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no2da · 6 days ago

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anyway my guys i am in such an incredible doomer spiral right now. truly overwhelmed with how awful other humans seem right now

#last year swastikas were graffitied on my city's queer center #last week i attended a polit discussion for teens and two visibly queer boys told me they get street harrassed basically every day #then a group of other boys joined our discussion group on gender equality and immediately mocked us for making it about trans rights #the parties leading in the election polls both have written in their manifest to undo the one good queer policy the current government did #im genuinely scared for the kids

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strawberrus0da · 2 years ago

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I’m thinking about the afraid faces in this game

Mainly Kel’s

Do you ever notice how vividly afraid he looks compared to Hero and Aubrey. Like here they have their eyes squeezed closed like they’re too scared to look at whatever’s in front of them and that’s all well and good

But then there’s just Kel

He looks horrified. Haunted. His eyes are wide open, he can’t look away, he’s just… frozen there. Gazing into the face of a nightmare. He looks young. He's twelve years old and young and afraid. He just looks so vividly afraid.

#kel’s afraid face just gets to me alright #like why is it filled with so much genuine horror and fear #there's something visceral in that expression #and then there’s the idea that he looked at mari’s body in the backyard just like this. just wide eyed and frozen and scared.#im sorry i have so many emotions about this kid #omori spoilers #omori emotions #omori #omori game #kel omori #omori kel #kel

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theguardianace · 9 months ago

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anyways mutuals this is your call to go watch pokemon horizons its the series currently airing and for once you don't actually need to know anything about what's happened before. its a new series with new characters to follow in a brand new narrative style. and it slaps. and if genuinely incredible characters, beautiful animation, and riveting battles aren't enough to convince you- shinonome ena's va voices liko, one of the protagonists.

just. go watch the first two episodes at least. for me. ok thank you

#ALSO CHINOZO WROTE THE FIRST OP AND ITS SO GOOD #AND WE HAVE LIKE. THE POKEMON PROFESSOR OF ALL TIME IM OBSESSED WITH HIM #his name is friede and hes like the epitome of gifted kid postburnout #and hes a loser. and hes so epic #and we have molly the punk nurse #and murdock the uncle ever #and dot aka the funniest character ever. too scared to leave her room. most popular internet streamer ever #nobody ever talks about landau hes a wise old man who spews genuine nonsense. ive never seen a man more perfectly embody quagsire/drampa #who am i forgetting. OH WE HAVE THE BEAUTIFUL ORIO shes a mechanic and also really cool. i like her

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potatobugz · 5 months ago

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buddy is surrounded by horrible horrible adults like at all times and it is deeply stressing to me. not to baby him, i do think he is easily mislead but he is not stupid. but also like. can he be given a moment to breathe actually. can he not be manipulated for one second. please put him in a normal social situation with regular teenagers his age please im begging you

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #d20 #buddy dawn #fantasy high junior year #SLASH LIGHT HEARTED THIS IS NOT A GENUINE COMPLAINT OR ANYTHING #I DIDNT EXPECT TO LIKE THIS CHARACTER AS MUCH AS I DO AND I AM SO WORRIED. IM SO SCARED #i get uncomfortable when people go like “he is just a baby!” because he is a full teenager #like i agree hes being manipulated big time by irresponsible adults around him that dont care about him #but i think its more complicated rhan just “he doesnt know any better!”#but im losing my mind. i think hes being set up as an antagonist for s4 and while #im very excited we get to see more of him im also deeply terrified because i think . he is in danger ?????#bc he is still being influenced by the rage crystal that hasnt been takem out of him + im so scared hes gonna get. killed #i do not think he is evil. i think hes a misguided kid whos having a lot of awful things happen to him #but im terrified i will be proven wrong. buddy please #IM EXCITED TO SEE WHERE THE CLIFFHANGER WILL LEAD TO BUT U MUST UNDERSTAND #IM SO ILL. IM GOING MENTAL. MAD. SICK IN THE HEAD #IM GOING TO MICROEAVE HIM UNTIL HE EXPLODES.

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 4 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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ciderjacks · 1 month ago

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my biggest fear is that Jax will do something Really bad (intentionally or unintentionally) to a beloved character bc I will probably end up defending his ass against the entire fandom. My track record with defending horrible fictional people like my life depends on it is NOT good.

#Sighs so heavily #Shoutout to chara kokichi c!dream agatha #Its those green and purple bitches #They always get me #Im just scared. Im scared its gonna be exile all over again.#Guys do you know how insane it felt to be a c!dream stan watching exile happen real time #Bc pre-exile i was really invested in the c!discduo friendship arc #And then i was watching exile real time get more and more abusive and going “ohhhh…noooooo…… ooooooouhghhhh naoooooooo”#Even chilchuck i feel like i am beating back the deadbeat dad / shitty husband allegations with a BROOMMMM. LIKE YOUVE GOT HIM ROOONGGGGGG!#Agatha is charming and cute so most of her hate is just from misogynistic men on Reddit And that particular section of hardcore Wanda stans #Neither of which are places I frequent so. Got lucky there. Everyone loves her weeeeooooo aS DEY SHOULDD #Chara. I genuinely think ppl just mischaracterize them. Idk i was abused as a child and reacted similarly to the way they reacted #So i get rly protective over them i wont even lie. Like theyre not a bad kid they’re just mental illness.#kokichi…..yeah. Yeah.#I will never be free of him. Sad!

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dedenneblogs · 10 months ago

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(heartbreak high) that one babysitting format meme

but my fun lil spin on it

#heartbreak high #fyp #netflix #netflix heartbreak high #ok ill explain #quinni is the best out of all of them #makes schedules and everything; takes job very serious #amerie is an older sibling she's been babysitting for free #malakai probably is like “this is the next generation-- we have to raise them right”#ant kind of just lets the kids play fortnite with him #missy is rlly popular with the kids she babysits. the parents not so much #cash is scared of the kids. is genuinely afraid they'll shatter like a vase if he drops them from too high #jojo is the definition of wine aunt #harper gives older brother core energy but sister if that makes sense #also is shown to radiate big sis energy #dusty probably tries to act cool but probably just comes off lame #darren doesnt like kids. plain and simple #woodsy gives off strict elderly babysitter energy IM SORRY #sasha is just rlly lame. probably makes kids go to bed rlly early so she can just goof off so comes off as mean #fuck chook #spider is self explanatory #cash's nan may seem jarring but im not sure she seems like the type to secretly be a bad influence

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guinevereslancelot · 5 months ago

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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy

#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her #she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy #and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general #HOWEVER #i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids #one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids #and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere #like im actually worried about it #i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly #and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on #so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention #anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho #and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job #but im so sadddd #also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group #its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff #and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly #literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving #things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much #but i literally can't see a future here #and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired #she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks #anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids #its just really hard #which is why i've stayed this long #i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss

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sarrai · 5 months ago

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Saw some takes on how Dante and Vergil don't love each other at all and I'm just. Baffled how someone can get into the series and come away thinking that they actually hate each other.

#game blogging #personal thoughts #dmc #im not even speaking in a shipping sense #idc either way about the ship but yeah obvs they arent about to smooch in the games but like #holy hell #people really see fighting and percieve it exclusively as hate?#dante loves vergil so much. even when hes determined to kill vergil for the greater good he STILL tries to save him in the end #and vergil never went for a killing blow either. he's won some of their fights before and yet... dante lives!#their relationship is nuanced. theres jealousy and disappointment and yes. some hatred. but theres always love #dantes main priority in 4 becomes getting Yamato-- a memento of his brother. he only gives it up because nero is vergil's kid #and he spends yeaaaaars grieving the loss of his brother.#and V in dmc5 is like. borderline scared of Dante because he thinks Dante hates him (he killed him! his name brings about immediate rage!)#but ultimately dante is the person he goes to for help first. he has opportunities to hurt him ans then doesnt. he could have won against #dante easily when he first came back if hatred was his motivation. instead he wanted dante to fight when at full strengtg #theres just!! so much to their relationship! i cannot stop rambling #how the fuck does someone genuinely condense that to “they hate each other”

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hauntedhowling · 4 months ago

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Uh. Hi. I'm a schizophrenic autistic trans man, my husband is a physically disabled trans man. We are gonna be homeless this month. Please consider commissioning me or donating to my cashapp or paypal

My cashapp is $vwolfe my PayPal is vwolfe23

#i just checked my cash savings and i literally got. $140 #please help me #this is a cry for help a genuine one #i dont know what to do i really dont #at least were getting out of Florida (by force)#i guess i just keep working like normal but it def wont be enough.#keep working untill the hammer hits me on the head #and then what?#i dont know. we have a breif plan to drive up to a refreational state get a hotel and find jobs #but #id ont know #im so scared #i know nobody ever sees these but i just. need it so bad right now.#this might actually kill us lol #it all ends on a big fucking blow up every single time #just kinda glad we getting out before they reveal another hateful layer pre election day #i got kicked out and disowned by my dad last election day eve #and then i moved in with my husband. and now my husbands dad is kicking us out AGAIN bc again. we arent taking transphobia and bullshit #called us dykes bruh. they make a big deal everytime they say fag and how they have a 'fag jar' but gonna call 2 fully grown trannies dykes #got it #im suicidal lol #our power is out from helene rn too and wr have a generator but they keep flipping our breaker just to upset us #and on top of all of this. we might be given custody of 3 kids. which im not ready for. im so scared and i dont know what my future beholds

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scalpelsister · 8 months ago

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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.

#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha #NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly #and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist #a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw #and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that #unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it #and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship #like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship #i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall #bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared #anyways enough oversharing #i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post

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macroglossus · 1 year ago

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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED

#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like #two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that #time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore #is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and #when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up #and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not #that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on #listening. if that makes sense #IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive #like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that #im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍

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ociels · 2 months ago

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like i distinctly remember my heart going 72728272 miles per hour because i was that anxious to tell my friends about this band i was interested in middle school

#which now that i think about it. isn��t normal.#maybe that’s why u have anxiety disorders 🥰#like they talked about their interests so freely and i appreciated how excited they got but i was like what if they don’t take it as #seriously and their image of me would change and that wouldn’t be good and it would just be a whole spiral i remember feeling like i wanted #to be normal and talk about these things with people i called my friends but i couldn’t?#i had this tv show i was obsessed with and i was scared to talk about it to my parents because i was scared that they would see me #differently…. it was a KIDS show…. kids get obsessed with things that’s normal!!!!!!!!#even now. i have a lot more interests but im still deathly scared of being perceived by others. even my best friend who is like a sister to #me… i’m working on that though because she has never once made me feel like i’m annoying her by talking about what i like but the fear is #still there and i don’t know how to get it out:(#genuinely from the bottom of my heart i really really really love it when people open up enough to share their interests and likes with me #it’s so endearing seeing how excited they are but when it’s my turn i just feel like disappearing because im scared opening up about normal #things i like and enjoy will change the way they see me ultimately #✉️

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badcountryofficial · 3 months ago

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Thinks abt how the one person in my family I really relate to and respect settled in her marriage and later wakes up in a cold sweat

#'i mean he's not emotional and open and super loving but he works hard and can provide and i decided that was worth it'#good god.#im really glad that im no longer married to. well. the idea of marriage lol #and a home n kids #like it would be nice if i found my dream person #but i simply cannot afford to settle #my soul cannot handle settling for anything less than my dreams and genuinely if im alone forever than so be it #i can give myself everything i want!#i just could never forgive myself if i settled and god forbid had kids w someone i wasnt 100% sure of #i will not recreate the family i grew up in.#if i do have kids i want them to know their parents are madly in love and happy #and the idea of this dream person is so Fun but also it can just be a dream yk #ive learned a lot thru this and thru talking w more adults abt heartbreak etc and just.#wow.#so many ppl settle cos they're scared of being alone or see it as a failure #and i just cant do that. id rather be single forever than settle i really would #the way ppl live is so fascinating idk #i 💗 old women #my real dream is to be a cool old woman lmao #kdjfhshdhfkglahfk #like im a man now but idk if i'll be an old man its hard to explain

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tremendously-crazy · 3 months ago

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#for context: i missed out on 4 years of having a true best friend #because i've been stuck with this selfish #egotistical #jealous #girl who's obsessed with grades and intelligence #always trying to be better than me #and then comes up with excuses when she falls short #like an annoying kid on a video game who insists theyre good and then says “i just have bad wifi” when they inevitably fail #she lies to me #she doesnt care about any of our other friends #she has no sense of humor #no shame #she doesnt understand any social cues at all and even if i TELL HER shes making someone uncomfortable she'll deny it #and shes always been like this #ive been calling her my bsf for 4 years #all the while ive missed out on having real genuine bonds with someone else #i still haven't found the watson to my holmes/the holmes to my watson #and i hate it #im so worried im gonna be stuck with her as my best friend forever #because she thinks we're gonna be best friends for life #but the entire time ive been friends with her i literally can hardly tolerate her #she radiates negative energy #always so pessemistic and depressed and she FAKES health conditions as an excuse for stuff #she blames her anxiety/insomnia on EVERYTHING #and she only talks about like 3 things anyway #i dont know what to do #i hate her #i need a new best friend.#im too scared to leave because i cant just say “i hate your personality!”#holmes/watson

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ashersbraincell · 3 months ago

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I feel like the trauma people get from bullying isn’t talked about nearly enough. Cuz if I ever want to feel truly safe leaving the house in the morning or when school ends ever again, I’ll have to move home. Because the uniforms of my hometown are just too fucking scary. And it’s so fucking ridiculous because 1. I know for a fact that they’re not the kids who bullied me and 2. That I’m a grown 17 yo being scared of kids aged like 13-15.

But the trauma doesn’t care about logical facts. It sees a kid aged around that age in that uniform in this home town and it goes “look! They’re snickering at you! Close your blinds, do you think they know where you live? If they see you they’ll harass you and body shame you again!”

#doesn’t exactly help that a big aspect of my trauma is repressed anger #mf im genuinely scared that if a kid like that actually DID try to harass me id just fucking snap #yes I’m aware this sounds edgy asf but if ykyk #bullying #bullying trauma #school trauma #trauma #asher's ramblings

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