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princescar · 2 months ago

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Twinning.

#FUCKKKKKKKING KIL ME #based of that one drawimg meme #junko enoshima #danganronpa #mukuro ikusaba #despair sisters #'Have you seen me?' being junkos tagline is going to kill me #Because its playing off of the 'have you seen him? now you have!' meme #but also is a jab at mukuro #also i know that the posters shouldn’t look like her teenage self #but theres no canon design and good indication that it is her #so fuck you #scardraws #japan was familiar with their faces long before hpa #im GUESSING this would take place right after mukie returns #i say that like im not the fucker who drew it #also this is a reference to the dr1 photos #the ones used for the last trial #pushes up glasses you see this is a metaphor for the game #mukuro will always be missing and no one will ever see junkos true face #anyways i put so much effort in this enjoy it #dr1 #drthh #danganronpa trigger happy havoc

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marcillous · 2 months ago

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‘’ you’re.. probably just scared, right? ‘’

“ .. yea. i’m scared. i’m obviously terrified.. ‘’

ive been getting back into danganronpa recently its actually gonna fucking kill me oH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. hinanami is gonna kill me holy cow.

also im wayyy more active on instagram go follow me @/marcillous

#danganronpa #hinanami #dr2 #dangaronpa fanart #chiaki nanami #hajime hinata #goodbye despair #fanart #im losing it #oh my god i need to explode right now #EUEUUHUUGHHH

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casualavocados · 4 months ago

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Learn from who? Learn from you? You are still a brat. What do you know? You're only three years older. Like you are any better than me. You're 21, and still a virgin. What are you proud of? I think you can't do it.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 06

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #userrain #pdribs #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #*gestures at the caption* this is honestly the funniest argument they could possibly have idfk what to tell you. it's very ai di #meanwhile whatever's going through chen yi's head rn has recently been doused with 'the boss doesnt care abt me like that'#after watching cdy and zml at dinner. like chen yi already knows *before* ep9 & ai dis confession that cdy will never look at him #(the diff. between this scene & ep9's. is him failing in regards to the gang as well in cdy's eyes. he goes from feelings of disappointment #& irritability to complete despair and both times he drinks to cope. bc hes not enough in cdy's eyes in ANY of the ways he wants/hoped)#so honestly the crisis chen yi goes thru right here isnt unfounded at all hes literally dealing w an inadvertent rejection of his feelings #its chaos in his head and ai di is picking at him again and the wine is tilting in his blood and then- 'learn from who? learn from you?'#like what do YOU know about love ai di (WHILE CHEN YI'S PULLING HIM LIKE THAT-) so OF COURSE ai di goes for the deepest dig he can.#'i bet you cant get hard that explains how much of a coward you are'. its ridiculous the ways in which they push each other over the edge #but im ngl im kind of obsessed the way chen yi's tipsy line of thinking 'learn from you?' turned into the action 'fuck it learn from ME'#ANYWAY EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO 'LOSE CONTROL' BY TEDDY SWIMS RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. THe most chen yi song pre-ep9

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anonzentimes · 7 months ago

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ok I know not everyone has the same interpretation?? but I love thinking that komaeda's irrational interest and love for hinata during the killing game definitely develops into romantic interest!! Maybe I'm a helpless shipper, but seriously like, the idea of one of the first person to ever approach you and put effort into understanding you, falling helplessly in love with them, only for you to feel tricked by learning you and them are TERRORISTS????? komahina's necessary breakup period for both hajime and nagito save me bro it's so good...

LIKE HAJIME HAVING THINGS SWEPT UNDER THE RUG FOR HIM BECAUSE NAGITO LOSES HIS FILTER AND IT TURNS OUT THIS BOY IS A LITTLE FUCKED UP IS SO FUNNY AND A BIT TRAGIC????

komahina brainrot!!!!!!!!!!! i love them!!!! hapy!!

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jumioxox · 1 year ago

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sometimes it do be like that…,,

#drdt #danganronpa despair time #teruko tawaki #xander matthews #xanruko #drdt fanart #im sick right now so expect a violent increase or decrease in art i don’t know yet which #anyways. xanruko soft hours <3333 #literally the definition of a comfort ship frfr

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graveyard-society · 1 year ago

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shitty doodle of my favorite sdr2 trio

#i dont have much to say since im currently tired as shit right now #but GOD these three are so blorbo #unexplainable amounts of comfort radiating off of these three #live laugh chiaki #live laugh hajime #live laugh nagito (i still want to strangle him)#danganronpa 2 #danganronpa: goodbye despair #danganronpa #danganronpa nagito #nagito komaeda #danganronpa hajime #hajime hinata #danganronpa chiaki #chiaki nanami #aiden.png

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in-a-bucket · 3 months ago

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holy shit with drdt coming back soon my fridays are about to be fucking insane. like i'm gonna get tetro episodes and a despair time episode like that's so much peak in one day

#drdt #danganronpa: despair time #tetro danganronpa pink #tetro danganronpa #tetro dr #reminding you all again that you need to go watch tetro danganronpa right fucking now #im so serious you will not regret it #it's so good #but it's not for the faint of heart #like seriously the stuff that has been happening in recent episodes is fucked up #and for despair time ive missed it so much i hope the dev is doing better now #can't wait to see my boy whit again

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trpicalala · 1 year ago

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she's just a normal girl!!!! she can't survive an apocalypse!!!!!!!!!

#to be fair i will also be that way except i have no protag plot armor and i will die unlike her #also im playing udg rn!! tho i stopped for a bit bcs i dont want to rush thru it #as of right now i left toko and komaru in the sewers not a good place to leave them #danganronpa #dr #komaru naegi #ultra despair girls #udg

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desire-mona · 5 days ago

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if any of you feel like theres something you need to do now, get to know your neighbours. get people you know and who care about you around you, physically

#desire mona #get a community #thats a majority of whats keeping me sane right now #im gonna get to work and ask coworker ben for a hug because im sure we both need it #hug someone today #let yourself feel upset for today. dont worry about being too negative and giving up #just dont stick with it. dont stick with the despair and i KNOW i know how easy that is #i know #im not sure what else to say #i imagine im gonna have to do a fair bit of consoling today which im willing to do #thank you grey for checking in on me this morning im listening to your msgs soon #the secret to life - fizz #thoughtsing

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wlwaerith · 5 days ago

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🫂 im so sorry my friends

#ophelia.txt #i know it’s easy to doom right now but you must try not to. whether you intend it or not your despair is propaganda #and it might seem easy for me to say because im not american but usa is a global super power & what they do australia tends to mimic #to say nothing of what this will look like elsewhere. my heart is with ukraine and palestine #nonetheless this is horrible and i am so so sorry

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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there's something darkly funny about how desensitized you become to your own mental illness once it's gone on long enough. you really do find yourself in all earnestness thinking shit like 'why am I so tired, I only sobbed my guts out for an hour today'

#that is barely some light cardio for me you'd think that after a twenty year marathon with no end in sight I'd be made of sterner stuff #what is my soul but an unsightly pit with an endless capacity for despair. and sometimes some thoughts about dragon age #im working on it. god am I working on it. results so far... hey. I'm trying. if you ask any more of me right now I'm going to cry again #as a piece of absurdist humor it has a certain something. as my one life that I have to keep living... it leaves a lot to be desired

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smute · 3 months ago

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anyway im probably gonna hold off on the job search until i finish my thesis. firstable priorities (duh) and secondable... its not exactly helpful to engage in the single most depressing activity known to humankind when i really need to be in a mindset of inspiration not desperation

#idk why i like torturing myself so much #like i feel guilty when im NOT looking for jobs because.. in 2 months ill be running out of money and i should be planning ahead etc etc #but when im writing cover letters and sending applications i also feel guilty for wasting time that could be spent on my th*sis project #especially with the deadline fast approaching 🫥#and in the end it always sends me down a panic spiral #so...#i guess this is an accountability post or something idk #smute stop it right now im serious no stop delete the monster app unsub from the stepstone emails #make sure you graduate #THEN despair over job market #e basta #&#thesis writing

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

#it hurts but it is natural and im not oversensitive and im allowed to feel this way #the future i had envisioned and hoped for and believed in was just.. suddenly gone and im allowed to mourn the loss #because for an entire year i've been wanting this. and imagining it and thought of ways it could be real #and i didnt base my feelings only on imagination but on his words and him saying that we should figure out whatever was between us #and in the way we talked and what we shared and how he did start treating me as 'his girl'#which i also do not think was irresponsible nor am i upset by that. bc i wasnt 100% present bc of my avpd stuff #but it was so amazing and he was so amazing and i'd been having feelings for him for half a year before and then i only fell more and more #im trying to be as non specific as possible bc like i can only talk abt *me*.. but there were just sm other things and circumstances #so it got less and less intense.. and i wanted to give him space and patience and not push smth on him and be insensitive #then i told him abt being in love w him and wanting to be there for him w his struggles and working it out together #and im embarrassed af but i had honestly thought... that would be met well and with reciprocity...#(i understand that feelings cant be forced & im not upset or feel betrayed i just felt v sad bc i was so sure he would want me to be his gf #but i got neither a clear rejection nor much of what he was thinking abt me and what was between us. mostly just that it wasnt a good timin #so again i wanted to respect that and not keep push it. even if i tried bringing it up sometimes it never got anywhere and it didnt feel #right to just keep and keep on doing it. then there were times when i /felt/ rejection and got more hope based on interactions #truly i've been walking around for a year believing that this was smth that would come true if only we could talk #and i've been waiting and hoping and loving. and i've really been thinking of it as a real future #i even tried telling him a few months ago that if he wants me he can have all of me but he told me to stop so i did #and now i've learned that none of my devotion or hope was returned... i've been in this waiting room all alone all this time #i thought i was patient bc of all the other things but he couldnt give me a chance but he did for someone else and that just hurts #idk it hurts bc this love and connection meant so much to me and i wanted to do anything to make it work #and when u realize all of a sudden that it was only u who felt that and that future u so badly thought would happen isnt real #.... i feel extremely lost and despairing. plus it just is how i feel but i've only been this connected to him #honestly it might sound weird how i can feel this much for someone i've never met irl but he has been my only hope and comfort #for the past years he hs been my only comfort and the only thing making me feel good and ok and hopeful.... so it hurts it hurts it hurts!!

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thebiggestmenace · 6 months ago

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wait a minute, have we talked about the similarities in Cas' confession in 12x12 and 15x18? cause I feel like they took 12x12's confession and threw more angst into 15x18's

#one of these days ill make an actual post about it #what with the dialogue right next to each other #but its also been ~4 years so someone's probably done it before #but holy fuck #“knowing you has been the best part of my life”#?????#“the things we've shared together have changed me”#????????#“i love you”#???????????#we seriously need to discuss it cause come onnnnnnn #okay im leaving now #rambling menace #menace watches supernatural #supernatural #spn #destiel #despair #stuck in the middle (with you)

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halfdeadwallfly · 1 year ago

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I now associate The Chain with ofmd in the same highly emotional way that I associate Somebody to Love with good omens, and it's seriously very weird in both cases

#im listening to it while i do homework #just because i am too obsessed with ofmd atm and too overly stressed with my work that i literally cannot bring myself to focus at all #this song is literally the only thing keeping me on track mentally and emotionally right now #i am so close to falling back into an overwhelmed state despair and dread so overwhelming that it turns almost apathetic #i really cant afford that rn #i need the motivation this singular beat is giving me #i need to will myself forward #ofmd #good omens #fleetwood mac #queen

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gaygirldoodles · 3 months ago

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In my JD era

#heathers the musical #jason dean #jd heathers #heathers #freeze your brain #ive been through ten high schools/they start to get blurry/no point planting roots/'cause your gone in a hurry/#my dad keeps two suitcases packed in the den/so its only a matter of when/i dont learn the names/dont bother with faces/#all i can trust is this concrete oasis/seems every time im about to despair/theres a 7-Eleven right there/each store is the same/#from las vegas to boston/linoleum isles that i love to get lost in/i pray at my altar of slush/yeah i live for that sweet frozen rush/#freeze your brain/suck on that straw/get lost in the pain/happiness comes/when everything numbs/who needs cocaine?/freeze your brain/#freeze your brain/care for a hit?/does your mommy know you eat all that crap?/not anymore/#when mom was alive #we lived halfway normal/but now its just me and my dad/we're less formal/i learned to cook pasta/i learned to pay rent/#learned the world doesn't owe you a cent/you're planning your future veronice sawyer/you'll go to some college and marry a lawyer/#but the skies gonna hurt when it falls/so you'd better start building some walls/freeze your brain/swim in the ice/get lost in the pain/#shut your eyes tight/'til you vanish from sight/let nothing remain/freeze your brain/shatter your skull/fight pain with more pain/#forget who you are/unburden your load/forget im six weeks/youll be back on the road/when the voice in your head/says your better off dead/#dont open a vein/just freeze your brain/freeze your brain/go on and freeze your brain/try it #Spotify

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