphic twist obv)#i have like- 3 out of the 6 rendered and got 30 hours clocked in so it gonna take a while but yeah #might drop the designs before them tho bc im quite proud of them #esp the e4..#blue lock #bllk #my art #(i will def be doing more sapphic rinsagi in the future i just love these two so much they would make for amazing yuri😭😭)

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ratinthevoid · 6 months

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why do we have summer already? last time i checked it was february

#im so tired #while i'm already chronically fatigued any temperature above 15C is sucking the remaining energy out of me #don't get me wrong i'm happy to have one warmer day and go out on the sun for a while #but soon i won't be able to sleep again and i'm gonna be a ghost for few months #and everything gonna be sweaty and ughh the horror of wearing less clothes or dying in jeans on 30 degrees #it cam stay how it is now fine but we can't have summer yet boys i can't take it

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balmungkriemhild · 6 months

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late to foxgirl friday but oh well _(：3 」∠ )_ Hiyamei's design looked better with pants so I decided to give her pants and make a sorta coherent reference of her outfit.

(consider donating to my Ko-fi, thank you!)

#D&D #D&D vulpin #D&D cleric #foxgirl #vulpin #Hiyamei #Vio's Art Tag #Vio's OC Tag #IM SO TOIRED i was up till 2 am making this piece #and now it's 10:30 AM and i'm HONGRY #i dont really have much to say besides hungy and sleepy...... im gonna exercise soon probably......#i shoulda drawn her stabbing someone for ides of march too but you can only do so many things throughout the day #anyhow this upcoming friday is my first session using her IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD #gonna prepare my files and facts and stuff until then HOOHAA #but htat's all i gotta say PEACE OUT #ok to reblog

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isdalinarhot · 10 months

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You know what. Even though most of my posts are flop posts to the highest degree. Like I’m lucky to break five notes. I don’t care. All my posts will be soooooooo much more valuable when I’m dead. People will pass posts of mine around that are like “need to lick Dalinar’s taint clean pronto” with captions like and this is from the late blogger Luke Isdalinarhot. Gone too soon for this world. Sold to an art collection for 5 thousand dollars. Because artists are always worth more after they’re dead. Da Vinci wasn’t appreciated in his time either

#not that I PLAN on dying soon but like cmon it’s bound to happen at some point. hopefully after kowt but before 2030 #if im alive in my 30s it will be fucking insane. not because I have a problem with aging but because hats soooo long from now #and gonna be real the thought of being alive that long makes me ill. sorry.#not cosmere #death mention #ask to tag #luke.txt #drunkposting

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bitchkay · 1 year

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I prefer Guys characterization in the princes path rather then his consort route

I feel like all the routes should've progressed slower tbh but with Guy in particular I feel like it would really work with a slow burn romance

Also, unrelated but MC always falls in love with her chosen consort by chapter 10 like girl you've known this man for 2 weeks

#also the length of time each path spans isn't clear therefore it either feels too fast paced or soon #i kinda wish book 1 consort routes were more figurative like still focused on the progression of their relationship and character developmen #but less focused on the actual establishing of the relationship if that makes any sense #i guess it would have to be different for different characters and the overall dynamic of the relationship but regardless #with 30 chapters + 3 interludes and your chosen ending you would think you can do alot with that #cus 30 chapters is alot and 5 story parts per chapter too #i dont think alot of the stories need tp change if im being honest now #but imagine if each chapter included more subtance not to mention detail to clarify alot of things #overall I thing the book 1 consort routes to felt really filling were Roy or Toa #or maybe knight i remember the first time I read knights route like i was watching a movie cus i ended up really sucked into the story #and the lore of it too #same with Roy #i wish there was more side plot to the consort route cus realistically im not thinking about or doing the same thing everyday even if im #set on a specific path and moving forward towards a goal if that makes any sense #the path or goal in this case being cuffing one if these ridiculously hot men yk like im not gonna be thinking about this man every second #of the goddamn day no #court of darkness #kay just saying shit

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ravenrambles6229 · 11 months

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just posted a 30k word chapter of Wax and Wane and im making damn sure y'all know about it because i am proud of it :)

If any of you happen to give her a look, I hope you enjoy. it has cool art n everything

also legit probably the single most difficult scene i've ever had to write. zane i love you but you're gonna be the death of me

#im gonna make a new header soon about my fic #to pin to my profile #but for now im just gonna be happy #and pass tf out #goodnight #it is 6:30 in the morning #cole ninjago #ghost cole ninjago #cole brookstone #wax and wane #ninjago writing #it's an angsty one friends

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bunnihearted · 8 months

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📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk.....#rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right?#i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

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windupaidoneus · 1 month

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in like a day or two i can get back to leveling ast thank the fucking twelve for that

#ffposting #i dont dislike blm but ive been having such a hard time actually doing my roulettes. been having a lot of headaches #also really bad sleep. i dont have the focus or energy for much. havent gotten groceries yet but i will very soon. that will help #once im done w the magical classes ive decided im gonna just. lvl all my lvl 1 jobs until like 49 #then go for mnk & sam. get them to 100. switch to drg & rpr. get them to 100. then ninja can prob be at the same time as mch & brd #then the tanks for last bc i like tanking & also to save myself the faster queue times for last as sweet reprive & reward #but also. hm. i wont be doing alliance raids as tank i dont think. maybe for the 50-59 range for pal?#but like above that no. im not tanking mhach raids. i could possibly tank ivalice+pupbunk+motr but not mhach #OR copied factory bc i dont remember anything abt it. OR paradigms breach i am not fucking doing that fuck that #tank mains are the bravest ppl on earth. i love tanking but like i am not doing that.#maybe i could keep ninja for alongside the tanks? so it gets the alliance raids...?#but also itd be nice to have SOME way of getting heliometry tomestones without having to do hunt trains exclusively #or like running thaleia like a crazy person #i still havent continued arcadion. im scared. its probably not that bad but the way ppl talk abt it it feels scary.#hggg. all this is gonna take so much time. but i can do it. because of my love for the game. & for the grind.#i do enjoy grinding because i enjoy the game's content it's just really unfortunate that you have to queue for dps yknow.#especially in arr levels bc after arr you get duty support dungeons at decent intervals level wise #but in arr you get stone vigil at 41 & then nothing until 50 it's vile #& man i do NOT wanna queue for 30 minutes to go to the fucking aurum vale

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