#im fuckin PISSED rn.
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shipping meme. accepting.
do i ship our characters together?: a million times yes | no | not yet but maybe soon
would i like to ship with you?: alwayss!!!!!! | maybe, i'm willing to try | no
type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | EXES. | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits
tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship
would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( what specifically? ) we've plotted so much shit, i feel like we have centuries' worth of history for these two and i love love LOVE that eee !!
what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter
anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( put whatever you want here )
macaria is literally the love of his life idk how to tell u more point blank, but. she's literally stuck by him, seen the very worst parts of him & somehow, is still willing to love him. meph is . FLABBERGASTED. he's not going to look a gift horse in the mouth, but he honestly thinks that macaria is way too good for him. he's just so. grateful that she loves him despite all of his issues ... LOL. in terms of what i wanna explore more..... definitely loved that one vampire au we had.... i would honestly love to delve into that. i'm also really into church aesthetics, so we if we did sth related to that i would absolutely love u
#i hope all this shit makes sense lol#im fuckin PISSED rn.#*piss drunk LMAO#but yeah tldr meph really loves macaria :')#he's shit at showing but. u know how he is ugh
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K I've been thinking about this for like a week now. Ignoring any immortal headcanons if you have them. Knuckles knows he's not going to be able to guard the Master Emerald forever and that probably troubles him, but, if he was dying do you think he'd ask Sonic to guard it? He's the person with a unique connection to Chaos and the Chaos Emeralds and he's basically chosen one the most specialest guy, and one of the few people Knuckles could trust with that duty.
Of course I think Sonic would say no. I think he'd never be able to do that and he wouldn't want to.
#lmao i think even if Knuckles was on his fucking deathbed Sonic would say no#like sure he's got a sense of duty but guarding the me would be absolute hell for him#and he's never really acknowledged if he even gets just how important Knuckles' job is#sure he gets some of it but he doesn't really care that much beyond knuckles cares deeply for SOME reason#and im not saying that as something negative i actually think good for him you know#bad for knux cause he'd be fucking tormented by that#it also makes me think about the conflict people like to write between them in forces fanfics#where knuckles didn't take care of tails enough and sonic gets pissed at him i think this is a great parallel#like i know a kid and a big magic rock aren't objectively the same thing but if you think about how it much it matters to knuckles#especially that it matters to him more than that too because it's literally his entire life#not giving the ME and knuckles' duty the acknowledgement it deserves is like saying he's wasted his life for nothing#ouough okay#sorry im in such knuckles angst mood rn pl if you have thoughts respond idk if im imagining all of this correctly gnjhgcsddgu#gimme some fuckin drama
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i think its fascinating that the government can deny an unemployed pregnant single mother food stamps. i think its really fucking interesting that they can deny women the right to abortion, force them to have children of their rapists, and proceed to refuse support for said TEENAGE mothers
#sorry im still pissed on what happened to my sister#shes pregnant with her second child rn#and they keep denying her food stamps bc she 'made too much money previously'#SHES 18 WITH TWO BABIES#AND WAS UNEMPLOYED FOR MONTHS#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#they got real fuckin nasty with her too#zero respect for our government#monnie rambles
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im sick so i drew my girl nika to cheer myself up,,
#felix net i nika#fnin#my art#she has a tooth gap now!!!! and pimples!!!!! i dont make the rules!!!!!!!1!#her outfit in the first drawing is what she was wearing on the cover of 'orbitalny spisek' btw<3#ughhhhhh im having Nika Thoughts (tm) AGAIN#im not gonna elaborate rn tho cause i Dont Feel Great#maybe ill ramble about her tomorrow#i love drawing her sleep deprived and tired and pissed and sad<3333333 shes got Problems#sweet jesus i spent so much time on that first drawing........... im never drawing a skirt with a pattern again.#it turned out pretty cool tho i think!!#i used so much orange....... gee i wonder why:)#god i want atumn to come already. i want to wear sweaters and sweatpants and i want to be able to sleep at night without feeling like im in#a fuckin furnace!!!
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cant wait for the solevellan reunion in veilguard knowing aila (my poor sad oc) will try to kill him on sight
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age inquisition#solas dragon age#solas#the thing is. she was already pretty unhinged post base game#whole clan is dead and closest confidant (and previous partner) left with no goodbye or anything#and shes not like. articulate or anything i dont think she knows how to read or write#at least she didnt in the beginning maybe josephine helped her or something#and then after stopping a potential war (iirc im playing through tresspasser rn lmao)#she sees that fucker again#and hes the reason any of this happened#shes fuckin pissed dude#where she has trouble seeing reason bc her anguish and anger blind her#solas feels so guilty for all that hes done and how his actions have harmed mages and elves for like#what 1000 years or something like that#theyre both sad wet cats is what im saying#their reunion WILL need a mediator#but i mean thats just aila tho im curious to how other ppls lavellan will react to the egg#or even just how other inquisitors will react#hahhhhh aila used to be so happy and then her family died and it was all downhill from there tbh#she was fine with the breakup i think. sad but fine#wait did he leave w no goodbye i might be misremembering tbh#ANYWAY hashtag aila loredump in the tags lets gooooooo#we dont talk about my other character i beat the game with
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having like. objectively a godawful shitty fucking no good very bad day can u guys send asks
#absolutely everything is falling apart at work today#and while im trying to keep the place from catching fire stuff in my regular life starts blowing up too#and long story short im fuckin. out $50 now bc of shit i couldnt control#and im on my period. and i dont have pads bc why am i still getting my period on t for the love of GOD#and i have a stupid. obligation i agreed to w my parents tomorrow that i totally forgot abt until now#but after today i just wanna go home and pass out for 48 hours straight its the only way ill recover from today#and also a lot of weed but thats neither here nor there#not to mention the one moment i have to check my socials i go on tumblr and see ppl falling for and agreeing w thinly veiled transphobia#which is the whole reason i wanted to be on this site less in the first place but i was on such a good streak of not seeing it#and the one day im already in a bad mood. god#i know its rich complaining abt tumblr on tumblr lol but. listen man whatever lmao#my point is i desperately need to be distracted rn bc im just . thru the roof stressed and pissed off rn#juno.txt
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gonna be a hater in tags real quick
#i need to get this off my fuckin chest its haunted me for ages but for some reason rn its bad#i fucking HATE when ppl act like la’s koholin island and ph’s world of the ocean king are/work the same#HATE IT. also hate ppl treating oshus n the wind fish as the same character bc i think its fucking lazy n uncreative n unimaginative#and makes the loz world feel so much smaller. but like. why do ppl act like the world of the ocean king is another dream world#bc its fucking no??? no one in that place is a dream construct i hate ppl acting like linebeck isnt a ‘real person’ just a former dream#construct if they think hes from that world bc its not a fucking dream world its a real ass world at no point is it suggested that its a#dream world just that link n tetra are simultaneously dreaming in their own world that doesnt make oshuss world fake or w/e#its just a different parallel world or some shit where time flows different relative to the great sea go watch the ending dialogue#literally nothing in the game suggests that its in any way like how koholint works besides it being an ocean place#i feel like i see these ideas in l////u shit a lot (ESP ppl acting like linebeck is the same thing as marin) and it feels like. do ppl in#l////u just not look into the games too hard do they not double check canon material or do they just accept shit parroted around#bc its way too consistent for me to think its just some headcanon thing and it PISSES me rhe fuck off if im being real#the oshus/wind fish thing is annoying as fuck already but i DESPISE ppl acting like oshus’ world is a dream its so fucking annoying#whatever ph is harder to play like look up gameplay then. do some research. its not the same fucking thing#ok yeah do hcs sure but i really dont get the vibe that its just some headcanon i feel like ppl just dont know theyre not the fucking same#its not like koholint its more like fucking lorule if anything. god fucking dammit i hate that im so wound up by this shit#whatever. i do wish ao3 let you mute wholeass tags like with authors so i dont have to see l///u shit ever
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I just really didn't think that America as a whole would be dumb enough to go back for round 2. like did the trump voters actually have a good time during his last term?? i thought everyone was just humouring him by letting him get this far
#i legit didnt think this would happen#i know your experience and perception of the world will always be influenced and decided by your immediate circles etc#but i rly thought America knew he was batshit unhinged#especially with the amount of republican leaders jumping ship and endorsing Kamala Harris#and everyone else sending out the message that it was country over party - that trump threatened democracy#i just rly thought he didnt have a chance so this is truly shocking to witness#im going to withhold too much devastation for now bc i cannot carry the weight of all the suffering i learn of and witness#but i will be pissed as shit if i hear fellow aussies celebrating or condoning any of his fuckin policies#bc i will not accept anyone trying to mimic or invite Trump's policies in Australia#australia loves to kiss america's ass but rn America is a fiery dumpster and we dont need to burn too#we have an election next yr and i s2g if anyone tries to bring back the libs or give a voice to one nation then i hope they choke
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Sometimes i think blowing up would fix me
#NOT A VENT BTW LOL i just feel like crud rn#Sleepy cuz my sleep schedule is fucked. My stomach acid is PISSED at me. And im having the worst period cramps that I've had in a WHILE#Also it's killing me that i can't work on my auditor costume cuz the 3d printer is being difficult with me#Im about to bomb this whole mother fuckin plane /ref#text#text post
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oh my god it is actually so bad today
#my chest hurts help gelp me dear god#the tiktoks are NOT helping what#imma try to draw for a bit maybe it will help i dont know#if it doesnt ill try to go to sleep on this bed that im too scared to fully sit on bc of the previous post#if that doesnt work i guesss ill just die i dont fuckin know#god i just dont want to do this shit anymore#im tired of wanting to cry but being physically unable to#its almost time to take my meds though maybe that will help#it wont but hopes all i got rn#god i hope it helps my head hurts now#and i have FUCKING SCHOOL TOMMORROW#AND TYPING ON THIS SMALL ASS PHONE KEYBOARD IS PISSING ME OFF NGL#i wanna break something so bad ughhghhg#personal post im sorry it wont happen agian#i prolly sound so cringy rn#vent tw
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my mom literally wants to be clueless and im so sick of hearing her say that
#this is why the world is fucked#bc people like her that don’t wanna give a fuck about ANYTHING#as long as she’s fine and I’m fine#well jokes on her I’m not fucking fine#im pissed#we didn’t argue about anything she just literally is like ‘I don’t wanna be i formed’#but by golly she up Donald Trumps ass hatin him#THATS ALL SHE CARES ABOUT#AHE THINKS HE RUINED THE WORLD#BISH ITS BEEN RUINED#IM SO DONE WITH PEOPLE RN#I THINK IM PMSING TOO#WHUCH DOESNT MATTER BC THIS IS ALL LEGIT FEELINGS BUT YA KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN#I told her about the HB 500 trial thing going on in ky where they’re tryin to fuck with workers rights#and she said “no they can’t do that GIRL HAVE YOU LEARNE DANTTHING#THEY CAN AND WILL DO WHATEVER TF THEY WANT TO US#Jesus fuckin Christ#this woman’s gonna make me lose my mfing mind#I just stfu. I didn’t elaborate shit#no reason bc im just wrong and don’t know shit even tho I pay attention#not her#ME#but I’m fucking always wrong
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Cis People Be Normal About Trans People Challenge (IMPOSSIBLE!!!)
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body: ur hungry to the point of nausea
me: oh shit my b so if i eat something the nausea will stop right
body:
me: if i eat something the nausea will stop right
body: :)
#EXPLAIN#SOMEONE ANYONE FUCKING EXPLAIN#i ate breakfast and everything too why do i feel like i havent eaten in fucking hours#i highly doubt it has to do w what i ate either because this KEEPS HAPPENING#so pissed#like dude im literally hungry rn#if the nausea went away id tear this shit UP i actively WANT to eat this thing in front of me#but i CANT because my STOMACH is about to LOSE ITS FUCKING SHIT FOR NO REASON#worked so hard to gain an appetite again and for what🙄🤚#anyways if you made it to the end of this and have any good tips my inbox is WIIIIDE fuckin open#saltxt#adhd#cool kid syndrome
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buddies it is 2.16 in the dark outside and I am so tired but I am a soft squishy bed person and this is a hardwood floor
#nutpost#and im fucking#i am in pain#my body hurts#and i am in a foreign place so i cant pop a melatonin#and i got really good sleep last night so my body is like uhm are you sure we need this?#and im kinda pissed and hurt#and im fucking ao tired#and it is hot in here#even though the ac unit says its 64 degrees (she is so confused)#and i dont have ny usual ocean noises i sleep with#and i dont have ny weighted blanket#and i am literall distressed to the 9s rn#also people literally dont reblog posts on tunblr anymore its kinda annoying#like i make a cool little art post and it gets likes not reblogs#i make little silly trxt posts and it gets llikes no reblogs#irritatinf#also the fuckin#the bird#there is a bird#and it has things to say#and the room is too dark#and i cannot stress this enoygh#the floor is HARD#i am a SOFT bed person#i sleep on my SIDE#and my stomach too#i am so so uncomfy and it is just making the pain worse#i literally an going ti start killing#its 2.20 now
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genuine question is having a flatmate ever a pleasant experience
#big rant in the tags#i love my flatmate as a friend we get on great (we were friends already) but my godddd i'm pulling my hair out rn#life was so peaceful when i lived alone i want that back so bad it was so chill i didn't have to worry about anything#genuinely why is it so hard for people to be clean. and take the fucking bins out. and just wipe the table after they get crumbs everywhere#and i get that my standards of cleanliness are very high im not expecting that i know it's not gonna be spotless all the time#but there should at least be some sort of attempt. i've not seen her get the hoover out or mop ONCE. and it's always me taking the fucking#genuinely her gf has cleaned up more than she has. but they generate so much mess together and never fucking clean it#came back saturday night after being at home for 2 1/2 weeks (she'd already been back for a week with her gf) and the bins were piled high#and the sink was just so gross with food and stains and gross shit idek and the floor clearly hadn't been hoovered since i did it before#i left to go home. and her and her gf have got so many little kinder toys and lego pieces out on the shelves in the living room so it looks#all messy and listen that'd be fine if she was the one dusting those shelves but it's always me having to wipe down the surfaces and it's#so annoying having to move everything each time. bear in mind she has the bigger room so she has space for all that stuff in there#and today i got home from uni went to grab a bowl and tbh at least her gf had unloaded the dishwasher but she'd put away a bowl that#clearly hadn't been washed properly by the dishwasher how do you see something like that and put that away in the cupboard#i probably sound insane rn but it's so fucking annoying to have to clean up after another person yet alone another person's gf#and before u say just talk to her 1) i have already when i first had to have a conversation with her about her gf coming to stay for 1 mont#that's a whole other issue and 2) i shouldn't have to constantly remind a grown adult to fuckin clean up after themselves in a shared space#thank fuck we have separate bathrooms because i would kms i fear#thing is in february and march im gonna be out of the city for one of my placements i'm already stressed enough about having to move#and i want to be able to come back at the weekend to recharge and see friends but im just scared that it'll be a mess whenever i do#idk man i just think it's disrespectful like this has been my home for over 3 years i care about this flat a lot and it pisses me off to#see shit that gets spilt on the floor not getting cleaned up.... okay enough i just got myself all worked up again#.txt
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#getting told off for having 40 minutes of over time is literally sending me over the edge rn#strong urge to tell my manager to fuck off and hire someone else#like do u want me to get my fucking work done?????#i'm actually so pissed off like. i have SO MUCH on my plate rn#and ur gonna tell me 40 hours and 40 minutes is too much to work in a week#and i need to manage my time better#like. i have no nice civil response to that i wanna throw hands#it wont even MATTER bc if i get less than 40hrs next week it'll fuckin even out for payroll!! come tf ON#ohhh im enraged i can usually be chill but i was doing so much this week#im not fucking paid enough for the level of work im doing#they can manage the damn program and the fuckin budget and the contracts and the invoicing and the training and the systems and the reports#if they dont want me spending 40 extra minutes working
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