#im feeling bad lads lmao
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#my posts#its 7 am im waiting for the train im gonna get too early to my destination but ita ghe best way for getting there successfully and#mot stress over transport#.... i tried to put on an outfit. nothing too fancy but a#but maybe* a bit. idk. pretty? or at least alright? decent? maybe cool idk my jacket is cool at least but#the pants didnt work how i expected them to and i feel like a clown of sorts#im sure this looks alright tho but its real dysphoria hours i guess lmao#somehow of these jeans were high waisted it wouldnt be i guess which is stupid#maybe it would have been anyways idk#im gonna keep. waiting for the train. and try to pretend i dont feel like tberes smth wrong with me lmao#adding tags i tried to close my jacket and see if it made it better#felt too tight on my waiste and felt worst lmao yeah no it's probably a thing of today for some reason whatever ill live but#im feeling bad lads lmao
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siren
#bakuspecial#cw: nudity#cw: body horror#monster#siren! I think. they're bird to me#I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description#and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings#lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At#(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman#but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry#I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human#even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm#...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin#and got startled#its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip#I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man#its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways#now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku#have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat
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y'all i have no one to talk to in my life rn about love and deepspace so i'm doing that here
sylus is hilarious. yes i can agree that he's hot but (omg personal opinion incoming!!) personally he's just not the hottest guy in the game for me
in fact, every time i see him on screen i just go 'what's this man doing here 🤨 GET OFF MY SCREEN'
but that one part (spoiler if you haven't played long-awaited revelry) where he looked at mc all pissed because mc is scared/disgusted/rejected him on a subconscious level is hella hilarious what 😭
my mans scared me to death and now he has the audacity to look at me with a pissy baby face because i'm scared of him
yeah that's all
i am still writing, but not anything i'd like to release to public so if some people waiting for me i'm sorry i'll continue on with my series when i have the passion in me to continue it
#berry's thoughts#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#l&ds sylus#lads spoilers#lmao i have friends who know of this game but i just didn't want to bug her with this bs bcs its not like they play it or anything#and then i remembered 'hey i have a blog! and its not like anyone here knows my real name or anything so why not!' best decision of my life#also i keep seeing people get swept off their feet by sylus and flown away from their og love interest#like ok girl/boy i can respect that#honestly impressed that people can be loyal to one fictional man in a game#cause i usually disregard whatever feelings they may have#like oh xavier you're jealous of me liking lumiere?? too bad i dont care but your cute jelly face is very cute#im gonna end this here bye
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oh yeah just to let yall know for when Ness (oc) rates your fits, the text is more of an objective review and analysis of the outfit while the number out of ten is Ness’s personal bias and doesnt actually reflect how good the outfit is
in here there are no “bad” outfits, only personal preferences and perspectives 😎😎
#im just worried some people might see a lower rating and feel hurt by it#gotta clear it up just in case#if youve seen one of my older oc comics youll know ness has a preference towards ikemen and ikejou LMAO#but there really isnt such thing as a bad outfit even if its not the standard ikemen or ikejou fit#outfit are like a reflection of personality to character to me#thats all there is to it for me#sorry for the ramble here JHFAJKF#anyways ill be answering any outfit review asks tmrw 😎😎#i gotta dip for today#getchyer Ness outfit rating now lads
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obligatory rant like the one i just had to my parents and my poor gf about how im about to turn 30 but i dunno what to do with myself or my life xx
#being in your 20s can suck but im rly staring down the barrel of 30 like what do i do lol#my job is... fine#i have like no career aspirations. or hobbies#or like. things i wanna do with my life. is it just this forever.#and i feel like ive drifted apart from all my friends over the last few years so now i feel like anni no-mates irl#ITS THE EXISTENTIAL DREAD LADS#i was probably making the same posts on this very blog when i turned 20 lmao but i was 20 then.#the folly of youth!!!!#anni rambles#is anyone else on the bad side of 25 or is it just me and soul punk patrick.
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trying not to think too hard about how quickly a certain art site that shall not be named went downhill the second they started doing their opt-in/out bullshit
#ive got a baaaad feeling about this.mp3#anyway i dk man idk. idk what im gonna do about my art blog aside from sitting tight and observing#i havent been able to draw regularly for another chunk of months and its pretty fuckin hard to feel motivated to lmao#idk im gonna be observing but im not feeling good about the state of the internet#just when i started my swtor blog and spent hours on a new character page lmaoo this is not gonna help me finish it#opt-in by default is bullshit and ppl gave a whole lot of shit to dA for pulling that shit and they changed to opt-out by default BUT#but even with that deviantart went to shit SO bad. so im not feeling good about it lads#i ougtha try and see what i can do with that neocities account i made but. yknow.#i nuked my dA account! Lost every comment anyone ever posted on my art over all those formative years! aint that great :''')#and some tags on tumblr are already ruined like the diorama tag? ruined. im depressed#anyway that staff statement is spineless and an omen
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I was busy at work all day and I go to Tumblr only to find out that Kiryu is *REDACTED* from *REDACTED*?! Are you KIDDING me God I swear I knew he'd be taken out of the games somehow but I was hoping for the best (retirement in Hawaii would be ideal)
This is Kiryu we are talking about.... He might be fine! Maybe. Hopefully... 😭
#i feel like kiryu is the man who'll never die#which means im pretty much confident he wont? and if it does end with BAD well. um.#Im gonna be the most shocked of everyone lmao#yakuza spoilers#spoilers#rgg spoilers#lad spoilers#ask
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I think nonbinary ppl should get the day off work if their tummy hurts :^/
#skin breathes#my cramps are soooooooososososo bad today oh my god#like im pretty sure something is wrong with me like pcos or something#stuff like that runs in my family#but every time i try to address it with a doctor they just try and prescribe me birth control pills about it#but birth control pills famously make me insane and the side effects are physically really hard on me too#the cramps are so bad that the sheer pain makes me nauseous and my chest feels tight and my heart rate quickens#and i cant focus on anything. like even worse than usual#and thats ON TOP of a whole host of other pms symptoms#like im rendered completely bed ridden for around 3 to 4 days every month#and i was told that everyone experiences periods differently my whole life so#i didnt figure out anything was wrong until i hit my 20s and they got worse and worse instead of better#really really need to schedule another appointment about it i always forget until my monthly reminder arrives lmao#anyways lets hope i dont puke up this ibuprofen im about to take cheers lads
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still miserable but meds working so it's fine at least I can concentrate on my work instead
#dunno if ill be able to do the gym tonight but not making decisions rn. we'll see how I feel once im home#i have to go get more shit for work anyway first#and if im doing Bad bad then ill deal with it however i need to 👍#fucking hell. dont know if i can medicate my way out of this one lads#maybe i need to be on some kind of mood stabiliser instead of stimulants. or as well as lmao#well at least when the brain fog hits i wont be capable of thinking abt much at all let alone ruminating. small wins#.diaries
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blep in the dep
#im doing it again lads#um this is a bad take pf mine#so its staying here#but sometimes i feel like i listen to others and then i start talking#and i get a '😐' and then they stop engaging#and also!!! i feel like if i seem anxious im just. left to drown in it??#like :( oh. okay ill support u and ull keep me at arms length i get it#obvs this is a bad take bc this is a skewed view#and its def not intentional but i think that makes me feel worse somehow#i dont blame them or anyone for that matter#i just end up leaving some convos feeling bad and this is how i can best interpret it#maybe ill come back to this bye#gata#paused lmao
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From the WIP ask game: I would like to know about the modern au tbb please? :)
TBB Modern AU Pt.1
Requests are open for all listed fandoms! See Masterlist for details. It’ll take me a minute to write bc I’m still emotionally traumatized by TBB s3
Summary: the bad batch but in a modern setting (duh).
Warning: talks about death and a bad car accident. I think there’s swearing (I forgot lmao) nothing bad happens but traumatic pasts are talked about.
Word Count: 1530 (I think)
A/N: Im so tired 😭 it’s 1:14 am at the moment. Anyway, I didn’t plan on making a series but I’ve kept you waiting far too long, bestie. THE ENDING IS INTENTIONAL. IM WORKING ON IT I SWEAR
NOTE: if confused about the occupations of the batch members, see this link.
“Echo, help me!” Omega says, bounding down the narrow hallway of the small apartment they were currently living in. She holds out a hair tie with a few stray strands of her blonde hair curling around the fabric.
Echo sighs, taking her hand in his good hand and leading her over to their raggedy couch littered with rips and mismatched pieces of cloth stitched to the creaky leather.
“Why didn’t you have Hunter do your hair? I don’t even have hair,” he sighs, gathering his sister’s wavy locks with his hands, careful so her hair wouldn’t get caught in his prosthetic.
“He’s sleeping. Still. He and Crosshair were trying to beat… what’s the game called? Gobbler’s Gate? I don’t know, but anyway, he and Cross pulled an all-nighter.” She never could remember that damn game her brothers were obsessed with beating.
“Baldur’s Gate,” Echo reminds her, sighing deeply. Hunter had to start making his deliveries soon, people needed their Doordash.
“Yeah, that!” Omega winces as Echo pulls her hair while tying off her ponytail.
“Sorry, kid.” He gives her shoulder a gentle squeeze with his left hand, his only real hand. “Come help me pick my hat.”
Omega gasps and whips around to face her big brother. “Really? I get to pick your hat today?”
“Yeah, why not? C’mon.” Echo takes her by the hand, always his left hand so he can feel her warm fingers clasping his own. They tiptoe through the hall, Echo’s footsteps muffled by the thick, fluffy slippers he wore, and towards the room he was given when he moved in with them. He’s a brother they didn’t know they had.
Jango got around, Rex had said when he introduced Echo to the batch. That’s what they called themselves, the “batch”. I raised him right, don’t worry, boys. Echo’s a good lad. He had gotten into a car accident not long after he and his twin, Fives, turned 21. Both sustained catastrophic injuries, Echo losing both legs around the knees, his right arm, and gaining severe burns on most of his remaining body. Fives on the other hand… he didn’t make it to the hospital.
Echo was slowly but surely growing back the hair he lost, yet he still finds comfort in wearing his beanies, whether it’s his tie-dyed one or the white one with yellow eyes on the fold, just like the creepy clown Omega had nightmares about.
“Which one for today?” Echo asks, gesturing to the assortment of beanies he keeps laid out on his dresser. He lowers himself onto his mattress with a low grunt. They couldn’t afford bed frames. Omega looks back at his pale blue hoodie, which Echo also has a colorful assortment of, and she selects the royal blue beanie, placing it on his growing follicles.
“That one’s perfect.” She steps back, admiring her work.
“Alright kid, what’s today’s objective? Park? Library? Bothering Wrecker at the mall?”
Omega looks down and furrows her brow as she thinks of what she and Echo should do. She looks up at him with thoughtful eyes. “Can we… visit Fives?”
Echo blinks in surprise and a smile tugs at his chapped lips. “I’d like that. I’d like that alot.”
They’re interrupted by Crosshair’s cursing from the room he shares with Tech. “Shit shit shit. Echo, what the hell? It’s almost 9!” He spits out over his shoulder as he rushes down the hall.
“I’m not in charge of your schedule, Cross! It’s not my fault you played Baldur’s Gate all night,” Echo stands and meets his fuming brother in the living room/kitchen. Crosshair’s trying to tie his shoes with shaky fingers. He’s never been late before, not once. His job was one of two stable jobs the batch had.
“Hey… calm down. They can’t fire you, you’re the reason the diner’s getting busy again.” Echo’s knees creak as he kneels down and puts a hand on his brother’s shoulder.
Crosshair sits back on his heels, tilting his head back with a sigh. “Y-yeah… nothing to worry about.” He looks back at Echo. “You good with spaghetti tonight?”
Echo hums in agreement as Crosshair gets back on his feet. “I’ll be back at 6.” Crosshair unhooks his keys from the rusty rack and leaves.
Omega comes out of Echo’s room wearing his black beanie. Echo groans, “Meg, that clashes with your outfit, I can’t be seen with you now.”
She giggles, pulling her soft teal cardigan around her body. Her white leggings were just begging to be stained. “Echo, I do believe you’ve said ‘black goes with everything’.”
He rolls his eyes, shaking his head fondly.
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They ate, forced Hunter to awaken from his peaceful sleep, and walked Wrecker to his job at the nearby mall as a security guard. He only took up the job since they lived in a bad neighborhood and he got to tackle people for a living.
“Isn’t it funny that Wrecker’s kinda a cop and Tech sells illegal stuff on the black market?” Omega asked Echo after Wrecker jogged off to make it on time for his shift. The pair strolled towards the bus stop they used to get from Ord Mantell to Coruscant.
“Well…” Echo considered. “It’s a little funny.” Omega grins and clasps his hand tighter. They step into the little covered bench at the bus stop.
“So… how come you moved out of Rex’s house? I mean, he has a nice place and all.” Omega wasn’t with the family when Echo moved in. She’s never asked him about his life before the batch, not unless it was about Fives.
“I… Rex takes in a lot of our brothers. He wants the Fett family to… stay together, I guess. We were all marines or some type of soldier at one point, so we’re all similar. I didn’t… fit in with our other brothers, even if we’re all family. Rex introduced me to the batch and they said I was welcome to move in.” Echo gives her hand a squeeze. “They needed the rent money, too.”
Omega grins, squeezing his hand back.
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The bus dropped them off a block away from the Coruscant City Cemetery, which was in a pretty decent neighborhood. Omega tugs the wired earbuds out of her ears, handing Echo back his phone. On bus rides, he always let her listen to her music, mostly to make sure she didn’t hear the things drunks always say to Echo.
“Who were you listening to this time, Meg?”
“Lana. I like her song Salvatore,” she says, slipping her hand right back into her brother’s larger one. Lana as in Lana Del Rey, one of Omega’s favorite singers.
They take their time strolling down the Coruscant streets, Echo pointing out his favorite spots occasionally. The wrought iron fence bordering the cemetery comes into view; large, shiny headstones poke out of the ground behind the iron gates.
Echo memorized the spot where he buried his twin, Section 5, row 5, 5 stones from the fifth tree. Of course Fives’ name wasn’t actually Fives, he just loved the number.
“Jango loved Fords… so he named Fives after ‘em.” The small headstone is just up ahead. Omega slowly walks up to it, kneeling a few inches away from the edge of the stone.
“Ford Fett… Echo, what’s your real name?” She asks, gently brushing her palm over the granite marker, stray pine needles blow away as she does so.
Echo pauses, keeping his distance from his sister and his brother’s grave. He slides his hands into his hoodie, shifting his weight. “Elliot.”
Omega hums in acknowledgement, bobbing her head. She says something under her breath to the headstone, Echo doesn’t bother asking her what she said. He keeps his gaze down to the dirt beneath Omega’s knees, a soft smile tugging at his lips.
We have a sister, Fives… oh, you would’ve loved her…
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Aggressive meowing comes from the apartment as Echo and Omega walk up to the door. The pair exchanges glances. “Is that a cat?” Omega asks.
“I… I don’t even wanna know.” Echo sighs and opens the door to find an angry Tech and a gross looking cat staring up at him. The cat’s dusty brown coat is surprisingly shiny in the light.
“You cannot chew my socks. How many times have I told you this?” Tech spits out, jabbing a slender finger in the cat's direction.
“Are you having a full conversation with the cat? Also, why do we have a cat?” Echo asks. Omega smiles and kneels down beside the feline, new grass stains on the knees of her leggings catch Tech’s eye. He sighs.
“Wrecker brought him home when he returned from his shift. He’s out acquiring the needed supplies for keeping a cat. He named him Gonky. Who names a cat Gonky?”
“Wrecker, apparently.” Echo looks between his brother, the cat, and Omega, sighing and walking off to his room. He wasn’t sharing a room because his nightmares kept his former roommate - Hunter - awake. He can hear Gonky meowing at Tech, an occasional hiss when Tech refuses to give him a sock, along with Omega’s laughing.
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“What the… why the hell do we have a cat?”
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one thing I thought was missing from canon sk8 was the mine being haunted apparently. so we are bringing that into burnished house for absolutely no fucking reason
#sk8 the infinity#burnished house#(I am jokeing there is. in fact. a reason)#(you will not learn this until the divorce comes up)#(well the preliminary reason is I fucking love ghost stories and want to put them in everything)#(and that reki is afraid of scary things which makes him my favourite kind of victim. younger sibling coded for that only)#Im actually having a lot of fun alternating povs between reki and langa bc Ive like. accidentally grounded langa's in#very clear and present bodily sensations. straight up uncomplicated observations about materials in the world around him#while reki's gets all the hyperboles and pretty poetic stuff. I enjoy the idea of him being good at storytelling#ESPECIALLY bc him taking words to heart including scary stories. big deal to me ok?#love to write langa and going from things that clearly are present right there in the scene to the most insane thoughts a man can have#and then write reki and jump wildly between dork ass energetic shounen character speech and romanticizing the fuck out of concrete#weird thing to say after writing three fics of like 20K+ words in total about them granted lmao#but like. listen. I feel like burnished house is me going apeshit so far. this is truly my time to be the worst ever#same approach as I took with [REDACTED]. oh you think this is bad? just wait#I have already added TWO old people ghosts into this one. be in awe of my power#well. be in awe of it when I finish this chapter... I need to sleep rn dksdfhdskj#have a good nite lads. I cant wait to get to that one spot in this chapter where I go yess... YESS!!!! HAHAHA YESSSS#wish u the same for ur art endeavour. if ur art endeavour doesnt have something like that u should add it. my message to da world
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NEW ROTTMNT AU IM MAKING!!!
Okay so hear me out yall... What if the rottmnt turtles were in Pokémon? Had their own Pokémon teams? Etc etc.
Over the past week or so I've been doing a bunnnch of posts on tiktok abt it, and finally have sat down to post the drawings I've done so far here as well!
Designs:
Through these designs I wanted to practice the way I draw clothes, do designs, and ofc colours! Also backgrounds ofc- just everywhere I've been lacking
Also wanted the turtles to all have their own personality and style, while also having small themes and details connecting em together
Even made silly lil designs with the turts with some Pokémon:
Very silly indeed
Never draw like that, nor have drawn Pokémon in ages, but I feel like it turns out alr lol-
In addition I also made full teams for each of the lads! With some little bits of context as to why aswell
(the highlighted names are the mains)
For Mikey it was just mostly food themed Pokémon + electric, cause yellow/orange lol- but at the same time I feel like he would have just a tank of a main, that he would train like fuck (with the help of raph) and the rest of his team, tho not the weakest, is mostly for fun.
Raph would be far have the best trained team, and these would be made of mostly rly big Pokémon, a lot of fire, ground, rock, dragon, fighting, all that sorta stuff- and then he just has one small Pokémon breloom who was probably one of his first Pokémon, and he got attached too and couldn't take out of his team :3
Leo's team, like Mikey, would be mostly for the look- with him having some of the 'prettier' Pokémon, or just blue Pokémon- he would 100% main the big gay looking duck (aka quaquaversal), with the Pokémon colours being simular to Leo's, and just both having a similar vibe- he would also have a abra who is known for their teleportation ability! Also just being really small and cute- (not sure if mystic would exist in this au, but for now I'll say it doesn't unless I state likewise)
Donnies team would, like raph, also be on the stronger side, with his being a lot of psychic, dark, ghost, steel, electric, etc- bro would have one scary ass team lmao. In addition this au's Sheldon would be his shiny rotom, who Donnie would even make little bits of techs and even a robot body Sheldon can possess
Design/drawing of that shown below:
Overall have A LOT of ideas for this au, and I don't think I've ever made a crossover au like this before- always being none for my bad future content/au's lol
#rottmnt#tmnt#art#rise of the tmnt#leonardo#donatello#raphael#michelangelo hamato#pokemon#rottmnt au#pokemon au#pokemon x rottmnt#idfk#sillies
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what happened?
short ver: my twitter art acc fucked up mental health so nuked it, i am rebranding and it will be 18+ but i'm unsure about this acc's future (either soft block minors or move to a new acc). new vibes will drop when i feel better. also new fursonas yipee yay
long ver under the cut
idk if anyone noticed that my twitter is...basically gone now. like gone gone and i'd feel bad about not telling why it's deactivated.
basically it's been a mental burden to me lately. even though i'm not happy with the yarasa2k alias, the twitter account just hit me like a dodgeball of depression every time i logged in, it was especially bad there. and i had this bad habit of feeling like a content creator instead of an artist because i'd notice my post would flop hard if i took breaks and my sweet time, which is BAD for the mindset let's say considering i only managed to get 1300 followers across almost 6 years wow, that's a lot of people for sure but what's the point if i feel like only 10-15 people are seeing it. i want to take my sweet time, draw something i'd actually get inspired by, look at the drawing and go "whoa i want to make this a poster" i want to give y'all a juicy piece which leads me to another point.
i...don't want to appeal to children. i know my style is on the cuter side with bright colors and squishy faces but i am an adult and i want to talk about mature shit god damn it. that doesn't mean i'm gonna be a pron artist or whatever but i don't want to limit myself, i want to throw a hot woman or two occasionally idfk, i swear a lot so that should say smth LMAO. i want to not nuke this acc for archiving reasons (twitter sucks at that so i didn't mind nuking that one) and i can make this acc either retired or soft block every minor oomfie i have idk yet, would love some suggestions.
i am going through rebranding where i made brand new fursonas without any "fusing the past 2 fursonas" bs, two to be specific. so far i love drawing them considering i now take my time in pieces i can't wait to introduce yall but i am still on the mental break where i just take a breather and draw whatever i want. once i feel better i will come back with a brand new twitter acc. i won't change usernames til that account is born so you won't know :P my other ocs will stay for now theyre neat. maybe i'll do the projects i've been slacking on since they take a while to make (like a 3d model or an animation). i post them in friend discord servers rn :3
when will i come back? i dunno, when i feel better and ready i suppose. for now im on a hiatus on every site but i will be lurking bc i love looking at art raaaaaaaaagh. and my comfort lads. cya later skaters
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heartstopper s3e3 live episode reaction
omg the beginning of this episode with nick like the first episode of the past two seasons w charlie
THE RUGBY LADS
DARCY WEARING PANTS AAAAAAAA
bro it makes me *so* happy that imogen is now hanging out with the girls too like yeah babygirl get yourself a nice group of friends
NAOMI AND FELIX!!!!!!!!!
NATHAN AND YOUSSEF I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
JSKFJSKFJSKGJDKGK MS SINGH LMAO
she's so right I want them to be engaged by breaktime let them get married please
NO KISS? HUG FIRST
my lil baby boys who LOVE EACH OTHER!!!!!! THEY SAID ILY!!!!!!!!
oh they're just. full on making out then. huh.
i love how you can see the progression of their relationship, physicality wise. like that's two people who will be going at it raw and nasty in a few episodes
they're holding hands under the desk I want them to die
THIS ISN'T MR AJAYI'S HIPPIE CLASS KSKFKSLFKSLFKSLFIDLGUDOGI that's ur future husband
oh nick's following the whole plan he made with auntie diane I'm gonna sob
god charlie's making me so anxious idk how I'm gonna do it next episode
LNDLSKFLSFJSLFJ we get it elleargentupdates
TAO'S IG BIO NAKDOSIFOSIFLSJFSLIDLGIDOGK HE REALLY WAS SHORTER IN HIS PREVIOUS LIFE IM DYING
but also "you two need to get a life" same isaac
LMAO HE WALKED IN ON NATHAN AND YOUSSEF SKFJSKFJDK
oh
oh yeah the rules. the ocd. that's also massively important. oh lord
NICK
I THINK HE'S DATING MR FAROUK KSJFISJFISFJODFJDKFU ok gossips
oh nick's not gonna gossip is he
ok, trying to mentally prepare for this
oh okay that wasn't bad thank god
oh he fell asleep :(
TAO COME ONNNNN
"I love you" "aw I love you too" I'm gonna rip my tits off perhaps
AW I WISH I HAD A BOYFRIEND HSKFJSKFJDKFJ ME TOO JAMES not the boyfriend part, the general feeling of loneliness part
JAMES NO LMAOOOOOOOO someone save isaac from all these allos
ARE YOU AROMANTIC oh my god james I could KISS YOU
im not used to hearing the word "aromantic" so many times it's really starting to feel overwhelming
oh is the wrapping a compulsion? I see it
also friendly reminder that I would kill a man for victoria spring
tori's older sister magic working overtime huh
bro if one (1) nicktori scene has me in *shambles* idk how I'm gonna cope during this winter
✨FRIENDSHIP✨
IT'S LIKE A MINI CHARLIE AAAAAA
oh oh OH OH OH IMOGEN AND SAHAR
SEEMS A BIT GAY TO ME LETS FUCKING *GOOOOOOOO*
time to reunite the meddling gays? please? for me?
I LIVE for established relationship narlie please god let us keep this energy
darcy questioning being called a "lady" oh I am getting fed from EVERY angle this season
tao no
TAO DONT
OH FUCK
lmao not [imogen humming nonchalantly] jskgjdkgjdkgj me
IM NOT APOLOGIZING YEAH WELL I'M NOT APOLOGIZING EITHER COOL COOL COOL COOL COOL COOL
I love that imogen can just be like "oh yeah I used to be into nick" with her whole friend group that includes nick and the love of nick's life
sahar we GET IT you don't wanna hear about imogen's boyfriends we get it
LITTLE PLANE omg
elle calling tao out on his bullshit is so good we love elle
god. will gao is a national treasure
THEYRE *NOT* HAVING THIS CONVERSATION OVER FISH
oh my god nick should grow up and be a therapist honestly
UH ME AND SAHAR AREN'T A COUPLE - BUT WHO SAID WE WERE
MAYBE STOP ACTING LIKE A COUPLE THEN?????
"I don't think we're talking about fish anymore" yeah honestly darcy we kinda got that
WHEN I FIRST REALIZED I LIKED CHARLIE I CRIED AT AN AM I GAY QUIZ NOIOIOSKFLSJFKSJFKSJFKDFJDKFKDLFKDLFKDLFK
NICK IS WESR TO GODKFLDKFOSOFLFKDLFKDLFKDLFLDLFK
oh he's tired, baby boy :(
god tao I love you but you come on SO STRONG sometimes oh my god
"cause he can barely talk to ME about it" bro 😭😭😭😭😭
HE GOT HIM A LEMUR PLUSHIE I WILL *KILL MYSELF*
those casual I love yous are going to destroy me
YOU LIKE MY SMELL?????
oh that was absurdly precious
"oh wow it's wrapped very neatly" haha yeah..... about That........
I KNEW the sneak peek cut right before nick said "I love you" I KNEW IT oh my god
bro if they say ily one more time I might genuinely end it all
oh
yeah, speaking about ending it all
god
god if they don't shower them with awards after this I'm gonna petrol bomb every academy
Oh he's gonna read it
HE'S GONNA READ IT NO I WASN'T COUNTING ON THAT
oh well
that was a thousand times worse than I anticipated
like, a MILLION times worse than I anticipated
oh my god
and it's only gonna get worse I can't deal with this
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i definitely have con plague.
i started feeling it last night a little bit, and i woke up hoping that it would go away, but nope. it's back with a vengeance and it's not planning on leaving.
but in the meantime, i had a convention to finish.
panels today were good. i've had fewer people come to the project linus panels than i'd hoped, but the fleece i still have will give me something to do now.
the perlers went really well, but we definitely made too many packs. i'm going to need more boards and more tweezers next year. and more black beads lmao
terrariums went beautifully. i just need more plants and some more decorations for next year. this is my inventory i guess.
good on fans and parasols, good on tiles, want to sort through the paint. have plates and cups for paint panels, want new brushes though. need to assemble more bundles for the hand sewing panel - that always has people come for it. bingo was a hit on friday - definitely want to do that again. reminder to self to do shorter smaller groups for the terrariums. and add more time for the perlers. have more visibly accessible patterns. bring vitamin c and wear a mask. take the next couple days off too. perler patterns take a while to make.
after the last panel, i took a few friends and we went to the little british imports shop down the road. good life voice.
after packing everything up and being done, we got the lads to bring things down.
got a bunch of stuff put into my car too. after they were done with the truck, we dinner started, but over the next two hours i lost my voice. dinner finally came around 10:30, and it was so late and i was so tired that i just went straight to bed afterward.
and now i'm in bed. i've been talking to leo and he's very concerned about being bad for me and being a distraction and being in my way of happiness and success and so i told him that my paths to happiness and success may be closer to him than he expects. he believes that i'll wake up one day and realize that he's not everything that he "seems" and that his flaws are still very hidden even though this has been the worst year of his life that i've seen him through. he deserves the best and im gonna try to make sure he understands that.
but it's time for sleep now.
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