#im furious I AM SO ANGRY
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I don't want to talk to Matthew Patthew /neg
I wanna stabby stab. A poke. A prod.
I'm so angry in a "Bro, you didn't watch the series. You just want to dick ride clout" way.
Hope he chokes. ✌️😘
– Ranboo 🕹
ranboo i think you should be able to kill him . foreveer ^_^
#[milo]#IT MAKES ME FUCKIG FURIOUSSS#i think im just angry because like . jumpscare but im a gl/factive mix and OHHH BUDDDYYYY#im furious I AM SO ANGRY#i have to resist the urge to fucking hatewatch because i think i'd get. EVEN ANGRIER if i heard his snively fucking voice#I WANT THAT WHITE MAN OBLITERATED#*GONE*#REDUCED TO ATOMS AMONGST THE FUCKING DIRT.
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coloring experiments with some displeased españas 🍅 i always love digging beneath his optimism to find the negativity underneath thats Just as passionate -- its one of the most fascinating things about him to me
closeups under the cut
#hetalia world stars#hws spain#aph spain#i simultaneously Am him and need him carnally. and im not sure which ones more embarrassing#his anger and my anger are.... upsettingly similar and ive been very Angry with my job recently. so. ofc ive been thinking about him#country of passion in all emotions. and the sun isnt just warm and bright. it Burns.#anyway this is Kind of a little bit of a vent piece maybe idk#my art#'i need to rest my hand' i say and then i get so furious at work these all come out of my brain#i have never been so close to starting a physical fight with my coworkers lmaoooo.
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#i literally feel VIOLENTLY ill at the fact the hospital handled my mum’s passing so badly that her funeral is exactly ONE MONTH after it#i’ll forever be furious and angry and hurt and traumatised by the way they handled it#like A MONTH#it should not be happening this long after#and it’s her birthday on sunday so maybe i’m just feeling ten times worse because of that#but it’s not fair#it’s never gonna be fair#why the FUCK did she get taken from me like this#and then having to be the only one who knew about her funeral plans bc she only told me#and then everybody including my dad tells me how strong i am#IM NOT STRONG!!?!!?!??!?#i’m a girl who needs her mama. i’m just a girl who is so lost and confused and needs her mama#i literally want 2 die#tw death#i turned my tv off and immediately started crying bc i felt like the worst person in the world#did i not love her enough#should i have been better to get#*her#idk i just want her to know i adored her#and i need to hear her voice and get a hug#one of the last things she said to me was ‘i love you more’ well i love you most so how about that#tw grief#i am never getting over losing her#please . feel free to let me rant i just feel like i can’t talk to my dad or family bc like idk .#i always talked to my mum about my emotions and well! that can’t happen anymore lmfao 😭#i just need a place to vent the HELL out of my feelings bc i am not going back to therapy
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ZRS2 SPOILERS !! (ish)
Im on the app so i dont have the Keep Reading break
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I love it when he flips the Batshit Crazy switch on when Runner Five is in danger
#zombies run#zombies run fanart#zr art#zrs2 spoilers#…ish?#dialogue is from s2 ending#but hey sam gets pissed in general when five is in danger#soooo#shrug#ANYWAY . IM SO ILL#i love hearing him FURIOUS i love OVERPROTECTIVE SAM YAO#guy mustve had a hard time sitting in that silence….#*cough* Worst Case Scenario by Loveless playing *cough*#neeks draws#i want to draw more angry radio man but it is 3 am#3 hrs late from bedtime once again…..#oh WELL IT IS FOR LOVE#i oove little batshit angry men when the potential love interest is in the shits#(we will ignore that Five is mostly a self insert for ppl)#(not me tho i made an oc for it but 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️)
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going to fucking kill myself i lost my drivers license
no im not but like god i want to
nobody freak out i wont do it
#this is the final straw#im so angry#i am furious#im sick of everything being my fault#im sick of nobody caring#im sick of the people who “care” but will only be there for me if im getting better and wont help if im not okay#im sick of school#and home#and my friends#and my teachers#im going insane#i cannot fucking do this anymore#im going to lose my mind
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ill answer ur asks soon my lovelies thank u sm for sending them in<3
another rant in tags im so sorry tw death again
#i am just trying to grapple with my grief rn#n sorry for yapping about it here but in my little pea brain spitting it out onto tumblr is gentler on me than talking to people#because talking is too hard#but just throwing it out is cathartic#but anyway. i am Struggling and the grief is crushing#but ill pull through eventually#it just seems cruel and absurd that the world Didnt Stop#it really feels like it should have#the death of someone under the age of 25 feels so insane to me. im angry at the universe for not just. straight up pausing everything#and each time i forget about it n remember again it hurts the same as when i found out#today i thought i saw him out on the street and for a brief second i hoped maybe it all never happened#but it was just someone similar to him#i cant get myself to put on his album or look at at any pictures#he was supposed to be playing a show saturday#he had so much potential#his band was Just starting to take off#im fucking distraught#it’s just Not Fair and was So Preventable#im furious and although we didnt used to speak much recently i can feel the gap he left in our lives
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I swear my guts are trying to boil me inside out. I wanna die
#i dont really wana DIE but you know. im not enjoying being awake and conscious every day. that's not doing me any favors#system babbles#vent#i feel fucking horrible#im having the Urgestm come back and it aint like im looking to heal anything on my limbs but mannnnnnn#that Thing is looking delectable rn. scrumptiobs. im mad#I'm also incredibly unbearably sad. but mostly im angry. I'm so fucking furious. but it's only at myself and it aint anyones fault but my ow#i am a piece a shit aint i
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Just discovered thru my own research that due to the lack of knowledge/concern multiple drs had when I went to them for help, I am gonna be in even more pain for the rest of my life w possibly worse consequences! Fuck
#im to tired to be as angry as i am. like i am enraged but exhausted so its dull#i went back to researching wtf happened to my ankle a few years ago thats caused me trouble ever since & finally found the answer#and i am basically reading exactly what i told everyone i saw about it. and i am. furious#i gave them literally all the info they needed to work it out if they actually thought about it#i would say it started here and point to thw exact location you feel pain from a high ankle sprain#then say it changed to be a worse/different pain here. and point to the exact location you feel pain for posterior tibial tendinopathy#which is a condition generally caused by an injury unable to heal correctly#and go on to describe other symptoms of the same condition#and then. everyone was just. stumped or just sort of passively assumed it was a non serious sprain#all i can think is MAYBE it was ruled out during movement/strength tests but also im a chronic pain patient w hypermobile joints so at#a certain point those tests are kind of unreliable
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I'd like to apologize for all of the r/aita posts that I thought were obviously fake because apparently people do do shit that incomprehensibly stupid
#stuff happening in the family. allegedly no one is in immediate danger but im watching my sil blow up her whole fucking life and. well.#how tf am i even supposed to help someone whos manic and disconnected with reality and also moved 6 hours away#and doesnt want help. doesnt see the problem#ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant even sleep at night im so angry and scared and so so furious and thats saying something because i can ALWAYS sleep#personal#liz complains a lot
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hahahaha i fucking hate my insurance company and i want them to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i also hate the healthcare system!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and capitalism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my entire fucking miserable life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#holy shit i understand now why people request maid for treatable conditions#i would literally rather die than have to continue going through this torture for years just to survive#like whats even the point? whats the fucking point?#clearly none of these people care if i live or die#so why dont i just get out of their hair!!!!!#oh my god im so angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and tired and hopeless and sad and fucking!!!! mentally ill!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!#i legitimately think they want me to make an attempt#i think thats the only way theyll fucking believe me#i need to be hospitalized or committed or whatever#fuck them!!! like seriously fuck them!!!!#and then if i do theyll be like “welp she shouldve sought help” LIKE#FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#oh my god i am FURIOUS#BIRTH IS A CURSE AND EXISTENCE IS A FUCKING PRISON AND IM OVER IT#fuck#sorry to put this on main but i am SO FUCKING MAD and i want literally everyone to know it#what do i need to do!!!#please tell me!!!#do you want me to die!!!!#cause ive been trying desperately to avoid that all this time but it seems to be the only option rn!!!!#fuck!!!!#fuck im not in danger im safe nobody needs to worry i just#god#im so goddamn fucking exhausted of this
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genuinely so angry and scared im shaking. how many other times this week this month this year have i been exposed without knowing it. do people even tell each other anymore. it’s just so grim. it’s so fucking grim
#purrs#delete later#covid19#i am fighting for my fucking life every day to stay safe and to keep the people around me some of whom are disabled / chronically ill /#immunocompromised / medically vulnerable safe. i am fucking fighting for my life. it’s already hard that i am usually one of two people in#any given room still wearing a mask let alone an n95 mask. hard and bad enough that we get looks for wearing masks and people think im crazy#for my life still being on hold and for my family still basically never going anywhere. ITS FUCKING WORSE that we are still very much in the#throes of all of it and we are in constant physical and quite frankly EXISTENTIAL danger not only of getting sick / becoming (more)#disabled / literally fucking dying but also returning to the absolute hell of lockdown which while important was psychologically damaging in#ways that are difficult to even articulate. like not only have we as a society decided to not give a shit about unpacking all of that and#healing from the trauma and assuming everyone went through the same thing when we very much did not and to just send everybody back to#school and work because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 but we have ALSO decided to pretend like the freakish unceasing danger just doesn’t exist#anymore and to get rid of every tool we had available to keep us safe or at minimum make people have to pay exorbitant amounts of money to#access them because 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑capitalism🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 !!!!!!! im TIRED. im so fucking tired of it. i am so fucking exhausted and angry and scared. and i#HAVE the luxury and privilege of being able to afford n95 masks and covid tests and to be able to work a job that i can do remotely if i#need to and to not be disabled or immunocompromised. what makes me fucking furious is we decided to throw all the people who don’t have#that access or privilege under the fucking bus and forget about them lol. but what do you expect from a country rotten to its core the way#it is lol. im fucking despondent. why are we living in an incinerator.#* the lockdown(s) werent just important they were necessary. and arguably we should have another one even though if we do i genuinely fear#for my mental health both during and afterwards and quite frankly before. im tired. i am grateful for the life i live which has resulted in#part from the different things that have happened because of the pandemic but i also so desperately wish this never happened and every day I#think about what life would be like if it hadn’t happened. the grief of it all is unspeakably big.
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sometimes you need to be filled with righteous rage and anger and take a couple hours to calm down and think rationally and realize you are hangry and overstimulated and it was never that deep
#me once I started thinking rationally: ok why am I so angry and upset#me: ...oh my god I didnt eat lunch#the lesson here kids is to be very careful to not forget meals#it doesnt not happen to me very often im very careful about it#but the time I got off work + having to go do stuff right after made for a wicked combo and I completely forgot to eat#that and being overstimulated. bad bad combo deadly combo#anyways ive eaten and had quiet time and the very mild situation I was furious with is resolved#so#im all good now#time to write fic#I do mean this post sincerely btw#sometimes you need to realize the thing youre mad about isnt what youre really mad about#sometimes youre just hungry and you dont realize it#and thats ok!
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dealing with my flatmates is going to be my villain origin story
#I don't get angry often#Like im doing my very best not to be an angry person#But I am so furious right now#Why#One of these days I'm going to snap#(which means I'm going to meekly ask them to maybe please not do the thing if it isn't too much of a bother)#Ignore my rambling
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grips you all by the shoulders i dont know how much longer i can keep doin this man
vent n suicide mention in the tags i ran out of tags so i cant tag it dear lord it's all angst
#just woke up and feel like im dying already#all because of two very dumb factors#ooga booga i have bpd . i am burning from the inside out#i saw a post about bpd saying there are no metaphors to describe it because there is no beauty there is nothing poetic#it's just neverending pain and suffering and knowing you will die by your own hand very soon#and . yeha . no matter how i try to twist it into words that can help others understand while also not making them uncomfortable it doesnt#work#i can tell you it feels like knives are stabbing and dragging down through every inch of my being inside and out but that is still not close#enough !!!!!!!!!!!!!#your brains just . convinced everyone is out to get you#everyones saying shit behind your back and you are hated by every single person you love#and no matter how many time you're reassured you're just pushed deeper and deeper into that belief#n you're also just . so angry#so very angry#furious at yourself most of all but you also hate everyone you love#because they don't love you . they're lying to you .#they say they aren't but no liars want to get caught#ans then you're absolutely sure abandonment is happening so you push and push and push away#maybe you're a piece of shit to them bc then you know they left you bc of that and not because you're you#maybe you bring them too close in an attempt to stop it from happening and it happens anyway and you want to die#and you will die . it's so easy to die with bpd . it takes every fiber of my being to stay in my room rather than going to try and die#it's just batshit . you feel like you're inherently wrong and you dont have a place anywhere#you feel like you're losing your mind when mood swings happen because they will happen and they happen fast#a moments silence from someone you love is disastrous and world ending but on the other side they're just doing a small task#and forgot their phone#and it builds up and up and up and up until you cant mask anymore you cant pretend you're healthy anymore because you're not and then you#lose everyone#ive lost everyone so many times and i dont have many people now so im more or less clawed into them . they cant leave me too#i dunno . i dunno . bpd is so impossible to verbalize it's physically painful and i mean that i really do#you feel it in every part of you and you feel so empty and so alone even if you're not and then you feel nothing
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oh boy i really want to rant but at this point it will just make me angrier
#personal#vent#for context#my flatmates have disrespected me for the entire year and wednesday i hit the final nerve#i have been angry for 2 entire days since and i feel like crying im so mad#delete later#i literally cant do anything wihtout getting furious so i am now even more behind on class work#rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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just had paramedics called on me for the first time todayy
#'just' means like 9 hours ago ive been resting btw also im fine i was just scared#i was 90% sure it was a panic attack! but Both my parents having tons of heart problems was making me really dread that other 10%#that i wasnt so sure about#but i am fine it was a confirmed panic attack and nothing is wrong#i had some kind of mental revelation that ive been slowfully and painfully untangling ever since#but its going to be the literal turning point in my ENTIRE life. i am not the same person who woke up this morning#sorry everyone im late for updating you all about my newest medical history update today#no but seriously im bringing this up now because the next few days migjt be rough! for me#im going to try and keep it off the internet as much as possible but just in case i somehow end up doing it anyway i guess#hashtag rosies first honest to god panic attack <3#im fine. and i will continue being fine. i will simply need an appropriately approximated mandatory adjustment period#yeah so ummm the thing i am astounded by the most right now is#i dont think i have EVER been SO truly angry in my whole. i have never felt the need to describe myself as 'furious' until today#boy they werent kidding that post traumatic stress disorder can COMPLEX#sorry just trying to be a little bit silly its called i get a little bit silly i just need a little controlled boost dose of normalcy here#im fine.
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