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gizmos-n-gadgets · 4 months ago

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REAGAN

without further ado, lemme introduce yall to Reagan!

Reagan is my oc for my absolute FAVORITE game, cryptid crush

Xe’re actually based on my interpretation of what a scientifically plausible Chupacabra would be like so I ramble about that below the cut

Xe play the bass guitar, run a little record store in Longhope, and write and record songs in xyr free time (I’d describe what kind but I have zero understanding of music genres) Xe’re like, 30 years old. Like 6’3” (190.5 cm). Use xe/xem. And are polyamorous, somewhere on the bi spectrum (no one can fucking agree on the difference between bisexual pansexual polysexual and omnisexual so I gave up), and enby. Xe’re from a relatively large family down in Mexico (fuck if I know where, maybe like, more northern??? Idfk. And yes Reagan is fluent in both Spanish and English) who maintain their own farm and put a lot of importance on continuing the family business. Reagan left to pursue xyr interest in music, get a change of scenery, and forge xyr own adulthood outside of farmlife.

AND NOW ONTO GIZMOS-N-GADGETS BEING A FUCKING NERD i realized when making this that a lot of yall probably don’t know that im a huge zoology enthusiast and a massive fucking nerd so prepare yourselves

The chupacabra is one of those cryptids where no one can fucking agree on what it looks like. Is it bipedal? Is it quadrupedal? Does it have scales? Skin? Hair? What about a tail, does it have one? Does it have spines running down its back? Does it have giant red glowing eyes? Does it have wings? is it more dog like? Or more humanoid? No one can fucking decide! So, I prioritized figuring out something that accommodated for this nonsense and as many of the reported traits as a could.

First things first, the discourse between if it’s quadrupedal or bipedal. I thought a good way to settle that was giving it the base body structure of an animal that is mostly bipedal but appears (if not essentially is) quadrupedal at other times. That being a kangaroo. Not to mention several sighting do attribute the chupacabra to having a more kangaroo like body plan, having a long and sturdy tail, or being able to jump very well. Starting with this, I decided to stick with my chupacabra being a marsupial because A. a lot of the sightings (particularly more recent ones) settle on the creature appearing more doglike or at least mammalian, and B. marsupials are fucking weird. I use this kangaroo inspiration in xyr massive fucking claws, xyr back foot shape, xyr general tale shape, xyr general head shape, xyr pouch, and xyr coloring.

Next I want to address the sheer amount of sightings and descriptions that attribute it to being more reptilian. Since I settled on this being a mammal, this actually gives us a pretty clear solution. Pangolins. I use this pangolin inspiration in xyr massive fucking claws, xyr coloration, and xyr scales. Not only do they help with the bipedal/quadrupedal discourse (they switch between both, they walk like little therapods, it’s adorable) but they also have “scales” despite being mammals. These scales are made from keratin, the same material our hair (and fingernails but that’s not relevant yet) is made of, meaning at one point In evolution, these scales were likely somewhat specialized or modified hair.

Which segways us nicely to our next point. What animal do we thing of when we think of modified/specialized hair? Porcupines. I used quills similar to that of a porcupine (specifically the African crested porcupine) to reference the commonly attributed spine ridge. Also, while quills can fall out and be grown back, pangolin scales cannot, but for the sake of this, I decided that Reagan can lose and regrow both xyr spines and xyr scales.

Next; teeth. So in various earlier sightings of the chupacabra, or rather, sightings of its aftermath, the livestock found drained fully of blood were reported to have three puncture marks were the blood was supposedly removed from. This makes us think teeth. However, the jaw structure of mammals (among many other kinds of animals) is bilateral, we can’t have one tooth in the middle and have an uneven number of teeth. So what I did was I took a page out of the book of the vampire bat, the only MAMMAL who is known to DRINK BLOOD (like the chupacabra, this fell into place so well, omg), and took the top middle most incisors, pushed them together, and made them really long and really sharp, making them almost appear as one saber tooth. Then I simply took the bottom canines and made those long and sharp af. However, these teeth can’t properly fit in its jaw, so we go to an extinct species of MARSUPIAL (this worked out so well for me dear gods) known as the thylacosmilus which has a large cavity in its lower jaw that its saber teeth would slot into. So basically sheathes for swords or knives but they’re built into Reagan’s skull and it’s to fit xyr teeth. As for the rest of the teeth in the jaw ref, I based them mainly off a mix of domestic dog teeth and opossum teeth.

in summary

what we got is a saber-toothed, blood drinking kangaroo, covered in fingernails

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forsaken-headcanons · 2 months ago

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LONG POST INCOMING!!

my rankings on which forsakeners would survive charlie slimecicle’s gay high school adventures bc im fixating on that damn show of all things

FOR CONTEXT. Its a gacha life series where characters based on minecraft youtubers live in a homoromantic society thats really heterophobic. The soot family is a very very heterophobic family where they actually kill straights, Wilbur is the one that acts upon this the most. U should totally watch it for the full story despite it being left permanently unfinished due to allegations against important characters ummm okSO

c00lkiddlings will be ranked

starting off we have noob. Its hard to tell if theyd survive since theyre genfluid but seeing as their party skin is femme and in csghsa the most popular ships for different characters are canon love, I’m gonna say they have a crush on guest 666 who I hc as masc presenting SO theyre technically a het. Their survival will depend on how well they can keep their sexuality hidden, which I think they’d be able to do well, excusing it as friendship AND even changing how they present in order to stay safe.

Noob would survive gay high school

Noob would not survive the allegations

next is 007n7. That man is very clearly a homosexual so he’ll be fine. And also uhh guys having children is canon so even if c00lkidd was biologically related to 007n7 he’d be just fine. If there were accusations, he has the c00lgui, so with a little hacking work, he could find a way to escape or fight back.

007n7 would survive gay high school.

007n7 would probably survive the allegations

i think shedletsky should be next. In forsaken canon, he has a wife, in forsaken fanon, he’s a dirty homo, so I’m gonna balance it out as him being bisexual. There’s not much information on how they treat bisexuals in csghsa, but since they’re still somewhat straight, Shedletsky might be in trouble. Shed gives off the typa vibes where he’d point at a girl and whisper to his homosexual friend that she’s hot, so Shed may be done for, IF NOT FOR THE FACT THAT HE CAN FIGHT!! Many people in csghsa have powers and shedletsky def would be one of these guys so I think his power would be related to the sfoth swords, which would be very powerful. With some luck, he could probably defeat Wilbur or whoever else would attack him.

Shedletsky would survive gay high school.

Shedletsky would survive the allegations.

Guest 1337 is in the same situation as shedletsky. Canonically has a wife (and even a kid) and is treated as a dirty homo by the fandom, so he’s balanced out as another bisexual. Again, he would likely be targeted for liking girls, but he can also fight, so there’s that. The thing is, he fights without powers, so he’d be at a natural disadvantage despite being trained by the army. Actually, he might not even be let into the army for being heterosexual, so theres a chance he doesnt have that training. In order to survive gay high school, he’d either have to dig deep into his gay side, or have the strength to beat an entire zombie army AND one of the most powerful gays on earth WITHOUT professional army training.

Guest 1337 might survive gay high school.

Guest 1337 might survive the allegations

Next up we have the fabled two time. Masc presenting and canonically in a gay relationship, they’d survive easily. The issue only comes if either Two Time or Azure chose to present femininely, which the fandom sometimes does. As long as they both present the same way, Two time would be just fine! Now if they were to present oppositely, there would come the question of if they’d be mentally well enough to fight back against the soot family army, to which I say no.

Two time probably would survive gay high school.

Two time would not survive the allegations.

Next is chance, my he/they enby king. Now, he’s obviously gay, and the fandom rarely portrays them as femme, so they’d be fine. If there were accusations, he has a damn gun.

Chance would survive gay high school.

Chance would survive the allegations.

Moving onto supports, we have Elliot. There’s a lot of difference in how elliot’s portrayed, and there’s the variable of them canonically using any pronouns, but since most of his ships are with men, as long as he presents masc and doesnt use she/her, elliot would be fine. If they ever get into the situation where she does find herself being accused of being straight, she wouldn’t be able to fight back very well, but that’s unlikely with how often Elliot’s canonically and fanonically referred to as male.

Elliot would survive gay high school.

Elliot would not survive the allegations

Builderman is next and there’s no denying he’s “one of them queers”. I don’t believe he has a wife, and he isn’t shipped with any women, so heterosexuality is out of the question. He’d be just fine. Even if there were accusations, he has a damn sentry. May not kill in-game, but being pelted with bullets would not leave you unscathed.

Builderman would survive gay high school.

Builderman would survive the allegations

Dusekkar is up next and being shipped with a ton of men makes him a prime contender for attending a pride parade. However, there is the fact that I headcanon him as a closeted transfem due to her loveshot skin being canonically transfem. This transition would technically make her straight. There’s not much info on trans people outside of ranboo wearing the girls school uniform in the first episode, which isnt discussed much in the first place. Of course, base dusekkar is still a guy, so he’d be fine on his own, but if she was a trans girlie, she’d be done for. I won’t consider transfem Dusekkar in my final decision, but in terms of allegations, she may be able to hold the army off for a little bit, but definitely not forever.

Dusekkar would survive gay high school.

Dusekkar would not survive the allegations.

Taph is a little hard to say, most people make him gay, and some aroace. I’m gonna say he’s gay just for convenience. He would be just fine as a little homo, but if they suspect he might be a straighty, well… he’d be just fine. This man canonically has bombs in his house. Taph could easily take down the army if he had enough traps to do so. Yes I know bombs dont do damage in-game but theyre still fucking bombs dude.

Taph would survive gay high school

Taph would survive the allegations.

Moving onto killers lets start off with jason. Its hard to say what his sexuality would be, but some people ship him with guys so he’d do just fine. Hes also clearly in love with his knife so i’m saying hes objectum as well, which may not be taken very well by the gay high school society since they aren’t very commonly accepted in normal society. He may get harassed a little over it, but wouldn’t really be attacked too much over it. Not targeted by the soot family at least. Now if he was accused… well… obviously the killers are gonna do well if accused of being straight. Theyre killers. HOWEVER! Jason’s just a normal dude, a little childish even. He def won’t preform as well as other killers would, so he’d be able to hold out for a little while, but as all mortals do, he’d get overtaken eventually.

Jason would survive gay high school.

Jason would not survive the allegations.

Now onto the c00lkiddlings. Why am I considering the c00lkiddlings? Well, I began questioning my sexuality around age 10, so why cant they? I will be considering the possibility of change since they’re still young and I’ve changed a lot since I first went woke.

C00lkidd is tough to tell since he’s a kid and nobody really gives queer hcs to kids. Most I’ve seen is aroace, which I’ll stick with for now.

There isn’t any info on how they’d treat anyone but straights and gays, so I have to infer a little. I’d say they’d mostly ignore c00lkidd for being aroace. Picking him last when making teams, being forced to pair up with whoever else is left during partners, sitting by himself during lunch, bumped into in the hallways without so much as a glance at him, the usual. He’d survive, but it won’t be fun.

C00lkidd would survive gay high school.

Bluudud, well, if you’ve heard those audios -you’d know what im talking about if you’ve heard them- he seems to be a little queer. I assume they aren’t canon, but it’s what I’m working with since theres almost no queer hcs for him.

Bluudud would survive gay high school.

Pr3typriincess (not sure if i spelled that right) is probably the most cishet coded character ever. I doubt the soot family would set an entire army on an eleven year old, but she’d definitely get bullied over it. If they got physical, she had better say her prayers. Now once she hits high school like I’d assume she’d be in by the time the series would start, she might end up getting killed over being straight.

Pr3typriincess would most likely not survive gay high school.

Now, why did I not discuss allegations for the c00lkiddlings? Well, again. They’re kids. Wilbur would not attack them himself. But they would get bullied if they were accused of being straight. IF they were in high school during the series and they WERE attacked, assuming they aren’t under the specter’s influence and they didn’t have the powers I mentioned earlier, their parents would be arranging their funeral long before the attack.

The c00lkiddlings would most likely not survive the allegations.

Back to the killers, John Doe is another shedletsky. Canon wife, fanon husband, balanced to bisexuality. Probably would survive being attacked.

John Doe would survive gay high school.

John Doe would survive the allegations.

1x1x1x1 is obviously gonna be classified as gay. If there were allegations, they’d probably be able to crush Wilbur’s skull before the attacks even start.

1x1x1x1 would survive gay high school

1x1x1x1 would survive the allegations.

Umm the end smiles sorry for such a long post i reeally wanted to write about csghsa smiles im also m making a csghsa inspired forsaken series so like rhats kinda why i did this

Imma stop yapping now because this is long af

gonna date this rq um 5/5/25 yayy

HELP? Would I survive gay high school and beat the allegations pleading face/silly

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cas-writes-stuff-ig · 1 year ago

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Cheering Her Up

f!/nb! reader x regina george (you love to make Regina feel better)

She calls you "duck" (ITS FUNNY/CUTE I PROMISE)

closeted bi Regina, and openly enby/lesbian reader

reader binds their chest with transtape/kt tape

secret relationship

cheering her up

Regina is taller than you

CONTENT: SO SO SO SORRY I KNOW IM WEIRD

Word Count: 1853

(Originally supposed to be a one shot)

kind of alludes to sex but not explicitly

Regina lets you write your own diss in her Burn Book, so Gretchen and Karen don't get suspicious as to why you're not in it. (a bit of transphobia and homophobia, t-slur/d-slur)

Past bullying and some self-deprication

Reader is a weirdo but Regina likes it

Reader likes classic rock and old hits, Regina pretends to despise it

She lashes out at you but its all good in the end :)

Reader likes to sing

Part 2 of Cheering Her Up (A Party)

a/n: this is a huge self-insert for me, I was really vibing to Bob Seger earlier (btw this is the second thing ive written in like 5 years spare me)

ALSO feel free to message or comment any feedback is appreciated 🙏

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Before the sophomore year, you were sure Regina totally despised you. She openly criticized any gay person she came across. Sophomore year, you were seated next to her in math and history, and you felt like you were going to be destroyed.

But when you came over to her house for a project, she asked "You have your first kiss yet?"

It caught you off guard. "Uh, no. Why?" your voice squeaked, although you knew she was a bitch. You were attracted to her.

She got close to your face and smirked, you could feel her breath on yours. "No reason," She grabbed the back of your head and kissed you. You didn't kiss back out of shock and Regina pulled away and went red, she opened her mouth to say something to excuse her actions, but you leaned in and kissed her again. That moment opened a whole new door for both of you.

After that, you and Regina got really close. Outside of the school halls, and in the comfort of Regina's mansion, you were secretly her best friend but also her friend with benefits. She isn't out yet either, she still has too much pride to be seen with a loser, but you don't mind waiting for her.

She was slightly nicer to you than others at school. She was actually pretty kind to you behind closed doors. She cared about you even if she never said it out loud. So about a month after you started hooking up, you were at her house and she handed you her Burn Book which was open to a blank page with only your picture on it. "I don't want Karen and Gretchen to get suspicious as to why you're not in it."

You could deal with the insults and the taunts, it never bothered you that much, so you wrote something that used to bother you 'Y/N L/N is a tranny dyke'.

The thing that did get to you was in 8th grade when you confessed to a girl, and she told everyone in your PE class that you watched girls change in the locker room. Everyone shunned you after that, but you grew thick skin. In freshman year you found your place amongst the loners and the nerds. You were content with it.

"Are you sure you want that in there?" Regina asked, what you wrote about yourself was harsh.

You nodded "Regina, I'm out of the closet already. It's a secret everybody already knows" You closed the book and handed it back to Regina and she tucked it away. "If I walk like a duck, swim like a duck, and quack like a duck, I'm probably a duck" She laughed at your joke, and you corrected yourself smiling "I mean dyke"

"You're so stupid" Regina replied, but it wasn't mean or full of scorn, she just shoved your shoulder. She changed your name to "Duck" in her contacts.

A week later you found out what your contact name was, you laughed at her a little and she got defensive "I'll change it then" and you quickly stopped laughing and took her phone.

"No no, keep it, please Regina it's cute" You yanked her phone out of her hand and tried to keep it away from her. You laughed again and ran around her room holding her phone, but she cornered you, pushing your chest, then your back hit the wall. You were breathless from running and grinned, though her face was stern. "I'm sorry, Gina. Please keep it, it's fine really"

The look on her face made you lose your confidence and you backed down, and handed her phone back, "Thanks loser" She tucked it back in her pocket, and she had a smug smile. "You're lucky I'm in a forgiving mood today" and tilted your chin up and kissed your lips.

After that day, it became one of your inside jokes, and "Duck" became one of your nicknames.

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That summer she invited you over to swim at her pool for the first time. "Hey loser, hurry up" she opened the door and led you to her pool.

You brought your only swim trunks and taped your breasts back to go swimming. She was in a tight bikini and she slipped in the pool, you took your shirt off, and she was staring at your body.

You weren't sporty, but you went to the gym, it's not like you had rock-hard abs, but you were toned and Regina hadn't seen you like that in the sunlight before, you beamed as you basked in the warm sun.

"Hey Duck, get in here" she beckoned you, you seized an opportunity to make a joke.

You bent your knees and flapped your arms a little walking back and forth at the edge of the pool "Quack quack" You giggled out. Regina cracked out a smile that evolved into laughter, her laugh warmed you more than the sunlight.

When you slipped into the pool, she was still laughing at you. "You're such a dumbass"

She splashed water at you when you tried to come and hug her in the pool. "Hey!" you yelped as the water got in your face and you splashed back.

After you just relaxed in the pool, you floated on your back, eyes closed, and sun-kissed skin. You didn't notice how Regina looked at you, but you heard water swish as she walked toward your floating body. You cracked an eye open, the sun was behind her making her look ethereal. Regina's blonde hair glowed, she looked like an angel, not the bitchy Queen Bee at school.

"Hey," you tried opening your eyes but just squinted.

She leaned down and said "Hey" back in her sweet voice and kissed you gently.

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The summer pushed you closer together, of course, she had her fair share of parties she went to with the Plastics. You were there at parties too, but you both only shot each other glances. The days she hung out with the Plastics, you missed her company.

You got your license over the summer and when you got the message that she was back home, you hopped in your Mini Cooper and drove to her house and picked her up. Though she usually drove you around in her Jeep.

"Where we heading today?" you asked as she hopped in the car

She ignored your question and her attention was on your music "Earth, Wind & Fire's 'September'? Really?" she criticized your music taste.

She buckled in and you said, "What's wrong with my music taste Regina?"

"God you really are a loser" she insulted, you could tell she was in a mood today. You were a little hurt but tried not to take it personally. "7-11 can you grab me a Diet Coke?" you nodded and started driving.

You skipped to the next song and what played was Bee Gee's "More Than A Woman" You smiled and sang along to it. Hoping Regina would get the hint you were singing it to her.

"Suddenly you're in my life, A part of everything I do. You got me workin' day and night. Just tryin' to keep a hold on you..." Your fingers tapped against the steering wheel and you moved your shoulders to the beat of the song.

She just groaned and pressed her temples, you thought she really hated it but from the corner of your eye, you saw a corner of her lip lift slightly. After seeing that you sang your heart out a little more at a red light you turned to her momentarily "More than a woman. More than a woman to me" and grinned wide.

"Hey! Keep your eyes on the road!" she pushed your head to look back at the road.

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At school when Junior year started, Regina and you acted like you two were nothing, you both devised a facade as to why you interacted at all. It was a half-truth, everyone at school thought Regina paid y/n to do their math homework. But you only did that sometimes, and usually just helped her.

Today when you met at her house she was upset about something. "Regina, what's wrong?" you asked worriedly.

"Nothing, stay out of it" she snapped at you and she stomped up the stairs to her room.

You followed her "Regina come on," she turned on her heel and looked at you angrily and lashed out.

"Why are you even here? You're not dating me, stop acting like it" She yelled at you.

You paused and your heart faltered "Regina..." you said quietly. She turned back around and she slammed her bedroom door. Regina crawled in the sheets and just went to sleep. You didn't follow her in. But you walked downstairs to her kitchen and opened her fridge.

When Regina woke up she smelled some kind of pastry downstairs and light music. She opened her door and crept down the stairs, as she approached the kitchen, she heard your humming.

The next song started to play, your back was turned and you were using her mom's apron and mittens, pulling out a batch of brownies from the oven. When you sang alone, you were cheesier and poured your heart into each song, then you placed the brownies onto a cooling rack on the island counter and pretended to hold a mic.

"Still like that old-time rock and roll. That kind of music just soothes the soul" You closed your eyes and turned around still pretending to hold a microphone "I reminisce about the days of old, with that old-time rock and roll" Regina just smiled stifling laughter.

But when you started playing air guitar, at the part with no lyrics. You heard her giggle and your eyes shot open, face reddening "Regina! You're up!" she just laughed at your incredible dorkiness and walked up to you, this was the highlight of her day.

You brushed off your embarrassment from getting caught when you saw how happy it made her. And you walked closer to her and continued to mouth the song and dance around her. Still wearing her mom's frilly apron. You took her hand and spun her around and she still laughed at your silliness.

You stopped and walked back to the counter where she followed, "Brownies?" you smiled.

"Yeah, sure" She sat down at the table and you cut two pieces out.

When you handed her a plate, she looked up at you and spoke softly "Sorry about earlier..."

You smiled softly and took her hand as you sat next to her "Its okay, don't worry about it" You let go of her hand and then asked, "You feeling better now?"

"Yeah, thanks duck" She leaned towards you and kissed your lips. "You're so fucking corny" Regina pulled away.

You smirked "You secretly love it"

"I do" She responded, you almost choked on your own spit at her admission. She reveled in your panic and took a bite of the brownie you made her.

Only you could make her smile like this, and laugh like this, you knew that, and you had your silent victory.

Part 2 of Cheering Her Up (A Party)

#regina george x reader #fluff #renee rapp #regina george #mean girls #renee rapp x reader

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dandysworldhcs · 5 months ago

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Goob and scraps are both enby and use they/them but still call eachother brother/sister. Goob isn't a guy but they're scrap's brother, scraps isn't a girl but they're goob's sister. Do you see my vision

Also goob and scraps sometimes sniff glue together and kill eachothers braincells together. They have one braincell and scraps has it most the time and its fighting for second place.

Also their room is so dirty goob has a night stand full of empty bottles and random trinkets and scraps turned their sheets to shreds from scratching it in their sleep and I'm pretty. Im pretty sure there's broken glass somewhere in there that they haven't cleaned up yet. Tisha has nightmares about their room and how bad it is. Its messy because they both have horrible executive dysfunction problems and neither if them can just get around to cleaning even though both of them know they need to

- ourple anon, experiencing category 7 brainworms

I adore u...enby goob and scraps

#jules🃏🐰#ourple anon #dandys world #dandys world headcanon #dw #dw headcanon #headcanon #headcanons #anon ask #ask #goob dw #scraps dw

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madamepestilence · 2 months ago

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alright y'all are driving me insane; let's talk about shinigami eyes

im tempted to be sarcastic here but im just going to state it as plainly and clearly as possible: no, shinigami eyes isn't made by a terf, you just don't understand how the plugin works. deciding to mass uninstall the plugin and not contribute actively makes the plugin worse

let's take a look at the extension's actual webpage together

the extension explicitly states within its own documentation that it was initially created by a mix of manual labeling and machine learning, but you can contribute with your own labels. if you understand anything about machine learning, you'll know that it's going to constantly adapt itself based on the inputs it receives

so, when a bunch of terfs install the plugin for the purposes of driving transgender communities apart, transgender people don't make any contributions to shinigami eyes, claim it's run by a terf, and mass uninstall the plugin, what do you think the new data set is for the program?

it also tells you the basic criteria, literally how to use the plugin (it's not passive! it's active!), and warns that it's susceptible to false positives

and if you scroll down slightly further:

the developer explicitly states they're transgender and why the plugin was made

now let's look at the actual guidelines, so you know how you're supposed to use the plugin:

initial primer: do not flag unless you're reasonably confident about your decision

not enough to mark as anti-trans: being a conservative, a swerf, a bad or mediocre ally, ace-phobic, being concerned with, "free speech," and giving voice to, "both sides," with examples of each

the purpose of the plugin is to mark people as trans-friendly or anti-trans (and has a clear function! you can remove either marking!), not for other sociopolitical issues

mark as anti-trans: "protecting wombyn's spaces," alt-right transphobia, restriction or opposition to gender-affirming care and enby-phobia, with examples of each

and, yes, that means that the plugin being used to fraudulently mark trans men and nonbinary people people as anti-trans is using the plugin incorrectly if that's your only basis for flagging them; you shouldn't flag someone based on them being trans, as it immediately points out in the literal next section:

not enough to mark as trans-friendly: being transgender, having some decent minimum standard like, "hurting people = bad," or supporting the overall LGBT community, with examples of each

vague statements don't equate someone as trans-friendly

and finally, mark as trans-friendly: openly supporting the transgender community or calling out transphobia, with an example

and at the very bottom, you can see, "made with [love] by kiran"

additionally, if you go to the actual github page:

it's open source. if you think the code is borked you have an opportunity to figure out what's wrong with it

if the point wasn't clear enough: ignorance of functionality and lack of participation make problems worse via attrition. if you want to make shinigami eyes better, you need to reinstall it and actively participate in fixing the data, not just getting angry at a computer program

#mdmp rambles #shinigami eyes #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #trans #transgender #transfem #trans woman

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am-i-the-asshole-official · 2 years ago

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wibta if i quit birth control without telling my partner? (somewhat nsfw)

i am NOT looking to baby trap him. we are both in our 20s, hes a cis guy and im afab enby (any pronouns). we have been together for around three years and we both agree we dont want children. i started taking birth control to begin with a few months into our relationship because he says he hates how condoms feel. however, i have gotten a bunch of side effects from birth control, some of which i actually dont mind, but a big one that bothers me has been loss of libido to the point where there is a big difference in our libido and hes usually the one initating now. he has been very respectful of me not being in the mood and saying no tho, but this has led to us barely having sex at all, and i can tell it bothers him, not to mention i miss it myself.

where we live i dont have many options for bc. its basically either the pill i take right now, or a iud which TERRIFIES me so i dont even want to consider it, or just sticking to barriers. its not the us so please dont reccommend me online pharmacies. i miss my sex drive, but also we have sex so infrequently it honestly feels pointless to keep paying for pills every month. i brought up stopping bc once, but he shut me down completely and got really sad about having to use condoms, saying they make him feel barely any pleasure at all.

i think he is being unreasonable because there are many ways of having sex that dont involve piv and carry a risk of pregnancy, which we used to have and both enjoyed, but my lack of sex drive has killed even that for us. so my plan is basically just quietly quitting birth control and waiting until im actually in the mood to tell him to put a condom on or redirect sex to something that wouldnt make me pregnant. if just stopping bc doesnt fix my libido though i might just restart it just as quietly.

is it a dick move though?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

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azureblooet · 6 months ago

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Ok bitches its fucking time:

LAMB HEADCANNON TIME:

(I separated these into rough catagories cause I have a lot for them and some require me to explain my lore headcannons)

General stuff:

Enby obviously (they/them)

Very much a people person

i mean they do run a cult so yeah

Didn't ever do the cannibalism thing (i mean mechanically it doesn't really do anything helpful)

Still needs to eat, but feeds more on the actual devotion rather than normal food.

Like the crown isn’t just bottomless power it still needs to eat devotion

This makes more sense with context of the magic system i have for my headcanons

though giving their body actual fuel to keep itself running means they don't have to sustain it with magic so they still eat

Actually snacks a lot due to both previous food insecurity and to keep their energy up

Also the leader having food preferences is like a point of connection for the cult (more info in the cult section)

They do a little happy single clap thing, like sort of resembling prayer but still fiddles with stuff

Cult:

Tries to make their followers pretty self-sufficient due to their absense during crusades, so they have actual leaders they’ve appointed, they also do sermons while The Lamb is gone.

Notably is praised for being a “god who knows mortal fear and hunger”

Generally has the message of “yo the bishops suck and we all got screwed over by the gods, I’m a god who is also a mortal so I’m different”

Before The Lamb dethroned Narinder him also being screwed over by the gods was a big part of his thing in the theology

Narinder thought this was stupid back at the gateway but the people actually liking The Lamb instead of fearing them makes their devotion a lot stronger

It also FEELS better for The Lamb who has felt a LOT of fear for the gods to be critical of the gods

This also means The Lamb getting sick or something isn’t a big sign of weakness and is more of a “I’m in this with you” type thing.

Nari’s whole “god of death” thing was him being like “the inevitable end of all” and everyone being his in the end whereas The Lamb is more of a “transience is an inevitable part of the world and that makes our lives beautiful” kind of thing

Like the whole “may mortal strife drive us to grow and reach new heights” “take solace as our death unites us all”

This is partially influenced by the beliefs the lambs had with the philosophy of “everything is connected” but also makes people less afraid of death so y’know

The cult’s beliefs and culture is heavily influenced by the lambs for festivals and decoration and iconography (talk a bit more about that in the lambs’s section)

Called “The Lamb” or just “Lamb” by people closer to them but is normally referred to as “Leader”

The Lamb couldn't read at first and had to have followers teach them

Thankfully one of the first followers was a nice librarian lady who is highkey their mom/grandma. Brought her back a few times before getting her gold skulls

She’s a deer, she sort of has fannon shamura vibes? Like that high insight and ability to read people’s emotions

She also highkey parents Narinder too but he’d never admit that

Kinda like dst Wickerbottom? (If you know you know)

Im working on the name, but she’s “Selene” in my notes

Regardless, The Lamb learned to read from her, and teaching literacy is basically her job at the cult

cause of the whole cults thing someone being illiterate is actually pretty common so it's not just kids getting lessons.

The cult grows a lot of cotton cause of The Lamb

Both as a symbol and because of clothes fabric and yarn being important objects of worship

The Lamb is difficult to *scare* but pretty easy to startle as long as you’re quiet.

The lambs/sheep:

Note: I don’t capitalize the word lamb when it isn’t a name for The Lamb

The lambs lived a bit outside of bishops’ real territory so they largely had their own culture and religion

They believed in “strings of fate” and a sort of “everything is tied together and part of a bigger thing”

Yeah like wool and fabric.

Theres more to it than that but that's a factor

Wool yarn and clothes were a big export for them but they were working with other plant fibers too so all types of string were everywhere.

Because of how much string and fabric they’d end up having and how good the textile trade was they had the resources to have a lot of festivals. Be it for seasons, shearing times obvi, cool space/astronomy stuff, whatever.

They didn't really have a church per-say but they had little shrines for like paying respects to nature and the “strings” of fate which tie everyone together.

Complicated braided lanyard type things are sort of “holy” symbols.

Sort of like a rosary?

they didn't have a reigning crown and had just an actual normal-ass town for the most part

Regardless the spiritual and religious stuff was more to justify making things and having festivals.

They’d tie different colored strings and little banners to stuff for festivals and stuff

Dangly bits and tiny puffy ornaments galore.

They did some magic, but it wasn’t much of a priority, it normally was things like little woven charms, protection spells, and maybe the odd glowy ribbon or fireproof coat.

Like they had some thaumaturges and witch doctors to deal with curses and magic injuries but they didn’t have a big faction of magic users

Reguardless! All of this matters because The Lamb makes little fabric dolls and swears about threads and ties and junk.

“ties above!” “ohhhh my fucking strings give me patience…” “oh thank ties”

(i mean in-world the words they’re using for ties/threads/strings is probably in another language, but I’m a monolingual dumbass so whatever)

Though the lambs had less gendered shit which in a world with actual hecking magic goes without saying ig, but their un-gendered parent word is “baba” because duh

(Ill be so fr I didn’t even realize the sheep pun until I had written over 2,000 words but it is very amusing nonetheless)

They had marriage earrings and horn jewelry instead of rings

Not all that important but rings are boring

But yeah the lambs had less ridged gender roles and stuff so The Lamb being enby wasn’t like a big thing or anything

Something about how all genders tie back to the same net of fate or something

Unlike basically every other version of The Lamb I’ve seen, The Lamb remembers a LOT about their home town and their traditions.

They are different than The Land of The Old Faith though so there’s a lot of different cultural values.

Like the lambs ate a lot less meat than The Old Faith people

(Sidebar: do we have a shorter name for this fucking place cause oh my god it’s a mouthful)

Particularly I bring this up cause The Lamb is VERY much not on the cannibalism wagon.

The lambs also had actual methods of water purification and bathing to like keep their wool clean, since they would use it for crafting

Because of that, the lambs were culturally pretty germaphobic and had a reputation for being way too focused on cleanliness

I mean cats are also in that boat but still

The fact that The Lamb knew how water purification works and being more sanitary was also a big part of the cult actually surviving.

I want to imagine that while The Lamb knew about and wanted soap they had no idea how to make it and spent a long ass time trying to figure it out.

They got someone in the cult who knew eventually but it was a whole ordeal

Like someone pulled up and talked about making a bathhouse and The Lamb was like “YES. YES. YES. YES. YE—”

Magic:

Their magic is strong due to the crown supplying a lot of raw power, but their actual form in using magic is sort of sloppy

(To be fair, most gods are like that but The Lamb is exceptionally bad)

Despite the how casually it's portrayed, reading minds is kind of hard and doesn't work on some people

As in: people think differently so unless someone has a really pronounced inner monologue they can’t really read the person’s mind easily.

Like what are you gonna read if the person doesn't think in words?

Feel the vibes learn the vague concept language? You can’t be staring at this mf for that long!

You can indeed be too neurodivergent to mind-read.

Also a few people in the cult can tell when The Lamb is reading minds and most of them responded pretty negatively to it so The Lamb tries not to read minds too often

(yknow cause like consent and privacy and all that?)

(one of those people promptly pulled a knife on them because I mean- its kinda violating for someone to poke around in your head) (The Lamb didn't kill them cause that’s like a fair response but it did scare the shit out of them)

The Lamb is really bad at detecting auras and concealing their own.

Most gods don’t really conceal themselves because their bombastic presence is like part of the gig

Most people can low-key feel auras subconsciously anyways so The Lamb isn’t incapable of it, but they aren’t good at it.

(As to how people feel auras; It’s sort of like how you can low-key feel vibrations even when you can’t hear but since you can normally hear you don’t consciously notice it?)

#azure’s bullshit #cult of the lamb #cotl #cult of the lamb narinder #cotl lamb #cotl lambert #they aren’t called that here but still #cotl headcanons #cult of the lamb headcanons #i have more lore for the lambs but most of it is visual soooo #ill like draw it and post it…. eventually #like im gonna make a braid brush and shit it’l be rad #i also have more lore on how the lamb is worshiped and the cult’s faith in general but that’s gonna be its own post #those other things will be their own posts teehee #like sisyphus i am bound

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transbestiary · 8 months ago

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im a transmasc and shes a transfem but since were both enby its still gay. feeling so joyful while beating this faggot and pushing her around.

#t4t nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #t4t ns/fw #ftm ns/fw #ftm dom #mtf sub #mtf nsft #mtf ns/fw #t4t nblnb #nb nsft #nb ns/fw

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liveyoungdiefast · 3 months ago

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my (constantly updating) list of reasons to keep losing weight

flat stomach

bodychecking already makes me feel less anxious

because people can feel how ribby i am when they hug me

smaller stomach/appetite

to see this bracelet get loose

to be a lightweight

for people to worry about me when i get too drunk/high

to stop having my day ruined by seeing random skinny girls

to be way hotter than my ex

it's getting progressively easier for people to pick me up :)

to fall onto people's laps and not worry i'm hurting them

to be spun around

riding on people's shouldersssss

legs that match the rest of my body

flat chest

to always be cold

so everyone will hop off my dick

to be cute

my fucking jirai life

to be called skinny

so people still laugh when i say i wanna lose weight

discolored knuckles

so all these cigarettes aren't for nothing cuz fr my lungs are rotting

to be secretly skeletally bony under thick and baggy clothes

because people have started asking if im ok

to wear dresses :(

because my fwb lowkey noticed

so gaming late at night feels like a vibe instead of gross

the high of watching a movie or playing a game while st4rving

so i can take my c4l limit lower and lower

to be the sk1nn1 stoner enby of my dreams

to aestheticize life in my crashing, burning world

to pass out at work

to look as weak and small and young as i feel

more attention from both genders

privilege.

because it's so much easier now

to match my own mental image of what a genius would be

the way life feels when you're 4n4rexic at night

no one judging me for eating sweets (fuck you so much for that)

to be one of the skinniest friends

so no one relies on me, because i look too unstable anyway

to stop being the responsible friend who always takes care of other people

so people care when im crashing out

so i dont have to keep hearing people's shit

because i can feel my shoulders grinding into the wall when i lean

to look like i do drugs

so people dont judge me for my cvts

to feel in control

to eat less than other people

to look like someone's crashout girlfriend

to look incredible in my show fits

because it makes me feel more hardcore (this shit is NOT true, riots not diets.)

so my leg tat wraps when im sitting down

to be left alone

to be respected as an introvert

for my bubbliness and energy and laughter to almost always be accepted

so im a cool and mysterious loner, not just a sad girl

more piercings

i cannot fucking deal with recovering right now

so my dad takes care of me

so my mom stops invalidating me

to be MOEEEEEE

so people are empathetic and worried when i have to sit down in the street, or feel dizzy (ive seen the way they treat my fat friends when they do this and its fucked.)

because i can ignore stereotypes but i cant change them

always walking around, going places, vaping, getting my steps in

to turn my body into a picture of my mental illness

to feel more flexible

nice

to look good in emo clothes

to feel like I’m in control

planning diet meals to reduce anxiety

I will NOT be out-rexie-d

to feel dainty

long, slim, tall person legs

to never be too heavy

because it always makes me wanna be alone

all my touches would be gentle

the exhausted numbness that lets me study hella

being a night person

‘cause I can

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